I'm a addict to Fentanyl & I was gonna die when I O.D... I was saved by my ex... the one who got me hooked.. it will be a 8 months since my last O.D and almost a year when I took my 1st hit... Now it's my time to go to REHAB.. to better myself for my daughter... I fucked up... but I got one last try at life... so ima get better.. your music helps me.. thank you Merk!! 💖❤️🔥
I know this may sound cold but I mean good. ❤ First step is to regognise that youself were the one that got you hooked and nobody else. I'm walking pretty much same kind of path as I'm on Buprenorfin substitute program. Been for 10years soon. Now I'm close to quitting this, so the hardest part is left. All the best to you and much strenght!
I drank for so long and I quit but now I have a couple every weekend. I'm expecting my first kid in scared I've never had a father but I want him to have the best father ever. I have bad thoughts and discouraging thoughts that I don't be good enough. I recently had a bad fallout with my women and I would give the world to just have things neutral and be together without doing co parenting. I want my boy to have the best example. I love your music and this song right now had been helping me so much. God bless thank you man, music is amazing in that way.
Been drinking and smoking since middle school, lost my grandma to cigs, I’m currently an alcoholic but I did quit the hard drugs, almost seems like alcohol is worse, I wake up fatigued every morning until I start drinking. Merk is a voice for the people going through shit
I’m 17 I lost 3 family members in the same week and was on the verge of suicide but there was voices in my head singing/raping your songs it’s got me through the toughest time in my life much love man ❤❤
sorry for your losses bro it never takes away how bad it hurts but look for the good in every situation even if its to motivate you to reach your dreams.. it all perception help other people in there name best luck kid i hope the best for you
I am SOOOO glad that you have utilized music to cope. Please, please, please. Hang. In. There. Bro. This wave is a fkng tidal wave, but i promise you, if you ride it then you'll be indestructible and your family and or friends that are equivalent (as little as you may have) will thank you. I thank you. Please, just hang in there -- From a person that truly empathizes and understands the struggle of seeing a point in all of this. You got this.
This man's music has not only saved my life but also my father's life and so many others ❤ literally cried when I saw him live, so blessed to have been able to thank him for saving my life ❤
This shit saved my life I was contemplating taking my own life at the end of 2017. This song kept me hanging in there and eventually I got myself up off the ropes. Stay Strong People. We gon' get thru whatever obstacles come our way in this Life. Bet on that.
I remember listening to this all the time at my lowest point in my heroin addiction. Two and a half years clean now, and doing the most. I cant believe how far I've come and where I'm going. To anyone out there struggling, just know that it gets better! Do the right thing everyday no matter how hard it is, and things will get better. If you slip don't beat yaself, instead, rise to your feet and put your dukes up.
Keep your head up man! Your doing awesome! Guess what im 4 years clean from meth and 8 and a half year binge! And my recovery date is 4/20 i love that i quit that day now i just think about is that everyone is smoke to me on my anniversary of me getting clean! Your a good person and deserve the best keep going man i believe in you!
I identify with this so much. I rage even by myself. But I'm getting more religious and I'm starting to see I need to figure out how to live sober. I'm not there yet but man discipline is the key to a good life. Need to keep doing better. One day at a time.
Merk you save my life everytime I put this track on.... shits real for me right now and all I got is my car so here I sit putting yet another one of your beats on.
my son died last September and i went way dark... but MERK saved me in a since. this song hits me in a whole other way.... days are still so dark but.......i doubt i will ever see sunny days. but these tracks give me less pain somehow
This song brought me to life one day I it’s timeless . I listened to it through my struggle and I still listen to it after to remind me where I came from 💯❤️ thanks Merk and Stevie
This by far explains my life, I can’t believe someone actually rapped a song that hit so hard. This dude is gonna be a fucking legend... just wait on it... 😈✌🏻
From 2018 to 2025 ive listened to this song🫶🤧i get both happy & sad vibes everytime i hear even jus the start of the beat...thank you for this banger murk😭🖤
I dont know how to stop the anxiety scared racing thoughts and violent tendencies. People think im havin fun well im not. I just wish i could be calm and chill in my spot
This was the song I would throw on every morning when I was in my addiction merk your shyt help me tremendously and just wanna say thank you wish I could tell you face to face bro your a blessing 🙌
I've been fighting for my life since i was 18. Now (27) many days unable to leave my home. Merk gets my mind off things and inspires me to get back up swinging...One things for sure when Merk steps up to that mic my pain steps out. I hope you read this not for a "like" or "reply" but to know exactly how big of an impact you have. Much love Merk.
dude, this is literally my new favorite song, and my new favorite rapper. Mark, you are bringing the talent back in rap and giving it some feeling again. thank you, I wanted to trap for so long but felt that the aspect of emotion in the music was gone, this gave me hope and has influenced me to try and make that album happen now
when a song can explain a point and time in my life...trust me when i say it will be played when im six feet down in the ground. great beat.. real lyrics. %100 props
@@seanmartin3474 thank you so much been clean since December 19, 2019 so far so good, and yes that feeling was amazing but those withdrawals were terrible, the closest to hell I've ever been
How long and how hard was it for you to get off when you were actually ready??? I shot herion for like 4 or 5 years but I've been on methadone for like 4 months, suboxon kept me clean for like 3 or 4 days but i was back out there gettin high after..
I hung out at the studio with Stevie and my homie once with Brevner and I watched Stevie play piano on Mac book and make the dopest beat in like an hour🤟 it was rad
Found out my mom and dad were doing meth and it broke me they haven't been the same but pushing through to be better thank you for this music saved me 💯❤️❤️
this song explained my life so perfectly and was so on point and real and it was just fucking amazing asf best rapper out there merk keep killen em #1 my OG
Nowadays. From the past. Bars. Yea no, we’re here to watch what the rich and famous have burn and fade. We’re here to have a soul, what’s lost and been forgotten
Hey, merk. Not even sure you’ll see this, but thank you. You’re music really helps me pass the time, and get through the day. It’s much needed breath of fresh air. Hope to see you in Cali some time. Please keep doing what you’re doing.
My life is falling apart, this song hits home. I lost my kids, my dads dying of cancer, im a wreck. Idk why im here typing this out but im currently finishing off a handle in the park crying my eyes out. Idk what to do anymore.
Sometimes what we need to hear we don’t want to, get your shit straight, grab some coffee or cold ass water and drink that shit when you feel like you need a sip and as hard as it is even if you have to use your own two hands-keep your head up
120 days Alcohol free today. Edit: 4 Years Later.. STILL GOING STRONG! With my sobriety from alcohol.. Thank you everyone for all your support on these comments! Unfortunately 500 replies is the max UA-cam allows.. but I still come back and look at them from time to time and check the likes (: -Happy New Year 2023
I'm a addict to Fentanyl & I was gonna die when I O.D... I was saved by my ex... the one who got me hooked.. it will be a 8 months since my last O.D and almost a year when I took my 1st hit... Now it's my time to go to REHAB.. to better myself for my daughter... I fucked up... but I got one last try at life... so ima get better.. your music helps me.. thank you Merk!! 💖❤️🔥
I know this may sound cold but I mean good. ❤ First step is to regognise that youself were the one that got you hooked and nobody else. I'm walking pretty much same kind of path as I'm on Buprenorfin substitute program. Been for 10years soon. Now I'm close to quitting this, so the hardest part is left. All the best to you and much strenght!
After almost six years, I listen this song and it still hits so hard. This guy is fucking legend........
I'm back in 2023 too
still here man 2024, gonna be here till i am gone
I drank for so long and I quit but now I have a couple every weekend. I'm expecting my first kid in scared I've never had a father but I want him to have the best father ever. I have bad thoughts and discouraging thoughts that I don't be good enough. I recently had a bad fallout with my women and I would give the world to just have things neutral and be together without doing co parenting. I want my boy to have the best example. I love your music and this song right now had been helping me so much. God bless thank you man, music is amazing in that way.
Merkules, you talented bastard - don't die.
Been drinking and smoking since middle school, lost my grandma to cigs, I’m currently an alcoholic but I did quit the hard drugs, almost seems like alcohol is worse, I wake up fatigued every morning until I start drinking. Merk is a voice for the people going through shit
hope all work out for you
i hope for you, saudations from brazil
I’m 17 I lost 3 family members in the same week and was on the verge of suicide but there was voices in my head singing/raping your songs it’s got me through the toughest time in my life much love man ❤❤
Hang in there bud. Life can shit on ya sometimes but you just gotta keep ur head above water
sorry for your losses bro it never takes away how bad it hurts but look for the good in every situation even if its to motivate you to reach your dreams.. it all perception help other people in there name best luck kid i hope the best for you
I hope your ok friend there will be a better day just keep going man.
I am SOOOO glad that you have utilized music to cope. Please, please, please. Hang. In. There. Bro. This wave is a fkng tidal wave, but i promise you, if you ride it then you'll be indestructible and your family and or friends that are equivalent (as little as you may have) will thank you. I thank you. Please, just hang in there -- From a person that truly empathizes and understands the struggle of seeing a point in all of this.
You got this.
@@hardcorebyjoshely1:19
This man's music has not only saved my life but also my father's life and so many others ❤ literally cried when I saw him live, so blessed to have been able to thank him for saving my life ❤
this song is deep , 8 months clean off opiates. mad respect to Merk. keep killin'em !
This song will always be a favourite🫶🏼❤️
I NEVER COMMENT BUT THIS TOUCH DEEP
This shit saved my life I was contemplating taking my own life at the end of 2017. This song kept me hanging in there and eventually I got myself up off the ropes. Stay Strong People. We gon' get thru whatever obstacles come our way in this Life. Bet on that.
Been contemplating and idk what stops me. Lifes a bitch. But i hope you are right.
@@seanmartin3474 You alright
Time and time again man, couldn't get that right either, stay strong everyone 😇
Much love to you all...fight the good fight
Keep your head up, you got this...we all got this.
I remember listening to this all the time at my lowest point in my heroin addiction. Two and a half years clean now, and doing the most. I cant believe how far I've come and where I'm going. To anyone out there struggling, just know that it gets better! Do the right thing everyday no matter how hard it is, and things will get better. If you slip don't beat yaself, instead, rise to your feet and put your dukes up.
Keep your head up man! Your doing awesome! Guess what im 4 years clean from meth and 8 and a half year binge! And my recovery date is 4/20 i love that i quit that day now i just think about is that everyone is smoke to me on my anniversary of me getting clean! Your a good person and deserve the best keep going man i believe in you!
Merk you've helped me get through some tough times. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels like this. Bless🙏🏻
Four years sober off crystal meth and cocaine , I jumped to rock bottom so many times but this song always held me down
I identify with this so much. I rage even by myself. But I'm getting more religious and I'm starting to see I need to figure out how to live sober. I'm not there yet but man discipline is the key to a good life. Need to keep doing better. One day at a time.
Merk you save my life everytime I put this track on.... shits real for me right now and all I got is my car so here I sit putting yet another one of your beats on.
What a truly amazing song that relates to me because my father has cancer.
My dad died today at 11:54 am, Merkules is the man I listen too 🖤🖤 thank you for your music so fucking much 🖤
Keep your head up man it might be hard but keep kicking
304 days sober from the clutches of alcohol... It wasn't easy, but I made it this far. ❤️
Keep going u got this
Im trying my self major respect to you.
Mein beileid
How did you do it I have mad respect, I haven't been able to kick it out of life yet
Came back to this masterpiece, the two voices, although so unique, are perfectly complimentary to each other and the sound
There’s nothin better den “MURKULES” PERIOD 💪💪💯
Anyone else can't stop playing this fire over and over like its the only song out there?
Facts...just heard it today n have played it 10 times since at least
my son died last September and i went way dark... but MERK saved me in a since. this song hits me in a whole other way.... days are still so dark but.......i doubt i will ever see sunny days. but these tracks give me less pain somehow
This song brought me to life one day I it’s timeless . I listened to it through my struggle and I still listen to it after to remind me where I came from 💯❤️ thanks Merk and Stevie
This song helped me through a really hard time in my life, love it merk.
This is not just a song. This is a piece of art!❤
This by far explains my life, I can’t believe someone actually rapped a song that hit so hard. This dude is gonna be a fucking legend... just wait on it... 😈✌🏻
Could not agree with you more I think he got the tightest bars, he gives the legends I run for their money.
u dont listen to suicideboys then
@@genjutsu449 who
google suicideboys
@@genjutsu449 suicideboys suck dick
they cant compare to merkules, he makes them look like kids and weak
Hits hard me and my boy jamming this rolling a fat bowl everyday saying we need to stop
From 2018 to 2025 ive listened to this song🫶🤧i get both happy & sad vibes everytime i hear even jus the start of the beat...thank you for this banger murk😭🖤
Revisiting this dope ass song. Right before i got clean, i was really self destructive when this dropped. Looking back, im glad i made it out 💯
I dont know how to stop the anxiety scared racing thoughts and violent tendencies. People think im havin fun well im not. I just wish i could be calm and chill in my spot
1 of the best tracks ever made in my opinion 💯 hope he always remains R E A L ❤
This was the song I would throw on every morning when I was in my addiction merk your shyt help me tremendously and just wanna say thank you wish I could tell you face to face bro your a blessing 🙌
I've been fighting for my life since i was 18. Now (27) many days unable to leave my home. Merk gets my mind off things and inspires me to get back up swinging...One things for sure when Merk steps up to that mic my pain steps out. I hope you read this not for a "like" or "reply" but to know exactly how big of an impact you have. Much love Merk.
Hey, I wish that you will find your inner strength and get past those bad moments and vibes 🙏
I can so relate to this man
Keep fighting bro ✌🏻
Fire g
dude, this is literally my new favorite song, and my new favorite rapper. Mark, you are bringing the talent back in rap and giving it some feeling again. thank you, I wanted to trap for so long but felt that the aspect of emotion in the music was gone, this gave me hope and has influenced me to try and make that album happen now
when a song can explain a point and time in my life...trust me when i say it will be played when im six feet down in the ground. great beat.. real lyrics. %100 props
this song helped me in some dark dark times. truly greatful for music being my escape. thank you my guy.
Still listening 2024🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I was on methadone 90 mg a day for 5 years been 93 days clean, this shit hits hard god bless merkules
Opiates are the hardest cause that feeling so dam good. But i wish you luck.
@@seanmartin3474 thank you so much been clean since December 19, 2019 so far so good, and yes that feeling was amazing but those withdrawals were terrible, the closest to hell I've ever been
How long and how hard was it for you to get off when you were actually ready??? I shot herion for like 4 or 5 years but I've been on methadone for like 4 months, suboxon kept me clean for like 3 or 4 days but i was back out there gettin high after..
7 years in and still hits. Thank you merk
Getting me through the hardest times of my life, thank you.
I feel this on a deep level, struggling with my depression and anxiety this is how it feels most days. Much love, mad bars bro! ❤
Merkules doesnt even know he is saving lives ,thanks man 🔥❤
My brothers fav song. I miss my bro RIP DWreck
Merkules Is holding it down for Canada....... mad Respect..... keep doing your thing and keeping Canada on the map.
My best friend passed away a few days ago..Thank you for this Music Merk
Everytime I listen to merk I feel like he knows how I'm feelin or something lol
I'm Glad you're doing good Wish you many more days to come 🙏❤️
im ashamed i just discovered your amazing work merkules KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK
Merk is the one of the greats when it comes to catchy hooks. He’s a great music writer
this is one of Merk's finest tracks
Banging this track the last 6 months in my covid cell.
Me to, it's an awesome song with meaning
I hope he never dies
So you wish him suffering for your selfish thing?
"If I jumped and hit rock bottom, would it even make a sound!" Wow, that actually had an impact. (no pun intended)
Yea fr
For sure. It sounds like everything crashing in reverse, trying to get yourself on track Cuz ain't nobody there, nobody cares.
It made me cry more than one time...
Luniz
Almost 3 years sober now. This song helped. You're awesome! Love your music.
I hung out at the studio with Stevie and my homie once with Brevner and I watched Stevie play piano on Mac book and make the dopest beat in like an hour🤟 it was rad
I love this song so much bro. Both of you killed it.
legende dieser song. damals zu siebt im fünfsitzer von der party heim ❤️
I need to stop hangin round these guns and bricks and stop catchin rides on these sunken ships. POWERFUL VERSE
Stevie is a fuckin beast that gets slept on, bars for days
This song is so fire it could heat a whole city in the winter.
and its canada :/
Found out my mom and dad were doing meth and it broke me they haven't been the same but pushing through to be better thank you for this music saved me 💯❤️❤️
Am sorry my lil bro is on crack seen him the other day he's 80 pounds 😭😭 thank you for showing your pain I hope y thing's get better ❤
I lost my brother a couple days ago in the worst way possible please check on the ones you think are fine they are hiding it 💔
this song explained my life so perfectly and was so on point and real and it was just fucking amazing asf best rapper out there merk keep killen em #1 my OG
3 years drug free! You can do it! don’t lose hope no matter what happens in your life you’re stronger than any obstacle that could come your way!
Man i just got introduced to Merks and let me say he's one very talented man so glad I ran into him🙏🙏🙏
I love your Songs im from Germany it Is the best musik ever ♥️♥️♥️♥️🇩🇪
Nowadays. From the past. Bars. Yea no, we’re here to watch what the rich and famous have burn and fade. We’re here to have a soul, what’s lost and been forgotten
Anyone 2024?
All day G! 🍻 Such a track
Still here feelin the Vibe. So glad for Merks blessing in 2024 and forever on. This cat deserves everything good he gets in life 🤙🏼
2240
Chilling to some beats changing the world 1day at a time Gangsta*G4Life
Every year forever
best song out of West coast Canada. hands down
This song helped me When I got sober thanks Merk!
I feel like Stevie Ross is a really underrated rapper I mean he destroyed this track and deserves as much credit as Merkules
He’s not a rapper lmao he’s a Producer bro
@@tonystephens3249 I had no idea. Hes still a good artist anyway
3 years clean and counting still love this song
You are all kings. Stay strong. You are not losing the battle.
More like this merk!!!!! Pleaseee!!!!!! This is literally timeless.
Havent had a song made me shed a tear in a long time , damn Merk just damn homie
Was this written about my life ?!?!?! Killer track keep merkin em 🔥
That hook is on another level man
Aequh808 Merk has pretty fucking good hooks in a lot of his songs. I like the hook from his song pennies
swordsaw I love the one on, "My way down".
Aequh808 merkules is already on another level also
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mad respect to you merk, the love i have with out knowing u well done g..
I've listened to this soooooo many times.. as an artist past 30. on some real shit. the REALEST song I've heard in a long time.
Facts. This shit just tapped into something inside of me....this song is just me in a nutshell
This is soooooooooooooooooo underrated 😤
Love the Art you are putting out into the world, keep doing great things! I listen to your music everyday, thank you.
🖤🖤You know why we love this 🖤🖤
Jam ur music all the time love the independent artist keep being u the variety that u and bring is epic
Respect for that slipknot shirt. My New Year's resolution is to quit smoking cigs. This song is one of the reasons, so thank you.
7 years past n i still come back to revisit this banger cant believe how far my guy merk came from the red deer times if you know then you know...
favorite rapper. merkules and Stevie Ross need to make an album together
addikt ripper Merk is dope this other guy has as much talent as a rapper like drake so not much.
addikt ripper hell yeah!!!
addikt ripper you forgot celph and apathy
@@jimmytwotimes4328 stevie put it down. Idk what you talkin bout..
Hey, merk. Not even sure you’ll see this, but thank you. You’re music really helps me pass the time, and get through the day. It’s much needed breath of fresh air. Hope to see you in Cali some time. Please keep doing what you’re doing.
Young Merkules it's time let the world know about your talent! Spreading your music in Germany right now. Thanks for your authentic lyrics!
Merk needs to make more songs like this
Who here 2024!?
"Smoke to much, I drink to much" 🔥🔥
Love this song one of my favorites I listen to you all the time
My life is falling apart, this song hits home. I lost my kids, my dads dying of cancer, im a wreck. Idk why im here typing this out but im currently finishing off a handle in the park crying my eyes out. Idk what to do anymore.
my dad died of cancer last year i feel you brotha been listening too merk since 9th grade im 23 years old now
Hope you're doing okay...much love
Bruce Brown hope you’re hanging in there homie. Much love
Sometimes what we need to hear we don’t want to, get your shit straight, grab some coffee or cold ass water and drink that shit when you feel like you need a sip and as hard as it is even if you have to use your own two hands-keep your head up
Nothing but respect lost my mom and dad in a fucked up way and merk keeps me moving forward. Sucks not having anyone but I got your lyrics
120 days Alcohol free today.
Edit: 4 Years Later..
STILL GOING STRONG! With my sobriety from alcohol..
Thank you everyone for all your support on these comments!
Unfortunately 500 replies is the max UA-cam allows.. but I still come back and look at them from time to time and check the likes (:
-Happy New Year 2023
keep it up
Mad respect I'm on day 4 it feels impossible right now
Congrats bro.. that shit is no joke tough .. goin thru my own shit now, hope I get to 120 days
Proud to hear that fr wish my uncle would do the same keep it up brotha
Still going! Haha 141 now !!
Deep song, but really dope. Great work Merk, and I've been there before. Keep your head up Fam.
Merk you famous now, don't change your style bro.... still coming back to the old shit....
Really deep song if you in the same boat. And top of that I love the Slipknot shirt. Dudes gaining a new fan. 🤘🤘🤘
Love you Merk, your music has helped me AND my girl!