Songs like this makes me imagine me jumping off a tall building at night were all the lights shine in slo motion with no chance in surviving with my loved one holding each other close
This song makes me feel absolutely hopeless. There’s no good left in the world I’m even beginning to hate the people closest to me. I want to be forever alone. I don’t want to be here. I hate going to bed knowing I’ll wake up the next day perfectly fine. I can’t take anymore. I keep hearing and seeing things it’s driving me insane. I’ve tried telling people how I feel but no one cares. I just want to go back in time. A time I can’t even remember. When life was so much simpler. I didn’t cry everyday. I didn’t have such a strong urge to harm myself. I didn’t have to worry so much. Now everything is different. I’m such an awful person I just want to leave the world and never return.
hey listen here, i don’t know who you are but i love you so so much, and i mean it. you deserve love and you deserve happiness and don’t let anyone tell you different. you might get this a lot but i mean it with all my heart. please say strong, you’ve gone so far already and you can keep going. if you ever feel lonely or scared ill be here for you, my insta is x.rosee3.x and no one should ever have to feel alone, so i’m here for you
this song is traumatizing. I feel so distorted, like I wasnt meant to be here, sorry if anyone has to read this bs. This song makes me feel safe at the same time. I want it to end but I know Im not messed up and I hate everything. Again Im sorry please forgive me. edit: sorry for being so edgy lmao
You are amazing, don't forget that you have a purpose here. Never think that you aren't important. You can always tell someone about it either online or in reality
you were put here for a reason, your life has value and you need to protect it. I don’t know you in person but I know for a fact you’ll make it through whatever may be going on in your life. You’re stronger than you think 💗💗
no need to say sorry love, everyone needs to let out somethings sometimes, dont think that you arent important because you are, and i love you stranger
guys the lyrics are clearly showing that from the “narrator’s” perspective Michelle is a tease, listen to the lyrics: “you know just how to be cruel when you shake your hips that way, paint your lips that way, Michelle, Michelle you are a monster from hell” please tell me you guys get it, michelle is basically a baddie not a horrible person 😭
Lyrics: Walk in the room Take off your coat You look so nice I've been so cold You wanna be my special one I cannot breathe Please just go home Michelle Michelle You are a monster from Hell Michelle Michelle You are a monster from Hell You know just how to be cruel When you shake your hips that way Paint your lips that way Michelle Michelle You are a monster from Hell Michelle Michelle Walk in the room Watching you smoke I'm such a fool Take off your coat You know just how to be cruel When you shake your hips that way I don't care what you say Michelle Michelle You are a monster from Hell Michelle Michelle You are a monster from...
This song makes me want to sit by the dead body of my future lover who cheated on my. I’m holding the knife and I’m trembling as the house behind us that we bought is burning to the ground. It’s pouring outside. This song is BLASTING. Absolute vibes😌
Is Michelle the depressed version of Heather? Like that type of vibe. What if Michelle is going through her lowest while she's watching Heather get all the attention. Michelle can't help but be a cold person to the point where people call her a monster. When it's bcuz she's so done with her life. She's turning into a monster without realizing. then she's being a total jerk cuz of her problems. That's why they tell her "you are a monster from hell!" btw my name is Michelle 🐌 (this comment is joke btw dont take it seriously for the actual purpose of this song)
i know how it feels, i still miss my sweet girl to this day. i’ll never forget her and i still love her like she never left. i hope our dogs meet in doggie paradise🤧
Michelle: *why should i apologise for being a monster when no one apologised for making me one?* edit: why did I comment that-💀 sis watched too much kdrama-
This song makes me crave a day all by myself, a day where I’m alone in the world, with no traffic no sounds just me, alone with my thoughts. With no one to judge me, or try to hold meaningless conversations. No interruptions, just me.
When it started glitching, I tried to stop it by pausing then skipping 10 seconds, then going back 10 seconds.... Long story short, I thought that too lol😅
this the type of song you would cry on your knees to while rain pours on you, but you wouldn't care who sees you because all you feel is excruciating pain i have no idea where this came from
Vent: This reminds me of my bestfriend that I stupidly lost. I only had met him at a dumb summer camp, but we became best friends. he was the one I relied on, the one I trusted. But many months later I couldn't handle the affection he gave towards me. So, I stupidly made up a lie and left. I am michelle, I am a monster. If you're reading this, I love you. I am so sorry. Don't forgive me, you can hate me for the rest of your life. I deserve it. But please, please just know i love you, I always will, always have. Edit: Thank you guys so much for the support. I will reach out to him now that i know its the right thing to do. :)
I think he would be happy when you try to contact him I mean when I was the person I would try to find you and I just be happy when I find you so please try to find that person
Literally me. I'm wearing an oversized pastel sweatshirt, just got done watching some episodes of Steven Universe before coming here to this video (I'm aware it's not exactly a kid show, it just has that sort of vibe with the animation style and all that fun stuff), and my bed is covered with stuffies. But that's just my outward appearance for others to see. I'm really a mess. Depressed and anxious and broken. And the music I listen to shows that
Everyone, Michelle isn’t talking about how miserable she is. The singer is a girl who had fallen in love with Michelle, can’t get her out of her mind just like a curse, the way she does everything is so endearing to the girl and the girl feels ashamed of her feelings, “I’m such a fool”.
to me, michelle is about a closeted girl who has a crush on michelle but she denies her feelings. She laments how beautiful michelle is but also can't help but fall for her at the same time as her hear aches. i love how this song makes me fell so hopeless but also comforted that someone feels the way i do. idk this might just be me because i'm struggling with my sexuality tho hahahaa.
i don’t know who i am anymore i pretended to be so many people and forced myself to take on so many traits i don’t fucking know who i am anymore and i don’t know how to fix it, i have too many personalities i don’t know which one is real and i have no one to talk about it with, i was living in a false reality i thought everyone loved me i thought i was pretty i thought my friends cared i thought my mom was a good person but now i see the truth
this song reminds of when i got raped 2 years ago by my ex bf . He was such a monster and hated him bv of his toxic personality and abusive behavior . I can still remember that day . I will always will and also hate him for what he did
My interpretation of this song: The person singing is in love with Michele, I think it’s a wlw song and the person singing is Christian and thinks that liking girls is something sent from hell to test her
Okay I know everyone is going “oh UwU I’m Michelle 🥺” but I really feel like Michelle but I’m not in love or some stupid shit. I feel like this with my best friend, she’s so sweet and kind to me. I feel like I’m so shitty to her, not to mention we’ve gotten into arguments recently and she stopped talking to me kinda. I don’t really have anyone to vent to sense my mom kinda hates me, so all of this might not make sense. I don’t feel like I’m the monster to anyone though. I don’t feel like I should have that big of a impact on people. I just feel like I fuck up my own life. I feel like the fact I’m still alive, that i somehow survived this long is a monster from hell. No I’m not suicidal but I more so wish I wasn’t born at all? It’s weird. She was the only friend I really had. Now she’s gone, and I’m isolated in my room all day fighting with transphobes online, it’s stupid lmao. Edit: we kinda made up a week ago, long story short she said she basically doesn’t want to talk to me but it’s not like a miscommunication, I understand why she doesn’t wanna talk and she knows everything I was thinking. There isn’t much more that could happen but I’m glad she doesn’t necessarily hate me.
this song reminds me of “as the world caves in” for some odd reason. (edit: WOOOAAHHH THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE LIKES AND REPLIES IVE NEVER GOT THIS MUCH AAHHH
This remix sounds like Michelle is remembering being told this and the one who told her this has left her now and she's upset and thinking back to when they told her they didn't love her anymore and trying to figure out where it all went wrong
Walk in the room, take off your coat You look so nice, I've been so cold You wanna be my special one I cannot breathe, please just go home [Chorus] Michelle, Michelle You are a monster from hell Michelle, Michelle You are a monster from hell [Pre-Chorus] You know just how to be cruel When you shake your hips that way Paint your lips that way [Chorus] Michelle, Michelle You are a monster from hell Michelle, Michelle You are a monster from hell [Verse 2] Walk in the room, watching you smoke I’m such a fool, take off your coat [Pre-Chorus] You know just how to be cruel When you shake your hips that way I don't care what you say [Chorus] Michelle, Michelle You are a monster from hell Michelle, Michelle You are a monster from hell
All the name songs, they seem...connected What if Delilahs real name isnt Delilah? What if Delilah is Heather and she moved away after all the drama that happened and changed her identity?...What if the letter were sent from the boy from the song Heather... And he's the only one who knows about her? And she had to then move away after the letters overwhelmed her and changed her name to Michelle?... But since everything that happened before she became mean? Like in Heather theres a line saying ' But shes such an angel ' And in Michelle there's a line saying ' you are a monster from hell ' But hey thats just a theory, a music theory
I feel like Heather should be Michelle's arch-nemesis instead. They're like polar opposites and Michelle is hated on while Heather is appreciated and loved. Ophelia is a friend of Heather's but tries to always help and understand Michelle.
Im back on this abandoned account of mine looking through playlists and found this gem. It looks i was really struggling back then. Im so much better now, physically and mentally. And to anyone still suffering out there, you can push through it. Everything will be okay in the end.
i feel like michelle to me is my own self-conscience. "we are our own worst enemy" meaning I'm michelle, I'm the monster. it's scary knowing how much self-hatred you can bring upon urself and how much it affects you. and having to deal with it constantly every day, that's even more terrifying
This song makes me feel so unsafe but also so loved and looked after at the same time, i hate it here, take me away please, I'm beginning you just kill me
I’ve been there I know how it feels, it’s hard to claw your way back up once you fallen so far but I know you’re strong. I believe in you I’m sure you’ll get through whatever may be happening 💗💗
Pov: You are laying in your bed at 3am staring at the ceiling, listening to this with tears rolling down your cheeks, feeling completely empty. But it's not a pov :/ Dear stranger, it's okay, I promise everything is going to be alright. Please don't give up, I love you! ❤️
As she’s screams this to Michelle, Michelle’s face is filled with tears. As they run different directions, Michelle runs away and never comes back as for the other girl, she is full of regret
Especially the lyric “you are the monster from hell” because my brother called me a monster and a demon and my mom called me crazy. I don’t know why. I guess I still have something to figure out
For some reason the chorus reminds me of her. The story this song feels so painful and like someone who went through what I went though. The manipulation, the abuse, and yet my Michelle still roams free, not knowing how she hurt me. They are a monster from hell, but they’ll never know that because they think they’re always in the right. Of course, they could never be wrong, they were older, smarter, and more popular than me. I should be grateful that she wanted to talk to me. But, here we are...
honestly michelle is an angel from hell. She's cold, distant maybe even a little heartless but she's perfect in an every human like way. She makes me feel alive, makes me feel every single emotion, makes me feel human. so yes and angel but from the wrong place
POV: you sing at a bar with your husband, and you found him cheating with the bartender Michelle. You continue to let it happen, happily obliging to his fake affections to you. So, you come up with a plan. The bar is packed, filled with people and the tension is heavy. Your best friend on the guitar receives the signal to start, and she does. The instruments start up, and the bar is filled with a certain hatred in your voice you never knew you had. all the while, you're looking right into michelle's guilty eyes. After the song is finished, you pack up your instruments with your best friend, and give your wedding ring to Michelle with a chilling glare. You and your bff flee the small town to a big city, where you climb to the top of the ranks and become a very well known singer. A fee years later, you see Michelle at your concert, sobbing, and holding a baby. All alone. It was like you were back in the bar all those years ago. And so, you sang your heart out to the song again, never looking away from Michelle.
@@catalinaalberto8695 what? you literally didn't speak for just two days, don't worry!! she shouldn't take it that personally, everyone needs time to themselves.
Me too my friend said she had lots of haters and I said “it’s just their opinion” did I really hurt her...? Her reply “ may be I shouldn’t be your friend..” guys tell me if I didn’t anything wrong to her.. 😔 I should keep track what I’m saying.. but... I miss her so much every since she hung her self,it’s been 1 year what did I do?..
i wish i could just stand on the top of a tall building looking over a beautiful city while this plays on speaker as i dance with eyes closed under the stars and i slowly move closer to the edge and fall along with the raindrops and end my journey down with an intoxicating experience that would leave me with a smile as i fall
i’m michele. i’m the monster that needs to go to hell. i cant do this anymore. god wtf is wrong with me. i lie about everything and i don’t feel anything. i’m a psychopath who lies for a little bit of attention. i don’t deserve to be on this earth anymore. what’s my place when all i do is just bring pain to people i shouldn’t get a second chance i should just leave. edit: i’m trying to reply to all the comments telling everyone i’m alive
You are not a monster, you are a beautiful, perfect, human being. theres nothing wrong with you and you are not a psycopath sometimes life gets the better of us and thats okay. you are loved and worthy and eveyone deserves a second chance
the fact I heard this song in a video earlier today and then was like I'm gonna search it up later,, then it popped up in my recommendations twice~ I m s c a r e d
hello to my fellow depressed emotionless bitches that can’t tell if this song makes them hurt inside or feel calm and safe. hope y’all get some rest cause ik it’s late. sleep well kings and queens
honestly for me summer is ending, during this summer/quarantine iv become more reckless and non-caring about what anyone says. Before school i kept a mask on and acted not like who i wanted to be. I wanted to be out there taking risks, having an attitude, but now that school is starting im starting to put back this mask. But instead its broken, its changed just like me over this quarantine. I'm afraid what my classmates will think of me after this but for now im hiding it well. this very song expresses the very fear of who ill become next
this song makes me think of the times my mom hated me when all the pain started i was just in 4th grade when i thought about harming myself, in 6th grade it wasnt her that made me want to harm myself it was my dad instead. ever since then its almost like they forgot, they show so much love to me its almost like theyre trying to make me forget about it all and its been working i hate them all so much but at the same time i love them thats the only reason im still here the fact of them hating me all over again terrifies me
i started internally crying listening to this. I felt as if im the monster that hurt so many people , while listening to this song , my heart started to ache . I felt as if i dont deserve this life and that im the reason why so many people are broken
This song makes me feel like Michelle has had so many things in her life to the point shes not herself anymore. As she wants revenge to everyone calling her a monster, she goes to the schook where her bullies are when everyone is in class. She grabs a jug of gasoline and spills it around the school when no one is in the hallways. She goes up the stairs on the beat and lights a match, and she throws it down the stairs smirking while fire spreads around her.
idk this song kinda makes me feel safe but at the same time it makes me think that theres no more good in the world
this is the perfect way to describe it
@@fiorrri Yesss
Remember: you can be that good in the world you think is missing.
same
@@lolnobodycares7765 that's a lovely way to think of it :) 💓
HEATHER : SHE'S SUCH AN ANGEL
MICHELLE: YOU ARE A MONSTER FROM HELL..
HEATHER IS SO PERFECT PEOPLE FORGOT ABOUT MICHELLE...
All the songs that are called by a name just make sense
there is also song called "carmen" by lana del rey that also kinda suits this jbsdfhd
@@rl381 whos Olivia? Sophia? Ophelia?
@@yourfavoriterobinithink7103 sophia by clairo,ophelia by the Lumineers, and olivia by one direction
@@taimariemoore8369 ty :)
Songs like this makes me imagine me jumping off a tall building at night were all the lights shine in slo motion with no chance in surviving with my loved one holding each other close
i love you, please be safe angel
vro
honestly same😃💍
aya was t
my life story
When it got to the glitchy part i was like “ HOLY SH*T WHAT I DO?!??!”
I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST MY PHONE LMFAOAOA
ME TOO HAHAHA 🤣
I thought it was my quality and and I was like "why tf is my quality so bad?" 😭💀💀
@@lauralol2742 SAME
xd
2:50 I needed this, is the part when I feel like everything goes out.
Thanks
I've been looking for this part
Is anyone else so scared of dying but also don’t wanna be here anymore
Allison Taylor you are wanted, you are needed, don’t commit, people love you 🥰❤️
YES
Yes. Like. Yes. Please. Yes
Me 😺 I'm scared of dying. And suicide is apparently haram (forbidden) in my religion so I can't leave this awful world, unfortunately
Run away. Start over. What stopping you?
This song makes me feel absolutely hopeless. There’s no good left in the world I’m even beginning to hate the people closest to me. I want to be forever alone. I don’t want to be here. I hate going to bed knowing I’ll wake up the next day perfectly fine. I can’t take anymore. I keep hearing and seeing things it’s driving me insane. I’ve tried telling people how I feel but no one cares. I just want to go back in time. A time I can’t even remember. When life was so much simpler. I didn’t cry everyday. I didn’t have such a strong urge to harm myself. I didn’t have to worry so much. Now everything is different. I’m such an awful person I just want to leave the world and never return.
hey I know how it feels:( don’t worry things get better okay 🥺
I’m tired of waking up to doing the same thing over and over but trust me things will end don’t go yet :)
*taylah* tysm I needed that 💖💖
Midari Ikishima no problem! i hope you have a great day/night 💞
hey listen here, i don’t know who you are but i love you so so much, and i mean it. you deserve love and you deserve happiness and don’t let anyone tell you different. you might get this a lot but i mean it with all my heart. please say strong, you’ve gone so far already and you can keep going. if you ever feel lonely or scared ill be here for you, my insta is x.rosee3.x
and no one should ever have to feel alone, so i’m here for you
"i just want to be a depressed lesbian, leave me alone"
-Me to my friend about 3 minutes ago
Your the monster then
@@lava_hd5670
🖐️😳
Please I'm already a depressed lesbian and it's not fun fskbfsjjrw music is the only way I cope🙄🤧✋💃
@@love0victoria yeah 🤝 💔
wait from this you-
you w a n t to be depressed?- cuz that’s what it says there
2:51 you were looking for this ✨
Thanks kokichi :)
nope, but thx!
ty kokichi ouma btw ur my kinnie 😀👍
Hits harder when you here the whole song
dont mind me just putting a time stamp for myself
2:52
THANK U JDHXU
THANK YOU 2+
Thanks 👍😊
Thank you you made Mr. Slug is happy 🐌👍
this song is traumatizing. I feel so distorted, like I wasnt meant to be here, sorry if anyone has to read this bs. This song makes me feel safe at the same time. I want it to end but I know Im not messed up and I hate everything. Again Im sorry please forgive me.
edit: sorry for being so edgy lmao
you dont have to say sorry love 🥺
Please don’t apologize, it’s okay 💕
You are amazing, don't forget that you have a purpose here. Never think that you aren't important. You can always tell someone about it either online or in reality
you were put here for a reason, your life has value and you need to protect it. I don’t know you in person but I know for a fact you’ll make it through whatever may be going on in your life. You’re stronger than you think 💗💗
no need to say sorry love, everyone needs to let out somethings sometimes, dont think that you arent important because you are, and i love you stranger
I love the part she takes the cigarette out of the pack.
Time stamp?
Complete sidenote, but I like your profile picture
@@taliajung1553 omg thank you so much haha
@@noorhamad6881 if you find out the time stamp could you let me know
@@deanbluntfan17 ill try 😕
guys the lyrics are clearly showing that from the “narrator’s” perspective Michelle is a tease, listen to the lyrics:
“you know just how to be cruel when you shake your hips that way, paint your lips that way, Michelle, Michelle you are a monster from hell”
please tell me you guys get it, michelle is basically a baddie not a horrible person 😭
Lyrics:
Walk in the room
Take off your coat
You look so nice
I've been so cold
You wanna be my special one
I cannot breathe
Please just go home
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
Paint your lips that way
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
Michelle
Michelle
Walk in the room
Watching you smoke
I'm such a fool
Take off your coat
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
I don't care what you say
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from...
Thx
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2:51
this makes me wanna jump off a balcony and the raindrops where falling down slowly along with me
i cry
This song makes me want to sit by the dead body of my future lover who cheated on my. I’m holding the knife and I’m trembling as the house behind us that we bought is burning to the ground. It’s pouring outside. This song is BLASTING. Absolute vibes😌
@@antoinette7287 oh- your the michelle sis
@@antoinette7287 yes me too
@@antoinette7287 I- ehmmm better keep away from you...
Is Michelle the depressed version of Heather? Like that type of vibe. What if Michelle is going through her lowest while she's watching Heather get all the attention. Michelle can't help but be a cold person to the point where people call her a monster. When it's bcuz she's so done with her life. She's turning into a monster without realizing. then she's being a total jerk cuz of her problems. That's why they tell her "you are a monster from hell!"
btw my name is Michelle 🐌
(this comment is joke btw dont take it seriously for the actual purpose of this song)
kookay i guess im michelle. My best friend is heather, she will always be better than me in every damn way.
@@nataliezachariadou1099 same bro, same.
My name is Michelle too and you literally just described me lmao
Im michelle
*sighs and grabs pen*
*almost the entire comment section is deep paragraph stuff*
Me: *stares into space knowing my dog is gonna be put down soon*
i know how it feels, i still miss my sweet girl to this day. i’ll never forget her and i still love her like she never left. i hope our dogs meet in doggie paradise🤧
I’m sorry 😢😭🥺
Oh no I'm so sorry just know that it's going to a much better place :( stay strong ❤❤
aw im so sorry 🥺
im so sorry.... but remember it’s gonna be in a better place and you’ll see it again one day.
Michelle: *why should i apologise for being a monster when no one apologised for making me one?*
edit: why did I comment that-💀 sis watched too much kdrama-
Damn Shrek THATS deep 😔✊
me to my bullies: *why should i apologize for being ugly when my mother didn't apologize for making me ugly?*
@@olivia4345 ikr😔
@@mdotlizzy omg-
@AISLAN CLINCH PURRRRR
Heather: she's such an angel and everyone wants to be her
Michelle: you are a monster from hell
uhmm... ☹
Heather and Michelle are secretly bestfriends
:(
they are girlfriends
I don’t get it where is this from
@@dr.buttfuccjr2743 song named heather&song named michelle
i feel like smoking while listening to this. i cant even smoke
Central Intelligence Agency Offical lol ok
I'll smoke for u
@@АлександринаПавлова-щ7ш thats greatly appreciated
@Central Intelligence Agency Offical why are you so kind and aggressive
**laughs in asthma**
MIIICHEELLLLEEEEE
MICHELLEEEEEE
What
(hEy)
MICHELLE CONNOR 😹
(Michelle)~
This song makes me crave a day all by myself, a day where I’m alone in the world, with no traffic no sounds just me, alone with my thoughts. With no one to judge me, or try to hold meaningless conversations. No interruptions, just me.
this song rlly hits different when you're alone in the dark in your room, just crying-
me literally right now 😃
Noone-
Litterly noone-
Me - is that sopposed to glitch like that or is it just my phone?
When it started glitching, I tried to stop it by pausing then skipping 10 seconds, then going back 10 seconds.... Long story short, I thought that too lol😅
*Supposed
No one is two words
*Literally
@@gxrecxre this isn’t a spelling bee no offense.
@@54MMY99 sorry! I didn't wanna be rude I'm just kinda picky 😂
Lol same
This deserves so many more views
this the type of song you would cry on your knees to while rain pours on you, but you wouldn't care who sees you because all you feel is excruciating pain
i have no idea where this came from
r u ok
Syon Lee is anyone
hottie topic honestly facts
@@syonlee8514 no hard questions please (´･_･`)
woah dude wanna talk about it
This song honestly makes me numb in a way I dont think of anything. I just sit in silence staring at the wall.
Songs like this really attract me
literally though
maam u okay
Who else feels use to being alone and craves company but when you get company you feel uncomfortable and want them to go away
2:59
I literally have goosebumps every time I come to this part, it really sounds like they’re in bad pain.
i feel like i'm michelle, i'm a monster.
edit: thank you so much for all the cute comments, I wasn't expecting this
you’re not
thank you, i needed to read this
@Tendou Satorihe's the best monster lmao (and thanks
NO YOUR NOT ❤️❤️❤️ YOUR HISOKA PFP IS SO CANNON SWEETIE
@@mar2202 thank yoou
The only dislike is from Michelle
Edit: I wrote that comment when there was only one dislike, okay- StOpPpPpPpP
AudreyAnne i might not be the michelle this song is about, but this video definitely got my thumbs up 😎
and her 5 accounts
@@batmannooo 6*
the dislikes are girls named michelle
kreisslovebot yeah sorry when I wrote that comment there was only 1 dislike
Vent:
This reminds me of my bestfriend that I stupidly lost. I only had met him at a dumb summer camp, but we became best friends. he was the one I relied on, the one I trusted. But many months later I couldn't handle the affection he gave towards me. So, I stupidly made up a lie and left. I am michelle, I am a monster. If you're reading this, I love you. I am so sorry. Don't forgive me, you can hate me for the rest of your life. I deserve it. But please, please just know i love you, I always will, always have.
Edit: Thank you guys so much for the support. I will reach out to him now that i know its the right thing to do. :)
I think he would be happy when you try to contact him I mean when I was the person I would try to find you and I just be happy when I find you so please try to find that person
Reach out to him! Tell him! However his reaction may be, life is too short
you should reach out to him
hey, how are you? (i love so much your pfp)
@@lilylz aw thank you, I'm doing better. I dont think he got my message, but it feels good to know that I tried :)
0:44 I really thought my screen started glitching lmao
Put it in 144p for better experience
me: wears bright colored clothes, watches kiddie shows, has stuffed animals.
the music I listen to:
Same ngl
We good bru
@@gazclyne3323 yess
Literally me. I'm wearing an oversized pastel sweatshirt, just got done watching some episodes of Steven Universe before coming here to this video (I'm aware it's not exactly a kid show, it just has that sort of vibe with the animation style and all that fun stuff), and my bed is covered with stuffies. But that's just my outward appearance for others to see. I'm really a mess. Depressed and anxious and broken. And the music I listen to shows that
@@noelle4159 plz same literally me but with gravity falls, adventure time and regular show
Everyone, Michelle isn’t talking about how miserable she is. The singer is a girl who had fallen in love with Michelle, can’t get her out of her mind just like a curse, the way she does everything is so endearing to the girl and the girl feels ashamed of her feelings, “I’m such a fool”.
FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT
to me, michelle is about a closeted girl who has a crush on michelle but she denies her feelings. She laments how beautiful michelle is but also can't help but fall for her at the same time as her hear aches. i love how this song makes me fell so hopeless but also comforted that someone feels the way i do. idk this might just be me because i'm struggling with my sexuality tho hahahaa.
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I totally agree
i don’t know who i am anymore i pretended to be so many people and forced myself to take on so many traits i don’t fucking know who i am anymore and i don’t know how to fix it, i have too many personalities i don’t know which one is real and i have no one to talk about it with, i was living in a false reality i thought everyone loved me i thought i was pretty i thought my friends cared i thought my mom was a good person but now i see the truth
i honestly thought i was the only one who felt this way
i kept switching personalities to any person who i talk to so when someone tells me "describe yourself" i dont know, i really dont know.
Oh
Same. I can't tell whether the traits I show stem from myself or ones I just took on to please others.
If you need to talk heres my insta @vikylovessamsung__
this song reminds of when i got raped 2 years ago by my ex bf . He was such a monster and hated him bv of his toxic personality and abusive behavior . I can still remember that day . I will always will and also hate him for what he did
im really sorry that happened to you, but i hope your doing well. 💞
You are so strong. I had something similar happen to me and it really fucks with you. Hope everything id okay now
you are so strong 💘
im really sorry you experienced that, you’re a strong queen 💖💖💖
im so sorry for what happen to you, hope everythings better now xx💕
absolutely adore this version 🥹 thank you for making this
My interpretation of this song:
The person singing is in love with Michele, I think it’s a wlw song and the person singing is Christian and thinks that liking girls is something sent from hell to test her
Okay I know everyone is going “oh UwU I’m Michelle 🥺” but I really feel like Michelle but I’m not in love or some stupid shit. I feel like this with my best friend, she’s so sweet and kind to me. I feel like I’m so shitty to her, not to mention we’ve gotten into arguments recently and she stopped talking to me kinda. I don’t really have anyone to vent to sense my mom kinda hates me, so all of this might not make sense. I don’t feel like I’m the monster to anyone though. I don’t feel like I should have that big of a impact on people. I just feel like I fuck up my own life. I feel like the fact I’m still alive, that i somehow survived this long is a monster from hell. No I’m not suicidal but I more so wish I wasn’t born at all? It’s weird. She was the only friend I really had. Now she’s gone, and I’m isolated in my room all day fighting with transphobes online, it’s stupid lmao.
Edit: we kinda made up a week ago, long story short she said she basically doesn’t want to talk to me but it’s not like a miscommunication, I understand why she doesn’t wanna talk and she knows everything I was thinking. There isn’t much more that could happen but I’m glad she doesn’t necessarily hate me.
ok i know this comment is so serious but i couldn’t help but laugh at your pfp and user- but im so sorry
skeet yeet sophia lmao it’s fine
You can ignore this if you want but if you ever want someone to talk to or just rant to so you dont feel so alone my ig is 210284_.9 🥺
i know exactly how you feel i just keep fucking up my life and i dont know what to do lmao youre not alone
this happened to me too.. i rlly wanna be friends with her again..
this song reminds me of “as the world caves in” for some odd reason.
(edit: WOOOAAHHH THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE LIKES AND REPLIES IVE NEVER GOT THIS MUCH AAHHH
claire xx both have really deep lyrics
The fact that I was listening to that right before this
not me liking my own comment
@@laken4436 i- same
Weebs to be watching anime to escape reality
My middle name is Michelle... it doesn’t have anything to do with this, but I felt special for a moment
Alina Yanuaria that’s how i felt too!! :ᴅ
same
Mine was after Michelle Obama so yea..
me too
awww dude. I remember when this only had like a few thousand views. Great job
This song is so comforting, but so cold
It feels like being backstabbed
idk y but it just does-
This remix sounds like Michelle is remembering being told this and the one who told her this has left her now and she's upset and thinking back to when they told her they didn't love her anymore and trying to figure out where it all went wrong
I relate to this song on a ✨personal level✨
Is it just me or evey pfp in the comments has anime
Because anime watchers are elite
And I love you’re pfp of killua ☺️
yes
absolutelly right
Now that you mention it I see it
this song makes me feel like i'll always have someone to comfort me, wether it be a friend, a parent, a stuffed animal or even the moon.
I never thought this song would become some relatable for me. Fml.
I feel you.
2:56 yw
Thanks lmao
thanks
thanks ♡
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THANK YOU
this is so underrated wtf this is amazing
this song reminds me of "life is strange" 🥺
i love life is strange omg
The best game 🥺
this is a rlly good song to play when you feel like a loner
This song is so addicting and relatable. I sometimes even wonder why I am alive in this cruel world..and I sometimes even want to do it.
The only thing missing is a 1 hour version
Walk in the room, take off your coat
You look so nice, I've been so cold
You wanna be my special one
I cannot breathe, please just go home
[Chorus]
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
[Pre-Chorus]
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
Paint your lips that way
[Chorus]
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
[Verse 2]
Walk in the room, watching you smoke
I’m such a fool, take off your coat
[Pre-Chorus]
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
I don't care what you say
[Chorus]
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Doing God’s work, huh?
thank u !
feel like my mom is singing this to me
and that’s on being called a “terrible person.” I now question how she really feels about me a lot. 😎
my moms def michelle
I'm sorry ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)
Put static on the song then it can go on the Fallout diamond city radio 😃
When you have a schizophrenic mom so this comment hits different 😔
This song is the reason why my playlist only has one song and its this masterpeace ♡︎
This song makes me wanna cry but in a good way
I want a michelle to break my heart so I can listen to this while crying even more than now
this song just makes me feel scared to love honestly. ive never been through heartbreak but this song makes me feel like ive going through one.
All the name songs, they seem...connected
What if Delilahs real name isnt Delilah? What if Delilah is Heather and she moved away after all the drama that happened and changed her identity?...What if the letter were sent from the boy from the song Heather... And he's the only one who knows about her? And she had to then move away after the letters overwhelmed her and changed her name to Michelle?... But since everything that happened before she became mean? Like in Heather theres a line saying ' But shes such an angel ' And in Michelle there's a line saying ' you are a monster from hell '
But hey thats just a theory, a music theory
I love this-
she then loved one boy who didn't knew her as 'Michelle' so she told him her name was 'ophelia' and you would know what happened😉
I feel like Heather should be Michelle's arch-nemesis instead. They're like polar opposites and Michelle is hated on while Heather is appreciated and loved. Ophelia is a friend of Heather's but tries to always help and understand Michelle.
@Hopen't twin? 😀
*But hey that's just a theory, a music theory*
Im back on this abandoned account of mine looking through playlists and found this gem. It looks i was really struggling back then. Im so much better now, physically and mentally. And to anyone still suffering out there, you can push through it. Everything will be okay in the end.
Hi all people with depression or other issues rn! Wanted to remind you that you are loved and appreciated, there will be better times! Ly
i feel like michelle to me is my own self-conscience. "we are our own worst enemy" meaning I'm michelle, I'm the monster. it's scary knowing how much self-hatred you can bring upon urself and how much it affects you. and having to deal with it constantly every day, that's even more terrifying
This song makes me feel so unsafe but also so loved and looked after at the same time, i hate it here, take me away please, I'm beginning you just kill me
I’ve been there I know how it feels, it’s hard to claw your way back up once you fallen so far but I know you’re strong. I believe in you I’m sure you’ll get through whatever may be happening 💗💗
your icon👀👀
this song is my absolute favorite i love it so much
the comfort from this song is so satisfying
Pov: You are laying in your bed at 3am staring at the ceiling, listening to this with tears rolling down your cheeks, feeling completely empty. But it's not a pov :/
Dear stranger,
it's okay, I promise everything is going to be alright. Please don't give up, I love you! ❤️
It is 3 am and you described me :)
this is so scary bc it’s exactly what i’m doing rn 😭
I just lost a friend listening to this. I don't think I'm ever going to listen to this without thinking of him...
As she’s screams this to Michelle, Michelle’s face is filled with tears. As they run different directions, Michelle runs away and never comes back as for the other girl, she is full of regret
i listened to that at the end of september - ends of october and u don't know how many memorys i have associated w/ this song agh nostalgia
I ADORE THIS SONG OMFGGG
everyone: this song makes me feel like:
me: michelle... 😿
Especially the lyric “you are the monster from hell” because my brother called me a monster and a demon and my mom called me crazy. I don’t know why. I guess I still have something to figure out
@@samiskindatired7211 i relate in a way except its my mom constantly calling my emotions "the devil"
listen to this song makes me feel like I'm falling deep into a void, I cant explain but its terrifying, its still a bop tho
I was just in the dark
For some reason the chorus reminds me of her. The story this song feels so painful and like someone who went through what I went though. The manipulation, the abuse, and yet my Michelle still roams free, not knowing how she hurt me. They are a monster from hell, but they’ll never know that because they think they’re always in the right. Of course, they could never be wrong, they were older, smarter, and more popular than me. I should be grateful that she wanted to talk to me. But, here we are...
2:55 damn this part smacks in the heart so bad
honestly michelle is an angel from hell. She's cold, distant maybe even a little heartless but she's perfect in an every human like way. She makes me feel alive, makes me feel every single emotion, makes me feel human. so yes and angel but from the wrong place
POV: you sing at a bar with your husband, and you found him cheating with the bartender Michelle. You continue to let it happen, happily obliging to his fake affections to you. So, you come up with a plan. The bar is packed, filled with people and the tension is heavy. Your best friend on the guitar receives the signal to start, and she does. The instruments start up, and the bar is filled with a certain hatred in your voice you never knew you had. all the while, you're looking right into michelle's guilty eyes. After the song is finished, you pack up your instruments with your best friend, and give your wedding ring to Michelle with a chilling glare. You and your bff flee the small town to a big city, where you climb to the top of the ranks and become a very well known singer. A fee years later, you see Michelle at your concert, sobbing, and holding a baby. All alone. It was like you were back in the bar all those years ago. And so, you sang your heart out to the song again, never looking away from Michelle.
masterpiece✨
I can perfectly imagine that what- 👁👄👁
Now this I love
I love this omg
I- I'm sorry did you just really straightafy this song?
✨best slowed reverb ✨
I feel like Michelle.
I had a best online friend and I ruined it. He doesn't talk to me and it's all my fault
Samee but she said i "changed" she for another person bc i didn't talk to she for 2 days but i was only sad bc i'm a monster from hell
@@catalinaalberto8695 what? you literally didn't speak for just two days, don't worry!! she shouldn't take it that personally, everyone needs time to themselves.
Me too and I’m still trying to get in contact with him again :(
Same her name is Lizzy and im trying to find her on roblox rn
Me too my friend said she had lots of haters and I said “it’s just their opinion” did I really hurt her...? Her reply “ may be I shouldn’t be your friend..” guys tell me if I didn’t anything wrong to her.. 😔 I should keep track what I’m saying.. but... I miss her so much every since she hung her self,it’s been 1 year what did I do?..
i wish i could just stand on the top of a tall building looking over a beautiful city while this plays on speaker as i dance with eyes closed under the stars and i slowly move closer to the edge and fall along with the raindrops and end my journey down with an intoxicating experience that would leave me with a smile as i fall
this is ethereal
i’m michele. i’m the monster that needs to go to hell. i cant do this anymore. god wtf is wrong with me. i lie about everything and i don’t feel anything. i’m a psychopath who lies for a little bit of attention. i don’t deserve to be on this earth anymore. what’s my place when all i do is just bring pain to people i shouldn’t get a second chance i should just leave.
edit: i’m trying to reply to all the comments telling everyone i’m alive
no should not leave,there are many people that care about you including me.i love you
you are strong ❤️
no. you are relevant.
You are not a monster, you are a beautiful, perfect, human being. theres nothing wrong with you and you are not a psycopath sometimes life gets the better of us and thats okay. you are loved and worthy and eveyone deserves a second chance
Please don't die. We need you there. If you don't like the way you are, you can always change for the best. :(
the fact that I’m like this and I feel exactly like you do hurts
the fact I heard this song in a video earlier today and then was like I'm gonna search it up later,, then it popped up in my recommendations twice~ I m s c a r e d
imagine being one of those 2 people who disliked-
Painful too much
oh hey pfp twin
@@xavierragnvindr4313 hiiii
hello to my fellow depressed emotionless bitches that can’t tell if this song makes them hurt inside or feel calm and safe. hope y’all get some rest cause ik it’s late. sleep well kings and queens
thank you for this song it makes me feel something when I'm numb
honestly for me summer is ending, during this summer/quarantine iv become more reckless and non-caring about what anyone says. Before school i kept a mask on and acted not like who i wanted to be. I wanted to be out there taking risks, having an attitude, but now that school is starting im starting to put back this mask. But instead its broken, its changed just like me over this quarantine. I'm afraid what my classmates will think of me after this but for now im hiding it well. this very song expresses the very fear of who ill become next
ej man omfg same like exactly the same, ion give a damn no more and I feel mental and I wanna hurt the people who hurt me everyday every single day
I feel like, well, like reverb itself
I can’t even think coherently, caught up in the vibes
this song makes me think of the times my mom hated me when all the pain started i was just in 4th grade when i thought about harming myself, in 6th grade it wasnt her that made me want to harm myself it was my dad instead. ever since then its almost like they forgot, they show so much love to me its almost like theyre trying to make me forget about it all and its been working i hate them all so much but at the same time i love them thats the only reason im still here the fact of them hating me all over again terrifies me
i started internally crying listening to this. I felt as if im the monster that hurt so many people , while listening to this song , my heart started to ache . I felt as if i dont deserve this life and that im the reason why so many people are broken
this is so awesome 🥺🤝
A moment of silence for people who doesn't know the singer.
This song makes me feel like
Michelle has had so many things in her life to the point shes not herself anymore. As she wants revenge to everyone calling her a monster, she goes to the schook where her bullies are when everyone is in class. She grabs a jug of gasoline and spills it around the school when no one is in the hallways. She goes up the stairs on the beat and lights a match, and she throws it down the stairs smirking while fire spreads around her.
"I had to admit that you are a monster to give up on you"
no cause it was my favorite song in 2020 and now I can’t listening it without tears like fr
I actually love this song
This song makes me feel so damn empty. More than I already am