Current Joys - Fear (Slowed + Reverb)

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  • Опубліковано 16 жов 2024
  • The contrast and remembrance of when things were easier and simpler, “Fear” assembles a storyline of a crisis of being overwhelmingly afraid. Its not clear what the fear is about, but if one was to assume, it would be about the crushing reality meeting the conscience of the moment. In simpler words, a panic attack and the anxiety that is instilled in daily life.
    (LYRICS)
    I never felt it when I was young
    I never knew where it came from
    Now I feel it like a hurricane
    And it's so hard to stop the rain
    It's so hard to stop the rain
    It's so hard to stop
    [Instrumental interlude]
    Starts out gold but never stays
    The neon takes my breath away
    And now I feel it in my veins
    But I don't want to be afraid
    I don't want to live this way
    I don't want you to leave
    [Instrumental outro]

КОМЕНТАРІ • 13

  • @marchie3314
    @marchie3314 3 роки тому +18

    this song kind of reminds me how I'm growing up and one day my childhood and teenage years will just be something that will be all faint memory and that's what I fear but I know one day it will happen I just don't want my youth to go :/

    • @liliiiah
      @liliiiah 3 роки тому +4

      Yeah me too, I don’t want to let go of my teenage years. Time feels too fast and I fear that I am not ready. But I think in time.. we’ll manage

    • @marchie3314
      @marchie3314 3 роки тому +3

      @@liliiiah I agree :)

    • @Mordeairayne
      @Mordeairayne 3 роки тому +2

      Same

  • @oldcatti8363
    @oldcatti8363 3 роки тому +12

    I want to run away from everything and everyone.

  • @crispcastle1311
    @crispcastle1311 3 роки тому +13

    Hey, are you able to make an hour long version? No pressure or anything!

    • @Kwint.
      @Kwint. 3 роки тому +5

      you can put it loop!

  • @grim.x3005
    @grim.x3005 2 роки тому +4

    I'm 19 years old, And just a few years ago I constantly kept wishing I was an adult my last day of real in person school was my junior year and I'm graduated now, it started when I was 17 and I still feel like I'm 17 sometimes I feel younger, at the end of the day I never matured from being the scared little kid I am, but everything and everyone else around is maturing and disappearing anything left of my childhood is slowly leaving, my dog died in September a few days before my birthday and I'm having the biggest identity crisis ever with nobody to turn to. All my friends are cis and straight and I'm not I love them to death but I have nobody who truly understands my situation and I know they listen when I talk but I know they don't truly understand and that's ok it's not their fault, I just wish I had someone who did understand to be my friend and talk to. I just want to be a kid again with no other worries except for what mom's making for dinner and my homework. I want to get help but I'm scared to. And I have not a clue of what I want to with my life, I never thought the world or myself would make it this far. I know this sounds dramatic and that's ok I just don't know what to do

    • @Kwint.
      @Kwint. 2 роки тому

      I understand that it feels different when those people havent been through the same, but it doesnt mean that you cant always talk about different topics with them! Otherwise there are plenty of discord servers with people who aren’t cis either. You could maybe join one of those and meet like minded peeps. Besides that, stay true to yourself. No need to act different then what you are and you will forever stay young at heart ❤️ do things you love

    • @AestheticGems
      @AestheticGems  5 місяців тому

      ❤You’re amazing, im here for you forever

  • @HexHexxx_official
    @HexHexxx_official 3 роки тому +3

    My mom died

    • @urfriendjanice3723
      @urfriendjanice3723 3 роки тому +2

      I'm so sorry. If you need someone to talk to, reply to my comment. I'm here for you.

    • @Kwint.
      @Kwint. 3 роки тому +2

      @@urfriendjanice3723 Thank you for being so sweet and im here for you too my man!