Hmmm, I don’t think so? It’s not bad to listen to these types of videos, even though they’re aimed towards those who struggle actively with SH, anyone can listen to it!
In reality. Despite what others are saying. Yes. It probably means your hurting more inside than you think. Might wanna check yourself out. Specifically a psychiatrist and not a shrink/therapist
Imo probably yes. When I was being on the verge of suicide or feeling helpless and left behind those were the only audios I'd listen to. However I have never cut or physically abused my body if you don't take neglect into account. Due to my parents treating every one of my wants/needs as me being extra and me as a burden, I'd never pull of a stunt that would potentially leave me in the spotlight and gather so much attention on the form of pity from others. Up until today I am very detached from them and see them more like acquaintances than family. My mother has been in therapy for a few years and has been taking meds ever since. And even though I am a grown man who has been living on my own for the past 4 years I still sometimes resent them and get irrationally mad when I see them treat my little sister like a normal child. It feels so unfair. There are two people always in my mind, the little boy who was never heard out, hugged or loved who just tries to protect me from more trauma and the rational adult me that tries to talk some sense into me when I am falling too deep and spiraling downwards. Sorry for the spam, some feelings got over me today once again. TLDR: yea it's probably bad and a symptom of some underlying neglect or your needs not being met
These videos wont give me the consolation or comfort that i desperately crave, yet im always present, even being anonymous to everyone, afraid of being judged, but wishing, dreaming and imagining what would it feel, even some mundane words like: "I dont want you to suffer" "I care about you" or "Please talk to me" would mean so much to me, and the worst of all, is that im not able to find someone who is willing to love me as who i am, not even as a romantical partner but as a loyal, real friend, and i just cant stop, im so desperate, i scream so loud, yet the silence that comes out of my mouth is so overwhelming
I’ve harmed myself before like you guys, and it’s just not worth it at all, i know it feels like it’s the only thing you can do when you’re trapped, but it’s not worth harming yourself for it. There are plenty more ways to cope with life that don’t permanently harm you. I wish you guys luck in the future, and im sorry for being that guy.
That is the reason I never done it to my self, it leaves scars and people will start to ask about it. Instead i prefer to burn my back with hot water during baths, no sacars, no questions.
Don’t be sad I promise it will be ok I know my words may be useless but people care about you you’re beautiful .kind,smart, funny and sweet so don’t be sad I am sure you’re a great person and friend and if it makes you feel batter people are going through it to I started cutting my self half year ago I’ve been clean for 3 weeks now but I feel like it’s going to happen again I am made to make others happy I want you to be happy so pls don’t be sad I promise it will be ok you are loved and are impotent you matter so don’t be sad my child ❤:3
11:12 "i dont want to see you suffer" *my earbuds pausing the video to give me a 10% battery warning* Wow talk about a slap in the face reminder that the only person that cares if i disappear tomorrow literally doesn't exist and is just a youtube video
Fork cares. Fork understands that this wont make any change, that it does nothing for you. He understands that. but he hopes this sticks with you. once Fork was sitting alone in high school, and a girl he had never seen asked if he was ok. she said he looked so sad. Fork shrugged it off and told her he was fine, but he wasnt. and that memory sticks with him. I hope you remember this when you feel alone. Fork cares, even if he doesnt know a single damn thing
@@AceOfCreation been hearing that one since I was 9 I'm 20 now and with each year it just gets worse so forgive me if I don't believe that in the slightest
@SethBuchanan-1 Please don't have that mentality. I've had the same experience and I know it's repetitive hearing all this. But I want you to know that people do care about you. I'm just learning of your existence now, and I'm already caring about your safety and well-being. I wish there was something I could do, but as a stranger, there isn't anything I can. Please try to stay safe. You won't be helping anyone by making yourself worse. I really hope things start going well for you and I wish you all the best. Remember, people care whether you believe it or not. Stay safe friend and have a good night
@@Ollie.H-23 it's not about mentality I had that "Sun shine lolly pops and rainbows" outlook my whole life always believing people when they said all I needed to do was my best I tired my best and failed every year of education I've ever taken I failed kindergarten and everything past it this is not an exaggeration in the slightest I'm a highschool drop out that can't get a GED and got fired from a factory two years ago I've been unemployed for TWO YEAR'S I have no friends all my family members refuse to talk to me and I've never been in a relationship I've never even hugged a women that wasn't my mom
I’ve tried to be clean about 12 different times with my longest like a year but most being like a week or a month or Smth but this is great for people who don’t have people like this in their life (totally not me) , thank you.
You’re a great person and you matter I know it’s hard to be clean but I believe you can do it I promise it will be ok I am here if you need someone to talk to I’m here my child:3❤
Honestly, i've been feeling like i'm gonna go back to the state i was back then at any moment, and this really helped me calm down a bit...your voice is beautiful, and thank you for this video. I'll make sure to keep up with the new ones
I'm not saying it's a good thing, but I've never regretted it, in the moment it feels.... good, right, justified, vindicating. It's a very complex thing that's not easy to understand or describe
I’m so sorry about that I am like that aswell but I promise it will be ok you are loved and god loves you so pls don’t be sad I promise it will be ok :3❤
People: why are you such a clingy, needy, submissive simpleton? Me: I wouldn't tell you because it'll make you sad, and I hate myself when people get sad because of me.
I was gonna type something then I thought to myself “why do you think people care?” Then I realised if I typed about the fact that I was gonna type something it would seem like I was making it unintentionally seem like I’m asking for sympathy (I don’t mean that btw) and now my head hurts
This video reminds me when I was 19yo. I also had some problems after a Turkish taxi driver blew the red light, told that I did that, destroyed my action camera to hide the evidence and I got the letter about the curt date in 2 months after getting it. Also my leg was broken and since I couldn't move my left leg that well, I could abound my dreams about owning a beautiful Ducati. In the end I only had to pay a fine and didn't get to jail but unfortunately I had to abound the Ducati dream and this took me even more down. I only needed 1400$ from the 33700$ in order to buy it and I was so close but now I only could drive a Harley since I cant change the gears with my left leg in the usual riding position. I would have to stand up and then change it which is dangerous. Almost all of the scars disappeared except for one, very long one, which is still visible on my arm. Also, 4:03 you're wrong, you got the base data on the disk since games nowadays are over 100gb in size and 80gb Blu-ray disk is quite expensive but ever since the Xbox Series/PS5 came out, the rest of the data is getting downloaded from the store server. Old consoles were kinda better. I'm currently grinding Assassin's Creed Black Flag on my rgh2 Xbox 360 and some old CoD games without all the micro transactions or limited time deals on my CFW PS3. I remember the time where I only had the original Xbox 360 with top loading hard drive and I was hyped about the CoD Bo1 release and I grinded that game for 6 hours in split screen with my best friend who I still talk to this very day.
I’ve actually never seen one abt this topic b4..this honestly hit hard bc I do struggle with things like this and have since when COVID started at the end of 5th grade like a month into covid and I still struggle with it being in 10th now which isn’t good I’ve been trying to stop but I can’t and my moms tried taking me too a therapist but that didn’t do anything since I also struggle with super bad social anxiety I wouldn’t talk nor look at her and I was on the verge of crying cuz it was to overwhelming for me. With my social anxiety I have to feel comfortable enough looking at someone to talk to someone they have to look approachable for me to even be able to look at them if they look strict or mean I can’t if yk yk so my mom stopped taking be there after like 6 months cuz it was a waste of money
Kinda on this topic, in terms of audio ideas, ever think about making audios in regards to like "body scars"? (This isnt one of those "relatable" type audios, but more of a interesting exotic story) Like for instance, listener is a former soldier/agent/spy/ etc, and was subjected to a LOT of bodily harm, and meets up with a long lost friend from their childhood. Something like the 2 meet up for drinks or something like that and spills a drink on the listener's shirt, obviously wanting to help, speaker offers one of her dad's shirts to change into, then BOOM emotional moment with the body scars reveal. Leading to a similar "comfort" scene to this. Might be a little weird story, but i think it would be pretty heartwarming. The story of 2 friends reunited after many years where one has a really tragic backstory that leads to something of a romance, or at least a very tender relationship.
I have several good friends who care about me to a high degree. Still, I find myself locking the burden of my dread far away from them. Even among places so disconnected like this, I rarely speak my truest thoughts. Carrying the weight can wear me down over time, causing an occasional slip up of mental and physical resistance. Though I have wounded myself many times before, I have no lasting scars. It has been some time since it happened last, but the thought of inflicting is scarcely far. I do wonder what they would all think if I spoke unrestrained for once.
I am not doing well right now.....lot of crying and not being in the right headspace for a few days.....needed this. Crying a little more But feeling better now
I haven't made any self induced scars. But to the people that do, I hope this helps! I have thought about su!cide a lot. But I'm glad my family is very helpful and can keep me here wanting to keep living. If anyone has trouble with this; God helped me when I asked for it and now I am doing very well.
imma be honest. i have depression i hide it from my friends to not let them feel bad for me i prefer to die alone cause i got no love life im not at the point the listener is at though
@Aceofcreation You are not alone, you are not weak, you are not lesser than. You're worthy of love, affection, and much much more. Don't give up hope, look for help if possible, it is the first best step! You got this. I believe in you. Asking for help is okay. You are beautiful. This is a very powerful and uplifting message. I never thought I would get this emotional just reading your message and reading the comments. I thought I was the only one suffering and that help wasn’t possible but you changed all that and this gives me hope to keep living when things are tough. Life is too short to give up. You are a true guardian angel that really cares. Thank you for caring and for having a compassionate soul that is willing to help or listen and if you are reading this message or come across it later I want to express my gratitude to you And say thank you 🙏 🙏🙏
Idk what I'm doing here, maybe I'm just looking for another way to feel better. I am alone. I don't matter. I wish I never existed. There's nothing more to it. I'm not supposed to exist. I should be doing better, but I can't. I wish I had a friend. It feels like I'm just watching the world, not a part of it. I stand still and I guess not enough happens. I don't see a solution for how I feel anymore.
Listening to this then out of no where right when it's talking about not being alone all to a sudden telling me to go download a game to play as some Chinese monkey. Or some tower game bs. Thanks you tube
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It's good to have someone who's caring.
Is it bad that I like listening to these types of audio but I've never struggled with this
Hmmm, I don’t think so? It’s not bad to listen to these types of videos, even though they’re aimed towards those who struggle actively with SH, anyone can listen to it!
No, it just means you crave attention like all of us. It's normal
In reality. Despite what others are saying. Yes. It probably means your hurting more inside than you think. Might wanna check yourself out. Specifically a psychiatrist and not a shrink/therapist
It’s for anyone really, don’t worry about it ^^
Imo probably yes.
When I was being on the verge of suicide or feeling helpless and left behind those were the only audios I'd listen to.
However I have never cut or physically abused my body if you don't take neglect into account.
Due to my parents treating every one of my wants/needs as me being extra and me as a burden, I'd never pull of a stunt that would potentially leave me in the spotlight and gather so much attention on the form of pity from others.
Up until today I am very detached from them and see them more like acquaintances than family.
My mother has been in therapy for a few years and has been taking meds ever since. And even though I am a grown man who has been living on my own for the past 4 years I still sometimes resent them and get irrationally mad when I see them treat my little sister like a normal child. It feels so unfair.
There are two people always in my mind, the little boy who was never heard out, hugged or loved who just tries to protect me from more trauma and the rational adult me that tries to talk some sense into me when I am falling too deep and spiraling downwards.
Sorry for the spam, some feelings got over me today once again.
TLDR: yea it's probably bad and a symptom of some underlying neglect or your needs not being met
3 months clean and the urge to relapse has been heavy on my mind, this definitely helped. Thank you❤
I'm in a period of my life where youtube started recommending these videos and I'm glad
I’m in a very dark place in my life right now and sometimes consider giving up completely these videos make me feel loved. Thank you
These videos wont give me the consolation or comfort that i desperately crave, yet im always present, even being anonymous to everyone, afraid of being judged, but wishing, dreaming and imagining what would it feel, even some mundane words like: "I dont want you to suffer" "I care about you" or "Please talk to me" would mean so much to me, and the worst of all, is that im not able to find someone who is willing to love me as who i am, not even as a romantical partner but as a loyal, real friend, and i just cant stop, im so desperate, i scream so loud, yet the silence that comes out of my mouth is so overwhelming
Thank you for this. It's been 7 years since i made my self-made knife scars. I've gotten much better but glad to be appreciated in some way
Good job! I’m glad you’re doing better
My last scar is from yesterday ....
@@Majakr_jr you good?
@majakr_jr same
I cried during this. 7:44 bc I am going through a tough time myself 🫤
1 week clean rn
@@Skibzirizzproud
LETS GOOOO, AN AUDIO THATS VAGUE ABOUT THE LOCATION AND CAUSE OF THE SH MARKS SO I CAN IMAGINE IT'S ME
Like it's so hard to find. They always write in the wrists because it's the stereotype.
I LOVE HER VOICE OMG 😭
this makes me feel apriciated, thank you ace... for that extra bit of hope in life
You got this, I know you can do it ^^
I felt like giving up, so i just turned on my phone and started listening to this.thank you.
I'm so glad that yt comments are kinda anonymous. listening to this after relapsing was very comforting fsr
It really is so nice, especially after relapsing 😌
I’ve harmed myself before like you guys, and it’s just not worth it at all, i know it feels like it’s the only thing you can do when you’re trapped, but it’s not worth harming yourself for it. There are plenty more ways to cope with life that don’t permanently harm you. I wish you guys luck in the future, and im sorry for being that guy.
That is the reason I never done it to my self, it leaves scars and people will start to ask about it. Instead i prefer to burn my back with hot water during baths, no sacars, no questions.
bro im crying on a school night at almost three am and i js did it a few hours earlier, im sobbing rn i love the person that made this
Don’t be sad I promise it will be ok I know my words may be useless but people care about you you’re beautiful .kind,smart, funny and sweet so don’t be sad I am sure you’re a great person and friend and if it makes you feel batter people are going through it to I started cutting my self half year ago I’ve been clean for 3 weeks now but I feel like it’s going to happen again I am made to make others happy I want you to be happy so pls don’t be sad I promise it will be ok you are loved and are impotent you matter so don’t be sad my child ❤:3
@@STAR-star228 I’m glade ur clean that long:3
This allmoste made me cry... I wish i have that kind of person that care
I have been recently cutting parts off my legs recently and this helped a lot. Thank you so much. I love you.
11:12 "i dont want to see you suffer" *my earbuds pausing the video to give me a 10% battery warning*
Wow talk about a slap in the face reminder that the only person that cares if i disappear tomorrow literally doesn't exist and is just a youtube video
Fork cares. Fork understands that this wont make any change, that it does nothing for you. He understands that. but he hopes this sticks with you. once Fork was sitting alone in high school, and a girl he had never seen asked if he was ok. she said he looked so sad. Fork shrugged it off and told her he was fine, but he wasnt. and that memory sticks with him. I hope you remember this when you feel alone. Fork cares, even if he doesnt know a single damn thing
Hey man even if it is a video, you’re not alone, things will get better sooner or later, I hope the best for you!
@@AceOfCreation been hearing that one since I was 9 I'm 20 now and with each year it just gets worse so forgive me if I don't believe that in the slightest
@SethBuchanan-1
Please don't have that mentality. I've had the same experience and I know it's repetitive hearing all this. But I want you to know that people do care about you. I'm just learning of your existence now, and I'm already caring about your safety and well-being. I wish there was something I could do, but as a stranger, there isn't anything I can. Please try to stay safe. You won't be helping anyone by making yourself worse. I really hope things start going well for you and I wish you all the best. Remember, people care whether you believe it or not. Stay safe friend and have a good night
@@Ollie.H-23 it's not about mentality I had that "Sun shine lolly pops and rainbows" outlook my whole life always believing people when they said all I needed to do was my best
I tired my best and failed every year of education I've ever taken I failed kindergarten and everything past it this is not an exaggeration in the slightest
I'm a highschool drop out that can't get a GED and got fired from a factory two years ago I've been unemployed for TWO YEAR'S
I have no friends all my family members refuse to talk to me and I've never been in a relationship I've never even hugged a women that wasn't my mom
I’ve tried to be clean about 12 different times with my longest like a year but most being like a week or a month or Smth but this is great for people who don’t have people like this in their life (totally not me) , thank you.
You’re a great person and you matter I know it’s hard to be clean but I believe you can do it I promise it will be ok I am here if you need someone to talk to I’m here my child:3❤
Why did this hit so damn hard out of all the videos I’ve listened to
Honestly, i've been feeling like i'm gonna go back to the state i was back then at any moment, and this really helped me calm down a bit...your voice is beautiful, and thank you for this video. I'll make sure to keep up with the new ones
I'm not saying it's a good thing, but I've never regretted it, in the moment it feels.... good, right, justified, vindicating. It's a very complex thing that's not easy to understand or describe
God.. I needed this..
Sadly I am at the point in my life where I need these videos to very night so those thoughts don’t come in
I’m so sorry about that I am like that aswell but I promise it will be ok you are loved and god loves you so pls don’t be sad I promise it will be ok :3❤
I needed this
I think most people who go through these things. Wish they had someone like this in their life.
If not most the number would be very high.
I've been fighting a relapse for a while now. Thank you for this.
You got this!
The austrian accent really the cherry on top
Thanks for the audio ms. Schwarzenegger!
I have been struggling with self hurt thanks for this :)
People: why are you such a clingy, needy, submissive simpleton?
Me: I wouldn't tell you because it'll make you sad, and I hate myself when people get sad because of me.
I was gonna type something then I thought to myself “why do you think people care?” Then I realised if I typed about the fact that I was gonna type something it would seem like I was making it unintentionally seem like I’m asking for sympathy (I don’t mean that btw) and now my head hurts
Real
the mind goes brrrrrrrrr. Just do it. write the comment.
No. Now *our* head hurts. 🫂💛
I wish I had a friend like this...😢
Thank you very much Ace.
This video reminds me when I was 19yo. I also had some problems after a Turkish taxi driver blew the red light, told that I did that, destroyed my action camera to hide the evidence and I got the letter about the curt date in 2 months after getting it. Also my leg was broken and since I couldn't move my left leg that well, I could abound my dreams about owning a beautiful Ducati.
In the end I only had to pay a fine and didn't get to jail but unfortunately I had to abound the Ducati dream and this took me even more down. I only needed 1400$ from the 33700$ in order to buy it and I was so close but now I only could drive a Harley since I cant change the gears with my left leg in the usual riding position. I would have to stand up and then change it which is dangerous. Almost all of the scars disappeared except for one, very long one, which is still visible on my arm.
Also,
4:03 you're wrong, you got the base data on the disk since games nowadays are over 100gb in size and 80gb Blu-ray disk is quite expensive but ever since the Xbox Series/PS5 came out, the rest of the data is getting downloaded from the store server.
Old consoles were kinda better. I'm currently grinding Assassin's Creed Black Flag on my rgh2 Xbox 360 and some old CoD games without all the micro transactions or limited time deals on my CFW PS3.
I remember the time where I only had the original Xbox 360 with top loading hard drive and I was hyped about the CoD Bo1 release and I grinded that game for 6 hours in split screen with my best friend who I still talk to this very day.
Honestly these types videos are my last line of defense against doing it, I’ve got scary close recently
I'm glad you're still here
Hey man you can get through this, you got this, you are not alone
This uh, help me a lot. Thanks
Oh. My. God this is so relateable...whilst that video played I couldn't be helped but looked at the scars I have...
I’ve actually never seen one abt this topic b4..this honestly hit hard bc I do struggle with things like this and have since when COVID started at the end of 5th grade like a month into covid and I still struggle with it being in 10th now which isn’t good I’ve been trying to stop but I can’t and my moms tried taking me too a therapist but that didn’t do anything since I also struggle with super bad social anxiety I wouldn’t talk nor look at her and I was on the verge of crying cuz it was to overwhelming for me. With my social anxiety I have to feel comfortable enough looking at someone to talk to someone they have to look approachable for me to even be able to look at them if they look strict or mean I can’t if yk yk so my mom stopped taking be there after like 6 months cuz it was a waste of money
This was made for me..
I love ace
Why does this feel like it's for me? I have done so many horrible things to myself that I am... Scared that I may do so again
I haven't done "it" to myself in like 2 years but my left forearm has like 25-30 scars and imit really really sucks. This video made me cry :')
Listening to this and Snowfall goes so hard.
Kinda on this topic, in terms of audio ideas, ever think about making audios in regards to like "body scars"?
(This isnt one of those "relatable" type audios, but more of a interesting exotic story) Like for instance, listener is a former soldier/agent/spy/ etc, and was subjected to a LOT of bodily harm, and meets up with a long lost friend from their childhood. Something like the 2 meet up for drinks or something like that and spills a drink on the listener's shirt, obviously wanting to help, speaker offers one of her dad's shirts to change into, then BOOM emotional moment with the body scars reveal. Leading to a similar "comfort" scene to this.
Might be a little weird story, but i think it would be pretty heartwarming. The story of 2 friends reunited after many years where one has a really tragic backstory that leads to something of a romance, or at least a very tender relationship.
I have several good friends who care about me to a high degree. Still, I find myself locking the burden of my dread far away from them. Even among places so disconnected like this, I rarely speak my truest thoughts. Carrying the weight can wear me down over time, causing an occasional slip up of mental and physical resistance. Though I have wounded myself many times before, I have no lasting scars. It has been some time since it happened last, but the thought of inflicting is scarcely far. I do wonder what they would all think if I spoke unrestrained for once.
You know its a good audio when it gets me thinking about my ex lol
True...
I am not doing well right now.....lot of crying and not being in the right headspace for a few days.....needed this. Crying a little more
But feeling better now
i needed this.
I brought the game so we could play
Ah sweet old times without a 7 hour download
I have scars too, but you can not see them.
Why do I need to rely on these I just want someone who cares about me
I cut my shoulder to the dermis recently it’s a awakening I have to stop
PEAK CONTENT 🔥
I haven't made any self induced scars. But to the people that do, I hope this helps! I have thought about su!cide a lot. But I'm glad my family is very helpful and can keep me here wanting to keep living. If anyone has trouble with this; God helped me when I asked for it and now I am doing very well.
I ain’t even self harm bruh but imma save this one just in case😂
Thank you
This happened to me when I decided to wear a short sleeve shirt and I forgot about my scars and my best friend seen my scars
Im trying to not hurt myself for like 1 year (soryy for bad english im writing from gogle translate )
It’s been at least 3-4 months since I last did SH, Yes, I still have scars, but they’re not noticeable 👍☺️
I just wanted to hear this words, it would be great if someone close to me could tell me something like this at least once
don't worry we are still flying half a ship
oml, that's my life.
imma be honest. i have depression i hide it from my friends to not let them feel bad for me i prefer to die alone cause i got no love life im not at the point the listener is at though
and yes this is my second time being depressed
I hide my emotions so well too that's the dumb part
ty for the video...
Why is this on my feed i don’t even do this-
Open thee dahhhhh~!!!
I scared my self and got caught while doing so today it didn't go as poorly as I thought
help...this sound too much like my friend...
I imagine characters from TV shows I don't like being violently desecrated. I'm talking mortal kombat type desecration. I'm a sociopath.
@Aceofcreation You are not alone, you are not weak, you are not lesser than. You're worthy of love, affection, and much much more. Don't give up hope, look for help if possible, it is the first best step! You got this. I believe in you. Asking for help is okay. You are beautiful. This is a very powerful and uplifting message. I never thought I would get this emotional just reading your message and reading the comments. I thought I was the only one suffering and that help wasn’t possible but you changed all that and this gives me hope to keep living when things are tough. Life is too short to give up. You are a true guardian angel that really cares. Thank you for caring and for having a compassionate soul that is willing to help or listen and if you are reading this message or come across it later I want to express my gratitude to you And say thank you 🙏 🙏🙏
Just relapsed today
Nice.❤
great áudio., Voice acting and topic. Just do not try to sleep using this video. Ads every 3-5 minutes
MY TEN MONTHS IS TODAY GUYs
Idk what I'm doing here, maybe I'm just looking for another way to feel better. I am alone. I don't matter. I wish I never existed. There's nothing more to it. I'm not supposed to exist. I should be doing better, but I can't. I wish I had a friend. It feels like I'm just watching the world, not a part of it. I stand still and I guess not enough happens. I don't see a solution for how I feel anymore.
I listen to these Because I think about doing this stuff all the time Because I wanna not be alive
no one ever catch mine like this since there on the back of my ankles and I happen to hit that spot a lot when I walk
Super unrealistic I don't have friends like dis
I have lots of self induced scars but not to harm myself though they are from darker times in my life
Very very good video
W content but real spiel im cooked 😭🙏
Thx..❤❤
Listening to this then out of no where right when it's talking about not being alone all to a sudden telling me to go download a game to play as some Chinese monkey. Or some tower game bs. Thanks you tube
Real.
Must make the creative ways so no one sees them
insulting of you to assume that i would even touch a gaming console
You do not understand, woman.
It is my family tradition.
Im at the lowest shit on my life. This is too much.
Your own personal Jesus someone to hear your prayers someone who cares
This meant rube but in my head I said womp womp suck it up Buttercup for some reason
who's the character in the background?
Why are wrists more common than thighs?
tf i'm doing here
Self induced can also mean doing dumb shit just saying
The random cheese it ad doesn’t help anything 😭😭
she sounds hidie and amrca
I'm sorry i can't tell if your a boy or a girl AND I DON'T MEAN THAT IN A BAD WAY but i loved the video 🤭🤭
U kinda sound like killjoy
I cant tell what your accent is. you sound northeastern english but i cant tell
Why not just talk to God??
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