My Life Isn't Perfect
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- Опубліковано 6 вер 2024
- Welcome to San Francisco! Here are the things I did, the people I saw and the food I ate. It's been forever since I've done a travel vlog and dang, it was fun to edit.
Also if you watch the video to the end for our mini life chat then I just want to reconfirm that as you watch videos online and scroll through pictures on your phone that everything we see is a constructed version of our truths. I love to share my life but I never want to hide the fact that my life isn't like it always may seem online. Everyone has bad days, everyone gets self conscious in group settings, everyone gets anxious and afraid and makes mistakes. It's easy to buy into the image we all create of our lives, and trust me, I fell in love with making videos and sharing my life so I get it, but I never want to make my truth non-relatable and my truth is I'm usually coasting through anxiety, second guessing myself and just trying to find a life balance that makes me happy. So live your best life, don't compare your bad days with someone's best ones, and trust that you are exactly where you're meant to be, who you are the meant to be and you're killing it.
That is all.
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"I'm going to get so horizontal" my new favorite quote
Thank you for including that last bit, Kalyn. I hope you've been feeling much better since your trip. Panic attacks are rough! 😥
Yes!!! You said it perfectly!!!
The Koze Crew will get through all of our anxiety and depression and other stuggles during these next couple of months together, so we are here with you Kalyn.
That was a lovely comment, Aless. 😊❤️
Pathfinder Hazel Thanks, I'm just trying to spread Kalyn's positivity through the comments.
When I feel like a slug and no one around to push me to achieve my goals. Your videos always help me. Thank you!
I LOVE YOUtober! Thank you so much for reminding everyone that none of us are immune to struggles! Love this!
Thanks for making our single "Vibe" the anthem to your San Fran journey! So dope x
San Fran is my city,
You know we stay litty
Yes me too! I am a native san franciscan as well!
You seriously look amazing in this whole vlog 😻😻 like I’m obsessed with how white your teeth are!
Your such an inspiring person.I want to be like you one day☺️☺️
I love your realness❤️❤️
When you film yourself leaving a room, I always think "Wait, come back! You're forgetting us!" 😂💗
You are such an inspiration! But to be honest your life looks fucking perfect. It looks like heaven compared to the shit I'm going through right now hahahah but you deserve it you are such a gorgeous kind hearted person ❤️❤️
MayainWonderland I completely agree
MayainWonderland hope things will get easier,remember this to shall pass
Sometimes when I'm feeling down I watch these vlogers just to forget my life,so I completely understand you
Just remember vloggers don't have perfect lives. I'm sure she struggles with issues like everyone else, she just doesn't vlog them for us to see. Things will get better though :)!
Hope things turn around for you. Hang in there.
you have amazing qualities
I read the title and automatically started bawling- I'm at a low point in life right now. Your kind of life has been "goals" ever since I started watching your channel and you making this video made me realize that you have "those moments" in life too. I just wish I could handle things with the strength and grace that you do- you're such an inspiration always. I really wish I could find friends like you- we just moved to a new town and I don't have any friends, not one.
Dani C I hope things get better for you soon. It was relieving to read your comment, though- seeing someone who does the same thing I do. You’ll find your people where you live, but while you’re at this stage, the koze crew is by your side. You go girl! ❤️
Pathfinder Hazel thankyou 💜
Here for you Dani C!
I was refreshing for 5 minutes. This brings me pure joy that you upload because it inspires me ✨✨💕💕
This video was beautifully edited! Loved it! San Fran is one of our all-time favorite cities.
Should be asleep but I saw the notification and... 😂 🍁💛
Where are you?? I’m in Alabama and it’s 4:13pm here and still ☀️! It’s always cool to see different people so far away coming together at the same time.
Chrysoula SAMEE
Chrysoula me toooo
Α ρε Ελλάδα παντούυ..κι εγώ το ίδιοο
so me currently...
Girl, same. Sometimes I don’t feel anxious but then my hands start shaking. When it manifests itself physically, it can be so weird. Love your honesty!
Yasssss! Youtober is amazing. Daily queen in my life.
Who WOULDN'T go on a road trip with Kalyn?!
I was wondering about the title during the first part of the video and was waiting for something to happen to you to have it make sense. I really appreciate that you included in the end how you were feeling anxious for no reason, still enjoying yourself, but weren’t feeling the best. It reminded me that one, most of the times we only see people’s highlights and two, that even when I am anxious I can appreciate the activity I am doing! Love love love 💕
That was so fun!!! ❤️
I ve been waiting for this like kids wait for Christmas morning :) Vlogs are my favorites !!! 💛💛💛
Your vlogs are an art form 😭 just so physically and aesthetically pleasing. You can tell how much work goes into these, they're beautiful!
This may echo what others are saying but it's true! You are an inspiration, especially to those who have anxiety. I grew up with it and still struggle but seeing what you post and how active you are and what you accomplish makes me feel like I can overcome things too. When you started talking about panic attacks I got teary eyed because of how much it resonated with me. It's nice to see a youtuber like yourself share things like that. Love, love, love your videos! You're amazing 🌼
Thank you so much for mentioning the fact you do have problems. You are such an inspiration and knowing you’re open about these things with us means the world, especially when you give advice. I really needed to hear that, so thank you!!
You are so strong! And thank you for being honest
Kimberly 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Not your video, but the discription was exactly what I needed today. I feel so blessed for everything that happens to me right now- and still I feel horribly anxious today. And I don't even know why. But watching you made me feel a lot better. Thank your, Kalyn!
I cannot explain how much more i love and admire you after watching this video, just because you cared enough to take the time to share that not everything is as perfect as sometimes social media makes it seem. It really is easy to get sucked in and feel like you're the only one having a sucky boring life, and I find it so precious that you're always so honest. Personally, I find that you are fulfilling one of your lifegoals, which you once told was "to inspire", because you truly do that everytime for me. ❤️
Loved the end. Just shows your human ❤️ big hugs 🤗
Its so important to know online life is just one side of the coin and I love that you can remind people of that :)
Personally sometimes i feel its fair to say that having anxiety is such a downer at times, i notice when I travel my body doesnt have time to catch up to everything that is going on and thats why I feel physically anxious and get panic attacks on my holidays or fun trips. Mentally im good but sometimes my body just needs a chill day to catch up. I dont know if thats what happened to you but just wanted to share and say how impressed I am at the way you deal with your anxiety.
You cant remove anxiety its something you have to learn to live with and find a rhythm in life that works for you and your attitude towards your anxiety is such a huge part of growing and learning how to live with it as a part of you not controlling you but as a silent angel on your shoulder who sometimes whispers louder on the bad days.
Im babbling but just wanted to say your very inspirational and thank you for doing youtube, after I found your channel I learned so much about how peoples attitude and most importantly how my attitude affects me and my anxiety. You inspire to want to grow more, to be more than the shy little insecure girl I used to be. Thank you, I just wanted to say thank you
You're outfits were the bomb on this trip, fashionista! xo
I felt a really intense weird surge of emotion on the shot of our names in the book LOL miss u chick so much love ❤️
Your message at the end is important. Thank you for using your platform to talk about such relevant issues in today's social media driven world!
i love you so much! everything you do inspires me to keep pushing harder and puts me in the mindset of "if i want it, i can have it"
cam tenney ❤️agreed
Dear Kalyn, your videos have become one of my favourite videos to watch on youtube. Just love how you show us that yes life isn' t always easy and crappy things can happen and you can feel things that just don' t make any sense but instead of beating yourself up for it, you just allow it to just happen and just work through the hurdles and challenges, knowing that it will pass and knowing that life has so much more to offer and that life can truly be beautiful. I still have a long way to go, but I love these little reminders that are your videos. Much Love!
I really appreciate that you took the time to tell us about the bad parts of this trip. It's fun to see all the cool things you got to do and see, but like you said, it's easy to start wondering why our own lives aren't so perfect. Knowing that you have obstacles, too, but overcome them inspires me to live my own life as awesomely as you live yours despite my struggles! Love you!
Kalyn Nicholson, How can I thank you ? How can I describe how much you did change : me , my life , my attitude, my mind and even my body. You are the most amazing, beautiful person I've ever seen,
before knowing you ? Yes I hed dreams, but no goals, i was thinking but not with confidence, i liked my self but just when i am alone, but now you made me feel like I've never felt before even if I'm having my biggest problems right now but i am confident, I knew that after 3 years I'll go out of this country I'll go to my dream place (Toronto) with the most incredible men I've ever met , I wrote you more.... I really want to contact you and be able to speak with you just for once.... I love you so much you’re amazing ♥️ thank you Kalyn
yasmine bettayeb that's so sweet. Trust me she is a life changing
Thanks for sharing at the end Kalyn 💕💕
that Matt Corby song hit me right in the feels 💛 thank you for keeping it real Kalyn! embrace your emotions when they come, don't let them define you, we all go through ebbs and flows in life, the key is to be able to move on quickly and enjoy our short time here on this Earth... sending you so much love be well old friend ❤️❤️❤️
You're amazing and such an inspiration to keep powering through tough moments. You are such a "real" person, and deserve all the blessings in the world. :)
Totally agree about what you said in the description box and love this video
I love u so much Kalyn. I've been watching your videos for years and I'm so happy for you. Thank you for what you do--no matter what I'm going through your videos always make me happy. 💕❤️
You definitely changed my life!!!! My laziness is under control, i started my agenda 2 weeks ago and im happy that i followed it!!! You’re such an inspiration!!!! I love you so much!! Love from the other side of the world. 🇵🇭 philippines!! 💋💋❤️❤️💕
Thank you for being so honest and so real. You're a beautiful soul. Your trip looked incredible!
Native San Franciscan Yayyyy!!! wooo whooo, lovely video Kalyn! you have such a beautiful soul!
Was so excited to see another video was up! Love how real you are with us about anxiety. Thank you so much for youtober!! Currently in the middle of my own harry potter marathon just finished the third movie!
I love how you put it in the description:
"don't compare your bad days with someone's best ones"
Thank you so much for your openness about your anxiety while on your trip. I have really bad anxiety that comes out especially when I travel and sometimes I feel like I am the only one in the world suffering from it. I promised myself I'd never let my anxiety keep me from doing what I want to do, so I just accept it and push through it like you said. It makes me feel a million times better to know other people are going through it with me. ❤️❤️❤️
Tay D 👏🏽👏🏽❤️
This was a beautiful vlog. The clip at end resonated with me because I've just recently started to experience panic attacks with physical symptoms when I don't feel panicked mentally and it's so frustrating that they can come out of nowhere for no good reason when things seem relaxed at the time. I like how relatable you are and your take on working through them when they happen and just to continue on.
You're such an inspiration I love you and everything you make 💖
The note in the description box is everything ❤
I've just moved to London this weekend on my own and your videos are really lifting my mood. You
make me feel so positive!
You are awesome girl, thank you for always being honest and showing us your vulnerable, human side. You are beautiful and inspiring❤️
I understand feeling physically anxious but not mentally. It happens so much to me and it sucks because you know that there's nothing that you should be anxious about, but your body just seems to take over you
I actually discovered your channel through your piece on anxiety. I feel even today, mental health is still a subject that needs to be discussed more. UA-camrs, like yourself are inspiring when it comes to producing your own content; however, I assure you that UA-cam is great for hearing other creator's experiences when it comes to their mental health. Thanks for sharing! This video, like your others is so aesthetically pleasing.
Was just listening to sweater weather and crisp leaves and lattes before I and I love them ❤️❤️ they are the best ❤️ btw thanks for all these I know you work really hard on them ❤️❤️ love u
I have mono and am therefore banished to my bed for all of October, not even upset though because that means I get to catch all of your videos right away. Much love!!
Emilie Mies Rest up for sure. I hope that you recover as quickly as possible 😊
Emilie Mies Get well soon!
Thank you for sharing your life with us
Hi Kalyn
Thank you for your videous
I am 28 now and moved to Toronto around 6 years ago, started school .... met a guy we dated for over 4.5 years and everything seemed to be perfect.....however a little over a year ago I had to stop this because I could not keep doing one player game with him pretty much all "friends" were gone and here I am now working 8 to 5 job coming home and spending weekend fixing another thing in my house or smt fully alone..... Your work really keeps me pushing through this right now ........
Again thank you
I was feeling sooo much low today and then u posted this video! Can't thank you enough. Made my day!😘😍 God bless you!
Seeing your video in my notifications always bring a huge smile to my face! I aspire to be like you one day, you are truly such an inspiration for me
Also, I hope everyone reading this has a wonderful day today!
Kasey Chen love ur channel! 😍😍😍😍
Kalyn ! I would love to see a video of your exercise routine ! You're such an inspiration ❤️❤️
Amazing video ! We love you Kalyn the way you are ! We're all human, we're all the same. Sometimes we feel cool in our mind and nervous in our body ! I'm like that and don't understand why. But I think we're just human, sensitive... and alive ! Thank you for beeing a true person and thank you for sharing. Kisses from France !!!
I want your hair color!😭❤️❤️❤️❤️love the vibes in your videos!
Your honesty at the end of the video is why I love watching your content.
Omg! I watched allana's vlog yesterday where u appeared a few times and I swear I thought to myself "this girl is not feeling well". It's so crazy and horrible how anxiety comes and goes for no reason! I feel u girl 💜
Editing GOALS 💜🌙🍁✨🎃 I'm loving Youtober! Xxxx THANK YOU xxxx
Don't worry about the anxiety, It can be triggered by being more tired:) It also happens to me and it is as you said, you just got to sail it trough and accept what you're feeling. Congrats for your work !
Thank you for all the effort you put in to making videos for us 💕 you are a huge inspiration to me, especially with showing me how I'm not alone with my mental illness and that my life can be amazing in spite of it. Also, your spirit and love for fall gives me life 💕🍂🎃
Kalyn keeping it real as usual. Love you and love your videos so much. Also your vlogs are so well done... It's safe to say I am loving Youtober! 🍁🍂
Kalyn: My life isn't perfect
Yet everything looks perfect Your life is goals
You're one of the most pure human beings I've ever seen.
I LOVE HOW YOU ALWAYS OPEN UP WITH US, LIFE IS NOT PERFECT AND I REALLY LOOK UP TO YOU FOR YOUR STRENGHT FACING PANIC ATTACS AND ANXIETY ❤
You're my absolute favourite. You make any of my bad days that much brighter ☀ thank you x
Editing always on point ❤️
Your so amazing to watch! Very uplifting vibe, really appreciate your honesty about how as perfect as it all seems, you too can get anxious. You being genuine with your viewers makes me like you even more ;)
I love how inspirational and positive you are through everything and I love watching your videos! Also, I live very close to Decades of Fashion so I'm disappointed I didn't see you.
This is making me want to travel again so bad ! Reminds me when I got to go to New York over two years ago.Engrossing myself into other walks of life is something I enjoy and wish I could do freely.Thanks for sharing and letting me come along with you through the vlog 🍁🍂🎃
Your ability to embrace everything, especially yourself, makes you a terribly brave woman Kalyn. And to not trying to snatch on screen a perfect life as a watever-guru-youtuber should have is another great choice of yours.
You're so honest, and that's a beautiful thing. It's ok to not be ok😊
I loved it! Thank you Kalyn!!!!!!!!!
I just had an anxiety attack yesterday and I had one this morning and honestly it was so refreshing to hear your take on it. Thank you for including it in this great vlog c:
Watching every october video, you make my days ❤❤❤😭
i love you and your travel volgs!!
Thanks for adding that last part I am a sufferer from panic attacks too they're so scary. I'm still trying to find out how to navigate thru them. You should do a video on tips about that
I love you talking about your anxiety. Need that real-ness.
Thank you for always being so real with us, it's one of the many reasons why we all love you so much! xoxo
Looked up + Listened to the song u had playing during the part where you're working out. Loved it. You definitely have such a great taste in music! I love all minds but never heard too much of most kinds you love but have looked up and Listened to a few from your.videos and have loved them all. AGAIN totally love you and your style. You're so sincere and honest with yourself and your fans and I seriously loved it! Still feel like I have so much to learn more about u but I am so already grateful for coming across your channel and look forward to seeing more of your content. Deff liking every one.i watch lol. Hope my lengthy but full of love comments also brighten your day and or.night! XO love you and Bentley!! 💯💁👸🏼😆🤐😂💕🤗😘
No words can describe my love for this little ray of sunshine❤❤
Honestly I love you so much and everything you do. You are one of my favorite UA-camrs I can actually watch all of the time! I can relate to you on so many levels and I appreciate your videos more than you may think! Keep up with everything you do and stay beautiful❤️
You are absolutely wonderful. Thanks for being so authentic in every single video :)
Was waiting for this all day luv you so much 😊 (btw I HONESTLY JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN UNLIKE YOUR VIDEOS) 😳
I really admire you a lot. You're such a beautiful person, I so wish I had a friend like you
I noticed that you were a bit down in this video and I had wondered why until the end. I hope all is well now. It was a beautiful video ily so much
You do such a great! I love your Vlogs! Keep doing what you love!❤️❤️❤️
I love the editing on these vlogs and how honest you are!
Kalyn I love watching your vlogs! The amount of planning you put in to the whole process is probably crazy! The shots are so dynamic and interesting, and I'm learning so much from them! This is geeky but I'm actually studying from them when I make mine. When you said that you got to meet up with Canadian UA-camrs, I was thinking, dang I hope one day thats gonna be me! You're such an inspiration for my channel, and for Canadian youtubers. Sending my love from Vancouver
girl i cannot with you sometimes. your editing is SO GOOD. i'm getting all inspired over here and might make a video soon...
I love your videos so much! They always inspire me in one way or another, even when I'm feeling super down. Thank you for creating videos and being my inspiration : )
loved this vlog. how not to die is an amazing book. I absolutely looooved reading it. so many amazing insights in how foods affect our body and also very good tips for the practice. one of my favorite reads this year;) have a beautiful day. looove