I'll be honest, I don't know what Bojackwave is, but, it doesn't matter, this stuff I can relate to, I want to speed down the road at 100 miles an hour, not caring enough to stop, run away from this hellhole, hide forever, assume a new identity and just stay away from people. I don't do it merely because I just can't bring myself to do it, the human body's determined to keep its self alive, no matter what the circumstances, the mind can't force the body into jeopardy, almost like Chess, if your king goes into harms way, you will preserve your king. Life is hard sometimes and I know tommorow isn't promised, but theres still some stuff to enjoy, maybe checkers, a fancy new game, or a new pair of jeans, the little things count, the little things are all you need to stay sane, because in the end, we're all here for a long stay, and we're not checking out until our time has come.
“Part of being alive is wishing that you weren’t sometimes and as your brain forces you to breathe, it lets you indulge in such reluctancy. But what’s more amazing than that is that you can do it and it won’t fight back. Your brain will calmly cease to breathe if you really want to shoot it or smash it into things.”
*It doesn't get better and it doesn't get easier. I can't keep lying to myself saying I'm going to change. Im poison. I come from poison, I have poison inside me. I destroy everything I touch, thats my legacy. I have nothing to show for the life I've lived and i have nobody in my life who's better off for having known me.*
For me, this song expresses increasing pain and suffering. And then at the end, there's a sense of hopelessness, a sense of emptiness. It feels like that there's no way to stop all these pessimistic thoughts, that the most you can do is to learn to live with them. Truly explains how most people my age feel like in this world of ours. (am 15 btw) This is one of my favourite songs.
@@jacksondilbeck4524 Alive and kickin'. Looking back at this, it's really just pathetic, a desperate and sad kid without an outlet, blurting out any and all raw thougths that come to his mind, like a broken sewage drain, shoveling waves of excrement onto the streets, inconveniencing everyone in the process. I am deeply ashamed of this, but I wish to keep it here as a reminder, a reminder for just how much of an absolute useless crybaby I am, so that anytime I think my circumstances to be unfair, I'll remember to humble myself. I deserve any and all punishment that has and will come my way, for the damage that my weakness had caused. "I come from poison, I have poison inside me and I destroy everything I touch. That's my legacy." This hasn't been more true. I might be alive; my heart is beating, I'm conscious, I feel and react to stimuli. Physically, I am fine, but my mind is rotting, and the worst part is that I deserve to experience every second of anguish that this brings me. My surroundings have changed for the better, but the damage to my psyche had already been done. There's no way back from this. I'm still trying to live with myself, but I contemplate ending it every other day.
@@sidewolf6524 My sadness is delusional, in a sense. It's a false comfort that life is inherently sad and disappointing, because I'm too lazy and disheartened to do anything about my current predicament. Being my own worst enemy for years has barred me from experiencing a normal and happy life, and I'm made painfully aware of that everyday. The more time I spend trying to better things, the more I start to realise that the only one to blame is myself. It's an endless and self feeding process which is designed to slowly consume my humanity until I'm but a husk of my former self. For someone who believes that their suffering is righteous and justified there is no hope for a happier existence. I know this will be the death of me, but I'm too exhausted to try and escape. The only thing I have to show for the life that I've lived, is a life I've ruined; my own.
I really love the1:20 part, it makes me feel like i'm a plane getting speed to take off. every *tss* getting quicker and quicker, you feel every groarw telling you its coming, you feel it inside the fear To go faster. You're almost there. The bliss, your wheels arent on the floor, the accélération and air pressure around you makes you lighter and lighter, then you are flying. Weightless in this place we've never been, the sky, you see everything, bad or good, fair or unfair, you are obliged to accept it because it wont change, your vision starts To fade as Truth is absorbed into your mind, every senses starts to fade aswell.
We gotta hurt. Gotta have pain. Without we can't enjoy the good. Heaven is boring. Paradise is boring. We need the pain, it's better to hurt than not to feel.
Young Wayne Gaming 23 sounds like we’re in a similar predicament I was told it was a short break to collect thoughts and 5 days later I see another guy I used to be happy I didn’t even want the relationship in the first place but I gave in started one and it failed no surprise there the real surprise is I don’t know how to be comfortable alone now I just feel empty not even drugs are helping I’ve smoked an insane and nothing not a damn thing those feelings are still there I think the worst part is she crushed me and walked away like it was a normal routine
Zach's Channel dude same, i was with this amazing girl. I thought she would never act the way she does now. I was with her for a year, until she decided to break up with me. I pleaded not to. Which was a mistake. I was to clingy to her after words, until i just faded away, because i knew i couldn’t get her back. After i was gone, she wanted to be friends again. So we did, but she said it reminded her about us, so we just chose different paths. But if there is still feelings between a friendship what was the point of breaking up and not trying to work things out. Now we just depict the image that we hate each other. Shes been with 2 guys after me already. She’s with someone right now. My ex friend, he said he was there for me but i should have know better. Now his with her. After her, i don’t even remember what i was like before her, how i acted, who my friends were. I can’t be happy alone anymore without someone being there. All my friends were lost due to her, since they always go after the girl/side with. I got so used to someone calling me every night, hanging out with me, feeling loved that now i just sit here on my bed, with my thoughts, alone.
I really miss being a regular person. I mean, I barely even remember what it felt like, but I feel like it was good. I just want to be normal. Why can’t I just be a regular person? Why do I always have to disassociate from everything? I’m literally mindless at this point, I can’t remember the last time I actually had my own points to add to a conversation. I go to school, I go home, I go to bed, and there’s just nothing. And on the off chance that I do respond to things, I absolutely lash out and just ruin everything for no reason. Why does it have to be a struggle to roll out of my bed when the sheets haven’t been changed for months? Why can’t I just be a normal teenager? I can’t even take a picture with my friends without having a panic attack, so I just stopped doing it. There are literally no pictures of me after July of last year, and it sucks. I just want to be normal. I want to like myself enough that I can take a photo, and I want to be able to relate to my friends and not just mindlessly go along with whatever they’re saying. I want to wake up and feel anything other than complete and utter emptiness. i’m absolute poison, i destroy everything good in this world. i’m self-sabotaging, destructive, obsessive and i just don’t care. i deserve to just die i guess,,
Happiness is having a purpose in life there’s no such thing as always being happy or always being sad just like everything in this world nothing lasts forever even happiness or sadness doesn’t last forever you just gotta take it and stay strong keep your heads up there’s always gonna be ups and downs
When sadness last forever its called depression my friend,maybe it wont be forever but I've had it for 6 years now and it only seems to get worse,its not the only disorder i have.
JaCKo Foe I’m sorry to hear that but you gotta hang on life is greater then that idk what your going threw but every one has their battles some worse then others but regardless don’t like it limit you from reaching your full potential
Omg I finished Bojack horseman a couple days ago I related to that show in so many ways because of how bojack rlly feels inside and shit. It's horrible to have a self destructive mind. But the Sarah Lynn part in the beginning, you're really good at mixing music 😊😊 thank you for puttin this shit out there Mucho appreciation for underated artists
I don’t really know which words i could use to describe the feelings i have after watching your videos...you’re amazing at your job, i hope you never stop, because this makes me happy, like really happy and almost nothing can make me happy anymore, just thank you❤️(i bet many people here feel the same)
26 years old had no relationship with a girl and the one girl that i loved rejected me so I'm here at 2 o clock in the morning, crying and feeling completely discarded.
Im assuming your 27 now. it does get better. do your best to pick yourself up and work 1 day at a time towards positivity and getting your self in shape. it does get better.
I feel you man, I know how that shit feels. Shit sucks, I dated someone before but they left a scar on me, they used me for to humiliate me for their pleasure and then they said in the end I never loved you. I then hated life, I isolated myself from the world and I said I’d never date anyone...till I opened myself up years later...I’m 21 now bout to be 22 soon and now I found someone that loves me for who I am and they understand my past. All I gotta say man is one day at a time man. Don’t chase them let them come to you. Keep your expectations low and you’ll never be disappointed. Keep your head up and don’t give up on yourself.
CalmPanda I would say find purpose/fulfillment instead of happiness. Happiness is a feeling and feelings are always fleeting. You’ll just go around life looking for your next “happiness” high
Honey Toadt Honey Toadt I think that the point of finding purpose/fulfillment is to feel happy. Because if you don’t feel good about yourself and your circumstances, than what is the point? I think most of what we do is for happiness. If not our own, than the happiness of others.
Honey Toadt But the end goal is happiness no? Yes it may not be there 100% of time. But through sacrifice you crave fulfillment. Why do you crave it? What is the purpose of being fulfilled?
I feel like bojack, I feel like I have poison inside of me, everytime I get into a relationship I always end up killing it, one little small thing I do fucks up everything and then I’m left alone. It’s like bojack says I come from poison and have no legacy to show for.
Litterally do the same I have it under a playlist named happiness even tho watching this video only makes me hurt more at the same time i feel like I'm flying
@@bluejay9097hey, i found myself back here again, hope youre doing well my friend its like you said we have to look forward, i will look forward and keep pushing, we all will make it. i'm sure, kind regards
In some celebrity's lives (bojack) they realise that they have had everything they wanted and nothing they needed and that's what drives almost anyone to insanity or a deep state of depression that takes them on a journey to either a deeper sadder meaning or to potentially hurting someone who cares about them. The best thing to do in this case is to take a thought into your future, what are you gonna do with it. Sure we live and we die but, why waste the time in-between by committing suicide just push on past that barrier and maybe you can see the bigger picture. Life is a cruel game but once you look past the fact of death you could see what good you could do for the next generation of people or planet or whatever, your time is your own, spend it how you want (except crimes?).
Same. I'm always hurt, everytime i try to be happy I'm always getting hurt. I tried to make someone or others happy thinking I'll be happy too but i wasn't. I'm so depressed , I'm not myself anymore and no one noticed. I just want to be alone so no one can hurt me. I think jf i make friends or gf or someone in my life again they all just gonna leave.
This one is always my favorite apart from the bojackwave videos I have on my playlist, it always sounds so mortified to the point that hits you the most, you feel all the feels along with the video, it just plays all perfectly together. What I even like the most is I relate to Bojack alot in some aspects, I sometimes wish I can be like him and just drive away like Escape from LA by just letting the road take me to where I can find my new founding place, a new life to basically leave behind my old one and start somewhere else so I can get away from everyone and everything. Just vanish like a ghost without a word. Go MIA. Missing in action.
All I ever do is try but every day is the same... why won't it change, why won't it change... Every day it's the same pain over and over, no difference, and it's tearing me down to my last block of hope
Sometimes I wanna end my life but. The thing is I made a promise I can’t ever break and that just holds me back. And if I ever broke that promise I would’ve felt guilt and regret.
My dreams are black and my heart is dark I'm so lost without you sometimes I sit where we met in that shitty park I want to die because of the way you left so please give me a spark This reality is just an illusion free myself from the anguish and confusion God what did I do? I'm dieing because of u
There is one word to describe rizoniel videos: saudade. There is too much truth for to watch them often, they cut too close, but they are the most true media I consume. Thanks you rizoniel, and also not thanking you.
This just reminds me of what life is like for people even me it's just a straight downward spiral with no ups in life you can try to go up but the only way you can is if you force it and the only way that can happen is if you ever find yourself a significant other that makes you happy and makes life worth while I've been alone for 4 years but even before that I hit 7th grade and saw how life is and how it's just a downward spiral and it keeps going down till you find things that make you happy then the spiral stops till it doesn't give off the same emotion it use too and it just keeps going. Maybe one day those downward spirals will stop but who knows all we can do is hope am I right?
So fucking depressed. I'm stuck in this loop of feeling bad for myself and hating myself all at the same fucking time. I want it all just to end. I want to just let go of everything but damn is it so hard
I just want to live normal but what does normal describe?I can't get this question out of my head.I can't enjoy life much because I want to get the past back..
life can be hard but it's whatever you make of it,you should let go of the past focus on what's ahead and how you can use it,a normal life is a somewhat stable life is a life where you feel lots of things not just sadness it's when you find comfort..but you have to figure it out on your own people who care will try to help but they'll be confused so tell them what's on your mind help them to help you and I wish you all the best
This vídeo shows exactly what i think, sometimes i feel like i just want to take my car, and drive as far as i can to nowhere until i have no gas, once i am stuck in nowhere that's the place i can die
Bojack horseman if you didn’t watch it. Adventure Time, same. The End of The F***ing World, very good show, and not so long (about 10 episodes of 25min each)
I feel the same way. I barely exist at school, my little siblings acknowledge me, but they are the only ones. They don’t know me, know what’s wrong with me. I’ve poisoned them. I can already see my shortcomings in them. I have no legacy. No future. No one is better off having known me, I’ve changed no one. Not even negatively. I just haven’t had even a speck of an effect on the world and people around me. The only thing that keeps me going is the tiny hope that I will find someone someday that makes me feel like I matter. I’ve been in love twice. The first time was hard, but I was able to get over it mostly by my third year. I fall in love again, I felt for a moment like I mattered. Knowing that someone you love is with someone else, fucking someone else, making that other person feel like they truly matter, and letting that person show their love for them, knowing this is hard. It’s hard to exercise, to wake up, to do work, to sit motionless, it’s hard regardless. And I’m too scared to end it.
Dude, you're still in school. You still have time to change that. Bojack is a 50 year old fictional character. Plus, I'm pretty sure no matter how horrible you think you are, you're not that bad.
Lya L What determines bad? Whether my good actions outweigh the bad? I’m graduating this year. I’m almost 20 years old and I’m still in high school. I’ve messed up so many times, done things I shouldn’t have and failed to do things that I should have.
Dude just get into some hobbies and go outside. You’re young and feeling ALL those emotions for the first time with no filter. I’ll give you some advice, your brain is trying to tell you to cultivate yourself into the best version you can be. It’s screaming at you. But that’s your decision There IS no other person that will save you only you can. It doesn’t have to be some grand plan that is complicated to fix up your life. Just start off small and add more responsibility. Freedom is a lie Discipline is everything It’s your your life dude. Do something before your brain eats itself alive
I let everyone down, my life is a joke. No one asks how I'm doing, everyone would be better off if I was gone. I'm sorry to everyone I love but this is for the best. I can't do this anymore
@@maxa3275 Yes actually :) I’m doing better now despite what’s going on in the world. Been going through therapy and such. I haven’t thought like this in a while. Kinda surreal looking back at it.
It’s torture living a life you don’t wanna live, my life deadass doesn’t have any meaning and I’m forced to live this life. I get thrown back to rock bottom everytime I think I’m out it’s basically my home. Life is torture
JaCKo Foe I can’t do it cause religion gets in the way, I’ve seen my friend die and the pain his mother went through I can’t let my mom go through that. If I didn’t have those 2 to stop me I would but I can’t.
Growing up with a narcissistic mother made me into a black hole. Nothing is this world fulfills me. Everything I touch gets poisened. I am never truly happy. Constantly surrounded by darkness for many years. I can't love the right way, my brain's just too fucked up. I know that I am poison. So, I socially distance myself from everyone. I inject more pain in the people who stilll care about me, by ghosting them completely. They're better off without me in the long run anyway. I just don't care anymore about anything at all. I am a bad person and I won't change. Waiting for the day I'll die from my own poison.
Everything I do seems to screw up everyone around me for once I think if maybe it’s better to be alone so far alone is home for me now I’m laying awake 3 am crying wondering maybe there’s another life for me where I won’t destroy everything around where I could be with the one person that really excepted me with all my baggage that actually loved me just maybe, I could follow him to the moon just like we always said we were as kids maybe I’m better off dead because my past is a black shadow of sadness but my future isn’t great either💔
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*"I can't keep lying to myself saying I'm gonna change. I'm poison"*
what number episode ?
"I destroy everything I touch, that's my legacy"
How i feel everyday
It reminds me of when Charlie Brown talked about he ruined the Christmas Tree
i’ve been told this by both my parents and brother
The other edits are pretty sad, but this one is... intense...
I'll be honest, I don't know what Bojackwave is, but, it doesn't matter, this stuff I can relate to, I want to speed down the road at 100 miles an hour, not caring enough to stop, run away from this hellhole, hide forever, assume a new identity and just stay away from people. I don't do it merely because I just can't bring myself to do it, the human body's determined to keep its self alive, no matter what the circumstances, the mind can't force the body into jeopardy, almost like Chess, if your king goes into harms way, you will preserve your king. Life is hard sometimes and I know tommorow isn't promised, but theres still some stuff to enjoy, maybe checkers, a fancy new game, or a new pair of jeans, the little things count, the little things are all you need to stay sane, because in the end, we're all here for a long stay, and we're not checking out until our time has come.
got Dem feels from dat damn
It's a show called bojack horseman if u suffer from depression the show is great I highly recommend it
just pure truth, that is what you wrote there.
Real shit bro hope ur well
“Part of being alive is wishing that you weren’t sometimes and as your brain forces you to breathe, it lets you indulge in such reluctancy. But what’s more amazing than that is that you can do it and it won’t fight back. Your brain will calmly cease to breathe if you really want to shoot it or smash it into things.”
*It doesn't get better and it doesn't get easier. I can't keep lying to myself saying I'm going to change. Im poison. I come from poison, I have poison inside me. I destroy everything I touch, thats my legacy. I have nothing to show for the life I've lived and i have nobody in my life who's better off for having known me.*
For me, this song expresses increasing pain and suffering. And then at the end, there's a sense of hopelessness, a sense of emptiness. It feels like that there's no way to stop all these pessimistic thoughts, that the most you can do is to learn to live with them. Truly explains how most people my age feel like in this world of ours. (am 15 btw) This is one of my favourite songs.
How’s everything going friend?
Being kind to others is a start bro, theyre an extension of yourself
@@jacksondilbeck4524 Alive and kickin'. Looking back at this, it's really just pathetic, a desperate and sad kid without an outlet, blurting out any and all raw thougths that come to his mind, like a broken sewage drain, shoveling waves of excrement onto the streets, inconveniencing everyone in the process. I am deeply ashamed of this, but I wish to keep it here as a reminder, a reminder for just how much of an absolute useless crybaby I am, so that anytime I think my circumstances to be unfair, I'll remember to humble myself. I deserve any and all punishment that has and will come my way, for the damage that my weakness had caused.
"I come from poison, I have poison inside me and I destroy everything I touch. That's my legacy."
This hasn't been more true. I might be alive; my heart is beating, I'm conscious, I feel and react to stimuli. Physically, I am fine, but my mind is rotting, and the worst part is that I deserve to experience every second of anguish that this brings me. My surroundings have changed for the better, but the damage to my psyche had already been done. There's no way back from this. I'm still trying to live with myself, but I contemplate ending it every other day.
the best way to make those thoughts go away Is just take away sadness from your Life and i can tell you that Is very simple actually
@@sidewolf6524 My sadness is delusional, in a sense. It's a false comfort that life is inherently sad and disappointing, because I'm too lazy and disheartened to do anything about my current predicament. Being my own worst enemy for years has barred me from experiencing a normal and happy life, and I'm made painfully aware of that everyday. The more time I spend trying to better things, the more I start to realise that the only one to blame is myself. It's an endless and self feeding process which is designed to slowly consume my humanity until I'm but a husk of my former self. For someone who believes that their suffering is righteous and justified there is no hope for a happier existence. I know this will be the death of me, but I'm too exhausted to try and escape. The only thing I have to show for the life that I've lived, is a life I've ruined; my own.
I really love the1:20 part, it makes me feel like i'm a plane getting speed to take off. every *tss* getting quicker and quicker, you feel every groarw telling you its coming, you feel it inside the fear To go faster. You're almost there. The bliss, your wheels arent on the floor, the accélération and air pressure around you makes you lighter and lighter, then you are flying. Weightless in this place we've never been, the sky, you see everything, bad or good, fair or unfair, you are obliged to accept it because it wont change, your vision starts To fade as Truth is absorbed into your mind, every senses starts to fade aswell.
perfect description! You nailed that shit right on the head
😥😭
@@blah2559 damn i was high as shit writing this but i do get it lol
@@petitkus4408 yeah well i was high as fuck when i read it so it felt right at the time. and being high as fuck right now it still does
THE BEST SERIES OF ALL TIME !!!
... who is with me ? ✋
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@@oscarbrunn7600 Bojack Horseman - let ur world been blown away - thank me later
It kept me ok when i was down bad this show is special
still the best always the best
I felt soffocating watching this
Great job my dude, one of the best video you ever made
I swear I can't remember how happiness felt. Like I don't remember how it feels to not be sad all the time
i wanna stop hurting but it’s really difficult,, feels like there is no happiness,, only pain
Pain is some kind of progress inside your body! Stay positiv and try your best!
Only makes it better when you overcome it
We gotta hurt. Gotta have pain. Without we can't enjoy the good. Heaven is boring. Paradise is boring. We need the pain, it's better to hurt than not to feel.
I mean it's not a bad thing
Neya cmon neya
I dont remember how to be happy alone
Young Wayne Gaming 23 sounds like we’re in a similar predicament I was told it was a short break to collect thoughts and 5 days later I see another guy I used to be happy I didn’t even want the relationship in the first place but I gave in started one and it failed no surprise there the real surprise is I don’t know how to be comfortable alone now I just feel empty not even drugs are helping I’ve smoked an insane and nothing not a damn thing those feelings are still there
I think the worst part is she crushed me and walked away like it was a normal routine
Zach's Channel dude same, i was with this amazing girl. I thought she would never act the way she does now. I was with her for a year, until she decided to break up with me. I pleaded not to. Which was a mistake. I was to clingy to her after words, until i just faded away, because i knew i couldn’t get her back. After i was gone, she wanted to be friends again. So we did, but she said it reminded her about us, so we just chose different paths. But if there is still feelings between a friendship what was the point of breaking up and not trying to work things out. Now we just depict the image that we hate each other. Shes been with 2 guys after me already. She’s with someone right now. My ex friend, he said he was there for me but i should have know better. Now his with her. After her, i don’t even remember what i was like before her, how i acted, who my friends were. I can’t be happy alone anymore without someone being there. All my friends were lost due to her, since they always go after the girl/side with. I got so used to someone calling me every night, hanging out with me, feeling loved that now i just sit here on my bed, with my thoughts, alone.
I really miss being a regular person. I mean, I barely even remember what it felt like, but I feel like it was good. I just want to be normal. Why can’t I just be a regular person? Why do I always have to disassociate from everything? I’m literally mindless at this point, I can’t remember the last time I actually had my own points to add to a conversation. I go to school, I go home, I go to bed, and there’s just nothing. And on the off chance that I do respond to things, I absolutely lash out and just ruin everything for no reason. Why does it have to be a struggle to roll out of my bed when the sheets haven’t been changed for months? Why can’t I just be a normal teenager? I can’t even take a picture with my friends without having a panic attack, so I just stopped doing it. There are literally no pictures of me after July of last year, and it sucks. I just want to be normal. I want to like myself enough that I can take a photo, and I want to be able to relate to my friends and not just mindlessly go along with whatever they’re saying. I want to wake up and feel anything other than complete and utter emptiness.
i’m absolute poison, i destroy everything good in this world. i’m self-sabotaging, destructive, obsessive and i just don’t care. i deserve to just die i guess,,
Dude wanna talk?
Let’s talk man , I’m serious
VLOW ya
trxgiic pain is never to be devalued. In fact it is the only thing that proves whether one is worth anything or not. Embrace it and then use it.
You don't deserve to die, you're still young and you will have many moments and experiences that will change you.
Im so happy that you put this video back
Happiness is having a purpose in life there’s no such thing as always being happy or always being sad just like everything in this world nothing lasts forever even happiness or sadness doesn’t last forever you just gotta take it and stay strong keep your heads up there’s always gonna be ups and downs
When sadness last forever its called depression my friend,maybe it wont be forever but I've had it for 6 years now and it only seems to get worse,its not the only disorder i have.
JaCKo Foe I’m sorry to hear that but you gotta hang on life is greater then that idk what your going threw but every one has their battles some worse then others but regardless don’t like it limit you from reaching your full potential
Those first few chords get me this shit so real man
bro now I'm crying in the morning....
hahahahahahahahahahhahhahahhahahhaha. sob sob. me too bro
Yazdan same here mate it’s ok
Omg I finished Bojack horseman a couple days ago I related to that show in so many ways because of how bojack rlly feels inside and shit. It's horrible to have a self destructive mind. But the Sarah Lynn part in the beginning, you're really good at mixing music 😊😊 thank you for puttin this shit out there
Mucho appreciation for underated artists
I don’t really know which words i could use to describe the feelings i have after watching your videos...you’re amazing at your job, i hope you never stop, because this makes me happy, like really happy and almost nothing can make me happy anymore, just thank you❤️(i bet many people here feel the same)
The most relatable horse I know. 💜
26 years old had no relationship with a girl and the one girl that i loved rejected me so I'm here at 2 o clock in the morning, crying and feeling completely discarded.
Damn bro
It all good bro I have the same problem as well. We will get through this together
Im assuming your 27 now. it does get better. do your best to pick yourself up and work 1 day at a time towards positivity and getting your self in shape. it does get better.
I feel you man, I know how that shit feels. Shit sucks, I dated someone before but they left a scar on me, they used me for to humiliate me for their pleasure and then they said in the end I never loved you. I then hated life, I isolated myself from the world and I said I’d never date anyone...till I opened myself up years later...I’m 21 now bout to be 22 soon and now I found someone that loves me for who I am and they understand my past. All I gotta say man is one day at a time man. Don’t chase them let them come to you. Keep your expectations low and you’ll never be disappointed. Keep your head up and don’t give up on yourself.
The most important thing is to enjoy your life-to be happy-it's all that matters. But that's easier said than done...
CalmPanda I would say find purpose/fulfillment instead of happiness. Happiness is a feeling and feelings are always fleeting. You’ll just go around life looking for your next “happiness” high
Honey Toadt Honey Toadt I think that the point of finding purpose/fulfillment is to feel happy. Because if you don’t feel good about yourself and your circumstances, than what is the point? I think most of what we do is for happiness. If not our own, than the happiness of others.
Gamer Dog I believe sacrifice is the only way to fulfillment. Happiness can be a gateway to a hedonistic lifestyle. Question your idea of happiness.
Honey Toadt But the end goal is happiness no? Yes it may not be there 100% of time. But through sacrifice you crave fulfillment. Why do you crave it? What is the purpose of being fulfilled?
Gamer Dog no. It’s to become the best version of yourself and then birthing godly children to continue your legacy.
When I look on Bojack, its like I am looking into myself
It's un-privated again, nice. I knew keeping this video in my playlist was a good choice.
1:06 best line ever
I feel like bojack, I feel like I have poison inside of me, everytime I get into a relationship I always end up killing it, one little small thing I do fucks up everything and then I’m left alone. It’s like bojack says I come from poison and have no legacy to show for.
i always come back to this video when im feeling sad and its slowly destroying me,but im feeling a slight feel of comfort in this sadness..
Litterally do the same I have it under a playlist named happiness even tho watching this video only makes me hurt more at the same time i feel like I'm flying
@@bluejay9097 im still here, hope your doing better nowadays.
@@levitating-phonkster 🖤 doing better, new shit new problems but the only way is forward cuz there's nothing for us in the past🕷️
@@bluejay9097 damn, youre words hit hard, its true what you said i hope we can find some happiness in our misery
@@bluejay9097hey, i found myself back here again, hope youre doing well my friend its like you said we have to look forward, i will look forward and keep pushing, we all will make it. i'm sure, kind regards
“What kind of music do you listen to?”
Uhh... bojackwave 😎
In some celebrity's lives (bojack) they realise that they have had everything they wanted and nothing they needed and that's what drives almost anyone to insanity or a deep state of depression that takes them on a journey to either a deeper sadder meaning or to potentially hurting someone who cares about them. The best thing to do in this case is to take a thought into your future, what are you gonna do with it. Sure we live and we die but, why waste the time in-between by committing suicide just push on past that barrier and maybe you can see the bigger picture. Life is a cruel game but once you look past the fact of death you could see what good you could do for the next generation of people or planet or whatever, your time is your own, spend it how you want (except crimes?).
it feels like it’s never going to end
i dont know what happiness is
Ryan I’ll tell you what it’s not.. being 35, divorced and living in a van down by the river.
@@oc5515 wanna talk ? It's good to share with someone.
Hey same wow
then look for meaning.
Persue meaning. Happiness comes and goes with it. Meaning stays.
Same. I'm always hurt, everytime i try to be happy I'm always getting hurt. I tried to make someone or others happy thinking I'll be happy too but i wasn't. I'm so depressed , I'm not myself anymore and no one noticed. I just want to be alone so no one can hurt me. I think jf i make friends or gf or someone in my life again they all just gonna leave.
This one is always my favorite apart from the bojackwave videos I have on my playlist, it always sounds so mortified to the point that hits you the most, you feel all the feels along with the video, it just plays all perfectly together.
What I even like the most is I relate to Bojack alot in some aspects, I sometimes wish I can be like him and just drive away like Escape from LA by just letting the road take me to where I can find my new founding place, a new life to basically leave behind my old one and start somewhere else so I can get away from everyone and everything. Just vanish like a ghost without a word. Go MIA. Missing in action.
My life is slowly and slowly degrading....and somehow it’s most accurately portrayed by an anthropomorphic horse.
thank you for this i just sometimes need to cry for hours
You don’t get given happiness you find it within yourself ❌
But sometimes you just need to get away
I visit this video often an cry
L I F E C A N I M P R O V E
But when it doesn't
You forgot a T
If you say so ...
Baraa Modallal there’s no t in improve🤦🏾♂️
no it doesn't that's just a lie we tell ourselves to distract us from reality
All I ever do is try but every day is the same... why won't it change, why won't it change... Every day it's the same pain over and over, no difference, and it's tearing me down to my last block of hope
Hits me right in the feels
Sometimes I wanna end my life but. The thing is I made a promise I can’t ever break and that just holds me back. And if I ever broke that promise I would’ve felt guilt and regret.
All pain no love
When i see it again, it will be right before i end myself. Be kind, people
One of the best bojack edits I've seen
My dreams are black and my heart is dark
I'm so lost without you sometimes I sit where we met in that shitty park
I want to die because of the way you left so please give me a spark
This reality is just an illusion free myself from the anguish and confusion
God what did I do? I'm dieing because of u
love this edit wtff
i love this show
I forgot the last time i was really happy from heart, just waiting for the end really
best cartoon of all time
3:59 AM this hits harder
There is one word to describe rizoniel videos: saudade. There is too much truth for to watch them often, they cut too close, but they are the most true media I consume. Thanks you rizoniel, and also not thanking you.
1:48 crying
The fifth season was...
Lit
Shush I only watched the first three seasons
It was hard to watch to be honest
Glad that season 6 is coming this september
the best so far
"Can you taste the icecream mom?"
Suicidal thoughts to this💔
P.S. I love you and always will.
This just reminds me of what life is like for people even me it's just a straight downward spiral with no ups in life you can try to go up but the only way you can is if you force it and the only way that can happen is if you ever find yourself a significant other that makes you happy and makes life worth while I've been alone for 4 years but even before that I hit 7th grade and saw how life is and how it's just a downward spiral and it keeps going down till you find things that make you happy then the spiral stops till it doesn't give off the same emotion it use too and it just keeps going. Maybe one day those downward spirals will stop but who knows all we can do is hope am I right?
So fucking depressed. I'm stuck in this loop of feeling bad for myself and hating myself all at the same fucking time. I want it all just to end. I want to just let go of everything but damn is it so hard
yay was missing this
0:46 - 1:20 I keep repeating....it also goes well with this beautiful music
Props for the video editing on this, can't wait for the next season.
I like how they turned a horse person into a depressing like vaporwave
Best bojackwave ever
как всегда чудесно
Sweet Vid...Awesome Trax...........reminds me of some older Cure music...
I just want to live normal but what does normal describe?I can't get this question out of my head.I can't enjoy life much because I want to get the past back..
life can be hard but it's whatever you make of it,you should let go of the past focus on what's ahead and how you can use it,a normal life is a somewhat stable life is a life where you feel lots of things not just sadness it's when you find comfort..but you have to figure it out on your own people who care will try to help but they'll be confused so tell them what's on your mind help them to help you and I wish you all the best
"There nothing behind you only what's ahead."
one of ur best! incredible music along with an effective edit, congrats
omg u r here i love ur channel brother keepp it upp
Favorite show it’s so deep
This shows genius
This vídeo shows exactly what i think, sometimes i feel like i just want to take my car, and drive as far as i can to nowhere until i have no gas, once i am stuck in nowhere that's the place i can die
hey there, is this a good series to watch ?
Bojack horseman if you didn’t watch it.
Adventure Time, same.
The End of The F***ing World, very good show, and not so long (about 10 episodes of 25min each)
The best I've ever seen.
yes
Y E S
Amazing show. Speaks wonders
I feel the same way. I barely exist at school, my little siblings acknowledge me, but they are the only ones. They don’t know me, know what’s wrong with me. I’ve poisoned them. I can already see my shortcomings in them.
I have no legacy. No future. No one is better off having known me, I’ve changed no one. Not even negatively. I just haven’t had even a speck of an effect on the world and people around me.
The only thing that keeps me going is the tiny hope that I will find someone someday that makes me feel like I matter. I’ve been in love twice. The first time was hard, but I was able to get over it mostly by my third year. I fall in love again, I felt for a moment like I mattered. Knowing that someone you love is with someone else, fucking someone else, making that other person feel like they truly matter, and letting that person show their love for them, knowing this is hard. It’s hard to exercise, to wake up, to do work, to sit motionless, it’s hard regardless. And I’m too scared to end it.
Dude, you're still in school. You still have time to change that. Bojack is a 50 year old fictional character. Plus, I'm pretty sure no matter how horrible you think you are, you're not that bad.
Lya L What determines bad? Whether my good actions outweigh the bad? I’m graduating this year. I’m almost 20 years old and I’m still in high school. I’ve messed up so many times, done things I shouldn’t have and failed to do things that I should have.
Lya L I haven’t lost all hope, I just don’t see anything changing in the future.
Lya L Thanks for the motivation man
Dude just get into some hobbies and go outside. You’re young and feeling ALL those emotions for the first time with no filter. I’ll give you some advice, your brain is trying to tell you to cultivate yourself into the best version you can be. It’s screaming at you.
But that’s your decision
There IS no other person that will
save you
only you can.
It doesn’t have to be some grand plan that is complicated to fix up your life. Just start off small and add more responsibility.
Freedom is a lie
Discipline is everything
It’s your your life dude.
Do something before your brain eats itself alive
I haven’t been happy since I first loved...
Notif gang.
I let everyone down, my life is a joke. No one asks how I'm doing, everyone would be better off if I was gone. I'm sorry to everyone I love but this is for the best. I can't do this anymore
We care, so that'd give you a reason to keep going, because WE care.
stay strong brothers,we all can make it..
Hey, you still here?
@@maxa3275 Yes actually :) I’m doing better now despite what’s going on in the world. Been going through therapy and such. I haven’t thought like this in a while. Kinda surreal looking back at it.
@@MrReaperNova I'm glad to hear you're doing well since then, you seem to have come a long way since then
Great song man...
Derealization - friend and enemy
I hate to say but I feel like drugs are the only thing to feel the hole even if it’s for a little
Happiness
More like
Paradox
When you get sad
You run ):
It’s torture living a life you don’t wanna live, my life deadass doesn’t have any meaning and I’m forced to live this life. I get thrown back to rock bottom everytime I think I’m out it’s basically my home. Life is torture
JaCKo Foe I can’t do it cause religion gets in the way, I’ve seen my friend die and the pain his mother went through I can’t let my mom go through that. If I didn’t have those 2 to stop me I would but I can’t.
I relate to this way to hard
I have nothing to show for the live that I’ve lived.
Used to be like really depressed I feel a lil better not cause, of this vid but just look at life.
I wanna be happy but somethings holding me and telling me I don't deserve it.
I’ve played this 20 times already in a span of a hour at least
That's impossible
4x20 = 80
Sorry pal
I love the comments, i feel "part" of them
So many people hope to share their happiness... But So many can only bring hurt...
Growing up with a narcissistic mother made me into a black hole.
Nothing is this world fulfills me.
Everything I touch gets poisened.
I am never truly happy.
Constantly surrounded by darkness for many years.
I can't love the right way, my brain's just too fucked up.
I know that I am poison. So, I socially distance myself from everyone.
I inject more pain in the people who stilll care about me, by ghosting them completely.
They're better off without me in the long run anyway.
I just don't care anymore about anything at all. I am a bad person and I won't change.
Waiting for the day I'll die from my own poison.
Everything I do seems to screw up everyone around me for once I think if maybe it’s better to be alone so far alone is home for me now I’m laying awake 3 am crying wondering maybe there’s another life for me where I won’t destroy everything around where I could be with the one person that really excepted me with all my baggage that actually loved me just maybe, I could follow him to the moon just like we always said we were as kids maybe I’m better off dead because my past is a black shadow of sadness but my future isn’t great either💔
This is art
do you know what i don't understand, secretariat died from height of bridge, bojack survived height of airplanes. everything else is logical.
yeah, bit of an oversight on the animators or the writers, still a good show overall. Nothing is perfect.
i think secretariat let himself drown in the river
tried to go forward but it was in reverse
The 8k like feels good
большое спасибо тебе ! ты открыл мне замечательного исполнителя " cuco
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The max hasn’t set foot here yet
I legit almost cried to this, my eyes are hella wet rn
why do more and more videos keep disappearing from this channel? it's so sad to see all these great videos vanish out of nowhere
This used to be me like 2 months ago , but I found my happines in guitar.
Maybe self improvement is not the answer.Maybe self destruction is.