This is just so hard and heartbreaking. RIP Lee. My husband died in January, not by suicide, it was sudden cardiac arrest but to be honest people really don’t care about your mental health. Barely anyone checks in on me to see how I am doing and I know so many other widows whose best friends disappeared because they couldn’t handle it. This whole “mental health awareness” stuff is a big joke. In the end the only person that can save you, is you.
I’m so sorry about what you have/are going through. It’s so true that everyone is so supportive during the time when a death has just occurred. But, then afterwards people get on with their lives and you are still grieving and need support that’s ongoing. I care, even though I don’t know you. For some reason Lee’s death has really impacted me although I never met her. It’s just so sad. Please take care 🦋
My husband passed 10 yrs ago and I know what you are writing was the same as I felt then. It took two years for me to really want to carry on. Due to grief and depression I felt I was floundering, out of my depth, my life looked bleak. One day going through some ads I found a no kill animal shelter in my area and decided to volunteer. It was the best idea I had for myself and I hope one day you'll find yours. This has truly helped me more than any therapy I had to date at that period of my life. I still volunteer, foster and have a few myself on my rescue farm. Those no one will love feel love here and live out their life in peace which has in turn brought me peace. Please hold on, take time for yourself and your grief. People are afraid of grief for they know one day they will have it themselves so they run away thinking it will not happen to them. Try to forgive them, they are but the friendships that weave in and out of our lives. Some stay and some go yet each helps us learn something about ourselves. I am wishing you peace and blessings, I hope all the best for you. Know you are in my thoughts and meditations. Take care of yourself. A fellow mourner. R.I.P for your husband and for Lee.
"No man is an island"... we all NEED other humans to survive; hence why solitary confinement drives every human mad... It's not entirely true that only you can save you; It's actually situational. If you have cancer you need others to help save you... Similarly when your mind is ill with depression you need other people PLUS yourself to help you through. Sometimes other people are the ones who give you a reason to keep living and not succumb to your inner demons. I am speaking from experience, people can be the deciding factor/ inspiration for whether you choose to end it or continue living.
Ugh I didn’t even know her but I cry every time I watch one of her videos. She was a beautiful soul and I’m so sad that she’s no longer with us 😢 my soul aches for her friends and family 💕
Thank you for sharing her moments... I feel so sad, knowing that a part of her really loved life... But the other part could not follow. Thank you Lee for al your smiles...you were a special lady💫
I think being out there is social media makes it worst and put unnecessary pressure on someone who is already vulnerable. On the outside, she is gorgeous, healthy, and have a life style only few can imagine, but that is what is dangerous. I would have recommended to her to move on, make a new life outside social media first before coming back to it.
Please don't get affected by comments some people make on social media! Are you familiar with a lady named Lee Macmillian (her vlog on UA-cam was called "Max & Lee)She & her boyfriend split up after RV traveling full-time for quite a while! They each created separate new vlogs & lee was constantly receiving hate comments from people! Lee took it very personally & ended up committing suicide as a result. There was one person in particular that always sent her hateful comments! That person actually has made money on his UA-cam videos from picking on particular people who have created vlogs! I don't want you to end up like Lee. She was actually well liked by many people & her Dea†h had an effect øffect on most of her followers that loved her!
It is incredibly heartbreaking to see how depression takes hold and doesn't leg go regardless of who you are, or where you are in your life. Lee was stunningly a natural beauty in every sense. It's sad to realize that her only escape was to end her Beautiful Life. I hope she is at peace now. Prayers to her loved ones who have to struggle with all the "what ifs"....
With the passing of Lee. She will now become an a Angel, doing God's, work by informing people about depression and harmfulness of bullying. We will remember Lee's beautiful smile and words of hope. She's in the hands of God, she'll be missed and remembered.
So sad but I understand her struggles. My brother helped me understand it more fully when he killed himself. It was the best choice from his point of view, not mine. May she RIP. 😒
A channel I watch just talked about Lee and I couldnt be more saddened to here she is not only gone but that her struggle became that painful 💔 RIP sweet girl, I'm so very sorry for your pain 😪
Things were compounded for Lee by the cyber bullying that just wouldn’t stop. Her passing has had a deep effect on so many of us, even countless numbers of us who never even had the privilege of meeting her. Prayers and loving support for her family and those close to her.
RIP sweet soul...I'm so sorry she lost her battle...It does appear she had a great support family. I understand how that sometimes is just not enough when the demons arise...
Bless her and our Lord opens gates to paradise for her. Has the dog been placed with familiar family. Dogs to mourn terrible and needs to be with one who loves the dog. Help comfort each other 😇 🌈💜🦋❤️🕊💜🕊❤️🕊🌈💜🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋❤️
The Dog’s name is Occy that she had with her Ex. But you showed a picture of the wrong dog when you were talking about him. In the doggy picture, was her current BF’s dog, Clover. Do you even know who she was???
In your meditations be careful what voices you are listening to. Yoga meditations leave you open to evil spirits. Call on the one who created you. Jesus Christ, who is and was, and is to come.
The problem is people who were following her and using her life to keep themselves going...where does it leave them? Not a good example of a mental health advocate to just end it...there is life to live....
@@designstudio8013 I think you are correct. She fed off the worship of social media narcissism but couldn’t handle the mean comments. As much as she was “loved”, it wasn’t enough. That is the real sad part.
Yes it is a very selfish act and destroys many lives I don't feel sorry for them but for the unprepared like Eamon and Bec who were living in a dream world.
@@lb122ful If still don't make it right what she did she took a short term problem and made it a long term solution it was wrong and I'm sure she knew that a minute after she did it so don't give me that shit.
@@lb122ful no you don't understand I speak from experience I had a mental breakdown I had scary thoughts I had anxiety and depression I got help I didn't kill myself or anyone else she could have got some help.
If you are going to post on UA-cam, please get the facts right. They meet in Melbourne. not Canada. Max gave up an 8 yr career in a public sector union to live in her parents basement in Canada, mistake for him and her.Then they started their van life tour and she went home to raise money as a waitress in a wings hooter joint using her university degrees.
You keep saying to tell those in your life who are suffering that you love them. She was loved. She knew it. And she killed herself anyway. She had everything to live for, but she didn’t choose life. She chose the permanent solution to a temporary problem.
It is our biggest delusion to believe a high carb vegan diet, combined with some refined foods and alcohol is the answer to depression. The complete opposite is true. RIP.
Literally horrible comments, derogatory ones, etc. You can tell in this video she was clearly going through something in her final moments, and she also was suffering through depression.
@@holdontillmay. So she actually took the time to video her last moments? I thought it was click bait to get people to watch….That’s just selfish. Not one thought to how it would affect others.
Thank you for this more detail which seems to point to suicide....'cuz I kept hoping it was somehow an accidental wavering into the train's path........But am wondering why it took so long to find her remains, if the train engineer(s) saw her jumping onto the path/tracks...... Were there any witnesses, as it apparently happened in midday......??
It is regrettable to this day I think she was murdered someone helped her or what coz with all the friends she had no-one was able to help her this is so disturbing
"ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT SOMETHING ISN'T SOOOOOOOO WRONG WITH OUR SOULS🤔🤔🤔.. WE NEED JESUS SOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH EVERY MOMENT ❤️🙏🏾❤️... JESUS DEFEATED DEATH AT THE CROSS ❤️🙏🏾❤️ALLELUIA PRAISE GOD FOREVER ❤️🙏🏾❤️... BEAUTIFUL WATCH HERE... ❤️🙏🏾❤️... "FROM BROKEN TO BLESSED" BY TAJ PACLEB BEAUTIFUL TRUE AMAZING STORY FROM HAWAAI YOU TUBE ENJOY BEAUTIFUL WATCH... SO FULL OF FAITH HOPE AND LOVE.... 🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾
This beautiful soul may have been a targeted individual. There is an invisible hand that may not see her content beneficial, acording to agenda, to society. There are drugs that can cause depression, technologies that can affect the human nervous system, technologies that can produce thoughts or suggestions to a person all the while thinking it is of their own. Maybe van life, freedom, and free spiritedness doesn't benefit the powers that may be. Please look up; Targeted individuals, V2K, directed energy weapons, and gangstalking. Rest in peace💙
To commit suicide you must want to end it all but because she had plans a new man a new van giving us advices why in hell would she chose to disappear who were her ''SO CALLED FRIENDS '' PEOPLE JEALOUSED HER SHE WAS SO GORGEOUS FREE SPIRITED LOOK AT HER Yeah it was al' bullshit at the end because she is no more iam 56 she was 28 I also have épisodes of immense emptiness dellusioned depression but I don't want to end my life so why should she she had no reasons therefore I don't believe she took her life I demand a police investigation maybe a jealous boyfriend or x or mean woman pushed her onto the am tracks
Dépression is Real and as a born again christian a lot of people will easily judge me or said things about my faith . But things in your head will stay until you let yourself completely submerge in God . He only can take away any insanity low self esteem RIP pity she did not search for the reason , she was on the earth. What a lost !
Honestly saying that is being so inappropriate and insensitive. It doesn't matter who's first. Someone tragically died and all ppl care about is "first comment" no one cares dude. Maybe do it somewhere else on not such a sensitive topic.
@@valkri3733 wow maybe grow up sum!! Cuz that is not an excuse to just comment that to get attention for being first. This is not something to play around with
"Be kind always for everyone you meet Is fighting a hard battle you know nothing about. Don't be judgmental" (Unknown)
The quote is generally attributed to Ian MacLaren aka John Watson. Its origin likely dates back to 1897 or 1898.
Maytbe that is what was wrong.Some tough love and comittment was necessary.
This young lady killed herself
WTH 😳
So so sad and beautiful soul I see in Lee an Angel now in heaven 🌹💖
This is just so hard and heartbreaking. RIP Lee. My husband died in January, not by suicide, it was sudden cardiac arrest but to be honest people really don’t care about your mental health. Barely anyone checks in on me to see how I am doing and I know so many other widows whose best friends disappeared because they couldn’t handle it. This whole “mental health awareness” stuff is a big joke. In the end the only person that can save you, is you.
I’m so sorry about what you have/are going through. It’s so true that everyone is so supportive during the time when a death has just occurred. But, then afterwards people get on with their lives and you are still grieving and need support that’s ongoing. I care, even though I don’t know you. For some reason Lee’s death has really impacted me although I never met her. It’s just so sad. Please take care 🦋
My husband passed 10 yrs ago and I know what you are writing was the same as I felt then. It took two years for me to really want to carry on. Due to grief and depression I felt I was floundering, out of my depth, my life looked bleak.
One day going through some ads I found a no kill animal shelter in my area and decided to volunteer.
It was the best idea I had for myself and I hope one day you'll find yours.
This has truly helped me more than any therapy I had to date at that period of my life.
I still volunteer, foster and have a few myself on my rescue farm. Those no one will love feel love here and live out their life in peace which has in turn brought me peace. Please hold on, take time for yourself and your grief. People are afraid of grief for they know one day they will have it themselves so they run away thinking it will not happen to them. Try to forgive them, they are but the friendships that weave in and out of our lives. Some stay and some go yet each helps us learn something about ourselves.
I am wishing you peace and blessings, I hope all the best for you. Know you are in my thoughts and meditations. Take care of yourself.
A fellow mourner.
R.I.P for your husband and for Lee.
Sometimes if you need help,you have to reach out,🤔all the best to you going forward💓
Sorry to hear 😔. Lets face it, its a dog eat dog world out there.
"No man is an island"... we all NEED other humans to survive; hence why solitary confinement drives every human mad... It's not entirely true that only you can save you; It's actually situational. If you have cancer you need others to help save you... Similarly when your mind is ill with depression you need other people PLUS yourself to help you through. Sometimes other people are the ones who give you a reason to keep living and not succumb to your inner demons. I am speaking from experience, people can be the deciding factor/ inspiration for whether you choose to end it or continue living.
Ugh I didn’t even know her but I cry every time I watch one of her videos. She was a beautiful soul and I’m so sad that she’s no longer with us 😢 my soul aches for her friends and family 💕
Thank you for sharing her moments...
I feel so sad, knowing that a part of her really loved life...
But the other part could not follow.
Thank you Lee for al your smiles...you were a special lady💫
I think being out there is social media makes it worst and put unnecessary pressure on someone who is already vulnerable. On the outside, she is gorgeous, healthy, and have a life style only few can imagine, but that is what is dangerous. I would have recommended to her to move on, make a new life outside social media first before coming back to it.
This clearly could have applied to Anthony Bourdain as well.
that was her choice to be a target.
@@designstudio8013 explain urself, what do you mean target?
@@pinkclouds2261 Anyone in the public eye is a target for ridicule. She choose the wrong path and paid the price. Case closed.
Please don't get affected by comments some people make on social media! Are you familiar with a lady named Lee Macmillian (her vlog on UA-cam was called "Max & Lee)She & her boyfriend split up after RV traveling full-time for quite a while! They each created separate new vlogs & lee was constantly receiving hate comments from people! Lee took it very personally & ended up committing suicide as a result. There was one person in particular that always sent her hateful comments! That person actually has made money on his UA-cam videos from picking on particular people who have created vlogs! I don't want you to end up like Lee. She was actually well liked by many people & her Dea†h had an effect øffect on most of her followers that loved her!
I am just learning of Lee's death. I am shocked and heartbroken to hear this news. Lee was such a beautiful soul. May she rest in peace
It is incredibly heartbreaking to see how depression takes hold and doesn't leg go regardless of who you are, or where you are in your life.
Lee was stunningly a natural beauty in every sense. It's sad to realize that her only escape was to end her Beautiful Life.
I hope she is at peace now. Prayers to her loved ones who have to struggle with all the "what ifs"....
You were very respectful in your story. I appreciate that sincerity.
With the passing of Lee. She will now become an a Angel, doing God's, work by informing people about depression and harmfulness of bullying. We will remember Lee's beautiful smile and words of hope. She's in the hands of God, she'll be missed and remembered.
in your dreams.
I'm afraid not
Nope. We don’t become angels. Angels are God’s creation just as we are. Completely separate beings.
So sad but I understand her struggles. My brother helped me understand it more fully when he killed himself. It was the best choice from his point of view, not mine. May she RIP. 😒
A channel I watch just talked about Lee and I couldnt be more saddened to here she is not only gone but that her struggle became that painful 💔
RIP sweet girl, I'm so very sorry for your pain 😪
Things were compounded for Lee by the cyber bullying that just wouldn’t stop.
Her passing has had a deep effect on so many of us, even countless numbers of us who never even had the privilege of meeting her.
Prayers and loving support for her family and those close to her.
The thing about cyber bullying is you can leave at any time…
This is why you don't ever read people's comments online.
right so don't read these. its called the critics.
I’m just seeing this but I’ve been following her and max for a long time. And max still isn’t back to himself. 😞
RIP Lee. You'll never be forgotten, miss you so much 🤍
Very sad. What a loss for her family and friends too.
This video makes it look like even more of a production.
RIP sweet soul...I'm so sorry she lost her battle...It does appear she had a great support family. I understand how that sometimes is just not enough when the demons arise...
BIGGEST HUGS OF LOVE TO LEE'S FAMILY.. MAX IS AND FRIENDS AND JESUS WEPT"
Bless her and our Lord opens gates to paradise for her.
Has the dog been placed with familiar family. Dogs to mourn terrible and needs to be with one who loves the dog. Help comfort each other 😇
🌈💜🦋❤️🕊💜🕊❤️🕊🌈💜🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🌹🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋❤️
The Dog’s name is Occy that she had with her Ex. But you showed a picture of the wrong dog when you were talking about him. In the doggy picture, was her current BF’s dog, Clover. Do you even know who she was???
The world has lost a bright light...Rest in deep, deep, eternal peace, Lee, we will miss you !
Rest in Peace Lee. You will be missed by the many who enjoyed your many podcasts over the past few years. You will be missed. 🙏🙏🙏💔🌹🌷🌺
Too hard for me to watch @ this time. Love & light beautiful woman!❤️
My prayers to this young ladies family may God Almighty comfort and bless you is my prayer
RIP Lee you will be missed Love you. ❤
In your meditations be careful what voices you are listening to. Yoga meditations leave you open to evil spirits. Call on the one who created you. Jesus Christ, who
is and was, and is to come.
you have no idea how you got here
May God wrap you in his loving arms...keeping you at peace...Be at peace Lee...You are loved...👠🚌👠
R.I.P Lee. You'll be missed 💔
The problem is people who were following her and using her life to keep themselves going...where does it leave them? Not a good example of a mental health advocate to just end it...there is life to live....
This social media is pure garbage and shows the desperation of a degenerated society.
@@designstudio8013 I think you are correct. She fed off the worship of social media narcissism but couldn’t handle the mean comments. As much as she was “loved”, it wasn’t enough. That is the real sad part.
You are in infinite Peace- God bless you Lee.
I’m too just learning about who Lee is and what has happened! So heartbreaking! RIP Lee❤️🙏
RIH YOUNG LADY prayers 4 the family 💙
I didn't know this happened. I wondered about it. So sad.
She had to be born this way because I just can't understand how she could do that to her self and family.
Yes it is a very selfish act and destroys many lives I don't feel sorry for them but for the unprepared like Eamon and Bec who were living in a dream world.
Do you know the full story,she was trolled too the very end,to do what she did you have to be in a very bad place,
@@lb122ful If still don't make it right what she did she took a short term problem and made it a long term solution it was wrong and I'm sure she knew that a minute after she did it so don't give me that shit.
@@gordongrigsby5172 you're clueless think you're part of the problem you need education, which you're clearly lacking, though I wish you well🙏
@@lb122ful no you don't understand I speak from experience I had a mental breakdown I had scary thoughts I had anxiety and depression I got help I didn't kill myself or anyone else she could have got some help.
Rest in peace Lee, I am deeply sadden, I will miss following you on your journey.
If you are going to post on UA-cam, please get the facts right. They meet in Melbourne. not Canada. Max gave up an 8 yr career in a public sector union to live in her parents basement in Canada, mistake for him and her.Then they started their van life tour and she went home to raise money as a waitress in a wings hooter joint using her university degrees.
It's sad that it had to get to the point of suicide very sad
You keep saying to tell those in your life who are suffering that you love them. She was loved. She knew it. And she killed herself anyway. She had everything to live for, but she didn’t choose life. She chose the permanent solution to a temporary problem.
The dog is Occy, not Ozzy.
Passed away after battle with depression = committed suicide.
Captain Obvious.
No. I really wondered so it wasn’t obvious.
Thank you for clearing that up.
Very sad.
So sad x
It is our biggest delusion to believe a high carb vegan diet, combined with some refined foods and alcohol is the answer to depression. The complete opposite is true. RIP.
Was it AFTER the CON vid shots that she took her life ? Homicidal and suicidal tendencies skyrocketed after the poison injections in my country. RIP.
So very, very sad.
I'm so sorry I only knew of you to late. I can so relate to her.
Rest in Peace 🙏🏾🕊
Where’s the poor dog ?
What exactly was put online which has been described as cyber bullying ?
Literally horrible comments, derogatory ones, etc.
You can tell in this video she was clearly going through something in her final moments, and she also was suffering through depression.
@@holdontillmay. grow up snowflakes
@@designstudio8013 shut up, no one asked you to reply to this.
@@designstudio8013 No kidding! They just can’t handle life:(
@@holdontillmay. So she actually took the time to video her last moments? I thought it was click bait to get people to watch….That’s just selfish. Not one thought to how it would affect others.
Max and her ex amassed a following of 500K not 70K as you said here.
The only people hurt by a suicide is those left behind..if you have a support network give it a chance
R.I.P Lee .What’s sick make her pass away ?
She jumped from an overpass into the train’s path... horrible
Thank you for this more detail which seems to point to suicide....'cuz I kept hoping it was somehow an accidental wavering into the train's path........But am wondering why it took so long to find her remains, if the train engineer(s) saw her jumping onto the path/tracks...... Were there any witnesses, as it apparently happened in midday......??
RIP 💐💐
It is regrettable to this day I think she was murdered someone helped her or what coz with all the friends she had no-one was able to help her this is so disturbing
RIP Lee❤
"ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT SOMETHING ISN'T SOOOOOOOO WRONG WITH OUR SOULS🤔🤔🤔.. WE NEED JESUS SOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH EVERY MOMENT ❤️🙏🏾❤️... JESUS DEFEATED DEATH AT THE CROSS ❤️🙏🏾❤️ALLELUIA PRAISE GOD FOREVER ❤️🙏🏾❤️... BEAUTIFUL WATCH HERE... ❤️🙏🏾❤️... "FROM BROKEN TO BLESSED" BY TAJ PACLEB BEAUTIFUL TRUE AMAZING STORY FROM HAWAAI YOU TUBE ENJOY BEAUTIFUL WATCH... SO FULL OF FAITH HOPE AND LOVE.... 🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾
This beautiful soul may have been a targeted individual. There is an invisible hand that may not see her content beneficial, acording to agenda, to society. There are drugs that can cause depression, technologies that can affect the human nervous system, technologies that can produce thoughts or suggestions to a person all the while thinking it is of their own. Maybe van life, freedom, and free spiritedness doesn't benefit the powers that may be.
Please look up; Targeted individuals, V2K, directed energy weapons, and gangstalking.
Rest in peace💙
rest in peace🙏
Rip
RIP!
But a Train….😢
"WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE DIE?" BY DOUG BATCHERLOR YOU TUBE POWERFUL POWERFUL WATCH ❤️🙏🏾❤️
RIP Beautiful! 🥲
To commit suicide you must want to end it all but because she had plans a new man a new van giving us advices why in hell would she chose to disappear who were her ''SO CALLED FRIENDS '' PEOPLE JEALOUSED HER SHE WAS SO GORGEOUS FREE SPIRITED LOOK AT HER Yeah it was al' bullshit at the end because she is no more iam 56 she was 28 I also have épisodes of immense emptiness dellusioned depression but I don't want to end my life so why should she she had no reasons therefore I don't believe she took her life I demand a police investigation maybe a jealous boyfriend or x or mean woman pushed her onto the am tracks
She was getting bullied online ffs
💔
She was on a working holiday in Australia. 🤦♀️
She was in Santa Barbara, California when she took her life.
All I see is someone loafing about on a sofa?
You obviously are clueless about depression.
It says last moments will make me cry? No, it didn't. The title was v.deceptive. Clever clogs.
I think it was a homicide
Y?
I’m first 🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃
@X̲x̲x̲ Kingxx I know but I was waiting for the premiere to start so I just commented that
Dépression is Real and as a born again christian a lot of people will easily judge me or said things about my faith . But things in your head will stay until you let yourself completely submerge in God .
He only can take away any insanity low self esteem RIP pity she did not search for the reason , she was on the earth. What a lost !
Honestly saying that is being so inappropriate and insensitive. It doesn't matter who's first. Someone tragically died and all ppl care about is "first comment" no one cares dude. Maybe do it somewhere else on not such a sensitive topic.
@@valkri3733 wow maybe grow up sum!! Cuz that is not an excuse to just comment that to get attention for being first. This is not something to play around with
@@themoongoddess-yj5ii can you imagine enjoying being first on someone tragedy? Wow peoples just don't have heart anymore
She was channeled on Channeling Erik youtube channel. If you want to hear her words of her suicide.
sad
Rip