vlog: moving out, living back at home, updates

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  • @Sev1990
    @Sev1990 2 місяці тому +365

    I moved back with my parents in my late 20s. It was so stressful and I almost felt as if I failed. When I tell you I was able to pay off ALL my debt and buy a house and save so much money. I did it in 3 years. I also helped my parents with their home. It was such a blessing in disguise. Take advantage of having your family ❤

    • @lisak603
      @lisak603 2 місяці тому +11

      Same! I bought a condo. Best thing I could’ve done. ❤

    • @allend9373
      @allend9373 2 місяці тому +7

      Nothing wrong with living with Parents. No matter the circumstances.

    • @JenniferSmith-i9x
      @JenniferSmith-i9x 2 місяці тому

      You have beautiful furniture are you sell some of your pieces

    • @talkwithValerie.
      @talkwithValerie. 2 місяці тому

      @@allend9373For real 💯

  • @staceystevenson6206
    @staceystevenson6206 2 місяці тому +98

    Proud of you girl. This is real life with real / raw emotions in your platform. Those who get it , get it and those who don’t 🤷🏾‍♀️

  • @JuJuBee223
    @JuJuBee223 2 місяці тому +41

    My son just moved back home too. He hated the thought of coming back. This is a reset not a failure. I did the same in my late 20s. Stayed for 2 and 1/2 years . Was focused paid all my debt off and bought a house. You live and learn and you come out better in the end financially, mentally, spiritually.. it’s a win win!

  • @ericaluna01
    @ericaluna01 2 місяці тому +35

    Your room is so cozy, nice and having your own bathroom is a plus!!! I’m glad you’re with your parents! Cherish the memories

  • @537975m
    @537975m 2 місяці тому +34

    Your parent’s home is looking beautiful and you’re so sweet! Excited for you, this new chapter & what’s to come for you! 🎉

  • @simplyshannon19
    @simplyshannon19 2 місяці тому +62

    Thank you for being transparent and “real” about your feelings and what you’re going through. God bless you and your family during your time of bereavement.

  • @lisabradshaw8944
    @lisabradshaw8944 2 місяці тому +36

    So nice to still have your parents and to have a relationship with them. It's beautiful to be welcomed and loved. Your presence there is good for them also! Be encouraged. Be well. Helping each other is what family is all about 😊

  • @ciciwms001
    @ciciwms001 2 місяці тому +27

    Sabrina, you got this girl. I felt the same way when we had to make a wise decision to move out of our dream home. Things just became too overwhelming but we have been blessed so much since making that decision over 10 years ago. God has another plan for you.

  • @mq6536
    @mq6536 2 місяці тому +14

    Thanks for sharing this part of your life. It's so relatable. I moved back in with my parents a few times in my 20s, which was truly a blessing. It felt like a step back in my self development, especially the last time, but I soared forward at 29 once I completed my goals (finishing grad school with a permanent job) and completed the self work. Hang in there!

  • @amandaasr16
    @amandaasr16 2 місяці тому +7

    I havnt watched yet it’s only two seconds in an I paused to write first. I truly thank you for showing realness and for showing vulnerability instead of faking it on here like everyone else. I truly feel this chapter is gonna be incredible for you and is for a bigger purpose. I recently moved back in with my parents same age as you as a mom and was so ashamed that I needed to move back home but it has been the biggest blessing and I can’t wait to see what comes from this. Enjoy the moments enjoy the time with your family and here for the journey with you

  • @angiemedina9097
    @angiemedina9097 2 місяці тому +9

    The transformation in your parent’s living room with just adding your furniture and those tones, like wow, looks so much cozier. So super excited to see what’s next, all the new new whatever that may be. 🙏🏼🩵

  • @delilahtrujillo5154
    @delilahtrujillo5154 Місяць тому +1

    dang girl you soo talented!! im so happy for you and big things are coming for you god bless!! love ypur decor ideas!

  • @niknik105
    @niknik105 2 місяці тому +6

    This video fed my soul! I also shared this with my daughter who is struggling with fining herself and place in the world. It’s been a battle with losing 3 loved ones in past three years as she pushes herself to finish college. She made the decision to move back home and finish the last semester online. It was rough but i think she’s learning each day that her path is unique and not to compare to her peers on “where she should be”

  • @isolinaaustin1108
    @isolinaaustin1108 2 місяці тому +25

    I’m so sorry to hear about your grandfather. My condolences to you and your family.

  • @karengiunta6358
    @karengiunta6358 2 місяці тому +7

    I love how you’re helping your parents redecorate their place and they are letting you. I’m looking forward to seeing the changes already.

  • @pappalulu3168
    @pappalulu3168 2 місяці тому +12

    I had to move back in with my parents at 31 I had a one year old son, me and his dad didn’t work out and I couldn’t afford to live on my own. I took a pay cut when we had him i started working remotely so I could be home with him since daycares so damn expensive. So now I am stuck and I don’t know what I want to do next. I don’t know if I want to try to put him in daycare and look for a higher paying job or keep doing what I’m doing and just work on saving and paying off my debt while being able to be with my son. It’s hard and I’m still getting through it but everything happens for a reason. While I’m beating myself up for having to move back home I’m also loving being able to be with him all day and see him reach so many milestones and watching him with his grandparents. Take in all the good of this and don’t look at it as a set back. Enjoy being with your family making more memories saving money and you’ll find your path. I’m still finding mine but I’m embracing every moment of it. ❤

  • @stephienatalie7305
    @stephienatalie7305 2 місяці тому +9

    Everything looks so nice. So glad to hear that you are back with your family. Was kinda worried about you with the anxiety you’ve been experiencing lately. I know it was a hard decision, but I think you know it was the best and only decision that made sense. Things will work out and you will be ahead of the game by so so much when all is said and done. Don’t rush the process or be too hasty to move out on your own again. Relax, rest awhile. Sorry for your loss. Looking forward to more updates! 💜

  • @nicolearias5157
    @nicolearias5157 2 місяці тому +21

    Idk if you’ll ever read this, I hope you find my comment… I cannot wait for the video where we see you sitting in a bed in your home and you refer back to this hard time in your life, reflecting on the lessons and path you were meant to go down to find whats meant for you ❤

  • @des7023
    @des7023 2 місяці тому +2

    I just know that I know things are going to be amazing for you in this season! I’m sure hearing that your family is loving the updates is a good feeling! It all happened this way for a reason! Thanks for showing this part of your life journey! I’m soo here for it!

  • @taneishajohnson3790
    @taneishajohnson3790 2 місяці тому +6

    Your channel will continue to grow, and you moving back home and bringing different content will make it even better. Watch God continue work!

  • @Sassygirladventures
    @Sassygirladventures Місяць тому

    Your vlogs are so wholesome, one of my favourite channels to watch ❤
    I know this was a tougher transition for you moving back home but truly believe everything happens for a reason and it looks like there’s many reasons that brought you back home 🤎

  • @patriciacusman669
    @patriciacusman669 2 місяці тому +2

    Loving your new space ❤ it’s so cozy and you are closer to your parents.. that’s everything ❤

  • @DaBubblesGirl10
    @DaBubblesGirl10 2 місяці тому +1

    Love watching you I'm 32 living with my mom and her husband atm and it's so refreshing to watch someone in my age group your journey is so beautiful and I'm so sorry for your recent loses Prayers for you and your family

  • @shante-a.5794
    @shante-a.5794 2 місяці тому +1

    I’m so happy to hear how supportive your parents are being during this transition for you 🥰 it’s so nice that their baby can always come back home

  • @cestsibonn
    @cestsibonn 2 місяці тому +1

    congrats on the clarity and peace. It doesnt come so easy for some ppl

  • @neishadev
    @neishadev 2 місяці тому +4

    This is such a blessing being able to move back home with your parents…a lot of people do not have that option…it’s me I am people lol! But they seem so welcoming and happy to have you back home! For the shower door- try Dawn soap, white vinegar and warm water. It works so well to break that soap scum down!

  • @AmyreLashae
    @AmyreLashae 2 місяці тому

    I just found your channel today and I definitely commend and love how you are improving your parents home in the process of moving back in. This is just the beginning of a beautiful journey! Just wait and see! Soak up as much time as you can at home and save as much as you can. I wish I could move back home with my family!

  • @tiita1791
    @tiita1791 2 місяці тому +1

    i’m loving the improvement you’ve made to your parents home. 🙂
    & frameless shower door seal on amazon. good luck!

  • @Heyyyyyy870
    @Heyyyyyy870 2 місяці тому

    Had definitely needed you to be back home to support your parents, especially you dad. Loved this. Best of luck, it’s going to be great!

  • @TheeSydnieHoneywood
    @TheeSydnieHoneywood 28 днів тому

    All the updates look so good!

  • @Morealz
    @Morealz Місяць тому

    You new space has so much potential, how exciting!!

  • @jaylo2683
    @jaylo2683 2 місяці тому +1

    You’re doing such a great job with the room/house updates.

  • @angiemedina9097
    @angiemedina9097 2 місяці тому +3

    One thing I’m going to always do is fall asleep while watching your videos. Because something about your voice, It’s ok I’m about to watch it again. 😆

  • @taneishajohnson3790
    @taneishajohnson3790 2 місяці тому +2

    This is a blessing not just for you but for your parents. You may not see it now, but believe me.

  • @Sincerelynitra
    @Sincerelynitra 2 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤It’s ok to start over. Nothing is wrong with starting over. That’s what I tell myself. I’m planning accordingly, not trying to over stimulate myself with task. It’s a blessing to have the option to move back home. There is always something better over the hill.

  • @Sassygirladventures
    @Sassygirladventures Місяць тому

    For the shower glass try mixing together dawn dish soap, vinegar + baking soda it’s a game changer.
    I use a sponge that has more of the harder cushion or even a little scrub brush and the results speak for themselves ✨✨✨

  • @jeseniadiaz4762
    @jeseniadiaz4762 2 місяці тому +1

    You’re going to do great. You followed your instincts and just trust it was meant to be. You have somewhere to go until you get things sorted out and get your life set up again. That’s what’s important.
    I currently got thrown a curveball recently and my landlord asked me to move. I have been living alone for the first time for the past three years and I was so excited and happy to be living on my own, being able to have my place as I wanted, my own privacy. Now I’m feeling so unsure because I don’t have a parent home to go back to, and rent is so expensive that I’m not sure I can afford it. And at the same time I don’t want to share an apartment. So I’m going through so many emotions right now.

  • @laurenreneedouglas
    @laurenreneedouglas Місяць тому

    Mold and armor mildew is super strong, but game changer for your bathroom! I got mine from athome and it was cheaper than Amazon!

  • @Leslie.G
    @Leslie.G 2 місяці тому

    Sending so much love and prayer to your family and to you. Im so sorry for your loss. I know losing a family member, especially a grandparent is truly so difficult.
    I also wanted to thank you for being so vulnerable in your vlog and showing that it’s okay and possible. As someone who struggles with this, seeing you do this almost gives me courage to do the same in my own life. Your hope gives me hope. Like I look at my life and think, okay, maybe it’s not so bad that I am where I currently am as long as I continue to work on myself and towards my future.
    Sending love 💕

  • @Lichi0627
    @Lichi0627 2 місяці тому +1

    Deadass I did the same thing and let me tell you best decision ever !!!! …my daughter is so much more happier I have so much more support and I get to help my parents renovate their home. So happy to see how your spot comes out!!! Yaaay

  • @tnmzimmerman
    @tnmzimmerman 2 місяці тому +30

    A wonderful blessing for your parents and for yourself. Congratulations! 🍾 💜

    • @mariejay
      @mariejay  2 місяці тому +4

      So grateful for them 🙏🏽

    • @tiffanytrowers1117
      @tiffanytrowers1117 2 місяці тому

      ​@mariejay congrats...been missing you but I knew about you plan to move. Ive been watching old videos.

  • @astoldbyamberjanel
    @astoldbyamberjanel 2 місяці тому

    Loving your new space!! Something good is going to come from this, I believe that wholeheartedly for you! I faced the same thing last year leaving my place behind and moving back home to LA. I could have stayed but sometimes you just know when you need to shift or pivot. It's never easy but one thing I know is God will never ever let you down. 🤍 So excited to see how He works things out for you! Thank you for sharing this journey with us🤍

  • @suerescino3218
    @suerescino3218 2 місяці тому

    Love your special touches to your new space and rest of your parents home. Looks gorgeous

  • @Jaquelines_journey
    @Jaquelines_journey 2 місяці тому +1

    When life tells you “it’s time to go” listen to it or it’ll jolt you unexpected ways. I definitely waited too long a couple of times & tried to make it work and then chaos. Life knows (and you) when it’s time to move on. Good for you for listening. It’s always better after but in meantime that in-between time is going to hurt. Thank you for your honesty & vulnerability. Not a lot of people would humble themselves & put aside their ego. Appreciate watching your journey. I’m so happy you have your parents. ❤ What’s next is going to be incredible ✨

  • @EnaydaGabriel
    @EnaydaGabriel 2 місяці тому +1

    Hello Chica we missed you so much and I’m so sorry for your loss may God give all of you strength and comfort ❤

  • @Sassygirladventures
    @Sassygirladventures Місяць тому

    The transformation so far is absolutely gorgeous Sabrina!! You sure you’re not supposed to be an interior designer as well? You sure got the magic touch 🪄

  • @Calibaebey
    @Calibaebey 2 місяці тому

    My fav influencer 😍 I love this ❤ & you never miss with the home decors ! Love the touch ups to the new home/room/bathroom 😍😍😍😍 definitely missed your vlogs and looking forward to more 🥰 wishing you the best in your new chapter. Also, my deepest condolences to you & your family ♥️🙏🏽 sending you lots of love and comfort

  • @KashhKashhhh
    @KashhKashhhh Місяць тому

    You are such a delight. I’ve been following you for some time now (like OG crew) and every time I see one of your uploads, it’s such good old feel-good nostalgia. Your videos never fail to increase my endorphins lol 🎉🤍

  • @misspearls3
    @misspearls3 2 місяці тому +4

    To new beginnings girl! To clean your bathroom try “the pink stuff” if you haven’t. Blessings 💓

  • @nickii_honey
    @nickii_honey 2 місяці тому

    We are here for you girl!!! Keep your head up and can’t wait for next months December content ❤❤

  • @cynthiapentonyoung736
    @cynthiapentonyoung736 2 місяці тому

    So sorry for you and your family's loss. Prayers for all

  • @victorialiyah5584
    @victorialiyah5584 2 місяці тому +1

    I’m so sorry about your grandfather, I pray you and your family find joy in the memories of your loved one.
    Thank you for being transparent, I’m praying that you find some peace and able to sleep well soon.
    The place is coming together so well, it looks so nice with all the furniture and colors.
    Random side note: I think a brown or Forrest green cover would be a nice color if you do add another layer on your bed 😊

  • @shopracquelangelina
    @shopracquelangelina 2 місяці тому

    you’re doing amazing beautiful, things are not falling apart. they are falling into place!! God has something so special for you soon 💗💞 you’re soo inspiring and obeying God & how you feel/your intuition is sooo key!!! 🩷

  • @afiyablu8823
    @afiyablu8823 Місяць тому

    Have you tried bar keepers friend for the shower? It works really well on calcium deposits from water and on rust too

  • @Mgood808
    @Mgood808 2 місяці тому

    Love seeing the home updates/ transformations❤️Try dawn dish soap and vinegar for the shower!

  • @MarcieColeman
    @MarcieColeman 2 місяці тому

    So proud of you thank you for sharing your journey ❤

  • @brookemilligan352
    @brookemilligan352 2 місяці тому

    Thinking of you, been there twice & it was always for the greater good & positive! Your folks are amazing, God bless you all. I love the birds chirping when you're in the livingroom, all you need is one of those fake table top waterfalls would sound awesome in there! Everything looks great! 🙏🙏🙏

  • @KetaKay
    @KetaKay 2 місяці тому

    First, I’m sorry to hear about your grandfather. I will pray for strength and healing for you and your family. Grief is definitely tough, but we have to stay strong in our faith. ❤ Your home looks great as always, and I love how your bedroom is coming together beautifully. Thanks for sharing. 😊

  • @TareBear355
    @TareBear355 Місяць тому

    CLR for the shower glass issue. Wishing you the best. You’ll bounce back.

  • @Louiebull242
    @Louiebull242 2 місяці тому +3

    My heart goes out to you. I know it’s tough to move back home. Sorry for the loss of your grandfather. I know you’re trying to make it homey, but you will get your Own place again, because that is your parents home. And this too will pass 🙏🏼

  • @calynnrodriguez5335
    @calynnrodriguez5335 2 місяці тому

    Wishing you many blessings on this new journey! 🤍 Btw, girrrllll interior designing is your calling! You have such an eye for detail✨

  • @Lex.madeit
    @Lex.madeit 2 місяці тому

    The way I was missing your videos is crazy. I'm so glad you're back 🥰
    Thank you for sharing your experience. Sometimes we don't understand what God is doing but your obedience to follow His plan will always bring you greater peace and greater rewards on your journey
    So many of us are going through major changes in our lives and its comforting to see that we are not alone in making these big life changes
    Keep being the light that you are and you will continue to be blessed in this season of your life
    Sorry for the loss of your grandfather and i pray you and your family find peace, love, and relief during these times

  • @exiromero7597
    @exiromero7597 2 місяці тому +1

    Your apartment looks so cozy. If you put the same floor in your bathroom from the rest of your house, they'll be looking so much nicer.😊

  • @leahpearson2634
    @leahpearson2634 2 місяці тому

    I love your style on home decor! I pray you get partnerships and endorsements for it! You have a true gift! ❤️ love the transparency in this video!

  • @SLAYLORDFOCKER
    @SLAYLORDFOCKER 2 місяці тому

    Girl, every now and then I look back at the picture I took the day I moved out of my apartment and back home. I was crying so so bad! I’ve been in my luxury apartment going on 3 years now. It’s just apart of the journey boo. But I SO SO SO understand that feeling. Honestly, you got a lot to work with. This is prime real estate. Girl, I would’ve been moved back. 😂

  • @lapame0204
    @lapame0204 2 місяці тому

    Sabrina everything happens for a reason !! I just lost my job and I have two kids and it’s the holiday season!! When I tell u I love the job but at the same time it was stressing me a lot! But god has a purpose!!!

  • @analea6531
    @analea6531 2 місяці тому

    You can still do open shelves in the bathroom since it’s small and already cramped. It would be some sort of functional decoration. Good luck for this new chapter ❤

  • @Curl55
    @Curl55 2 місяці тому

    You are amazing!! Thank you for being so open with your blogs 🙏 You are so inspiring ❣️ Life lessons 😍 Nothing is perfect and yet you seem to make the best out of it and move on💯Thank you again for sharing ❣️

  • @BAngieBtv
    @BAngieBtv 2 місяці тому +1

    I recommend CLR (calcium lime and rust remover) you can find it at the homedepot for you shower doors and for the shower tiles

  • @yolandam5359
    @yolandam5359 2 місяці тому

    You are doing a wonderful job updating everything,

  • @grisjaimes7318
    @grisjaimes7318 2 місяці тому

    Very talented young lady 👏 I see you as a beautiful, kind, braveheart. It's definitely ok to feel all your emotions.

  • @mmowec8159
    @mmowec8159 2 місяці тому

    I love your bedroom and how you decorated.

  • @6rods607
    @6rods607 Місяць тому

    Try a steam cleaner for the shower. Bissell has one . Also try awesome from the dollar tree. Works wonders girl

  • @jenvasquez88
    @jenvasquez88 2 місяці тому

    I love this content! The house looks so good already!

  • @thalialoera1
    @thalialoera1 2 місяці тому

    Trust in the process! Your future is being built right now. ❤

  • @itsmmmeagan
    @itsmmmeagan 2 місяці тому

    I am very happy for you love. You deserve what makes you smile inside and out ❤

  • @ashleyamelia08
    @ashleyamelia08 2 місяці тому +2

    vinegar with dawn soap for the glass + a scrub mommy/daddy and squeegee. vinegar does the actual job, the dawn dish soap is the surfactant. look it up 😄

  • @vonnab185
    @vonnab185 2 місяці тому

    I love your room, nice and cozy❤ you can always go flee marketing for an old antique mirror and possibly use that as a frame for the Shade' poster🤷🏽‍♀️. I believe this new transition will be the best yet!!!❤ 😢so sorry for your loss as well. And stop apologizing for vlogging the way you do. I'm sure most can agree, that we just love getting your notifications 😂❤❤❤❤❤

  • @dennigilmour4283
    @dennigilmour4283 2 місяці тому

    I am praying for you, Sabrina! May God bless you ❤

  • @Sorry4theslay
    @Sorry4theslay 2 місяці тому

    If I wasn’t getting married I’d still be at home as long as possible. I’m excited for you and hope you find the silver lining at the end of this all. Just a part of your journey! I am excited to see where you go!

  • @justjocelynrose
    @justjocelynrose 2 місяці тому

    Toilet bowl cleaner for the shower door the blue Lysol one!

  • @fibi164
    @fibi164 2 місяці тому

    Wishing you many many more blessings!!! ❤

  • @dejahblue96
    @dejahblue96 2 місяці тому

    Loving this content already! Excited for this new chapter 🩵

  • @charinearaujo
    @charinearaujo 2 місяці тому

    All I’m going to say is that you’re the realist …. I’m soo happy for you!! Yo te admiro mucho ….. quedate con tu familia lo mas que pueda…. You’re doing an excellent job!!!! Your room looks cozy and beautiful 🥰

  • @AlgebraNerd06
    @AlgebraNerd06 2 місяці тому

    I’m sorry for your loss💛

  • @reynagalarza9844
    @reynagalarza9844 2 місяці тому

    Trust God’s will for you Sabrina ❤️✨🙏🏽
    I felt these sentimental moments in here & I can relate. You’re beautiful, amazing, and so much happiness lies ahead for you 🫶🏽

  • @raymelwarfield4438
    @raymelwarfield4438 2 місяці тому

    My condolences to you and your family!

  • @ladym2674
    @ladym2674 2 місяці тому

    Baking soda, vinegar and dawn dish soap. Mix equal parts with warm water put in a spray bottle and spray on doors let sit over night. Scrub the next day.

  • @JuJuBee223
    @JuJuBee223 2 місяці тому

    You could paint the frame of your shower black and if you don’t like the tile color get some tile tub paint or or a cover it with a wainscot look or that picture frame molding look. Use Dawn dishwashing liquid right on a wet rag and some bleach if you like. It literally melts right off. You could even use the the Dawn Power wash too

  • @MrsDemery
    @MrsDemery 2 місяці тому

    Hello Sabrina I’m a new subscriber to your channel. After watching a few of your videos I connected with your content. I to just had to move after 5 years but I strongly believe everything happens for a good reason. It’s ok to take a few steps back in order to get where we need to be in life. You’re on your way to bigger goals.
    A suggestion to restore your shower glass is to use the “pink stuff” that’s the name of the product with a steamer. I use that cleaner for everything, trust me it works. You rub the glass let it sit for a few minutes then use the steamer. Let me know how it works out for you 😊
    Thank you for your transparency and decoration ideas. Sending you lots of blessings, clarity in everything you decide to do and hugs 🤗

  • @RMMomma4Eva
    @RMMomma4Eva 2 місяці тому +1

    People have different relationships with their family. If you get along with your parents like that, wonderful and enjoy it in every way. Because only you know your true situation. If this is really the best thing for you right now, kudos for having the courage to realize it and then follow through. Blessings ✨🙏🏽❤️

  • @shawnhowerton5296
    @shawnhowerton5296 2 місяці тому

    I missed you. I’m happy you’re back ❤

  • @deenoel882
    @deenoel882 2 місяці тому

    I love that Sade poster. I have been trying to create it with Walmart and CVS like you did with no luck. Can you please tell me where you found the image! ❤

  • @rnmom65
    @rnmom65 2 місяці тому

    For then shower, try a mixture of blue Dawn and distilled vinegar. I love what you are doing to your space!!!

  • @bianca-r5t1y
    @bianca-r5t1y 2 місяці тому

    Use Lysol toilet bowl cleaner for the shower doors !!! Do not mix with any other cleaning supplies. Scrub with a scrub daddy sponge dipped in warm water w dawn soap !

  • @tiaharrison9576
    @tiaharrison9576 Місяць тому

    Can u add link for the curtains! Thx

  • @HannaP847
    @HannaP847 2 місяці тому

    Missed your vlogs. Can't wait to tune in 🙏🏾❤

  • @jennifergraham9679
    @jennifergraham9679 2 місяці тому

    All the best with the move.

  • @temiranikole7629
    @temiranikole7629 Місяць тому

    Have you tried magic eraser on the bathroom glass?

  • @nina_mariexo
    @nina_mariexo 2 місяці тому

    Magic eraser for shower door works as a first wipe down to remove soap scum. ❤