FIRST TIME LISTENING TO | Taylor Swift - this is me trying | REACTION

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  • Опубліковано 2 січ 2025

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  • @npflaum
    @npflaum 8 місяців тому +123

    Well, this was timely. I've really been struggling today. My brain had *almost* convinced me to do the thing that I've been trying not to do. I feel a bit stronger now.

    • @ABtheKreator
      @ABtheKreator  8 місяців тому +25

      Much love to you!

    • @npflaum
      @npflaum 8 місяців тому +1

      @@ABtheKreator Thank you, friend!

    • @msbeecee1
      @msbeecee1 8 місяців тому +6

      Stay strong 💪 prayers to you. I struggled today too

    • @andreab2501
      @andreab2501 8 місяців тому +4

      Sending you so much strength and light.

    • @maryellen9503
      @maryellen9503 8 місяців тому +6

      Depression lies, friend. just keep trying.

  • @msbeecee1
    @msbeecee1 8 місяців тому +77

    My first time hearing this song...made me cry. "Not driving off the cliff is the ultimate trying." Truth.

  • @caitsings1864
    @caitsings1864 8 місяців тому +11

    this song is so devastating. as a former gifted kid who struggled every day while in college (at Mizzou!), I feel this so dang much. thank you for your reaction video

  • @renyauger4560
    @renyauger4560 8 місяців тому +12

    Her radical empathy is one of her greatest gifts!

  • @Walkingclowneliastreetagain
    @Walkingclowneliastreetagain 7 місяців тому +14

    This song saved my life twice ❤❤

  • @leeannies-tears369
    @leeannies-tears369 8 місяців тому +19

    Ahhhh this is one of my most loved by her. ❤ April 24th will be my 12th year sober! Dear to my heart Taylor. Thanks AB And your patron person!

  • @jessieivey
    @jessieivey 6 місяців тому +6

    as someone who has never seen the long pond sessions and am just enjoying your taylor playlist - when jack said "you have no idea how hard it was to get to a place where YOU STILL THINK IS SHITTY" i fully had to stop and revel in that. bc wow is it true

  • @thedivinefemme5285
    @thedivinefemme5285 8 місяців тому +12

    YOu're absolutely right. It's the thought behind the songs that really set her apart.

  • @patticriss2238
    @patticriss2238 8 місяців тому +10

    Good things generally happen when you open your heart and mind to the struggles that are not even your own.

  • @TheTrueLush
    @TheTrueLush 8 місяців тому +19

    Alchemy and So High School got shout outs to The Kingdom and Trav!

    • @DreaAnnTW
      @DreaAnnTW 8 місяців тому +4

      Yes!!! Let’s hear it AB!!! 🎉🎉🎉

  • @kindredanastasia
    @kindredanastasia 8 місяців тому +13

    It might take a while for the Swifties to watch anything not TTPD and the Anthology. We watch reactions to bring back aspects of that first time feeling, but we're all immersed in our first reaction and fathoming meanings, lyrics, bridges, and musical elements. LOVE your reactions and the depth

  • @karendavis2668
    @karendavis2668 8 місяців тому +7

    This one hits hard. I've been there, in my car, wondering if I should drive into the lake... I backed up and went back to the grind.

  • @ritawinfreylester532
    @ritawinfreylester532 8 місяців тому +12

    I can honestly say as someone who has finally found the courage to admit that I have been diagnosed mental health issues, this song hit me hard! This couldn't be a more perfect song for all of the people who are misunderstood or discriminated against, or made to feel like nobody's, like you're a worthless waste of oxygen on Earth. Whether it's like Taylor said, "addiction, alcoholism, or mental illness, or even some other disability, nobody sees that you're trying you're hardest to make people see & understand!" If someone would just be able to switch lives with someone who is going through any of these things they wouldn't treat any of us, or judge us for being the way we are! It's easy for someone that doesn't have to live with these issues to talk down upon all of us who are living it 24/7/365! This song is a perfect song for the soundtrack of all of us afflicted with any of these conditions. I'm making this my personal theme song for what I live every single second of every day & night. I know there's going to be many, many more folks that do the same thing! I hope my words fall upon some other people living with any of these issues to be able to stand up, to speak up, to not be afraid anymore, let everyone know I'm trying & I AM WORTHY!!! None of us asks to have these problems, conditions, or whatever you call the battles that pertain to your life. We all want to be able to live a normal life as much as the next person & we deserve to be able to do so freely without judgment, without shame,without fear, without doubt, or without self worth!!! We are human beings too! I want to personally thank Taylor Swift for this song & also thank her for having the compassion & heart to understand what battle we face each & every new day that dawns! No one feels the agony that we feel with every hurtful word of negativity & judgment! We need more people like Taylor who will stand up & speak out about these things. I've just begun to not be afraid to speak about my personal battles but I want to be a beacon of light to help someone else gain the strength & courage to stand up & not be afraid to admit their own personal battle!!! I want to help be a positive educator on how to not feel like you're not good enough or that you don't try to be better everyday! Thank you once again Taylor. You don't know just how much I appreciate you for writing & singing this song & I know others will as well!!! ❤

    • @JuneHeinssen
      @JuneHeinssen 8 місяців тому +2

      Stay strong and know you are worthy

  • @xoxoxANGExoxox
    @xoxoxANGExoxox 8 місяців тому +10

    Taylor has so many friends in music, movies and modelling - sure she's met quite a few with addictions which would make sense for her to be thinking about how they would be coping during the stir crazy times of lockdowns

    • @d_nerys
      @d_nerys 7 місяців тому +3

      Taylor has struggled with eating disorder and alcoholism herself.

    • @antoinettecampbell3563
      @antoinettecampbell3563 6 місяців тому +1

      @@d_nerys
      @xoxoxANGExoxox yes, plus Aaron himself suffers from depression and when she was working on Red (song: forever winter) she found out a very good friend of hers from HS who suffered from depression unalived himself, so she really treats the subject of mental health with the utmost respect and tenderness whenever she addresses it. Epiphany is also another great example of this.

  • @gdhaney136
    @gdhaney136 8 місяців тому +18

    Two Travis songs on the new double album. ☺This song is one of my favorites by Taylor!

  • @JesseMadrigal-q4z
    @JesseMadrigal-q4z 8 місяців тому +4

    AB Thank You for this reaction and your words just before she sings were spot on and speaks to why she is special!!

  • @shilohivy4590
    @shilohivy4590 6 місяців тому +2

    She sounds like an Angel

  • @annehulla1557
    @annehulla1557 5 місяців тому +1

    As a person with a drinking problem this one hits home spent my first year sober pouring out my heart to strangers in church basements

  • @jerryko3
    @jerryko3 6 місяців тому +2

    Just so you know! This man she is speaking to is Jack Antonoff, a close friend of Taylor's, a musical artist in his own right, and her favorite producer to work with... Almost all the times you've been like "WHO did this BEAT?!" it's been Jack Antonoff 😊

  • @aeboi86
    @aeboi86 8 місяців тому +1

    This song helped me through the time I was battling sobriety and trying to find my place in both worlds of friends who drink and being alienated for not drinking. It was hard. I’m so thankful for this song.

  • @lavenderdanes
    @lavenderdanes 3 місяці тому

    one of my favorites, especially since it dropped during Covid. I think this song is important for a lot of people. Brutal, but makes you feel less alone in the struggle.

  • @lilyhallauthor
    @lilyhallauthor 8 місяців тому +10

    This is deep rewatching this after she released “Fortnight”. She was absolutely talking about herself. Not just “someone”. She mentions her drinking several times in the new albums.

    • @Lively_Ash
      @Lively_Ash 8 місяців тому +4

      Yes, she hid a lot on folklore/evermore under the guise of “fiction”

    • @Donna-C
      @Donna-C 8 місяців тому

      😢

  • @SassyCass06
    @SassyCass06 7 місяців тому

    This is one of my top 5 fave songs ever, it’s heartbreakingly beautiful and I relate so hard to it.

  • @karinrommel5925
    @karinrommel5925 3 місяці тому

    LOVED THIS!!!

  • @vidsorama2
    @vidsorama2 8 місяців тому +3

    Great reaction. Thank you.

  • @MikkiHjalmquist
    @MikkiHjalmquist 8 місяців тому +1

    She is Brilliant!

  • @stacyr2586
    @stacyr2586 6 місяців тому

    I LOVE your reviews and mannerisms I’m cracking up over here. I was talking back and answering you without you even knowing we had a full blown convo lol

  • @carolynnewcomb2153
    @carolynnewcomb2153 8 місяців тому

    I’ve always loved this one! Her lyrics are so on point-every time!

  • @stacyr2586
    @stacyr2586 6 місяців тому

    One of my favorites!!

  • @ladylisaromance8129
    @ladylisaromance8129 8 місяців тому +6

    You need to jump on the Tortured Poets Department albums that just dropped. She has some Travis songs. 🔥 🔥 🔥

  • @Donna-C
    @Donna-C 8 місяців тому

    April 2024 - TTPD & The Anthology album/s & the video for the 1st single Fortnight has been released - now we know the depths of Taylor’s own personal despair - this was a song about her ! 😢

  • @heathercochrane2207
    @heathercochrane2207 Місяць тому

    Probably my favorite off of Folklore, though the best part of this song is the comments I see from people who say it's helped/helping them through a dark time. So boo on the naysayers who would call Taylor's music garbage.

  • @rafaela4698
    @rafaela4698 8 місяців тому +2

    Watching this already waiting for the reactions to the new (double) album

  • @traceytatara3086
    @traceytatara3086 8 місяців тому

    Goosebumps...love it!!

  • @carsten1989
    @carsten1989 8 місяців тому +1

    I love this song

  • @sandybourdeau9300
    @sandybourdeau9300 8 місяців тому

    Absolutely favorite songs

  • @GracieD92
    @GracieD92 5 місяців тому

    You being a Mizzou fan makes this Mizzou swifty happy

  • @elliesworld3776
    @elliesworld3776 8 місяців тому

    Just heard "Cardigan" on the Long Pond sessions....🔥🔥 A must see.

  • @phoenixryzen-qm1br
    @phoenixryzen-qm1br 8 місяців тому

    Wow..never heard this before. DEEP

  • @Zandersheldon
    @Zandersheldon 8 місяців тому +5

    You need to do FORNIGHT from her new album The Tortured poets department with Post Malone! It’s one of my Favourite!

  • @sarahkuhlmann432
    @sarahkuhlmann432 7 місяців тому

    MIZZOU caught me off guard. Watching from CoMo! This is my favorite song

  • @anibindi3752
    @anibindi3752 5 місяців тому +1

    This is me trying too 😢

  • @aynne21
    @aynne21 8 місяців тому +4

    give the ttpd album some love please... can you do the so long, london or.loml

  • @janellehaines9705
    @janellehaines9705 8 місяців тому

    If you want another song by her with a similar theme check out Forever Winter. Its the pov of someone reacting to finding out someone close to them has been suicidal.

  • @hopemartin6110
    @hopemartin6110 7 місяців тому

    How in the FUCK have you not done the 10 minute version of All Too Well yet?! I gotta get up in that Patreon.

  • @NetteRequena
    @NetteRequena 8 місяців тому

    Live hour reaction! You have to check out Perrie’s new solo single Forget About Us. I'm sure you will love her vocals!

  • @ndwelch
    @ndwelch 8 місяців тому

    MIZ! Are you from Missouri?!!?!?!

  • @michaelkeller5555
    @michaelkeller5555 7 місяців тому

    To me, the line "could have followed my fears all the way down" is an eerily beautiful way to say/talk about/refer to self-unsubscribing. (Only censoring in case youtube gets mad about that word in comments too).

  • @frogkisser
    @frogkisser 8 місяців тому

    AB, did you recognize the gentlemen she was talking to and who is playing piano from your bejeweled reaction video as the Prince Taylor ghosted? lol Easter Eggs my fellow swifty...lol

  • @coreopsisgrandiflora
    @coreopsisgrandiflora 8 місяців тому

    I kind of wanted him reacting to Renegade, I suppose he would too

  • @janellehaines9705
    @janellehaines9705 8 місяців тому

    Ok... so in the past 24 hours ive watched all of your TS videos... and i have a suggestion... please do Everything has Changed (Taylor Swift feat. Ed Sheetan) and The Joker and The Queen (Ed Sheetan feat. Taylor Swift) music videos. The music videos are connected and I'd love to see your reaction and hear your thoughts on it!!!

  • @SummerWilliams-v3p
    @SummerWilliams-v3p 8 місяців тому

    I'm early!!!❤

  • @bradbonderer2383
    @bradbonderer2383 6 місяців тому

    MIZ…. Respect

  • @mapegatkinson92
    @mapegatkinson92 8 місяців тому

    Sorry, not a fan.