The Sadness is piercing trough my heart and pumping trough my vanes im lost i dont wanna loose any more hope hope is what keeps me alive but i dont know for how much longer...😔💔💔 REST IN PARADISE X
But what if you keep hoping that hope will get you to where you’re destined to be one day? That kind of hope will never go if YOU DECIDE to keep it, for example... just an example, you have to find something that no matter what you can keep i think...Because it’s entirely yours... no matter how hard life is or seems sometimes, something that keeps you going... we have no choice other than making the best out of everything or the worst i believe... but we always have the choice.☀️☁️🔥
Yesterday I was doing sports in high school and my kneecap came out, it was very hard that my classmates instead of helping me stared at me while I screamed and cried in pain, I was waiting for the ambulance. everything lately when I'm doing well ends up going bad, I love this song and it touches my soul right now. It hurts a lot, I have to be at home for 14 days without being able to move because of my knee, I have already endured a lot of pain for many years, I don't want to take this anymore.
For some unknown reason, this song is the embodiment of fulfilment, it shows you the meaning of life, it makes you feel complete, at peace, like you dont matter and you dont need to, its so simple, so great, the feeling and aura is transmuted by nothing but sound. truly amazing, one of if not the best song of all time.
no its not its literally a song that x wrote about how he sold is soul to the devil and how he regrets it . what about that is the meaning of life or fufilling.
@@prodigen3683 that just a part of it you gotta think it more of a braod point of view from different people seeling your soul could mean different things like taking your happiness away for someone or something for wealth or such materialistic shit in this world.
And I'm always where the Sun don't shine, the Tears don't show, won't Hurt me now 'cause Heart's been broke, I Hate myself but It won't show, I Constantly lose all My remorse, and it's Ten for the wolf and Three for the shepherd and it's One for the sheep who Led by a leopard, often Gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a Bite of your apple, give me All you can offer, now I'm Trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze Couldn't control the pace Where is this going? Hey Heartless is recklessness, it is Word of a pacifist to the Word of a masochist, I'm Off of the map, my Lord I Spoke to a baphomet, he Said he would save me if I Gave him one thing he needed What is this thing I pleaded? Boy, it's the key to even Yeah And as I spoke my fangs were shown Taking aback the smiles, and tells me What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima Перевести на русский
I’m honestly tired of faking it. I try so hard to stay strong I’ve been doing it for years I want to give up so bad but I’m living for people. Not for myself. It’s hard and I’m tired. No one cares unless it’s me doing something for them. I miss jah. I’m so tired of everything I’m so close to leaving this world. It’s so draining
You are not alone, trust me. Everything that you just said is my reality right now. We will get through this. With everything on our shoulders nobody knows how strong we have to be to push through every day like we’re okay when we’re not. If music helps you cope, dive into that endlessly because I do. That helps me the most when I feel hopelessness. We’ll overcome these challenges by sticking together & hanging on to each other. If nobody cares, I do. I mean that! IG: @Juhvauri
@@Jahvauri I know what you mean. And I’m sorry you are going through this right now too. We will get through this, thank you for the positive comment that meant a lot. I hope you make it through this too 🖤 I know we can and I know pain is temporary it’s just so bad right now. But I know I can push through. Again thank you I love you.
Don’t waste those 2 weeks man make them the best you’ve ever had may your soul rest for you, someone I don’t even know but you will go to a good place my friend
This song is the anthem to my depression. I can't go a day without listening to it. I've never related harder to something in my life. The way his voice flows with the words touches my dark soul in ways words cant explain. :(
it takes a lot of anguish to make a song like this. x felt alone his entire life. school was terrible. love was terrible. friend's left him. he was arrested so much that his mom made him live with his grandma. he was accused of domestic assault that he didn't do. he didn't deserve the way he died. god was cruel that day. so cruel
As I lay here and think, If I got what I wanted would I be ready? I wouldn’t. I long for what I cannot get. If I can obtain what I desire it becomes wore out and useless and I go on to my next want.
J M But you do. It’s all in your mind trust me. I’m there with you mentally everyday but I push through. I even use things like music and drugs to help get through my low points. You just gotta keep your head up and push through no matter what. If nobody cares about you, I CARE ABOUT YOU. YOU MATTER. Don’t ever let that go.
This deserves more likes and views 💔💔
The Sadness is piercing trough my heart and pumping trough my vanes im lost i dont wanna loose any more hope hope is what keeps me alive but i dont know for how much longer...😔💔💔 REST IN PARADISE X
ronald grall stay strong 💪🏽 I believe in you
But what if you keep hoping that hope will get you to where you’re destined to be one day? That kind of hope will never go if YOU DECIDE to keep it, for example... just an example, you have to find something that no matter what you can keep i think...Because it’s entirely yours... no matter how hard life is or seems sometimes, something that keeps you going... we have no choice other than making the best out of everything or the worst i believe... but we always have the choice.☀️☁️🔥
this song is the anthem for my depression
mfkin elise your not depressed your just a bitch xD
IronicSatyr 8220 watch your profanity
IronicSatyr 8220 and ur probably some random ugly person with no life sp
khyanne elise says the one using filters lol
IronicSatyr 8220 i havent changed it in 3 years buddy
RIP jah 😫😢
Thx for the slowed and reverb version of this song it’s my favorite I love it you earned a like a sub and a viewer🥳🤘
cesar deleon No Prob. I upload daily. Send more suggestions to @jahvauri (Twit/Insta)
Your a UA-camr that I believe to blow up for the hard work your doing I love it man thx for making all this on your time I couldn’t ask for more .
That one bullet killed one phisically but millions mentally
..
Bro☠️☠️
I cant listen this song without crying its impossible
nah it isnt
@@korbqn3128 k
bipolar head ass😂
@@x4given lmao
best song ever and it took me 3 years to realize it.
Lohrenz_Doom You already know 💯
Yep, definitely time to come back here.
I love sandwich’s
Damn vro . . . that's deep.
Yesterday I was doing sports in high school and my kneecap came out, it was very hard that my classmates instead of helping me stared at me while I screamed and cried in pain, I was waiting for the ambulance. everything lately when I'm doing well ends up going bad, I love this song and it touches my soul right now. It hurts a lot, I have to be at home for 14 days without being able to move because of my knee, I have already endured a lot of pain for many years, I don't want to take this anymore.
For some unknown reason, this song is the embodiment of fulfilment, it shows you the meaning of life, it makes you feel complete, at peace, like you dont matter and you dont need to, its so simple, so great, the feeling and aura is transmuted by nothing but sound. truly amazing, one of if not the best song of all time.
no its not its literally a song that x wrote about how he sold is soul to the devil and how he regrets it . what about that is the meaning of life or fufilling.
@@prodigen3683 that just a part of it you gotta think it more of a braod point of view from different people seeling your soul could mean different things like taking your happiness away for someone or something for wealth or such materialistic shit in this world.
That hits hard bro🥲
"I spoke to Baphmont he said I'll give you everything you needed if I gave one thing"-X🥺
Rip 🐐
This song reminds me of the time I had a huge zaza outage it was such a hard time
Sad music for x how sad 😢
the best🖤
This song just reminds me of every thing i did wrong in my life
Hugo Tabak i feel you bro
Saaame....
i want this to be played at my funeral 💔 #LLJ
No one is coming then
I love you Jah 😭😭 Rip Legend 💔
MATZz Smk He’s with us all, always. 🙏🏼
And I'm always where the
Sun don't shine, the
Tears don't show, won't
Hurt me now 'cause
Heart's been broke, I
Hate myself but
It won't show, I
Constantly lose all
My remorse, and it's
Ten for the wolf and
Three for the shepherd and it's
One for the sheep who
Led by a leopard, often
Gave his perception as a
Handle of weapon, took a
Bite of your apple, give me
All you can offer, now I'm
Trapped in a changing maze
Setting my soul ablaze
Couldn't control the pace
Where is this going? Hey
Heartless is recklessness, it is
Word of a pacifist to the
Word of a masochist, I'm
Off of the map, my Lord I
Spoke to a baphomet, he
Said he would save me if I
Gave him one thing he needed
What is this thing I pleaded?
Boy, it's the key to even
Yeah
And as I spoke my fangs were shown
Taking aback the smiles, and tells me
What you crave will soon be yours
But what I crave is already mine
Anima vestra
Anima
Anima vestra
Anima
Перевести на русский
I'm not retarded ik the lyrics
soundtrack of my blood
This song is what crying feels like
Ngl ... listening to this as my life is falling apart at this time has me feeling im falling into the path of this song's direction... Tbr
Sad times 😔
I’m honestly tired of faking it. I try so hard to stay strong I’ve been doing it for years I want to give up so bad but I’m living for people. Not for myself. It’s hard and I’m tired. No one cares unless it’s me doing something for them. I miss jah. I’m so tired of everything I’m so close to leaving this world. It’s so draining
You are not alone, trust me. Everything that you just said is my reality right now. We will get through this. With everything on our shoulders nobody knows how strong we have to be to push through every day like we’re okay when we’re not. If music helps you cope, dive into that endlessly because I do. That helps me the most when I feel hopelessness. We’ll overcome these challenges by sticking together & hanging on to each other. If nobody cares, I do. I mean that! IG: @Juhvauri
@@Jahvauri I know what you mean. And I’m sorry you are going through this right now too. We will get through this, thank you for the positive comment that meant a lot. I hope you make it through this too 🖤 I know we can and I know pain is temporary it’s just so bad right now. But I know I can push through. Again thank you I love you.
You need the zaza man
Hey, are you okay now?
I'm filling in my stomach cause I'm cry so hard 😭😭
So this is the last before I'm gonna die in 2 weeks because of lounge cancer I'm out its been an honour to be here
WHAT THIS BETTER NOT BE A JOKE DUDE
spend your last moments with who u love the most, may your soul rest in peace dude ❤
Don’t waste those 2 weeks man make them the best you’ve ever had may your soul rest for you, someone I don’t even know but you will go to a good place my friend
please say you're still here man. If you weren't joking I wish your family the best. You will live on.
U still here?♡
R.I.P Legend🕊️👑🐐🤍🖤🕊️🕊️🕊️👑👑👑🐐🐐🐐🐐🕊️🕊️🖤🤍🤍
이 조합 다시 보고싶다😩
Damn I still miss x
no i'm not crying rn
crtcl mayo it’s okay bro. Let it out. Let Jah’s words flow through you. He’s there with you in spirit for sure. Kepl your head up.
03/23/2021 😞
This song is the anthem to my depression. I can't go a day without listening to it. I've never related harder to something in my life. The way his voice flows with the words touches my dark soul in ways words cant explain. :(
Rip 🖤
May rest him in peace a King died💔💔💔💔
🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐
i miss him so much.
You & me both, everyday 😢🙏🏼
hi hope you are having a good day and its now friday no one can make fun of you now no one can make you smile and you cry without inturuptions.
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
🥀🕸🤘🖤
Luh you x❤️
make a 1 hour version whenever you can! I had to restart at least 40 times...
_Anima Vestra_
Like i'm not even gonna get a boat ima jus walk into the fuqkin water
I need this beat
it takes a lot of anguish to make a song like this. x felt alone his entire life. school was terrible. love was terrible. friend's left him. he was arrested so much that his mom made him live with his grandma. he was accused of domestic assault that he didn't do. he didn't deserve the way he died. god was cruel that day. so cruel
Shut up emo boy
As I lay here and think, If I got what I wanted would I be ready? I wouldn’t. I long for what I cannot get. If I can obtain what I desire it becomes wore out and useless and I go on to my next want.
Hail hecate
Eyo jahvauri if u are seeing this im still crying
Tolunay Savage i am too. I pray for it to all end one day
@@Jahvauri i dont rly want to end this cuz it makes my life
where is this going hey
I hate the idea of the cold water
I don’t wanna live
J M But you do. It’s all in your mind trust me. I’m there with you mentally everyday but I push through. I even use things like music and drugs to help get through my low points. You just gotta keep your head up and push through no matter what. If nobody cares about you, I CARE ABOUT YOU. YOU MATTER. Don’t ever let that go.
Jahvauri thx
🎧👑🐐🕊️🐐🤍🖤🕊️🐐🐐
Maybe he was craving death(or peace or nothingness) and Devil was right
R.I.P X🖤🕊️🕊️🐐🐐🤍🫡✅🖤🐐🕊️