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  • Опубліковано 3 лис 2023
  • Sorry it took me so long to explain. I just needed to take some time for myself.

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  • @CatherineRoze
    @CatherineRoze  7 місяців тому +76

    Thank you all so much for the kind words, love and support. I just want to be clear that though life has been a lot recently, I am doing okay with everything. Obviously there is a lot of processing that has to happen, however, I am happy where I am and I'm excited to start posting and interacting with everyone again:) Miss y'all and will see you very soon!

    • @Trollkeeper123
      @Trollkeeper123 7 місяців тому

      7:10 .. TAKE YOUR TIME!! We love you and your content yes, but your mental and physical health is most important!!! Don't rush things and take your time!!

    • @FharishAhmedPortfolio
      @FharishAhmedPortfolio 2 місяці тому

      It's been a while, you good fam? 🤔

  • @woodlanddemars7726
    @woodlanddemars7726 7 місяців тому +260

    We love you Cat!

    • @Me-th3gj
      @Me-th3gj 7 місяців тому +5

      Yeah! As much as we love Woodland!

    • @TeamBlue1234
      @TeamBlue1234 7 місяців тому +1

      I wish you the best and I am so sorry about Puff. I had 2 dogs past with in 2 weeks I am so sorry about you skin cancer and i hope you heal sending lots of love!💕

    • @aaronworld6995
      @aaronworld6995 6 місяців тому

      I will be praying for you guys and hope for the best for you and your family

  • @BOOST_sounds
    @BOOST_sounds 7 місяців тому +162

    You don't have to explain yourself to anyone, you have your own life and the fans have their lives. live your life to the fullest with the utmost amount of fun and happiness. Love your work and always will. ❤️

    • @BOOST_sounds
      @BOOST_sounds 7 місяців тому +6

      I mean this in the most nicest way possible for the fans, and there DEFINITELY are good fans, that love you for you (I could be an example) and then there's people that call themselves fans but only criticize. You're genuinely my favorite content creator, I LOVED when you did the livestreams on UA-cam! ❤️

  • @alexbloksberg2694
    @alexbloksberg2694 7 місяців тому +76

    I'm sorry, Catherine, that you're going through all of this. People can suck and be completely oblivious of other people's emotions....
    As for Puff, he knew you loved him. Whenever he was in your videos he seemed quite content and loved.
    Please take your time coming back to making videos. Yes, we all miss you. But you're the most important person in your life.
    If you need anything, we're all here for you ♥️♥️♥️

    • @imgabiireyes
      @imgabiireyes 7 місяців тому

      i couldn’t have said this better 🩷🩷🩷

  • @sangsteppenwolf4965
    @sangsteppenwolf4965 7 місяців тому +41

    Please don't think you have to apologize for being human. You've had a hard time lately, and you deserve to have time to heal and work towards your new normal. I hope both you and Jacob can find happiness, and that your recovery goes smoothly. And while you made a really hard call, you clearly did what was best for Puff. Sending love your way

  • @abigailbrinkmeyer9593
    @abigailbrinkmeyer9593 7 місяців тому +52

    I'm so sorry to hear about all the struggles you've been going through. You're an amazingly strong woman and I'm sure things will start looking up for you. It's very brave if you to share these things with us but know you never have to tell strangers on the internet anything. Sending love and prayers!

  • @scribscrib
    @scribscrib 7 місяців тому +27

    Prayers for you all. I love you Cat! If you ever need to just talk I’m here. I see a lot of myself in you. Great big hugs hun

  • @nappingyogi3539
    @nappingyogi3539 7 місяців тому +16

    We love you and I'm very sorry about your loss..losing a pet is never easy, but you did love them and gave them a wonderful life and they knew that. I am so glad you're going to start posting again, I also wear my Tired beanie allll the time and still love it. ❤😂

  • @Steffey2009
    @Steffey2009 7 місяців тому +10

    You have so much in your young life that you are dealing with right now sweetie. This is so much all at once. You take all the time you need to process and heal. You have a wonderful support network of family and friends around you I'm sure. We will be here for you if and when you need us. ❤❤ Sending all the love and hugs your way.

  • @beckscald3855
    @beckscald3855 7 місяців тому +10

    Cat I'm so so sorry for everything you're going through. You don't HAVE to explain anything. All I care about is that you're okay, happy and healthy.
    Catherine please take your time with things and take care of yourself. So much love and support to you.

  • @TiredRaven03x5
    @TiredRaven03x5 7 місяців тому +13

    I’m sorry for everything that’s been going on, especially if you had to go through it alone. Thank you for the updates and letting us know what’s going on. I hope things get better. ❤

  • @amyf3859
    @amyf3859 7 місяців тому +10

    we love and appreciate you too cat ❤ take all the time you need. we will always be here for you ! ❤❤

  • @unknownregions5014
    @unknownregions5014 7 місяців тому +9

    Im sorry to hear youve had such a rough few months. Just dont forget how amazing you are. Healing time is very important, It took me a good 4-5 years to heal after my last relationship. If you only post 1 a month or even 1 every two months thats fine, you have to prioritise your personal life, I know like many others here will look foward to the videos you do make even if they are just updates because we support you and all you do.

  • @katien9918
    @katien9918 7 місяців тому +3

    I’m so sorry for all of your heartache. You don’t have to explain anything but thank you for sharing. One thing I was told when I had put my sweet pup down at the young age of 15 was this: “The fact that you took on this pain so that she didn’t have to feel pain or struggle anymore, shows how much you loved her” that brought me some peace.
    You deserve all the good things and happiness ❤

  • @ItsAMbutyoutubechangedmyname
    @ItsAMbutyoutubechangedmyname 7 місяців тому +15

    Sometimes life takes strange turns and even how hard it can be it can also be the best in the end even when we at first don’t understand it.
    You don’t have to explain why and how you have been offline you have to take care of yourself and the one you love first internet can always wait. Sending you and Jacob the best wishes for the future on the new journeys you both are taking ❤

  • @DaliasVlogsYT
    @DaliasVlogsYT 7 місяців тому +12

    Take all the time you need Catherine!! We are always gonna be here for you and I’m sorry you had to go through all that, when I heard about Puff I started crying, I’ll continue to support you and your content no matter what, we all love you and you have inspired me to start doing a UA-cam vlog channel, you’re always gonna be my inspiration for doing vlogs again, we love you Catherine!! ❤😊

  • @roosinclair2394
    @roosinclair2394 7 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for this video. And, I'm happy to hear that you and everybody involved are working on healing, and becoming new versions of yourselves.

  • @jdaisy2000
    @jdaisy2000 7 місяців тому +4

    I'm so sorry for everything you have been dealing with. I will not tell you everything will get better, because unfortunately some things, like the death of a beloved pet, will always be sad. We are here when you are ready and sending all our love.

  • @Sandra-WaUt1963
    @Sandra-WaUt1963 7 місяців тому +1

    I wish the best of life for you and Jacob. Thank you for the update. ❤

  • @tonyabutler4572
    @tonyabutler4572 7 місяців тому +4

    Beautifully put. I wish the best for both of you.

  • @kimberlyladd2101
    @kimberlyladd2101 7 місяців тому +1

    ❤ Many of the videos of you talking about your experiences have helped me get through very difficult times, I appreciate your update and you being so real with us. Sending you lots of love, Thank you Catherine 💕

  • @robertchristensen7532
    @robertchristensen7532 7 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for this update, and I am sorry for all of your current difficulties. Take time for yourself, and heal as you need to. We arent going anywhere, and look forward to seeing what you come up with when you are ready to do so. Thoughts and prayers to you.

  • @hollyhultman1702
    @hollyhultman1702 7 місяців тому +4

    Sending prayers and love! You are stronger than you think. Can’t wait to see what you have to come but I understand if it doesn’t come soon, I’ll be here when it does. Your songs have been helping me through my own tough parts of life, they are constantly playing on repeat. I’d love to know if you’re working on anything else!

  • @rampagingrog
    @rampagingrog 7 місяців тому +1

    I went twenty years before she finally decided to leave. You are young enough that you can bounce back and still have a fulfilling life. Half of my life was wasted. I had appendix cancer and survived. Remember….., someone always has it worse.

  • @sarahsalemy7746
    @sarahsalemy7746 7 місяців тому

    Catherine, I’m so sorry for the loss of puff. It’s never easy letting a beloved pet go. Thank you for your vulnerability-keeping you in my prayers. I would watch your videos off and on and I truly hope you continue to take care of yourself mentally, emotionally, and physically.

  • @karigenbenavides5466
    @karigenbenavides5466 7 місяців тому +4

    So sorry for what you are going through Roze. We are praying for you girl.

  • @roughneckrenegade4403
    @roughneckrenegade4403 7 місяців тому +1

    I just went through an awful breakup, and I’ve been diagnosed with skin cancer since I was 11 so I feel for you, head up, chin tucked and breathe, you got this! God bless

  • @codysteinwinder
    @codysteinwinder 7 місяців тому

    Props to you for being so vulnerable and deciding to let us in on your life. We love watching you for you no matter the content ❤️

  • @chefdannydesteli
    @chefdannydesteli 7 місяців тому +3

    Im so sorry dude 🥺 but i’m proud of you persevering and pushing through

  • @bastern89
    @bastern89 7 місяців тому +2

    Oh Catherine, I wish I could say something to help make things better and take the pain away but I know that's not possible. Just know so many people, including myself, are here to support you and be understanding. We will be here when you are ready. ❤

  • @LadyPurza
    @LadyPurza 7 місяців тому +1

    I am so sorry to hear that your going through all of this. Hope that things will get better for you as time moves forward. Please stay strong, and I hope to see you get back into your music when you feel like your ready. ❤

  • @ptaflinger4940
    @ptaflinger4940 7 місяців тому

    So glad to see you!!! Your life is your life. I pray your journey is one of happiness and peace!!!

  • @isabellebourassa2984
    @isabellebourassa2984 7 місяців тому +2

    Sending a huge hug to you and Jacob. Taking the decision to go your own ways must have been a difficult one, but you both deserve to be happy. Take care of you, that must be your top priority. ❤❤

  • @FoxyTattyDrew
    @FoxyTattyDrew 7 місяців тому +1

    Thanks for sharing. You didn't need to tell us, but it's nice not to wonder.
    I hope you have/will take the time to heal in all the ways you need to.
    You are a person first, and a content creator second.

  • @tobysstory4013
    @tobysstory4013 7 місяців тому

    Thank you for the update and prayers for the future. Much ❤

  • @kaylame95
    @kaylame95 7 місяців тому

    Much much love to you Cat. Take your time and allow yourself to work through everything ❤

  • @owenwheeless4231
    @owenwheeless4231 7 місяців тому +1

    Catherine, I have been watching since the Hi-5 days and you are still the most down to earth person. I am so sorry about everything that has happened recently. I will never be able to understand the pain i’m sure you are feeling but know that you have the right to keeping your feelings and personal life to yourself. I hope you don’t ever feel obligated to fully update us because sometimes it is better for you to keep it in. I will always support this channel in anyway that i can. I hope it get better and take all the time you need to heal and i’m sure we will all be waiting for you when you are ready.

  • @azarieal
    @azarieal 7 місяців тому

    Cat, never be sorry for the things life throws at you. It can be rough sometimes. But you got this! I’ve gone through a few things myself but, at least for me, talking about it and the more time that goes by the easier it gets. Good luck with your new place and good luck with posting!

  • @jessicaculp3829
    @jessicaculp3829 7 місяців тому

    You made the decision that was best for y'all. And kudos to having the strength to recognize and do that. Wishing you BOTH all the happiness in the world.

  • @bigdogfireman18
    @bigdogfireman18 7 місяців тому

    No explanations needed sending you and Jacob prayers and best wishes! 🙏🏻

  • @Dannosaurusrexx
    @Dannosaurusrexx 7 місяців тому

    Catherine, I am sorry you have gone through all of this, and I as always appreciate your open, honest, and well put words. You'll be told this by many people but I feel that no-one in this life owes anyone anything. Obviously since I am no where near the same position you are in it's easy for me to say that but I truly appreciate all things things you've done for people without even realizing it. sending you positive vibes to heal your soul and wishing you the best on your future and life. Look forward to any content we get. As a wise, amazing, thoughtful, hilarious, wonderful (I could go on) person said on many occasions, I'm happy you're here.

  • @thescorpion7848
    @thescorpion7848 7 місяців тому +1

    Sending you all the love, Cat. You are strong and you will get through this. Take all the time you need. You don't ever have to explain yourself. ❤

  • @chardonaycoates3046
    @chardonaycoates3046 7 місяців тому

    Thanks for the update. And I'm sorry that you're going through so much. Time heals and we are here for you no matter what.

  • @Docfxit
    @Docfxit 7 місяців тому

    I'm very sorry to hear all that you have gone through. You are a really great person. I'm sure someone on your channel will come forward and bring you all the happiness you deserve. I wish I could find someone as great as you are. ❤

  • @haileelynn9164
    @haileelynn9164 7 місяців тому +1

    Love you Catherine! So happy your doing better ❤️

  • @Caexkepesk
    @Caexkepesk 7 місяців тому +1

    Love you Cat. My condolences for the pains life has brought, but you're still standing and a cool person. Looking forward to any posts you make :D

  • @carmenbornman7059
    @carmenbornman7059 7 місяців тому

    All the best❤ praying for you in this season.

  • @bonniethomas6421
    @bonniethomas6421 7 місяців тому

    Praying that both you and Jacob go forward and find the happiness you deserve. So sorry for your loss of Puff. Healing prayers.

  • @anthonychang1426
    @anthonychang1426 7 місяців тому

    I am sorry for everything you are going through. So much has happened to you and I hope you take the time to recover safely, physically and mentally. Sending lots of love💖💖💖💖

  • @ValkyrKat1488
    @ValkyrKat1488 7 місяців тому

    I’m so sorry for all you’re going through Catherine. I hope things start getting better for you. You don’t need to explain things, but if it helps than I’m happy to support you.
    Losing a pet, especially a cat, is really hard. In the last year I’ve lost 3 cats. I moved 14+ hours with them and I think that was what caused it.

  • @HotChokolate007
    @HotChokolate007 7 місяців тому +2

    I think I speak for many when I say I feel you don't own us anything, please make the content you enjoy in your own time. I'll be keeping you in my prayers and thoughts💙

  • @shaneh133
    @shaneh133 7 місяців тому +3

    Having been through a divorce, it’s easy to feel like that feeling of failure lasts forever. But I assure you it doesn’t. An arrow can never not shoot forward when it’s pulled backward. Keep your head up. 🤙🏽🧡

  • @EhlonnaFae
    @EhlonnaFae 7 місяців тому

    We love you! Keep being strong!
    And don’t worry so much about us. We will wait for however long it takes for you to get settled. You’re heath (mental, physical, emotional, etc) comes first! ❤

  • @MJBNBnSRQ
    @MJBNBnSRQ 4 місяці тому

    You are more than amazing. Thank you for sharing your world and opening up to your supporters. 😊 I'm sorry for your loss. It is never easy losing fur babies. 😊❤❤ Hope your having a good day. Can't wait for your next video

  • @nashleeperry1726
    @nashleeperry1726 7 місяців тому

    Prayers to you both. Hugs your way.

  • @madisonhall9025
    @madisonhall9025 7 місяців тому

    So sorry for all you have been through, I am sending prayers for you. I know times are hard but there is always a brighter future waiting ahead, just never forget that. Take time for yourself and not for anyone else. You are so strong for putting this video out, take you time and we will be here when your ready.

  • @abistone3577
    @abistone3577 2 місяці тому +1

    Cat, please take as long as you need. I am so sorry that you have been going through all these things. I am so proud of you, and I know that you can accomplish all these challenges. Keep your head up, sending prayers❤

  • @calebphelps1861
    @calebphelps1861 7 місяців тому

    We completely understand and appreciate that you're taking care of yourself. We will always have your back Cat. Keeping you in my prayers🙏

  • @joshrodman652
    @joshrodman652 7 місяців тому

    Sorry to hear about all you're going through. Genuinely wish you the best, and hope things start looking up for you soon. Best wishes Cat ❤

  • @sarahfnaf8298
    @sarahfnaf8298 7 місяців тому +1

    I couldn't stop crying for a while cause I know how all of that feels. Not exactly the same situations, except for the pet part. It hurts to see someone go through the same problems that you also had. I'm with you all the way Roze. Stay strong and we all love you🤗💜

  • @mightymorphinmonty7618
    @mightymorphinmonty7618 7 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry to hear about the struggles that you've been going through. Hope things get better

  • @theeclecticmemah
    @theeclecticmemah 7 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry you have had to go through so mmch! Virtual hugs! Prayers and positive thoughts being sent your way!

  • @theresacasareale8009
    @theresacasareale8009 7 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry for what your going through, but I think it's very admirable of you & him to recognize you care about each other but it doesn't work together! I hope your pain will ease soon & that you find happiness in your life whatever that may look like! I'm sending you a virtual hug.
    I'm happy you want to start posting again. But please always make sure your health & happiness comes first!

  • @timothywilson7860
    @timothywilson7860 7 місяців тому

    Oh Catherine! I am so sorry for what you have been going through
    Keep praying that you heal and recover. This was your first step.with many more to go
    God bless you young lady!❤❤️🙏❤️🙏

  • @chrise8281
    @chrise8281 7 місяців тому

    Sorry to hear that my wife and I hope all your pain gets better and recover extremely fast keep your head up and take all the time you need to heal in all aspects!

  • @vijaysood6981
    @vijaysood6981 7 місяців тому

    So sorry for you troubles and tribulations. We will always be here to support you and wish nothing but the best for you as you always bring us so much happiness!

  • @melissamcleay9818
    @melissamcleay9818 7 місяців тому

    I am so sorry to hear that. Sweet lady. Sending you love and prayers your way.

  • @llamalady9810
    @llamalady9810 7 місяців тому

    Love you girl. Glad to have you back.

  • @kendallm8433
    @kendallm8433 7 місяців тому

    You have been going through so many hard things, one after the next, and I am so so sorry for that. You are such a strong human being, and your persistence even through this hardness shows that. I hope that you find joy and peace soon, and I know that better things are right on the horizon ❤

  • @l4lily568
    @l4lily568 7 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry for all thats been going on. Sending lots of love and prayers for you❤

  • @ladyroguegaming
    @ladyroguegaming 7 місяців тому

    Love you Catherine! I hope things get better for you. Thank you for any kind of update, but don't feel like you have to upload. ❤❤❤

  • @almaskog5026
    @almaskog5026 7 місяців тому

    All my love to you Cat!❤❤❤ I will pray for you🙏

  • @epriego24
    @epriego24 7 місяців тому

    We all love you Catherine. I'm sorry for everything you're going through. It gets better, just stay strong ❤.

  • @melanieflowers6981
    @melanieflowers6981 7 місяців тому

    Oh nooooo I'm so sorry for all that you're going through 😔 hopefully things start looking up for you soon 💗 take all the time you need, positive thoughts for you 🤗

  • @saanjoesam1815
    @saanjoesam1815 7 місяців тому

    Sorry for your loss and glad to see you. Stay strong ❤

  • @user-sb4ne2ku7l
    @user-sb4ne2ku7l 7 місяців тому

    Prayers for you both!! ♥️♥️

  • @Winter-we3yk
    @Winter-we3yk 7 місяців тому

    So much love to you, Cat❤️

  • @amandafisher4465
    @amandafisher4465 7 місяців тому

    I’m so sorry for everything that you are going through Rose and I will be praying for you and everything that you going through

  • @daniellebowdler1321
    @daniellebowdler1321 6 місяців тому

    Sending you all the love and prayers chick, life can sometimes deal us some blows but you are stronger than those blows hun, remember to just take one day at a time - we love you 🥰

  • @jimbolia1234
    @jimbolia1234 6 місяців тому

    TBH when I first seen the video I thought it was a regular vlog, butI am sorry that you are going through all the stuff that you are going through, Getting out of a relationship is hard, and sucks, losing a pet that you are close with and having a health issue is also hard. What I am trying to say whatever life throws your way, it will make you stronger and become a better person. I follow you since were with HI5/Spellbound, I can tell you are a strong person. You got this and continue to keep yourself busy and also continue to heal mentally, physically and spiritually. You have a great fan base and family that support and love you, just remember that.

  • @robins1781
    @robins1781 7 місяців тому

    Sending love and positive vibes Cat. ❤
    I am sad to hear you have had so much going on. I wish you happiness and healing ❤

  • @citiprivate
    @citiprivate 7 місяців тому +1

    Its Great to see you again, Thank you for sharing, and I send all my good vibes your way, I have your songs on my spotify playlist for driving to work. and please only ever give what you feel is right to you, if its just chatting about your day while making dinner, going shopping for food, etc... i would love that, build up to your own personal comfort level.

  • @thomasrichards294
    @thomasrichards294 7 місяців тому

    We love you Cat! Hugs and you don’t need to explain yourself to anyone! You just need to be happy!

  • @matildatidwell-brooks988
    @matildatidwell-brooks988 7 місяців тому

    hey thanks for the update I am sorry for your loss and please dont push yourself make sure to take care of yourself and your mental health first and we will see you when you are ready to post. we support you and love your videos!

  • @Saturn_13
    @Saturn_13 7 місяців тому

    Genuinely Catherine, thank you for being so honest and open with all of us. You don't owe ANYONE an explanation for where you've been, what you're doing, anything. Being vulnerable with so many people you don't even really know is a privilege to us as viewers that we shouldn't take for granted. I hope you're able to find some form of joy soon despite this absolutely HUGE rough patch. The fact you even considered UA-cam at all is seriously so kind of you. Do what works for you. Not for us viewers, not for others, for you and you alone. Happiness and peace of mind isn't a privilege, it’s a right. So really, go kick ass like you always have hot stuff. ❤️

  • @wastedladytv
    @wastedladytv 7 місяців тому

    Im so sorry hun... I cant even imagine what youre going through with everything.. Just know we are all here for you. Take all the time you need to heal. May you & Jacob both even if you cant find it in each other can one day find happiness so you both can enjoy the lives you build. Big hugs & healing vibes

  • @NotSoren
    @NotSoren 7 місяців тому

    Definitely love you Cat and glad things are going okay!! Its difficult most definitely, but we all are here for you and definitely understand and will always be supportive. Just remember that!!

  • @TheJoseMTapia
    @TheJoseMTapia 7 місяців тому

    Sending love and prayers your way Catherine ❤

  • @thewiccangamer1984
    @thewiccangamer1984 7 місяців тому +1

    Roze I'm so so sorry for all those hardships and jolts to your life you experienced but so glad to see that your still alive and kicking and can't wait for those vids to come just don't rush yourself please and good luck in life and on this journey through it ❤ ❤ ❤

  • @xebes
    @xebes 7 місяців тому +1

    Cat i understand how this all feels my life has been much this same story(minus the cancer) the past few years and its hard i know but you will get through it and be better for it. Much love to you and stay strong

  • @wampiroindoril
    @wampiroindoril 7 місяців тому

    Thank you for sharing it with us, I think most of us are here for you, in whatever capacity is possible and it is hard to not find "bad apples" in the comments. Be strong and do not forget to smile! We are just happy to hear from you again.

  • @jessihallemeier2854
    @jessihallemeier2854 7 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry you are going through this hard time in your life right now! I hope you find your way in your new beginning! I can't wait to see your videos again!

  • @SleepyKenzie01
    @SleepyKenzie01 7 місяців тому

    My heart hurts for you Catherine,

  • @faujisimp7090
    @faujisimp7090 7 місяців тому +1

    I hope you get well soon , I wish you all the best

  • @ariahansen5868
    @ariahansen5868 7 місяців тому

    My heart hurts for you. I'm so happy that you are putting your happiness first. Stay strong love!

  • @runroorun_
    @runroorun_ 7 місяців тому

    i hope 2024 treats you better ❤️❤️ sending love and wishes for your healing ❤️

  • @pondhootowl11
    @pondhootowl11 7 місяців тому

    I'm sorry that you've had such a hard time recently. I pray things get better and that you find happiness

  • @beccawaye13
    @beccawaye13 7 місяців тому

    Definitely take all of the time you need to heal!!! ❤❤❤

  • @karenarcher8719
    @karenarcher8719 5 місяців тому

    I'm glad you and Jacob are doing better and all I'm going to say is every day is a journey and you and Jacob will find your own journey that suits you two. Take one step at a time and things will work out for you and even for Jacob. Thanks for the great memories and encouragement. You have helped me many times in these past few years.❤❤
    Sorry to hear Puff went over his rainbow bridge.

  • @blooddarkking
    @blooddarkking 4 місяці тому

    We love you girly, we send you lots of love, lots of hugs and lots of sunshine from the Caribbean, Puerto Rico ❤❤❤