autumndropsdead - retention (lyrics)

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Lyrics
i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened
brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this
i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance
i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed
on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it
oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back
but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill
i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened
did it ever happen..

[@autumndropsdead]

thank you sm 4 the upload static

[@dash8518]

this is great dude

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[@lucasgustavob147]

This is INCREDIBLE it should have hundreds of thousands of views

[@casperrr7826]

this my homie, go crazy autie!!

[@lillosr-bp7rb]

much love

[@prod.sunsetlover]

let’s go autumn 🔥

[@epitomeoffailure4046]

lets goooo autumn!!! :)

[@Sshawty44]

Sad music vibes

[@henminthang3520]

9th 🎧🎧🫢 sad but cool song..

[@guardian6000]

This music hits w Fate:3🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@guardian6000]

Currently in the middle of class listening to this lol😂

[@basicmilflover6450]

I'm telling the teacher

[@Woyance]

what a vibe💯

[@vincentkarlsson4481]

Havent heard this artist beafore, will check him out!

[@hollowperson.]

check "heavy fangs" and "leeches!"
bangers in my opinion

[@kendricklamar3705]

@@hollowperson. and "wounds and plaster"

[@luvkurtis]

AUTUMN!!!

[@stckNsde]

awesome song 💜

[@accezyyn.]

Love❤️

[@davidshapiro8149]

🔥 woah.

[@kireivibes]

Auti

[@TheVanJovin]

Dope

[@seishun9611]

Anyone know what anime the male voice is from at the start?

[@autumndropsdead]

oregairu 💜

[@seishun9611]

@@autumndropsdead been meaning to check that anime out. Thank you!

[@guardian6000]

@@seishun9611 ur pfp is reasons from bae robins music lyrics... nice

[@misconceptionlyrics]

:)

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