Idk who needs to hear it but it gets better. You’re hurting cause you’re growing. It’s growth. You can’t stay the same so the universe gives u challenges it KNOWS you will survive. You need to look at your problem from a different perspective. Remember life is what you make it. You’re thoughts are your life. If you’re not happy with your life. Change it. I know it’s hard but it’s worth it!
my mom didn't carry me for 9 months to see me here crying over my life. i'm not showing her my tears and my desire to fall asleep forever. i'm here for her. god help me.
please stay strong. whatever it is that you are going through at the moment, you're strong and you can overcome this. things would get better for you soon, so please keep going
My beautiful boyfriend passed away Aug 9th 2020 & this breaks my heart 💔i miss him so much this pain is so unreal. I watched him take his last breathe. Every night I’m truly dancing with his ghost 💔
That's my birthdate and im so sorry for your loss, which i know you must be tired of hearing but i truly am. Stay strong and know that things in life happen for a reason. You are strong enough to get through this. I believe in you and I love you so much :)
*When I die, Don't come to my grave and sit there for hours, Telling me how much you loved and missed me... Because I wanted to hear that when I was alive...Not dead.*
Same here...but, you will believe me if I tell you that I would want to meet every ARMY and give the a tight hug because they believe me about my depression when my mother didn't...So, even if you die I would feel something missing in me cuz you are now in our family who love and support each other till eternity and even if we don't meet it doesn't mean we don't love you 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
jus imagine, your younger self runs to you from behind your back, you see how happy you were and that you were just a kid with dreams, you see yourself running around and playing and your younger self has no idea who you've become now. imagine a conversation with your younger self. all you want to be again is a kid. you dont want any of the pain you carry in the present. you want to dance with your own ghost. ghost of the kid you were once. everything was so simple back then. when did it get complicated? when did we all become broken? when did our smiles disappear? when did our souls get lost? why do we grow :(
Listening to this at 2 am with your ghost filling your side of the bed hurts different. I can feel your touch, your sleepy breath on my neck, and your gentle forehead kisses as I fell asleep... sometimes I feel like I regret loving to hard then I remember what you do to me and how much better my life is with you in it. thank you and I hope you are as happy as you can be where ever it may be... [edit:] if this is annoying please lmk I’ll delete but I don’t mean to rant I’m just literally writing in tears
My dog died on 2nd Feb 2021 and I'm still holding on to her memory so hard. I have no regrets, I loved her the most and I held her till she took her last breath so she would never know a moment alone. But I just can't move on. Everything hurts, I can't even listen to the songs we used to listen together.
I am not depressed but the more I listen to these slowed songs makes me feel like I am depressed...slowed songs just makes you want to listen more and relate while reading the comments
Losing someone is hard and difficult but remember the love that you guys shared hasn't left the atmosphere. Never stop loving them. And if your hurting take some these tips. 1- Control your breathing 2-Think of the good memories 3-Let it all out!!! No matter who you are or what you have done I'm still supporting you!
Hey your fine. I fully understood what you were saying. If anyone says anything rude, their just ignorant people. Your better than that. Always remember that.
Elliott Ernest Hi, thanks for understanding me, it’s.. great and peaceful to have people for understanding you, I’m mean in my city, no one understand me. It’s kind of sad and annoying but it’s okay, I’m okay. But whenever I am with I feel lonely, by the way, I hope you can understand what I am saying, sorry French is kind of difficult so one more languish... I clearly can’t lmao, so. Thank you, I promise I will remember of this sentence. Well have a good night/afternoon/ morning, in my country it’s raining. Look like the weather is supporting me :) (sorry for that BIIIGGGGG text, really sorry)
@@clhaine aw t'as lair trop gentille ne tinquiéte pas tout ira bien si ta besoin de quelque chose tu peux me parler je peux meme te donner mon insta j'aispaire que tu vas mieux tu mérite detre heureuse bonne chance je te soutiens
@@Mika-bo8ed hehe merci toi, oui ça va mieux, j’ai retrouvé quelques personnes pour m’écouter, je suis bien entourée maintenant je pense. mais c’est adorable, merci beaucoup, ça fait du bien hehe. je vais mieux mais toi n’hésite pas si tu te sens pas bien ig : asatsuyuu_
Many people will dedicate this song for their beloved ones . But i dedicate it to my life , its hard to live with dreams and you can't see any path going towards your dreams. I hope God answers my prayers 💕
I know what that means and I think many of us know too... I fell in love with the language but I can't learn it because everyone in my family is making fun of me and it. Also the language is hard it self... new alfabet and new all. And I have no one to help me with it also I am going to high school... And I will have to learn another languge and I won't have time to learn by myself this really hard language... I might have time for it after high school but it is not said...
Some ppl are talking about their lost lovers or friends but it makes me think about how I've slowly fallen apart from my healing state of mind and how i lost that smile of mine 🍂
"When you lose someone that is everything to you. You come to the realization that you just lost a soul that you spent time with, made memories with, loved with. Things irreplaceable. Someone irreplaceable. And yeah, it hurts."
This song was written in the perspective of losing a loved one but I have 3 alternate stories. The first is my past self talking to my current self, after I passed away, most likely after I killed myself because this world was too lonely for me. He(my past) knows the future and that I will die. Lonely and alone. Everyone I loved turned their back on me. And he's so angry at the world for letting me get to that point he is screaming in agony. He is my ghost, the past. He held onto me so tight because I was his future he wanted, but now i'm gone in the clouds, in heaven. How can he love anyone or trust anyone after knowing that they all left me to die like that? And to sleep a little better at night, he tells himself that he will be alright, that he truly sees himself unlike others. He tries to start loving himself more right now. Because that's all he has. Counting the days till fate touches him, he plays our favorite song and enjoys another dance, alone. Scared and alone, but he's all we have to dance with, to hold onto. The only one who will love him. I never got to say goodbye, and he knows he won't be able to too. How can he move on to a future like that, where destiny drags him down a path he fears.... In my mind as sad as this story is, it's beautiful because he might be able to love himself just enough to change fate. If this gets a like, I'll drop part 2 and 3 :)
The second perspective is the present. It's a cry from my current broken self to the old me that was once whole, caring, ambitious, and loving. When I look myself in the mirror, when I look into my own eyes, I cannot find any trace of who I used to be within now. I'm lost without him and no longer myself. Or at least the me that I once loved. To see my self disappear, to feel like I am losing who I once was tears my soul and leaves me to scream at this world. I thought I would always be that person, but I guess some things will leave you no matter how hard you grasp onto them. Maybe to dream that I could stay perfect and love myself was too much, but I did so because I believed that my old self would be someone worthy to go to heaven. Not now though, not anymore... How is it that I am supposed to love myself when I am no longer him? I can't trust someone who doesn't love me, and that is who I am right now. And as I lie awake at night, I lie to myself that he's somewhere in me, just a little harder to find. As I sway to the music and hold my arms out, I dream that when I open my eyes, I will find him once again. A ghost that I long to hold, but a figment of my mind that assures me and helps me sleep at night. You see it's so much harder to accept that I lost him because I never saw it coming. There wasn't an incident where I began to suddenly stopped loving myself. I simply slowly fell out of love. Too much, too late. It hurts too much to try and I can't find myself moving on because I cannot allow myself to love someone so broken and undeserving. Who could love me, when I can't love myself, so I sit here at night in the arms of my ghost, in the empty warmth of his arms, to find comfort until I too become a ghost. In my most trying times, I look to who I once used to be. I'll rather live a lie that helps me sleep than accept that I cannot be loved. Because maybe one day that lie will become the truth. Maybe then will all this pain be worth it.
It's easy to be born a fighter. Hard part is that you gotta keep that going even when you're done inside out. It's not only that a bad relationship breaks your heart but life has many more to offer to knock you done. And I stay up all night just to tell myself I'm alright and everything's gonna be ok. And that emotional pain hurts me physically now.
Castiel: "You changed me, Dean." Dean: "Why does this sound like a goodbye?" Castiel: "Because it is. I love you" Dean: "Don't do this, Cas. Cas..." Castiel: "Goodbye, Dean."
This hits different when you like someone who can't be yours *and you know he/she wi never be yours*, you can't tell him or her your feelings because you don't want to ruin your friendship.
When I listen to this all I can think about is the families who lost there loved one this week in Afghanistan💔 literally makes me so sad . Rip to all the Heros🎗
Thought I'd share because I saw some other people doing the same. When I was 9, I woke up rolled up in my blanket, like a little sausage roll. I was quite baffled as to how tf I managed it but got up and went downstairs. I told mum about it, and my older sister came downstairs telling me that she came home late last night and saw me lying on top of the bedsheets. Tried to tuck me in and I ended up slapping her lol, so she just rolled me up. We all laughed about it. As it was the weekend, my younger siblings and I usually went over to our nanny's house to stay. A farmer was walking his dog through the mountains and came across an odd figure wearing sunglasses, and smiling. Suspended by a rope. That was the last time I saw her. Smiling. I hope you're doing okay now Asaya. The pains gone so you can rest now. I only wish I could have given you one more hug. I love you.
"I gotta move on but it hurts to try" That kinda relationship or friendship where you're both so close and sleep on calls and you don't judge each other in a negative way just jokingly. 📖
I'm scared a lot of ppl will know this song :( and I'm listening to this for 6 months everynight until now it got vibes and everything this song deserves more recognition than anythingggg!!! fight me
this is my favorite song for so many reasons it has so many different meanings to me like I don’t hear this song with my ears it goes straight into my soul if you know what I mean
This comment section just made me cry . Stay strong y'all , Life is full of challenges try hard to win those but if you lose don't let yourself down there's still a hope that you can win the next challenge ❤️
This song hurts me more now than I lost my fiancé. He's in heaven now but it's hurts so bad. The lyrics of this song is exactly what's I do every night since he passed away and damn it I don't know how to be alright without him. And I'm felling so stupid to dance, sing and talk with a ghost everyday
Just wanted to drop in and say I hope you're doing okay. I lost my partner suddenly and with no explanation on the 24th September. It's a pain that's suffocating, and I wish you, kind stranger, weren't having to go through it. I wish I believed in ghosts and an afterlife so I could feel he was still with me in some way. Keep strong
@@tokiarven Hi, I just saw your answer. I am very sorry for the loss of your partner. I hope you are well, kind stranger, the pain you and I and a lot of other people will experience is horrible and it will never go away. In time it will become more bearable, but it will always be there, because we will never forget the person who left us. So if you have to believe in ghosts to feel them still around you, believe that. Only heaven knows where they are now, but the loved one will always be in our hearts. He will always be in mine, even if he is broken everlasting I wish you the best, kind stranger
Holy shit I can totally relate. I fell in love with a girl and for two years was always told by everyone, "your out of her league", or "you can do better" but in reality I can't... I love this girl, what that means is I'm not gonna meet someone and then just get feelings for them; I already have deep feelings. And the worst part is when they control your life by telling you these things so much, that you start to believe them but then about 2 to 3 months after they let go, the people's who told you those things te you,"you know, the reason she didn't feel the same way was because she felt she was more important if a person than you." Now those people try to get me to actually believe that the girl is fucked-up and felt that way about me but in reality, the reason she let go, was because I kept messing up and she just wanted to give up trying to make anything work. I hate the fact that I don't have a girlfriend because people, even my sister, told me that I wasn't good enough for her, and then when I lost all communication and trust with her, they tell me, it's HER fault you didn't get together, if you would just talk to people, you would find someone. I'm over here like, I already did, and anyway, what's there to do with people other than this girl? Barley any girl even gives me a chance and always just falls for other guys and it's a never ending process, but this girl... I wish it would've worked out. I wish I wouldn't have been so stupid. But what I'm saying is, no girl talks to me or hangs out with me. I don't mean anything to other girls. I think someday I'm going to get my revenge on these people.
@@elliott915 oh damn, i am so sorry for you, sorry for that stupid people, that is example why people should not listen to others opinion, everything will be ok, stay strong, Each descent is followed by an ascent ❤
The same pain is killing me too , i have a gf who's from new zealand , but I'm from syria , she's just too far to reach , tho we love eachother to death , I'm praying every night to see her but I'm still concerned if I ever will 😔💔 ...
dear alex, hi, i'm assuming you're reading this on your birthday so happy birthday! i'm not a fortune teller but chances are life is rough right now, when have they not been? if life is going smoothly, yay, the world is finally giving you the treatment you deserve! i'm so glad to have met you, to get as close as we have in the limited time life has given us so far. you've made me realise emotions i forgot i had, encouraged me even if you weren't in the best state. you're so amazing. you are selfless enough to help somebody when they're weak. you do stick with people thick and thin, even if you don't believe you do, but it's natural to hesitate too. you are still alive even if life is tough and it doesn't always work out the way you want. you're independent, maybe not because you want to but nevertheless, you inspire me in that way constantly. you give me so much hope even if its just your presence. theres no particular reason, you just make me hopeful. its hard to describe even with the 171,476 words in the English language I could be using. I know that I can relate to you in so many ways that sometimes, we can just have this nice silence maybe and just sit and enjoy each other being there. well i want you to know that you have accomplished so many things and continue to shoot for the moon because if you don't get there, at least you'll land in the stars with me. no matter how you're spending this day, i wish you only the best and happiest things and that applies beyond this special day. this is the first birthday i get to spend with you whether we call or just you reading this. most importantly, don't let negativity weigh you down today. today is your day and you deserve that, even if you don't think so, and so much more. happy birthday best friend, client of my totally amazing therapy and lovely human, love you :) -me something I wrote for my best friend for their birthday whilst listening to this. sorry for the long comment and also, alex is a she xd
Idk who needs to hear it but it gets better. You’re hurting cause you’re growing. It’s growth. You can’t stay the same so the universe gives u challenges it KNOWS you will survive. You need to look at your problem from a different perspective. Remember life is what you make it. You’re thoughts are your life. If you’re not happy with your life. Change it. I know it’s hard but it’s worth it!
i need this c:
I needed this ;c
❤️
How ? :)
Marsya Munirah wdym?
my mom didn't carry me for 9 months to see me here crying over my life. i'm not showing her my tears and my desire to fall asleep forever. i'm here for her. god help me.
please stay strong. whatever it is that you are going through at the moment, you're strong and you can overcome this. things would get better for you soon, so please keep going
You can't even capitalize the "G" in "god."
Ok and its a common mistake everyone makes mistakes but go off I guess☺😘
i’m proud of you (:
same, i had MAJOR family problems my whole life. i learned how to say “i don’t want to live anymore” to myself at the age of 8.
Playing This at 3am Hits Different
Aaron John BV at 6am after a long shift hits alot more different
And you capitalizing almost every first letter hits different too.
Back it up FBI agent how did u know
@@stefanvalentinivan4019 just played this at 6am hit different 😩
2am right now 😭
My beautiful boyfriend passed away Aug 9th 2020 & this breaks my heart 💔i miss him so much this pain is so unreal. I watched him take his last breathe. Every night I’m truly dancing with his ghost 💔
i’m so sorry🥺💖
That's my birthdate and im so sorry for your loss, which i know you must be tired of hearing but i truly am. Stay strong and know that things in life happen for a reason. You are strong enough to get through this. I believe in you and I love you so much :)
I feel you .. my lover passed two months ago. My heart is with you. Stay strong
@Maja Malinowska that's really insensitive of you to ask.
I am really sorry for your loss. It will get better just let the time pass.
*When I die, Don't come to my grave and sit there for hours, Telling me how much you loved and missed me... Because I wanted to hear that when I was alive...Not dead.*
love you fam:)
When I'm dead I don't want people to know that I died.
Same here...but, you will believe me if I tell you that I would want to meet every ARMY and give the a tight hug because they believe me about my depression when my mother didn't...So, even if you die I would feel something missing in me cuz you are now in our family who love and support each other till eternity and even if we don't meet it doesn't mean we don't love you 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
(T_T) TRUE
Damn this hurt a lot
1:03 your welcome 🥺
Thank you omg
Thanks
Noo thank you
Ah, The Saviour!
ily
The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. -Carroll Bryant
Yeah
I- wow
Double wow👏👏 for you comment
@@archanakeerthy9045 No don't please!!!
@@archanakeerthy9045 don't give up don't loose hope !! Ik its hard, but there are thousands of reason to keep your life going.
This deserves more views. It’s really good ☺️
😭❤️
Damm trueee
This made my depression depressed
Same
Lol!
But it may be true what u said.
Mine too 😪😭😔
maybe there's peace in that too
Same :(
Son: Why always the good people die?
Mother: As you stand in a field, which flowers do you pick?
Son: The beautiful ones...
I would pick the ugliest
@@oops3795 even the ugly one are beautiful but they prefer to hide it. only those who understand their true meaning will love them...
@@shiny6583 beautiful.
Why pick flowers? Beauty is to be admired for its impermanence
Ah thats hurt 💔
Am I the only one who thought I would never get my heart broken.
Same
You are not the only one
Nah put me in 😂😂
same ...u are not the only one..
No... you're not alone...
jus imagine, your younger self runs to you from behind your back, you see how happy you were and that you were just a kid with dreams, you see yourself running around and playing and your younger self has no idea who you've become now. imagine a conversation with your younger self. all you want to be again is a kid. you dont want any of the pain you carry in the present. you want to dance with your own ghost. ghost of the kid you were once. everything was so simple back then. when did it get complicated? when did we all become broken? when did our smiles disappear? when did our souls get lost?
why do we grow :(
Life was beautiful back then ngl :/ but nvm we can't go back in the past so gotta make the present beautiful
This comment is fking underrated
💔
Okay,now wipe my tear!
It hits different bro💔💔
the fact that your reading and liking every comment 🥺🥺 btw this is UNDERATED
I asked her, do you still love me?
But then she said "It's not like before"
Hope everything got better for you...
you okay ?
:(
I’m here for you
Hey man, u deserve better. I promise it'll get better :)
Listening to this at 2 am with your ghost filling your side of the bed hurts different. I can feel your touch, your sleepy breath on my neck, and your gentle forehead kisses as I fell asleep... sometimes I feel like I regret loving to hard then I remember what you do to me and how much better my life is with you in it. thank you and I hope you are as happy as you can be where ever it may be... [edit:] if this is annoying please lmk I’ll delete but I don’t mean to rant I’m just literally writing in tears
I could feel him too!
no darling express it.Im here to listen dw
darling it's okay, don't hold your feelings back.
❤❤❤
sending much love to you🥺💙
I feel like floating at the sky peacfully😌
It's really heartbreaking 💔...
It's my favourite version of this song🥺
Same! 🥺
This is one of the most relatable song ever and it hurts like hell.
Vaa armegona aq tu qartvels vnaxavdi, Hurt like hell sac mousmine
Why do i like this more than the original
Same
Same
Songs just hit different when you’re crying
My dog died on 2nd Feb 2021 and I'm still holding on to her memory so hard. I have no regrets, I loved her the most and I held her till she took her last breath so she would never know a moment alone. But I just can't move on. Everything hurts, I can't even listen to the songs we used to listen together.
My dog of 3 years died yesterday. I am completely broken. I just look around me and everything reminds me of her. Hoe did you cope.
Damn that made me remember my cat that died when i was in fourth grade
Im obsessed, have been for a while. I listen to this on loop.
I am not depressed but the more I listen to these slowed songs makes me feel like I am depressed...slowed songs just makes you want to listen more and relate while reading the comments
Exactly
this is slowed to perfection, thank you youtube for recommending this at the exact perfect time :(
Losing someone is hard and difficult but remember the love that you guys shared hasn't left the atmosphere. Never stop loving them. And if your hurting take some these tips. 1- Control your breathing 2-Think of the good memories 3-Let it all out!!! No matter who you are or what you have done I'm still supporting you!
Tysm dear it means a lot!
Sasha sloan songs >>>>
Honestly her songs helped me a lot through my sad days and they still do. She is a saviour, but she is underrated
I cried. Thank you 😭
this song never fails to make me cry
“I stay up all night, tell myself I’m alright
Baby you’re just harder to see than most” that line. The tears aren’t stopping
me to😢 this hits so hard i can’t stop crying
This hits different when you've lost your first love :)
that types of music makes my heart slowly dying and me still crying for an hour now (sorry I am french)
Hey your fine. I fully understood what you were saying. If anyone says anything rude, their just ignorant people. Your better than that. Always remember that.
Elliott Ernest Hi, thanks for understanding me, it’s.. great and peaceful to have people for understanding you, I’m mean in my city, no one understand me. It’s kind of sad and annoying but it’s okay, I’m okay. But whenever I am with I feel lonely, by the way, I hope you can understand what I am saying, sorry French is kind of difficult so one more languish... I clearly can’t lmao, so. Thank you, I promise I will remember of this sentence. Well have a good night/afternoon/ morning, in my country it’s raining. Look like the weather is supporting me :) (sorry for that BIIIGGGGG text, really sorry)
@@clhaine aw t'as lair trop gentille ne tinquiéte pas tout ira bien si ta besoin de quelque chose tu peux me parler je peux meme te donner mon insta j'aispaire que tu vas mieux tu mérite detre heureuse bonne chance je te soutiens
@@Mika-bo8ed hehe merci toi, oui ça va mieux, j’ai retrouvé quelques personnes pour m’écouter, je suis bien entourée maintenant je pense. mais c’est adorable, merci beaucoup, ça fait du bien hehe. je vais mieux mais toi n’hésite pas si tu te sens pas bien ig : asatsuyuu_
I'm listening to this at 6am when its still dark outside and you can hear the rain pounding. It's a whole vibe.
"I gotta moved on, But its hurts to try" damn..ify🥺💔
Many people will dedicate this song for their beloved ones . But i dedicate it to my life , its hard to live with dreams and you can't see any path going towards your dreams.
I hope God answers my prayers 💕
I know what that means and I think many of us know too... I fell in love with the language but I can't learn it because everyone in my family is making fun of me and it. Also the language is hard it self... new alfabet and new all. And I have no one to help me with it also I am going to high school... And I will have to learn another languge and I won't have time to learn by myself this really hard language... I might have time for it after high school but it is not said...
The dislikes were problaty the ones who weren't dancing with ghosts 😌
Probably*
Maybe because they too, lost their ghost :(
Ghosts to left them😶
@Potato op yea same with me❤️
Dislike button. Is now a ghost
First thunderstorm of the year here, I feel comforted, listening to this now.
So relaxing and I listen to it every single day!! 100%
this reminds me of how much I love her then and now :((
this is truly hits me hard, how I being together with her then :((
I miss her so much rn
Well, i don't know that the original version could be more sad. Well here i am vibing with the sadder version :) ur so talented. God Bless you 💕
This brings back memories that i never had but wished i had😔
I realized that I need to let go of you now I know you’re not coming back anymore
I miss you... always
Felt😔🤚I beg once but i will never beg twice
"I gotta move on but it hurts to try"🥺
Hardest thing in life, letting go of what you thought was real..
This is his favorite song😔
And i still listening to the song 😭💔
This hits different when you fall in love with a fictional character. 💔
I am a fucking weeb, I fall in love with every non existent character bro
Indeed
No don't do this to me
Or when your favorite character dies 😀
yup.
Some ppl are talking about their lost lovers or friends but it makes me think about how I've slowly fallen apart from my healing state of mind and how i lost that smile of mine 🍂
I really love her man😖🤧
I know me too but they always live
Listening to this masterpiece while reading these comments 😌.
Full of nostalgia ✨✨
Me too bro
"When you lose someone that is everything to you. You come to the realization that you just lost a soul that you spent time with, made memories with, loved with. Things irreplaceable. Someone irreplaceable. And yeah, it hurts."
you know that feeling when ur heart is crying..
This song was written in the perspective of losing a loved one but I have 3 alternate stories. The first is my past self talking to my current self, after I passed away, most likely after I killed myself because this world was too lonely for me. He(my past) knows the future and that I will die. Lonely and alone. Everyone I loved turned their back on me. And he's so angry at the world for letting me get to that point he is screaming in agony. He is my ghost, the past. He held onto me so tight because I was his future he wanted, but now i'm gone in the clouds, in heaven. How can he love anyone or trust anyone after knowing that they all left me to die like that? And to sleep a little better at night, he tells himself that he will be alright, that he truly sees himself unlike others. He tries to start loving himself more right now. Because that's all he has. Counting the days till fate touches him, he plays our favorite song and enjoys another dance, alone. Scared and alone, but he's all we have to dance with, to hold onto. The only one who will love him. I never got to say goodbye, and he knows he won't be able to too. How can he move on to a future like that, where destiny drags him down a path he fears....
In my mind as sad as this story is, it's beautiful because he might be able to love himself just enough to change fate. If this gets a like, I'll drop part 2 and 3 :)
The second perspective is the present. It's a cry from my current broken self to the old me that was once whole, caring, ambitious, and loving. When I look myself in the mirror, when I look into my own eyes, I cannot find any trace of who I used to be within now. I'm lost without him and no longer myself. Or at least the me that I once loved. To see my self disappear, to feel like I am losing who I once was tears my soul and leaves me to scream at this world. I thought I would always be that person, but I guess some things will leave you no matter how hard you grasp onto them. Maybe to dream that I could stay perfect and love myself was too much, but I did so because I believed that my old self would be someone worthy to go to heaven. Not now though, not anymore... How is it that I am supposed to love myself when I am no longer him? I can't trust someone who doesn't love me, and that is who I am right now. And as I lie awake at night, I lie to myself that he's somewhere in me, just a little harder to find. As I sway to the music and hold my arms out, I dream that when I open my eyes, I will find him once again. A ghost that I long to hold, but a figment of my mind that assures me and helps me sleep at night. You see it's so much harder to accept that I lost him because I never saw it coming. There wasn't an incident where I began to suddenly stopped loving myself. I simply slowly fell out of love. Too much, too late. It hurts too much to try and I can't find myself moving on because I cannot allow myself to love someone so broken and undeserving. Who could love me, when I can't love myself, so I sit here at night in the arms of my ghost, in the empty warmth of his arms, to find comfort until I too become a ghost.
In my most trying times, I look to who I once used to be. I'll rather live a lie that helps me sleep than accept that I cannot be loved. Because maybe one day that lie will become the truth. Maybe then will all this pain be worth it.
@@michaelkim8954 bro what's the third perspective
Plz 3rd one😭
Plssss wlthe third perspective
Man these lyrics are everything 😭
There will always be that one song that reminds you of the memories you use to have someone 💟and for me this song is too special 💓💓💓
Best song to cry instantly
NOT ME PLAYIMG THIS AND NOT REALIZING TEARS ARE *FLOWING*
Love this! I now listen to this every night to help me sleep! Keep up the good work! 👍
It's easy to be born a fighter. Hard part is that you gotta keep that going even when you're done inside out.
It's not only that a bad relationship breaks your heart but life has many more to offer to knock you done.
And I stay up all night just to tell myself I'm alright and everything's gonna be ok. And that emotional pain hurts me physically now.
Castiel: "You changed me, Dean."
Dean: "Why does this sound like a goodbye?"
Castiel: "Because it is. I love you"
Dean: "Don't do this, Cas. Cas..."
Castiel: "Goodbye, Dean."
Whats that story anyway
@@jeffextremehardy3031 It's a show called 'Supernatural'
Ugh the feels that was so traumatic to watch.
YO A TI CAS😭😭😭
I'm speechless it's awfully touching😯😭✨👏
I stay up all night, tell myself I’m alright
That hits hard when u can relate
Mhmm
Alena Moua lol
yeah it hits hard as hell and i always remember all my heartbreaks when i hear this song🙂🔫
@Citlaly Calvario-Cornejo nope. But yeah. 🌚🌚🌚
@Citlaly Calvario-Cornejo yep. 🌚
this is the perfect song for me rn🥺 thank u for this 💕 its really amazing 🙂💕
4.44am
Raining outside, i am under my blanket
Head phone
High volume
Hits different 💯
This hits different when you like someone who can't be yours *and you know he/she wi never be yours*, you can't tell him or her your feelings because you don't want to ruin your friendship.
i literally came on youtube tonight looking for a song, something lyrically exactly like this. i couldn’t be more pleased
"How do I love
How do I love again
How do I trust
How do I trust again"
Relatable...never thought I would ever relate to this
When I listen to this all I can think about is the families who lost there loved one this week in Afghanistan💔 literally makes me so sad . Rip to all the Heros🎗
Being afghan 🇦🇫 it's so sad 😢
Long live Afghanistan 💓🇦🇫
i know im late but .. this is just masterpiece ❤️
Thought I'd share because I saw some other people doing the same.
When I was 9, I woke up rolled up in my blanket, like a little sausage roll.
I was quite baffled as to how tf I managed it but got up and went downstairs. I told mum about it, and my older sister came downstairs telling me that she came home late last night and saw me lying on top of the bedsheets. Tried to tuck me in and I ended up slapping her lol, so she just rolled me up.
We all laughed about it.
As it was the weekend, my younger siblings and I usually went over to our nanny's house to stay.
A farmer was walking his dog through the mountains and came across an odd figure wearing sunglasses, and smiling. Suspended by a rope.
That was the last time I saw her. Smiling.
I hope you're doing okay now Asaya. The pains gone so you can rest now.
I only wish I could have given you one more hug.
I love you.
She shred my heart into pieces but still each piece love her more and more every day ❤️🩹
This song after a break up just hit different
"I gotta move on but it hurts to try"
That kinda relationship or friendship where you're both so close and sleep on calls and you don't judge each other in a negative way just jokingly. 📖
"I feel kinda bored with the same life everyday."
EXACTLYYYY
Yeah I'm gonna give up I'm sorry
@@epiphany5 what u mean give up? I hope it isnt what i am thinking rn
@@epiphany5 heyy! You good??
Join the club honey.. ☹️
I'm scared a lot of ppl will know this song :( and I'm listening to this for 6 months everynight until now it got vibes and everything this song deserves more recognition than anythingggg!!! fight me
this is my favorite song for so many reasons it has so many different meanings to me like I don’t hear this song with my ears it goes straight into my soul if you know what I mean
This comment section just made me cry . Stay strong y'all , Life is full of challenges try hard to win those but if you lose don't let yourself down there's still a hope that you can win the next challenge ❤️
"How do I love:
"How do I love again:?
This word broke my heart💔😢
It's hard that once u used to see forever with a person is just now a memory and u're dancing with his ghost rn in the back of ur mind💔
slowed songs have 2 moods; IM CRYING. or IM IN LOVE.
what mood ur in.
i love u guys
I stay up all night, tell myself I m alright✨
Can relate this af with the dream broken due to some responsibilies!🙃
This song hurts me more now than I lost my fiancé. He's in heaven now but it's hurts so bad. The lyrics of this song is exactly what's I do every night since he passed away and damn it I don't know how to be alright without him. And I'm felling so stupid to dance, sing and talk with a ghost everyday
Just wanted to drop in and say I hope you're doing okay. I lost my partner suddenly and with no explanation on the 24th September. It's a pain that's suffocating, and I wish you, kind stranger, weren't having to go through it. I wish I believed in ghosts and an afterlife so I could feel he was still with me in some way.
Keep strong
@@tokiarven Hi, I just saw your answer. I am very sorry for the loss of your partner. I hope you are well, kind stranger, the pain you and I and a lot of other people will experience is horrible and it will never go away. In time it will become more bearable, but it will always be there, because we will never forget the person who left us. So if you have to believe in ghosts to feel them still around you, believe that. Only heaven knows where they are now, but the loved one will always be in our hearts. He will always be in mine, even if he is broken everlasting
I wish you the best, kind stranger
I'm in love to a person who doesn't know I exist, and to a person who really doesn't exist.
Idk but for me the slowed version of this song hits the most 💜
I’m in love with this song ❤
Wtf-..this is so good
Hi
When u fall in love w someone who will never love u back 😐💔
Like kpop idols
True man
I miss my mom n’ dad deeply
I like the original, but this.. this is gold. ❤️ Love for you all 🍀
Why does this always hits different 💔🥺
Thanks for this masterpiece 💝🥺
It is better for your heart to remain completely empty than to be filled with the wrong things and temporary delusions🖤🖤
OMG THIS IS HEAVEN-
it sucks to be in love with someone and you’ve never been good enough for them ONCE for a year. i just feel pathetic.
Holy shit I can totally relate. I fell in love with a girl and for two years was always told by everyone, "your out of her league", or "you can do better" but in reality I can't... I love this girl, what that means is I'm not gonna meet someone and then just get feelings for them; I already have deep feelings. And the worst part is when they control your life by telling you these things so much, that you start to believe them but then about 2 to 3 months after they let go, the people's who told you those things te you,"you know, the reason she didn't feel the same way was because she felt she was more important if a person than you." Now those people try to get me to actually believe that the girl is fucked-up and felt that way about me but in reality, the reason she let go, was because I kept messing up and she just wanted to give up trying to make anything work. I hate the fact that I don't have a girlfriend because people, even my sister, told me that I wasn't good enough for her, and then when I lost all communication and trust with her, they tell me, it's HER fault you didn't get together, if you would just talk to people, you would find someone. I'm over here like, I already did, and anyway, what's there to do with people other than this girl? Barley any girl even gives me a chance and always just falls for other guys and it's a never ending process, but this girl... I wish it would've worked out. I wish I wouldn't have been so stupid. But what I'm saying is, no girl talks to me or hangs out with me. I don't mean anything to other girls. I think someday I'm going to get my revenge on these people.
@@elliott915 oh damn, i am so sorry for you, sorry for that stupid people, that is example why people should not listen to others opinion, everything will be ok, stay strong, Each descent is followed by an ascent ❤
This hits different❤️🩹.
This hits different when you're in love with someone who loves you back but can't be together....
The same pain is killing me too , i have a gf who's from new zealand , but I'm from syria , she's just too far to reach , tho we love eachother to death , I'm praying every night to see her but I'm still concerned if I ever will 😔💔 ...
Same🥺
Thx for the beautiful dream never forget this one.
I stay up all night tell myself i'm alright
1. あなたはこれを通り抜けます、これは通過します
@@hadasanueve7704 はい🥺
I start shivering listening to this song
*How do i love again*
*How do i trust again*
Hits hard
i love this version of the song, cant help the tears flowing down my face when i hear it. Hits alot different when u feel the lyrics at 1 am
I made this comment bcz when someone gonna like it i will gonna listen this beautiful music❣️🤌
Crying to sad songs late at night on my lonely terrace wet in tears ~ has now become my new comfortable
You’re Profile picture is so cute 🥺😩 stay strong
@@hannak.4309 yeah army🙂
dear alex,
hi, i'm assuming you're reading this on your birthday so happy birthday! i'm not a fortune teller but chances are life is rough right now, when have they not been?
if life is going smoothly, yay, the world is finally giving you the treatment you deserve!
i'm so glad to have met you, to get as close as we have in the limited time life has given us so far. you've made me realise emotions i forgot i had, encouraged me even if you weren't in the best state. you're so amazing.
you are selfless enough to help somebody when they're weak.
you do stick with people thick and thin, even if you don't believe you do, but it's natural to hesitate too.
you are still alive even if life is tough and it doesn't always work out the way you want.
you're independent, maybe not because you want to but nevertheless, you inspire me in that way constantly.
you give me so much hope even if its just your presence. theres no particular reason, you just make me hopeful. its hard to describe even with the 171,476 words in the English language I could be using.
I know that I can relate to you in so many ways that sometimes, we can just have this nice silence maybe and just sit and enjoy each other being there.
well i want you to know that you have accomplished so many things and continue to shoot for the moon because if you don't get there, at least you'll land in the stars with me.
no matter how you're spending this day, i wish you only the best and happiest things and that applies beyond this special day. this is the first birthday i get to spend with you whether we call or just you reading this.
most importantly, don't let negativity weigh you down today. today is your day and you deserve that, even if you don't think so, and so much more.
happy birthday best friend, client of my totally amazing therapy and lovely human, love you :)
-me
something I wrote for my best friend for their birthday whilst listening to this. sorry for the long comment and also, alex is a she xd
Late night smoking weed remembering you playing this song Hits hard🖤