I was so numb to the core I couldn't feel shit anymore Tear drops kept falling on the floor So much time we had before You know I wish we had more I thought a time would come when we both forty four Remembering the essence of our youth Always in search for the ugly truth Stuck inside this loop You escaped when the skies turned Grey, it was raining for days You were trapped inside a maze of pain, your soul broke loose with a noose I was so fucking confused Heart abused And bruised How could this be? You were always there for me But where the fuck was I? Probably somewhere getting high As you fell to your demise Never had so many tears in my eyes Couldn't even say goodbye You were so strong Pretending to be happy All along I guess I was wrong
man I miss me, I miss how I used to be take me back in time please I wanna rewind all of these things that keep reminding me how i wanna be free from my mind to the point that I, constantly try to avoid going to sleep because all of the noise violently tries to silence me and it lacks compliancy so when I sleep theres rivalry and these things can't act quietly I wake up and here comes the anxiety wasn't sure how to continue this at the time
@@YusimyBorrasGonzalez thank you I really don’t even remember this at all or what the whole context is 😭 but that means a lot seeing as I stopped writing. So thank you ❤️
@@Agbgodson idk it was more of a release for me. I wrote in the moment when I felt a type of way. It always came easier that way and was never forced. It was fun though, and a good way to vent. But even if I’m better now in a mental state than I was, I can’t write anything other than deeper emotional things. So, unless I can tap into it…I just can’t really as much. I have probably 300ish poems or wannabe songs I wrote before. It’s even hard too the fact I can’t for the life of me combine my lyrics to custom music (guitar or piano). I just kinda dropped off like I did with other interests. Wish I didn’t.
55-56:I was so numb to the core You know how I was before Rethinking life and all this shit I wish we could've been some more Promises were broken and I thought that we were meant for sure Listened to the lies I said I wish I took them back in horror I hurt you completely Left you almost weekly Came back like I did nothing I'm sorry for this discreetly I take back all that shit I said I'ma own up to the bitch you had Dealt with me for 3 years I heard you cry some free tears 1:18-I spreaded all these lies to make you look bad and I'm warry To all the time I had before I shoulda said I'm sorry You took me back too many times and all I did was hurt more dimes It ended being quarters of a hundred million reckless rhymes I wanna say i love you and I hope you doing well Apologizing for all the mistakes I put inna spell Wishing you hope Regardless, I'ma cope I wanna take back what we had And toss it in the trash I wanna start all over for all the regret in our past Show you some love, Affection from above, Anything from keeping you Hurting but in love I was stuck inside the truth Baby it was just a loop Skies turned gray and hearts weren't made I'm sorry for this sake Tears were left in puddles that shed from both eyes that were made Too late to apologize I wish I woulda stayed 2:24-Waterfall after waterfall I hope that I'll change For now I gotta wipe my tears It was my fault anyways I shoulda apologized I knew I should've said goodbye I hurt you under that mask that you created I wanna hold you tight, I wanna treat you right Do it all again and make this right Tell you I love you Appreciate you and hug you Nothing completes me unless it's presence of you I listened to the shit on you Now I know it wasn't true 3:06-I'm tired of how I hurt you I can't sleep at night because of you I think bout what we had and how I kept ruining the fun of you Blaming shit on you Fucking for the truth Baby I shoulda knew you were worthy from a clue You were so confused All the shit I had used I left you broken when my decision was the ruth Take me back again so I could heal the cuts that you had on you Kiss them for you And tell you I love you
I've never heard of this music until I heard one on Tic Tok and was searching for it. It's not usually my style...until I clicked on this one. Omg I love it.
Take me back to the days, where I was okay, and didn't care about what people had to say, take me back to the days where I wasn't judged off of the mistakes I made, and wasn't filled with so much resent and hate, and wasn't trippin bout the little things, take me back to when I had no worries and was young dumb and broke, and was happy and still had hope, and didn't envision myself hangin from a rope, I have a lump in my throat and a knot in my chest, and I cant seem to forget what you said, need some Tylenol for my head, some weed for my stress, and maybe then I’ll be able to rest, peacefully, and not have all these thoughts and demons eating at me, all I can remember was when my mom was screaming at me, my past is a sick tragedy, and nobody seems to understand, that I feel like this pain that I have is more powerful than anything known to man, I just don’t look for help, or stretch out my hand, cause my mind is telling me that nothing will help even if it can, even I can’t comprehend how I became such an awful person, I still feel Like the old me is out there lurkin, wondering when they can come back up to the surface, but I’m to afraid of losing myself again and feeling even more hopeless, to busy being everybody friend to be my own, so, it’s no surprise that when it comes down to the end of my road, Ill be alone, I miss me, sometimes I wish people could give me at least some typa sympathy, but they can’t give sympathy when they don’t have empathy, I feel like this depression will be the death of me, no matter how hard I try it still gets to me, sadly this won’t be a happy ending.
Damn that's deep but remember to keep your head up and trust down 6 feet deep,or you'll end up 6 feet deep putting your trust in humanity,start of as a comedy ends like a horror pure tragedy,who's there to call for help no Santa no Genie no tooth fairy,just I And I And Me,feel this pain getting soaked in the rain,life bitter as a Guinness while others sweet like sugar cane,but I don't watch them I just do my thing,work hard respect everyone the same,am a invest in assets not a chain,time to get back to work just thought I blow a little steam,so up and awake from the dream,wake up to reality and get up from that window pain.
I love it my friend, i been listening to you as a teenager.. Been struggling days for years aint we all ? But by all these years i changed, stopped doing a lot of things and started with new things. But never stopped i doing 1 thing my friend.. listening to your beats... here i am now in my own house, car everything, still listening to these of yours.. not many producers survived for me like you did. Its a name i remembered since the first beat i heard. These vibes of yours have been in my cars. Every autumn, winter, there with us.. calming the soul down. I would hope you Dizzla D Music read this. As these tunes of yours made my soul relax during being lost in all those years. I thank you for your beautiful contribution to our minds. Day #wedontrememberanymore. But ticking rains on the window, many raindrops and heavy wind again with dizzla D in the house 🔥 wish you a wonderful day there.
When tears cry😢 It's something that's always along But yet so strong A soul in its own With no understanding destination or home The first thing we do Is look for the answer that's gone While leaving a heart filled with more... When tears cry😢
Your the reason why the sun ☀️comes Up When the moon 🌑goes down You have all the birds 🐦 singin I looked for you 👁 And I seen your crown 👑 The king of all kings Jesus Nothing ever more great equal Sometimes I wish the world can see you !! So I’ll open up that door 🚪 You saved me on the path I was on for living wrong , and ever since that night I’ll never question your my god! 🙏
The day we said good-bye hurt me a lot... Never new what you been through to tell you the truth it hurts a lot.. Misery and lonely nights.. Street lights fade.. Sippin henee as the hour glass fades.. Minds broken off the beat in path.. Little less hungry.. Thoughts through the roof.. .
I have come to realization That i wont be able to survive without changing So this song introduces that I know that change isnt even Its little And that life has many downfalls on needles I know im not even at the middle I gotta change how i act How i attack How do i change? After everything ive built Throw a wrecking ball on it I wanna change I need it I hit it then heal it Then i beat it again Feel like I'm Atlas with that weight on my head And that created realization That life needs medication Cause sometimes in some occasions You're in the paragraph that mentions That if you dont change and go home You wont become the person you wanted to become so I've been told I'm like 50 while not even 15 Is it wisdom or the teens Or is it the wrong teeth Got me feeling like this has to alternate So while I'm walking throught that gate Hoping I dont walk into a graveyard Where everywhere I look I see the chances I have killed The grave of my future I murdered my grace Now Im losing the race My opponent is the alternative me Anymore nothing is motivating me Instead of change Its painful Its not graceful I cant be grateful So thats why Im introducing this new album to you Of my now life (yeah) If you think about it life's an unimportant game So I should just explain It with a simple game Because your simple little brain Can't handle the pain So never have I ever felt real love for anybody Never have I ever not felt jealous of somebody Never have I ever not felt like it is all pointless And never have I ever felt like somebody is homeless Never have I ever accepted change in exchange of me Never have I ever said that the fame I'll never gain But never have I ever not accepted my ordinary fate Because I'm lazy and all I make is excuses Cause if a bird only walks why does it need it's wings All it does is seeing the ground while the blue sky it loses Why do I focus on unimportant things? Life is many boats while it can be many cruises I know that change isnt even Its little And that life has many downfalls on needles I know im not even at the middle I gotta change how i act How i attack How do i change? After everything ive built Throw a wrecking ball on it I got to change the pace of my damn race And I cannot rage While on the highway Cause then I'll take the steering wheel And I'll swift it where I'm not supposed to You think that I am opposed to Healthy talk about who? About me and it can't be healthy When all I am is a piece of trash How can you take me How can you talk me When all I need Is to feel happy I don't care about you I don't care about who? I don't care about anybody in my life And it's harsh because I really try to And I know you try too But try isn't only belief Sometimes it's a failed attempt See the first rocket Didn't fly immediately But I'm never gonn blow up But even when you do you have to land again People that land then always land on my head While Im on that edge And it's all movie sets All a hole bee nest With a protagonist hero and screw the rest But he doesn't want arrest his laziness And he bets when gets dog for pets I address that less you have the more you give Can success make me the best But unless I do not change Ima face consequence Sequence is the fence Between success and irrelevance I am on the first edge Or none Because I never took the chance And so I hope that changes
Man I miss the old me You say you want my trust Nah girl you gotta show me Imma try my best so please don't fold me Baby and I'm hurt I just hope you hold me Man I miss the old me You say you want my trust Nah girl you gotta show me Imma try my best so please don't fold me Baby and I'm hurt I just hope you hold me I been on my own for a few Numbing one feeling at a time Getting plenty of mine All I ever wanted was you My feelings directed towards you too
Sunny on a sad day aye Grey like this yeah i’m okay Red and green but the lights dont change Blue and black yeah on my face Who is that on my page All made up, all of you - yeah you gave up All that makeup - didn’t make much Yeah you’re souls crushed Can’t hide my disgust for the makeup How I may lust but its dangerous, Danger for us in that conduct So I keep my chin tucked and don’t ever rush Won’t ever trust, loved you but you gave up For the makeup, no more make ups Yeah I know I made us corrupt It wasn’t fake love I just didn’t want to reconstruct Now I’m so fucked, everybody I’ve touched They’re like a compass to numbness Its you in the sunset, its you, but I plunged us into the numbness Cause it’s always Sunny on a sad day Grey like this yeah i’m okay Red and green but the lights dont change Can’t lie I’m okay, okay? okay!
Die Zeit steht still, wenn du in meinem Armen liegst/ durch Dich finde ich mich weil Du mir Kraft zum lieben gibst. Du bist die reine Luft, die ich zum atmen brauch/ und wenn Du gehst, geht mir die Luft zum atmen aus. Du bist mein Horizont, der Stern der mir die Wege zeigt/ der Fels in Brandung, der mir hilft wenn mein Herz nach Hilfe schreit. Ich finde nun zurück zu mir, durch Dich bin ich nicht allein/ ich schließe meine Augen und wünsche mir es wird für immer sein 😙
It’s been a while since we’ve talked You didn’t really reach out it seems like you didn’t try hard enough I guess I just wasn’t the one You truly loved And it hurts me so much To know you don’t feel the same I should just give up I think about you every day It wasn’t just lust I had hope for us So I don’t know why you walked away I so pose it was because I was boring or lame You never posted me on social media And said you loved me by name Or drew a heart around my face I felt like a mistake you wanted to hide away I showed you all my secrets And you did the same And when ever you needed me I was there But things seemed to have changed I wanna be there with you but I can't And its causing me so much pain So much pressures weighing down on my brain Hoping we'd be together when I hit fame But that kind of attention is a stain So I just try to bury my feelings by working all day And if anyone asks I'm ok Trying to peace myself back together with clay Shove my mentally in the oven to bake So I can create a brand new me I wanted you by my side But I'm stuck in reality
Never let you go.. Took you from me more than a decade ago.. Some say inseparable, some never knew... Now they'll never know... Bro, I'll never let you go... When I looked at you I saw me.. Now when I look at me I see you... Being a twin is hard to bare when you're not there.. Feel it's not fair nobody cares more than I do... I love you bro and I'll never let you go...
This 1 ain't about you this all about how you tore me through.. Shredded I'm lost in my head random voices and fragmented memories keep me alive like a life support dear christ I'm losing this fight! I miss the old me the one who laughed through life with no care look what you did to me. I miss the old me that made an effort to hang out, to leave the house with out doubt. Second judging what must they think of me why are they leering at me, dear christ what i wouldn't give to be the old me whod walk past without even a notice. I miss me the one who woke up full of hope and aspirations for the day not this worthless pile of... that I'm feeling now I had dreams before i met you now my mind is dark and empty look what you did to me. I miss me the one surrounded by family and friends who all believed in me who kept the light at the end of the bad days to help me see. I miss me the 22yr old version happy no cares no responsibilities just myself to look after now look at me 34 next week and theres all this shit around me so many stupid decisions made on bad days for worse reprocautions all of this is traced to thee dear christ I miss me !! You took my choices away tore away the 1 good thing that came away from us and force me to live with it. Making look at siblings that look just like him but him I'll never see My Pain is real my hearts shattered ffs I miss me! I've been down all the roads been to every meeting met with those who say they wanna help but really it all just gets political my voices keep me alive in the darkest of nights and with out them well I simply wouldn't be taken half a second though of course you can take them all away if you promise me the old me, if you cant then please just stay away I dont have the patience to have anymore chipped off me I miss the effort I used to have for this extritentional life we have were I had hope and prospects choices of where to go and what to do, I miss the guilt free days of who's asking what and what ever did he do, I miss the walks through town and people who barely know weren't glaring I miss the long nights sleep that feeling of proper rest the morning after the night before instead of the boozed up sombering fact of oh we did that again did we "how bout you leave" "shut the door your way out" I miss the days where a stranger didnt need to fill the void I miss the old times where laughter filled my life instead of silence I miss the days that felt like months I miss the bright i saw the world and everything in it i miss how my mind wasnt screaming at me daily to do something stupid i miss how i wasnt covered in its and bruishes i miss the smile on my face and the fact no 1 could change it but most of all I miss me!
I have been through so much hardship and I miss me, just being me. Listening to the music makes me wanna get back to me. Thank you so much. It's on repeat.😢
RIP BIG TWIN Comme il est difficile de rédiger cette note, pour te rendre un dernier hommage mon pote. A cet instant où je t'écris ces quelques mots d'adieux, je t'imagine parmi les anges, je t'imagine dans les cieux. Je ne réalise toujours pas que tu sois déjà parti laissant derrière toi épouse, enfants, et amis...
Bonjour a vous condoléances j'ai lue votre texte et c'est se qu'il mais arrivé un frère jeune laissant femme et trois enfants au printemps ici juste avant mon anniversaire il m'a dit a dans quelques jours il et parti en voiture et n'est plus Revenu la route la tuer violemment ils vivent dans nos coeurs et un jour ont sera avec eux éternellement bien a vous 🤲
Take me back to the days when my depression wasn't just some game I can't seat here and feel like I'm the blame my memories for u hurts when u can't even take the pain wondering why im seating here choking on the words damn I just realized im in so much pain the memories of u are dead plz don't call my name heavenly lord all I'm trying to say is I'm just trying to pray hold my hand down the road to success only being able to see her when she took her last breath
You miss me? I miss me too It's true I'm no longer the person that we knew My other half was you I lost all that was left slowly After we were through It's like the light went out Cause no one can hold a candle to When I was confused You gave me a new point a view Made me feel tall let me stand on you No one can fill your shoes Now who's gonna save me from the pill abuse Back to my old ways yeah still in use Maybe I shouldn't have turned my back on the Devil and made that deal with you
Pain like this window cause its see through, bottled in my eyes, but they leake to. Got emotions outta reach and they hard to feel, till they become suicidal, and I'm out to kill, not a person but my self can Express, out my chest how I really feel, and what I feel is real, only time I'll find rest is when im holding steel.
Vivo pensándote Y ya no sé cómo olvidarte Hize todo para amarte Pero tú nunca me dejaste Te fuiste te marchaste Como un perro me abandonaste Mi cora rota y yo soy el culpable Por jurarme no fallarte y nunca saber cuidarte
OLD ME 0:50 Lately I’ve been missing my old self / Always reminiscing bout the days and my old health / Think it’s time to make change, and live with my own self /
I looked in the mirror, I can't see myself, I know its hard but there is nothing left I can't light up the candle, Turned up the volume, But no sound came, I, I don't know who I am, There is lovers who miss each other, But I have No one but myself, My only company, myself And that's why I say I miss, myself I miss the way I smiled, I wish I could be myself Again that sweet candy girl.. Super high level dreams I had but none came True, The last thing I want was cries But it came through, No need of money nor myself lonely, Put in through this is hard... I, I don't know who I am, There is lovers who miss each other, But I have no one but myself, My only company myself, And that's why I say I miss myself I miss the way I laughed, I miss the dimples on my soft cheeks, Again that sweet candy girl, I wish life didn't make me cry..
You can still go back to being that sweet little girl deep inside . Your story is not yet over. Turn the page and keep writing . It’s your time , return that to yourself. Only you can try to make yourself happy 🙏🏼
Imma add to it : SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! Im stuck in a dome and in this lonliness im drowning and sinking with no idea what im thinking. I wanna die, meet my demise, where will i go who can i trust or will all i feel is lust
Just use your ears what do you hear... Eyes tell the lies the sounds are clear... Rain crashing down... all around my feet Sky dropping tears the fear of eternal sleep I miss me who I was before.. with you... Nothing is the same colors are a dull blue... What am I going through looking for a change Everything moves so fast flying through my brain Do you even miss me Do we think the same Am I caught up in this game or am I really insane... Broken hearts... will always be different Put together the wrong way you know if you've been in it Can I ever be who I was before the clouds Blocking the sunlight... lighting come down... Light the way for a new path I can see Open a door I can't seem to find my keys Lost in the world the hate is so strong... Ready to fight each other dusk until dawn.. On my own once again I have my own back Looking over my shoulder waiting for the attack.. War is definitely coming I know we all feel it Armed to our necks Need to quiet the realists Each life we live we should try to do better Each day is another chance a moment forever Caught in time space is an illusion Up for grabs someone leave the conclusion...
Frozen head, laying in bed Can't get out, a lay about Lost all motivation Living in isolation No salvation, my mind wasted Write a song, try and get it on fucked up so bad messed up so bad Constantly thinking about what I could have had Now I feel death the only way out How the hell did i go down this route don't wanna leave my girl stressin But It's fucked up cos she caused this mess I'm in Love her and hate her like the game Life never been the same since the pain Corona brought I got caught Still love her though got side tracked by the furlough Lost a sack through being slack Thought it would all come back It did but I let it go Regret killed my ego Pride before the fall is what they say Took a huge L while out to play Careful of intentions of those who whisper Shit in your ear then so quick to disappear Should have kept my eye on business Now I'm trapped in a stupid mess No shit but I'm out for hell Only way out gotta make this sell Or should I say a sale Get rid of it all and bail On life once I had my last flight Of fancy, time to say goodnight Tried to find God in my final days Thought it might help me but I lost the way Gotta have that belief Time to wrap it up and leave Memories flood me like you won't believe Mind telling me I'm on the brink Titanic boy bout to sink Down I go with this ship
Reich und schön? Nein, das bin ich nicht Ich bin der Falsche, falls dir das wichtig ist Ich habe nur mein Herz und meine Ehrlichkeit Und es tut mir leid, weil es für mehr nicht reicht Reich und schön? Nein, das bin ich nicht Ich bin der Falsche, falls dir das wichtig ist Ich habe nur mein Herz und meine Ehrlichkeit Und es tut mir leid (yeah), weil es für mehr nicht reicht Mit dir an meiner Seite wurde mein Traum wahr Jeder meiner Freunde sagte, wir sind ein Traumpaar Ich muss mir nicht mehr die Nächte um die Ohren schlagen Weil Verliebte in der Disko nix verloren haben Du nahmst mir all den Hass und all die Wut in mir Ich glaub', das Schicksal meint es endlich gut mit mir Ein Mensch, das bist du nicht, nein, das wüsste ich Du musst ein Engel sein, darum beschützt du mich
1. Remember your a beautiful spirit, i remember you were there from the beginning, i am sorry and i no for a fact u dont want too hear it, i was a piece of crap up in some building like a dirt stain stuck all up in the ceiling,, gotta survive T this worlds a hard feeling. NE . just found out my momma has diabetes, she was hurt got me hurt too, i gotta live and do the right too, i aint gonna make it mah just without you.
Bəzən görürsən tək gəzirəm, Bəzən görürsən tək səndən yazıram. Ruhun dincdir, cism təkdir, Unuda bilməsəm, Məndə deyil, günah səndə, Çünki unudulmaz izlər buraxdın bu bədəndə. Təşəkkür edirəm, səni tapmaq üçün arxanda izlər buraxdığım üçün, çox iş görmədim, amma deyəsən evin hər küncünü tuturam. Bəlkə sadəcə dincəlməliydim, Bəlkə də sadəcə dincəlməliydim. Bu sözlər sadə, çox qəşəng, Sənə olan bağlılığım orta sinifdir. Xoşum gəldi, üzünə deyə bilmədim, Amma gözlərinə baxanda əllərindən tutdum, bütün dərdlərimi unutdum. Mənim 18 yaşım var hələ körpəlikdəyəm Saçlarım ağarıb Gözlərim qəhvəyi olur Qara olur Həkimim sənə yazdığım şeirləri dinləməkdən yorulur, Sual verir? , Siz bunu qəbul etmədiniz? Hələ öyrəşməmisən? Öz asmasından.
No need to be mislarm how ur voice louder Dan mines aren’t I suppose to be the man why u shouting if we ain’t distance apart u know… u gon miss me wen I’m gone gotta be careful how u invest ur time cause some people ain’t worth ur all it’s why I disregard new chapter beginning of a fresh start thinking of moving out of town find me a good woman to settle down hate to leave my daughter but they left me to suffer baby girl I love u more Dan u know hope u can understand if u don’t find me wen u get a little old daddy loves u behond the moon
Lately I've been reminiscing/ Lately I've been really missing/ Who I use to be/ Before the anger and all the misery/ I'm really starting to hate what life has done to me/ Turned me inside out/ Into the person i hate to be/ Look in the mirror/ I can no longer stomach the person looking back at me/ Its a picture perfect imagine/ Of Somebody that's dead to me/ So much pain and so much loss/ I can no longer concept my own train of thought/ and I no longer care to get my point across/ Cause nothing matters/ when your entire heart and soul has been shattered/ Now I'm broken into pieces/ No longer know what inner peace is/ All I can do is pick up the pieces.........
Hey, Where do we go from the place where the faces are still How do I run from the pain if its the only thing I feel yeah I tried my best to put your misery to rest But in the wake of it all I only started feeling depressed and stressed out Can’t feel alive, so I’m starting to press down On you, as if you can tell me the way out But I’m way too into this I can hardly remember your love Since the first time that we kissed I never knew I would fall this hard And I never knew I would break both our hearts And I guess I never knew This was start of the blue I tried to play it cool but then I was only a fool for ya But what did you even know about me? Except for the things that they show about me A couple of mistakes and they’re all about it I came from the bottom but nobody ever talks about it And then there was him you were hanging out with While I watched you from a distance with a grit in my teeth Was he with you the same way we are in these sheets I can feel the ground slip away underneath my feet, shit Is this what they call losing ground I only wanted us to be mentally sound Spacebound, and the body will follow Coming through like a greyhound day, like you're somebody that i know Our souls intertwined We aged like a fine wine When you go i'd barely move When you here I rhyme right
Enough crying, tears can't erase all that pain Stop lying, on yourself that you won the game Yeah i gave them my heart on a cheap plate Never took a permission to skip a date Cause i wanted to be loved, to feel okay, perfect I was dumb when i hid it all inside Felt nobody giving shit to me in real life I'm so tragic that I lost my faith and insight, oh shit
Miss me Vocals start: :57 Verse 1 Your lost, it’s cold without me You ask me where I’ve been So I hide and lie deceitfully To keep you from the pain within. Bridge It’s been a long time coming But I don’t know where I’m truly running too It’s hard to be so honest But I think it’s for the best Mmhmmm Chorus I’d rather be alone On my own Pressing on Than to keep you hanging on To that rope All that hope If you leave here then you’ll see That there’s better men than me One more time I’ll let you kiss me But don’t allow yourself to miss me. Don’t allow yourself to miss me Verse It’s hard, it’s overwhelming Your in your bed alone And the relationship has ended But you can’t keep from hanging on Bridge It’s been a long time coming But you don’t know where your truly running too It’s hard to be this honest But I think it’s for the best Don’t you Chorus Won’t you rather be alone On your own Pressing on Than me keep you hanging on To my rope All that hope If you leave here then you’ll see That there’s better men than me One more time I’ll let you kiss me But don’t allow yourself to miss me Don’t allow yourself to miss me
İyiki sen iyiki yazılarımız var kendimden vazgeçtim şahit bütün sokaklar sakallı bi canavarım bu yüzdendir sevmeyişin aklına hiç gelir miyim Bilmiyorum ya da bunu boşver gelir derim gelırsen gidedebilirsin özlemim bu kağıtlarda saklı seni anlattım gördüğüm herkese sokakta tanımadığım insanlara bile Heryer kan seni özlüyorum gel lan gitme yani ne bileyim her gün daha kötü özlüyorum daha beter neden bittik biz neden
I miss the person i was The one that was never stressed enough The one that could sleep at night The one that didnt give a fuck But the years have changed And no im not okey Im stuck inside my head running in circles inside my brain Im loosing all my Cells Like a deaf Kid on christmas not being able to hear the bells Like Crying in a corner because nobody helps Depression is an issue that nobody understands I was all by myself nobody to hold my hand And now im a lonely soul traveling in an empty world Full of hatred and and Bad souls 💯
Depression can be undertended by pshcologist, depressed people and people we wnt trough depression. I was rapping with your bars and I feel that even if my depression is caused by other issues. This is a reminder that you are not the only one and you are not alone in this..
Look at me like a mirror Don't u see the end product of your bad love Oh love oh girl oh girl I'm not myself anymore Shattered like a glass I took the fall Why girl oh no oh no Look at me in pieces Never knew this day would come Why did I pick the callllll to this deadly mission Everyday you hurt me When I complain you say is not your intention Don't even miss me You don't say it but when you're sleeping you mention You don't go to the kitchen
Could never fit in, always feeling like an impostor Angrier by the day fearing not to turn into a monster Started to learn how to be alone, to work on myself Just like i got used to seeing no food on the fridge shelf Stronger by the day, counting my blessings i started to see That the third most hard working person i know is me I know hard work, pain, happines and i know struggle But sometimes a good time can pop like a soap bubble Grown up too fast, seen the ugly too early Some of the shit one goes thru can make your skin curly
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Hey could I use this beat for bandlab?
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Wrote something to this bro hope everyone enjoys it
duro bro
Christina Garcia is my Everything, Shayla Rae is my Life! My Girls I'm going to write a song to you both!
I was so numb to the core
I couldn't feel shit anymore
Tear drops kept falling on the floor
So much time we had before
You know I wish we had more
I thought a time would come when we both forty four
Remembering the essence of our youth
Always in search for the ugly truth
Stuck inside this loop
You escaped when the skies turned Grey, it was raining for days
You were trapped inside a maze of pain,
your soul broke loose with a noose
I was so fucking confused
Heart abused
And bruised
How could this be?
You were always there for me
But where the fuck was I?
Probably somewhere getting high
As you fell to your demise
Never had so many tears in my eyes
Couldn't even say goodbye
You were so strong
Pretending to be happy
All along
I guess I was wrong
Can I use these as lyrics ?
Hard bro❤️🔥🔥
Fire bro check me out
Bru I like dis
I tried signing it with the beat...the lyrics is dope
This piano got too much emotions in it bro 🔥🖤
I love this beat 💓 ❤️ 😍 ♥️ 🤧 💕 even tho I cry
man I miss me,
I miss how I used to be
take me back in time please
I wanna rewind all of these
things that keep reminding me
how i wanna be free from my mind
to the point that I, constantly
try to avoid going to sleep
because all of the noise violently
tries to silence me and it lacks compliancy
so when I sleep theres rivalry
and these things can't act quietly
I wake up and here comes the anxiety
wasn't sure how to continue this at the time
Amazing 👏🏻👏🏻
@@YusimyBorrasGonzalez thank you I really don’t even remember this at all or what the whole context is 😭 but that means a lot seeing as I stopped writing. So thank you ❤️
@@TrinityInMe_3 why'd you stop bro..... Wasn't it fun?
@@Agbgodson idk it was more of a release for me. I wrote in the moment when I felt a type of way. It always came easier that way and was never forced. It was fun though, and a good way to vent. But even if I’m better now in a mental state than I was, I can’t write anything other than deeper emotional things. So, unless I can tap into it…I just can’t really as much. I have probably 300ish poems or wannabe songs I wrote before. It’s even hard too the fact I can’t for the life of me combine my lyrics to custom music (guitar or piano). I just kinda dropped off like I did with other interests. Wish I didn’t.
@@TrinityInMe_3can i use the 300ish poems
55-56:I was so numb to the core
You know how I was before
Rethinking life and all this shit
I wish we could've been some more
Promises were broken and I thought that we were meant for sure
Listened to the lies I said
I wish I took them back in horror
I hurt you completely
Left you almost weekly
Came back like I did nothing
I'm sorry for this discreetly
I take back all that shit I said
I'ma own up to the bitch you had
Dealt with me for 3 years
I heard you cry some free tears
1:18-I spreaded all these lies to make you look bad and I'm warry
To all the time I had before
I shoulda said I'm sorry
You took me back too many times and all I did was hurt more dimes
It ended being quarters of a hundred million reckless rhymes
I wanna say i love you and I hope you doing well
Apologizing for all the mistakes I put inna spell
Wishing you hope
Regardless, I'ma cope
I wanna take back what we had
And toss it in the trash
I wanna start all over for all the regret in our past
Show you some love,
Affection from above,
Anything from keeping you
Hurting but in love
I was stuck inside the truth
Baby it was just a loop
Skies turned gray and hearts weren't made
I'm sorry for this sake
Tears were left in puddles that shed from both eyes that were made
Too late to apologize I wish I woulda stayed
2:24-Waterfall after waterfall
I hope that I'll change
For now I gotta wipe my tears
It was my fault anyways
I shoulda apologized
I knew I should've said goodbye
I hurt you under that mask that you created
I wanna hold you tight,
I wanna treat you right
Do it all again and make this right
Tell you I love you
Appreciate you and hug you
Nothing completes me unless it's presence
of you
I listened to the shit on you
Now I know it wasn't true
3:06-I'm tired of how I hurt you
I can't sleep at night because of you
I think bout what we had and how I kept ruining the fun of you
Blaming shit on you
Fucking for the truth
Baby I shoulda knew you were worthy from a clue
You were so confused
All the shit I had used
I left you broken when my decision was the ruth
Take me back again so I could heal the cuts that you had on you
Kiss them for you
And tell you I love you
got music I could listen to?
@@ostsu4994 no lol this was just for fun
@@hannah5167 If you ever make a track send link plz
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I feel grateful with lots of joy in me.
Using this lifetouching beat makes me feel like the GOAT of Africa music
I've never heard of this music until I heard one on Tic Tok and was searching for it. It's not usually my style...until I clicked on this one. Omg I love it.
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I’M BOUTTA BE THE GREATEST ARTIST EVER 🚀👀💯✈️
Go for it bro
I wish u the best never give up if u go with it go hard , go hard or go home you know? I pray u make it but go independent the industry is a monster
Go get it bro a millions ways to go broke but also a million ways to get rich
Follow your dreams. Whatever your heart is saying if you can see it you will achieve it 💜
i believe in you dude❤️
Take me back to the days, where I was okay, and didn't care about what people had to say, take me back to the days where I wasn't judged off of the mistakes I made, and wasn't filled with so much resent and hate, and wasn't trippin bout the little things, take me back to when I had no worries and was young dumb and broke, and was happy and still had hope, and didn't envision myself hangin from a rope, I have a lump in my throat and a knot in my chest, and I cant seem to forget what you said, need some Tylenol for my head, some weed for my stress, and maybe then I’ll be able to rest, peacefully, and not have all these thoughts and demons eating at me, all I can remember was when my mom was screaming at me, my past is a sick tragedy, and nobody seems to understand, that I feel like this pain that I have is more powerful than anything known to man, I just don’t look for help, or stretch out my hand, cause my mind is telling me that nothing will help even if it can, even I can’t comprehend how I became such an awful person, I still feel Like the old me is out there lurkin, wondering when they can come back up to the surface, but I’m to afraid of losing myself again and feeling even more hopeless, to busy being everybody friend to be my own, so, it’s no surprise that when it comes down to the end of my road, Ill be alone, I miss me, sometimes I wish people could give me at least some typa sympathy, but they can’t give sympathy when they don’t have empathy, I feel like this depression will be the death of me, no matter how hard I try it still gets to me, sadly this won’t be a happy ending.
wow! that's awesome
Damn that's deep but remember to keep your head up and trust down 6 feet deep,or you'll end up 6 feet deep putting your trust in humanity,start of as a comedy ends like a horror pure tragedy,who's there to call for help no Santa no Genie no tooth fairy,just I And I And Me,feel this pain getting soaked in the rain,life bitter as a Guinness while others sweet like sugar cane,but I don't watch them I just do my thing,work hard respect everyone the same,am a invest in assets not a chain,time to get back to work just thought I blow a little steam,so up and awake from the dream,wake up to reality and get up from that window pain.
Days okay say
Days
Envision myself hangin from a rope is gas
Awesome Dizzla! Working on this today! This is great! Keep on making beats! ❤️
The melody is too chill ❄
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I am speechless brother.
No words to express your music, can't define.
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I love it my friend, i been listening to you as a teenager..
Been struggling days for years aint we all ? But by all these years i changed, stopped doing a lot of things and started with new things. But never stopped i doing 1 thing my friend.. listening to your beats... here i am now in my own house, car everything, still listening to these of yours.. not many producers survived for me like you did. Its a name i remembered since the first beat i heard. These vibes of yours have been in my cars. Every autumn, winter, there with us.. calming the soul down. I would hope you Dizzla D Music read this. As these tunes of yours made my soul relax during being lost in all those years. I thank you for your beautiful contribution to our minds.
Day #wedontrememberanymore.
But ticking rains on the window, many raindrops and heavy wind again with dizzla D in the house 🔥 wish you a wonderful day there.
I believe in you. Your here for a reason you will be the greatest ever at your craft. Peace love and light
Respects to those still laying down on some heavenly hipotamous of strength of the devine one love
Thank you. This song touched my spirit deeply. My brother recently passed away and I would love to use this track as a tribute to him.
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Bruh this beat is alienated🔥🔥🔥! Praises to the Most High, this beat will make peoples soul sing.🎶🎶🎧🎧🤍🤍
When tears cry😢
It's something that's always along
But yet so strong
A soul in its own
With no understanding destination or home
The first thing we do
Is look for the answer that's gone
While leaving a heart filled with more...
When tears cry😢
Your the reason why the sun ☀️comes
Up
When the moon 🌑goes down
You have all the birds 🐦 singin
I looked for you 👁
And I seen your crown 👑
The king of all kings Jesus
Nothing ever more great equal
Sometimes I wish the world can see you !!
So I’ll open up that door 🚪
You saved me on the path I was on for living wrong , and ever since that night I’ll never question your my god! 🙏
Thumbs up
The day we said good-bye hurt me a lot... Never new what you been through to tell you the truth it hurts a lot.. Misery and lonely nights.. Street lights fade.. Sippin henee as the hour glass fades.. Minds broken off the beat in path.. Little less hungry.. Thoughts through the roof..
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I have come to realization
That i wont be able to survive without changing
So this song introduces that
I know that change isnt even
Its little
And that life has many downfalls on needles
I know im not even at the middle
I gotta change how i act
How i attack
How do i change?
After everything ive built
Throw a wrecking ball on it
I wanna change
I need it
I hit it then heal it
Then i beat it again
Feel like I'm Atlas with that weight on my head
And that created realization
That life needs medication
Cause sometimes in some occasions
You're in the paragraph that mentions
That if you dont change and go home
You wont become the person you wanted to become so
I've been told I'm like 50 while not even 15
Is it wisdom or the teens
Or is it the wrong teeth
Got me feeling like this has to alternate
So while I'm walking throught that gate
Hoping I dont walk into a graveyard
Where everywhere I look I see the chances I have killed
The grave of my future
I murdered my grace
Now Im losing the race
My opponent is the alternative me
Anymore nothing is motivating me
Instead of change
Its painful
Its not graceful
I cant be grateful
So thats why
Im introducing this new album to you
Of my now life (yeah)
If you think about it life's an unimportant game
So I should just explain
It with a simple game
Because your simple little brain
Can't handle the pain
So never have I ever felt real love for anybody
Never have I ever not felt jealous of somebody
Never have I ever not felt like it is all pointless
And never have I ever felt like somebody is homeless
Never have I ever accepted change in exchange of me
Never have I ever said that the fame I'll never gain
But never have I ever not accepted my ordinary fate
Because I'm lazy and all I make is excuses
Cause if a bird only walks why does it need it's wings
All it does is seeing the ground while the blue sky it loses
Why do I focus on unimportant things?
Life is many boats while it can be many cruises
I know that change isnt even
Its little
And that life has many downfalls on needles
I know im not even at the middle
I gotta change how i act
How i attack
How do i change?
After everything ive built
Throw a wrecking ball on it
I got to change the pace of my damn race
And I cannot rage
While on the highway
Cause then I'll take the steering wheel
And I'll swift it where I'm not supposed to
You think that I am opposed to
Healthy talk about who?
About me and it can't be healthy
When all I am is a piece of trash
How can you take me
How can you talk me
When all I need
Is to feel happy
I don't care about you
I don't care about who?
I don't care about anybody in my life
And it's harsh because I really try to
And I know you try too
But try isn't only belief
Sometimes it's a failed attempt
See the first rocket
Didn't fly immediately
But I'm never gonn blow up
But even when you do you have to land again
People that land then always land on my head
While Im on that edge
And it's all movie sets
All a hole bee nest
With a protagonist hero and screw the rest
But he doesn't want arrest his laziness
And he bets when gets dog for pets
I address that less you have the more you give
Can success make me the best
But unless I do not change
Ima face consequence
Sequence is the fence
Between success and irrelevance
I am on the first edge
Or none
Because I never took the chance
And so I hope that changes
It's hard to keep slow beats interesting but your arrangement and vocal usage and the chords keep this one going. Great job.
God bless you
Wow...this is amazing....
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Damn man, major killer...
Much love for y'all artist popping up with dem killer lyrics on the comments✊🏾
Man I miss the old me
You say you want my trust
Nah girl you gotta show me
Imma try my best so please don't fold me
Baby and I'm hurt I just hope you hold me
Man I miss the old me
You say you want my trust
Nah girl you gotta show me
Imma try my best so please don't fold me
Baby and I'm hurt I just hope you hold me
I been on my own for a few
Numbing one feeling at a time
Getting plenty of mine
All I ever wanted was you
My feelings directed towards you too
Dope!!
hey can use this lyrics
this is beautiful!! it gave me chills ... thank u
Sunny on a sad day aye
Grey like this yeah i’m okay
Red and green but the lights dont change
Blue and black yeah on my face
Who is that on my page
All made up, all of you - yeah you gave up
All that makeup - didn’t make much
Yeah you’re souls crushed
Can’t hide my disgust for the makeup
How I may lust but its dangerous,
Danger for us in that conduct
So I keep my chin tucked and don’t ever rush
Won’t ever trust, loved you but you gave up
For the makeup, no more make ups
Yeah I know I made us corrupt
It wasn’t fake love I just didn’t want to reconstruct
Now I’m so fucked, everybody I’ve touched
They’re like a compass to numbness
Its you in the sunset, its you, but I plunged us into the numbness
Cause it’s always
Sunny on a sad day
Grey like this yeah i’m okay
Red and green but the lights dont change
Can’t lie I’m okay, okay? okay!
I miss me, the person I used to be, man I miss me the person you’ll never be able to see. Damn man this shit is hard 🥺
Die Zeit steht still, wenn du in meinem Armen liegst/ durch Dich finde ich mich weil Du mir Kraft zum lieben gibst. Du bist die reine Luft, die ich zum atmen brauch/ und wenn Du gehst, geht mir die Luft zum atmen aus. Du bist mein Horizont, der Stern der mir die Wege zeigt/ der Fels in Brandung, der mir hilft wenn mein Herz nach Hilfe schreit. Ich finde nun zurück zu mir, durch Dich bin ich nicht allein/ ich schließe meine Augen und wünsche mir es wird für immer sein 😙
It’s been a while since we’ve talked
You didn’t really reach out it seems like you didn’t try hard enough
I guess I just wasn’t the one
You truly loved
And it hurts me so much
To know you don’t feel the same
I should just give up
I think about you every day
It wasn’t just lust
I had hope for us
So I don’t know why you walked away
I so pose it was because
I was boring or lame
You never posted me on social media
And said you loved me by name
Or drew a heart around my face
I felt like a mistake you wanted to hide away
I showed you all my secrets
And you did the same
And when ever you needed me I was there
But things seemed to have changed
I wanna be there with you but I can't
And its causing me so much pain
So much pressures weighing down on my brain
Hoping we'd be together when I hit fame
But that kind of attention is a stain
So I just try to bury my feelings by working all day
And if anyone asks I'm ok
Trying to peace myself back together with clay
Shove my mentally in the oven to bake
So I can create a brand new me
I wanted you by my side
But I'm stuck in reality
Never let you go..
Took you from me more than a decade ago..
Some say inseparable, some never knew...
Now they'll never know...
Bro, I'll never let you go...
When I looked at you I saw me..
Now when I look at me I see you...
Being a twin is hard to bare when you're not there..
Feel it's not fair nobody cares more than I do...
I love you bro and I'll never let you go...
This 1 ain't about you this all about how you tore me through..
Shredded I'm lost in my head random voices and fragmented memories keep me alive like a life support dear christ I'm losing this fight!
I miss the old me the one who laughed through life with no care look what you did to me.
I miss the old me that made an effort to hang out, to leave the house with out doubt. Second judging what must they think of me why are they leering at me, dear christ what i wouldn't give to be the old me whod walk past without even a notice.
I miss me the one who woke up full of hope and aspirations for the day not this worthless pile of... that I'm feeling now I had dreams before i met you now my mind is dark and empty look what you did to me.
I miss me the one surrounded by family and friends who all believed in me who kept the light at the end of the bad days to help me see.
I miss me the 22yr old version happy no cares no responsibilities just myself to look after now look at me 34 next week and theres all this shit around me so many stupid decisions made on bad days for worse reprocautions all of this is traced to thee dear christ I miss me !!
You took my choices away tore away the 1 good thing that came away from us and force me to live with it. Making look at siblings that look just like him but him I'll never see
My Pain is real my hearts shattered ffs I miss me!
I've been down all the roads been to every meeting met with those who say they wanna help but really it all just gets political my voices keep me alive in the darkest of nights and with out them well I simply wouldn't be taken half a second though of course you can take them all away if you promise me the old me, if you cant then please just stay away I dont have the patience to have anymore chipped off me
I miss the effort I used to have for this extritentional life we have were I had hope and prospects choices of where to go and what to do, I miss the guilt free days of who's asking what and what ever did he do, I miss the walks through town and people who barely know weren't glaring
I miss the long nights sleep that feeling of proper rest the morning after the night before instead of the boozed up sombering fact of oh we did that again did we "how bout you leave" "shut the door your way out"
I miss the days where a stranger didnt need to fill the void I miss the old times where laughter filled my life instead of silence I miss the days that felt like months I miss the bright i saw the world and everything in it i miss how my mind wasnt screaming at me daily to do something stupid i miss how i wasnt covered in its and bruishes i miss the smile on my face and the fact no 1 could change it but most of all I miss me!
Ok
This beat is dope 🔥🔥
I have been through so much hardship and I miss me, just being me. Listening to the music makes me wanna get back to me. Thank you so much. It's on repeat.😢
😮
RIP BIG TWIN
Comme il est difficile de rédiger cette note,
pour te rendre un dernier hommage mon pote.
A cet instant où je t'écris ces quelques mots d'adieux,
je t'imagine parmi les anges, je t'imagine dans les cieux.
Je ne réalise toujours pas que tu sois déjà parti
laissant derrière toi épouse, enfants, et amis...
Bonjour a vous condoléances j'ai lue votre texte et c'est se qu'il mais arrivé un frère jeune laissant femme et trois enfants au printemps ici juste avant mon anniversaire il m'a dit a dans quelques jours il et parti en voiture et n'est plus Revenu la route la tuer violemment ils vivent dans nos coeurs et un jour ont sera avec eux éternellement bien a vous 🤲
Times get rough but know that God got u
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Take me back to the days when my depression wasn't just some game I can't seat here and feel like I'm the blame my memories for u hurts when u can't even take the pain wondering why im seating here choking on the words damn I just realized im in so much pain the memories of u are dead plz don't call my name heavenly lord all I'm trying to say is I'm just trying to pray hold my hand down the road to success only being able to see her when she took her last breath
You miss me?
I miss me too
It's true
I'm no longer the person that we knew
My other half was you
I lost all that was left slowly
After we were through
It's like the light went out
Cause no one can hold a candle to
When I was confused
You gave me a new point a view
Made me feel tall let me stand on you
No one can fill your shoes
Now who's gonna save me from the pill abuse
Back to my old ways yeah still in use
Maybe I shouldn't have turned my back on the Devil and made that deal with you
Spittin🔥🔥
@10C Ravi Shankar yes
Pain like this window cause its see through, bottled in my eyes, but they leake to. Got emotions outta reach and they hard to feel, till they become suicidal, and I'm out to kill, not a person but my self can Express, out my chest how I really feel, and what I feel is real, only time I'll find rest is when im holding steel.
That was mad sick tho ngl
@@katrin1128 that’s bro I needa record it
This is so dope 🔥🔥🔥👏😢😢
Vivo pensándote
Y ya no sé cómo olvidarte
Hize todo para amarte
Pero tú nunca me dejaste
Te fuiste te marchaste
Como un perro me abandonaste
Mi cora rota y yo soy el culpable
Por jurarme no fallarte y nunca saber cuidarte
It's very good bro💗💫
When l listen to this beat ,l feel something that drove my life from deprived childhood background
Like water flows from a fountain.....Tears flow from my eyes. Such a beautiful,powerful & super emotional song !!!
Wow wow wow! This is spectacular. Wow! I am just in love with this beat.
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yes i deed
You got me with this one hear fam
Bruh🔥 This Prod is So Emotional🔥🔥🔥
OLD ME
0:50
Lately I’ve been missing my old self /
Always reminiscing bout the days and my old health /
Think it’s time to make change, and live with my own self /
What is this man!!!!!!🔥🔥 You are not only a beat maker,you are heart winner.❤️❤️😭
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Remedy to sleep and stress
I prefer instrumental cos it allows me to focus
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I looked in the mirror,
I can't see myself,
I know its hard but
there is nothing left
I can't light up the candle,
Turned up the volume,
But no sound came,
I, I don't know who I am,
There is lovers who miss each other,
But I have No one but myself,
My only company, myself
And that's why I say I miss, myself
I miss the way I smiled,
I wish I could be myself
Again that sweet candy girl..
Super high level dreams I had but
none came True,
The last thing I want was cries
But it came through,
No need of money nor myself lonely,
Put in through this is hard...
I, I don't know who I am,
There is lovers who miss each other,
But I have no one but myself,
My only company myself,
And that's why I say I miss myself
I miss the way I laughed,
I miss the dimples on my soft cheeks,
Again that sweet candy girl,
I wish life didn't make me cry..
It's awesome dude 👍👍👌
You can still go back to being that sweet little girl deep inside . Your story is not yet over. Turn the page and keep writing . It’s your time , return that to yourself. Only you can try to make yourself happy 🙏🏼
My life been messed up lately..
But there's no one to hold me..
Was so afraid of being alone..
Now look at me ...
I'm all alone!
"Incomplete" :)
Imma add to it : SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!
Im stuck in a dome and in this lonliness im drowning and sinking with no idea what im thinking. I wanna die, meet my demise, where will i go who can i trust or will all i feel is lust
I'm alone too Dogg I guess that makes us partners
@@armandocervantes1952 if only everyone whos lonely realised we are not alone, theres power in numbers & so we are never alone when being alone
Sounds great - loving the vibe
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Niceeeee Bhai....prolevel beats..🔥🔥🔥
Just use your ears what do you hear...
Eyes tell the lies the sounds are clear...
Rain crashing down... all around my feet
Sky dropping tears the fear of eternal sleep
I miss me who I was before.. with you...
Nothing is the same colors are a dull blue...
What am I going through looking for a change
Everything moves so fast flying through my brain
Do you even miss me Do we think the same
Am I caught up in this game or am I really insane...
Broken hearts... will always be different
Put together the wrong way you know if you've been in it
Can I ever be who I was before the clouds
Blocking the sunlight... lighting come down...
Light the way for a new path I can see
Open a door I can't seem to find my keys
Lost in the world the hate is so strong...
Ready to fight each other dusk until dawn..
On my own once again I have my own back
Looking over my shoulder waiting for the attack..
War is definitely coming I know we all feel it
Armed to our necks Need to quiet the realists
Each life we live we should try to do better
Each day is another chance a moment forever
Caught in time space is an illusion
Up for grabs someone leave the conclusion...
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This beat is worth millions BEAST MAN SERIOUS JHEEEZ
Sin juegos ya está comprada por este men 🤝🏻🔥🇨🇱
Frozen head, laying in bed
Can't get out, a lay about
Lost all motivation
Living in isolation
No salvation, my mind wasted
Write a song, try and get it on
fucked up so bad
messed up so bad
Constantly thinking about what I could have had
Now I feel death the only way out
How the hell did i go down this route
don't wanna leave my girl stressin
But It's fucked up cos she caused this mess I'm in
Love her and hate her like the game
Life never been the same since the pain
Corona brought I got caught
Still love her though
got side tracked by the furlough
Lost a sack through being slack
Thought it would all come back
It did but I let it go
Regret killed my ego
Pride before the fall is what they say
Took a huge L while out to play
Careful of intentions of those who whisper
Shit in your ear then so quick to disappear
Should have kept my eye on business
Now I'm trapped in a stupid mess
No shit but I'm out for hell
Only way out gotta make this sell
Or should I say a sale
Get rid of it all and bail
On life once I had my last flight
Of fancy, time to say goodnight
Tried to find God in my final days
Thought it might help me but I lost the way
Gotta have that belief
Time to wrap it up and leave
Memories flood me like you won't believe
Mind telling me I'm on the brink
Titanic boy bout to sink
Down I go with this ship
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I've Always inspired your music tbh it helps me think about everything and etc..I'm really thankful for this 🙏🙌❤much love for ya
You gotta lil typo lol, but yeah they beats gas on me
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These beats slap hard❤
Reich und schön? Nein, das bin ich nicht
Ich bin der Falsche, falls dir das wichtig ist
Ich habe nur mein Herz und meine Ehrlichkeit
Und es tut mir leid, weil es für mehr nicht reicht
Reich und schön? Nein, das bin ich nicht
Ich bin der Falsche, falls dir das wichtig ist
Ich habe nur mein Herz und meine Ehrlichkeit
Und es tut mir leid (yeah), weil es für mehr nicht reicht
Mit dir an meiner Seite wurde mein Traum wahr
Jeder meiner Freunde sagte, wir sind ein Traumpaar
Ich muss mir nicht mehr die Nächte um die Ohren schlagen
Weil Verliebte in der Disko nix verloren haben
Du nahmst mir all den Hass und all die Wut in mir
Ich glaub', das Schicksal meint es endlich gut mit mir
Ein Mensch, das bist du nicht, nein, das wüsste ich
Du musst ein Engel sein, darum beschützt du mich
🔥🔥🔥🔥👌🏼This is it💯
1. Remember your a beautiful spirit, i remember you were there from the beginning, i am sorry and i no for a fact u dont want too hear it, i was a piece of crap up in some building like a dirt stain stuck all up in the ceiling,, gotta survive T this worlds a hard feeling. NE . just found out my momma has diabetes, she was hurt got me hurt too, i gotta live and do the right too, i aint gonna make it mah just without you.
Bəzən görürsən tək gəzirəm,
Bəzən görürsən tək səndən yazıram.
Ruhun dincdir,
cism təkdir,
Unuda bilməsəm,
Məndə deyil,
günah səndə,
Çünki unudulmaz izlər buraxdın bu bədəndə.
Təşəkkür edirəm,
səni tapmaq üçün arxanda izlər buraxdığım üçün,
çox iş görmədim,
amma deyəsən evin hər küncünü tuturam.
Bəlkə sadəcə dincəlməliydim,
Bəlkə də sadəcə dincəlməliydim.
Bu sözlər sadə, çox qəşəng,
Sənə olan bağlılığım orta sinifdir. Xoşum gəldi, üzünə deyə bilmədim, Amma gözlərinə baxanda əllərindən tutdum, bütün dərdlərimi unutdum. Mənim 18 yaşım var hələ körpəlikdəyəm Saçlarım ağarıb Gözlərim qəhvəyi olur Qara olur Həkimim sənə yazdığım şeirləri dinləməkdən yorulur, Sual verir? , Siz bunu qəbul etmədiniz? Hələ öyrəşməmisən? Öz asmasından.
Very emotional l love it 🔥🔥🔥
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soooooo nice bro! amazing work
This one is def going on Repeat. Freaking awesome 💯❤️
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@@painloshbb Look forward to it.
NICE BEAT BRO AAAYYYEEEE
Best Beat For real. The lyrics and the vocals just pouring out
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You're the best bro
How did yuh create such a heart ☹️touching beats lots of love
Keep comming back ❤️
I swear I write my best songs to your Beats
Just can't stop my tears 😌❤
I liked this one... The fine print tho!👀😬
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We all experience pain
And we have our own struggles
It's all about how you come out of it
What don't kill you make you stronger
Real
No need to be mislarm how ur voice louder Dan mines aren’t I suppose to be the man why u shouting if we ain’t distance apart u know… u gon miss me wen I’m gone gotta be careful how u invest ur time cause some people ain’t worth ur all it’s why I disregard new chapter beginning of a fresh start thinking of moving out of town find me a good woman to settle down hate to leave my daughter but they left me to suffer baby girl I love u more Dan u know hope u can understand if u don’t find me wen u get a little old daddy loves u behond the moon
omg 😭😭😭😭this is to good omg tears is coming
Lately I've been reminiscing/ Lately I've been really missing/ Who I use to be/ Before the anger and all the misery/ I'm really starting to hate what life has done to me/ Turned me inside out/ Into the person i hate to be/ Look in the mirror/ I can no longer stomach the person looking back at me/ Its a picture perfect imagine/ Of Somebody that's dead to me/ So much pain and so much loss/ I can no longer concept my own train of thought/ and I no longer care to get my point across/ Cause nothing matters/ when your entire heart and soul has been shattered/ Now I'm broken into pieces/ No longer know what inner peace is/ All I can do is pick up the pieces.........
@@painloshbb Bet
I'm thinking motivation
Word play of the now
Speak actual fact
Finna play with it
Love it
❤❤
Right on time
Awesome Sound🔥 Great work🔥🔥
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Thus is special my G
oh man, this is amazing
Emotional yes feeling in mind and body 🫂❤️💪🔥
Seeing me as a baby really hit the spot, i was crying like a baby up in 02, keep it solid T, be real thats what partnas do. 3,,
BRO U R THE BEST
His beats are unreal check the song I released to this beat hope you enjoy
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I love this beats...
I truly miss the old self version of me... Keep Uplifting us up 💟🤗
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Love it when instantly fall in love with a beat 👀👀❤❤💥💥💥 beautiful
Very emotional sad ..I love it ...❤❤👏😍
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That was on another level ...Good work brother I ❤d it
🙌❤
This beat is 🔥🔥🔥
can i use this in a soundcloud song? please and thanks respect
Hey,
Where do we go from the place where the faces are still
How do I run from the pain if its the only thing I feel yeah
I tried my best to put your misery to rest
But in the wake of it all I only started feeling depressed and stressed out
Can’t feel alive, so I’m starting to press down
On you, as if you can tell me the way out
But I’m way too into this
I can hardly remember your love
Since the first time that we kissed
I never knew I would fall this hard
And I never knew I would break both our hearts
And I guess I never knew
This was start of the blue
I tried to play it cool but then I was only a fool for ya
But what did you even know about me?
Except for the things that they show about me
A couple of mistakes and they’re all about it
I came from the bottom but nobody ever talks about it
And then there was him you were hanging out with
While I watched you from a distance with a grit in my teeth
Was he with you the same way we are in these sheets
I can feel the ground slip away underneath my feet, shit
Is this what they call losing ground
I only wanted us to be mentally sound
Spacebound, and the body will follow
Coming through like a greyhound day, like you're somebody that i know
Our souls intertwined
We aged like a fine wine
When you go i'd barely move
When you here I rhyme right
can i use these
@@underdogtales8111 yes of course man
@Sadboy ❤️❤️❤️
@@painloshbb lets go 💪🏻 🙌🏼 🙏🏼
This is a lovely beat
Enough crying, tears can't erase all that pain
Stop lying, on yourself that you won the game
Yeah i gave them my heart on a cheap plate
Never took a permission to skip a date
Cause i wanted to be loved, to feel okay, perfect
I was dumb when i hid it all inside
Felt nobody giving shit to me in real life
I'm so tragic that I lost my faith and insight, oh shit
That feels good thanks djs❤
Miss me
Vocals start: :57
Verse 1
Your lost, it’s cold without me
You ask me where I’ve been
So I hide and lie deceitfully
To keep you from the pain within.
Bridge
It’s been a long time coming
But I don’t know where I’m truly running too
It’s hard to be so honest
But I think it’s for the best
Mmhmmm
Chorus
I’d rather be alone
On my own
Pressing on
Than to keep you hanging on
To that rope
All that hope
If you leave here then you’ll see
That there’s better men than me
One more time I’ll let you kiss me
But don’t allow yourself to miss me.
Don’t allow yourself to miss me
Verse
It’s hard, it’s overwhelming
Your in your bed alone
And the relationship has ended
But you can’t keep from hanging on
Bridge
It’s been a long time coming
But you don’t know where your truly running too
It’s hard to be this honest
But I think it’s for the best
Don’t you
Chorus
Won’t you rather be alone
On your own
Pressing on
Than me keep you hanging on
To my rope
All that hope
If you leave here then you’ll see
That there’s better men than me
One more time I’ll let you kiss me
But don’t allow yourself to miss me
Don’t allow yourself to miss me
🔥🔥🔥
Damn bro
As a R&B singer you speaking my language
This So powerful 👏! beat U helped so many people! amazing work/artist U are . Brother 👍
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İyiki sen iyiki yazılarımız var kendimden vazgeçtim şahit bütün sokaklar sakallı bi canavarım bu yüzdendir sevmeyişin aklına hiç gelir miyim
Bilmiyorum ya da bunu boşver gelir derim gelırsen gidedebilirsin özlemim bu kağıtlarda saklı seni anlattım gördüğüm herkese sokakta tanımadığım insanlara bile
Heryer kan seni özlüyorum gel lan gitme yani ne bileyim her gün daha kötü özlüyorum daha beter neden bittik biz neden
I miss the person i was
The one that was never stressed enough
The one that could sleep at night
The one that didnt give a fuck
But the years have changed
And no im not okey
Im stuck inside my head running in circles inside my brain
Im loosing all my Cells
Like a deaf Kid on christmas not being able to hear the bells
Like Crying in a corner because nobody helps
Depression is an issue that nobody understands
I was all by myself nobody to hold my hand
And now im a lonely soul traveling in an empty world
Full of hatred and and Bad souls 💯
Depression can be undertended by pshcologist, depressed people and people we wnt trough depression. I was rapping with your bars and I feel that even if my depression is caused by other issues. This is a reminder that you are not the only one and you are not alone in this..
Can I use the first part to a song ?
🔥🔥
Look at me like a mirror
Don't u see the end product of your bad love
Oh love oh girl oh girl
I'm not myself anymore
Shattered like a glass I took the fall
Why girl oh no oh no
Look at me in pieces
Never knew this day would come
Why did I pick the callllll to this deadly mission
Everyday you hurt me
When I complain you say is not your intention
Don't even miss me
You don't say it but when you're sleeping you mention
You don't go to the kitchen
Could never fit in, always feeling like an impostor
Angrier by the day fearing not to turn into a monster
Started to learn how to be alone, to work on myself
Just like i got used to seeing no food on the fridge shelf
Stronger by the day, counting my blessings i started to see
That the third most hard working person i know is me
I know hard work, pain, happines and i know struggle
But sometimes a good time can pop like a soap bubble
Grown up too fast, seen the ugly too early
Some of the shit one goes thru can make your skin curly
🔥🔥
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