This song really lets you rethink about ur life choices and think about what you did right and wrong. It can make you depressed or give you the relieve you‘ve asked for
Loneliness doesn’t follow you, you follow loneliness, stop blaming your own shortcomings on other people and deal with it like a normal upstanding person
The intro to this song had honestly made me feel like I had ascended humanity, all forms of matter and had become one with the Universe for a brief moment in time and really just nothing mattered to me in that instance. And now I just want this to be played in the back of my head as I take my last breaths in this world only then would I truly be able to relive the time I had listened to this the first and then I won't have any regrets as that death would not be painful, depressing, joyful or anything humanely similar instead that for me would truly just be "heavenly".
this makes me cry. It makes me think about him and how I still love him even after what he’s done and it makes me think about everything I love and all my past experiences, I love this song even though i cry
i don’t have words to describe what this song is like, but i’ll try anyways. listening to this song is like a second chance. like someone is sitting next to you assuring you that you are loved, giving you another chance at what you have lost once before. It’s like you are ascending into another realm of human endeavour, like you are looking from a different view on life. this song grabs my depression and smashes the shit outta it for 11 minutes and 26 seconds. This is truly beautiful.
This song feels like you're laying down looking up and all of your burdens and sorrow are taken away and gates of heaven are opening up in front of your eyes as you are ready to descent
Imagine..Laying on a hill looking up to the night sky watching the stars,but wishing there wasn’t a tomorrow thinking of everyone in your life..Looking back at the memories you have.
@@C1C1738trust me bro you'll get over it, it's more to life my biggest motto is we have a chance to touch the sun before our waves touch the shore. I'm just worried I won't see her in the next life, but that's life man it's not sunshine's and rainbows for ppl like us. Keep pushing homie
@@C1C1738 Its bad, but I'm sure things will get better. Maybe you will find a girl who will love you so much that she will never leave you. After all, there are so many people in the world, and there are many who will love and support you
Hey man, it's Freakbob, thanks for answering. People usually don't answer, and it's taking a toll on me. That's why uhh, I called a couple times... They always say, where's Freakybob but, they never ask how's Freakybob.
I listen to this song everyday of my freshman year in school right now but, The reason why i listen/love this song is because it gives me flashbacks from when i was younger and had good times with my family until now dealing without having a mom or dad anymore or i could say anyone who cares about me because they both died when i was 8 years old (7 year ago) and now im 15 without my parents an still sad and your prolly wondering how am i still alive going through all of that but its very hard but i have to deal with everything thats happening in my life that sucks. I always put on a fake happy expression to hide my real feelings because im always sad everyday seeing most ppl with there parents but Im okay ig i just want to see them ( my parents) soon. LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSS BYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
Vent: I’ve been with my boyfriend for about a month now. He’s everything I could ever want in a boyfriend. I know I should be happy, but I feel so empty. He loves me, and I love him, but I sometimes feel like that’s not enough. He had a gf before me, and I feel like I’m in a competition with her even though my bf isn’t with her anymore. I really want to be good enough for him, I really do. But I feel like I’ll always be the second girlfriend, the backup plan. Worst of all, I feel like that it’s my fault for feeling this way. Maybe it is. I’m just scared he’ll get tired of me one day. It hurts. If you have read this all the way through, thank you for taking the time. It means a lot.
we don’t know eachother, but i hope everything works out for you two. by your description i can tell you love your bf a lot and im sure he does, too. we suffer more in our imagination than in reality. it’s totally understandable that you might feel a little concerned over his past relationship, but you should also take in consideration that he learned from it, and im sure he means well with you. if it’s something that keeps bothering you, you should ask for reassurance, because it’s the least he could do if he truly loves you. but most importantly I’d advise you to live in the moment, not to overanalyse every little aspect of this relationship, just focus on what you have: a fulfilling relationship, something you’ve always wanted, and I bet you two have some nice things that you have in common and can always talk and laugh about, so focus on that instead. whatever happens in the future is destined to happen, and we don’t have control over it, it will happen, but we choose how to deal with it. i wish you two well.
i cant process emotion properly, so i listen to music to make me cry. but now im crying because of the music, not whatever made me feel this way in the first place. and so the spiral continues and i cant figure out whats real and what isnt
God i love how music makes you feel , memories, whatever I've been spending so much time commuting, listening to music most of time gives me the soundtracks of imaginations , scenes i remember, flights i didn't have, love , parents proud of me ...work i wish to work, times i wish they never ended I guess everything will be fine or not ,its just a matter of time and we all vanish ..
sometimes i hate seeing my friends happy. I dont know why, if its some deep rooted hatred for when they are all lovey dovey with one another, cuddling and shit during lunch. it irritates the shit out of me. It makes me feel incredibily lonely. but i dont say anything cause that would just be embarrassing
I understand the wellness in you now for I too am getting healed, for I no longer lust for anyone or anything. I thank you for today in references to all i have been through, being strong is hard when your sensitive, for I shall not be embarrassed for being sensitive. I shouldn’t judge one to talk for I too was the same.
Feels like that missing piece i’m searching for is infront of theire eyes piercing into my soul whose eyes? Is always my question. Everytime i listen to this I contemplate many topics. Time. Death. Purpose. Love. The main things that dazzle me and destruct my daily life. Most of the time I’m happy until this intro plays. It’s like i feel the skin on my bones and that i admit that imm confused and scared of my own mind and it’s abilities. I think most will read this and think i’m yapping about nothing but most of the time I only understand what I write.
i was just listening to not allowed instrumental and ig i didn’t realize i turned the loop off and this came on. now i’m gonna listen to this instead 😚😚 (it’s 3:40am pls help i don’t wanna sleep but i’m tired)
I used to say that, now a couple days ago I turned 20 and I'm still struggling with it but I decided I want to start living and fix everything. I don't know what is your situation but don't focus on the bad things dude, everything is going to be alright. Hope yall stay safe and healthy.
Never think that you're not enough, you are enough. You are a good person. Don't jump. You have to achieve your goal. Life doesn't end like this. I promise that it will get better. Plesse don't worry
sounds like something guts would listen to when his adrenaline fades away after killing a demon and the realization that this whole tragic story is his reality kicks in
“And it does it. Again and again. There’s no stop to my life. Just the same monotonous fucking stuff. Everyday. With no end. I can try to deviate from it, but it just ends up being the same bullshit. You wouldn’t understand. You have so much potential, just there. I know it sounds corny, but what else can I do?” “Make sure I can achieve my potential.”
You are worth so much precious and that you have gotten this far is absolutely amazing, you are worth so Goddamn much and I’m so incredibly proud of you. It may seem like there’s not much hope and that this is an unbreakable cycle, but you got this break this loop do what you want to. I wish you the best in life, love you dearly.🖤❤️
listening to this makes me feel a sense of comfort but also sadness
Yup yup same!
it js makes me feel weirdly nostalgic
thats called depression!
🤓
Real
This song really lets you rethink about ur life choices and think about what you did right and wrong. It can make you depressed or give you the relieve you‘ve asked for
hope you good g
Jesus loves you so
@@teiubids not me friend I'm a failure an a sinner in this world
@@Yasuke555 nah Jesus hates the sin not the sinner
idgaf. based.
“Hey man, it’s me, freakbob. Thanks for answering, people don’t usually answer. It’s been taking a toll on me.”
Just watched that😭💔
Noo 😨
@@gavinkoti1677 What ?
@@XogunBS freak Bob gone too soon :(
thats why.........
I wish I could listen to this for the first time again
The silent voice edit will always stay in my head now when this song plays😭😭😭
SAME
Same
silent voice or silent hill?
@@oni5909voice
@@oni5909silent voice
there’s always some legend on youtube that knows exactly we’re looking for
It's so calming. It sooths the soul
for real!
And the cycle repeats itself. Again. And again. And again.
:c
real.
real one
Real
Jesus loves you ❤️
Loneliness has followed me all my life, everywhere, in bars and cars, on sidewalks and businesses, everywhere, there is no way out.
My favorite movie of all time. Travis Bickle is such an iconic character. Great quote/reference as well too
God's lonely man
Loneliness doesn’t follow you, you follow loneliness, stop blaming your own shortcomings on other people and deal with it like a normal upstanding person
@@InstaTubeReels You know nothing about this person lil bro
Guts in the video really sums up all the feels
The intro to this song had honestly made me feel like I had ascended humanity, all forms of matter and had become one with the Universe for a brief moment in time and really just nothing mattered to me in that instance. And now I just want this to be played in the back of my head as I take my last breaths in this world only then would I truly be able to relive the time I had listened to this the first and then I won't have any regrets as that death would not be painful, depressing, joyful or anything humanely similar instead that for me would truly just be "heavenly".
You okay man?
Sounds gay
Real
This is exactly how i feel
This is so deep
this makes me cry. It makes me think about him and how I still love him even after what he’s done and it makes me think about everything I love and all my past experiences, I love this song even though i cry
i don’t have words to describe what this song is like, but i’ll try anyways. listening to this song is like a second chance. like someone is sitting next to you assuring you that you are loved, giving you another chance at what you have lost once before. It’s like you are ascending into another realm of human endeavour, like you are looking from a different view on life. this song grabs my depression and smashes the shit outta it for 11 minutes and 26 seconds. This is truly beautiful.
You couldnt explain that any better honestly.
i don't want to wake up tomorrow
Same
Me neither
You must rise up, because life has many things worth living for dont give up ♥♥
Same
Same.
*"I love you so much that if your wings don't have feathers I'll give you mine"*
🥹🤍
If my wings have feathers I'm suing the restaurant.
@@HeortirtheWoodwarden true💀
Hearing this makes me comfortable in the midst of sadness
this song makes me feel something that i can't explain...
“I’m so sigma now” ahh comment 😭🙏🙏
@@Bigfatnotseestfu, not everything has to be funny .
@@NGRKVQ34IOJ4Q3KIDFKJLIQ are you serious?
@@NGRKVQ34IOJ4Q3KIDFKJLIQ bro it is not that funny stfu😭🙏
@@NGRKVQ34IOJ4Q3KIDFKJLIQ people like u ruin comment sections w ur presence
This song feels like you're laying down looking up and all of your burdens and sorrow are taken away and gates of heaven are opening up in front of your eyes as you are ready to descent
Damn bro
LMFAO
The voices are winning rn
Real😂
I cant tell if this is a joke or a cry for help lmaooo
@@Kill_noobs_simulator_fan Both
Hahaha real the gun just magically flew up to my head 😂😂😂
this song always makes me cry i don’t know why
This changed my life thank you
ah ah ah give it harder daddy!!
im bouta start bawling my eyes out
Hey man, its FreakBob.
Thanks for answering, no one usually picks up.
R.I.P to the people who didn't find this song to overthink their life
idk, this song makes me so happy. like you’re free but you don’t know what to do. i love it
hits different
Imagine..Laying on a hill looking up to the night sky watching the stars,but wishing there wasn’t a tomorrow thinking of everyone in your life..Looking back at the memories you have.
Your writing is very eloquent and the song plus the video style match so well together. Shit's rough rn, but keep doing your thing
Guts matches perfectly with this
it isn't a sad song or anything it's more of a.. "what the hell are you doing with your life" song.
Its been 10 months, I still miss her
Stay strong bro
@@jules-pf6on nah its been 1 year she found another guy and makes me jelaous on purpouse, im gonna kms
@@C1C1738trust me bro you'll get over it, it's more to life my biggest motto is we have a chance to touch the sun before our waves touch the shore. I'm just worried I won't see her in the next life, but that's life man it's not sunshine's and rainbows for ppl like us. Keep pushing homie
@@C1C1738 I really hope you don't. your loved and appreciated, if you where able find someone once you can find another someone that's better for you.
@@C1C1738 Its bad, but I'm sure things will get better. Maybe you will find a girl who will love you so much that she will never leave you. After all, there are so many people in the world, and there are many who will love and support you
Endless void of empty heart falling in the shadows but trying to be a light
you will eventually be the light, keep up.
@@uxdyixgYou don’t have to be a light , if you are in the darkness just look for a light
pleas never delete this
this masterpiece changed my life
This song helps me clear my mind from all the stuff
glad
Hey man, it's Freakbob, thanks for answering. People usually don't answer, and it's taking a toll on me. That's why uhh, I called a couple times... They always say, where's Freakybob but, they never ask how's Freakybob.
this song really suits guts
''I am one with myself... I am one with the world. I cannot be angry, sad or happy instead I am content with it all...'
This shii makes feel like I’m going through my villain arc dawg ☠️🙏🏽
Hey man FreakBob here thanks for answering ...
So calming yet so depressingly inclined yet could feel so peacefully addicting...or both❤
i love this because it feels like the meaning of the song. feeling like it’s going somewhere but ultimately ending up at the beginning.
Congratulations on 1 million views
Listening to this while walking on the rain
I lay on my bed every night going to sleep Wishing I didn’t wake up but every day..I open my eyes seeing I’m still here..
I miss him so much, he was everything to me, I want to have him back and appreciate him like never before.
Im gay
@@Kovacod cool
Hey man, it’s freakbob.
Thanks for answering
makes me cry, goooood
I listen to this song everyday of my freshman year in school right now but, The reason why i listen/love this song is because it gives me flashbacks from when i was younger and had good times with my family until now dealing without having a mom or dad anymore or i could say anyone who cares about me because they both died when i was 8 years old (7 year ago) and now im 15 without my parents an still sad and your prolly wondering how am i still alive going through all of that but its very hard but i have to deal with everything thats happening in my life that sucks. I always put on a fake happy expression to hide my real feelings because im always sad everyday seeing most ppl with there parents but Im okay ig i just want to see them ( my parents) soon. LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSS BYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
YOU'RE CRAZY STRONG PAL! May you get healed by the things you don't talk about! I wish you all the best for everything!
@@uxdyixg thxxxxx
Jesus loves you✝️
your him fr can either let it build or destroy YOU
the trumpet.. i love how dark it sounds...\
I rlly needed to let my emotions out and found this. Never had such a good crying session
hey man, it's freakbob
Sometimes,I wish I could just sleep and never wake up again.
*The voices won*
WHA? I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS SONG OMG TYAAAAA
Vent:
I’ve been with my boyfriend for about a month now. He’s everything I could ever want in a boyfriend. I know I should be happy, but I feel so empty. He loves me, and I love him, but I sometimes feel like that’s not enough. He had a gf before me, and I feel like I’m in a competition with her even though my bf isn’t with her anymore. I really want to be good enough for him, I really do. But I feel like I’ll always be the second girlfriend, the backup plan. Worst of all, I feel like that it’s my fault for feeling this way. Maybe it is. I’m just scared he’ll get tired of me one day. It hurts.
If you have read this all the way through, thank you for taking the time. It means a lot.
we don’t know eachother, but i hope everything works out for you two. by your description i can tell you love your bf a lot and im sure he does, too. we suffer more in our imagination than in reality. it’s totally understandable that you might feel a little concerned over his past relationship, but you should also take in consideration that he learned from it, and im sure he means well with you. if it’s something that keeps bothering you, you should ask for reassurance, because it’s the least he could do if he truly loves you. but most importantly I’d advise you to live in the moment, not to overanalyse every little aspect of this relationship, just focus on what you have: a fulfilling relationship, something you’ve always wanted, and I bet you two have some nice things that you have in common and can always talk and laugh about, so focus on that instead. whatever happens in the future is destined to happen, and we don’t have control over it, it will happen, but we choose how to deal with it.
i wish you two well.
@@luvrevy thank you, I really appreciate the advice. I wish you well ❤️
No problem you get thru it I'm high asl rn cs I got to many problems happening to im jus crashout at schoo fr it's August 19 2:57am
i cant process emotion properly, so i listen to music to make me cry. but now im crying because of the music, not whatever made me feel this way in the first place. and so the spiral continues and i cant figure out whats real and what isnt
God i love how music makes you feel , memories, whatever
I've been spending so much time commuting, listening to music most of time gives me the soundtracks of imaginations , scenes i remember, flights i didn't have, love , parents proud of me ...work i wish to work, times i wish they never ended
I guess everything will be fine or not ,its just a matter of time and we all vanish ..
It gives me vibes like question everything i experienced in my life...
Im tired man
(phone call)
Freakbob: Hey man, its freakbob. Thanks for answering, people dont usually answer. its been taking a tool on me, thats why.
every memory plays, from the best to worst like a timelapse
my head is my worst enemy i only want be alone ( the voices are killing me )
mysterious ahh beat
on god
I like the background music. like it giving me a feeling. idk how to describe it.
sometimes i hate seeing my friends happy. I dont know why, if its some deep rooted hatred for when they are all lovey dovey with one another, cuddling and shit during lunch. it irritates the shit out of me. It makes me feel incredibily lonely. but i dont say anything cause that would just be embarrassing
We Thug It Out Tho
OKAY FOUND IT YESS LUV IT
I understand the wellness in you now for I too am getting healed, for I no longer lust for anyone or anything. I thank you for today in references to all i have been through, being strong is hard when your sensitive, for I shall not be embarrassed for being sensitive. I shouldn’t judge one to talk for I too was the same.
Freak bob getting real asf 😮
I cry in the shower listening to this instrumental
crying is nice because of the obvious. i hope you find yourself singing songs in the shower soon.
I miss my boy freakbob 💔🟨
ıt feels like being reborn
Yup fr fr
That feeling when you finally woke up from the worst day ever
Feels like that missing piece i’m searching for is infront of theire eyes piercing into my soul whose eyes? Is always my question. Everytime i listen to this I contemplate many topics. Time. Death. Purpose. Love. The main things that dazzle me and destruct my daily life. Most of the time I’m happy until this intro plays. It’s like i feel the skin on my bones and that i admit that imm confused and scared of my own mind and it’s abilities. I think most will read this and think i’m yapping about nothing but most of the time I only understand what I write.
I understand
i was just listening to not allowed instrumental and ig i didn’t realize i turned the loop off and this came on. now i’m gonna listen to this instead 😚😚 (it’s 3:40am pls help i don’t wanna sleep but i’m tired)
Not gonna make the 20th birthday alive 😂😂😂
The only reason I live is so that I can kms on my own 20th bday.💀
I really hope u guys dont die
I used to say that, now a couple days ago I turned 20 and I'm still struggling with it but I decided I want to start living and fix everything. I don't know what is your situation but don't focus on the bad things dude, everything is going to be alright. Hope yall stay safe and healthy.
Yall alive?
Never think that you're not enough, you are enough. You are a good person. Don't jump. You have to achieve your goal. Life doesn't end like this. I promise that it will get better. Plesse don't worry
I'm worried I won't find her in the next life. But this song is like giving you another chance at what you lost.
New Song for the gymplaylist (the 3am Version of me has won)
real
real
sounds like something guts would listen to when his adrenaline fades away after killing a demon and the realization that this whole tragic story is his reality kicks in
Hey there, its freakbob thanks for answering
I miss her.
❤ beautiful.
Jesus loves us so much the amount of pain, we don't deserve him but by God's grace we have forgiveness 🙏
''he was in hospital ur ex hes going through alot'' I WAS IN HOSPITAL TOO!!! but HE DIDN'T CARE DID HE?
Hey man, its Freak Bob….
FINALY I FOUND THIS MASTERPIECE YAS
We will never be soulmates cause he choose whores instead of love…
“And it does it. Again and again. There’s no stop to my life. Just the same monotonous fucking stuff. Everyday. With no end. I can try to deviate from it, but it just ends up being the same bullshit. You wouldn’t understand. You have so much potential, just there. I know it sounds corny, but what else can I do?”
“Make sure I can achieve my potential.”
You are worth so much precious and that you have gotten this far is absolutely amazing, you are worth so Goddamn much and I’m so incredibly proud of you. It may seem like there’s not much hope and that this is an unbreakable cycle, but you got this break this loop do what you want to. I wish you the best in life, love you dearly.🖤❤️
Life is getting harder day by day
When I hear this it make me reflect on my life choices
How can i tell you guys that this song makes me fell terrible but still my fav song
frrrrrrr
hey man, it's me freakbob
This song reflects my depression 1 to 1 and I think I'll soon no longer be able to think clearly or even think at all
Hey man… it’s freak bob
"Hey man, It's freakbob" type song
BRO IM ANIMATING FREAKBOB TO THIS XD
Well, this Song is so deep, i keep. Forgeting the melody.
I don’t feel right again there’s no reason for me to feel this way like life is good why do I feel like this I feel lonely
I'm so cooked i cry over 11mins .
hey man, it's freakbob
Thanks for answering....people usually don't answer