I also live with chronic pain on opiates for around 12 hrs now, had 2 spine surgeries, bleeding ulcers and pancreatitis, many hospitalizations (sober 9 years), 😊 and have bad anxiety and depression treated with antidepressant and stress really affects my mental health as well. I hated school was bullied too but loved college. I’d be beside myself in your situation especially with the cats, plus I’m a homebody and hate being unsettled and in limbo. I’m a loner too and disabled my 44 y/o dear son is my caregiver. I love my cat and at one time I had 6 cats and 2 litters of kittens. I could listen to you talk all day.❤😊 I was a medical transcriber and biller/coder in hospitals/clinics for 35 yrs and am 64 with 4 kids and 7 grandkids.😮
Makeup is my therapy I don’t see a therapist so I play with and collect makeup and skincare, get beauty subscription boxes, physical book club and watch beauty videos and most recently overconsumption and low/no buy, project pan, Shawna Ripari being a fav of those types of videos.
@ I tried therapy and whilst it did work for a while it wasn’t something I thought would be more helpful long term. I love Shawna’s videos! I’m doing a full year of no but next year and her videos have been helping me get prepared! ❤
Maybe in the next few years you can find a doctor to do a hysterectomy wouldn’t that eliminate your endo pain? I’d search high and low for a doctor perhaps a female doctor to help you with that surgery.
Unfortunately they won’t do a hysterectomy for endo at my age because it’s not been proven to eliminate the pain. Basically because endo spreads around the whole body a hysterectomy would only get rid of endo that’s on the womb. Anywhere else it is would still be affected. Mine for instance, is suspected to be on my bowel and bladder so I’d still have pain from that. I begged for a hysterectomy and they said it would be a huge operation that would probably cause more problems than do good. It’s hopeless really.
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Omg, can’t believe I got a mention. U have made my day Laura 😊
You’re so welcome! Your comment really touched me so I’m glad you’re still watching lol ❤️❤️
I love hearing about people's favorite fragrances!
@@beautyandbeyond347 thank you so much for watching 🤎
I absolutely love The Lord of the Rings trilogy. Excellent choice
It’s such a comfort! Like a big bar of chocolate in a movie/book lol
Lovely video Laura, it was really nice to get to know you better, thank you so much for answering all these questions. I loved the make-up!❤❤❤
@@Aran24 you’re so welcome! I really enjoyed getting your questions, they were things I wouldn’t have thought to share off my own back! 🤎🤎
I also live with chronic pain on opiates for around 12 hrs now, had 2 spine surgeries, bleeding ulcers and pancreatitis, many hospitalizations (sober 9 years), 😊 and have bad anxiety and depression treated with antidepressant and stress really affects my mental health as well. I hated school was bullied too but loved college. I’d be beside myself in your situation especially with the cats, plus I’m a homebody and hate being unsettled and in limbo. I’m a loner too and disabled my 44 y/o dear son is my caregiver. I love my cat and at one time I had 6 cats and 2 litters of kittens. I could listen to you talk all day.❤😊 I was a medical transcriber and biller/coder in hospitals/clinics for 35 yrs and am 64 with 4 kids and 7 grandkids.😮
@@laurathemakeuphunter1915 replies below - I don’t think I hit reply to you specifically oops
Makeup is my therapy I don’t see a therapist so I play with and collect makeup and skincare, get beauty subscription boxes, physical book club and watch beauty videos and most recently overconsumption and low/no buy, project pan, Shawna Ripari being a fav of those types of videos.
@ I tried therapy and whilst it did work for a while it wasn’t something I thought would be more helpful long term. I love Shawna’s videos! I’m doing a full year of no but next year and her videos have been helping me get prepared! ❤
Fun fact: studies done on endometriosis: less than 400. Studies done on erectile dysfunction: over 16,000. 😳
@@RebekkaHay it’s disappeared off my UA-cam studio comments as well but I still have it on email so I know what the comment said! Thank you so much 😊
Maybe in the next few years you can find a doctor to do a hysterectomy wouldn’t that eliminate your endo pain? I’d search high and low for a doctor perhaps a female doctor to help you with that surgery.
Unfortunately they won’t do a hysterectomy for endo at my age because it’s not been proven to eliminate the pain. Basically because endo spreads around the whole body a hysterectomy would only get rid of endo that’s on the womb. Anywhere else it is would still be affected. Mine for instance, is suspected to be on my bowel and bladder so I’d still have pain from that. I begged for a hysterectomy and they said it would be a huge operation that would probably cause more problems than do good. It’s hopeless really.