I feel like there's 2 meanings to this. One side missing someone when you expected to not miss them so much, explains how broken you are. The other side is talking about how you can find love right when you least expect it.
Funny how a song can make your head flood with memories of every moment you spent with them . A time lapse of everything you tried so hard to forget and you just sit there like " Ohhh...yeahh... right...that was a lot of damage "
For me, this song helped me out of an abusive relationship. As a survivor the lyrics mean something special to me & I respect it means something different to everyone who listens. It’s golden.
I understand the meaning of your words..after hard break up from a narc person i found love for me, in me, maybe the first time in my life..I am strong..send you love
I get the same feels from it. . It is so incredibly touching & somehow so perfect for so many interpretations. I do think of my abusive ex. On many occasions.. but it’s important to not let them steal any more of your time, mind or life 🎧🥰
This song gives me a feeling that is hard to describe. It's not sadness, regret, melancholy, nostalgia or reflection but something in between all of these.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️
True I remember I found this song few years ago and now this song is my most favourite song Also every time it gives a feeling to me that I cannot even explain in words like it's just a M.A.S.T.E.R.P.I.C.E
It is so surreal that a German series went international for the FIRST time.Its crazy because we are all part of it(I’m german) .Thats the first German series that reached all people in the world crazy and I have to admit that its very emotional and intense especially with that song.The series is definitely worthy to watch❤️
Same ... and “your soul by hippie sabotage” and “Holy Mind” and many others if you have Pandora put the Hippie Sabotage station on.... sit back, cruise ... no skips just listen 👂!!!!!! Some of thee best music I’ve ever heard!
For me this is a song about missing someone that you shouldn't but cant help thinking about them at the same time. This song hit my heart so hard..never heard this until today.
I totally agree. It's a feeling of knowing u did the right thing by leaving but still caring but from a distance. And realising about what u don't wanna go through anymore. And how far u have came since
I don’t know why but I cried the first time I heard this song. I can’t describe the feeling but it was something I haven’t felt in a song before. It brought back memories
I think of my dad most of the time I listen to this. He was always described as a very smart and educated man but ultimately developed dementia/Alzheimer's, he literally "spoke so much sense but then he lost his mind". I fought alot with him because of his disease and figured we'd grown to hate each other but after his passing his pastor told me that after his initial diagnosis my dad always worried he'd end up upsetting me, there was love there right in front of me deep down inside his mind. I always wanted him to just 'talk some sense to me' again, and even though it's tough without him I have moved farther than I thought capable in my own life. Sorry pretty sappy but I've loved this song for years and it really helps me cope with the loss sometimes.
"I dont know what Im doing here, Percy" That's it. IM DONE. BEST LINE EVER. ❤ im not even gonna discuss it. AND THIS TUNE. Thank u for this masterpiece.
It’s so weird looking back, more than a year ago I was severely stressed and struggled with depression, loneliness and suicidal thoughts. This was one of the songs I always came back to, and it gave me some kind of comfort. Now more than a year later I finally feel okay. I still feel lonely, but the thought of a bright future keeps me going. To anyone struggling out there, there will always be rainy days, but it is worth waiting for the sunny ones too. If you are struggling with thoughts of self harming, let someone know, and don’t bottle it up.
maxton hall is so majestic, i never knew i tv series could be so full of meanings and all, maxton hall was the first tv series that i ever liked and finished, the enemies to lovers to "strangers" to lover again is insane there, i love that so much
I wrote a book and was looking for a song to tie it up in my mind. This was the song. Whenever I read what I wrote, this plays in my head. Haunting and beautiful.
I just finished watching "After everything" and I heard this song there in the last scene where Hardin proposed Tessa and man I just freaking fell for this song ❤️❤️❤️❤️
The words make me feel something, some way i cant describe. Its a mixture of hurting, loving and so many other things..but it's just right at the same time.
I recently lost my mum and this song it just describes exactly how I feel about the situation I can just space out in this song and face my reality and as hard as it is I know I’ll make it through this because I don’t have any other choice
Genuinely not strong enough to listen to this song at the moment without it breaking me and leaving me sick to my stomach. I'm 1 month into a breakup, were confused. I hope I come back to this and I'm better, I want to find my peace, i want to be free
I hope you are better. At the beginning it seems like the pain will never end, but with time, it will. It's simple saying it and I know it hurts, but you will be fine and look back to this moment in your life and realize how strong you've become. Sending you love xx
It's very hard sometimes. You know the pain is temporary, but temporary still feels like it's never going to end. Give yourself time, grace, and kindness enough to heal. Time really is the best healer, but having good and supportive people around you helps the time go by easier and faster. Allow yourself to be happy when you are, you deserve it, let yourself smile. Allow yourself to be sad when you feel it, it's important to cry and mourn that loss. Allow yourself to find distraction in your favorite people and activities, and if you're too sad to engage in your hobbies that's okay too. Your healing will come in time no matter what. You got this.
I’ve recently gone through something similar and trust me it really hurts for a while but day by day it will start to get better. There was life before them and there is life after them and you will be happy again
The world is so full of itself that it thinks to be greater than the light and casts a shadow deep and vast. Take my hand. Turn your back on the shadow and find the Source of Light and Life. Right before us, and unexplainable. I promise: it makes no "sense"
crazy how earlier today i was asking God to show me what was in front of me and i hear this song "and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me."
I fell in love at 16 to a sweet and funny guy. We stayed friends because I was afraid to confess and be rejected. At 19 we were together and getting engaged, and he began to drive over to properly meet my family. He never made it to us that night. I never properly spent the time we had together. Now, after multiple traumas throughout my life, I'm 26 and don't trust anyone around me. It's only by the thought that he would have wanted me to keep going that I'm still alive, and yet every day feels harder than the last. I've gotten help, gone into recovery from alcoholism, and am doing my best. Though I don't feel like it is my best, I'll keep going as far as I can, knowing when I do finally get to rest it'll be by his side. I thank God every day that I even had the chance to meet someone like him. Not posting this for pity, but merely to get it off of my chest to anyone who does care and to say that it's okay to cry. Let it out. Seek treatment, especially if you feel you have no one around you who cares. It does ease the pain enough to start changing your life for the better.
I can't imagine your pain and emotions, mainly because everyone faces life's problems in their own way, but your life story makes me think of many people I've known in life who have lost their loves during this life... a mother who lost her four children in a fire, an aunt who lost first her eldest son, then her parents and shortly after her husband. I always thought I couldn't be okay if something like this happened to me, so you are a hero. If you are here it is because you are needed here, always do your best and receive my best feelings for your life.
Thanks for the kind words. I just hope anyone reading understands that even in hard times you can't give up. You always owe yourself, and those who love you, to do better and keep going. Everyone has it in them to be like mountains. Strong and unshakeable
I cryied în the first 5 seconds. Never clicked on something this fast. This broke me and healed me in the most beautiful way, totally unexpected. Thank you for this magic experience!
Dedicating this song to my own inner conflict. I made more mistakes of my 19 years of living than I realized and I don't think I can keep living with so much self hatred. I'm free of the abuse yet I still feel like I'm in the same spot as I was a year ago
There is no time limit to how long it takes to recover from abuse. Try not to be so critical of yourself for not somehow being a certain level of "better" by now. We are humans, we make mistakes all the time. Sometimes to devastating affect. Would you condemn someone you care about if they'd made the samd mistakes? Probably not. Don't condemn yourself... You've already been through abuse, you don't deserve more abuse from yourself too... Allow yourself to be imperfect. Allow yourself to be a mess or to be disorganized or to struggle with daily tasks, whatever it is you're struggling with. It's okay to not be okay... and it WILL be okay in the end. Strive ever forward, be merciful to yourself.
@@KaoiDavidson This made me think. I really appreciate this comment. It's hard but not impossible and I do feel like I deserve a lot more than I'm giving myself. I struggle with mortality and making mistakes just like anyone else. I am the only one there for myself at the end of the day, and it won't work if even I'm against myself. I hope you have a nice rest of your day. ❤
As someone who's been out of abuse for 3 years it's still extremely difficult living everyday some days are good others are bad it's just taking one step at a time and doing the best you can to stop the bad days
i never even dated him. but he will always own a piece of my heart. i’ve loved him for all these years. i cant even date anyone because i just compare them all to him. all for someone who doesn’t care about me. who ghosted me. but as long as he’s happy im happy.
First I thought this song matched perfectly for “impossible live” and then I thought also matches for “be careful for what you wish for because it may come true “, and how those two things get intertwined more often than not.
I've listened to this song many times. I now feel like it is about a relationship failing, and instead of finding that love in another person, he began to find love inside of himself. When he says, "And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me. Talk some sense to me." I feel that he discovered the love he neglected to give himself all along.
Makes me think about how love can move mountains that stand between two individuals who truly found love with one another and one is needing the other to stop running and meet half way ...
I was always a smart kid and when I got accepted into my dream school it was always expected of me too make that accomplishment, anyways my brother was the only one who congratulated me. Today I heard this song for the first time, it also marks 3 months since my brother passed away. My first semester of university really sucked because I didn’t get to have the opportunity to come back and tell him about my experience. This song gave me the strength to look back at old pictures of him. God I miss him.
This song taught me that it’s okay to be broken, to feel small and to question myself. I learned that the greatest lessons you will ever learn; will be taught to you when you are at rock bottom. This happens when you are scraping the barrel of happiness dry, almost starving for some semblance of peace in the world. When the world is on fire and your soul grows cold. When all the light left in the world is hidden under a dark cloud of despair. Sometimes, you need something to knock the life back into you. This very song, did all that and more for me. I wouldn’t have survived had it not been for songs like this.
To all the people in this comment section feeling alone, and feeling like it’s never gonna end, I promise you it will. 6 months ago I was going through a breakup and I was devastated, I didn’t know how to live without him. Now I’m over him and feel free, the moment you know feels so exhilarating. Just please no matter what ur going through DONT give up❤️
@@kshitij99951 a "negative" change/conditions may originate when we choose to live by default (a-sleep/unconscious living...I did 5-6 times this week 🙁) I got the message finally. I hadn't paused for meditation (upload for peace and guidance) my energy pattern (strong will) so strong it edged out that "still small voice" connection to Source, love & goodwill.
when we met again after a few years of being acquaintances, i was instantly drawn to him. i had never met anyone like him before - he had tattoos, a fast car, and a wicked sense of humor. talking to him made me feel reborn, wild-eyed, free. he was difficult to read, but something inside me hoped he felt the same too. he laughed at all my jokes, took genuine interest when i told him about my goals, and conversation just felt natural with him. problem was, i had a boyfriend at the time and i was moving five hours away in about three months. the lyrics "and i found love where it wasn’t supposed to be" sound so much different to me now. no rational part of me would have wanted to fall for him, but here i am anyway.
This song kinda reminds me of how terrible my life is,it reminds me of how i try my hardest to keep everyone happy but nobody would do it for me,it reminds me of how everyone just beats up on my mental state,it reminds me of how i get neglected and pushed harder than everyone else,it reminds me of how everyone has to go at one point we cant live forever.
I think it's a good song choice for the After Everything soundtrack, especially for that scene, they went through a lot and words don't finish expressing how they recovered with each other separately but they made it finally they can be together despite all the odds
I'm sitting here at a beach on the Oregon coast, watching the sun slowly set and putting off the most amazing and relaxing colors. This song is a perfect song to listen right now
I love this song because it can be taken in so many ways It can be about a breakup It can be about a toxic relationship It can be about fake friends It can be about abusive relationships It can be about manipulation It can be about family problems It can be about getting attached to someone or something you knew you shouldn't It can be interpreted in so many ways, can be a song people going through any amount of things can relate to. It's almost comforting
this song is something big. i feel like it activates the love of not only romance but lost friendships and family, they all come to the surface with this. it also gets my feelings that arent supposed to found peaceful, that are viewed as bad from society like being queer and trans.
This line had me “🥺”… “And I’ve moved further than I thought I could but I missed you more than I thought I would.” I will get back in this comment when I finally moved forward.
About a month into a breakup and at first i denied the pain, but it's been hitting me really hard the past couple of days. I still see him everywhere, i hear his voice in the back of my mind and i still feel his hands on my body when i look at myself. I don't know how one singular person can leave such a big mark on a person. I said it myself "I love you" is just words. If you really did love someone you'd show them every way possible. I love you is so overly used and people say it all the time without actually meaning it, so i refuse i love you's unless they show that they really do
@@cemo4642 i am doing much better now. I took the time to myself after the situation and met new people through some close friends and have been living life. Funny how people from everywhere can be feeling similar feelings. I hope things get better for you
For some reason i read ur comment and had to look at ur pic lol. I just lost my fiancé of 5 years 3m ago. If ur feeling this way about someone, maybe see if you can at least still talk? Unless of course he's done things that have shown you he doesn't care. If thats the case then that's probably what's really got you so hung up, not knowing why you weren't "enough" (it's never you, it's always the other person if tht happens). I'd give ANYTHING to have my fiancé just put his arms around me. I can feel exactly what his skin felt like, where his freckles and moles were, the exact texture of his hands, his hair, his lips... everything. If you CAN get someone back who truly loves you, do it. Don't waste it, it's not as common as we think ❤
This reminds me of every toxic relationship I walked away from....I couldn't loose myself anymore by trying to fix someone who didn't want my help or love just wanted to manipulate and torment me...so glad I survived
All the emotions this brings back the love, the fights, the laughter and the tears of what we tried so hard to forget. Wishing the good times never ended and the betrayals never happened
This song reminds me of my siblings snd myself bc we been though so much but we still have each other's backs. I am just lucky to have them in my life ❤️
you guys don't know how hard it was to find this song been looking for this forever but I've only listened to this a few times like a year ago and I forgot the lyrics XD, I'm so happy to find this song again
Anyone feel this song is about searching so hard for love, but then you realize it was your best friend or someone you would never in a million years expect to be the person you love?...
This song reminds me of my son. I just don’t understand why we can not bridge the differences between us. I will always miss him and carry him in my heart.
This song makes me feel some kind of way I don't know how to describe it but I just love it so much.
Same
SAME
Mysterious. Reveered. Good.
The song makes me feel the same way
it's a scary feeling but good
I feel like there's 2 meanings to this. One side missing someone when you expected to not miss them so much, explains how broken you are. The other side is talking about how you can find love right when you least expect it.
I see it the way that, you fall in love with a friend of yours but they want to stay that... idk lol
I picture realizing that it was here within myself all along and all I needed was to figure that out
Or you find love when you least expected it, and they broke that forever promise and you miss them more than you thought you could
That's why I look at it to the same way
Or you fall in love with someone you shouldn’t fall in love with. Someone beneath you or of different level. Or maybe a forbidden love in many ways.
Funny how a song can make your head flood with memories of every moment you spent with them . A time lapse of everything you tried so hard to forget and you just sit there like " Ohhh...yeahh... right...that was a lot of damage "
You spoke to my soul with that.
I broke up with my ex girlfriend and I wanna get back with her😩
Wow... That's really deep.... You're not wrong at all though 😞
so true.
Painfully true
"If you talk enough sense then you`ll lose your mind" The more I grow up, the more this quote resonates with me.
Maxton Hall series brought me here especially when Ruby talked about her dad :(
Me too
Another one 😢
Me too
Me too
same here bro
For me, this song helped me out of an abusive relationship. As a survivor the lyrics mean something special to me & I respect it means something different to everyone who listens. It’s golden.
Word The Outsiders, ponyboy stay golden..
You’re always gonna be a survivor ❤️
I understand the meaning of your words..after hard break up from a narc person i found love for me, in me, maybe the first time in my life..I am strong..send you love
I get the same feels from it. . It is so incredibly touching & somehow so perfect for so many interpretations.
I do think of my abusive ex. On many occasions.. but it’s important to not let them steal any more of your time, mind or life 🎧🥰
@@PeachyView music is an escape ❤️
This song gives me a feeling that is hard to describe. It's not sadness, regret, melancholy, nostalgia or reflection but something in between all of these.
Right on... I want to write down 1000s of emotions but I don't know how... just feel broken and empty
Acceptance?
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Realization
its just simple in reality ...... just took a small trip back in past and comeback in present like a flash of light
Beautifully put together 🥺
One of the songs I listen to on a daily basis ever since it came out 🥺❤
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️
agreed, I remember finding it a few years ago on an AMV. I love this song!
True
I remember
I found this song few years ago and now this song is my most favourite song
Also every time it gives a feeling to me that I cannot even explain in words like it's just a M.A.S.T.E.R.P.I.C.E
How are you doing? You okay?
this song is the description of loving someone as much as possible but still being so far away... so in my heart
I agree ❤
This is the song of the strong. Wounded but not dead, strong but exhausted, ready to move with heavy feet.
Amen
❤️
Christ is with us ❤
Wow
Such a perfect description
“I found love where it wasn’t supposed to be” is basically the description of my love life currently 💕
This song is so relatable!
It is so surreal that a German series went international for the FIRST time.Its crazy because we are all part of it(I’m german) .Thats the first German series that reached all people in the world crazy and I have to admit that its very emotional and intense especially with that song.The series is definitely worthy to watch❤️
welche serie meinst du ? kenne dieses lied nur aus einem remix . fand es mega schön :)
schöne grüße
@@cefon030Maxton Hall
Do you forget about DARK?
Dark?
Hello? Dark?
All time favourite, the song that got me into amber run x
Same here
Dam his is a awesome song
Same ... and “your soul by hippie sabotage” and “Holy Mind” and many others if you have Pandora put the Hippie Sabotage station on.... sit back, cruise ... no skips just listen 👂!!!!!! Some of thee best music I’ve ever heard!
Crazy were we find love
@@TheRockinRoblox62 we all see u john Cena. I'm like Stevie wonder wya lol
For me this is a song about missing someone that you shouldn't but cant help thinking about them at the same time. This song hit my heart so hard..never heard this until today.
I totally agree. It's a feeling of knowing u did the right thing by leaving but still caring but from a distance. And realising about what u don't wanna go through anymore. And how far u have came since
Thats what I feel it's my first time hearing it and it makes you see things you try to forget but you just can't forget them no matter what you do
This song ages like fine wine. The longer the time is, the better this sounds.
I don’t know why but I cried the first time I heard this song. I can’t describe the feeling but it was something I haven’t felt in a song before. It brought back memories
Me too
I Cried too
Me too
Seems like you cried because of memories. So, you do in fact know. Don't overthink it.
this song makes me feel like a compilation of life's ugliest and most beautiful moments are playing side by side, very cinematic ideas.
I’m trying to find out what it means?
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It's not a wedding song...at all
Great description of the juxtaposition being felt
I always come back for this song. Glad to know some people are doing the same thing
I think of my dad most of the time I listen to this. He was always described as a very smart and educated man but ultimately developed dementia/Alzheimer's, he literally "spoke so much sense but then he lost his mind". I fought alot with him because of his disease and figured we'd grown to hate each other but after his passing his pastor told me that after his initial diagnosis my dad always worried he'd end up upsetting me, there was love there right in front of me deep down inside his mind. I always wanted him to just 'talk some sense to me' again, and even though it's tough without him I have moved farther than I thought capable in my own life.
Sorry pretty sappy but I've loved this song for years and it really helps me cope with the loss sometimes.
"I dont know what Im doing here, Percy" That's it. IM DONE. BEST LINE EVER. ❤ im not even gonna discuss it. AND THIS TUNE. Thank u for this masterpiece.
Such a good scene ❤
Seriously best scene of the entire series. Absolutely no comparison- brilliant.
"I'm completely out of my depth here." I completely agree.
Wild I listened to this when I was 15, currently 20 and lyric video just came out... beautiful though, helped me through a lot of terrible moments.
omg me too! though i’m 19 not 20 :)
same!!! when i was 15 I was lucky to have found it on related listening to another song
Me too!
Same here haha, I first heard the song in late 2014 and back then I was 15!!
Please 🙏
It’s so weird looking back, more than a year ago I was severely stressed and struggled with depression, loneliness and suicidal thoughts. This was one of the songs I always came back to, and it gave me some kind of comfort. Now more than a year later I finally feel okay. I still feel lonely, but the thought of a bright future keeps me going.
To anyone struggling out there, there will always be rainy days, but it is worth waiting for the sunny ones too. If you are struggling with thoughts of self harming, let someone know, and don’t bottle it up.
Why you literally describing myself right now
Same
Thanks
❤️❤️❤️
Wow, that’s crazy…KPop became that thing that helped me too.
It’s amazing how someone that you’ve never met can make such a connect and impact on you with words and a beat. It’s just so cool ❤️
Trust me its all fake
Music transcends everything. Humanity's greatest invention imo.
It doesn't really matter does it? If it helps someone feel better @@alizehasif7084
maxton hall is so majestic, i never knew i tv series could be so full of meanings and all, maxton hall was the first tv series that i ever liked and finished, the enemies to lovers to "strangers" to lover again is insane there, i love that so much
I wrote a book and was looking for a song to tie it up in my mind. This was the song. Whenever I read what I wrote, this plays in my head. Haunting and beautiful.
whats your book about?
Also wondering what book
I just finished watching "After everything" and I heard this song there in the last scene where Hardin proposed Tessa and man I just freaking fell for this song ❤️❤️❤️❤️
That's where I heard it for the first time, and I absolutely fell for it
Me too ❤❤
I’m here because of this movie I felt that entire scene omg
These last couple years flew bye, yet this song still hits the same way as it used to...
My mom got married to this song..it will always be remembered as her walking down the isle..it was such a beautiful sight.. 1:24
Damn, I might need to do that, too. If she doesn't mind. I don't wanna steal someone's idea.
My Favorite Line
" I Moved Further than i thought i could but i missed you more than i thought i would "
The words make me feel something, some way i cant describe. Its a mixture of hurting, loving and so many other things..but it's just right at the same time.
I recently lost my mum and this song it just describes exactly how I feel about the situation I can just space out in this song and face my reality and as hard as it is I know I’ll make it through this because I don’t have any other choice
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my mum fairly recently and I know just how you feel. You’ll get through it and you got this!!!!.
Hugs. I’m sorry for your loss.
I lost mine a little over a year ago. I listen to this for the same reason. Hugs, friend. We'll get through this.
Year ago my grandmother passed away....my mum still cry and remember her everyday....
I'm so sorry for your loss
Genuinely not strong enough to listen to this song at the moment without it breaking me and leaving me sick to my stomach. I'm 1 month into a breakup, were confused. I hope I come back to this and I'm better, I want to find my peace, i want to be free
I hope you are better. At the beginning it seems like the pain will never end, but with time, it will. It's simple saying it and I know it hurts, but you will be fine and look back to this moment in your life and realize how strong you've become. Sending you love xx
It's very hard sometimes. You know the pain is temporary, but temporary still feels like it's never going to end.
Give yourself time, grace, and kindness enough to heal.
Time really is the best healer, but having good and supportive people around you helps the time go by easier and faster. Allow yourself to be happy when you are, you deserve it, let yourself smile. Allow yourself to be sad when you feel it, it's important to cry and mourn that loss. Allow yourself to find distraction in your favorite people and activities, and if you're too sad to engage in your hobbies that's okay too. Your healing will come in time no matter what.
You got this.
good luck, hope your doing great ❤️
heyyy how are youu noww?
I’ve recently gone through something similar and trust me it really hurts for a while but day by day it will start to get better. There was life before them and there is life after them and you will be happy again
This song makes me see the world for what it really is.. dark.
The world is so full of itself that it thinks to be greater than the light and casts a shadow deep and vast.
Take my hand. Turn your back on the shadow and find the Source of Light and Life.
Right before us, and unexplainable.
I promise: it makes no "sense"
This song makes me heart pound so fast
If you see the world as dark, then you are seeing what you project into the world, from your shadow.
crazy how earlier today i was asking God to show me what was in front of me and i hear this song "and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me."
God can use anything for sure!
One of the most strangely beautiful songs..🌬️🌧️
This song is like someone traveled back in time and found his first love.... 🙂🙂
I fell in love at 16 to a sweet and funny guy. We stayed friends because I was afraid to confess and be rejected. At 19 we were together and getting engaged, and he began to drive over to properly meet my family. He never made it to us that night. I never properly spent the time we had together. Now, after multiple traumas throughout my life, I'm 26 and don't trust anyone around me. It's only by the thought that he would have wanted me to keep going that I'm still alive, and yet every day feels harder than the last. I've gotten help, gone into recovery from alcoholism, and am doing my best. Though I don't feel like it is my best, I'll keep going as far as I can, knowing when I do finally get to rest it'll be by his side. I thank God every day that I even had the chance to meet someone like him. Not posting this for pity, but merely to get it off of my chest to anyone who does care and to say that it's okay to cry. Let it out. Seek treatment, especially if you feel you have no one around you who cares. It does ease the pain enough to start changing your life for the better.
Praying for you 🙏🏻 there is hope for a better life and things will get better ❤️ so glad you found treatment and are still with us
I can't imagine your pain and emotions, mainly because everyone faces life's problems in their own way, but your life story makes me think of many people I've known in life who have lost their loves during this life... a mother who lost her four children in a fire, an aunt who lost first her eldest son, then her parents and shortly after her husband. I always thought I couldn't be okay if something like this happened to me, so you are a hero. If you are here it is because you are needed here, always do your best and receive my best feelings for your life.
Thanks for the kind words. I just hope anyone reading understands that even in hard times you can't give up. You always owe yourself, and those who love you, to do better and keep going. Everyone has it in them to be like mountains. Strong and unshakeable
@@leegee1839 through the hills and valleys 🌄 💕
Your words here in this comment are more beautiful than the song. ❤
I cryied în the first 5 seconds. Never clicked on something this fast. This broke me and healed me in the most beautiful way, totally unexpected. Thank you for this magic experience!
Thank you Maxton Hall for reminding me that this masterpiece exists❤️
the song makes me feel frozen, like im floating and drifting at sea. It's so beautiful and heartfelt.
Dedicating this song to my own inner conflict. I made more mistakes of my 19 years of living than I realized and I don't think I can keep living with so much self hatred. I'm free of the abuse yet I still feel like I'm in the same spot as I was a year ago
There is no time limit to how long it takes to recover from abuse. Try not to be so critical of yourself for not somehow being a certain level of "better" by now. We are humans, we make mistakes all the time. Sometimes to devastating affect. Would you condemn someone you care about if they'd made the samd mistakes? Probably not. Don't condemn yourself... You've already been through abuse, you don't deserve more abuse from yourself too...
Allow yourself to be imperfect. Allow yourself to be a mess or to be disorganized or to struggle with daily tasks, whatever it is you're struggling with. It's okay to not be okay... and it WILL be okay in the end. Strive ever forward, be merciful to yourself.
@@KaoiDavidson This made me think. I really appreciate this comment. It's hard but not impossible and I do feel like I deserve a lot more than I'm giving myself. I struggle with mortality and making mistakes just like anyone else. I am the only one there for myself at the end of the day, and it won't work if even I'm against myself. I hope you have a nice rest of your day. ❤
As someone who's been out of abuse for 3 years it's still extremely difficult living everyday some days are good others are bad it's just taking one step at a time and doing the best you can to stop the bad days
This gives me the same feeling as Take Me to Church... I don't know how else to describe it. Beautiful ❤️
i never even dated him. but he will always own a piece of my heart. i’ve loved him for all these years. i cant even date anyone because i just compare them all to him. all for someone who doesn’t care about me. who ghosted me. but as long as he’s happy im happy.
you're worth more.🫂
This song gave me immediate chills… I typed “we found love” by Rihanna but found this song instead. I’m so happy I came across this song today ❤
Me too, going to use some of these lyrics to send a message to my Soulmate.
This song is so soft and masculine at the same time. A guy at my studio is doing a solo to this song and everytime I want to cry I don't know why.
First I thought this song matched perfectly for “impossible live” and then I thought also matches for “be careful for what you wish for because it may come true “, and how those two things get intertwined more often than not.
I've listened to this song many times. I now feel like it is about a relationship failing, and instead of finding that love in another person, he began to find love inside of himself.
When he says, "And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me. Talk some sense to me."
I feel that he discovered the love he neglected to give himself all along.
Agreed
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Makes me think about how love can move mountains that stand between two individuals who truly found love with one another and one is needing the other to stop running and meet half way ...
It reminds me of all the loves and flings in my life. Funny how, now, I can look back at those times with such nostalgia.
Any Listeners In 2024?😓
I listened when it first came out. Totally thought why is it not a hit already. Is now
Me!
Me tooo!!!
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Yess ofcourse 🍀
First time hearing this song. So many emotions that I'm not sure what they all mean. Beautiful lyrics.
I dont have a sad story to go with this song, but it still makes my heart twist. Beautifully made ❤
Lucky you!
@Ahiya2.0assdestroyer lets just listen to the melody
I was always a smart kid and when I got accepted into my dream school it was always expected of me too make that accomplishment, anyways my brother was the only one who congratulated me. Today I heard this song for the first time, it also marks 3 months since my brother passed away. My first semester of university really sucked because I didn’t get to have the opportunity to come back and tell him about my experience. This song gave me the strength to look back at old pictures of him. God I miss him.
I have overcome breast cancer 🎀 and listen to this daily ❤ thank you.....
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This song taught me that it’s okay to be broken, to feel small and to question myself. I learned that the greatest lessons you will ever learn; will be taught to you when you are at rock bottom. This happens when you are scraping the barrel of happiness dry, almost starving for some semblance of peace in the world. When the world is on fire and your soul grows cold. When all the light left in the world is hidden under a dark cloud of despair. Sometimes, you need something to knock the life back into you. This very song, did all that and more for me. I wouldn’t have survived had it not been for songs like this.
Just found this song again after 2 years of trying to remember it. Never fails to make me cry.
To all the people in this comment section feeling alone, and feeling like it’s never gonna end, I promise you it will. 6 months ago I was going through a breakup and I was devastated, I didn’t know how to live without him. Now I’m over him and feel free, the moment you know feels so exhilarating. Just please no matter what ur going through DONT give up❤️
The words " and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be right in front of me " hits my heart ❤️
This song hits differently in the act of AFTER EVERYTHING film😥💯
I get goosebumps everytime I listen to it
Me to❤️
specially at 3:14
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I had this song in my playlists for years but now I love it even more because of that one scene in Maxton Hall
6 years late but no complaints
this band is ridiculous. So glad I found this.
This song made me exam myself. It made me talk sense into myself and realize . Love yourself first before you love anyone else ❤
Beautifully written and performed. Truly a song from the heart.
@@cemo4642 Thank you, and you as well.
This song hits so hard it's making me cry
why does this song make me wanna cry so much ;-;
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Hey don't cry It'll be fine.It wud pass
Change sometimes hurts, but whatever the change brings, what you become will be MORE than you've ever been before, you became ever MORE.
@@p9782 Unless ofc it's a negative change
@@kshitij99951 a "negative" change/conditions may originate when we choose to live by default (a-sleep/unconscious living...I did 5-6 times this week 🙁) I got the message finally. I hadn't paused for meditation (upload for peace and guidance) my energy pattern (strong will) so strong it edged out that "still small voice" connection to Source, love & goodwill.
Same. Same.
To love someone so much and realize that it will never work and finally realizing no matter what you do it as just a momentary thing is hell.
Diana and Matthew brought me here, a witch and a vampire... What a way of desire had these two 🖤
Reminded me of Teen Wolf! What an amazing show it was. My all time favorite 🥰
For sure!❤The lyrics to this song kind of reminds me of how each character has an their own anchor.
@@StephEllen21 yes you are right
It really reminded me of Allison's death tho :(
The song was in Teen Wolf. That was how I found the song.
The song was in teen wolf (the episode I just watched) and that’s how I found this song lol
when we met again after a few years of being acquaintances, i was instantly drawn to him. i had never met anyone like him before - he had tattoos, a fast car, and a wicked sense of humor. talking to him made me feel reborn, wild-eyed, free. he was difficult to read, but something inside me hoped he felt the same too. he laughed at all my jokes, took genuine interest when i told him about my goals, and conversation just felt natural with him. problem was, i had a boyfriend at the time and i was moving five hours away in about three months. the lyrics "and i found love where it wasn’t supposed to be" sound so much different to me now. no rational part of me would have wanted to fall for him, but here i am anyway.
This song kinda reminds me of how terrible my life is,it reminds me of how i try my hardest to keep everyone happy but nobody would do it for me,it reminds me of how everyone just beats up on my mental state,it reminds me of how i get neglected and pushed harder than everyone else,it reminds me of how everyone has to go at one point we cant live forever.
Only one song can bring back thousand of memories together💔♥️
First it was After Everything now It's Maxton Hall ❤❤ both scenes emotional
this make me too emotional that I'm not sure if the lyrics are shaking or my vision is. . .
I think it's a good song choice for the After Everything soundtrack, especially for that scene, they went through a lot and words don't finish expressing how they recovered with each other separately but they made it finally they can be together despite all the odds
Agreed! It couldn't have been more perfect!
I'm sitting here at a beach on the Oregon coast, watching the sun slowly set and putting off the most amazing and relaxing colors. This song is a perfect song to listen right now
I love this song because it can be taken in so many ways
It can be about a breakup
It can be about a toxic relationship
It can be about fake friends
It can be about abusive relationships
It can be about manipulation
It can be about family problems
It can be about getting attached to someone or something you knew you shouldn't
It can be interpreted in so many ways, can be a song people going through any amount of things can relate to. It's almost comforting
I'm still listening to it trying to heal and move on but everytime this song brings back everything.
Absolutely takes me breath away. The most perfect song for someone I thought I’d spend the rest of my life with
This song breaks me into millions of pieces 💔
this song is something big. i feel like it activates the love of not only romance but lost friendships and family, they all come to the surface with this.
it also gets my feelings that arent supposed to found peaceful, that are viewed as bad from society like being queer and trans.
this song always makes me cry because it reminds me of my dog that passed away a few months ago,he always barked to this song.😕
This line had me “🥺”…
“And I’ve moved further than I thought I could but I missed you more than I thought I would.”
I will get back in this comment when I finally moved forward.
What hurts is that the same person who showed me this song back in 2015 is the same person I now think of when I hear the lyrics.
About a month into a breakup and at first i denied the pain, but it's been hitting me really hard the past couple of days. I still see him everywhere, i hear his voice in the back of my mind and i still feel his hands on my body when i look at myself. I don't know how one singular person can leave such a big mark on a person.
I said it myself "I love you" is just words. If you really did love someone you'd show them every way possible. I love you is so overly used and people say it all the time without actually meaning it, so i refuse i love you's unless they show that they really do
@@cemo4642 thank you! I wish the best to you as well!!
@@cemo4642 i am doing much better now. I took the time to myself after the situation and met new people through some close friends and have been living life. Funny how people from everywhere can be feeling similar feelings. I hope things get better for you
For some reason i read ur comment and had to look at ur pic lol. I just lost my fiancé of 5 years 3m ago. If ur feeling this way about someone, maybe see if you can at least still talk? Unless of course he's done things that have shown you he doesn't care. If thats the case then that's probably what's really got you so hung up, not knowing why you weren't "enough" (it's never you, it's always the other person if tht happens). I'd give ANYTHING to have my fiancé just put his arms around me. I can feel exactly what his skin felt like, where his freckles and moles were, the exact texture of his hands, his hair, his lips... everything. If you CAN get someone back who truly loves you, do it. Don't waste it, it's not as common as we think ❤
This song + headphones+ close your eyes = ❤
I heard this song almost 10 years ago🥺brings back memories
I think of this song in the good and bad. It is my comfort and pleading cry. Will never tire of it.
This reminds me of every toxic relationship I walked away from....I couldn't loose myself anymore by trying to fix someone who didn't want my help or love just wanted to manipulate and torment me...so glad I survived
Gives me goosebumps everytime. I love this song.
All the emotions this brings back the love, the fights, the laughter and the tears of what we tried so hard to forget. Wishing the good times never ended and the betrayals never happened
This song reminds me of my siblings snd myself bc we been though so much but we still have each other's backs. I am just lucky to have them in my life ❤️
you guys don't know how hard it was to find this song been looking for this forever but I've only listened to this a few times like a year ago and I forgot the lyrics XD, I'm so happy to find this song again
Who came from Maxon Hall?😢
‘Discovery of Witches’ 😬
Right here
Ik this before maxton hall but it did help me find the song n artist lovely melody 🥰
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This song make me feel so many different emotions all at once.
After Everything brought me here....beautiful song!
Anyone feel this song is about searching so hard for love, but then you realize it was your best friend or someone you would never in a million years expect to be the person you love?...
This song reminds me of my son. I just don’t understand why we can not bridge the differences between us. I will always miss him and carry him in my heart.
this song takes you on other level!! its hard to explain it but this feeling that you get when you are listening to it!!!