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  • Опубліковано 22 лис 2024

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  • @firebellybella
    @firebellybella 3 місяці тому +20

    Currently approaching my 30th birthday this year and in the thick of my Saturn return so I’ve definitely been in the same space of grieving the past versions of myself but also leaning into curiosity about who I am today and allowing myself to be coming into myself. Peace and love to you on your journey and thank you for sharing/showing up in this way 💚

    • @riturner
      @riturner  3 місяці тому +1

      yess to all of this. And happy early solar return baby

  • @VazhiiSingleton
    @VazhiiSingleton 3 місяці тому +8

    “The universe rewards authenticity” come on Ri 😩👏🏾

  • @sincerefeminine
    @sincerefeminine 3 місяці тому +6

    After watching this video I randomly thought about how much your daughter is going to know about you and how helpful it’s going to be to her in her future. She’s going to understand what it’s like becoming a woman and that’s so beautiful. 💛

  • @cassidythompson5606
    @cassidythompson5606 3 місяці тому +10

    My life has been chaotic, combined with the most intense grief I've ever experienced. Divorce hurts, and I find it very scary being truly alone for the first time (I just turned 25 this past June.) Thank you for sharing this update and delivering such positive vibes - hell knows I need them. ❤

  • @skyylovespace
    @skyylovespace 3 місяці тому +4

    1:11 *it feels like a month, but it’s been like a week and a half” crazy how much this resonates already…*

  • @hannahemery3132
    @hannahemery3132 3 місяці тому +3

    been watching your videos when i feel like i can’t handle the overstimulation of other content. really has been helping me regulate my nervous system and get back on track. thank you so much for the work you do ❤️

  • @thatguhkey3527
    @thatguhkey3527 3 місяці тому +5

    Definitely understand finding myself losing motivation and not wanting to do anything. 😩 I want to get myself out of this slump. Love your vids ✨✨

  • @chakiarabrowner4081
    @chakiarabrowner4081 3 місяці тому +5

    I appreciate the way you articulate your thoughts. You’ve inspired me to be more disciplined with audio journaling

  • @yesimoraaa
    @yesimoraaa 2 місяці тому +1

    Girlll I totally feel you!
    I feel like I’m slow coming back to my life again after feeling hopeless and depressed for months . Listening to your videos make me feel seen and less alone so thank you for sharing ✨❤️❤️

  • @LiljanaWood
    @LiljanaWood 3 місяці тому +4

    I have been doing really good this past month. Over a month ago, I was in between housing. I gave myself a goal of "finishing" (unpacking, decluttering, and organizing) my apartment by the end of this month. I've also been consistent with the gym, and it's been helping me get a good schedule, so I don't get overwhelmed. Basically I have been allowing myself to reach my goals by taking BABY steps, and praising myself for getting things done, and being gentle with myself when I get too tired to do things. I just feel like one day I woke up and decided that I wanted to change the way I show up for myself. I love listening and watching you because I think you are very relatable, and some of the topics and concepts you talk about are things I literally am going through as well. I am inspired to start my own UA-cam channel as well. I have been slowly showing up more authentic online and I am seeing the rewards of it - I started a group/club in my city and Im so excited about it. I also can't wait to vlog and share my life and advice with a bigger audience... I am a little intimidated about being vulnerable and how to film etc.

  • @Xotoii
    @Xotoii Місяць тому

    Loooove your channel and the energy it brings. So uplifting and inspiring, love it here girlie. 💐🫶🏽

  • @SacredKama
    @SacredKama 3 місяці тому +2

    Currently the theme of my life is Moving out of my toxic family houses ! I tried for years to heal some relationships and trauma bounding with people that wasn’t wiling to heal and evolve so i just started to work on myself and now im just being called a selfish everyday 😹 but anyways i was feeling since last year that something in me was changing like a big shift in my life and now im in the mist of transformation… trying to receive everything that god and the universe are giving to me, healing my trauma,healing my soul and healing my body. Your videos (and podcasts) are a great help for me this past few monts 🙏🏽

  • @danox2851
    @danox2851 3 місяці тому +12

    The hair is growing.

    • @riturner
      @riturner  3 місяці тому +1

      thank you, babe. 🫶🏽

  • @sadieeidas09
    @sadieeidas09 3 місяці тому +2

    I live by that bookstore. I’d love to grab a drink with you sometime! Your videos are so inspiring ❤

  • @nae6735
    @nae6735 3 місяці тому

    It’s crazy how Spirit always has your videos, your words and topics of discussions pop up in my time of need. As you’re telling your life experiences, it’s literally the exact same as what I’m going through most times. Even down to finding interest in Chakras and Tarot etc. but not having the nudge to dive deeper into it. I’ve cried everyday the month of June due to stagnancy, confusion, leaving my job, just not knowing what’s next and stepping into the unknown etc. but I’ve also been having this deep feeling with everything about me, my mind, my mindset, my beliefs and interests all shifting in this period of time. One of my biggest interests atm is getting into my sensuality and sexuality because I have so much shame around both due to my upbringing and conditioning. I want to start pole dancing, I wanna learn sensual dance routines etc. and I feel it’ll be very freeing for me. It gets uncomfortable and I do get anxious and these transitions but the signs and synchronicities have been around me for months letting me know Im protected and on the right path. I love you and I’m here for all new things you wanna try. We are complex beings🤗🩷❤️

  • @PaolaGutierrez-wh5ch
    @PaolaGutierrez-wh5ch 3 місяці тому +2

    THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR THE LONG VIDEO MORE PLISSSS ON plant based lifestyle

  • @Anekablooms
    @Anekablooms 3 місяці тому

    Thank you so much for sharing this!! I too am in this limbo space of grieving my old self and as much as its uncomfortable to go through, its something that is essential. Its nice to hear your perspective and feel seen. I can say this healing diary found me exactly when I needed it, Love you.

  • @Skylerdubbels
    @Skylerdubbels 3 місяці тому

    love you girl. look forward to your vlogs. Thank you for sharing your journey with us

  • @Grounded_Rooted
    @Grounded_Rooted 3 місяці тому

    trader joes got the sprouted tofu which is super firm. its packed in the vaccum packe wrapper and not water like normal tofu. also the asian markets tend to carry the super firm too

  • @FullyLovingYourself
    @FullyLovingYourself 3 місяці тому

    Welcome back 🧡

  • @LoveKJ222
    @LoveKJ222 3 місяці тому +3

    😂 Ri, why did you give that Shenehneh “heyyyyy” in the beginning of the video. You are hilarious!

    • @riturner
      @riturner  3 місяці тому +1

      😂😂😂😂

  • @theycallmearebel
    @theycallmearebel 3 місяці тому

    Love this video!

  • @shivon.shines
    @shivon.shines 3 місяці тому

    Yummm I was just looking at that brand of tofu! because i am looking to eliminate soy. Definitely going to try that and the "bacon" 😊😊😊

  • @UnglamorousGlow
    @UnglamorousGlow 3 місяці тому

    Learning yall are from Missouri makes sense. On the podcast you and husband's voices sound so familiar. I'm from KCMO and yall sound like family lol

  • @myrnaj4502
    @myrnaj4502 3 місяці тому +1

    ❤❤❤💫

  • @AphiweDlamini-f7u
    @AphiweDlamini-f7u 3 місяці тому +1

    Jesus loves you.
    He heals. He cares.
    Seek him.♥

  • @mommychitchat7654
    @mommychitchat7654 3 місяці тому +1

    Can we have a skin care routine please

    • @riturner
      @riturner  3 місяці тому +3

      yesss, I plan to share it in an upcoming morning routine. 🫶🏽

    • @PaolaGutierrez-wh5ch
      @PaolaGutierrez-wh5ch 3 місяці тому

      Agreeeeed^

  • @StarTown7634
    @StarTown7634 3 місяці тому +1

    I get where you coming from when you're talking about being on a healing journey but I do think that you would really benefit by going to therapy and hearing a different perspective on what you're going through instead of trying to figure it all out on your own. You don't have to do it on your own.

    • @lolam.5062
      @lolam.5062 Місяць тому

      She may actually kno more than most therapists! KNO THYSELF. 1 must consider wht training said therapists have & that may not b healthy or conducive 4 many folx. Consider that!

  • @alana9533
    @alana9533 3 місяці тому

    This was very comforting 🥹 I recently graduated college and it just been very challenging lately looking for jobs and just navigating my life back at home now. I’m definitely not the same person I used to be but there are some things I miss about the old me. Thank you for sharing your experiences 🫶🏾