Anna Clendening - bad again [Official Lyric Video]
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i remember listening to "to my parents" in high school before I ever got my anxiety/depression diagnosis. i felt worthless and unlovable yet thought it was just me being lazy and unproductive. Getting a diagnosis and starting therapy and medication was a life saving decision, but it wasn't a magical cure. i wish I didn't relate to this song, I wish mental illness didn't exist, but it's so healing to know I'm not alone and to be able hear my experience put into words.
Feel this so much ❤❤❤❤ it is a life long battle I've noticed and I found accepting myself and depression helps ❤
😭
Never feel alone, we are all in this together ❤
Same here, same song, but we do make it❤
Got this diagnosis two weeks ago... Thinking that my life can change feels too unreal, already got so used to the way I'm dead inside and fact that I'm lazy and bad at everything to the point I can't even get up from bed sometimes that I can't really believe this isn't just the way I am...
I don't know whether to dance because it's so catchy, or cry because it hits so close to home.
all i want to do is sing to it
Just do both
www.youtube.com/@theherits
then do both because you feel both !
Do both
Hits different when you suffer from depression 😢
So true.
Ong
I agree
"I'm watching my life from the passenger side of a train wreck. Someone cut the brakes and I don't even brace for the impact" Fuck.. that's so damn accurate 😭😭
Sure is! 😮
I’ve literally never heard anything more relatable 😢
Seriously literally every thing
Half of My BPD self is crying right now.❤
Relatable af!!!
This hits me 💯! Cause this is how i feel right now. Thank you for this song 🙏. I’ll definitely will be listening to it a lot 💙💚🩷💜🩵.
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ me too…
Me three❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I listened to your music so much when I was younger expecially in middle school and early high school and after seeing you on my fyp this is a great song to be reintroduced with. Your song are always so relatable and come at just the right time.❤
Thank you for the kind words!💕
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Lyrics:
I'm sleeping too much and somehow not enough at the same time
The shower's my enemy, I've been avoiding the front lines, yeah
I justify self-medicating by saying it's just this time
But one turned to two, and then three, now I see that they're warning signs
Slowly slipping, start to spiral
Caught myself in self-denial
Guess I can't keep lying to my brain
It's getting bad again (fuck)
I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
It's getting bad again
I'm watching my life from the passenger side of the train-wreck
Someone cut the brakes, but I don't even brace for the impact, yeah
I've been hit too many times to count
Wasting my energy, emptied my bank account
All for the sake of trying to change something that won't go away
Slowly slipping, start to spiral
Caught myself in self-denial
Guess I can't keep lying to my brain
It's getting bad again (fuck)
I hate this feeling, God, how I wish it would end
I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
It's not too much feel like giving up on this (like giving up)
It's getting bad
Hold my breath, I'm going under
Try to fight this, I don't wanna
Feel like sinking any longer
It's getting bad (it's getting bad again)
Hold my breath, I'm going under
Try to fight this, I don't wanna
Feel like sinking any longer
It's getting bad again
I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
I hate this feeling, God, how I wish it would end
I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
It's getting bad again
This is so relatable to my anxiety. “It’s getting bad again, fuck.” It likes realizing ur anxiety is here again. Realizing ur picking at the skin around ur nails and picking the chapped skin on ur lips hits so hard in these lyrics. 🥲
You are my voice… it makes me less lonely for a second..
Thank you. ❤ as someone diagnosed with bipolar 1, this is so close to home. Your song made me get up and finally get help. Medication after medication and I let myself go.. thank you so much for this, have me strength..I know I'm not alone.
21 seconds in, already added to my playlists, liked and subscribed. This is too relatable and beautiful at the same thing...
This song hits hard
There is something truly captivating and almost haunting about listening to a beautiful voice singing a song with lyrics that sound like they were taken right from my own mind.
So beautiful and perfect 😭 This is everything!!
Anna stay strong!
Your songs always make me feel less alone. 💕
Get it girl.
I definitely relate to the wasting what you have to change. And I love the bridge too. The lyrics and the vocals just pack so much emotion. It's amazing what you've done for us who are watching Anna. You are and will always be an all time favorite of mine
This hits home right now. I love how when I'm in a mood i just blasts your songs and i just feel not alone❤
Thank you for your music, my anxiety is extra bad today, this song describes my feelings perfectly 😔💔❤️
I needed this today
Absolutely awesome, can't believe I missed the notifications for so long
Amazing performance!!!!
Amazing song ❤️👏🏻
Wow...that one hits me very hard😭😭❤
I’m glad you’re here, such a beautiful soul 💖 stay strong beautiful you’ve got this!!! 🥺🫶🏼
Another amazing song ❤ I really like the end with that chorus pick up. Beautiful work and the lyrics hit close to home as well. Gives me the feels ❤
I love all your songs omgg
This hits really hard, I love it❤️
Love it ❤❤
YAYYYY IVE BEEN CHECKING EVEYDAY FOR IT TO BE OUT
This really hits! Love it❤❤❤
Omg!! I'm in love with this song! Even better than I expected!! You're amazing!!!
I cleaned my whole room while listening to this on repeat and then took a shower. It takes steps. Sometimes they’re bigger sometimes they’re smaller. Just keep going because if it can get bad again then it can get better again too❤️🩹
your voice throws me into the voids of space you have a great voice you deserve grammy 💙
100% can relate this just described everything. You are so flipin talented and have an angles voice,
😭😭😭😭 All of this! 🫂❤️
I love this song hits me hard this is on repeat xx
It’s beautiful thank you so much for healing me through tough times❤❤❤❤
I love this. Tysm💜💜
You have always been the most inspiring person for me !! Your songs have always hit hard for me !! I messaged you on TikTok. And I just wanna say how blessed I am to be able to hear your music !! ❤️🥺 but I have noticed, it has been getting bad again.. But I’ve been able to pull myself out of it, and I’m getting better every single day !! 🥺
This is incredible. It's so beautiful and relatable. ❤
Ive been waiting for this and am so happy its finally here! literally my song
Such a good song as always! It came at the perfect time cause I’ve been feeling myself getting stuck again in life..❤
thank u!♥️ i needed this rn. love u. keep making music. hope to see ya someday!❤ from 🇩🇪
Every song you release to the public gets downloaded. I have EVERY SONG. even your covers. I just love your voice so much. Your writing skills are so beautiful. I love the way you write. Thank you Anna. ❤
This song hurts in a good way. It reminds me that I’m not alone.
I wish this was longer 😢
been listening to you since the start and have always connected with your music now finding out about my bpd I understand why I was so connected and related to you and your music. Thank you for being here through the rough times in my brain.😭😭💕💕
Always find a way to speak to my soul in the ways i need 💙
Thank you so much for this. I feel heard and understood 😊❤
Wow this is really good milady ❤❤
one of the best songs i've heard in a long time. Your voice it's just aaaaaaaAAAA smooth and agressive
So real
The world has been so 'light-biased' that darkness of any kind is not allowed, it has become anathema. everyone thinks that the default state is of laughter, love and smiles... and so everyone just wants that. not realising how much of a pressure that creates on darkness of any kind, and on people who are either holding the dark, or are held in darkness.
when you are in darkness, compassion is the worst thing, for example...
what we need is people willing to dive, delve, dip into the darkness with us, WITHOUT bringing any light. not even a matchstick. instead to bring in... come with... their dark soul-pieces.
you, your songs... are such authentic darkness... like the fullness of a new moon night sky.
thank you for being you. and 'bringing' you.
💔❤️💔
I'm sorry that I didn't understand this before I experienced it for myself. I was such a Pollyanna, thinking positivity would fix everything. Now I know what you are talking about, and you are so right.
@@perfessermicbo8556 ❤️💔❤️
Makes my soul wanna scream😅🥰💓
Wow. This song is exactly my life right now 😢
Thank you for the new song❤❤
Legit so fitting right now 😭
I love this song ❤
❤this beautiful 😢
The song I listen to when o try to get out of my depression slump
Thank you
Some times it held 😍
As a person with bipolar disorder, this hit differently…
So true
This resonates with my soul 😢❤
I have listened to you since my last year of middle school it really saved my life
Tooooop!!
Man you just spoke all thats in my brain girl damn. This is a banger
Very relatable
this song sounds quick recap of my life // last 2 months… head up heart open…
This song is my fav for the year✋🏽🥲
why this is so relatable
I love this song because a lot of times I can feel it coming and I say to myself “it’s getting bad again” and then I start getting sad and depressed the next day and this song explains that exact feeling
I’ve been waiting for this to release ♥️ this is where I’m at but gotta push thru
💕💕💕
Yes queen!!!!!!
*song on repeat for the rest of my life* i feel so seen & heard !! thank u🥺🥺♥️
As someone who is waiting to see doctors for multiple sclerosis symptoms, this song hits hard 😪 its like this is written about flares in autoimmune disorders
I also suffer from depression and cptsd so it hits on sooo many levels
Relatable
I'm going through a break up right now and this really hits home for me
This is f’ing beautiful 😍🔥
My heart
amazing
Wow totally true
You have helped me for years. I've struggled to put things into words, and my thoughts spin so fast. I'm 25 no and you have helped me for at least 10 years
How i feel 😢 again
0:04 literally the first lines listening to this for the first time at 5am without having slept. I’m so tempted to stay up the whole day to fix it because that’s what I would do when it would get bad again but I would end up giving up & going to sleep in the afternoon.
It hasn’t even been a week that the feeling of it getting bad again has started. Maybe putting too much on myself a couple days ago I was being really productive, and I felt good and I was proud of myself then when I wake up, and my entire body is aching from my productivity so I gave myself a rest day because I feel like I was allowed to that one ray quickly became two, I need to do something today to stop this before I get back to a place I haven’t been in a really long freaking time. I know it’s barely started but I know if I don’t do something now it’s gonna go down hill very quickly & I’m gonna hit the ground so hard & I haven’t been there in so long I don’t know how well I’ll be able to handle it.
I've had a couple of good weeks, but it's coming back today. At least I recognize it for what it is now. It comes in waves, and I've been able to surf on top of them and ride them out so far. Hoping I don't go under the waves this time, or the next, or the next, or...
This is a song I needed to hear, but didn't want to. The first hook and I knew it was going to be too relatable. Subscribed to go find more songs you wrote about me. We are not alone!!
YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!❤❤
Anna, thankyou ❤
This is so relatable, it hits so hard, it’s hard not to cry .. I wish I could cry .. the best we can is maybe 10-20 seconds of intense tears and then numbness
We try to reach out but they can’t see it .. it seems like they like even when we literally say I .. ‘certain … ***** things’, the dr just copy and pastes ( literally today… I watched her copy and paste (from yr ago) after I told her these terrible things I’m feeling recently)..
We don’t have anyone with BPT around who can relate 😕
With the man verses bear arguement this sobg cab kind of hit differently.
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This is good
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when you get the hope everything's gonna be okay finally but your inner feelings betrays you 🥲
Keep fighting, dear. It gets better.
Sober that song. I remember that one you wrote about losing yourself to alcohol and missing college. We deal with the same. I'm just the younger version of you trying her best to keep strong and not loose herself to it again.
Nice...
Been here since to my parents. I love you Anna!🫶🏻
❤