Lennon Stella - Older Than I Am (Lyrics)
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- Опубліковано 29 кві 2020
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Nowadays the circumstances are making kids more older than they are mentally.....some of them needs help but are afraid of saying it.....they are solving the problems on their own..... growing up fast losing their childhood.....it's really sad.......
Lipika Mandal haha ME. I don’t fit in anywhere rlly and- guess what, I don’t care anymore. I’m too different for the world to understand so I gave up on that.
@@Sarah-bu4rl good.....just be yourself......and you'll see that the people who actually care about you will stick with you.....and you are strong ok? Don't even question your strength..... because it's hard to fit in and it's more hard to be yourself........have a good day 🤗
I don't really fit in sometimes and would be left out by my friends because I'm sometimes antisocial so I was always on my room. I wanted to raise my voice and say everything I couldn't but its hard to find someone who can understand. I was trying so hard at school that my friends didn't realize I have flaws too. I was even called a tomboy when I'm just trying to be tough just to hide my pain that they didn't see. I'm 11 but I'm older than i am.
@@sopeysuga7378 oh dear.....I do understand because I don't blend in too.....very few of my classmates used to talk with me.....only when they needed something from me..... everyone has flaws and those flaws makes us unique from the rest...... don't be sad because of them..... because you are who you are and you are perfect in your own way............and whenever they'll tease you in future tell them to tease you again when they are perfect...... don't lose yourself because of them.you'll get all the happiness you deserve sooner or later......and if you want to talk I am here ok? 🌼🤗
@@Sarah-bu4rl fit in with people worn me out everytime
Sometimes I feel like i really should be living alot more to the fullest. Do stupid stuff now, I'm scared of not having done enough stuff when I'm older, enough memories to live by.
someone once said that life sometimes isn't meant to be lived so fiercely.
@@anaispersephone6041 but it's just life, it'll be over before you know it
Yes, you think like I do, it will be over before we know it, before we actually live it
@@marianazapata2504 I mean there's so much to see and do and these days I feel it even more
but the problem is we can't even though we want to
I am 15 years old, and I have never related to a song more than this. Ive been in and out of foster care since I was 5, my dad allowed me to lose my innocence when i was only 8. I was abused throughout my entire foster care experience, I was bullied and touched by monsters. But when I finally came home my mother became an alcoholic, my grandmother beat me and cut me down every chance she got. I raised myself, I push away things I want, I never ask for help, I do everything I’m told but I still get treated like I’m a monster. But thats okay, because i am stronger than I ever would have been if i lived a normal life. I dont have friends, I dont have crushes and I dont get thinks I want. But one day I’ll walk away from this nightmare and Ill be someone better, and Ill have better people around me and I swear, I will never let my children go through the same things I’ve been through. and if you are someone like me, don’t ever give up. Life is beautiful and worth living no matter how hard it gets. 💕💕 You are loved 💕💕
Stay strong, it's a miracle that you are surviving after all you've been through. Though you do not know me I am here for you, my prayers be with you.
❤️
You're so strong. I love you❤️
I hope you love yourself as much as I love you right now
Your words literally giving me strength to carry on ❤ Lots of love 💕
I don’t cry,
I don’t look for help,
I just don’t care anymore.
I hope you are fine.......and I hope you will find someone who will take care of you.....🌼
Lipika Mandal Thank mate, that help a lot.
@@benkoh8613 🤗
its okay :")
me 2 :(
"Staying up all night thinking, it's twisted ." Yeah,,
Relate x
Same here💕
@@dazaychan aww I hope you two are doing good x
Soo true I felt that 💙
Felt in my soul. 🤍🦋
This is my life song...wish i should have done many stupid things to experience life but i was too afraid to get hurt and in the end i still got hurt by my own doing...
Me too
I'm feeling the same thing here. Everyone says that I'm too good but I don't like it. Their praises put so much pressure and burden for me. I'm feeling like they're watching every single thing that I do and that makes me really scared. I'm afraid that one day if I did one stupid thing, everyone would blame me. But I'm sick of being fake. I want to do whatever I want but I can't.
Aris S You can. ^^ Take the step for you’re braver than you think. Though, it will be a rough path but it’ll surely lift some weight off your body. If you keep believing even when everything seems crumbling down at times, you’ll be better, more true to yourself, and be happier if you just take a step forward. Don’t rush, just take baby steps. Results may not be what you’re expecting but I assure you that you’ll feel more free and it’ll open doors to a brighter you and a happier tomorrow. 😊🌿
You still have time to experience new thingsssss its never too late heheh
Hope youre okay
"How do i handle the pressure i do my best to fake it but honestly i hate it"
this sentence, stab me somehow.... 🙃
Yes 😔
Same 😞
Same☺️
"I do all my own healing, manage all of my feelings" we all wanted to heal, we all wanted to have someone feeling our pain but some things doesn't go our way. Sometimes, people are so used to us being the "helping hand", the "shoulder to lean on", the "one who never goes away" and so much more. Failing to realize that we also need someone they always thought of us. Wishing they'd become one for us but no, they didn't became the ones we were to them. No one's to blame but here's the deal, you have to keep your shits for yourself and nurse your own pain. You have to be the more understanding, the one who's stronger and braver 'cause you're the one they always count on to - and that's a responsibility not everyone is obliged to do but you did.
🥺
Ugh, this slaps TOO hard
@@coucou2959 I feel you, it's pretty hard to do things on my own
Dang! Haha. That is so true yet so hard and so ugh.. Traumatising tbh lol. Gosh ;_; bwuuu. I hate how all this pain or feelings can never be translated into something good? Haha
You are so brave.
kim minjeong if you're here... i wish you happiness, baby you deserve every good things in the world🥺
"Something i wish i could do something stupid"
This line resonates with me so much, my classmate friends all care so much about how they look. Wanting to look so wise and smart. Man, let me tell you, you are gonna miss the chance to "do something reckless and saying i dont give a damn". Adulthood is not fun. And to be old and wise, one has to be young and dumb.
I wish i didn't settle at 17. I needed to live a bit. It's to late now. I'm 46 and never been someone I was proud of. I'm feel like nothing,but the garbage. I have always been.
@@MS-ij1xm dont be so hard on yourself my man. Hey, you are what you are now because of your memory. Well im 17 now and dont have anything i can be proud of. To me, i want something dumb to do with my circle of friends. Cringy things. Maybe now cringy but in the future.. i hope i can look back with a smile. And of course i wont neglect my studies. I have seen people at your age doing stupid stuff with their friends, so its not too late you know. Look up and make new memories man :)
“To be old and wise one has to be young and dumb” luv that❤️
Sometimes it's not just about the looks. Some people have to mature than their peers especially if their family has financial problems. A lot of kids here are like that, if you ask them what they want to be they'll answer 'to help their family from poverty'. And it's sad especially when they're supposed to have dreams like a child would but they are already here worrying an adult's problems and woes and it's sad.
I'll be 18 in two months. My dad is retired and mom is the only one who's supporting the family and is extremely stressed about her work. Given the circumstances, I really don't hate my parents who's constantly telling me to study harder and in fact, I try really hard and when I'm not, I get anxiety of not doing enough and I can't have fun because I don't think I should...in a year, it's the last year of my teens and I don't know...what's even life if there're just struggles and struggles? The only reason that keeps me going is someday, I'll be successful and make my parents proud. Thanks for reading.
I believe in you....you will surely make your parents proud one day☺
Hi, I could resonate with you. My father retired when me and my 4 sibling were still in college. When I graduate, I had the responsibility and pressure of becoming somebody and help my parents in any way. I did work hard a lot and scored a job at the age of 22, supported my siblings and parents and 6 years down the lane, we all are financially independent in our own ways. Don't give up and always be thankful to God for giving you this kind of wisdom to realise and understand family responsibility.
@@Su-pi1es thanks, you made my day
You're so strong. You'll make them and yourself proud one day. Keep going. You can do this. I believe in you❤️
fun and happiness still exists out of teen years. I hope you become successful, healthy and happy making your family proud doing your best!
As expected.. Kim Winter’s taste in music ❤️🔥❄️
Message to kim minjeong if she’s here:
Please be happy and just be yourself. We’ve got your back! 💛⭐️
Exactly, we're so proud of her😌❄️✨
Sometimes the one who laugh much infront of people or make people laugh, they will burst into tears when stay alone listening to this song, overthinking everything.
That is me 😭
listening to this because of minjeong , i hope u will always be happy >/3
Hi Winter . I came here bc of you, and yes! if you see this: I hope you know that Minjeong is the most precious thing to MYs. Don’t feel pressure, we are on you back !! aespa is the best !!
Winter from aespa brought me here ⭐️🥺 2021
Winter darling , don't worry we are here always and forever
winter, baby, we're always here for you :(
I can relate to this song so much.
ive been homeless when i was 5yrs old,
survived an illness when i was 9 that the doctors gave me a 5% chance of surviving it.
15 survived three gas tank explosions outside my bedroom window.
17 survived a classmate attempting to murder me in the school cafeteria simply cuz they hated me.
20 discovered i was born with neuro muscular disease and it spread to my heart.
life is a gift some how i still find positivity in life and I'll keep it that way.
Omg wow, and your still fighting. That's true strength. You should be so proud
God bless you and everyone 🤍 just please don't ever give up🥺💕🌼
Love you, you inspirational, beautiful, amazing soul. Keep going for the rest of us but most of all for you!
@@jacquelinecyr390 thank you kindly, that's actually what i needed to hear this year.
I wish the same for you as well, one thing ive learned is to sit down an think things threw and if im stuck reach out for help sometimes even to stangers sometimes they have a life lesson or are someone or know someone who can help. for me this year it turned out to be a stranger and my boss. but its also good to stop thinking for a little bit to let the mind digest the information and write out a game plan when one comes up and always expect the plan to change in any direction.
I know I'm late but pls hear me out
even though I'm still 11 I already experienced pain. and sometimes I also have suicidal thoughts. I was depressed one time so I didn't really wanted to do anything and was always on my phone. But I had to do some chores to help my family. Sometimes I want to be alone but I just can't because there's to many people and I'm also sometimes antisocial. I had so much insecurities and had so much stress in school. But I fought and one time I was really happy but after happiness there was pain. some people just don't know what it's like to feel so hopeless
and if you saaw this comment pls don't stop fighting you're not alone
kpop and anime fan especially bts don’t give up my dear. Have faith. There’s still many good things awaits for you in future ❤️
Wish you all the happiness in the world ppl who try to cheer others deserve it, you deserve it ..♡♡♡
Don't give up dear... May All good things will come in your life...
Let's keep going❤️
Thanks :) keep fighting.
Good music older than i am i like it Whoever is reading this life is about decisions you have a choice to say no to that addiction, fear, depression and bad thoughts
Music is my medicine i do covers not that i can sing though but to make me feel whole and something to keep my mind distracted ❤
@@TraceyMeli I would like to hear them
maybe i need help,
no i won't deny it,
no i won't deny it💔
-lennon stella
I'm here because of winter 🥺💙💛
Kim minjeong ! don’t feel pressure we are your back and always by your side 💪🏻 feel free and it’s ok to make mistakes ! World has changed 🥰
To those who's suffering from anxiety, depression or hopelessness, you are not alone God will help you just pray and trust to his plans. Sending Virtual Hugs, Lovelots💖
Hii 😄 are u okay? no ones life is perfect and i rlly hope your okay, no one deserves to be forgotten, not even u :) your making sure everyone else is okay but pls dont forget abt yourself 💕❤
This song is from the heart you can feel how she feels. We need more artists like her in the music industry.
~Lyrics~
My heart's seen things I wish it didn't
Somewhere I lost some of my innocence
And I miss it
I miss it
Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
My life's been survival of the fittest
But I did it
I did it
I do all my own healing
Manage all of my feelings
I don't ask for help, no
'Cause I don't need it
'Cause I don't need it
Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell with all my plans
'Cause I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
Why am I always the one making decisions?
How do I handle the pressure?
I do my best to fake it
But honestly I hate it, oh
I do all my own fighting
I'm who I'ma confide in
Maybe I need help, no
I won't deny it
I won't deny it
Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell with all my plans
'Cause I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
Older than I, older than I, older than I
I'm older and I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
This song hurts and is relieving all at once knowing I’m not the only one that feels this way. Been through so much, I grew up so fast. Unfair in so many ways but I’ve learned a lot. Old souls💙
I’ve been taking care of everyone in my life but i don’t let people take care of me because I don’t wanna add up to what they are dealing with and sometimes i ask myself “you’ve been saving them but who saves you?”
Sometimes it feels like your holding everyone up, and you wonder “who’s going to hold me up?” Don’t worry, someone will come along and comfort you, they may not know, but just look for it, and hold on to those words or actions.
Feeling like you need to save everyone else and not ask for help can be a trauma response. It’s so important to be able to find people in your life who will nurture you, and to allow them to do it. You’re strong, but we’re humans, not army tanks. xo
It felt as if I had written this myself, as if someone had gone through my head and my feelings and worded them out to form this perfect masterpiece. This is me in this song and I'm thankful for who wrote it cause I needed it. I love it. ♡
This song is talking to my soul.
"It's like I don't wanna live, but I don't wanna die either."
Listening to this and thinking about how rough my parent's childhood was for some strange reason.
God bless the elders who went through pain and suffering in a time when mental health, community empathy and compassion and internet weren't a thing. God bless those souls to pass in peace. Hope they know they did a good job with life ❤
Imagine making a thing so beautiful that you can turn a UA-cam comment section into a support group for people healing from traumatic experiences.
Yeah....
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Wholesome Comment.
I used to keep this one girl close to me. We met in uni on orientation week and we grew close. I admired her for her strength to fight a lot of negativity. She's depressed and she tried her best to save her suicidal older sister. I tried to help, but the sister pushed me away, and at some point, pushed her too. I wanted to help her, but I wasn't able to. I wish I was beside her at her lowest point. We're the same age but she's much more matured than me. She kindda took care of me too; always checking if I'm alright. She's really strong because she had to be the strong one for the prople around her. But she has feelings too. She's struggling with her problems too. I really love her. But somehow... I guess I feel distant now for whatever reason. We still talk, but I feel our bond has loosened. Please take care of your friends ❤️ there's nothing more I'd like to do than to be there for her even though sometimes I feel not helping :(
I'd say try to reconnect a lot of people like that push those that they care about that start trying to look after them away because the last thing they'd want to do is be a source of your worry and pain but she probably needs you so don't give up👍😊
@@daniellaycock2156 You're not wrong there, but thanks for reassuring me! I'll try to get closer to her someway or another and rekindle our friendship 😊
🙏❤️
Everytime i hear this kind of song i'm feeling emotional and happy at the same time, because i know that i'm not the only one who feel it, and knowing that i'm not alone.
Today is my birthday. So I've been humming this song for the past few hours and finally when I realized that it's already 12, I decided to come over here. cz no other song can ever describe me as good as this song and listening to this on birthday hits totally different✨
This song is my home ♡
When every kids don't want to grow up. Afraid from the world might hurt them.
That's me
Sad truth is that kids does not need to grow up to be hurt by the world😥
At the age of 15, I started earning money from tutoring IELTS as I wanted to be financially independent and at the same time I gotta learn how to manage my time and strike a balance between my study and my job. They started to eat up my time with my peers without me noticing. Now I’m 18, I’ve moved to England to pursue tertiary education, I’m constantly bombarded with assignments and deadlines, it leaves little time for me to hit refresh or just simply make a call for my parents. The lyrics really resonate with me on a personal level. I missed it, it missed my childhood, I missed a part of my life. Were I to make a wish right now, I would definitely hunger for a magic touch to be able to travel back in time, get rid of all those homework and work shenanigans, spend time with my friends, breathe in the fresh air as much as humanly possible,be grateful for still being an innocent child and bask in the moment when I still can. To all the kids out there, don’t try to exert yourself to become a grown up, be comfortable, be grateful. The more you grow, the more you realize being an adult is not that happy 😊
i am 14 years old i have heart disease and a blood disease, beat cancer and it came back. i never talk to anyone about my illness or anything related. or how i am feeling about it. i cant go up a set of steps without being extremely short of breath cant run. cant do sports or after school activities. its very hard to make any friends with all the illnesses that i have. i am always in some sort of physical pain. people make fun of me for my illness daily. i could tell you how many times i have cried in my room alone with no one to talk to about it. because of this i am such a strong and mature person and i am so proud of myself for what i have overcome. This song means the world to me.
The lyrics 😔 makes me wanna cry 🥺 she's put her heart writing those beautiful lyrics and her voice 😭 is so graceful and beautiful♥️♥️
I've always been the bigger person. Giving everything I had to everyone I had, scared that otherwise they'll let go of me. I craved their attention, consumed it and inhaled it.
They let go anyway. I realized that what I had was not enough in the end to keep them around me for as long as I thought I could.
I didn't get to have a childhood, had no time play , dance or sing songs. Most of my time was spent learning, learning and learning, both useful and useless things which right now, I realized wouldn't help me in anyway since none of it thought me how to live. I only did it to please them. Idk whats happened to me but I think I've lost a part of me that I can't get back.
I'm 16 and I'm talking about my parents
"I do all my own healing, Manage aññ of my feelings" I felt that, when you only have yourself and no one to talk with...
This is soothing. Just what I needed
Looks like a loving family and many wonderful memories.
I didn't feel loved,cared for or treasured. I was garbage thrown away by anyone I become close to. So I go on loving nothing and can't care about anyone. I'm 46 I've been hurt over the years and have a difficult time with my emotions. I don't live I try to barely survive.
missy snow hang in there, you got this ✊🏻
This song made me fall in love with Lennon. She's such a talented, underrated singer. I love all of her songs. Perfection. Muah..
At the age of 16 - 18 all I did was work and study... Sacrificed gaming, sports, and my social life to be able to help the family and actually have a chance of getting a better life for myself and my family. Every break/interval id be in class studying then after school id walk to work until 9pm then go home to study more. On weekends I work from 9am till 12am. I remember when I was 17 during summer I had 3 days off. No I wasn't working legal hours but a man gotta do everything h can for his family. The man of the house at age 15.
at 20 I have a lot of genuine friends, I have a social life, and I am getting high grades making my family proud. I no longer an emotionless robot in an infinite loop.
I am finally happy.
I hope whoever is reading this reaches a point of content and happiness and bliss may God bless you.
i'm here bcs kim minjeong recommended this song
Minjeong-ah, i want you to know that many of us love you. If ever you are having a hard time, don't keep it yourself just let it out and remember that you have us who always here to stay by your side no matter what. I hope you're always doing well baby and I'm so proud of you. To the girl who deserve to be love by the whole world, please be happy. I love you so much Kim Minjeong
not the animal abuser stans
Beautiful background! I love sunsets☺️
I’m glad that this comment section is so sympathetic with each other. I think growing up fast and being mature are somehow good things but it’s sad that some of us just think about others and forget our own feelings. I’ve been through a lot of things and in some ways I‘ve started to be alone and feel like nobody would understand me. Every time I’m tired, the only thing I can do is locking myself in my room. Every time I’m exhausted, the only thing I can do is crying alone in the corner. But I’m still hopeful that life would be better and easier for people like us. For people who are feeling bad, I wish you all the best and brightest days.
I have through a lot ,I'm older than my age .I 've lost my friends ,family and also someone i loved.
I understand the pain of losing,loneliness ,I had feel enough. Yeah it's so painful that you'll feel like just giving up .But trust me , you'll feel better within time ,it will heal us. When you understand that happiness is option and it's just in our mind. life is too short to be sad and sit doing nothing. Try a lot of new things and get out of your comfort zone ,make a lot of happy moments.those memories will never fade away . We're loved ,important and worthvto be happy . And bad days never last forever,don't lost hope. You can do it.
Life is hard and i'm only 18 years old but i've been through a lot. Sometimes i want to do what makes me happy but i just can't cause i'm afraid that if i do that i might hurt the people around me. I always put my family first but how about me, i wish they could understand that i want to have fun i want to enjoy things. But it doesn't matter anymore i just want to feel loved........ And someday i will make them proud
here because of winter
My frend recommended me this song..and now i am regretting that i didn't came here before..this song's so real😌
A survivor of child sexual abuse by my cousin and emotional negligence from my parents.
Please seeking for help. Talking to someone you trust to. It's okay to be 'not okay' but stay strong dear. I believe in you. I hope you will get happiness you deserve. Sending virtual hug ❣
Dear if you need to talk to someone you can count on me.
Trust someone and told him /her you'll be fine
Open up your heart and let it all out!! May you find the strength and courage to open up to someone 💛💜
its not really easy to believe nor open up to someone and it’s really hard but hang in there mate. I hope u’ll find happiness and Make it out on your own❤️❤️
"Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
My life's been survival of the fittest"
No one
When you overthink about everything but you have nothing.
Life sucks! We need to fight and think of good things that will divert our thought to achieve this little thing that can change our everything.
People who experience anxiety, paranoid, depress and things that consume thier minds about negativity in life can say " this song is meant for me that makes me think immediately about something that only me can understand"
This song hits so close to home. The lyrics, especially the lyrics, it's sad how I can relate closely to them and comforting to know that I am not struggling alone. I hope everyone will continue to fight on and know that whatever we are going through shall pass.
i came because winter
I was speaking, acting and talking like a adult when I was 8. My circumstances pushed me to grow up way quicker then I should have. Some days I wish I could be young again. Other days i'm okay with being an adult.
Lennon Stelka thanks for this beautiful song.❤️
winter is such a soft and a precious person. she deserve all the love in the world. Minjeong-ah I always root for your happiness. please don't worry too much. don't be to drown with the pressure. we team Winter/MYs always got your back. it's fine to make a mistake baby. you're a human after all. we love you as you're. do what makes you happy baby. I'll always support and love you unconditionally. I'll always be that person who'll love you unconditionally here from a far. I'll be your shadow to your light so keep on shinning brightly our Minjeongie. spread your wings the way you wanted to be spread. Fly freely the way you enjoy your path. Your smile is the most precious thing... please be happy. I just hope I can protect you at all cost. you're too precious for this cruel world. Seeing Minjeongie happy is the bestest thing. your happiness always must come first baby minjeongie.
Reading the comment..... got me like
I'm 14 and This is Deep,
This song just hits differently, some of the lyrics hit home for me and I’ve been listening to this song on repeat 💜💜💜. Thanks KHB
Coming back here because my emotions are all over the place, anger, sadness, loneliness, grief, confusion and many more. I don’t even know where home is suppose to be anymore. I wish my grandma was still here because I know if she was her i will always find home and one of her hugs will make everything feel better again, safe. I miss your grandma it’s been two years since you’ve been gone, I am happy you are in peace.🕊
Great music + Aesthetic background = Perfection, KHB you never fail
"I do all my healing ..... "
"I do all my fighting...."
got us
This deserves far more recognition! Like, can you imagine how successful this would be if it was on the radio? It would blow up
This song represents me so much, might make me cry
Hope everything gets better for you brenda, sending you lots of love 💖
This song ... I have no words to express how much I love it .... ❤️❤️❤️ ... Makes me feel I'm older I am ... 😄😄😄
Beautiful! 💗💗💗
this comes in my recommendation and it really hits close at home. thank you for this :')
There are times that im happy but when im alone im just sitting in the corner thinking and realizing a lot of things that makes me more emotional, and this song describes it all 😔💓
I am so glad about this song it's just for me. Wonderful I love it. DAYS AND NIGHTS GOING ON MY OWN BUT EVERY WORD IN THIS SONG IS WRITTEN FOR ME YOU ARE GREAT LOVE YOUR VOICE NICE THANKS
This song....is a description of my ....LIFE.
As a kid school makes us smarter wich is the point but it also makes us aware of what happenns around us and it ruins are creativity.
OMG, her voice is so beautiful
Very cool song, made me remember the past time :)
Feel like hearing myself through the song ❤️
much love Estelle San 💖
Thank you for always blessings my ears😭💜
OMG! This song hits hard!!😭😭
yeey, a new song! ❤️ Thanks! ❤️❤️ I am very happy with it again!
i have been listening to this for 3 hours on loop.
This song touched my soul...deep in my soul..
This songs needs to get appreciated more by people!!
Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault being born. I know it's not. Having to hear my own parents compare me to other people, discriminate my self esteem, talking down on myself, saying I should've been born. Really hurtful if hearing it from your own parents instead of friends. Having to stay inside all day, not hanging around friends, not doing sports, what else is there not to do, BREATHE? Everyone in this world has feelings. My parents seem emotionless. Never have I heard a single " I love you " from them. All I have to do in this life is to make them satisfied. I never had the courage to comment my problems and show it to the world thinking they'd laugh or tell me to just live with it. I have had suicidal thoughts here and there but I stop my self. Telling myself :
The Sun is too bright to do it
The food today was too delicious
Finishing everything was worth it
Little things like these made my day a bit better. Sometimes I just forget to breathe a little. Those who are happy tend to be the ones whose hurt inside. I wanna be alone, by myself, where there'd be no one to make my feelings like a rollercoaster. Sometimes being lonely might just be better for me. Love means nothing to me now. But someday, in the future, I might change my mind and live a little.
Is it really okay to experience these things at such a young age? I blame myself for not living my life to the fullest. I want to be in my own world. I just pray everyone to be safe and continue to fight reality. ❤🙏🏼
you are not alone, hope you can heal soon ❤️
@@bilahaddad9786 :Thank you LOVE💖💓
Hey, I'm really sorry to hear this and I never comment on UA-cam but your comment really strike something in me. I just wanna tell you that I can feel you and I know how it feels after we have been away from others for so long, we start to be on our own. But it's OK you can create your own world ...Forget about those people who don't feel for you and hurt you, you don't have to give validation to anyone. But you have to give a chance to yourself. Please don't loose hope, be unafraid, have fun on your own, break these barriers and rule Your Own world, work so damn hard and be something amazing and show the world you don't need them.
I hope you'll feel better and give yourself a chance above all these social norms and society rules.
Beautiful 😍❤️
Yasssssssssssssssss my Queen Lennon ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤. Thank you so much for posting KHB! 😊
Love putting this on repeat and crying all night 😗✌🏻
This song touches me and it is really so beautiful and kinda sad ..
Always stay happy and dont be sad. Cuz life is beautiful
Like if u also think so
But when it is everyday of your life is twisted *deep sigh
“Some where I lost some innocence and I miss it”
This song literally just speaking to me, so deep!
I love her voice so much
Wow, sounds relaxed 💓💓💓❤
ASTRO's MJ recommended this song and i can't believe im here bawling my eyes out while listening :
Me too ㅠㅠ (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)
Yes me too. Thank you MJ
Yes. Thank you Mj ASTRO
Oh me too
this song is awesome
I think one of the lines that hits me most is "I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it"
Because when youre the oldest, or "most responsible", or "good " kid, nobody thinks they have to worry about you, so all of your pain has to have some sort of proof, as if you would be too smart or responsible to have mental struggles, and even with physical pain it becomes "Is this bad enough for someone take care of me this time, will someone worry instead of me having to take care of it myself" before you even think about how much it really hurts
This made me cry
This song sums up my teenage years. I’m 17 and I’m trying to figure out what Job I need, where I’m going to live, how to pay my bills, and if I want someone or a pet by my side. Sometimes I think to myself that I can’t, I can’t be an artist because it doesn’t pay well, I can’t make it on my own, and I can’t and won’t be successful. I’m really all alone.
Hey you're not alone! It's gonna be okay. You'll see. Don't stress yourself by overthinking! Right now think of a small job that can get you money for now. Save yourself some debt and apply to community colleges. Try to look for a roommate! Just slow down and take it all in. I know it sounds and feels stressful but trust me it's actually very easy once you know your plan!
Such a nice song. It's telling me a story about myself
The song literally defined a part of my life!! I love to hear this kinda songs...😥❤ I feels that someone can think like me....💙