Learning 'Headin' South' by Zach Bryan

My name is Lea and I’ve spent my entire life burning myself out trying to be abnormally amazing in an attempt to stand out. I have been under the impression (like a lot of people in my generation) that a life worth living is one where you have your specific place that no one can take. If you want self worth you have to have your specialty that no one else can take from you. Now whether that’s true or not is up to ourselves and any judgements in an afterlife if there is one, all I know is I’m 26 years old in a time where many are living past a hundred years old and the thought of almost 75 more years of running like this is just exhausting. So I’m done. I don’t have any destiny writing talent that stands out in our world of like 8 billion people. In fact, everything I do can not only be done by everyone else, but at the bare minimum, done better. So, why am I still posting on social media? Because my mental and emotional health could be thriving if I were seeing more people like me on the internet, and I know there’s people who feel the same.
So, here I am and here’s what I do: I love music. I love discovering new music, learning it, making it, talking about it, I love all of it. I am not good at it but I love it, so I’m sharing my journey. My journey as a self taught drummer, bass player, and guitar player, in her bedroom, trying to grasp the basics of whatever is available in a tutorial style on UA-cam. There’s no fancy recording equipment because the average person doesn’t have it. I don’t have more than an hour or so each night to play and the average person doesn’t either. I only have the resources at my fingertips, in this moment, just like the average person.
I am average and that’s the “brand”. This is reality and I am here to plaster reality on the internet. If you use the internet to get away from reality, I respect you (because I do that too sometimes) and understand why you don’t like this. If you’re looking for a scrap of something relatable on platforms that have become mini-movie sets, welcome. I hope you enjoy what I can manage to make, and if you find yourself looking for more, I am on other online spaces as well (see the link below). Let’s be mediocre together.
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