A same has happened to me. I have lost my sister. I I think I didn't gave my best. Would you like to talk to me. Maybe it will make both of us feel better
@@anneeliz7367 u know the worst part of losing someone to sucide and thinking its your mistake. No human. Literally no human can prove it that you were innocent. It's just a feeling which I have to carry alone. I guess it's punishment for my mistake
@@anneeliz7367 please can i talk to you. I have so many feelings going on . And have no one to talk to. If you don't wanna it's your choice. We can even talk without revealing our personal info like name and country. Maybe it will make me feel better. If wanna talk we can talk at any platform like insta, snapchat , telegram etc
@@anneeliz7367 I have a request can we talk as I have no one to talk about it and it's something which normal people won't understand . It's your choice . I you don't want to talk it's alright
I had a friend who committed suicide, we were close in 9th grade we used to hoop and used to hang out in the hallways. Thru out the years we kind of lost contact however he still lived close by. All I know was that he had substance issues and he talked about his dad not being around a few times. From what I recall he went back to New York where he was from to enroll in a program. I recall the night someone told me your friend hung himself man I did feel sad at the moment I remember him walking his dog one night I was in my car bt I didnt stop obvious he was walking his dog. Throughout the years I would think about my friend one night I dreamed he was smiling in a green valley (now that I'm sick). However it was strange because I been thru so many issues that in November of 2021 I did travel to New York and now I recall that it's strange how my friend was from there. Anyhow it's not about going to NY it's the simple fact that my friend was from there that's kind of haunting. Now I have a cardiovascular issue, I remember the first few weeks I did feel kind of really strange like a goosebump feeling thinking about my friends death and trying mentally accept what they told me. I did think about what could I have done to save my friend from doing that you know if I could told him to move on instead or something like that. I'm not sure if it was because he was around a crowd that caused that. Or if it was something like mental pressure or another underlying issue. For myself being pressured by family has been horrible her sister may have experienced that I keep in mind that society is evil, almost like setting ultimatums. It's very sad my friend committed suicide Ive grieved it and I definitely probably understand what he went thru he was my friend man one of my best friends bt even if he would of moved in I never really suggested that because as humans we struggle with our siblings then adding other relatives to the equation is uncalled for many times. I kind of noticed that when you're sick and think about who will miss you if you were to be gone you know who. That ppl that never cared youre aware of it, even siblings can be like that so at the end of the day it doesn't seem any one really cares. Being sick can some sort of have some altered consciousness so if her sister had committed suicide and survived it for a few minutes or hours is horrible. I believe in God and Jesus, bt I also do believe as humans we all experience a pre death notion meaning some sort of dream that we experience something like that. The crazy fact is that every human is aware of this the question is why do society carry on like there not conscious of danger. Believing in Jesus I know isn't enough to live bt having faith in God to get by day by day or in afterlife is what is important to myself.
Help a loved one to remedy a temporary problem by forcing them to create a permanent solution! Hindsight is, sadly, always 20/20. The precipice awaits.
That is critical and judgmental actually, even if you didn’t “mean to be,” The process is extremely different for every person! You can NEVER FULLY KNOW, and I don’t think she’s claiming to know. A little grace here. Comment not so necessary in this situation on subject
I was hoping this would make me feel better, but hearing that she did her best, I didn't do my best, and now my brother is gone
A same has happened to me. I have lost my sister. I I think I didn't gave my best. Would you like to talk to me. Maybe it will make both of us feel better
@@anneeliz7367 u know the worst part of losing someone to sucide and thinking its your mistake. No human. Literally no human can prove it that you were innocent. It's just a feeling which I have to carry alone. I guess it's punishment for my mistake
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@@anneeliz7367 please can i talk to you. I have so many feelings going on . And have no one to talk to. If you don't wanna it's your choice. We can even talk without revealing our personal info like name and country. Maybe it will make me feel better. If wanna talk we can talk at any platform like insta, snapchat , telegram etc
@@anneeliz7367 I have a request can we talk as I have no one to talk about it and it's something which normal people won't understand . It's your choice . I you don't want to talk it's alright
I lost my only sister due to suicide month ago,. The pain is incredible, everyday i think of her what i could have done to save her
"Paths of journey to survival?" How about, "How do you keep breathing?"
I had a friend who committed suicide, we were close in 9th grade we used to hoop and used to hang out in the hallways. Thru out the years we kind of lost contact however he still lived close by. All I know was that he had substance issues and he talked about his dad not being around a few times. From what I recall he went back to New York where he was from to enroll in a program. I recall the night someone told me your friend hung himself man I did feel sad at the moment I remember him walking his dog one night I was in my car bt I didnt stop obvious he was walking his dog. Throughout the years I would think about my friend one night I dreamed he was smiling in a green valley (now that I'm sick). However it was strange because I been thru so many issues that in November of 2021 I did travel to New York and now I recall that it's strange how my friend was from there. Anyhow it's not about going to NY it's the simple fact that my friend was from there that's kind of haunting. Now I have a cardiovascular issue, I remember the first few weeks I did feel kind of really strange like a goosebump feeling thinking about my friends death and trying mentally accept what they told me. I did think about what could I have done to save my friend from doing that you know if I could told him to move on instead or something like that. I'm not sure if it was because he was around a crowd that caused that. Or if it was something like mental pressure or another underlying issue. For myself being pressured by family has been horrible her sister may have experienced that I keep in mind that society is evil, almost like setting ultimatums. It's very sad my friend committed suicide Ive grieved it and I definitely probably understand what he went thru he was my friend man one of my best friends bt even if he would of moved in I never really suggested that because as humans we struggle with our siblings then adding other relatives to the equation is uncalled for many times. I kind of noticed that when you're sick and think about who will miss you if you were to be gone you know who. That ppl that never cared youre aware of it, even siblings can be like that so at the end of the day it doesn't seem any one really cares. Being sick can some sort of have some altered consciousness so if her sister had committed suicide and survived it for a few minutes or hours is horrible. I believe in God and Jesus, bt I also do believe as humans we all experience a pre death notion meaning some sort of dream that we experience something like that. The crazy fact is that every human is aware of this the question is why do society carry on like there not conscious of danger. Believing in Jesus I know isn't enough to live bt having faith in God to get by day by day or in afterlife is what is important to myself.
Help a loved one to remedy a temporary problem by forcing them to create a permanent solution! Hindsight is, sadly, always 20/20. The precipice awaits.
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I don't mean to be a critic, why does it seem like she's so conscious of why her sister committed suicide. It is very strange.
That is critical and judgmental actually, even if you didn’t “mean to be,” The process is extremely different for every person! You can NEVER FULLY KNOW, and I don’t think she’s claiming to know. A little grace here. Comment not so necessary in this situation on subject
She , in the pink, seems unphased.