@@ayomius3342 agonizing. i did most of it while in a dark room so i scared myself a couple of times by getting up to use the bathroom then coming back with a scary picture on screen that i forgot about. other than that it was fine
Someome should really make a horror movie based of these videos. No jumpscare bullshit, no overused paranormal events, just straight up makes you paranoid because of it's unusual creepiness
EXACTLY. I hate the common usage of super loud noises/music and/or jumpscares to make someone scared. Good horror doesn't rely on cheap pictures popping out at you or hurting your ears. Good horror makes you paranoid and frightful while watching events unfold.
@@buggy742 Blair witch is a perfect example of horror done right. Sure it has its loud jumpy parts, but most of the buildup is suspense and random, disturbing events happening
0:57 especially this part. This just invokes many memories of when i was little and i went to my parents friends houses, then went to play with the other kids in the basement. The interior design of basements in the mid 2000s is one of the most nostalgic and comforting things for me. I dont know exactly why.
When I was a kid, many times I saw nightmares like this. Weird place, oddly familiar, dark blurry shadow shrinking to a tiny solid ball. Very heavy atmosphere, always woke up in cold sweat and with an uneasy feeling.
I got impaled in a nightmare once, in another one I bashed my head against a wall to wake myself up (it didn’t work and I can’t remember what happened after that)
Yeah, i also had long episodes of seeing the same dream over and over again (the dream was always a nightmare) and I usually get hurt in my dreams or die. In my last dream i shot someone and got shot in the leg and in the dream before that, i almost got stabbed with scissors and i killed someone by slashing their throw, breaking their ribs and then taking their hart into my hand and crushing it. I'm just saying that even tho i see such dreams, it does not affect my life and they don't usually bother me. They don't feel like nightmares and i never wake up in cold sweat or with other symptoms of nightmares. Tho sometimes I do get disturbed by my dreams :/
The backgrounds in my nightmares are either super fantasy themed or just downright horror. Fantasy themed as in they'll look like I'm in a videogame but all the colors make it look like nighttime, not in the nice way. If my backgrounds aren't like that then I'll be somewhere simple but all the colors are grey-ish and I couldn't look too far because my vision was blocked with a blurry black void, the worst part is that the simple place would be anything that shouldn't be scary even if I were alone.
as someone who struggles with derealization, this is exactly how every thing looks when im dissociated. i felt at peace looking at these images. they help me realize that i actually exist and when my mind sees the world exactly like these images, its just my derealization kicking in. basically these images help me to realize i shouldnt freak out when i lose touch of reality, so thank u :) EDIT (Thursday April 29th, 2021 10:47PM): i no longer feel alone, thank you all. i also hope some of you have found closure in my comment. Its weird that we’re here, but lets try and enjoy what we’ve got. since i made this comment originally, i realized that my whole life ive been afraid to make decisions and that ive been afraid of the future and emotional about the past, but now ive began to learn how to live in the moment, the present. we’re here for some amount of time, whatever time is, so lets enjoy everything. from as simple and taking a deep breathe, to doing whatever makes us happy. enjoy your hobbies and try your hardest, i think we exist.. so lets make it worth while As for two questions ive received.. 1. the most similar images that ive experienced are: 0:19, 0:24, 0:40, 0:56, 1:10, 1:22, and 1:26 really hit the spot.. 2. at first i began to lose my sense of reality after a few near death experiences and a few traumatic experiences that ive had in the last few years, but i really lost my grip on reality after a really bad trip on a drug i do not wish to speak about. (stay away from drugs please, a lot of drugs can have lasting damage)
Same here, I remember missing an entire month of school because I was constantly dissociating at school. I didn’t know how to explain how derealization felt to anyone, and I was constantly being told I was just trying to skip school :( Thankfully I dissociate very rarely nowadays :)
when i was in high school i snuck away during a back to school event and broke into the auditorium. off to stage right was a door to a restroom, which opened to a staircase. at the top, there was a decrepit dressing room, crumbling and covered in graffiti. hot and musty. on the walls were written "R.I.P." followed by various codenames. there was a small bathroom, the door was half open and the toilet had something unidentifiable in it. i didn't go inside. on the door was part of a poem. most of it had been scratched out, but i could tell that it was about an unwanted baby. i went back every now and then, but then they sealed it up because they found asbestos up there. most unreal place i've ever been
@@yushagotnochill8842 A Mineral that is extremely fire resistant, light and durable and was tehrefore used in a lot of buildings when it was discovered. It lazer turned out to be an extremely dangerous carcinogen and that's why buildings whi still have it are sealed off.
As a Person with Kotards Delusion...this is kinda how it feels on the inside (it’s a disorder in witch you think your dead) it feels like where I should be
Hello I have a question. So when I was younger I suffered from Verbal and Mental abuse which resulted to alot of bad things such as Heart conditions and me forgetting stuff easily,having a hard time to focus. One day at Grade 5 I started zoning out and I felt like I was alone and living someone elses life. Thoughts werent existing and I see illusions of things that are hanged by the neck or staring me from the back. I would just like to know if de realization is possible to young people because I see people from the comments that suffer from it too
Hey, um, @Seto , I studied some years ago what Cotard/Kotard's Delusion was about, and... Um... I just want to ask... Are you okay...? Is the condition too stressful or painful...? I deal with MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) and I can't help but imagine that we must feel very similar, like... Hopeless, desperate or broken... Sorry, I know this is way too personal...
@@remmie6744 it’s painful because sometimes I have hallucinations about some gross body horror stuff..but I’m on meds now and I’m doing better!! Thanks for asking
I feel at home, peace , despair, empty and just want to lie on the musty carpet in a stuffy house ,inhale the stale scent of cigarette and body odor lingering in the afternoon heat while the machine in the wall whirring, slowly drift to sleep and never to wake up
This is what trauma feels like, honestly I relate to this on such an emotional level, it's disturbing to even myself. It gives me a comforting feeling. 🐱🐜🌱
Seriously though- These images are just all my dreams, my memories of childhood. It literally looks like this to me and it's so crazy that there's a whole bunch of people who experience it too. Whenever I'm very deep into a trauma induced break down, these images is what it feels like and having this video up makes it very easy to explain to people now :)
you know this certain image reminds me of when i was in the mall and i was like maybe 4, and i was eating with my family in the food court and i saw a guy who had no nose, and i honestly cant tell whether or not that was real or a dream
I donr have desrealization, but my depression sometimes makes me feel everything is just a bunch of boring shit, i cant feel happy at all, and feel tired most of time, so im constantly trying to distract myself with imagination. Sometimes i feel like im dreaming, or like my mind is in another place, just my body.
0:57 ive been there before in my dreams, i feel disturbed yet so comfortable looking at these images asif they bring back memories i dont want to remember, like my past trauma
I feel that these images together with this song would be perfect in the credits of a rpg or point and click game of weirdcore images, I don't know, it gives me the feeling that you finally managed to escape of the dimension of dreams and you managed to take photos of that world and all those images are being passed one by one on a projector showing them to all your friends, really an adventure that will never you will forget.
This might get lost but whatever The image at 1:09 is one of my dreams when I was maybe 6 or 8? It was a big concrete building with a river (as you can see in the picture), but past the river was a swamp of non existence, Basically is was a swamp but mostly everything was a faint shadow The concrete building wss insanely tall maybe like empire state building tall. There was also this house which was yellow and blue, really weird with no one inside but the interior of it was my house pretty much In that dream (I've experienced like maybe 8-14 times?) I could fly, but there was nothing on the ground but it felt like something was switching I never went passed the bridge to the swamp as that placed creeped me out, neither the concrete building as I felt that was just too creepy
Its empty. Its the same feeling of walking into a house with nothing in it, you expect there to be something but there's nothing, no furniture, no plants, no pictures, no people.
this is literally what derealization feels like lol, and someone who suffers from it daily due to my anxiety and visual snow syndrome this is weirdly unnerving but comforting at the same time. like, it sometimes triggers my derealization which isn’t fun, but it also makes me feel less alone because it’s the closest thing to a visual depiction of what i feel. the ones at 0:13 and 0:29 are the most accurate to me
I have VSS too, I used to think I could somehow see air molecules when I saw my fuzz when I was rly young XD I also lay at night for a few hours before I go to sleep, and my eyes adjust and I hate the bright light outside, and my fuzz just totally fills the room, sometimes my eyes make them look like holes and it almost triggers a trypophobic response
There are no words in the English dictionary that describe how traumacore and dereality images make me feel. It makes the back of my neck hot like I’m about to be sick, but makes me comfortable in a way? I feel terrified and welcomed at the same time...
I had derealization for almost a year, it was hell. I "knew" I and everybody else didn't exist. It threw me in an existential crisis. I was very, very lucky to have a therapist who was extremely smart and well educated in philosophy. He guided me through the whole thing without coming up with any solutions, but only discussing the subjects I brought up. I accepted that reality is just a sensation, a ride. We, as humans, have this entitlement that we need to be real, that our existence is important. It isn't, and that's okay. Humanity in itself is fascinating, the fact that we are able to be aware that we think, have skewed perspectives and discuss this whole topic with another person is absurd. We don't need meaning, we don't need to be real. Think about having a good time with your friends: there is no real purpose in that, you are just hanging out. Does it make it less enjoyable or an emotionally shallow experience? No. Look at the void in the eye, really look at it. Now, look at your life, your friends, your best and worst moments. Both things can exist together. Our life exists in it's own context, accept the absurdity and nurture the coincidence. At least for me, this realization helped me let myself be inserted in reality again. My mind slowly started shifting from a "non-existing context" to a "inserted in a human's reality context" (the last one being our regular state). I can shift between the two now, it's like a switch. I think both are valid since both show a perspective. Although the experience was a result of trauma and was the most unsettling sensation I've ever experienced, I don't think I would have learned this much without it. If you are thrown in hell, manage to kill the demon and climb back to earth, you get yourself the treasure of experience.
I don't know why, but it feels like I've been here with my mom when I was younger. It felt like a comfortable 60°F inside. I was wearing my pink sweatpants with pink velcro shoes, and she had her black wig. But it feels like a fever dream.
I love this, but I also want to close my eyes and be scared at the same time. These kind of images are normally places you've been before but your mind doesn't like you remember, or you saw some of them dreams, a thing called dreamcore, it's really cool but also scary.
None of these really hit me until 1:40 Sorry for this, I needed to get some of this off my chest. TW- this whole thing is honestly a bit distressing imo but it has to do with anxiety and stuff like that. I often think about people and their individual lives and thoughts. I remember how I exist outside of my own reality, thoughts, and perception, that I exist to other people, and that they have their own opinions about me. Other people see me, they think about me. Some hate me. Some love me (I doubt that) Some have done things knowing it would hurt me. Some didn't know. But it still hurt me. Sometimes. I just feel like people contain a lack of effort to be around me. As if I'm a burden. I just feel how blandly they text me. Or talk. _And I don't look forward to talking to them for that reason_ I just want to run away and cry or something. I just feel eyes burning in the back of my skull. I feel like I have to be perfect. I have to be the star of the show. I have to meet everyones standards and it's alright until I don't. I just fall apart and stop. I just stop. One small inconvenience and I'm falling apart. I get so upset and lost and sad. I want to be perfect :( I want to make someone proud. People ways say they are, but what if they are just lying? Someone tells me they're all lying to me. *Someone* My mind is racing and it hurts. I cope by staying awake all night until I fall asleep in the morning. Because I'm afraid. Of? I don't know. And nobody understands me when I say I'm afraid of nothing. I'm just _afraid_ I'm tired of arguing. "Oh you are just growing!" "You're fine!" Am I though? I want to feel valid. I want to feel like I'm me. I don't feel like myself anymore. Where did *I* go? _Where's the real me_ I just want to know. Did I go to get milk? Did I realize that I spend most of my life working my ass off just so I can survive? Did I realize that? What happened. That's all I want to know anymore. _What happened_ I don't understand anything anymore. I'm just not the same. I'm really tired.
0:41 Oh sh.t- *dream flashback Ok, so lemme do this short: That was night/morning, nobody was sleeping in house, i went to see window view but insted of normal view i got this: • view was almost like irl • sky was not dark blue, it was a lot of thick lines, they were different colours and they were staight and rounded but not much and they had black thin outline • stars were bigger and whiter • instead of one or two buildings there was something like footballstadium-citycentre-rink • world seemed more red I was scared, and then there was a siren, i saw a lot of people going to this footballstadium-citycentre-rink and i tried to be fast and also pack things that i need. Also, before going to sleep i forgot to do my math, so in dream i was trying to find my math book, and you know, it was really scary since i've got a lot of different things, and i wanted to take it all, but i coldnt, cus dream ended when i and my family were trying to go outside. Aaand, sorry for THAT short, just erlier i was trying to write this commend with details, but youtube deleted it cus i accidently went to other app(yes, im tapping on my phone)
Nightmares and weird dreams doesn't even compare to the ones that make you anxious. Most of the time these dreams feel too fucking real, but the worst part is when you finally wake up... Your body is still in "alert" and your heart beats extremely fast. The interesting thing is that sometimes it can happen randomly instead of when you are really tired and with a lot of stress in mind...
Up early at 5 am, this picture has something about it it draws the feeling of you being there away with the sky, but look at the road, you've been there, right?
I've watched the video a lot of times, and this one time the audio glitched out and sounded all glitchy, as if someone was turning it off and back on again really fast. Really fit with the images.
This reminds me of growing up in the early 2000s. How things were there to make me happy and they did but for fleeting moments plus you feel the sad energy of the grownups around you but you're just a kid trying to navigate your own situations.
these images, along with this music gives me a literal heavy feeling in my chest somehow it's uncomfortable, yet somehow so comfortable the worlds in these images are so different from the world i live in, yet i don't know if that's a bad thing
Unironically, this is what my memory of my 4-13 y/o is like. It's just uneasiness, holes replacing people or places that i have bad history with and just a condescending voice saying stuff like "that's not a real memory" or "why can't you remember, idiot?". Must be because since the time my consciousness developed, i was bombarded with trauma so i put a "game lense" on it.
This feels like accidentally clipping into debug areas in old video games except they're haunted. And also Petscop.
map_050K_STUPIDIDIOT_deer_test_2.drlt
@-《Lolly》- me too
@Price Tag I making sandwiches, what do you want in it
@Price Tag aight here just two pieces of plain bread straight from the refrigerator
@@luigijackson6252 i could eat 1 with cheese and I NEED ANSWERS, I CAN'T DO WITHOUT THEM, fruit juice would make the last 1/3
This is just what it's like to have low iron/blood pressure.
@@fangzone I experience shit like this on a daily basis because of my low blood pressure. Once, the sky looked like it had turned pink because yeah.
As someome with low iron I can confirm this is what it's like
Oh god your right
Honestly, that is so accurate
holy shit youre right
This feels like a colab with my dreams and my real life.
THIS IS A CERTIFIED EXISTENTIAL CLASSIC
your best nightmare crossover
Same
@@adettessubs444 same (2)
Real life ft. Dreams
Liminal spaces, weirdcore, internetcore, traumacore, it's all the same, it's almost like an ENTIRE reality other than ours, it's creepy, and weird..
I think it's all based in dreams and out of body experiences, pretty psychological and spiritual, a bit emotional too
They all in a spectrum
but it's also weirdly comforting
"traumacore" wtf?
@@LL-tr5et traumacore isnt really a regular aesthetic its more used as a coping mechanism
This gives me an emotion that doesn’t exist
dissociation, maybe
it makes me feel like I have ants under my skin and my brain is being massaged ✨🦔
🚨
👋🤡👋
That’s the emotion: higijibibo
Same
Agnosthesia is perhaps the feeling
Perhaps mixed with feelings of kenopsia or anemoia
the one with the deer that says "stupid idiot" genuinely made me mad for a few seconds
:(
It made me laugh because it looked like some surreal meme insulting the deer for getting lost in the cemetery
How tho it made you mad somehow
no u deer >:)
@healthy corn
I laughed harder at this comment than necessary
0:15 damn bro you got the whole shadow realm laughing
lmao
@@buggy742 how was it making this holy video
@@ayomius3342 agonizing. i did most of it while in a dark room so i scared myself a couple of times by getting up to use the bathroom then coming back with a scary picture on screen that i forgot about. other than that it was fine
@@buggy742 ah, ok ok.
@@buggy742 i went to the bathroom which is in my long dark hallway, then came back with the blacked out people doing weird poses in the living room.
Art comforts the disturbed, and disturbs the comfortable.
I remember that quote, I'm not sure from where.
And what if you felt nothing during this, neither comfort nor disturbance? Or just mild confusion?
What if I want to be disturbed?
“Pee pee poo poo” -Julius ceaser
All of these images comfort me, is that bad🧍♀️
0:27 Minecraft blindess irl
Damn you blindness!
Who just hit me with a blindness potion for the 5th time?
@@crabtime43 *throws splash potions*
@@SaturnAnimationsOfficial make thet the 6th time!
0:28
Why is this the scariest thing I’ve ever seen
nothing is real
wake up
it’s all a lie
Make it stop.
is this a false reality
Someome should really make a horror movie based of these videos.
No jumpscare bullshit, no overused paranormal events, just straight up makes you paranoid because of it's unusual creepiness
EXACTLY. I hate the common usage of super loud noises/music and/or jumpscares to make someone scared. Good horror doesn't rely on cheap pictures popping out at you or hurting your ears. Good horror makes you paranoid and frightful while watching events unfold.
@@buggy742 Blair witch is a perfect example of horror done right. Sure it has its loud jumpy parts, but most of the buildup is suspense and random, disturbing events happening
Something tells me it would be good if it's in the first person point of view
This would be about schizophrenia or dissociation. I hate horror movies but I would watch this
I think you would like the Japanese movie kairo - it leaves you begging for a jumpscare to release the suspense.
A very creepy movie
0:13 thats just EA family pay 9.99$ to see the rest of the family
Damnit..
Noooooooooo...
Lmaooo
5.99$ For the dog unlock
Did you just say family?
0:27 We got a locked character here.
Nah that's EA telling us to buy friend for 9.99
@@YourAverageNormalHumanBeing 29.99*
@@agentredacted8734 299.99*
[ Objective trying to make friends ]
Difficulty : Extreme Mode
you’ve actually been here before.
*we just made sure you forgot.*
nice now can you give me the forget juice so i can skip some cutscenes
no please its working why please no please why please please no
*”we”?*
THIS IS SO THREATENING PLS
thank you ena very cool
I'm kind of nervous cause this is what the world looks like in my peripheral vision
Same
Very true
Wow I've never thought of that but now I can't stop
mood lmao. the brain tries to construct what it thinks is supposed to be there but sometimes it gets the details wrong
0:23 you get that character after finishing the game on hard mode
lol that cool
pretty sure unlocking that character makes able to unlock this door it leads to another portal 0:39
@@ArsenicPaste thats the dlc level thats unlockable after finishing the game one time
So basically being dirt broke?
Finally, a challenge worthy of my skills
666th like
this feels like a japanese indie game or those dreams that depict reality very well and very wrong at the same tine
LSD?
@@lunara8577 dym the LSD dream sim???
@@Shapeshifterr ye
what about OMORI?
@@sw3etm3l0dy idk, I didn't play it
is anyone else weirdly comforted by this video? I dont know but it just sparks a feeling of comfort within me.
this my friend, is the most terrifying sense of peace. it shows both calmness and anxiety at the same time
No
0:57 especially this part. This just invokes many memories of when i was little and i went to my parents friends houses, then went to play with the other kids in the basement. The interior design of basements in the mid 2000s is one of the most nostalgic and comforting things for me. I dont know exactly why.
Yea, cuz terrifying picture make me feel at peace
its like i should run but i dont wanna get off the couch
When I was a kid, many times I saw nightmares like this. Weird place, oddly familiar, dark blurry shadow shrinking to a tiny solid ball. Very heavy atmosphere, always woke up in cold sweat and with an uneasy feeling.
my nightmaes were either me dying my family getting hurt a chase or just me cant doing anything
I got impaled in a nightmare once, in another one I bashed my head against a wall to wake myself up (it didn’t work and I can’t remember what happened after that)
Yeah, i also had long episodes of seeing the same dream over and over again (the dream was always a nightmare) and I usually get hurt in my dreams or die. In my last dream i shot someone and got shot in the leg and in the dream before that, i almost got stabbed with scissors and i killed someone by slashing their throw, breaking their ribs and then taking their hart into my hand and crushing it.
I'm just saying that even tho i see such dreams, it does not affect my life and they don't usually bother me. They don't feel like nightmares and i never wake up in cold sweat or with other symptoms of nightmares. Tho sometimes I do get disturbed by my dreams :/
@@flyingdevestation7575 im not good remembering them so its not a problem either
The backgrounds in my nightmares are either super fantasy themed or just downright horror. Fantasy themed as in they'll look like I'm in a videogame but all the colors make it look like nighttime, not in the nice way. If my backgrounds aren't like that then I'll be somewhere simple but all the colors are grey-ish and I couldn't look too far because my vision was blocked with a blurry black void, the worst part is that the simple place would be anything that shouldn't be scary even if I were alone.
These places ALMOST look auto-generated just to creep you out but I know they're not and that's the worst part
I saw some of these places in real life-
@@Mysteryteddy 1:33
@@5soda You're rapidly approaching light in the end of the tunnel and you can't stop.
as someone who struggles with derealization, this is exactly how every thing looks when im dissociated. i felt at peace looking at these images. they help me realize that i actually exist and when my mind sees the world exactly like these images, its just my derealization kicking in. basically these images help me to realize i shouldnt freak out when i lose touch of reality, so thank u :)
EDIT (Thursday April 29th, 2021 10:47PM):
i no longer feel alone, thank you all. i also hope some of you have found closure in my comment. Its weird that we’re here, but lets try and enjoy what we’ve got. since i made this comment originally, i realized that my whole life ive been afraid to make decisions and that ive been afraid of the future and emotional about the past, but now ive began to learn how to live in the moment, the present. we’re here for some amount of time, whatever time is, so lets enjoy everything. from as simple and taking a deep breathe, to doing whatever makes us happy. enjoy your hobbies and try your hardest, i think we exist.. so lets make it worth while
As for two questions ive received..
1. the most similar images that ive experienced are: 0:19, 0:24, 0:40, 0:56, 1:10, 1:22, and 1:26 really hit the spot..
2. at first i began to lose my sense of reality after a few near death experiences and a few traumatic experiences that ive had in the last few years, but i really lost my grip on reality after a really bad trip on a drug i do not wish to speak about. (stay away from drugs please, a lot of drugs can have lasting damage)
woah i didnt know that was a real thing thats really scary
♫Now you know what's real, what's fake♫
Same here, I remember missing an entire month of school because I was constantly dissociating at school. I didn’t know how to explain how derealization felt to anyone, and I was constantly being told I was just trying to skip school :(
Thankfully I dissociate very rarely nowadays :)
as someone with derealization I'm not ok after this LOL WTF IS REAL AND FAKE
idk why, but i dropped a tear reading this.
hope u stay well :)
1:10
I FEEL LIKE IVE ABSOLUTELY BEEN IN THAT PLACE BEFORE, EATING A SANDWICH
sadwinch
I LITERALLY was there as well what the hell..
SAME WTF
I've seen this place in one of my dreams??
Edit: why has Everyone in the replies been there
i was playing minecraft at that place ;-;
It's a very bad idea to watch this at 4 am in the morning
it’s 3 am rn, am I safe?
Why?
i think it’s ironic how i am reading this at 3:59am exactly.
I must try you f
rip you comrade, it's not nearly as bad at 1 am, but I think I can understand you.
1:13 Me and the squad playing Just Dance
LMAOOOO
this is the wii sensors pov
glad to see I’m not the only one who saw this and instantly went “they groovin”
xbox 360's sensors pov
dude on the right is killing it
when i was in high school i snuck away during a back to school event and broke into the auditorium. off to stage right was a door to a restroom, which opened to a staircase. at the top, there was a decrepit dressing room, crumbling and covered in graffiti. hot and musty. on the walls were written "R.I.P." followed by various codenames. there was a small bathroom, the door was half open and the toilet had something unidentifiable in it. i didn't go inside. on the door was part of a poem. most of it had been scratched out, but i could tell that it was about an unwanted baby.
i went back every now and then, but then they sealed it up because they found asbestos up there. most unreal place i've ever been
that sounds awesome
What's asbestos
@@yushagotnochill8842 A Mineral that is extremely fire resistant, light and durable and was tehrefore used in a lot of buildings when it was discovered.
It lazer turned out to be an extremely dangerous carcinogen and that's why buildings whi still have it are sealed off.
Ummm where's the option on youtube to save comments because your is very interesting and i want to remember it
maybe the thing in the toilet is the fetus of the unwanted baby
this song makes me feel...idk. I wouldn't say scared...just. hopeless? blank? breathless?
Dissociated?
@@buggy742 YES! no idea why I couldn't think of the word.
Its not that lol. Its just the fact that you know you're watching soemthing spoopy so your brain is like "oh no!"
YOOO I FOUND ANOTHER S&M FAN IN THE WILD
@@meruian5463 HEYYYY LMAO
the minute i turned this on i literally forgot how to breathe
Same-
fucking hell you made me breathe manually
Same
DUDE MY COMMENT GOT HEARTED AND I STARTED BREATHING MANUALLY AGAIN COME ON
Video is one minute long. (Kind of)
When the
can confirm, this is when the
Me when the
haha yes when the
when the 😩
Ugh I hate it when the
This is what dreams look like
Nightmares*
@@quintenvana not really, when you're in dreams it feels comfy
As a Person with Kotards Delusion...this is kinda how it feels on the inside (it’s a disorder in witch you think your dead) it feels like where I should be
Hello I have a question. So when I was younger I suffered from Verbal and Mental abuse which resulted to alot of bad things such as Heart conditions and me forgetting stuff easily,having a hard time to focus. One day at Grade 5 I started zoning out and I felt like I was alone and living someone elses life. Thoughts werent existing and I see illusions of things that are hanged by the neck or staring me from the back. I would just like to know if de realization is possible to young people because I see people from the comments that suffer from it too
@@xxqino derealization is definitely possible for young people to experience, especially if they are traumatized like in your case
@@jorted_julimak Oh thank you. Im still gonna get a checkup so Im not selfdiagnosed
Hey, um, @Seto , I studied some years ago what Cotard/Kotard's Delusion was about, and... Um... I just want to ask... Are you okay...? Is the condition too stressful or painful...?
I deal with MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) and I can't help but imagine that we must feel very similar, like... Hopeless, desperate or broken...
Sorry, I know this is way too personal...
@@remmie6744 it’s painful because sometimes I have hallucinations about some gross body horror stuff..but I’m on meds now and I’m doing better!! Thanks for asking
0:34 yes, I am.
same
You are not alone
same
You are not
Avdol?
I feel at home, peace , despair, empty and just want to lie on the musty carpet in a stuffy house ,inhale the stale scent of cigarette and body odor lingering in the afternoon heat while the machine in the wall whirring, slowly drift to sleep and never to wake up
we all have our kinks
@@trained_idiot4479
WHEEZEEEEEE
You need help badly. Like im noy even joking like i thought i was going insane but after this you experiencing somethi g else, please call someone
d e s p a i r 😩
D E S P A I R
These images are actually fun af to make
How do you make them?
And this is scary
This is what trauma feels like, honestly
I relate to this on such an emotional level, it's disturbing to even myself. It gives me a comforting feeling. 🐱🐜🌱
sometimes these are called "traumacore" images, so it makes sense
Seriously though- These images are just all my dreams, my memories of childhood. It literally looks like this to me and it's so crazy that there's a whole bunch of people who experience it too. Whenever I'm very deep into a trauma induced break down, these images is what it feels like and having this video up makes it very easy to explain to people now :)
Same when ever I think of something bad I think about these in my memories
It reminds me of daydreaming during school
That dark shadow is just Richard, I can confirm. Don't be scared of him, he's a chill guy.
1:44 this makes me so uncomfortable
Why does it remind me of when people find the hidden areas in video games and the models are glitched
@@skunkymonkey8845 I know bruhhh owo
there very beautiful, dont shame them smh
Cardboard sims to fill places like buses
you know this certain image reminds me of when i was in the mall and i was like maybe 4, and i was eating with my family in the food court and i saw a guy who had no nose, and i honestly cant tell whether or not that was real or a dream
It’s weird because we all feel this feeling in day to day life and never question it 🧐
what feeling
@Enderman yes
i personally have not, its kinda unhealthy to have that happen every day
I donr have desrealization, but my depression sometimes makes me feel everything is just a bunch of boring shit, i cant feel happy at all, and feel tired most of time, so im constantly trying to distract myself with imagination. Sometimes i feel like im dreaming, or like my mind is in another place, just my body.
It feels like I’m stepping into a gods domain that is so unfathomable that even the domain is telling me to run
Hell in gods domain
0:57 ive been there before in my dreams, i feel disturbed yet so comfortable looking at these images asif they bring back memories i dont want to remember, like my past trauma
It’s most likely an AI generated room for that matter lol. Which makes it 10x weirder
I've been here before too! And it's hard to remember if it was a dream or a memory. I just remember walking down those stairs
@@natastrophe.crochet ive been there too! i used to dream about my father after his death, i was so comfortable, i didnt want to leave
Is your pfp a Minecraft skin of a fox wearing Jotaro’s hat from part 3 of JJBA?
@@everblue2277 Don't worry about it, it's just F u n d y
I feel that these images together with this song would be perfect in the credits of a rpg or point and click game of weirdcore images, I don't know, it gives me the feeling that you finally managed to escape of the dimension of dreams and you managed to take photos of that world and all those images are being passed one by one on a projector showing them to all your friends, really an adventure that will never you will forget.
*This hits different when you are sleep deprived.*
How so? I'm gonna try
Yep
Gonna watch this when I get 4 hrs of sleep again just to see how it feels like
Derealization is one of the possible effects of sleep deprivation.
Update: 3 hrs of sleep, strangely calming and surreal, should i be scared or should i just accept this is reality oh fuck ph god
1:19 when your Minecraft world doesn’t load properly
WHY WAS MONIKAS BAA AT THE END IT SCARED ME AHAHAAH
I think these videos are portals for other dimensions. I wanna go there
you do not want to go there
@ؘ trust me you don't
Csn igo aswell it looks deadly
You can go but , are you welcome?
As a warning, you don't belong there
there are so many different "alternative weird vibes" genres of images lol, love them all. Except for traumacore, that's too dark even for me.
Traumacore is about people’s actual trauma, so I’d expect it to be dark
Dereality images in a nutshell: *puts black dot on random picture*
The images feel so real yet so fake, i feel like I'm there but i know im not and never have, it feels both safe and scary
i swear ive heard that "baa" at the end somewhere before.. doki doki when you click the glitched text during the poems?
yup
@@buggy742 im still worthy
Yes i heard it too
Right after i got yelled at and had a mental breakdown silently and just wants to be left alone for a good while yt recommends this to me
what did you even tried to say???
Mental breakdown? Woman moment.
@@Whukariousprods yes yes because only woman have mental breakdowns and lose control of their emotions
@@lostdraft Yes yes because you should be taking jokes on the internet as if the person writing them was being serious.
@@Whukariousprods who's he
This might get lost but whatever
The image at 1:09 is one of my dreams when I was maybe 6 or 8?
It was a big concrete building with a river (as you can see in the picture), but past the river was a swamp of non existence, Basically is was a swamp but mostly everything was a faint shadow
The concrete building wss insanely tall maybe like empire state building tall.
There was also this house which was yellow and blue, really weird with no one inside but the interior of it was my house pretty much
In that dream (I've experienced like maybe 8-14 times?) I could fly, but there was nothing on the ground but it felt like something was switching
I never went passed the bridge to the swamp as that placed creeped me out, neither the concrete building as I felt that was just too creepy
WTF SAME HOW- I literally had a dream with that exact building
it seems like the madness combat 3 intro tbh
this almost made me dissociate, great job
thank you
ik im one month late but you good fam?
@@thetulipcollective8901 pfft, no
@Alecsion its fine
this didn’t really hit for me until I saw 0:55 that one fucked my entire shit up
I cant find what is wrong
It the same lay out of my uncle's house
It feels empty, too empty that it’s comforting. I like empty houses a lot.
where do the stairs go
Its empty. Its the same feeling of walking into a house with nothing in it, you expect there to be something but there's nothing, no furniture, no plants, no pictures, no people.
this is literally what derealization feels like lol, and someone who suffers from it daily due to my anxiety and visual snow syndrome this is weirdly unnerving but comforting at the same time. like, it sometimes triggers my derealization which isn’t fun, but it also makes me feel less alone because it’s the closest thing to a visual depiction of what i feel. the ones at 0:13 and 0:29 are the most accurate to me
oh shit i have visual snow syndrome too, cool to see someone else in the wild who has it
Visual snow squad
@@_wija ayo!! high five
I have VSS too, I used to think I could somehow see air molecules when I saw my fuzz when I was rly young XD
I also lay at night for a few hours before I go to sleep, and my eyes adjust and I hate the bright light outside, and my fuzz just totally fills the room, sometimes my eyes make them look like holes and it almost triggers a trypophobic response
Isn’t visual snow syndrome normal? It just reminds me of how a picture taken at night with no light looks like.
There are no words in the English dictionary that describe how traumacore and dereality images make me feel. It makes the back of my neck hot like I’m about to be sick, but makes me comfortable in a way? I feel terrified and welcomed at the same time...
I had derealization for almost a year, it was hell. I "knew" I and everybody else didn't exist. It threw me in an existential crisis. I was very, very lucky to have a therapist who was extremely smart and well educated in philosophy. He guided me through the whole thing without coming up with any solutions, but only discussing the subjects I brought up.
I accepted that reality is just a sensation, a ride. We, as humans, have this entitlement that we need to be real, that our existence is important. It isn't, and that's okay. Humanity in itself is fascinating, the fact that we are able to be aware that we think, have skewed perspectives and discuss this whole topic with another person is absurd. We don't need meaning, we don't need to be real. Think about having a good time with your friends: there is no real purpose in that, you are just hanging out. Does it make it less enjoyable or an emotionally shallow experience? No.
Look at the void in the eye, really look at it. Now, look at your life, your friends, your best and worst moments. Both things can exist together. Our life exists in it's own context, accept the absurdity and nurture the coincidence.
At least for me, this realization helped me let myself be inserted in reality again. My mind slowly started shifting from a "non-existing context" to a "inserted in a human's reality context" (the last one being our regular state). I can shift between the two now, it's like a switch. I think both are valid since both show a perspective.
Although the experience was a result of trauma and was the most unsettling sensation I've ever experienced, I don't think I would have learned this much without it. If you are thrown in hell, manage to kill the demon and climb back to earth, you get yourself the treasure of experience.
not a good idea watching this when you have derealization issues
ive had a brain fog for the last year now, kinda feels like you live in a void or another dimension.
Yeah idk why I’m here
yea ik
1:05 ayyo I feel like I’ve been there before 😳🙃
Wth me too
Me fourth
Me five
I feel like I've seen that in a dream or two
We did all.
0:13 Get the Dinner Time DLC for $10.
Why do I feel calm and secure with this images?
0:06 the weapon crosshare when you crouch:
0:28
maybe that’s why dad hasn’t came back from the grocery store to buy milk huh
Why are all of these so familiar to me? With the text and everything!
maybe it's pictures of the void we all experience before and after death
@@buggy742 damn.....
It can be our life before ?
you've been here before. we just made sure you forgot.
0:37 but there isnt a bed
What about it?
@@mxx8735 the music is saying "Rather sleep than stay awake" but the image doesn't have a bed
I used to sleep on the floor with a blanket. I can sleep here :)
@@williscraft7425 ok? U can still sleep people have to sleep on grass sometimes
There’s people sleeping though. Sleeping for uh... forever I guess
It's scary af when a text or something points somewhere as if the main 'attraction' is there but when you look, theres nothing
I love watching these at ungodly hours of the night in an attempt to feel something
Pog
Why can i relate im not even depressive
relatable.
0:29 I SWEAR TO GOD I'VE SEEN THAT EXACT PLACE IN MY DREAMS WHEN I WAS A KID
Just a false memory °^°
Wait but.. I have too
WAIT I HAD ADDEAM THERE LAST NIGHT
Oml that looks like my local Walgreens 😳
I don't know why, but it feels like I've been here with my mom when I was younger.
It felt like a comfortable 60°F inside.
I was wearing my pink sweatpants with pink velcro shoes, and she had her black wig.
But it feels like a fever dream.
“i’m sure i won’t have a panic attack watching dereality again” -me, before having a panic attack
I feel so comforted by these images and trauma core I don’t know why but it feels like I’m loved and wanted a lot. It makes me happy
Weird, because it's quite negative. Seriously asking, how do you get love and you being wanted out of stuff like this?
@@crappyaccountnot op but i like these bc in some weird way i relate to them
Nah you dont
trauma core hmmm
i dont want to risk my sleep if i search this up on images so can anyone tell me before searching it up
I love this, but I also want to close my eyes and be scared at the same time. These kind of images are normally places you've been before but your mind doesn't like you remember, or you saw some of them dreams, a thing called dreamcore, it's really cool but also scary.
This is exactly what emotional numbness after a severe panic attack feels like
Now T H I S is the song that actually makes me feel like the main character
These are some ms paint masterpieces
"I'd rather sleep than stay awake."
...Exactly what I think most.
0:06 rolling stones be like:
jojo?
@@Molten546 jojo.
@@Molten546 jojo.
@Molten jojo.
jojo
This feels weirdly nostalgic
None of these really hit me until 1:40
Sorry for this, I needed to get some of this off my chest.
TW- this whole thing is honestly a bit distressing imo but it has to do with anxiety and stuff like that.
I often think about people and their individual lives and thoughts.
I remember how I exist outside of my own reality, thoughts, and perception, that I exist to other people, and that they have their own opinions about me.
Other people see me, they think about me. Some hate me.
Some love me (I doubt that)
Some have done things knowing it would hurt me.
Some didn't know. But it still hurt me.
Sometimes. I just feel like people contain a lack of effort to be around me. As if I'm a burden. I just feel how blandly they text me. Or talk.
_And I don't look forward to talking to them for that reason_
I just want to run away and cry or something. I just feel eyes burning in the back of my skull.
I feel like I have to be perfect. I have to be the star of the show. I have to meet everyones standards and it's alright until I don't. I just fall apart and stop. I just stop.
One small inconvenience and I'm falling apart. I get so upset and lost and sad.
I want to be perfect :(
I want to make someone proud.
People ways say they are, but what if they are just lying?
Someone tells me they're all lying to me.
*Someone*
My mind is racing and it hurts. I cope by staying awake all night until I fall asleep in the morning. Because I'm afraid.
Of? I don't know.
And nobody understands me when I say I'm afraid of nothing. I'm just _afraid_
I'm tired of arguing.
"Oh you are just growing!"
"You're fine!"
Am I though? I want to feel valid. I want to feel like I'm me.
I don't feel like myself anymore.
Where did *I* go?
_Where's the real me_
I just want to know.
Did I go to get milk?
Did I realize that I spend most of my life working my ass off just so I can survive?
Did I realize that?
What happened. That's all I want to know anymore.
_What happened_
I don't understand anything anymore.
I'm just not the same.
I'm really tired.
Why does every time I rewatch this more images are added
same idk
this video makes me confused, scared, anxious, laughing,pain and dead inside in one video
For a reason, the "as a warning, you don't belong here." hitted me emotionally pretty hard. weird.
Me age 15 on tumblr going through the cursed image blog on a school night
1:02 “multiple leviathan lifeforms detected”
Oh duck
1:44
the guy on the right really said
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IM LAUGHING SO HARD
These are the types of pictures you try to construct from memory but can’t remember some details
I swear, that black screen at the end was meant for you to look at your own reflection and think somethings there with you ._.
why does this feel comfortable when you are on your bed watching this...?
0:41
Oh sh.t-
*dream flashback
Ok, so lemme do this short:
That was night/morning, nobody was sleeping in house, i went to see window view but insted of normal view i got this:
• view was almost like irl
• sky was not dark blue, it was a lot of thick lines, they were different colours and they were staight and rounded but not much and they had black thin outline
• stars were bigger and whiter
• instead of one or two buildings there was something like footballstadium-citycentre-rink
• world seemed more red
I was scared, and then there was a siren, i saw a lot of people going to this footballstadium-citycentre-rink and i tried to be fast and also pack things that i need. Also, before going to sleep i forgot to do my math, so in dream i was trying to find my math book, and you know, it was really scary since i've got a lot of different things, and i wanted to take it all, but i coldnt, cus dream ended when i and my family were trying to go outside.
Aaand, sorry for THAT short, just erlier i was trying to write this commend with details, but youtube deleted it cus i accidently went to other app(yes, im tapping on my phone)
Dang thats scary
Nightmares and weird dreams doesn't even compare to the ones that make you anxious. Most of the time these dreams feel too fucking real, but the worst part is when you finally wake up... Your body is still in "alert" and your heart beats extremely fast. The interesting thing is that sometimes it can happen randomly instead of when you are really tired and with a lot of stress in mind...
Up early at 5 am, this picture has something about it it draws the feeling of you being there away with the sky, but look at the road, you've been there, right?
Bro...
I’m so confused to what these are but they’re creepy
it’s called weirdcore/traumacore
It’s places people have found that look like they don’t exist in this reality, hence the name dereality.
These type of edits always make me want to break down crying but with no real reason to
Man going through an episode of derealization while watching this isn’t very fun
i feel it
im so glad kero kero’s songs are getting more recognition
I've watched the video a lot of times, and this one time the audio glitched out and sounded all glitchy, as if someone was turning it off and back on again really fast. Really fit with the images.
why does this feels weird but yet comfortable
0:34 **plays uno reverse** take that you stupid dereality photo!1
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This reminds me of growing up in the early 2000s. How things were there to make me happy and they did but for fleeting moments plus you feel the sad energy of the grownups around you but you're just a kid trying to navigate your own situations.
these images, along with this music gives me a literal heavy feeling in my chest somehow
it's uncomfortable, yet somehow so comfortable
the worlds in these images are so different from the world i live in, yet i don't know if that's a bad thing
this is what i feel like when i don't drink enough water.
"i will try anything just to be a kid once again"
The video literally made me dissociate. 0/10 panicked when the video ended cause I thought I was in the void for a sec
:(
Seems like we all forgot what is real and what is fake after seeing these photos ◉‿◉
Unironically, this is what my memory of my 4-13 y/o is like. It's just uneasiness, holes replacing people or places that i have bad history with and just a condescending voice saying stuff like "that's not a real memory" or "why can't you remember, idiot?". Must be because since the time my consciousness developed, i was bombarded with trauma so i put a "game lense" on it.
i feel that. i have massive holes in my childhood memory. i'd rather not think about them, but a part of me wishes i could remember
0:27 Who Tf turned my refer distance down?
This reminds me of Trevor Henderson.