this is one of the only things i have left of my best friend who overdosed in july of 19. he loved this song, thank u for creating his favorite thing, and thank u for creating mine.
So I found this song on soundcloud as a recommendation. I was cleaning my room with my sister. We started talking about our dad. We never got to meet him or know what type of person he was. When we finally had the chance to talk to him he died from a heart attack. Today's his birthday and his funeral is in two days. This fucking hurts.
i dont miss them, i miss the tought of them. i miss the way they cared and the way they made me feel. i miss you, but ill never have what we had at the beginning. i love u too the moon and back.
it’s a difference in British and American english. Ireland would use more typical british english so we don’t put a period after Mr, Ms,Mrs,Miss,Mx where as american english will
Dear Ash Ash - I’m worried to death because I haven’t been able to see you doing well. You said we live in different worlds. But is that true? We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries. But we’re friends. Isn’t that what counts? I’m really glad I came to America. I met lots of people. And more than anything, I met you. You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once. What’s more is you’re hurt much more than me. I couldn’t help feeling that way. Funny, huh? You’re way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from. I wanted to protect you from fate. The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher. You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn’t go back. And I said you weren’t a leopard, that you could change your destiny. You’re not alone. I’m by your side. My soul is always with you. - Eiji Okumura
@@platonicsoulmate5480 I literally finished it like more than 2 months ago and I cry for them everyday and no it's not an exageration, I just miss Ash so much
I'm headed straight for the floor The alcohol served its tour And it's headed straight for my skin Leaving me daft and dim I've got this shake in my legs Shaking the thoughts from my head But who put these waves in the door? I crack and out I pour I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman Oh, and I miss my lover The ways in which you talk to me Have me wishin' I were gone The ways that you say my name Have me runnin' on and on Oh, I'm cramping up I'm cramping up But you're cracking up You're cracking up I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman Oh, and I miss my lover I've shattered now, I'm spilling out Upon this linoleum ground (Mr. Loverman) I'm reeling in my brain again Before it can get back to you (Mr. Loverman) Oh what am I supposed to do without you? I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man (I miss my lover) I'm Mr. Loverman (Oh-oh) Oh, and I miss my lover (Mr. Loverman) I'm Mr. Loverman (Oh-oh) And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover
I'm a banana fish fan.. ASWELL. I am so grateful that I was introduced to this song but it's kinda sad to see people only talking about bf and not bout the song but I get it cause im bawling my eyes out rn. Anyway, The melody, chorus, everything is just so... AMAZING and wonderful. I love everything about it. Your voice is also so angelic. Ty for making this. U probably won't see this doe-
Probably one of my favorites off the album, I just can't wait to hear more from you. I also still haven't forgotten about the unreleased song you performed at Buzzfeed, looking forward to your future Ricky.
TW (Edit: mention of self harm and suicide) I play this song whenever I feel s*cidal...it makes me cry more cause I love my best friend but she’s straight and I’m lesbian so my heart shatters each day but I can’t feel hurt cause I’m “popular” and have many more friends...but she makes me happy when I cry gives me hug cries with me and the pain I go through without her would be horrible...people say I can date anyone else but I don’t want to I know she is the one for me she is my lover but she doesn’t love me back god sometimes I don’t know why I keep going until I hear this song it soothes me...
ᗩᑎGEᒪIᑕ ᗩᑎGEᒪ I hope that one day you’ll be better and come back to this song to remember how brave you are to have overcome your s*icidal thoughts.❤️❤️
I'm not gonna say that it gets better being in love with your best friend because honestly..it really really sucks and I'm sure you know that already BUT let me just say I know this sounds impossible but you will fall in love again...I went through the same thing you are going through and sure I never got over her...I'm still in love with her I don't think that will ever change but I fell in love again with someone else and found happiness with them
I can't listen to this song without thinking of Banana fish.. "That word...I never should've taught you it" -Eiji Okumura Edit: I'm crying. and I miss my loverman...
For the longest time I’ve hated myself. I hated living and breathing. I thought everything would get better if I left. This song really struck for me because it was like I missed my lover. The part of me that loved myself and knew that I was never the issue. It’s been 4 1/2 months since I’ve tried hurting myself. I’ve finally found my love for myself. It was never my fault. It was never me who was an issue. The world wouldn’t slow if I died. But the people I left behind would never catch up to the world if I did leave. I’m so sorry to those people who had to see me that way, but you helped me find the love I deserved. You helped me realize I’m never alone. You helped me realize nothing last forever, especially a bad day. So to you out there. Struggling. Suffering. I know you look up to the sky seeing sky’s of Gray but behind that is a bright beautiful sun waiting to bask you in its light. Maybe you are still missing your lover, unable to find your self love, but know that I’m rooting for you. Even if you are 1 or a 100000000000 million miles away, I’m rooting for you because nothing last forever. Not even a bad day :)
this song reminds me of my friend that passed almost 2 months ago now. he made me feel so special and wanted, i miss him everyday and now whenever i hear this song it makes me feel like he’s with me. i miss you so much soren, i hope to see you again someday
@@spookyjuice5856 I already finished in 2 days and I rushed it asf because I tried my best not to get spoiler like fR THERE ARE SO MANY SHIT WITHOUT SPOILER ALERT WARNINGS ;-;
let me tell you about her. She’s great and she’s so beautiful. There was one time where we were playing Minecraft and she didn’t know how to plant wheat and it was hilarious but also so cute hahaha. she also does this little thing when she’s cold where she shakes and does a little lip roll and broo 🥺. her sneeze, dont even get me started. idk man she’s just so fucking amazing and literally the best person i’ve ever met. every time i listen to this song, it makes me think of her. every morning i get to wake up knowing that she’s my best friend and always there for me. anytime i’m down, she always crosses my mind and it’s like everything is alright. now dont get me wrong i’m so grateful and thankful that we’re best friends but idk, something more would be nice ig hahahah 😅. i’ve just never felt that kind of love towards anyone else and it feels great. OMG WHEN SHE FALLS ASLEEP ON FT, SHE’S SO ADORABLE YOU DONT UNDERSTANDDD. Sometimes she also does pig tails or buns and she looks so pretty like everytime i play pretty girl by clairo, she jus comes to my mind and its awesome. BUT HER HAIR IN GENERAL IS LIKE OWNRBRNRB FUCK BRO HOW IS SOMEONE THAT BEAUTIFUL. SHE ALSO HAS SUCH PRETTY GREEN EYES HOLY CRAP, I WISH I COULD JUST RUN THROUGH THOSE FIELDS OF GRASS AND JUS FALL IN THEM FOREVER. her nails are on fleek and so creative, i love them so much rven though she threatens me with them lmaooo. dont even get me started with how short she is, my girl is levis height and that’s literally perfect hahahha. she hates it when i make fun of her height and just pat and rub her head but she looks cute when she’s mad. idk man, i kinda wish we were something more even though i’m so fucking thankful and grateful for her being my best friend. we’ll see what happens but either way i’ll still be happy. hey amber, if you’re reading this...thanks for everything and sorry for not talking abt all of this with you. i just thought it was kinda stupid and i didnt wanna lose you or things to be awkward. ik i should be telling all this stuff towards you but i kinda wanted to vent in these comments, idk. if you do see this, give me a call. I dont want you getting mad or annoyed at me for writing this here or writing this at all.
as much as i hate to admit it i miss him. everything about him was just so perfect. this song makes me always makes me think about him. i wish we could've been something more but we weren't. it feels like i lost my soulmate.
I'm sobbing right now. My best friend is leaving for Catholic school and she won't be back for at least a year. We live pretty close but I can't hang out much. This song is what's keeping me from losing my mind, thank you.
to be honest everytime i listen to this song it really hits differently after I watched Banana fish and after finding out that my close friend used to listen to this song before he left. I can't stop crying even though I tried to stop.
I wish I found this song right after my horrible breakup back in January. I can relate every word of it to how I felt back then. It feels like a memory.
I listen to a lot of sad songs but something about this song just touches me at my core and injects it with this unbearable sadness the more I listen to it.
Ash - I'm worried to death because I haven't been able to see you doing well. You said we live in different worlds. But is that true? We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries. But we're friends. Isn't that what counts? I'm really glad I came to America. I met lots of people. And more than anything, I met you. You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once. What's more is you're hurt much more than me. I couldn't help feeling that way.Funny, huh? You're way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from. I wanted to protect you from fate. The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher. You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn't go back. And I said you weren't a leopard, that you could change your destiny. You're not alone. I'm by your side. My soul is always with you. - Eiji Okumura
the live version really does hit different
yas
YESS
Tho I still like it
forreal
Yes it do
this version feels a lot more emotional than the original and i’m not crying you are
I feel you 😔
Yes I am ;-;
Correct😭
what about it
I’m not crying, I’m dad
she said this song made her think about me. shes gone.
i'm so sorry for your loss
same situation dude :/ i’m so sorry
im sorry
im so sorry
it’ll be alright, dude. keep your head up.
this is one of the only things i have left of my best friend who overdosed in july of 19. he loved this song, thank u for creating his favorite thing, and thank u for creating mine.
I’m so fucking sorry for ur loss
This comment hits so fucking close to home. I'm so sorry that happened. Sorry for your loss my dude.
im so sorry :( hope you're holding up well
Im so so sorry i want to comment but i also dont wanna bring back the memory
Sorry for your loss hopefully he’s okay up there,it’ll get better I promise
tfw ur trying to sing along but you cant because ur crying LMAO
😔 the comment section is hitting a little too close to home
Banana Jeans yeah
me: sobbing
Yeah
I'm not gonna lie, I sob while listening to this. Sometimes I sing along n choke on my tears shshshegsgdggshsgsgsghsshdgd
I can’t listen to this without crying ever since watching Bananafish
where can i watch banana fish? because i really want to watch it for free
Ponyo I watched it on amazon prime video, but u can also watch it on this app called KATSU. Oh and I think it’s only subbed
Lindsey_ Savage tysm!!!
@@lindsey_savage7864 is the app free?
Kitarah Jones yep
“Filmed by andrew siwicki” im so happy that he is still filming for other people
yea i noticed that too :,))
@@brooklyn_bellee me too!
Scrolled to see if someone noticed this!
I like your pfp!
@@hunterisprettyodd1604 thanks!!
The smile on his face when the fans start unexpectedly singing along :')
Yes ;)
sometimes i want to get my heart broken just so i can feel again.
Emily Li ...
Hey I love you
Jk
Emily Li yes!!
Are you ok olive?
This song makes me sad and i never even had a boyfriend before ...
Damn ash why'd u die
He’s just sleeping...🥺🥺
yunglilian yes, just sleeping, he’ll wake up soon🙂
why 😌
He will be back he is temporarily sleeping right now Eiji is waiting for Ash to wake up (Idk why but I'm crying while writing this)
So uuhhh who's ash?
“my soul is with you”
SILENCE
Grave of fireflies
Sa-yo-na-ra
STOP RN 😭🤚🏼
STOP IT 😾😾😾😾😾😾😾
So I found this song on soundcloud as a recommendation. I was cleaning my room with my sister. We started talking about our dad. We never got to meet him or know what type of person he was. When we finally had the chance to talk to him he died from a heart attack. Today's his birthday and his funeral is in two days. This fucking hurts.
dang i’m so sorry, man. i hope you’re okay and i’m sending love
i’m so sorry for your loss.
OMFG im so sorry for you 🥺
i hope you’re doing good now
@@sol-zz7hk unfortunately life has not gotten any easier in fact it proceeded to worsen but thank you for the checkup. I hope you have a nice day.
did you guys hear that “uppppppppp” WOW it gave me goosebumps
seeing how happy y'all get hearing everyone sing along is such a pure and proud experience :•) wish i could've been there
i dont miss them, i miss the tought of them. i miss the way they cared and the way they made me feel. i miss you, but ill never have what we had at the beginning. i love u too the moon and back.
I agree.
"nice to meet u" :'c
"Sa-yo-na-ra" "EIJI"!! "ASH"
Lola NO PLZ🏃🏾♀️💨
lmao stop👁💧👄💧👁
SJOSJWJ NOOOO
STOPP KDBDJJDJDKXJDK😭😭
If u came here u know the live version hits different- 👏🥺
i discovered this song because of banana fish😔
oml me too im crying😭😭
me too😔
sayonara
"my soul is always with you"
-eiji okamura
anime aesthetic stop omg I’m SOBBING
this is really hitting in a different type of vibe
lexie where r u reading it 🥺
so true
Is anyone else thinking about how Richie will never get to tell Eddie he loved him? :(
stopppp :((
Sydney Welk Who-
Ella Steyn richie tozier and eddie kasprak from IT movie
NOOOO
I cried so much when he.. ya know..
༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
😭
I’m in zoom and I’m trying not to cry.
Update I almost got in trouble for having my video off: 😻💅🤚
the live version is so good you can really feel the emotion 🥺
If anyone sees this your okay darling everyone is here for you take my positivity
no one is here for me.
why does it sounds like Ash.
I'm sorry, I can't forget Banana Fish
Same.
HA SAMEEeEEEEe
we'll seriously never emotionally recover from banana fish huh
Antónió Never
Exactly :
“NICE TO MEET YOU” “SA-YO-NA-RA” “ASHHH” “EIJIII”
NOOOOOO!!! 😭😭😭
NO STOOOOP IM NEXT TO MY PARENTS-
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
DAMN BANANA FISH REFRENCE FYFFGSJEFJYG
AAAAAAGHHHH T_T
I can't hear this song without hearing "nice to meet you"
STOPPPP😭😭
✨ p a i n ✨
Oh so you think I won’t ✨CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYWYWYYWHWHWBWYNWHWHANMSJSKMAJSKWJWJWJWJWJSJJWJWJWJWJWJWJWJWJWJWJWJWJHWJWHWHWJW✨
he’s just sleeping he’s just sleeping he’s just sleeping he’s just sleeping he’s just sleeping he’s just sleeping he’s just sleeping
SAYONARA
waiting for the day i can see this song live
same
im so excited :)
im sorry ANDREW SIWICKI-
Why
Wym
@@nilzazavala9897 he's just this pretty cool guy ig🤷
@@nilzazavala9897 He's a really big filmer. He works with Shane dawson a lot
@@nilzazavala9897 he was the who filmed this
I love him to the point where it hurts so bad.
keep in mind this is the same man who was killed by a demon ,, look at him now
abby patty truly flourished
he’s thriving
Demon?
Demon?
For real 😂 hey but that was awesome 😎👏🏻
absolutely would die to hear this in person
im reading banana fish while listening to this : )
currently crying because of banana fish 😔
Have you read or watched it before? If you haven’t be prepared for the biggest heartbreak of your life 😼❤️
I've heard so much about banana fish. Can someone please give me a summary about it? :))
@@isabellafranco5916 um.. its about a drug
@@isabellafranco5916 just watch for the better or worse
!!!! this is so pure i cant wait for more music.
question: why is it Mr Loverman instead of Mr. Loverman with a period?
cause he wasn’t cramping up at the time
@@zen8597 hA-
dante's inferno lmao cause when you have a your period you have cramps and you know period and the period on the sentence lololol
He ain’t Mr. cause he ain’t got his lover. His simply at this point mr loverman, imagining and wishing too get his lover so he can be mr. loverman
it’s a difference in British and American english. Ireland would use more typical british english so we don’t put a period after Mr, Ms,Mrs,Miss,Mx where as american english will
if I got to see y'all live honestly I'd probably die. I love your music so much. pL E A S E COME TO WINNIPEG MB CANADA THANKS LOVE
please Father Montgomery put out a new album
also great, now i gotta go listen to this song on repeat for another week
“nice to meet u”
why are you here i thought you were gonna go break some ankles-
i feel like a mom omg i was so proud when you hit that high note
this man has the voice of a god.
Dear Ash
Ash -
I’m worried to death because I haven’t been able to see you doing well.
You said we live in different worlds. But is that true?
We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries.
But we’re friends. Isn’t that what counts?
I’m really glad I came to America. I met lots of people.
And more than anything, I met you.
You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once.
What’s more is you’re hurt much more than me. I couldn’t help feeling that way.
Funny, huh?
You’re way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from.
I wanted to protect you from fate.
The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher.
You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn’t go back.
And I said you weren’t a leopard, that you could change your destiny.
You’re not alone. I’m by your side.
My soul is always with you.
- Eiji Okumura
AND YOU HAD TO MAKE ME CRY AGAIN BEACUSE WHy ??? Its been 2 months and i cant get away from it..
@@platonicsoulmate5480 I literally finished it like more than 2 months ago and I cry for them everyday and no it's not an exageration, I just miss Ash so much
I swear I was okay... why did you have to make me cry again?
i hate that feeling the sadness makes me feel better than feeling nothing at all
BRO WHY
I'm headed straight for the floor
The alcohol served its tour
And it's headed straight for my skin
Leaving me daft and dim
I've got this shake in my legs
Shaking the thoughts from my head
But who put these waves in the door?
I crack and out I pour
I'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover, man
I'm Mr. Loverman
Oh, and I miss my lover
The ways in which you talk to me
Have me wishin' I were gone
The ways that you say my name
Have me runnin' on and on
Oh, I'm cramping up
I'm cramping up
But you're cracking up
You're cracking up
I'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover, man
I'm Mr. Loverman
Oh, and I miss my lover
I've shattered now, I'm spilling out
Upon this linoleum ground (Mr. Loverman)
I'm reeling in my brain again
Before it can get back to you (Mr. Loverman)
Oh what am I supposed to do without you?
I'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover, man (I miss my lover)
I'm Mr. Loverman (Oh-oh)
Oh, and I miss my lover (Mr. Loverman)
I'm Mr. Loverman (Oh-oh)
And I miss my lover, man
I'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover
"Nice to meet you"
"I miss you"
"Akira!"
“NICE TO MEET YOU” “SA-YO-NA-RA” “ASHHH” “EIJIII” literalmente puedo escuchar sus voces sin escucharlas TT TT
i would pay for u to hit me in the face with an instrument of ur choice mr loverman
I'm a banana fish fan.. ASWELL. I am so grateful that I was introduced to this song but it's kinda sad to see people only talking about bf and not bout the song but I get it cause im bawling my eyes out rn. Anyway, The melody, chorus, everything is just so... AMAZING and wonderful. I love everything about it. Your voice is also so angelic. Ty for making this. U probably won't see this doe-
Probably one of my favorites off the album, I just can't wait to hear more from you. I also still haven't forgotten about the unreleased song you performed at Buzzfeed, looking forward to your future Ricky.
" My Soul Is Always With You. "
😭
TW
(Edit: mention of self harm and suicide)
I play this song whenever I feel s*cidal...it makes me cry more cause I love my best friend but she’s straight and I’m lesbian so my heart shatters each day but I can’t feel hurt cause I’m “popular” and have many more friends...but she makes me happy when I cry gives me hug cries with me and the pain I go through without her would be horrible...people say I can date anyone else but I don’t want to I know she is the one for me she is my lover but she doesn’t love me back god sometimes I don’t know why I keep going until I hear this song it soothes me...
ᗩᑎGEᒪIᑕ ᗩᑎGEᒪ I hope that one day you’ll be better and come back to this song to remember how brave you are to have overcome your s*icidal thoughts.❤️❤️
I'm not gonna say that it gets better being in love with your best friend because honestly..it really really sucks and I'm sure you know that already BUT let me just say I know this sounds impossible but you will fall in love again...I went through the same thing you are going through and sure I never got over her...I'm still in love with her I don't think that will ever change but I fell in love again with someone else and found happiness with them
ᗩᑎGEᒪIᑕ ᗩᑎGEᒪ i- can I give you a hug
🥺🥺💛💛💛
Deidara. is.mine_period please I need one right now 🥺
“Nice to meet you”
OH NO NOT AGAIN
Amber sorry
"ASH"
sayonara
is that BOKUTOS THICQUE DUMP TRUCK I SPOT?? 👀👀
I can't listen to this song without thinking of Banana fish..
"That word...I never should've taught you it" -Eiji Okumura
Edit: I'm crying.
and I miss my loverman...
dang the lives much more sad
yes :(
"nice to meet you."
"sa-yo-na-ra."
im mr. Loverman
"nice too meet you"
and i miss my loverman
I love you Ricky, this was very good and I'm excited for new music
For the longest time I’ve hated myself. I hated living and breathing. I thought everything would get better if I left. This song really struck for me because it was like I missed my lover. The part of me that loved myself and knew that I was never the issue. It’s been 4 1/2 months since I’ve tried hurting myself. I’ve finally found my love for myself. It was never my fault. It was never me who was an issue. The world wouldn’t slow if I died. But the people I left behind would never catch up to the world if I did leave. I’m so sorry to those people who had to see me that way, but you helped me find the love I deserved. You helped me realize I’m never alone. You helped me realize nothing last forever, especially a bad day.
So to you out there. Struggling. Suffering. I know you look up to the sky seeing sky’s of Gray but behind that is a bright beautiful sun waiting to bask you in its light.
Maybe you are still missing your lover, unable to find your self love, but know that I’m rooting for you. Even if you are 1 or a 100000000000 million miles away, I’m rooting for you because nothing last forever. Not even a bad day :)
Happy ur doing better now ❤️❤️❤️
So proud of u!! Hope u have a great life!! :) glad to hear ur doing well!! :D
this song reminds me of my friend that passed almost 2 months ago now. he made me feel so special and wanted, i miss him everyday and now whenever i hear this song it makes me feel like he’s with me. i miss you so much soren, i hope to see you again someday
Saw some honey sticks at my local coop today and thought of y'all
"EIJIIII" "NICE TO MEET YOU" "SHORTER"!!!!
And let's not forget "sa-yo-na-ra"!😭😭😭😭
NOO STOP
@@spookyjuice5856 sorry😭it broke my heart too ,dont worry
😭😭😔
“sa-yo-na-ra” and “gi-zi-mo??” 😭😭😭🔫🔫🔫
For some reason this reminds me of given :(
FUCK
someone made a edit of given with this song 🎷🐛
DONT DO THIS TO ME C’MON
NOOOOO WHYYYY
FUCKING SHIT TO MANY FANDOMS AND IM IN THEM ALL THAT ARE HERE AND IM CRYING TO ALL OF THEM
i can’t escape the banana fish comments 😭 that anime killed me
I'm thinking of starting banana fish but i also wanna read comments but I also don't wanna get spoiled so I'm scared 😼
hey, I am on episode 8 and it is very beautiful and sad at the same time, but I strongly advise you to start watching it!
skip any banana fish content trust me i got it spoiled
@@spookyjuice5856 I already finished in 2 days and I rushed it asf because I tried my best not to get spoiler like fR THERE ARE SO MANY SHIT WITHOUT SPOILER ALERT WARNINGS ;-;
Hitoka Yachi oh yeahh i rushed it too because i didn’t wanna hear anymore spoilers, i still cried tho :(((
@@spookyjuice5856 ngl samee I knew he was gonna die cuz of spoilers but like..... HE'S JUST DREAMING 😭😭😭😭
“sayonara america. sayonara new york...but I’m not going to saying sayonara to you, ash..” -eiji
God you deserve so much ricky deserve so much don't ever stop
It hits different live 😔💜 this is low key giving me “Given” vibes 😭🤧
let me tell you about her. She’s great and she’s so beautiful. There was one time where we were playing Minecraft and she didn’t know how to plant wheat and it was hilarious but also so cute hahaha. she also does this little thing when she’s cold where she shakes and does a little lip roll and broo 🥺. her sneeze, dont even get me started. idk man she’s just so fucking amazing and literally the best person i’ve ever met. every time i listen to this song, it makes me think of her. every morning i get to wake up knowing that she’s my best friend and always there for me. anytime i’m down, she always crosses my mind and it’s like everything is alright. now dont get me wrong i’m so grateful and thankful that we’re best friends but idk, something more would be nice ig hahahah 😅. i’ve just never felt that kind of love towards anyone else and it feels great. OMG WHEN SHE FALLS ASLEEP ON FT, SHE’S SO ADORABLE YOU DONT UNDERSTANDDD. Sometimes she also does pig tails or buns and she looks so pretty like everytime i play pretty girl by clairo, she jus comes to my mind and its awesome. BUT HER HAIR IN GENERAL IS LIKE OWNRBRNRB FUCK BRO HOW IS SOMEONE THAT BEAUTIFUL. SHE ALSO HAS SUCH PRETTY GREEN EYES HOLY CRAP, I WISH I COULD JUST RUN THROUGH THOSE FIELDS OF GRASS AND JUS FALL IN THEM FOREVER. her nails are on fleek and so creative, i love them so much rven though she threatens me with them lmaooo. dont even get me started with how short she is, my girl is levis height and that’s literally perfect hahahha. she hates it when i make fun of her height and just pat and rub her head but she looks cute when she’s mad. idk man, i kinda wish we were something more even though i’m so fucking thankful and grateful for her being my best friend. we’ll see what happens but either way i’ll still be happy. hey amber, if you’re reading this...thanks for everything and sorry for not talking abt all of this with you. i just thought it was kinda stupid and i didnt wanna lose you or things to be awkward. ik i should be telling all this stuff towards you but i kinda wanted to vent in these comments, idk. if you do see this, give me a call. I dont want you getting mad or annoyed at me for writing this here or writing this at all.
BROO GO CONFESS RN, THIS IS SO CUTE 🥺🥺🥺💞💞
YES this is my favorite song of yours
as much as i hate to admit it i miss him. everything about him was just so perfect. this song makes me always makes me think about him. i wish we could've been something more but we weren't. it feels like i lost my soulmate.
idk why this song always makes me cry, especially the live version.
This song makes me miss my best friend and my dad.
Dad I hope you're happy up there probably making puzzles with grandpa. I love you and I miss you❤️🥺
i’m here for you. sending love
I hope is well for you 🥺
I'm sobbing right now. My best friend is leaving for Catholic school and she won't be back for at least a year. We live pretty close but I can't hang out much. This song is what's keeping me from losing my mind, thank you.
i love you
Thank you 🥺
i’m literally so excited i’m seeing them and greer in concert next year
to be honest everytime i listen to this song it really hits differently after I watched Banana fish and after finding out that my close friend used to listen to this song before he left. I can't stop crying even though I tried to stop.
the way im crying rn bc this song is so good :)
I wish I found this song right after my horrible breakup back in January. I can relate every word of it to how I felt back then.
It feels like a memory.
“Oh what am I supposed to do without you?”
I’m in tEaRs 🥺
this version hurts so much more when it reminds you of the person you miss the most
Andrew filmed this?? Like THE Andrew?
Ricky Montgomery and The Honeysticks that’s actually really cool oml when worlds collide
Ricky Montgomery LUCKYYYYYYY
Ashleigh Gordon WHEN WORLDS COLLIDE HAHAH
This live version is even sadder oh my god he l p
You and the band really conveyed all these emotions
The live version makes me cry even more than the normal one ..
I listen to a lot of sad songs but something about this song just touches me at my core and injects it with this unbearable sadness the more I listen to it.
my boy this is so good!!!! I wish I could see you live ahhh
everyone in the comments talking about their fandoms like:👀
me who’s in all the fandoms:👁👄👁👍
Banana fish made me cry more then i usually do i cry and so has my old friend bruh ive been crying 48/7 twice a week
i didn’t wanna cry again today but here i am, yet again, closing my eyes and soaking up this song with everything in me, bawling
I Can’t listen to this song without breaking down now. Thanks banana fish.
This song is everything to me!♡
his little smile as he hears the audience sing along
“ must be a nice dream” :)
STOPPPPP 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔
✨PAIN✨
I'm not crying, you are crying
Majo Rendon lets be honest here we’re all crying
I HATE THAT LADY LIKE SHE COULD HAVE HELPED HIM
Ash - I'm worried to death because I haven't been able to see you doing well. You said we live in different worlds. But is that true? We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries. But we're friends. Isn't that what counts? I'm really glad I came to America. I met lots of people. And more than anything, I met you. You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once. What's more is you're hurt much more than me. I couldn't help feeling that way.Funny, huh? You're way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from. I wanted to protect you from fate. The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher. You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn't go back. And I said you weren't a leopard, that you could change your destiny. You're not alone. I'm by your side. My soul is always with you.
- Eiji Okumura
STOPSTOP I BEG
SHUT THE FUCK UP
im sorry im still emotional,,,, ily babe im sorry
Oh my ... That made me cry even more
i’m not an anime fan (at least i think that is what this is from i could be wrong) but this hit, dang.
Ya - hearing this live does this song so much justice - love love love it
Holy fuck please make another album
Muse Mekonen their album is all I listened to last summer I NEED MOREEE
Finally more live stuff💘💘💘
ANDREW SIWICKI??? AND IS THAT CALEB???
Also this song is amazing live :,))
the live version hits so different. It sounds so emotional :(
this makes my heart happy !! wish I could have been there but my ride cancelled last minute :/
We both love this song, I want to tell him I love him again
this makes my heart happy
Best thing I’ve ever heard hands down.
i would’ve cried omg ur literally the only artist i listen to at this point help
Why am I listening this at 3 am??
I can’t stop crying nOW-