Thats me. ._. I used to wear only clothes that my father said and he is old-fashioned, my mother made me skirts by hand with T-shirts and at school I had no friends because everyone went after my ex best friend. we were both foreigners but she was different from me, even though she had 11 brothers and sisters and I only had one brother, she was still more beautiful, prettier and more. now I bought myself things I wanted and my hair as I want and I already have a different reputation than before (counting that I had the opportunity to make a different impression because I changed classes because I went to high school).
just to tell people who do what others like. some time ago I made my hair a shade of red (it should have come out red but it didn't go as I hoped lol) and a friend of mine asked me after a while if I had red hair, because if it looked better, I I said yes and then he asked me why I didn't make them blonde 😶 I have nothing against blondes but all foreign girls / women like me just arrived in a new country used to be blondes to look prettier. I will always say: if you are blonde you are not perfect so please yourself not others because they will always try to change you 😒
HOLY- I NEVER CHECKED THIS ACC CAUSE I THOUGHT IT FLOPPED😭 SO SO SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANTED PART 2! ILL START MAKING NEW VIDEOS❤️❤️ Edit: i have no idea what to make for part 2 so ill just move on from this until i think of smth😅😅
I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room 'Cause all I see are girls too good to be true With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies Wish I didn't care I know their beauty's not my lack But it feels like that weight is on my back And I can't let it go Co-comparison is killing me slowly I think, I think too much 'Bout kids who don't know me I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else My jealousy, jealousy Started following me (he-he-he, he-he) Started following me (he-he-he, he-he) And I see everyone getting all the things I want And I'm happy for them, but then again, I'm not Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos I can't stand it, oh, God, I sound crazy Their win is not my loss I know it's true But I can't help getting caught up in it all Co-co-comparison is killing me slowly I think, I think too much 'Bout kids who don't know me I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else My jealousy, jealousy (yeah) All your friends are so cool, you go out every night In your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're living the life Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend too I wanna be you so bad, and I don't even know you All I see is what I should be Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy All I see is what I should be I'm losing it, all I get's, jealousy, jealousy Co-comparison is killing me slowly I think, I think too much 'Bout kids who don't know me And I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be (oh, oh) Anyone, anyone else (anybody else) Jealousy, jealousy Oh, I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be (oh-oh) Anyone, anyone else Jealousy, jealousy Started following me
Thats me. ._. I used to wear only clothes that my father said and he is old-fashioned, my mother made me skirts by hand with T-shirts and at school I had no friends because everyone went after my ex best friend. we were both foreigners but she was different from me, even though she had 11 brothers and sisters and I only had one brother, she was still more beautiful, prettier and more. now I bought myself things I wanted and my hair as I want and I already have a different reputation than before (counting that I had the opportunity to make a different impression because I changed classes because I went to high school).
just to tell people who do what others like. some time ago I made my hair a shade of red (it should have come out red but it didn't go as I hoped lol) and a friend of mine asked me after a while if I had red hair, because if it looked better, I I said yes and then he asked me why I didn't make them blonde 😶
I have nothing against blondes but all foreign girls / women like me just arrived in a new country used to be blondes to look prettier. I will always say: if you are blonde you are not perfect so please yourself not others because they will always try to change you 😒
"i'm proud" AS YOU SHOULD BE GOD DAMN THAT WAS GOOD
This just made me cry because im the same way
I THOUGHT U WOULD HAVE LIKE 5M FOLLOWERS OR SMTHN? UR SO UNDERATED, WELL DONE!
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I want a part two 😭😭
Why does this remind of my life bro wait hold up also I need a part plssssss
I randomly cried at the end part im still awake when its 4 in the morning in the philipines
But still you are great
u deserve more subs
Remember if ur a kind a person I think ur one of the most beautiful person ever to walk the earth!
Thank you...😢😊
IM PROUD OF U CUZ THIS MADE ME FEEL A LOT BETTER
This maybe stupid but really I relate to this video. Fact is that I relate exactly like it
THIS IS SO GOOD AND UNDERRATED
HOLY- I NEVER CHECKED THIS ACC CAUSE I THOUGHT IT FLOPPED😭 SO SO SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANTED PART 2! ILL START MAKING NEW VIDEOS❤️❤️
Edit: i have no idea what to make for part 2 so ill just move on from this until i think of smth😅😅
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You are very underrated! Your so good, and I wish you the best UA-cam has to offer!
UR HARD WORK FOR THIS VIDEO PAID OFF ITS AMAZINGG
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This is literally amazing!!!!
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CAN U PLS MAKE A PART 2?
THIS IS SO GOOD!
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but this is so true
Part two pls!!!
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parte 2
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I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
'Cause all I see are girls too good to be true
With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
Wish I didn't care
I know their beauty's not my lack
But it feels like that weight is on my back
And I can't let it go
Co-comparison is killing me slowly
I think, I think too much
'Bout kids who don't know me
I'm so sick of myself
I'd rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy
Started following me (he-he-he, he-he)
Started following me (he-he-he, he-he)
And I see everyone getting all the things I want
And I'm happy for them, but then again, I'm not
Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos
I can't stand it, oh, God, I sound crazy
Their win is not my loss
I know it's true
But I can't help getting caught up in it all
Co-co-comparison is killing me slowly
I think, I think too much
'Bout kids who don't know me
I'm so sick of myself
I'd rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy (yeah)
All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
In your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're living the life
Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend too
I wanna be you so bad, and I don't even know you
All I see is what I should be
Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be
I'm losing it, all I get's, jealousy, jealousy
Co-comparison is killing me slowly
I think, I think too much
'Bout kids who don't know me
And I'm so sick of myself
I'd rather be, rather be (oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else (anybody else)
Jealousy, jealousy
Oh, I'm so sick of myself
I'd rather be, rather be (oh-oh)
Anyone, anyone else
Jealousy, jealousy
Started following me
This made me cry cuz I literally think the same way