Oh! Two comments. He's not alone, he has an undisclosed wife and family in another state. I've been told too that he refers to me as the third party. One day you will suddenly realise that you have lost me entirely through your own actions, and now you will forever be searching for me in other transient women. You have caused me terrible pain, when all I did was to fulfil our joint promise to look for you after reincarnation. I've loved only you for 35 years but to you I'm nothing but a joke. Someone to laugh at, mimic and talk down. I am going to move on, I hope I meet someone who will truly love me and that I can learn to trust and love too. After all this misery, uncertainty, being constantly lied to and cheated on its almost a relief for me to sit in silence in my home and drift off to sleep away some hours until I go to bed. I don't forgive you yet. It's too raw. One day I will and then I can forget who you were to me. Think of me sometimes, and also think about how you broke my heart. If you're on your own how did you catch another STI?
I completely understand him needing to follow his path in order to free / heal himself in order to reunite this connection. Just know im not going anywhere ill be right where you left me ... remember though, fidelity, honesty and transparency is crucial if he wants to reconnect with us. I am not afraid to go this alone he knows this. I am so deeply in love with my person i know it must of felt like i wasn't in my defense i am dealing with a shitload of problems that had been breaking me down. He is not strong enough yet to really help me with the damage he left behind. Everyday is a learning experience and its making all of us change im just blown away by my fear when it comes to my person coming towards me. Because im extremely cautious currently.. i feel like we had yo go through all the pain in order to heal and change the negativity so we can be as one again.
Oh! Two comments. He's not alone, he has an undisclosed wife and family in another state. I've been told too that he refers to me as the third party.
One day you will suddenly realise that you have lost me entirely through your own actions, and now you will forever be searching for me in other transient women.
You have caused me terrible pain, when all I did was to fulfil our joint promise to look for you after reincarnation. I've loved only you for 35 years but to you I'm nothing but a joke. Someone to laugh at, mimic and talk down. I am going to move on, I hope I meet someone who will truly love me and that I can learn to trust and love too. After all this misery, uncertainty, being constantly lied to and cheated on its almost a relief for me to sit in silence in my home and drift off to sleep away some hours until I go to bed.
I don't forgive you yet. It's too raw. One day I will and then I can forget who you were to me. Think of me sometimes, and also think about how you broke my heart.
If you're on your own how did you catch another STI?
I completely understand him needing to follow his path in order to free / heal himself in order to reunite this connection. Just know im not going anywhere ill be right where you left me ... remember though, fidelity, honesty and transparency is crucial if he wants to reconnect with us. I am not afraid to go this alone he knows this. I am so deeply in love with my person i know it must of felt like i wasn't in my defense i am dealing with a shitload of problems that had been breaking me down. He is not strong enough yet to really help me with the damage he left behind. Everyday is a learning experience and its making all of us change im just blown away by my fear when it comes to my person coming towards me. Because im extremely cautious currently.. i feel like we had yo go through all the pain in order to heal and change the negativity so we can be as one again.