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  • @ambersimpson-pierce2697
    @ambersimpson-pierce2697 4 роки тому +358

    Please pin this
    If no one has said this today here’s this
    You’re beautiful
    You’re special
    You’re important
    You’re interesting
    You’re loved
    You’re kind
    You’re helpful
    You’re loving
    You’re accepted
    You are welcome
    I love you and if you ever need to talk you can talk either to someone you love or even just comment on a video or replay to any comment like this especially any of mine I love you
    and if you were to die or get hurt I and lots of other people would grieve and cry and be horribly horribly sad just remember I love you someone loves you people love you please never even consider hurting or killing yourself it doesn’t help all that will happen is that people will cry and grieve and their lives will be so so much worse without you in it please just remember
    that no matter how hard it feels now it will get better tell yourself that it will get better I love you ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎
    (Feel free to copy)

    • @pangoryl1095
      @pangoryl1095 4 роки тому

      Okay thanks

    • @jazz8185
      @jazz8185 4 роки тому +1

      k

    • @Emmaedits.equines
      @Emmaedits.equines 4 роки тому +1

      @Nerds same one day I hope to get help how about you?

    • @ambersimpson-pierce2697
      @ambersimpson-pierce2697 4 роки тому +1

      @Nerds hope you get help your amazing just the you are :)

    • @ambersimpson-pierce2697
      @ambersimpson-pierce2697 4 роки тому +1

      @@Emmaedits.equines your amazing stay yourself dont let anyone make you change yourself hope you get the help you need

  • @niaomi4164
    @niaomi4164 6 років тому +935

    It made me cry even more than I related to every word

    • @cr0wtherr
      @cr0wtherr 5 років тому +3

      Actual Tea even but?

    • @bunx7685
      @bunx7685 5 років тому +4

      reply back I'll tell you how I found my way out and Ill try to help

    • @donaldtheduck7640
      @donaldtheduck7640 4 роки тому

      Me too

    • @safwan6699
      @safwan6699 4 роки тому

      Bunx how?

    • @A1979_
      @A1979_ 4 роки тому

      sameee..

  • @PaytonsLife-ui7ur
    @PaytonsLife-ui7ur 5 років тому +1282

    Friend: Why do you listen to these types of songs? They’re so depressing.....
    Mind: Because in some way I can relate to EVERY word in the songs and they make me feel even more sad when I want to and even at some points can comfort me.
    What I really say: I like the rhythm and the singer’s voice......

  • @irisveijalainen4728
    @irisveijalainen4728 5 років тому +90

    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Verse 1: Josh A]
    Why do I even try?
    Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
    Trying to find a new outlet
    The devil pouncin'
    I hear him howlin', my vision cloudin'
    Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
    Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh)
    But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
    Gotta work till' I'm dead
    So that they get the best
    Don't wanna set up a bad example cause the kids looking up
    Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok
    So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
    [Bridge: Josh A]
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light (Nah, man)
    I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Verse 2: Jake Hill]
    One too many bad thoughts inside me
    Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
    I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
    I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
    Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
    Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
    (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
    Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
    Never meant to let you down
    I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out (Fuck)
    Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
    I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
    But he called my bluff
    [Bridge: Josh A]
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    (nah, man)
    I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Outro: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

  • @miamuller1160
    @miamuller1160 5 років тому +188

    Mom: these songs are so depressing
    My Mind: I know but I can relate...
    My Mouth: I know I just like the voice...

  • @gabrielapaciorkowska1603
    @gabrielapaciorkowska1603 5 років тому +356

    2015:
    Friend: whats wrong?
    Me: im depressed
    Friend: im Here for you 0:15
    2019:
    Friend: whats wrong?
    Me: im depressed
    Friend: me too bro

    • @Huug2033
      @Huug2033 4 роки тому +7

      🙄

    • @fredbear_1
      @fredbear_1 4 роки тому +8

      2020?

    • @easports9226
      @easports9226 4 роки тому +16

      2015:
      Me: I'm depressed.
      My lack of friends:
      2020:
      Me: I'm really depressed..
      My lack of friends:

    • @jackoboi7823
      @jackoboi7823 4 роки тому +3

      Depressed cus its a trent :3

    • @linusbirgersson
      @linusbirgersson 4 роки тому

      Alphii seriously?

  • @floppstar.
    @floppstar. 5 років тому +95

    "Suicide is never the answer" they say
    Dude like I'm trying to not do it but it's hard

  • @adrinahernandez3265
    @adrinahernandez3265 5 років тому +410

    Why is everything sad is related with the Simpson's

    • @brownhairedboy2646
      @brownhairedboy2646 4 роки тому +28

      Some people say the Simpson’s predict the future and they could have there own universe having depression every single day

    • @invader_ren5974
      @invader_ren5974 4 роки тому +5

      Either you get it or don't.

    • @User-cb6nz
      @User-cb6nz 4 роки тому +16

      Cuz “depressed” edgy teens think it’s aEsThEtIc

    • @sphinx1436
      @sphinx1436 4 роки тому +6

      becuz it reminds a lot of us of a simpler time, a lot of ppl think its cool but personally it reminds me of my childhood when bart being depressed in an episode seemed unrelatable

    • @caleighphilipps4909
      @caleighphilipps4909 4 роки тому +3

      Bitch Ass RIGHT

  • @alexlozano2560
    @alexlozano2560 5 років тому +299

    Just wana be able to close my eyes and feel alright😭 - 2018/2019
    aha throw back to my depressed ass 5th/6th grade self😂, still depressed doe

  • @mrbeanpebblez
    @mrbeanpebblez 6 років тому +126

    Finally found this

  • @elisabeth-hi9ii
    @elisabeth-hi9ii 5 років тому +153

    therapist :How are you?
    me in my head: I feel like killing myself and I wanna die so bad!
    me: i’m fine.😤

    • @uncreative_kim2965
      @uncreative_kim2965 4 роки тому +5

      really this is true but honestly everyone is depressed now days.......

    • @user-fx5fj7bc9n
      @user-fx5fj7bc9n 4 роки тому +1

      black fire owo that is true but I think the media and standards these days are hard. They’re getting better but they’re also getting worse

    • @uncreative_kim2965
      @uncreative_kim2965 4 роки тому +1

      @@user-fx5fj7bc9n yep

    • @daijavesnic8610
      @daijavesnic8610 4 роки тому +4

      I hope you are doing better now ❤️

    • @elisabeth-hi9ii
      @elisabeth-hi9ii 4 роки тому +1

      Daija Vesnic thank you , and yeah i’m doing so much better now.🥺

  • @lxah.-.8864
    @lxah.-.8864 5 років тому +84

    What's sad is how many teens and children actually relate to this song 😭

    • @gnginsxtc7907
      @gnginsxtc7907 4 роки тому

      😟😟💔

    • @thefinderofglitches1051
      @thefinderofglitches1051 4 роки тому +1

      Yep 15 and still going

    • @samsungaccount946
      @samsungaccount946 2 роки тому

      @somebody. I thought same when I was your age and developed health issues because of it that I still regret I did just try to enjoy life

  • @Tito-ze9kt
    @Tito-ze9kt 5 років тому +340

    I... Hate my self I'm stressed with school at this point what happens next...

  • @tylerv6266
    @tylerv6266 6 років тому +158

    Obsessed😍

    • @Thanospg4
      @Thanospg4 6 років тому +3

      Tyler V you’re beautiful

    • @steezuschrist_smith5052
      @steezuschrist_smith5052 6 років тому +12

      Lol you a creep bro 😂👌🏻

    • @_cxnfusngwxrld_2275
      @_cxnfusngwxrld_2275 5 років тому

      @@steezuschrist_smith5052 Bro, stfu

    • @StephenGman
      @StephenGman 5 років тому +4

      Hey so my name is stephen ive been having alot of thoughts of killing myself this started in 2017 when my mama passed away but in febuary 2018 i met the love of my life well im 18 shes 16 were a year and 9 months apart well 3 days ago her parents cut all communications off between us idk what to do i just wanna die thats all plz help me tell me my options btw my state is tenneseee but these past few days have been so hard she was my only emotional support she showed me love and care and now its all gone i dont want to live any more soem one plz tell me what to do

    • @inesmatine9722
      @inesmatine9722 4 роки тому

      Stephen Gman try talk to her parents

  • @angel-ib7ln
    @angel-ib7ln 5 років тому +36

    I listen to depressing and suicidal song because I RELATE to them 😭

  • @ahmetyusufbalc5019
    @ahmetyusufbalc5019 4 роки тому +17

    2017:Lil peep
    2018:Xxxtentacion
    2019:Juice Wrld
    2020:World
    2021:Me

  • @ashleyhnath8792
    @ashleyhnath8792 5 років тому +24

    i can relate to every word he sings... i love this song i listen to it everyday gets me in my feels

  • @iluv0676
    @iluv0676 6 років тому +349

    When yall think yall know me cause yall my friends, nah😩

  • @kristien8111
    @kristien8111 5 років тому +50

    I want to stop my mind.

  • @Kiyoko_TheRat
    @Kiyoko_TheRat 5 років тому +14

    I can relate to ever word, ever noise in this song touches something in my heart

  • @37q78
    @37q78 5 років тому +35

    Why is the really depressing songs always end out to be my fav song?

  • @priscygallardo5714
    @priscygallardo5714 5 років тому +21

    "Everyday I Feel Like Dying..."

  • @gracieross1706
    @gracieross1706 6 років тому +35

    I looked months for this

  • @p00kiechipys19
    @p00kiechipys19 6 років тому +53

    This is me rn

  • @cheychey3196
    @cheychey3196 5 років тому +248

    Are you living or existing..?

    • @jaygarcia1955
      @jaygarcia1955 5 років тому +12

      Chey Chey existing ofc, like what even is living??? I think I’ve been dead this whole time tbh 🤪🖤

    • @Lone_Doge
      @Lone_Doge 5 років тому +3

      Ok jaiden smith

    • @egg3288
      @egg3288 5 років тому +5

      I'm a dead man walking

    • @niemand3220
      @niemand3220 5 років тому +5

      Im existing. But I dont live. I am dead inside

    • @lfs587
      @lfs587 5 років тому +6

      Im alive..Im just invisible 🖤

  • @sofie6373
    @sofie6373 6 років тому +120

    Where is the good person that gonna send me the lyrics.. no one? Ok bye

    • @sarah-kg7hy
      @sarah-kg7hy 5 років тому +73

      I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
      I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
      But every day I feel like dying
      Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
      [Verse 1: Josh A]
      Why do I even try?
      Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
      Trying to find a new outlet
      The devil pouncin'
      I hear him howling, my vision clouded
      Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
      Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh)
      But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
      Gotta work till' I'm dead
      So that they get the best
      Don't wanna set up a bad example cause the kids looking up
      Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok
      So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
      [Bridge: Josh A]
      Try to free my mind
      I don't know what's right
      Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
      Try to free my mind
      I don't know what's right
      Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
      (nah, man)
      I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
      Gunning demons down find my way out of this hell now
      I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
      Gunning demons down, find my way out of this hell now
      [Chorus: Jake Hill]
      I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
      I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
      But every day I feel like dying
      Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
      [Verse 2: Jake Hill]
      One too many bad thoughts inside me
      Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
      I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
      I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
      Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
      Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
      (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
      Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
      Never meant to let you down
      I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out
      (Fuck)
      Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
      I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
      But he called my bluff
      [Bridge: Josh A]
      Try to free my mind
      I don't know what's right
      Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
      Try to free my mind
      I don't know what's right
      Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
      (nah, man)
      I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
      Gunning demons down find my way out of this hell now
      I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
      Gunning demons down, find my way out of this hell now
      [Chorus: Jake Hill]
      I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
      I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
      But every day I feel like dying
      Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
      [Outro: Jake Hill]
      I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
      I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
      But every day I feel like dying
      Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

    • @sofie6373
      @sofie6373 5 років тому +4

      @@sarah-kg7hy awww thanks

    • @sofie6373
      @sofie6373 5 років тому +2

      @@sarah-kg7hy lol im late

    • @sarah-kg7hy
      @sarah-kg7hy 5 років тому +2

      @@sofie6373 no problem xD

  • @unknownhacker4032
    @unknownhacker4032 6 років тому +83

    💯% me

  • @edgyizzy_x9515
    @edgyizzy_x9515 5 років тому +25

    but everyday i feel like dying

  • @392_isak9
    @392_isak9 6 років тому +18

    so deep.

  • @Yukunai
    @Yukunai 4 роки тому +7

    lyrics
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    Why do I even try?
    Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
    Trying to find a new outlet
    The devil pouncin'
    I hear him howlin', my vision cloudin'
    Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
    Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh)
    But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
    Gotta work till' I'm dead
    So that they get the best
    Don't wanna set up a bad example cause the kids looking up
    Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok
    So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light (Nah, man)
    I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    One too many bad thoughts inside me
    Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
    I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
    I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
    Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
    Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
    (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
    Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
    Never meant to let you down
    I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out (Fuck)
    Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
    I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
    But he called my bluff
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    (nah, man)
    I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
    Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

  • @kalebtodd2618
    @kalebtodd2618 5 років тому +3

    Josh A always putting out bangers

  • @rusoznc8554
    @rusoznc8554 5 років тому +5

    😭all words relate to me i dont know what to do with my life😭

  • @itsroro668
    @itsroro668 6 років тому +217

    Dead 🤤💔
    Edit: thx for 4 likes 😂

  • @user-ol8fl7lc6b
    @user-ol8fl7lc6b 4 роки тому +11

    *i'm not Suicidal*
    *I don't wanna f^cking Die*
    *Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright*
    *But*
    *Everyday i feel like dying*
    *Everyday i feel like dying*
    *Depressed*

  • @weasel2441
    @weasel2441 4 роки тому +3

    I remember blasting this with my headphones on in 5th grade. Never related to a song more

  • @missizu3936
    @missizu3936 5 років тому +36

    everyone tells me that "there is hope" and "you live for a reason" but right now it seems I live to suffer until I make a buck, spend it and repeat.

  • @moonsoutgoonsout3262
    @moonsoutgoonsout3262 6 років тому +109

    I wonder if all of you ever wonder why you feel those feelings.

    • @aprylvalencia191
      @aprylvalencia191 5 років тому +1

      Dumb Cat Furry it’s all I think about . That’s why we feel this way

    • @moonsoutgoonsout3262
      @moonsoutgoonsout3262 5 років тому +1

      @@aprylvalencia191 Yeah but did you ever think about why you feel like dying and, what opportunities you have to fix them.

    • @imhannahnow4765
      @imhannahnow4765 5 років тому +1

      what are feelings

    • @keinname3830
      @keinname3830 4 роки тому +1

      Bro, we hear this cause we relate to these things

    • @thefinderofglitches1051
      @thefinderofglitches1051 4 роки тому

      I wonder why I exist

  • @Layla-sv2jb
    @Layla-sv2jb 5 років тому +30

    "I'm not suicidal.."

  • @jairabautista5300
    @jairabautista5300 5 років тому +4

    You deserve a million subscribers🙂🙂❤❤

  • @atikishrak4458
    @atikishrak4458 5 років тому +6

    Sometimes i wonder what i am inside.......Hypertention( Been Abused with my liitle thoughts and acts when i was a kid ,,,,, and ignored from face to mouth even harder in present) makes me depressed every hours but i am used to it...... And love it....... And without this feeling i am not myself anymore.....[Not dominant type]the damn care type......Love you all😘😘

  • @antisocial4248
    @antisocial4248 6 років тому +34

    Dope

  • @neardeathexperence1182
    @neardeathexperence1182 4 роки тому

    Seeing this makes me so happy. I know its a sad song and others probably don't get it but it does. I've been listening to Josh since he was making beats and some edm tracks haha. Seeing Josh and Jake blow up like they did made me feel like theres hope left in this world man. Its like the feeling of a proud father to his son when hes become successful.

  • @yeiqi
    @yeiqi 4 роки тому +5

    friend: how are you crying so easily?
    me: because i think of our friendship.

  • @marylin13
    @marylin13 5 років тому +6

    "bottle it up some more just like always"...

  • @juju-ps3rh
    @juju-ps3rh 5 років тому +16

    Feel them words I'm so depressed and lonely what to do... I know but I'm scared deep down inside there something saying do it my head says do it but my heart says no.... I'm afraid of what's going to happen to me it's feels like there a demon inside me saying let me free but there something else saying please stay happy 😓😥😢

  • @adrian-vg2mf
    @adrian-vg2mf 4 роки тому +13

    I hate everything! I hate school, I hate people! I just want to close my eyes and feel alright!!

    • @gnginsxtc7907
      @gnginsxtc7907 4 роки тому

      But everyday I feel like dying 😟

  • @edangregory6974
    @edangregory6974 5 років тому +2

    If you are reading this...
    I just want to say, you will get through whatever has/is happening to you. There is always a way out. You will get through this. You can get through this so you will.
    I hope I made someone feel better. We all have our sad times, yours might just be a little longer than some of ours.
    ily❤️

    • @putinthiscockinurmouth3050
      @putinthiscockinurmouth3050 5 років тому

      Edan Gregory yes “ everyone have sometimes sad times „ but not everyone have sad times for 3 years

    • @keinname3830
      @keinname3830 4 роки тому

      Good that someone made one of these comments

  • @slaybtchz
    @slaybtchz 5 років тому +3

    LYRICS
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Verse 1: Josh A]
    Why do I even try?
    Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
    Trying to find a new outlet
    The devil pouncin'
    I hear him howling, my vision clouded
    Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
    Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh)
    But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
    Gotta work till' I'm dead
    So that they get the best
    Don't wanna set up a bad example cause the kids looking up
    Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok
    So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
    [Bridge: Josh A]
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    (nah, man)
    I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Verse 2: Jake Hill]
    One too many bad thoughts inside me
    Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
    I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
    I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
    Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
    Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
    (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
    Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
    Never meant to let you down
    I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out
    (Fuck)
    Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
    I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
    But he called my bluff
    [Bridge: Josh A]
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    (nah, man)
    I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Outro: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

  • @assasinc2233
    @assasinc2233 3 роки тому +1

    I been listening to this ever since it came out, it's stressful to be born with depression and etc

  • @ivxsm4062
    @ivxsm4062 5 років тому +13

    Every day i feel like dying 💔💔💔💔

    • @gnginsxtc7907
      @gnginsxtc7907 4 роки тому +2

      Same and i- MEAN IT 💔💔💔💔💔🖤💢

  • @pastasauce2032
    @pastasauce2032 5 років тому +6

    -S-u-i-c-i-d-a-l-

  • @eleanorlinu5277
    @eleanorlinu5277 5 років тому +11

    This song saved my life 🙏❤️
    Ps. I really hate myself 🤷‍♀️

    • @lvr
      @lvr 5 років тому +3

      No need to include the PS

    • @gnginsxtc7907
      @gnginsxtc7907 4 роки тому +1

      I really hate myself a lot 🤷😤🙄🙄

    • @thefinderofglitches1051
      @thefinderofglitches1051 4 роки тому

      This ain’t saving shit. The only thing saved is this song in my notes.

  • @norakuzay2085
    @norakuzay2085 4 роки тому +6

    Me: I wanna die 😢
    Dad: you can't listen to that
    Me: I don't give a freaking sh***

  • @izabellaenriquez5090
    @izabellaenriquez5090 5 років тому +6

    Relatable song 😭

  • @danielleadkins8407
    @danielleadkins8407 4 роки тому +6

    Don’t mind me I’m just up at 5am typing in “ suicidal songs” 🥴

  • @CgxSmd
    @CgxSmd 5 років тому +3

    I came from insta after seeing a post with this song

  • @makagyngrimm3392
    @makagyngrimm3392 4 роки тому +160

    Hey you, random scrolling in the comments
    Take care of yourself, ok?

    • @inesmatine9722
      @inesmatine9722 4 роки тому +2

      Thanks u too 🥺💗

    • @kaysmythe9740
      @kaysmythe9740 4 роки тому +3

      Thank you, that made my day because i was having a really bad day today. :):

    • @unknownjk100
      @unknownjk100 4 роки тому +1

      Ty 🥺

    • @diahpusparini626
      @diahpusparini626 4 роки тому +1

      Thanks u too💗

    • @kaylamiller3011
      @kaylamiller3011 4 роки тому +1

      i want to i really do i was cheated on just recently me and him was together 8 months before he did it 💔😞

  • @athenareyes7442
    @athenareyes7442 5 років тому +5

    0:14

  • @ramyyacoub7211
    @ramyyacoub7211 5 років тому +3

    The best
    ♣️

  • @pootleey
    @pootleey 5 років тому +4

    i just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright.

  • @anissastaudt722
    @anissastaudt722 3 роки тому

    Why does this put me in a good mood ? It’s like hearing I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna f die is really helping me some way.

    • @jeffreydarmisco7088
      @jeffreydarmisco7088 3 роки тому

      if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...

  • @slime3726
    @slime3726 5 років тому +12

    Hey, random person scrolling through the comments...
    Be safe ok?

  • @joliegallant6990
    @joliegallant6990 4 роки тому +1

    1 year later still listening to this

  • @crazymomma4055
    @crazymomma4055 5 років тому +2

    I feel this every day.....I've attempted this and it makes me cry remembering it and listening to this

    • @sky-j5b
      @sky-j5b 4 роки тому

      You okay bro?

  • @_mxxnlight4840
    @_mxxnlight4840 5 років тому +1

    I can relate so hard to every word. Like I have so many problems. Even sometimes when I stand in a crowded place I get so scared god idk why

  • @thestreets2232
    @thestreets2232 5 років тому +2

    Brooo this song hit me so hard I'm not suicidal idk I can just relate

  • @deaththerealgaming3660
    @deaththerealgaming3660 5 років тому +9

    Getting stabbed in the back then finding out it was a 'friend'😔

  • @lushyasmin820
    @lushyasmin820 5 років тому +6

    I feel like dying

  • @jarroldmalaca301
    @jarroldmalaca301 5 років тому +4

    All i want is to sleep forever

  • @briannavivian3703
    @briannavivian3703 5 років тому +13

    Boyooo I hate myself, with school... ugh it’s overwhelming, and I just told my bf if that I love him and this whole paragraph and he just said “thx ig” bish I’m saddd why tf......

    • @01waysdoit87
      @01waysdoit87 4 роки тому

      Brianna Vivian lol he said ig leave his ass

  • @Howeralls
    @Howeralls 4 роки тому +1

    tahnk you my fav music

  • @CassetteTe
    @CassetteTe 5 років тому

    Tbh most of the people listed to this when they are sad and stay sad for a while well this just kinda cures my depression for few minutes

  • @kapiloksek2719
    @kapiloksek2719 4 роки тому +3

    ,,IM NOT SUCIDE I DONT WANNA FUCKING DIE''

  • @denizdemir7786
    @denizdemir7786 4 роки тому +3

    *everyday i feel like dying :/*

  • @livyaeh
    @livyaeh 4 роки тому +1

    this is a depressing bop

  • @naturevibes2603
    @naturevibes2603 5 років тому +3

    1,000 subscriber ;) ye boi.

  • @jaidenjones7735
    @jaidenjones7735 5 років тому +6

    I feel dead inside 💔🔫 I have no emotion

  • @mariamiraq6898
    @mariamiraq6898 6 років тому +3

    I love it

  • @joibarguzman
    @joibarguzman 6 років тому +9

    That's me

  • @sarahalsadi9914
    @sarahalsadi9914 4 роки тому +1

    this came out on my bday :( makes sense

  • @sarah-kg7hy
    @sarah-kg7hy 5 років тому +1

    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Verse 1: Josh A]
    Why do I even try?
    Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
    Trying to find a new outlet
    The devil pouncin'
    I hear him howling, my vision clouded
    Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
    Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh)
    But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
    Gotta work till' I'm dead
    So that they get the best
    Don't wanna set up a bad example cause the kids looking up
    Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok
    So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
    [Bridge: Josh A]
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    (nah, man)
    I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Verse 2: Jake Hill]
    One too many bad thoughts inside me
    Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
    I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
    I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
    Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
    Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
    (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
    Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
    Never meant to let you down
    I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out
    (Fuck)
    Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
    I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
    But he called my bluff
    [Bridge: Josh A]
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    Try to free my mind
    I don't know what's right
    Wasting all my time, tryna find the light
    (nah, man)
    I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down find my way out of this hell now
    I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
    Gunning demons down, find my way out of this hell now
    [Chorus: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
    [Outro: Jake Hill]
    I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
    I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
    But every day I feel like dying
    Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

  • @siphatenotlove4251
    @siphatenotlove4251 4 роки тому +1

    A shame I was listening to this clinching my stomach and holding my mouth so nobody could hear me crying relating to all the words in the song

  • @nenavidimciganov
    @nenavidimciganov 4 роки тому

    idk why but this made cry

  • @methmonster
    @methmonster 4 роки тому

    I’m...
    Not depressed, this song is just great

  • @JesusSavesSde
    @JesusSavesSde 5 років тому +3

    I’m heartbroken and wanna end the pain I’m tired of this life of mine, it may be amazing but so was she I’m done with this I wanna leave just how she left me 💔🔫

  • @jademartinez2488
    @jademartinez2488 4 роки тому

    Reasons why you should stay alive. ( I know you’re not expecting this but here I go )
    1. Would miss you.
    2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone feels by not doing enough to help you.
    3. It does get better believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to get through the storm to get to the rainbow.
    4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
    5. There is always a reason to live, it might not be clear right now but it is always there.
    6. So many people care and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
    7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone tell you you’re not.
    8. You are amazing.
    9. A time will come once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
    10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead.
    11. Don’t take it wrong but I do love you. Even if only 1 person loves you that’s still a reason to be alive Stephanie so please don’t.
    12. Your won’t be able to listen to music when you die.
    13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
    14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
    15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOU’RE KIDS, from even being born.
    16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
    17. You’re gorgeous, amazing,and to someone you are perfect in their eyes.
    18. Think about your favorite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again.
    19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
    20. Listening to Incredibly last music.
    21. Being alive is just really good.
    22. Not being alive is really bad.
    23. Finding your soulmate.
    24. Red pandas
    25. Going to dinners at 3 in the morning
    26. Really soft pillows
    27. Eating pizza in New York City
    28. Proving people wrong with your success.
    29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can (kind funny).
    31. Being able to help others.
    32. Bonfires.
    33. Sitting on rooftops.
    34. Seeing every single country in the world.
    35. Going on road trips.
    36. You might win the lottery some day.
    37. Listening to music on a record player.
    38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
    39. Taking really cool pictures( or seeing the 1’s you took with Bryan or monse and realize how wonderful it makes you feel)
    40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
    41. Hearing crazy stories.
    42. Telling crazy stories.
    43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
    44. More Harry potty books could come out, you never know.
    45. Traveling to another planet someday.
    46. Having an underwater house.
    47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
    48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
    49. Trampolines.
    50. Think about your favorite movie, you’ll never watch it again.
    51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you and inside joke.
    52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s just for 1 person or 20 or 100.
    53. You’re a great photographer and you can change the world.
    54. Tree houses
    55. Hanging out with your soulmate in a tree house.
    56. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees.
    57. I care about you.
    58. I think about you.
    59. You won’t be here to experience the 1st cat world emperor.
    60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER FOODS THAT ARE NOT YET TO BE FOUND.
    61. Starbucks.
    62. Hugs.
    63. Stargazing.
    64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is.
    65. You’ve changed somebody’s life.
    66. Now you could change the world.
    67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you.
    68. You have the chance to save somebody’s life.
    69. No matter how much or how little you still have your life ahead of you.
    70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    71. Making snow angels.
    72. Making snowman’s.
    73. Snowball fights.
    74. Life is what you make of it.
    75. Everybody has a talent.
    76. Laughing until you cry.
    77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
    78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist.
    79. It’s possible to turn frowns upside down.
    80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and let them tell you how to live.
    81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary so be your own hero.
    82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that's you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.
    83. 1 day your smile will be real.
    84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
    85. Lying on grass and Laughing at the clouds.
    86. Completely passing out with your friends.
    87. Eating crazy food.
    88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved 1.
    89. Sleeping in all day.
    90. Creating something you're proud of.
    91. You can look back at yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit.
    92. Being able to meet your internet friends.
    93. Tea/ coffee/ hot chocolate.
    94. The season of stranger things and riverdale.
    95. Cuddling under the stars.
    96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
    97. If you're reading this then thank god you're alive. Is there and more Reasons to smile?
    98. Being able to hug that person you haven't seen in years.
    99. I care about you and wrote 100 reasons for you to not do this.
    100. Experience life because sometimes your life doesn't seem great right now but literally anything can happen.
    I hope you're doing better by the way

  • @brandoncook9452
    @brandoncook9452 3 роки тому

    I found this song a long time ago and the words were just words now the words are how I actually feel

  • @hakdognagawasatae7797
    @hakdognagawasatae7797 5 років тому +13

    Why is this explaining everything??!?

  • @Xazgy
    @Xazgy 3 роки тому +3

    Did anyone else have youtube tell you that the video was inappropriate or something when they clicked on it??

  • @amandadoerr2313
    @amandadoerr2313 4 роки тому +1

    Hour loop please

  • @hello_fruit_basket_kitty4151
    @hello_fruit_basket_kitty4151 4 роки тому

    "Everyday I feel like dying" is my everyday life since 4th grade

  • @clarissa8430
    @clarissa8430 4 роки тому +2

    i just wanna feel something

  • @x.b.o.xmianah3851
    @x.b.o.xmianah3851 4 роки тому +1

    Hella numb tbh can’t even cry 🙃💔

    • @sky-j5b
      @sky-j5b 4 роки тому

      You okay bro?

    • @JustMe-qm3wy
      @JustMe-qm3wy 2 роки тому

      Haven’t cried for 3 years

  • @potatoarmy-_-7844
    @potatoarmy-_-7844 4 роки тому

    Anyone else laying here just listening to the song and just relating to every word..

  • @jakielou1884
    @jakielou1884 5 років тому +1

    It's late and its time.

  • @oreoking1756
    @oreoking1756 5 років тому +1

    It hurts looking at all these comments and wondering if some of the people who commented are still alive

  • @marco33066
    @marco33066 3 роки тому

    Imagine someone consuming this kind of sorrow to keep the happiness for others :)

    • @clementtoh2393
      @clementtoh2393 3 роки тому +1

      ill imagine someone giving me sorrow to keep happiness

  • @SadSlowedDown
    @SadSlowedDown 5 років тому +1

    💔❤

  • @p00kiechipys19
    @p00kiechipys19 6 років тому +5

    Yes!!!

  • @raincunningham2903
    @raincunningham2903 5 років тому +4

    whos here december 2019?