Lewis Capaldi ‘Before you go’ (slowed)

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  • @lucythomas6066
    @lucythomas6066 4 роки тому +2128

    the original - ran me over
    the slowed version - tore my heart out

    • @thatemogirlmari
      @thatemogirlmari 4 роки тому +17

      Well whats worst is that your bsf tells you she was tested positive for the Covid-19 and then listening to this💔💔

    • @CC-cl3bb
      @CC-cl3bb 4 роки тому +16

      @@thatemogirlmari how about your bff dieing in a car crash because of you?
      *bites lip to not cry*

    • @thatemogirlmari
      @thatemogirlmari 4 роки тому +1

      @@CC-cl3bb that happened to me with my other bff so dont even say that urs is worst

    • @CC-cl3bb
      @CC-cl3bb 4 роки тому +4

      @@thatemogirlmari I didnt.
      And you don't know what ive been through.

    • @thatemogirlmari
      @thatemogirlmari 4 роки тому +1

      @@CC-cl3bb first of all I bet I have been through more shit than you my grandma is sick my dad has cancer my bsf died crashed my other bsf has covid my mom is divorced my brother broke him arm and I have asma who's life is shit now?

  • @unknownsleepyhead1999
    @unknownsleepyhead1999 4 роки тому +3274

    "It's crazy how your mind can make you feel so worthless" really hits, I had a crush on my insecure friend, he is so beautiful inside and out, it's just sad that he can't see that.

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +126

      Aww, he deserves to know how amazing he is

    • @Bug.a.b00
      @Bug.a.b00 4 роки тому +25

      honestly you are right and its harder when you feel like everything you are doing is going nowhere

    • @angellogan2863
      @angellogan2863 4 роки тому +7

      so true:(

    • @anonymousperson1326
      @anonymousperson1326 4 роки тому +8

      I'm having the same problem😭

    • @sdab4856
      @sdab4856 4 роки тому +9

      I think my crush is the most beautiful person ever, but she continues to describe everything “wrong” with herself and it just breaks my heart

  • @milliebarnes2972
    @milliebarnes2972 4 роки тому +3156

    The lyrics aren’t about love- listen carefully

  • @mckenzierae1887
    @mckenzierae1887 4 роки тому +5056

    ahhh yes nothing more fun than getting depressed in class

  • @nabznadeem
    @nabznadeem 4 роки тому +551

    "No one is born ugly, we’re just born in a judgmental society" - BTS, RM

  • @saraduque3312
    @saraduque3312 5 років тому +865

    I fell by the wayside like everyone else
    I hate you, I hate you, I hate you but I was just kidding myself
    Our every moment, I start to replace
    'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say
    When you hurt under the surface
    Like troubled water running cold
    Well, time can heal but this won't
    So, before you go
    Was there something I could've said
    To make your heart beat better?
    If only I'd've known you had a storm to weather
    So, before you go
    Was there something I could've said
    To make it all stop hurting?
    It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
    So, before you go
    Was never the right time, whenever you called
    Went little by little by little until there was nothing at all
    Our every moment, I start to replay it
    But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face
    When you hurt under the surface
    Like troubled water running cold
    Well, time can heal but this won't
    So, before you go
    Was there something I could've said
    To make your heart beat better?
    If only I'd've known you had a storm to weather
    So, before you go
    Was there something I could've said
    To make it all stop hurting?
    It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
    So, before you go
    Would we be better off by now
    If I'd have let my walls come down?
    Maybe; I guess we'll never know
    You know, you know
    Before you go
    Was there something I could've said
    To make your heart beat better?
    If only I'd've known you had a storm to weather
    So, before you go
    Was there something I could've said
    To make it all stop hurting?
    It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
    So, before you go

  • @idgafff8
    @idgafff8 4 роки тому +2303

    *do you love him*
    *yes*
    *how much*
    *enough for him to be happy with another girl*

  • @Luna-cg4yu
    @Luna-cg4yu 4 роки тому +320

    I never want to love again
    He broke me
    He took my heart
    He took my trust
    He said he loved me
    He said that to all the other girls too
    I want him
    I need him
    He doesn't want me
    I'm not good enough
    Hope he finds someone beautiful
    Better than me,
    That won't be hard
    He was my everything
    My happiness
    And my pain
    It hurts
    ...
    But I hold on and I always will
    Never let go there's always hope
    For me
    And you
    I love you
    Stay strong

    • @ioanamunteanu9629
      @ioanamunteanu9629 4 роки тому +3

      You will be fine..All of us will be fine..after some time..

    • @Luna-cg4yu
      @Luna-cg4yu 4 роки тому +2

      Durere si Suferinta 😔

    • @aritooicy2706
      @aritooicy2706 4 роки тому +2

      they tell you they love you .. they say theyll love you forever nd never leave you .. they tell you that their gonna be there for you .... that yall will be together forever and always ;... it crazy how fast they leave you ;(((((

    • @Luna-cg4yu
      @Luna-cg4yu 4 роки тому +1

      aritooicy exactly it hurts and they don't realise...and they don't just leave you, they move on really fast too :(

    • @aritooicy2706
      @aritooicy2706 4 роки тому +1

      luna ? bro it’s like when he broke up w me , 2 days later he found this other gurl nd i’m like , how do uu not understand all the pain uu put me through . like uu don’t even care abt us . it’s like most boys don’t even have feelings when they get out of a relationship .

  • @lynn.williams1930
    @lynn.williams1930 4 роки тому +975

    "Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting"
    I'm
    Feel
    Like
    Theres
    Nothing
    Left
    To
    Live
    For
    Rn

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +66

      Live for the small things, live to be able to taste your favourite foods, live to e able to listen to your favourite song or your favourite show. You’ll lose the things you take for granted ❤️

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому +23

      Basic.brøok there is,there is a reason you wake up everyday and it’s to go on an adventure to find yourself and your happiness...pls DO NOT give up,I believe in you,you can do it,don’t end things💖☁️

    • @lynn.williams1930
      @lynn.williams1930 4 роки тому +6

      @@raisondetre5809 awe thankyou 💕

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому +8

      Basic.brøok you’re always welcome bb

    • @Bug.a.b00
      @Bug.a.b00 4 роки тому +8

      Hun i dont know you but you have me im always here even if you feel alone comment on one of my videos ill reply in a heartbeat if i can

  • @katywhite6674
    @katywhite6674 5 років тому +387

    didn’t think this song could get more depressing. i was wrong ... 😍

  • @mckenziesarjantson2347
    @mckenziesarjantson2347 5 років тому +653

    I miss her.

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  5 років тому +101

      Mckenzie Sarjantson we all miss that one person, huh.

    • @amy_500
      @amy_500 5 років тому +17

      Mckenzie Sarjantson and there’s somebody missing you but it might not be the one you want to

    • @xw0003
      @xw0003 4 роки тому +4

      hey darlin

    • @amaberties
      @amaberties 4 роки тому +8

      Bence Sandor sometimes it’s not that easy

    • @albertnugal632
      @albertnugal632 4 роки тому +1

      She’ll come back to u don’t give up my guy

  • @jovannarose8308
    @jovannarose8308 4 роки тому +391

    me: in the middle of a mental breakdown putting this song on. ads: dO yOu wAnT tO lEaRn a nEw LaNgUaGe?”

  • @phoebe1906
    @phoebe1906 4 роки тому +104

    15 January 2020 :
    this was the first day i listened to this song. i was thinking about committing - it’s hard for me to say but i’m sure you understand - it. i was picking up this kid from school as a job, and i was driving there, listening to this song on repeat. i was sitting at the school, waiting for him to get back from his away basketball game, and that’s when i really listened to the lyrics for the first time (since i had been focused on driving during rush hour). i just broke down in sobs when i realized what it was about. this song saved me. i’m glad i found it.

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +3

      I’m glad you’re still here :)

    • @emilystelmaschuk2009
      @emilystelmaschuk2009 4 роки тому +3

      I’m glad you didn’t I can’t bare the thought someone would give up on life on my birthday or any day for that matter your worth so much

    • @justlil1018
      @justlil1018 4 роки тому

      its not the same for me. it hasn’t saved its helped me pour and die on the inside more and more eveytime i repeat it. i don’t think i can continue

    • @phoebe1906
      @phoebe1906 4 роки тому +2

      Justlil 101 hi love please stay w me here! i’m not gonna give the bullshit i know no one really likes to here. i’m sorry it sucks right. like really sucks. i’ve been there. hell, i am there. just know that there IS someone out there who loves you, or who’s waiting for you. you just might not have met them yet. you are deserving of love and life. i’m so sorry that it’s hard for you to see that right now. please respond 💕

    • @justlil1018
      @justlil1018 4 роки тому

      Phoebe thank you! It means a lot to me that you care enough to respond. im sorry that your still going through it its tough. i hope your ok.

  • @biancaquinones8483
    @biancaquinones8483 4 роки тому +545

    I sometimes miss him even tho he was really toxic and also cheated on me. I think I’ll never “click” with anyone like I did with him ever again. I don’t think I’ll ever fall in love again.

    • @kayleeblack4229
      @kayleeblack4229 4 роки тому +1

      same :(

    • @biancaquinones8483
      @biancaquinones8483 4 роки тому

      Abigail Caci, thank u so much for saying that. I really appreciate it.

    • @Cris-hd1wb
      @Cris-hd1wb 4 роки тому +5

      You will darling, dont let the toxic thoughts take over you, you're stronger than any obstacle❤

    • @laikinaddison5818
      @laikinaddison5818 4 роки тому +1

      Bianca Sofia me right there and he just said he liked me again and i was just telling him that i love the friendship we have created after everything and then he thinks it’s okay to say that. uh it’s just so annoying like he doesn’t even care.

    • @oj7452
      @oj7452 4 роки тому +1

      i feel the same way.

  • @gabieg3627
    @gabieg3627 4 роки тому +170

    The first SOO BEFORE YOU GO hit hard

  • @judal1325
    @judal1325 4 роки тому +168

    i miss him, my best friend
    my soulmate
    my lover and my everything and
    really hurts when i see nim with another girl and he don't even look at me after all these memories
    she is everything we could be together

    • @el.lie.1
      @el.lie.1 4 роки тому

      i understand..

  • @mckennadavis3241
    @mckennadavis3241 4 роки тому +73

    this song has been on repeat this past week. my bf cheated on me and i’ve been blaming myself and he’s made it very obvious that he never cared about me. this song is my medicine.

    • @iloveyouandyoudeservethewo5643
      @iloveyouandyoudeservethewo5643 4 роки тому +1

      McKenna Davis Same. I‘m so sorry for you. He doesn’t deserve you.

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому

      McKenna Davis listen darling,it’s his loose, he lost the most amazing, talented, beautiful person in this world,what he did was a mistake,you deserve someone who is willing to give up any and everything just to be with you,now don’t be hard on yourself and treat yourself well,it is NOT your fault it’s his,don’t give up,and someone’s out here in this world is waiting for you

    • @sami__2104
      @sami__2104 4 роки тому +1

      Even though this is really late: he doesn’t deserve you if he’s making you think you’re to blame

  • @zxcvmika2989
    @zxcvmika2989 4 роки тому +234

    i don't know why
    i don't know why i feel so alone even if i have many friends
    i have many but i don't feel them
    i feel so alone
    . . .

    • @Dakota572
      @Dakota572 4 роки тому +10

      It's ok to feel alone but just know that there are ppl there that care for you even if you think there not it is ok to feel hurt and worthless BC in the end there is always people there for you xx

    • @deadaccount5514
      @deadaccount5514 4 роки тому +1

      @Jichu Bear stfu bitch

    • @lagger_
      @lagger_ 4 роки тому +4

      ⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻ stfu you don’t even know if she/he actually depressed

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +9

      They just embarrassing themselves dw 💀

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +8

      I could literally just delete your comments you’re just making yourself look like a fucking idiot

  • @myonlyangel6158
    @myonlyangel6158 4 роки тому +49

    I first met my cousin when I was seven, or at least that’s the first time I can remember meeting him. He was seventeen years older than me, so he was more like an uncle to me than a cousin. Weirdly enough, I later found out why. We weren’t too close, but you can’t expect a child to be best friends with their adult aged cousin. But I got so excited the night I met him, because I loved meeting new people. We didn’t see each other after that day, at least not until 2016. My dad had been living with my best friend’s family since we used to be neighbors, and they allowed my dad to stay with them. My grandmother (living in Florida) wanted to see my brother and I, and it just so happened that my best friend and her family were going to Florida to see their grandparents that same week. So we jammed all five of us in the back seat of a minivan and drove for seven hours, which truly sucked if I’m being honest. When we got to my grandmother’s house, neither her or my aunt were home. We walked around the whole outside for ten minutes until my aunt got home in a big black truck. There was a man with tattoos and sunglasses in the truck with her. We asked who he was and he said that he was my cousin, the same one I met three years before. We exchanged hugs and started talking about how much we had all changed. That week I learned that he was my cousin biologically, but legally, he was my uncle, since my grandparents adopted him when he was three since my other aunt couldn’t care for him, being only nineteen at the time. He was so angry at his mom and the world in general that he did drugs a lot, starting from the age of fourteen. Every time he’d go outside to smoke weed or something, my brother and I would try to convince him not to and he’d just yell at us. He was so depressed that he saw drugs as his only source of happiness, and he ended up resenting us for trying to take that away from him. He thought that we hated him for it when in reality we just wanted to see him get help and to actually be happy. It got worse when my aunt died. He was close with my mom and sort of close with my younger aunt (his mom), but he was closest with my older aunt. They were best friends, and even though he was half her age, he was like a big brother to her sometimes. We went to visit him and my grandmother the week of the funeral. He’d come outside to smoke whenever I would go swimming in the backyard, and he’d just cry about how much he missed her. That whole trip he asked why I hated him so much. I never hated him and never gave him any reason to think I did. I just wanted him to stop doing drugs because I cared about him and didn’t want to see him die, but he thought I hated him. His addiction got worse, a lot worse. He got a staph infection and had to get a new heart valve put in, but the doctors waited a whole month after he was admitted to the hospital to start treatment. He even had to get his foot amputated because there was no blood circulation left in it. He became more angry as time went on. When we’d go visit him he’d just scream at us. He didn’t want to talk to anyone. He’d lay in his bed all day watching cartoons, completely dead on the inside. His infection went away for a while. But in November of 2017, he ended up getting sick again, but he couldn’t fight it this time. He died after a few weeks, just as he started to become happy again. When I last saw him, he didn’t say goodbye. He didn’t say anything. I can’t even remember the last conversation we had, because it was so long ago. He died thinking that I wanted nothing to do with him, and even three years later I haven’t forgiven myself for not telling him how much I loved him.

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +3

      starrynightedittsss that’s rough man, I hope you’re doing a lot better now

    • @kyradresler810
      @kyradresler810 4 роки тому +2

      That horrible, and I also hope you r better now

  • @harumaev
    @harumaev 4 роки тому +608

    "committing sucide doesn't stop the pain"
    "It passes it on to someone else"
    Not my words, spread them.

    • @Handleinn
      @Handleinn 4 роки тому +19

      what if that "someone" was the reason u commited suicide? 😐

    • @saraoneill4062
      @saraoneill4062 4 роки тому +4

      @@Handleinn true

    • @triniee9704
      @triniee9704 4 роки тому +3

      @@Handleinn it could still cause others pain like the ppl that do truly care about you..

    • @Handleinn
      @Handleinn 4 роки тому +6

      @@triniee9704 ik but, why didnt they care for me when i was still alive?

    • @urmomsassbeenate
      @urmomsassbeenate 4 роки тому +2

      Hello fellow blink, and sure I'll spread it :-)

  • @idk-hn9yo
    @idk-hn9yo 4 роки тому +462

    Does anyone here struggle fitting in in school like me? :/

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +19

      You’re not alone on that

    • @_Rere._.
      @_Rere._. 4 роки тому +4

      outtamymind very true

    • @anthonyimano5524
      @anthonyimano5524 4 роки тому +2

      me too :((

    • @emeraldzoll7279
      @emeraldzoll7279 4 роки тому +5

      yup my clothes my hair, my hair is frizzy and I always put it in a ponytail how social I am how many friends I have But I don’t have any friends Lmao I am afraid to change that because people will be staring at me and I just know that I will run to the bathroom and cry because there has to be someone that says Wannabe or something

    • @anahsarrah7310
      @anahsarrah7310 4 роки тому +3

      I am.. I think this is my last day😌☺️

  • @auds5983
    @auds5983 4 роки тому +11

    I swear. Lewis could sing about ANYTHING and it would still hit me so hard 💜🥺

  • @arigebechara9216
    @arigebechara9216 4 роки тому +22

    i physically can’t listen to this song without crying

  • @shavelle7862
    @shavelle7862 4 роки тому +31

    here’s something from me:
    feb/6th/2020:
    i wake up about 2:20-2:30am from a call from my grandma, i didnt call back because i thought she called me on accident,5:00am i wake up to my alarm, my dads freaking out because he got a voicemail saying my grandpa wasnt gonna make it, we rush to the hospital,when we get there i still think hes here ‘hes just holding on hes gonna make it’ i kept telling myself that in my head, my uncle is on a call with the VA, saying he passed away a few hours ago, thats when i lost it i broke down in tears.
    now:
    im kinda lost rn idk what to do with my life its hard coming back to house knowing hes gone and im never gonna see him again..

    • @alexismullins6313
      @alexismullins6313 4 роки тому +1

      He lives on in your heart, he’s there for you, through everything, as long as you keep him in your heart your not alone

  • @angelism6454
    @angelism6454 4 роки тому +170

    why am i crying to much..
    AH SHIZ IM GETTING MEMORIES FROM GOOD TIMES

    • @deadaccount5514
      @deadaccount5514 4 роки тому

      shut up fake depressed bitch ass

    • @aurapixelz
      @aurapixelz 4 роки тому +3

      @⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻
      Shut the hell up please. You dont know what these people are going trow. These song help poeple throw life. 😭😭😭

    • @luvv4kiaa
      @luvv4kiaa 4 роки тому

      Hey, Idk u, but we can talk on insta on itz_kikatime if u wanna talk okay? I'm here to hear anything

    • @deadaccount5514
      @deadaccount5514 4 роки тому +1

      @@aurapixelz shut up bitch fake depressed

    • @deadaccount5514
      @deadaccount5514 4 роки тому +1

      @@luvv4kiaa idfc shut up

  • @djianananananannana
    @djianananananannana 4 роки тому +49

    this makes me want to hug everyone a little bit longer and closer

    • @lestrielmargarette4690
      @lestrielmargarette4690 4 роки тому

      Everytime I listen to musics like this whenever i feel depressed I feel like it’s my last day

  • @librarianjesss
    @librarianjesss 4 роки тому +28

    I’ve never felt this way about anyone like I feel about him. He pops into my head unexpectedly, constantly throughout the day. But his presence in my life was unexpected, and merely accidental. By chance, we met at the perfect time before things changed. He told me I was exactly what he needed. Little does he know, he is everything I’ve always wanted and needed. The kicker is, he asked me not to fall for him due to a previous relationship. But when I promised him I wouldn’t, it was already too late. I just had no idea how hard I would fall for him, and I’m still falling, a little everyday. I was going from seeing him everyday, but with everything that’s going on right now and our university being closed, I haven’t seen him in nearly a week. It broke my heart as he walked away from me and I walked away from him. I wanted him to turn back around, just one last time. I wanted him to come inside and stay the night. Even just a second more with him. But I don’t know how he feels. I don’t know if he sees me as this sweet, innocent girl he couldn’t possibly touch. He knows my mind is broken, but I am not fragile. I write letters with all the things I want to tell him, but I probably never will. It would break my heart to loose him as a friend and from my life completely, not to mention how integrated he’s become in just the past month alone. I don’t know what to do. It feels like I’m drowning in all the love I have for him, because giving it to him would mean revealing that it’s there, and I don’t know if I could take him not feeling the same.

    • @alexisrichards6892
      @alexisrichards6892 3 роки тому

      This song isnt about love btw it was written for his aunt that committed suicide

    • @librarianjesss
      @librarianjesss 3 роки тому

      @@alexisrichards6892 I know that. I was just writing my own experience and how I relate to the song in my own way. Thank you for trying to educate people though that this song has a deeper meaning!

  • @anadekaj1150
    @anadekaj1150 4 роки тому +25

    everynight i listen to this and it hits the same everytime

  • @holly3053
    @holly3053 5 років тому +1530

    It’s ok he does like you and is just too scared to tell you :)

    • @superdupperdoodlenoodle6973
      @superdupperdoodlenoodle6973 5 років тому +51

      This is one of my comments i wish :(

    • @holly3053
      @holly3053 4 роки тому +28

      YourDogIsMine Hehe and even if they don’t, you’re amazing and you’re gonna get there.

    • @benbrown2096
      @benbrown2096 4 роки тому +10

      This is one of my comments god I fucking wish he did... it would make my pain a little easier to handle...

    • @dagasilmen6503
      @dagasilmen6503 4 роки тому +3

      This is one of my comments i needed that comment

    • @holly3053
      @holly3053 4 роки тому +2

      ben brown you’re amazing and you’re gonna get through this I promise :)

  • @hisu9014
    @hisu9014 4 роки тому +7

    this gets my crying everytime because it makes me think if the person who is my everything, my world, comfort, and the only reason i’m living.

  • @tanviyakkali67
    @tanviyakkali67 5 років тому +42

    oml i cried when i listened to this

  • @slowedsongs8803
    @slowedsongs8803 4 роки тому +7

    i lost my grandma in february and this song just makes me so sad and depressed:)i miss her,her hugs,her personality,her words,i love u grandma:)

  • @glossypeony3553
    @glossypeony3553 4 роки тому +13

    I love how people are talking about their feelings in this comment section and other people are supporting them it's so nice! There's always a reason to live don't give up you haven't found the reason so search for it and then you'll be happy! ♥️♥️♥️

    • @kyb740
      @kyb740 4 роки тому +1

      Is it bad that I’m literally doing both? Like Inalways try to help others even tho I’m hurting so much. But one of the comments almost made me cry and I basically broke my keys just texting them how much they r lived and etc

  • @brittanydosey7363
    @brittanydosey7363 5 років тому +180

    It’s sadder when played on 0.75x speed 💔

    • @lindrestrydom6084
      @lindrestrydom6084 4 роки тому +14

      Sounds pretty good as well and now my heart just feels heavy🙈

    • @tiniecub
      @tiniecub 4 роки тому +3

      💔💔

  • @javierarivera8037
    @javierarivera8037 4 роки тому +48

    this hurts 3x more than the original

  • @astrocat2243
    @astrocat2243 4 роки тому +11

    This song reminds me of my childhood bff, as in we have been friends for 5 years but he moved to other school. Once he told me to be safe everytime because he wanted me to stay safe while he was in other school, I was thinking of him everytime and I hope him to stay safe too, I haven't meet him until now I missed him so much, I wish he was happy for too long without me because I like him to be happy everytime 🙂😢

  • @GR1MSG0R33
    @GR1MSG0R33 4 роки тому +944

    hey you,
    yeah you.
    stop being sad!
    u don’t need somebody to cure ur heart u have yourself and ur friends!
    now go and spend time with them >:(
    and whatever happens
    ur friends will always be with u
    and watch over u
    take care of u
    play around
    joke around
    fight for u
    hugs u
    acting immature together
    getting stuffed animals
    not being perfect friends is fine,
    fighting happens.
    apologizes,
    sometimes they won’t accept.
    it’s okay,
    find some other friend or try to ask that person for another chance but don’t beg. ❤️

    • @muhdrezhwan4676
      @muhdrezhwan4676 4 роки тому +7

      Thanks for this 😁💗

    • @GR1MSG0R33
      @GR1MSG0R33 4 роки тому +3

      @@muhdrezhwan4676 your welcome :)

    • @shino6316
      @shino6316 4 роки тому +25

      i broke up my friendship with my friends its because i think im wortless to them and they always ignore me and use to hang out with other friends and left me by myself.. im right with my decision even its heart broken for me.. i blocked my friends and never told them why. i lost connection and trust for them.. just so you knpw im very stupid to do that its jusy because i feel like i shouldnt be here in every minute. im lucky im still here. im figthing myself from the mistake ive done

    • @gambino123stanzistanzi4
      @gambino123stanzistanzi4 4 роки тому +37

      The thing is I don’t have friends💀

    • @kierr2534
      @kierr2534 4 роки тому +6

      awe tank you for this :( but I just don’t know how to be happy like I always feel left out I always cry and like it’s nonstop. but it really dosnt matter just have a nice day everyone

  • @daniiedits
    @daniiedits 4 роки тому +15

    I really love this song and I can relate to it so much. My best friend almost killed herself. She still thinks about it, but I helped her get through it. I’m still scared she will do it at anytime tho. So for those of you who are going through this, you are not alone.

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому +2

      Dan The Grand YOU ARE AN ANGEL,you are so amazing I mean look at your self you cared ab your best friend and helped her through one of the hardest times in her life and she is so lucky to have you in her life I’m proud of her to get out of this depressing feelings and ily

  • @ladams5061
    @ladams5061 4 роки тому +174

    wow we all suffering here down in these comments

    • @little_idi0t849
      @little_idi0t849 4 роки тому

      Exactly

    • @kammang4150
      @kammang4150 4 роки тому

      that's probably why we are listening to this song

    • @nethandoiron5402
      @nethandoiron5402 3 роки тому

      She said she loved me and I’m a fool for believing her:(

  • @Giulia-ew3yv
    @Giulia-ew3yv 4 роки тому +14

    “It kills to know your mind can make you feel so worthless” ☹︎ wow that hit deep 😫

  • @haileenorris5002
    @haileenorris5002 4 роки тому +35

    I lost my friend a few days ago I miss him so much he was like my brother we did everything together and I know he's safe now but it hurts when I think of him

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому

      Hailee Norris I’m sorry to hear that

    • @haileenorris5002
      @haileenorris5002 4 роки тому

      @@outtamymindyt it's ok

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому +1

      Hailee Norris I’m so sorry,I may not know what your going through but all I know is that you are not gonna give up,look at how amazing and precious you are,don’t give up and continue your journey in life,and today or tomorrow you’re gonna find someone better

    • @nicolegatto
      @nicolegatto 4 роки тому

      so sorry

  • @ruey5813
    @ruey5813 4 роки тому +1

    im crying. this is . so. heartbreaking. its abt suicidal or love however u put it

  • @jaydonrobinson8401
    @jaydonrobinson8401 4 роки тому +4

    it so crazy how this really toches some ones heart

  • @jordanrstudio-jordan1992
    @jordanrstudio-jordan1992 4 роки тому +2

    nothing better than getting home after a long day, putting on headphones, and listen to this song while be depressed and while either working on a game or playing a game. (Its really good btw)

  • @lavitabb
    @lavitabb 4 роки тому +62

    "Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting"
    yea those words that i just wanna hear is,
    ''i love you''

  • @starzsaturn
    @starzsaturn 4 роки тому +17

    my internet friend jayden committed a couple a years ago and this song reminds me of him
    there's also another song, a song that was playing through my speaker as I was calling him. we talked nearly every day on the phone but that day was different. instead, his mom picked up and she told me how he tried to h*ng himself and they found him and took him to a hospital. but they were too late. i don't listen to that song anymore, it hurts too much. to this day i blame myself because i should have been there for him more. maybe a "how are you feeling" here and there would have saved him. "was there something i could've said to make it all stop hurting?" that hits me every time i hear this song. i miss you JJ.

  • @prettystranger1638
    @prettystranger1638 4 роки тому +6

    My aunt passed away 3years ago because breast cancer.. 3years ago, a day before she go i said to god i don't want her to suffer more.. I'll accept it if she need to go even though i don't want to lose her.. The next morning, my mom woke me up and said 'Go changes. Your aunt are gone.. '.. My heart hurt so much that time.. I know i need to let her go but i just can't accept that i need to lost her.. Now i miss her so much.. Her laughs, her smiles, her warm hugs.. I need it now but she isn't here.. And now, i think i'm having breast cancer too but i just can't tell my family about it.. I am not strong enough to tell them.. Sometimes i depressed about it but i really can't tell the truth to them.. I don't want my family worries about me even though they will be upset if they know i already keep it silent for 2years already.. I just can't tell anyone about it so i will keep it here because there no one who know me here..

  • @manucamile6281
    @manucamile6281 4 роки тому +2

    My dog died yesterday and I'm devasted, she was my everthing, and i love her so much, i'm so sad, but these song made me feel so good, i'ts like gather all the pieces of my broken heart, thank you, i love you 💖

  • @outtamymindyt
    @outtamymindyt  5 років тому +281

    what the heck this is my first video to reach 1k

  • @user-fg4ne7fy5q
    @user-fg4ne7fy5q 4 роки тому +2

    I’m kinda addicted to all the slowed versions of my fav songs

  • @eunoi1856
    @eunoi1856 4 роки тому +3

    i'm crying and smiling at the actual same time.

  • @kendragilbert
    @kendragilbert 4 роки тому +41

    did I just cry to this at 12:30 am? Yes. Am I 14? Yes

    • @alexismullins6313
      @alexismullins6313 4 роки тому +2

      Been crying since 12:25 and it’s almost 1:20

    • @kendragilbert
      @kendragilbert 4 роки тому +1

      Alexis Mullins ❤️🥺

    • @ificouldfly6399
      @ificouldfly6399 4 роки тому +1

      I’ve been crying since 11 now it is 12:2”

    • @alexismullins6313
      @alexismullins6313 4 роки тому

      Sadpeople . I feel that, I cry so much because of dumb reasons, but keep your head up, and incase no one has told you, I love you, and I’m proud of you🥺❤️

  • @kestrelflurry
    @kestrelflurry 4 роки тому +1

    This aint a new song but the feels are fresh man;; I actually had to take off my earphones for a bit because my eyes were filling and I don't even cry at a lot of songs;;

  • @agustd8066
    @agustd8066 4 роки тому +3

    THE : “SO BEFORE U GO” PART HITS SO FUCKIN GOOD...I AM GOING TO CRY...💔🥺😭

  • @GDsecretWaysForYou
    @GDsecretWaysForYou 8 днів тому +1

    My teacher died, she was the best teacher.. this song came on after I found out now when I hear this it’s what I think of. Rip..

  • @ryanbayer1012
    @ryanbayer1012 4 роки тому +22

    No matter how often I told her I loved her. No matter how hard I hugged her. No matter how often I held her hand and wiped her tears through the tough times, she still left. She always had the scars on her arm, burns on her finger tips, and pain in her eyes. No matter how hard I tried to show her the world was going to take care of her one day, she never believed me. And now it is too late to tell her I love and miss her, and how much I want her to come home, but she is in a better place now and is safe. Her mind was always a scary place, and she just needed someone to be there for her. RIP Kaylee D, you will forever be my best friend, and will always be my older sister by heart not blood
    November 14, 2019💘💖💛💞💔

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +2

      I’m sorry for you loss, please don’t blame yourself, you did everything you could for her and may she rest in peace 💞

    • @ryanbayer1012
      @ryanbayer1012 4 роки тому

      @@outtamymindyt thank you

  • @Deerok2005
    @Deerok2005 4 роки тому

    ✨YOU ARE AMAZING✨

  • @annamunoz9434
    @annamunoz9434 4 роки тому +3

    I need this in spotify rn🥺

  • @blupblap2735
    @blupblap2735 4 роки тому +1

    this song... it just really hits hard. Every time I listen to it I cry

  • @KylieLynnApakianMusic
    @KylieLynnApakianMusic 5 років тому +12

    💗💗 this song 😭

  • @maisiewootton4624
    @maisiewootton4624 4 роки тому +2

    You don’t realise how much someone means to you until there gone.. 🥺✨

  • @khi4
    @khi4 4 роки тому +4

    they played this at our leavers party and i cried so much and now i can’t listen to this song without thinking about all the friends i’ll never see again..
    *thx school.*

  • @UrgentCabbage99
    @UrgentCabbage99 3 роки тому

    Anyone else feel good when you sing the long "Go" Part? It just feels so good to sing that for some reason.

  • @janessadupree6356
    @janessadupree6356 4 роки тому +33

    I feel like I’m a disgrace and I the world
    This song makes me wanna cry
    I feel so alone
    I have tones of family
    And I still feal alone
    I cut
    I starve
    I’m just not worth it
    I feel like my fav cousin hates me
    Bc he yells at me all the time
    Should I give up👉🏼👈🏼🥺😭😭😭😭😭

    • @studybymanh
      @studybymanh 4 роки тому +2

      no pls don't! I felt the same when my cousin died. try and talk to your cousin about how you feel, and pls don't cut or starve yourself! You are worth it, trust me!

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +1

      You are not a disgrace!! You are totally worth it ❤️ I’d hope things look up for you soon

    • @jakobkarasavvas7533
      @jakobkarasavvas7533 4 роки тому +1

      No, please don't do that

    • @atsumumiyalover
      @atsumumiyalover 4 роки тому

      NO!Your are stunning DONT let anyone bring you down.You DONT need them!I repeat you DONT

  • @stupidlysmarts
    @stupidlysmarts 3 роки тому +1

    Omg I’m crying. That was sad 0-0 :,)

  • @rocelestor8913
    @rocelestor8913 4 роки тому +3

    Did i just cry to this at 3:00 am? YESSSSSSS ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

  • @tamaraheckova3117
    @tamaraheckova3117 4 роки тому +1

    Omg! It’s so beautiful🥺❤️

  • @-ana-8984
    @-ana-8984 5 років тому +7

    im sooo thankful for your uploadddd

  • @スカイ-v1v
    @スカイ-v1v 4 роки тому +1

    Love this music so much And with the slowed down 🥺💔😭

  • @daphnelangford4020
    @daphnelangford4020 4 роки тому +36

    such a pretty song!!

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +3

      daphne langford Lewis Capaldi is so talented!!

  • @oizys6384
    @oizys6384 4 роки тому +2

    It hits different when it's a love/broken heart song and its slow❤

  • @francescafajardo8413
    @francescafajardo8413 4 роки тому +33

    put the playback speed at 0.75x, turn off the lights, close ur eyes, and just listen

  • @angelicorustia7793
    @angelicorustia7793 4 роки тому

    //chill with rainy day + coffee + before you go slowed version, so dope❤

  • @blueberriesncoco
    @blueberriesncoco 4 роки тому +4

    We need an hour of this ngl 😂

  • @amnaalalii
    @amnaalalii 4 роки тому

    “it kills me how you’re mind can make you feel so worthless” i felt this on a high level

  • @jaylinc4754
    @jaylinc4754 4 роки тому +29

    "it kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless..."

  • @Deerok2005
    @Deerok2005 4 роки тому

    I love this song so much!💜

  • @hahafannykatalaga6678
    @hahafannykatalaga6678 4 роки тому +3

    when the chorus starts *me* thinking of my dog .i will see u in heaven😭

  • @jxmni45
    @jxmni45 4 роки тому

    *I know ur hurt. Don’t do anything, you’re worth something more. God made a gorgeous/handsome person like you. I know it hurts, but you got this. I believe in you. I’m here ❤️*

  • @justajk4749
    @justajk4749 4 роки тому +12

    Huh usually I hate slowed songs but this is actually decent

  • @pieeinspace
    @pieeinspace 4 роки тому

    Thank you for make me cry dude :')

  • @ggsinner
    @ggsinner 4 роки тому +26

    Hey you
    yeah you
    scrolling the comments while listening the slowed music
    Thats okay go ahead

  • @sugarcrush9054
    @sugarcrush9054 3 роки тому +2

    Those nights I cried for him 🙂

  • @baby42106
    @baby42106 4 роки тому +3

    For anybody reading this please listen. You can scroll but I just want to talk to you quick it. Hey, are you okay? Are you being honest? Think to yourself right now. Are you happy? I bet most of you listening to this right now feels mad, upset, hopeless, lost, alone, upset, etc. but it won’t be there for very long. Don’t end your life. Whatever you are going through right now, believe it or not, it will end. You will be happy. It takes time. Your life is kind of like a book. Don’t end the book to early. You still have more chapters to go. Thousands. Your skin is not paper. Don’t cut it. You are loved by so many people and if you do end your life, people will be so upset. So don’t end it now. I love you. God loves you. He created you. And he said, “Wow... I did such a good job on you...” so don’t give up now. I love you. God loves you. Your beautiful inside and out. Don’t hate the way you look. Don’t end your book now. There’s still so many more chapters to go. And no this is not for likes.

    • @anastasiak3087
      @anastasiak3087 4 роки тому +2

      thank you so much this is what i need now 😓

    • @baby42106
      @baby42106 4 роки тому +1

      Ava Zefirka Aw no problem I knew somebody would need this :)

  • @sickness.1029
    @sickness.1029 4 роки тому

    i actually can't stop listening to this

  • @wallflower1440
    @wallflower1440 4 роки тому +27

    one of my bestest friend could be gone. and if she is, i could've saved her.

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +4

      dxrkness I’m so sorry to hear :(

    • @wallflower1440
      @wallflower1440 4 роки тому +2

      @@outtamymindyt it's okay :( i just miss her so much.

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому +2

      dxrkness it gets better I promise,she wants the best for you,so you think that she would be happy to see you sad or upset?yeah I don’t think so neither,so just remember all of the of the memories you had with her,and make her proud of you for NOT giving up

  • @iz_sxdi
    @iz_sxdi 4 роки тому

    Feels so good listening to slowed versions of songs while balling your eyes out after taking that happy mask out that you have to wear everyday at 1:30 am 😌

  • @mynameiswillandhey
    @mynameiswillandhey 4 роки тому +10

    Easy to sing really good to if ur not that good of a singer :) Great Version!

  • @yes.2679
    @yes.2679 4 роки тому +1

    One of my friends has cancer and it's getting worse ... this song really gets me in my feels .. i haven't seen him in 6 months and it s just even sadder when I think that I will never be able to tell him goodbye ..

  • @hannahbananas2728
    @hannahbananas2728 4 роки тому +3

    “When you hurt under the surface” Hits hard because It makes me think about how I feel about myself.

  • @lilzav1e
    @lilzav1e 4 роки тому +2

    "Well time can heal but this won't" It really gets me. I had a crush on one of my closest friends, and she said she liked me back.. But, something happened, and I didn't see that she was just using me. It really hurt, and one day in class, she straight up rejected me. It really hurt, and about 7-8 months of tears and regret...I'm still not fully over her..She really made me happy, and it was a big loss for me when she left. Apperantly, she had a crush on someone I know, and it really hurt. My teachers tried to help, my grandma got me a therapist, my psychiatrist gave me pills, and only the pills help. I just wish I could take more than one a day..I wish I could be better..I wish I could've done better..I wish..I were her crush..
    (I love you all, thank you for listening)

  • @mikedee5323
    @mikedee5323 5 років тому +34

    Lost a Friend 🖤

    • @randomuser9634
      @randomuser9634 4 роки тому +2

      i’m sorry, so did i :( but for real lost

    • @NexusDraft
      @NexusDraft 4 роки тому

      my 2 dogs passed away recently....my only friends....

    • @user-ny6gq4fy2f
      @user-ny6gq4fy2f 3 роки тому

      i lost 2 friend groups i can relate 😅 😓

  • @addisonmichael7444
    @addisonmichael7444 4 роки тому

    my grandma died when i was 6.. it’s been 10 years without her. it’s hurts it really does. she’s the only one that comforts me when i’m sad, it sucks having a toxic family

  • @jordanmadelaine8150
    @jordanmadelaine8150 4 роки тому +3

    this song hits different. My close friend has tried taking her life multiple times. And everytime, I called her seconds before she could do it. No, I didn't know she was about to take her life, I just wanted to call because I was bored.
    But it hurts because there's nothing I can personally do but be there for her. I just wish I could see her genuinely smile.

  • @GWAPG-E.P.F
    @GWAPG-E.P.F 4 роки тому

    Perfect! You did to thang Love this song!

  • @olivianicole9392
    @olivianicole9392 4 роки тому +8

    didn’t know this song could get sadder

  • @twila6302
    @twila6302 3 роки тому +2

    this song is explaining my whole breakup, and relationship. and i cried during class listening to this lol

    • @robertiacob2615
      @robertiacob2615 3 роки тому +1

      Yeah uhhh this song has nothing to do with love/relationships

    • @twila6302
      @twila6302 3 роки тому +1

      @@robertiacob2615 yes i know, but in the end it said “would we be better off right now if i had let my walls come down” this explains my whole breakup. also other lines explain it. anyways sorry

    • @twila6302
      @twila6302 3 роки тому +1

      @@robertiacob2615 OH WAIT I JUST READ OTHER COMMENTS SORRY SKHEKSHDKDJDLHDKD

  • @kiratrimble464
    @kiratrimble464 4 роки тому +42

    I miss you, Hannah. I wish there was something I could have said to save you. I really thought you were going to make it. I don't even know why I'm writing this because I know you won't see it. I wish you could have seen how brilliant you were

    • @outtamymindyt
      @outtamymindyt  4 роки тому +3

      Natasha Trimble I just know she understands how much you do care for her 💔💕

    • @raisondetre5809
      @raisondetre5809 4 роки тому +1

      Natasha Trimble im so truly sorry for your loose but..trust me,she wants you to continue your journey in life and never give up,I mean look how amazing,talented and most importantly caring you are,she is watching over you and proud

    • @ekhadaniel7027
      @ekhadaniel7027 4 роки тому

      Wht happen?

    • @ava-ib9by
      @ava-ib9by 4 роки тому

      hey, i hope you feel better 🥺

    • @fittqill917
      @fittqill917 4 роки тому

      @@outtamymindyt l"

  • @urielinsaurralde2142
    @urielinsaurralde2142 3 роки тому +2

    my opinion is that before you go is a great song...new music favorite