The fact that, in this video, Ryan sang along on the "I know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches, call it home." line, and that now Brendon has to nearly choke out that line is one of the worst feelings ever.
i miss it when brendon used to be happy singing northern downpour, and now he's full of sadness and misery and he feel like crying everytime he sings this.
I'M CRYING BECAUSE THEY MADE A WHOLE ALBUM OF LIVE MUSIC IN MY CITY AND I WASN'T THERE BECAUSE I WAS LIKE 8 YEARS OLD AND I'M NEVER GONNA SEE THE FLOWERY HIPPIE AESTHETIC AGAIN
I TOTALLY GET YOU!!! I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING ONCE I REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I'M NEVER GOING TO SEE THEM IN THEIR PRIME DAYS (2005-2009). I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL.
I dont thinkthis would hurt as much as it does if he didnt look so darn happy like he is just so happy, now he cried when he sings it and it breaks my smol emo heart
+Frerard Wiero well I don't think dallon is trying to replace Ryan, because Panic! does need a back-up vocalist, and he's on bass too, but I definitely agree with you :)
Just for one song, even if it was the last song panic ever made, I would want everyone to participate, touring members included! Brendon, Ryan, Spencer, Brent, Ian, Dan, Kenny, Jon and of course Dallon. Just one song and it would just be perfect!
Do you know what I like about dallon though? He knows he can't replace Ryan, and he knows it's hard for Brendon, and he respects them both and honestly I love that
Just think about it, what if some of the people in that crowd also watched them sing this at Bush Hall? And saw how sad Brendon was. If that happened to me I'd probably sob.
Brendon Urie ive been to both concerts live. It hurt too see brendon the way he was. So sad and depressed i was close too so i saw his eyes. They looked so hurt
In this video the song sounds pretty upbeat and they're all so smiley and happy. But the last time Brendon played it live, it was simpler/ slower, and he sang it with this gentle sadness. Like it wasn't as strong, but still full of emotion, and you could see the pain in his eyes even when he tried to smile. I wonder if he watches these videos, or still sings it by himself in private.
stan day6 for clear skin I think he probably looks at these videos to reminisce and ends up crying. I could see him in bed at night venting to Sarah about what actually happened (because I don't believe it was actually just creative differences) and crying.
NOW YOU GOT ME THINKING ABOUT IT. I COULD JUST SEE TEARS RUNNING DOWN HIS FACE AS HE TRIES TO SING ALONG WITH THE VIDEO. I DIDNT NEED MY HEART ANY WAY BYE!!!!!!
the sad thing is that even platonically, ryan and brendon had a great friendship and this amazing chemistry but their goddamn egos got in the way and now they don't speak and you can't just fucking cut your friends out like that okay i just hurt a lot
+Jsol2345 I feel you. Like Idec if they were friends or more than that, but they shared a very special bond and I don't think that can ever be replaced. I just wish Brendon would get over himself and recognize that Ryan IS STILL ALIVE and stop ignoring his existence
+Go! Galaxy I don't think it's because Brendon needs to get over himself. He knows Ryan is still alive, but I think he's just sick of the fans asking him about Ryan so much. Maybe he's scared to really talk to him because he doesn't know what kind of harassment he'll get from the fans.
Brendon Urie True. And idk, maybe he's trying to forget about Ryan because of how close they were and how much it hurt when he left? I dunno. Just grasping at straws here.
+Go! Galaxy Who knows. I mean, there were tons of people obsessing to Brendon about him seeing Ryan again at that Halloween party. God knows what shit would go down if they started talking, being in videos together, etc.
Tbh it's really sad that they almost can't keep anything private. I mean, I want the two of them to be friends again as much as anyone else but we also need to respect his privacy
He left because th band was split in two one side wanted music like a fever you can't sweat out and the other wanted more like pretty odd so after arguing over it Brendon and Spencer stayed at patd and John and Ryan started a new band that sounds pretty good but i can't remember the name of the band sorry.
Thanks for pointing it out. I would've never even thought of that....... Seriously why do you think the whole comment section is crying? Ur just rubbing salt on a really old wound that hasn't even started to heal yet.
Comparing this Northern Downpour version and the other one with Dallon and Ian, in the other one he is crying and looks so sad. In this one he is actually smiling and looking like he actually enjoys this song. And that was the beauty of their friendship, that's why he can't sing this song anymore, because Ryan isn't there to sing it with him.
Even in this the line 'I know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home' Brendon seems sad, not like the past split sad but like he knows something is wrong.
I told myself not to click on this video. I said "hey there Oliver, lets not click on that video. don't do it. don't click on the video." and hoo doggies! what did I do? boy oh boy I clicked on the bloody video! and now I'm just asking every deity I can think of to take me swiftly and painlessly away from this cruel, unforgiving world
This is so happy, but listening to it live after the split, it sounds so empty and just plain sad. This one makes me cry because it's happy, but the others make me cry because they sound so sad.
You know, the amount of things I would give up to be able to go back to this exact point of time, well it's unthinkable. Brendon seems so happy and content in this moment, then the last time he sang it live he completely broke down. It's just so heart breaking that this is what it comes to, even if life goes on- memories of the past can't be erased even if you want them to be.
so i was having all these huge ryden feels and like almost crying (BRENDON USED TO ACTUALLY _LIKE_ SINGING THIS SONG AND NOT CRY AGHIOEGHAOVIG) and then it showed the crowd waving their cell phones and i realized that this is before teenagers all walked around with iphones with flashlight apps so they're just waving the screens and buttons in the air and for some reason that made me crack up so now I'm laughing hysterically and having ryden feels at the same time
I would do anything to go back to the Pretty Odd Era and stay in it forever !!! They seemed so much happier and this breaks my heart ....I cried for an eternity ... I miss this friendship and Ryan and Jon!! 💙😊😭💘😍
I went to a show on this tour and can confirm it was the best show I've been to in my life. Having lived through their debut and break up, can confirm I am still heartbroken about the split :(
they sang "I know the worlds a broken bone melt your headaches call it home" TOGETHER :-((((((((( that's the line Ryan told Brendon to pay close attention to KILL MEEEE
"Northern downpour sends its love. _I love you_ " CHICAGO IS MY CITY, FIRST OF ALL. SECOND OF ALL, BRENDON SAID IT TO MY CITY??? oh my god I can't even- Edit: can we talk about the "you clicked your heels and wished for me." line? the person could've wished for anything, and they chose him? Like, I bet Brendon would wish for his moments for Ryan again, and Ryan the same. They had such a great relationship. I wish they would've just chosen a song genre and still be together :(
I hit shuffle this morning and this song came on and I just started full on sobbing not even halfway through and my mom just looked at me, shook her head and walked away
Important notes for myself 00:00 - this song is called Northern Downpour 0:56 -Northern Downpour send its love, i love you 3:30 - C'mon Chicago!! 3:51 - Hey moon dont you go down, never will
Pretty Odd is my all time favorite album by them and I just wish that Brendon would play a song from that album live today besides Nine in the Afternoon
i was sobbing and then i noticed that everyone in the crowd was waving flip phones so now i am both laughing and sobbing
Same
same tbh
gina petruzziello I just saw this comment and I fucking snorted
gina petruzziello HAHAHA
i fucking died when i saw that LOL
The fact that, in this video, Ryan sang along on the "I know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches, call it home." line, and that now Brendon has to nearly choke out that line is one of the worst feelings ever.
+Brendon Urie I feel you (btw you're everywhere)
I'M SO EMOTIONAL ALREADY I DIDN'T NEED THIS
Every time I see one of your comments you make me more emmotional than I already was, you are in every Panic's video
*cry hiccups*
This shit broke me i swear
Ryan: "I see your lighters and cellphones" Crowd: *holds up flip phones*
The only thing that made me laugh through the tears and not just made me smile sadly
Lol. I’m crying really hard. This comment cheered my up. Dammit I’m crying again.
i miss it when brendon used to be happy singing northern downpour, and now he's full of sadness and misery and he feel like crying everytime he sings this.
***** EVERY P!ATD FAN FEELS YOU
***** As for me, everything Ryro was in is important and means a lot.
***** that's possible but if brendon keeps pretending like ryan never exist, then no.
RYDEN IS REAAAL
***** you okay now
***** we're broken people (because of ryden)
"Northern Downpour sends it love, I love you"
woAH BRENDON FIRST OF ALL, WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT NEXT--
RYDEN
*patrick voice* SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH
*patrick voice* SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH
yeah like CAN U NOT M8
UM NO STOP WE ALL KNOW YOU LOVE RYAN
0:56 "Northern downpour sends its love"
Brendon: I love you
3:51 "Hey moon don't you go down"
Ryan: I'll never go
All my FEELS 😭😭😭
shining turtle holy shit I didn't hear the ill never go part and now I'm screaming and crying like a maniac and I need help right now......
shining turtle "there we go"
shining turtle I didn't hear it
Ryan and Jon: I'M READY TO GOOOO
shining turtle IM SOBBING
they're all smiling so hard through this entire thing gah they all look so happy and i am so sad
+siandevaney me too
I'm honestly almost in tears. He's so happy here and now when he performs this song he is so sad and just trying to keep it together.
+memoriesxx Ikr! I watched a recent performance of this song, and he Brendon looked like he was about to have a mental breakdown
Yeah, none of them knew at the time that Ryan and Jon were going to leave. Excuse me while I go cry in the corner
Beebo ILL JOIN YOU AKSHAHAJ
I'M CRYING BECAUSE THEY MADE A WHOLE ALBUM OF LIVE MUSIC IN MY CITY AND I WASN'T THERE BECAUSE I WAS LIKE 8 YEARS OLD AND I'M NEVER GONNA SEE THE FLOWERY HIPPIE AESTHETIC AGAIN
I TOTALLY GET YOU!!! I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING ONCE I REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I'M NEVER GOING TO SEE THEM IN THEIR PRIME DAYS (2005-2009). I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL.
ahhhhh same!!!!!
SAMEEE
+Esther Norton same and it hurts
I WAS FREAKING 7 KILL ME NOW.
When Brendon says "don't you go down" and Ryan says "Never will". I started crying
Hell, I started crying when it started
Same
What time??
I read somewhere that Ryan came out with a song called I’m down
@@3friendsandsomedolls644 yeah, it's beautiful. Go check it out
I would do so much to have gone to this concert.
I would sell my soul to Satan
+Ryan Ross How many people did you fight for that name? Jk it's hilarious and I would too.
i live in fucking chicago so this p a i n s m e
is it still me that makes you sweat u poor soul x
Trevor N. I would run 15 miles on broken ankles
I dont thinkthis would hurt as much as it does if he didnt look so darn happy like he is just so happy, now he cried when he sings it and it breaks my smol emo heart
It hurts
Do the get me wrong, I love Dallon, but Ryan is just irreplaceable. Panic just doesn't feel the same anymore
+Frerard Wiero i know right like ry is just no one could sing nd like ryro and brendon couldf
+Frerard Wiero well I don't think dallon is trying to replace Ryan, because Panic! does need a back-up vocalist, and he's on bass too, but I definitely agree with you :)
Just for one song, even if it was the last song panic ever made, I would want everyone to participate, touring members included! Brendon, Ryan, Spencer, Brent, Ian, Dan, Kenny, Jon and of course Dallon. Just one song and it would just be perfect!
+Earth to Earth That would be epic.
Do you know what I like about dallon though? He knows he can't replace Ryan, and he knows it's hard for Brendon, and he respects them both and honestly I love that
Just think about it, what if some of the people in that crowd also watched them sing this at Bush Hall? And saw how sad Brendon was. If that happened to me I'd probably sob.
Brendon Urie ive been to both concerts live. It hurt too see brendon the way he was. So sad and depressed i was close too so i saw his eyes. They looked so hurt
"Mmmhhmmmmm." **beginnings writing fanfic** "go on."
In this video the song sounds pretty upbeat and they're all so smiley and happy. But the last time Brendon played it live, it was simpler/ slower, and he sang it with this gentle sadness. Like it wasn't as strong, but still full of emotion, and you could see the pain in his eyes even when he tried to smile. I wonder if he watches these videos, or still sings it by himself in private.
brb crying
Dumahkins :D on it!
Winterholidaylights I think I got this comment in the eye
stan day6 for clear skin I think he probably looks at these videos to reminisce and ends up crying. I could see him in bed at night venting to Sarah about what actually happened (because I don't believe it was actually just creative differences) and crying.
bden: "northern downpour sends its love----I love you."
whAt R u TrYing to do TO ME?
I KNoW i wAS liKe nO???? PLs StoP?¿?
Just trying not to imagine Brandon watching videos of him and Ryan at like 3am....
NOW YOU GOT ME THINKING ABOUT IT. I COULD JUST SEE TEARS RUNNING DOWN HIS FACE AS HE TRIES TO SING ALONG WITH THE VIDEO. I DIDNT NEED MY HEART ANY WAY BYE!!!!!!
+Devin “Demon” Natharent I WAS MANAGING TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS BUT THAT FUCKING GOT ME DUDE
now we just need someone to write a fanfic abt it
*brendon
lol yup, just noticed that, my mistake
the sad thing is that even platonically, ryan and brendon had a great friendship and this amazing chemistry but their goddamn egos got in the way and now they don't speak and you can't just fucking cut your friends out like that okay i just hurt a lot
+Jsol2345 I feel you. Like Idec if they were friends or more than that, but they shared a very special bond and I don't think that can ever be replaced. I just wish Brendon would get over himself and recognize that Ryan IS STILL ALIVE and stop ignoring his existence
+Go! Galaxy I don't think it's because Brendon needs to get over himself. He knows Ryan is still alive, but I think he's just sick of the fans asking him about Ryan so much. Maybe he's scared to really talk to him because he doesn't know what kind of harassment he'll get from the fans.
Brendon Urie True. And idk, maybe he's trying to forget about Ryan because of how close they were and how much it hurt when he left? I dunno. Just grasping at straws here.
+Go! Galaxy Who knows. I mean, there were tons of people obsessing to Brendon about him seeing Ryan again at that Halloween party. God knows what shit would go down if they started talking, being in videos together, etc.
Tbh it's really sad that they almost can't keep anything private. I mean, I want the two of them to be friends again as much as anyone else but we also need to respect his privacy
The way he said "I love you..."
Haylea R. I lOVE you
His "I love you" ... This makes me question why Ryan left, they obviously loved each other.
He left because th band was split in two one side wanted music like a fever you can't sweat out and the other wanted more like pretty odd so after arguing over it Brendon and Spencer stayed at patd and John and Ryan started a new band that sounds pretty good but i can't remember the name of the band sorry.
+Ian Thomas The Young Veins is the band he started afterwards
brcsitw52 thanks that will give me another chance to listen. :)
Ian Thomas
Ian Priest sorrrrry that's bs
everything is okay and nothing hurts :)))))))))
Yud norcrying
Sorry i ment yup not crying the tears got in the way.
What??? I'm not crying, of course not. YOURE crying.
I just put on eyeliner gotta,, gotta pretend
Zus :))
ah yes there is a northern downpour in my eyes right now
3:51
"hey moon, don't you go down"
ryan: i'll never go
well you left, didn't you?
I'm still crying too
Thanks for pointing it out. I would've never even thought of that....... Seriously why do you think the whole comment section is crying? Ur just rubbing salt on a really old wound that hasn't even started to heal yet.
Comparing this Northern Downpour version and the other one with Dallon and Ian, in the other one he is crying and looks so sad. In this one he is actually smiling and looking like he actually enjoys this song. And that was the beauty of their friendship, that's why he can't sing this song anymore, because Ryan isn't there to sing it with him.
Right in the feels.
Thanks. I didn't need my heart anyway.
thanks now i can cry even more
where is he one where he crys
Carley Strange Look up the 2011 live performance
I came here from live at bush hall. I really shouldn't have
same I'm actually sitting in the dark with tears streaming down my face right now
same .. i can feel my eyes stinging from trying to hold back the tears.
Same.
Same. I actually can't stop crying.
same
i don't want to say ryden but ryden
Sofia Nohemi me
Ah I'd do anything to see any of the Pretty Odd songs live :(
Ikr but sadly I didn't know Panic! back then I especially wanna see Ryan live...
Me: lets put on some relaxing music :))
Ryan: This song is called Northern Downpour
Me: *screaming*
Same
Even in this the line 'I know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home' Brendon seems sad, not like the past split sad but like he knows something is wrong.
What time was it at
They said that when Ryan wrote that song, that line was somehow dedicated to Brendon.
ryan told brendon to pay special attention that that line
One day Ryan or Brendon will die, and the other is going to severely regret whatever happened.
why did you do that to my heart
Reagan F. Sorrryyy
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT
I DIDNT NEED TO CRY TODAY
I'm not ok(I promise)
yoU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO STOP
I don't usually cry during songs.. but this in comparison to Bush Hall breaks my heart every time.
Honestly like I just watched that and now watching this I'm crying I can't handle this
I MISS THIS PANIC
hello 2 months ago me... we've arrived back here again... i agree...
+Georgie Sucks why is this me
Georgie Christoforou hey georgie this is teagan and i agree
twenty øne jøshua jishwas fuk
"Northern downpour sends it's love, I love you" gets me EVERYTIMENZNSNDNXNDNNFJDNDF
I wonder what they would sound like recently if Ryan, Jon, and spencer were still in the band
Olivia Hill DALLON
HOW COULD YOU FORGET DALLON
yeah
Him too
Lost Chimaera uh, why would dallon be there?
@@lostchimaera6339 Dallon is better off alone with IDK
pre-split panic just hits different
Northern Downpour of my tears, am I right?
2016 and I'm still crying to this song. Creating my own northern downpour daily (out of my tears).
Spencer's smile at 1:19, I'm sobbing
same I'm dead
Don't cry,craft
+Danloves His chairs did you just
+Bden Treasure, not trash I went there hehe
I told myself I'd never do it again and yet here I am watching old Panic videos and crying, I can't seem to stop crying
i hope the people at this show realised how precious what they just saw was
ryan: breathes me: Who Gave You The Right
Ryan: sings
Me: WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT
I told myself not to click on this video. I said "hey there Oliver, lets not click on that video. don't do it. don't click on the video." and hoo doggies! what did I do? boy oh boy I clicked on the bloody video! and now I'm just asking every deity I can think of to take me swiftly and painlessly away from this cruel, unforgiving world
2:59 LOOK HOW HAPPY SPENCER IS
Thumb up if you came here after listening their new album just to see how panic used to be... :(
This is so happy, but listening to it live after the split, it sounds so empty and just plain sad. This one makes me cry because it's happy, but the others make me cry because they sound so sad.
2k15 and im still crying.
2k16 now and I'm still sobbing
don't cry, craft
+Shannon Easley you called?
2016 and I'm still crying
2065 we will still be crying
I would pay Spencer to beat me with his drumsticks
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, I know that watching these will hurt me again... yet I am here.
Patrice Urie ok same
I would do anything for Brendon to sing this live in 2016
You know, the amount of things I would give up to be able to go back to this exact point of time, well it's unthinkable. Brendon seems so happy and content in this moment, then the last time he sang it live he completely broke down. It's just so heart breaking that this is what it comes to, even if life goes on- memories of the past can't be erased even if you want them to be.
its 4pm and in crying bc of this, is this normal?
+Nell Cathleen Yes
its AM for me and thats not normal i need help
+Lamo MoMo at any time of the day or night it's normal to cry watching this I think
it's 2 pm and im sobbing don't worry
It's 11am and I'm crying
so i was having all these huge ryden feels and like almost crying (BRENDON USED TO ACTUALLY _LIKE_ SINGING THIS SONG AND NOT CRY AGHIOEGHAOVIG) and then it showed the crowd waving their cell phones and i realized that this is before teenagers all walked around with iphones with flashlight apps so they're just waving the screens and buttons in the air and for some reason that made me crack up so now I'm laughing hysterically and having ryden feels at the same time
“I love you”
*Sobs*
i came here after bush hall and now im crying
Same. Why do we do this to ourselves????
who here after ryan sung it with z
Yes and now I’m crying
2021 and still hurt the same
2023 and still hurt the same
@@barbsxz2024 😢
My favourite P!atD song of all time, the lyrics are just so great and it defines the Pretty. Odd. era so well.
Same
RYANS VOICE BREAK WHEN HE ANNOUNCES THE SONG
Brendon used to be so happy singing this song, now he just cries and looks depressed. I wonder why *cough* Ryan *cough*
*cough ryden cough*
nothing beats this era
I'm not crying. I'm just sweating profusely.
i got here from watching him sing it in 2011, now im here and crying
you set yourself up
i was gonna cry to this... but its so bass boosted it makes me giggle
ima see how long i can get into this video without crying.
Chee Z. Pickle update: 55 seconds. it's a struggle.
+atia s. I started crying at the beginning
These comments are making me cry more
I didn't even get through "This song is called Northern Downpour".
i cried looking at it in my recommended
i came from bush hall so... 0
Showed my dad this song and he said "are they going on tour any time soon"
Bye
2020 and Ryan's "i'll never go" still makes me emotional :(
I would do anything to go back to the Pretty Odd Era and stay in it forever !!! They seemed so much happier and this breaks my heart ....I cried for an eternity ... I miss this friendship and Ryan and Jon!! 💙😊😭💘😍
it hurts. it hurts a lot.
this is the 4th live show of northern downpour ive watched i think ive gotten incapable of crying anymore now. im fully empty.
*memorizing it so I can sing it every time someone asks me to sings a song which happens a lot*
3:54 DID RYAN just say "No I won't" or something like that after "Hey moon don't you go down"
He said "I'll never go"
i would have done anything to see this live
same, literally same this hurts to watch god i love this album so much
I went to a show on this tour and can confirm it was the best show I've been to in my life. Having lived through their debut and break up, can confirm I am still heartbroken about the split :(
I'll never be able to get through this whole video without crying.
what do you mean I'm not crying
m e
Petition for a panic tour with the original members
this song makes me want to cry on the shoulder of my tough-love bearing friends. i love you.
When they invent time travel this is the first place I'm going to go
This... this shouldn't have ended
they sang "I know the worlds a broken bone melt your headaches call it home" TOGETHER :-((((((((( that's the line Ryan told Brendon to pay close attention to KILL MEEEE
Quaranteen got me rewatched all panic old videos
"Northern downpour sends its love. _I love you_ "
CHICAGO IS MY CITY, FIRST OF ALL. SECOND OF ALL, BRENDON SAID IT TO MY CITY??? oh my god I can't even-
Edit: can we talk about the "you clicked your heels and wished for me." line? the person could've wished for anything, and they chose him? Like, I bet Brendon would wish for his moments for Ryan again, and Ryan the same. They had such a great relationship. I wish they would've just chosen a song genre and still be together :(
I hit shuffle this morning and this song came on and I just started full on sobbing not even halfway through and my mom just looked at me, shook her head and walked away
Important notes for myself
00:00 - this song is called Northern Downpour
0:56 -Northern Downpour send its love, i love you
3:30 - C'mon Chicago!!
3:51 - Hey moon dont you go down, never will
i can almost listen to this song without crying but when ryan says "never will" that always gets me
Pretty Odd is my all time favorite album by them and I just wish that Brendon would play a song from that album live today besides Nine in the Afternoon
"I LOVE YOU" at 1:00
AHHHHH,
holding back screams of agony is surprisingly hard
I WOULD SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL TO TRAVEL BACK AND TIME AND SEE THIS FRONT ROW
The way Brendon says “I love you” is so genuine I’m crying more.
But you really need to listen to me, because I'm telling you the truth, I mean it, I'M OKAY!!
[Lie to me]
TRUST ME
IM NOOOOT OOOOOKAYYYY
+Moonpelt IM NOT O FUCKING KAY
TRUST ME *kisses Gerard*
I wish I could have gone to the pretty. odd. era concert
5 different Northern Downpour videos were recommended to me... UA-cam are you trying to make me cry at 3am
cryin in da club
remember before I watched this and my life was not ruined me either
THIS FOLK TYPE OF STYLE WAS A PHASE FOR PANIC! BUT A GODDAM FUCKING DOOR THIS WAS MY FAVORITE PHASE EVER
Northern downpour is the reason I can cry on command. I just recite the lyrics in my head.
all he said was “this song is called northern downpour” and then there was a northern downpour coming out of my eyes
who put these tears in my pillow
this came on while i was on another window and i started laughing and crying at the same time
The smile on Spencer's face at 1:18 breaks my heart😩
We all miss Ryan and the difficulty Brendon has singing that line makes me burst out in tears😭
this is one of those songs that genuinely make me cry. like, not like being dramatic online to say it’s sad. i’m literally in tears. help.
The way that Brendon started smiling evrytime Ryro started singing :'( WHYYYYYY and the "I love you..." RIP MY FUCKING HEART OUT WHY DON"T YOU?!