To whomever actually wrote & recorded this You did a wonderful job. Wish you were getting the credit for your talents and bravery to share your experiences with the world. Either way great job
@@Liqoh idk how you couldn't lol i feel like deaf people must be listening to this shit or people who have never bothered to listen to one single other g eazy or post malone song lol this sounds so far from either of them these have to be bots
ava b i completely back your words that i just read. i have just been thrown hard by each word. it brought all many intense memories ive has to encounter within my life just so far
GOD IS GOING TO BLESS YOU FOR THIS G. YOUR NOT ALONE! AND THIS IS PURE HEART RIGHT HERE!!! AND THIS WILL BRING HEALING TO YOU HUN, STILL PRAYING FOR YOU!! AMAZING!!! LET GOD BE YOUR HEALING!
😢❤ beautiful song man. Brave lyrics. Not many people would wanna put that out there like that. Props to you. This hits a bit close to home to me so I appreciate it
Dude just hit home with this one. I'm in recovery and this past year I finally truly started speaking out loud about my own childhood where I got molested. Damn I needed to hear this.
Clean off heroin after 30 yrs finally got clean 2+yrs ago and yes I'm a lot better these days but the depression after is awful,look after you're mental health man.✌️❤ Tc brother ✌️❤
@@bekiloutaylor5890 you do you bro,no one else will especially the freinds you thought you had. Every day brings struggles you'll get past them just keep doing you. Good luck brother. 😊✌️❤
I died. Hit by a car. Going 80 miles an hour. 14 surgeries later, and 9 operations, and physical therapy, actual therapy, a few iron rods, ptsd, night terror’s, complex freezes no one understands. After all of that. I learn about the medical debt I’ll never be able to pay off. And have to deal with the surgical scars, no partner is ever going to want to look at, after a good loving night. You win your life back just to realize. Is this actually your life? Yah. Not okay.
Wow just when I thought I'm broken in pieces I read this and realize I take shit for granted. Everyone is going through something.. but there's always someone going through something worse. Something most people couldn't handle. Keep your head up don't let that crown fall off. Someone will love you for you not what you have on the exterior. It truly is what is beneath. Someone could be "perfect" but have a horrible personality and no morals. No one will want some one if they don't feel comfortable and loved by that person.
If a comment ever was to feel like i wrote it myself, this would be it. 1998 hit by a jet ski while on another. Given less than 2% of surviving when finally arrived to hospital. Guinea pig for 2 surgeries they now use and am in the medical almanac due to the injuries. Surgical scars and man made applications now show my battle story. Been left for other women more times than i know. Suffer PTSD depression and numerous other demons. We may not be "okay" but we are not alone. Hello fellow survivor! Let's know we do have someone in this world that DOES understand
Honestly reading this just goes to show how strong we truly are, debt shouldn’t be what you pay attention to when you got the gift of being here still. I think truly one day you will be happy it just takes time and patience
@@darkheartlost5826 Nice to meet you as well! If you ever feel alone... Just comment here and I'll be your reminder that you never are. Stay strong my friend. Find the beauty in the struggle. Cause it's there, look, we're now new friends.
Once a wise man said “when you’re happy you enjoy the melody, but when you’re broken you understand the lyrics” enjoy this raw song from Zimbabwe 🇿🇼 Mt Darwin
Damn...this song hits hard Got me in my feelings 😪 so beautiful. Facts tho. We will all eventually heal from our own trauma. I'm a survivor . Not a victim .I win ....always.
This hit me hard. I'm going through so much, and when I find music that speaks to me on this level it helps so much. ❤️ I am sending love and healing to everyone that's not okay. ❤️
Be strong... Like that song goes by lil wayne, "Can't be broken"... You can't break the unbroken, that verse Always gives me strength. Helps me thru my best friends death, which is SO hard for me.. cuz I feel so lost now. You're gna be ok tho chicky❤️
Sister I have been going through it also... You be strong please ok??? We will make it God will work it out for us... it's like WOW just a brake just one.... It's don't seem like it but... I promise we change this changes.. If you need to talk I'd be happy to talk or just listen..... I sometimes find myself in silence it helps a lot..... just look around at all this wildness out there..... remember Your just here for a moment. Don't get overwhelmed
I feel like this tells my childhood I couldn't tell anyone. To everyone that's been through this keep your head up high one day we'll be okay I'm 35 and sometimes I'm not okay but I keep pushing my past will not win
Geçmişin zaten hep kaybetti ama sende kaybedeceksin bu sefer beraber kaybetmenin ne demek olduğunu öğreneceksiniz benim zaten senden dolayı kazandığım olmayacağı belli olduğu için beraber kaybetmeyi hedeflenmiştim yada beraber kazanmaliydik ama sen ilk olan tercihte ısrar edeceğinden şüphe etmediğim için ve benimde böyle bi sona yalnız gitmeye niyetimin olmadığı için kararlarına saygı duyup senin Zafer çığlığı atacağım diye beklerken yikilisini izlemeyi tercih ettiğim için bi anda tuzbuz etmedim herseyi istediğim şey tam olarak bunları görmekti o yüzden jeniie için son bu yazıyon bakim asıl hepimizin sonu neydi yasayinca anlarız sen ne kadar inat ettiysen et benim inadimda amacimda artık bambaşka haydi bakim ben sonumu yaşamaya hazırım ya sen ve diğerleri hazırmi, ?
Praises to GEazy for being vulnerable and strong enough to say what he said about his abuse in childhood!!! You just made a way for all the other men that have this kind of wound to heal!!!!!!! ❤
This hits hard 😢💔 feels like theirs no escape been through EVERYTHING 😢😢feels like this song was written on my life 😢for me so many survivors out there my heart is with you all
It's amazing what a young child can suppress an keep tucked away.. it's when you become a man and have children of your own and bearing the responsibility to protect them an willingness to do ANYTHING to make FEEL safe that it comes to haunt you. Your past becomes the predator and you feel like the prey all over again. That fucking struggle is real
@@BrassMunkyBallistics that’s the worst part as a mamma to 3 girls I couldn’t even trust my own family!! It happened to me as a child and I wouldn’t leave my kids with anyone I didn’t trust anyone bar family and then a family member goes and does that to my baby at 3 years old which lead to my mamma ending her life through it it’s a never ending Fckin cycle that haunts me every single day 🥺😭 this world is so fcked up but I’m still standing and my girls are too together we will make it through my heart is with all of you ❤️
Mamma mia ..i feel like they know me ,and i think soo manybpeople think exactly what i feel ! Im not okay too... i Send a big hug to that people.. everythings can change and be' okay.. ciao from italy
This music is like therapy to me. That's basically what I went through. You would've thought I'd write down some lyrics like this and put it in a song. Words cannot even describe.
Same man. I do got a half written song I done a few years ago. 5 thru 10 and a little past then. I stand with who hasn’t spoken up. I hope this gives more men the confidence to speak up
Bunun böyle acı çekmesi bana terapi gibi geliyor zevk alıyorum diyordu bundan ve bu şekilde düşünen birinin bunları yapmasına göz yumuyordu ıdil yeliz ne güzel valla Allahım bunları görüyor biliyorsunuz dimj yada bilmeniz de bişey degistirmiyor doğru bile bile aynı suçu süreklilik haline getirmek gibi kötü huylu insanlar vardı etrafımda ve beni ozgurlugumden etmenin bana eziyet olmanın dışında normal bi hayatları yoktu uyurum uyanıp beni dikizlemek ve yaşadığım hayatta ki insanlara ulaşıp bana en zor olan ne varsa bunu yaşatmak dışında bi amaçları olmayan hasta insanların oyuncagi olmuştum Rabbime havale ediyorum ve biliyorum ki bu günahlarınız in bedelini fazlasıyla odeyeceksiniz
I can’t stop replaying this. My whole life I’ve felt so alone, and dealt with this and more I never want to to about. This made me feel like I wasn’t alone so thanks whoever wrote this. Keep putting stuff like this out there for people like us.
I'm 55- yrs & I relate to this song & your comment too. What sucks is most of the time the people that feel this way end up suffering more than most. The up side is this does give opportunity to grow and connect deeper to the things you love + the people you allow in can be life long friends. Its hard & at times it can feel like urs all too much. Just be careful not to isolate away from life. Best of luck. Never stop looking up❤ !
For the moment I can’t say too much, but if this ain’t real life, I don’t know what is. MUSIC DOES HELP US AND SOMETIMES IT SAVES US SO THANK YOU SO MUCH From the bottom of my heart thank you that’s all just thank you
We ALL Hude the HURTS and TRAGEDIES that make us feel SHAME for, makes us Hate ourselves or hide ourselves from the World, but this song touches my Soul, and makes me feel Hope, that one day the HEALING will come.........🙏🙏🙏
I was raped by my brother when I was 7. It happened every time my parents left the house and went on for about a year -year and a half. I never told anyone about it for 7 more years, I was trying to be a good little brother, I still looked up to him. He never saw me the same, it was always about his girlfriend and her little brothers. He left home the night of my 14th birthday and that's when I finally realized he was never going to view me as a brother or a person, I didn't need to defend him anymore. I never took him to court even though there is no statute of limitations in my state, but I wish I did. He lives behind an elementary school, daughter, and I'm sure a few other small children in his wife's family. We told her about him and she doesn't believe us. I just hope he's not hurting anyone else. On the pluse side to my abuse, I can help others who have gone through it; I still have hard days but I can help others with my own experience, like my little sister who is also a survivor. It's a long and lonely road but if you need help it's out there.
I couldnt imagine how hard that situation wouldve been holding that in then when you do come out and let it known no one believes you. I was molested at 6 y.o. but it was by my parents drug dealer and i told my parents that same day and i only remember them yelling about what to do then that night i got a bunch of new toys from the store and nothing was ever said about it and no cops of social workers etc so i held that in until about 5years ago and it made my family tear up because they never knew and im 35y.o. now and my moms still addicted and my entire family dont have anything to do with her i also have 2 younger sisters and i think they went threw similar but ive never tried talking to them about it. I wish i could help kids who have gone threw this because i relate and feel i could make a difference
To you and anyone that had their innocence stolen as a child. Had your trust broken, your vulnerability taken as a child, just known it wasn't your fault. You aren't damaged. You aren't all the awful things you may feel at times. I pray your heart and soul is healed. That all guilt, shame, unclean, insecurities, trauma, heartbrokeness and anything else negative from that person and experience leaves you in Jesus name.
Wow. This song took the words out of my mouth. Everything my heart is feeling right now, sitting in my car, tears rolling from a lifetime of pain and feeling non-existent, not good enough, and i am here with no purpose. Wow. Someone actually gets me.
Wow.... the words in this song are so so relevant to my childhood story. Luckily I was able to transmute my traumas & incest rape by a brother growing up. I now am no longer ashamed or guilted by the people who abused me when I was vulnerable. I now make videos about how I transformed my life in hopes to help the one's who need to hear a relatable story & trust that it will be okay. ❤🙏❤
The courage and strength this took is indescribable! Thank you so f*ckin much for singing it LOUD! Every day is another day to regain your strength and be exactly the AMAZING human you’re made to be!
Can’t get enough of this masterpiece! It explains each & everyone of us! We’re trying to survive, we’ll find our paths soon and live the life to the fullest! I love you guys please be good to yourself!..
Sana ve brona son sözüm baş yapıtlar asla ölmez ler ve unutulmaz hafızaya kazinacak eserleri sanatçıların dünyasında hep vardır sizler bunu acı Hatıralar ve pismanliklarla izleyeceğiniz için mümkün olası şekilde unutmayacaksiniz zaten hoscakalin 🙋
💙💙💙💙💙 Such tragedy's made into a beautiful song. I've suffered and still am with my mental health for years and recently it's just been though. the only time I find peace is when I'm sleeping. Daily life Is just a struggle and I'm so thankful for music like this, cuz once my 🎧 are in I turn it up full and block out everything. Some people will never understand how soothing it is to hear a song play in your ears and tell you it's going to be ok. 💙💙💙💙💙
So Beautiful and resonating within my life today. God is so awesome. You are so talented and blessed. Thank you and those involved in helping others through your gifts luv. You are appreciated 100%💚🦋
Beautiful testimony beautiful song I'll be praying for you or those that struggle like this I can relate to this meaning occasions in my life love you post Malone honey Rose
I can relate to the song more than anybody will ever know therefore I think it's a beautiful song thank you for whoever sent it to me. God bless you all!
Verse 1: I'm writing you now to let you know That everything will be alright I can't erase the pain you've felt But I'll be here to hold you tight Chorus: How are you tonight, my love? Tonight is your night to shine I'll be your rock, your guiding light Together, we'll make it through this time Verse 2: I want to make you stronger To help you heal and move on Your love is like a beacon Guiding us through the storm Chorus: How are you tonight, my love? Tonight is your night to shine I'll be your rock, your guiding light Together, we'll make it through this time Bridge: I'll wipe away your tears And chase away your fears With you by my side We'll conquer any tide Chorus: How are you tonight, my love? Tonight is your night to shine I'll be your rock, your guiding light Together, we'll make it through this time Outro: So hold on tight, my dear I'll always be right here How are you tonight, my love? Everything will be alright.
Again...one of the BEST songs I've ever heard and unfortunately do not get to give the props to the amazing person that created this work of art...This has inspired me and so many other people...❤️
@@heatherblair1626THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I have honestly waited for someone to let me know...I just now subscribed to enkay47...he is an ABSOLUTELY AMAZING artist! God bless him for bringing this stigma out of the closet!
This song kicked ass the very first time in heard it but being a musician I was just listening to the music at first and it put me in an era of that sound of music instantly and the crazy thing about it is I didn't even listen to the lyrics at first and what's even crazier than that the first time I heard this song was 5 years ago and it's still have that effect on me that listeners had when it first came out kick ass job we need more
Thank you for making a song that shares so much of me. The vulnerabilities that people in my life either say it didn't happen or just don't speak about it, leave it buried. They'll never understand how it's killing me inside, has been for over 50 years 💔 still have not a soul too lean on, not even the face in the mirror...she's fading away.
It’s okay not to be okay. That’s what God, Our Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit Are for … Seek God with our whole heart, and over time healing comes through God. To those struggling with having been raped and molested, Christ understands is an ADVOCATE TO THE FATHER for Grace, Mercy, and Healing …
Verse 1: I'm drowning in my thoughts Can't seem to find a way out Feeling lost and alone I'm trapped in this endless doubt Pre-Chorus: I try to put on a smile But inside I'm falling apart I'm screaming for help But no one can hear my heart Chorus: I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape I'm suffocating in this pain I'm reaching out for a lifeline But it feels like I'm going insane Verse 2: I'm tired of pretending That everything's alright I'm tired of hiding Behind this facade of light Pre-Chorus: I try to hold it together But the cracks are starting to show I'm breaking down slowly And I don't know where to go Chorus: I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape I'm suffocating in this pain I'm reaching out for a lifeline But it feels like I'm going insane Bridge: I'm screaming out for help But no one seems to hear I'm drowning in my sorrows And I'm consumed by fear Chorus: I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape I'm suffocating in this pain I'm reaching out for a lifeline But it feels like I'm going insane Outro: I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape But I'll keep fighting through the pain I'll find my way out of this darkness And I'll learn to love again.
Can we please go home? Im not sure how much longer i can hold on to this cliffs edge im dangling over. We need each other. I forgive you please i need help, my babies need help. Please we are not doing good we need a miracle, a hero. Im scared.
I'm not okay...my whole life..has never been okay! Thank you for the song..ive died twice..run in front of a car..suicided 38 times..exceptance..love my mother threw me away at 13..ive been pushed around my whole life!! The love of my life..left me came back 9 months ltr..he has had his own demons to deal with..his back..i asked God please send me the one and God sent him back to me..THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER...
There’s no escape I deal with this everyday that’s why I’m alone in my car in the dark too… that’s the message and thank you for it. Not everyone is willing to expose themselves and not everyone judges. That’s why my family and I aren’t always related by blood because two friends will always have my back and understand me it’s just about finding the perfect person like the needle in the haystack. You and I, like others. We are so much alike it’s scary. I’ve never met you but your music helps me. And I’m incredibly grateful and proud of you 👍 ❤ We can all be okay together with just t he fact that we have others like us Thank you so much Posty! It’ll be okay we need to love one another and not judge. Your music is beautiful and you are very talented . Im here as a fellow non judgmental person and listener sending all my love to you friend ❤❤❤❤
I felt this. Remember riding the bus home blood stained my pants my virginity stolen and my soul broken at 15 ashamed of myself feeling lost and stuck wanting to die I convinced myself I was a women now too accept the damage it’s not okay. Song hits hard for those who keep there silence it only kills you slowly over time.
It will be but will we be ok in time. Im 46 and it happened to me when i was 7. And to my misfortune it happened to my son as well. Its a generational curse that im trying to do away with before one of my grand babies to be have to go thru such an ordeal. Im not okay but i look forward to when i will be. Got to keep our heads up and know what they took doesn't make us. Its how we surpass the thing that are meant to break us. Even if you fall you can always get back up. God bless you all. My prayers go to you all. Lots of love from me to you.❤
This song hits hard means a lot keep strong all we’re all in this together thru it all I own a mental health page on Facebook and have messenger and WhatsApp groups for people who need help and are struggiling stay strong kings and queens 🙏
THIS IS NOT WHO THE TITLE SAYS IT IS!!!! I am sick and tired of creators click baiting and not giving credit where credit is due. THIS IS NOT POST MALONE AND G EAZY.........IT'S ENKAY47
I hope whatever anyone is dealing with I hope this song find you peace comfort an none judgmental love 💕 as someone who was sexual assaulted an my best friend being raped my brother in law was also molested at a very young age and if you would see this man he is 6 foot tall and about 200 solid pounds the biggest gentle giant sweetheart you have ever met in your entire life literally will give you the shirt off his back and walk in the rain to see that man hold so many secrets in and break down in his 50s about what happened to him in a childhood this song just gives light to so many young men that have been sexually assaulted that have been raped or have been molested it’s not your fault it’s not OK and it shouldn’t happen to you but suffering in silence will kill you the stress alone will give you a heart attack if not send you into a spiral of depression please seek help There are therapy apps online there are groups that you can join there are so many people that you can talk to to get the resources to help you heal this song is absolutely beautiful and literally has me crying this morning thank you for writing this thank you for being brave enough to speak out about this and thank you for writing such a beautiful song
I left home (rather ran the 100 yard dash to get out of my dad's abusive household). It's insane because after I left and went into the Army; I ran into a young lady that I use to babysit. She said "We made phone calls on your behalf; but the small town we lived in that shit was swept under the rug". The First Assembly of God Church just laid back and no one helped. The stuff I endured made me stronger, but I still get night terrors, flashbacks, etc ...and then you add deployments and my head/heart are still healing, thanks to my saviour. Whomever I am speaking to RUN TO GOD! He has a purpose and he will use you for his glory just hang on...God bless
Every day is struggling but I've keep my faith. I just want to black the memories away and believe God's removing them. It's been hard without but knowing your okay makes me smile. The past is called the past for a reason I forgive everyone that has hurt or even harmed me God is working on that pain every moment of the day.
This is know lie 👌 wow I keep trying .....someday all will be 👍 good It has help Brother...... Keep it Flowing .. Your right on it... Cherish to moments ✨️... They make a story......
OMG... Thank you!!! I recently posted a little of my past being molested and more for years by a family member to help others. I just came across your song and you touched my heart!! Thank you!!!
This shit actually hit me hard. I know the feeling of it all and never feeling like your good enough for anyone. This actually made me 😭😭😭. To the song writer… you did a great job. Your brave and 👏.
It sucks when you can relate to something so terrible... Growing up was terrible for me cause of ppl I trusted ppl my mom trusted. Everything came out recently I'm in my late 20's n finally feel like it's off my shoulders n out my heart ... It's true what they say. Forgive them, not for them but for YOU! You will find peace n learn to move forward, dnt let it weigh you dwn!🙌🏻
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who is this for
Abused
NF needs to be in this song.
or maybe you stop stealing smaller artists songs and passing them off as artists who it clearly is not
To whomever actually wrote & recorded this
You did a wonderful job.
Wish you were getting the credit for your talents and bravery to share your experiences with the world.
Either way great job
Enkay47 is the real artist.
Wow you saw right through the scam before everyone else
@@Liqoh idk how you couldn't lol i feel like deaf people must be listening to this shit or people who have never bothered to listen to one single other g eazy or post malone song lol this sounds so far from either of them these have to be bots
@@Liqoh UA-cam comments can be incredibly astute at times
ava b i completely back your words that i just read. i have just been thrown hard by each word. it brought all many intense memories ive has to encounter within my life just so far
GOD IS GOING TO BLESS YOU FOR THIS G. YOUR NOT ALONE! AND THIS IS PURE HEART RIGHT HERE!!! AND THIS WILL BRING HEALING TO YOU HUN, STILL PRAYING FOR YOU!! AMAZING!!! LET GOD BE YOUR HEALING!
😢❤ beautiful song man. Brave lyrics. Not many people would wanna put that out there like that. Props to you. This hits a bit close to home to me so I appreciate it
You're not alone brother stay strong if there's anything you need we are here for you
This is my track I’m not okay, thank you. ❤️
Love bby💙💎🤍
Are you okay?
Same here. You did nothing wrong.
Dude just hit home with this one. I'm in recovery and this past year I finally truly started speaking out loud about my own childhood where I got molested. Damn I needed to hear this.
Clean off heroin after 30 yrs finally got clean 2+yrs ago and yes I'm a lot better these days but the depression after is awful,look after you're mental health man.✌️❤
Tc brother ✌️❤
@@petercurrie8047well done bro! Proud of you! In recovery myself ODAAT ❤
@@bekiloutaylor5890 you do you bro,no one else will especially the freinds you thought you had.
Every day brings struggles you'll get past them just keep doing you.
Good luck brother. 😊✌️❤
@@petercurrie8047 thanks mate you too. Stay blessed bro x
@@SobrietyWon1 its like listening to your life story for me x
Bless
Molested by someone you trusted is a trauma that you will carry untill you die..
Sometimes you felt okay ..,
but it's really NOT OKAY..😢😢
too true how do we get through something like that together is better talk about it with others with same issues of evil intentions
God bless you
I died. Hit by a car. Going 80 miles an hour. 14 surgeries later, and 9 operations, and physical therapy, actual therapy, a few iron rods, ptsd, night terror’s, complex freezes no one understands. After all of that. I learn about the medical debt I’ll never be able to pay off. And have to deal with the surgical scars, no partner is ever going to want to look at, after a good loving night. You win your life back just to realize. Is this actually your life? Yah. Not okay.
Wow just when I thought I'm broken in pieces I read this and realize I take shit for granted. Everyone is going through something.. but there's always someone going through something worse. Something most people couldn't handle. Keep your head up don't let that crown fall off. Someone will love you for you not what you have on the exterior. It truly is what is beneath. Someone could be "perfect" but have a horrible personality and no morals. No one will want some one if they don't feel comfortable and loved by that person.
There is HOPE for you! Don't give up!
If a comment ever was to feel like i wrote it myself, this would be it.
1998 hit by a jet ski while on another. Given less than 2% of surviving when finally arrived to hospital. Guinea pig for 2 surgeries they now use and am in the medical almanac due to the injuries. Surgical scars and man made applications now show my battle story. Been left for other women more times than i know. Suffer PTSD depression and numerous other demons. We may not be "okay" but we are not alone. Hello fellow survivor! Let's know we do have someone in this world that DOES understand
Honestly reading this just goes to show how strong we truly are, debt shouldn’t be what you pay attention to when you got the gift of being here still. I think truly one day you will be happy it just takes time and patience
@@darkheartlost5826 Nice to meet you as well! If you ever feel alone... Just comment here and I'll be your reminder that you never are. Stay strong my friend. Find the beauty in the struggle. Cause it's there, look, we're now new friends.
I can so relate to this. I have goosebumps on me. I've been trying to find the words to explain what I deal with daily. Great song!
Il second that !
I third that
Once a wise man said “when you’re happy you enjoy the melody, but when you’re broken you understand the lyrics” enjoy this raw song from Zimbabwe 🇿🇼 Mt Darwin
That is brilliant!
Damn...this song hits hard
Got me in my feelings 😪 so beautiful. Facts tho. We will all eventually heal from our own trauma. I'm a survivor . Not a victim .I win ....always.
That's right!
YESSSS ❤❤️❤️💯
Kazanmak mi şimdi çok zor ve anlamsız
This hit me hard. I'm going through so much, and when I find music that speaks to me on this level it helps so much. ❤️ I am sending love and healing to everyone that's not okay. ❤️
Be strong
Thank you 😊...sending love back to you ❤️🤗
Be strong... Like that song goes by lil wayne, "Can't be broken"... You can't break the unbroken, that verse Always gives me strength. Helps me thru my best friends death, which is SO hard for me.. cuz I feel so lost now. You're gna be ok tho chicky❤️
Sister I have been going through it also... You be strong please ok???
We will make it God will work it out for us... it's like WOW just a brake just one....
It's don't seem like it but...
I promise we change this changes..
If you need to talk I'd be happy to talk or just listen.....
I sometimes find myself in silence it helps a lot..... just look around at all this wildness out there..... remember
Your just here for a moment. Don't get overwhelmed
@@cruzitacandelaria3865
Amen 🙏
I feel like this tells my childhood I couldn't tell anyone. To everyone that's been through this keep your head up high one day we'll be okay I'm 35 and sometimes I'm not okay but I keep pushing my past will not win
Same! I refuse to lose! They took all they were getting from me when they sexually abused me, I can't let that shit hold me down
Your not alone
Geçmişin zaten hep kaybetti ama sende kaybedeceksin bu sefer beraber kaybetmenin ne demek olduğunu öğreneceksiniz benim zaten senden dolayı kazandığım olmayacağı belli olduğu için beraber kaybetmeyi hedeflenmiştim yada beraber kazanmaliydik ama sen ilk olan tercihte ısrar edeceğinden şüphe etmediğim için ve benimde böyle bi sona yalnız gitmeye niyetimin olmadığı için kararlarına saygı duyup senin Zafer çığlığı atacağım diye beklerken yikilisini izlemeyi tercih ettiğim için bi anda tuzbuz etmedim herseyi istediğim şey tam olarak bunları görmekti o yüzden jeniie için son bu yazıyon bakim asıl hepimizin sonu neydi yasayinca anlarız sen ne kadar inat ettiysen et benim inadimda amacimda artık bambaşka haydi bakim ben sonumu yaşamaya hazırım ya sen ve diğerleri hazırmi, ?
Put God first everything else will fall into place guard your heart and keep your circle. Small God bless.
24yrs later still find myself crying like I did the first night my bedroom door opened....... when does this end
Praises to GEazy for being vulnerable and strong enough to say what he said about his abuse in childhood!!! You just made a way for all the other men that have this kind of wound to heal!!!!!!! ❤
That ain't geazy
@@tannerschsexactly lol it’s Enkay47
BLESS his Heart ❤️
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This hits hard 😢💔 feels like theirs no escape been through EVERYTHING 😢😢feels like this song was written on my life 😢for me so many survivors out there my heart is with you all
God is your escape!!!
It's amazing what a young child can suppress an keep tucked away.. it's when you become a man and have children of your own and bearing the responsibility to protect them an willingness to do ANYTHING to make FEEL safe that it comes to haunt you. Your past becomes the predator and you feel like the prey all over again. That fucking struggle is real
@@BrassMunkyBallistics that’s the worst part as a mamma to 3 girls I couldn’t even trust my own family!! It happened to me as a child and I wouldn’t leave my kids with anyone I didn’t trust anyone bar family and then a family member goes and does that to my baby at 3 years old which lead to my mamma ending her life through it it’s a never ending Fckin cycle that haunts me every single day 🥺😭 this world is so fcked up but I’m still standing and my girls are too together we will make it through my heart is with all of you ❤️
@@BrassMunkyBallistics you got this buddy be strong you are a soldier a warrior a survivor just know you are in my thoughts 💭🥺🙏
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Mamma mia ..i feel like they know me ,and i think soo manybpeople think exactly what i feel ! Im not okay too... i Send a big hug to that people.. everythings can change and be' okay.. ciao from italy
God loves you.
This music is like therapy to me. That's basically what I went through. You would've thought I'd write down some lyrics like this and put it in a song. Words cannot even describe.
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Same man. I do got a half written song I done a few years ago. 5 thru 10 and a little past then. I stand with who hasn’t spoken up. I hope this gives more men the confidence to speak up
Bunun böyle acı çekmesi bana terapi gibi geliyor zevk alıyorum diyordu bundan ve bu şekilde düşünen birinin bunları yapmasına göz yumuyordu ıdil yeliz ne güzel valla Allahım bunları görüyor biliyorsunuz dimj yada bilmeniz de bişey degistirmiyor doğru bile bile aynı suçu süreklilik haline getirmek gibi kötü huylu insanlar vardı etrafımda ve beni ozgurlugumden etmenin bana eziyet olmanın dışında normal bi hayatları yoktu uyurum uyanıp beni dikizlemek ve yaşadığım hayatta ki insanlara ulaşıp bana en zor olan ne varsa bunu yaşatmak dışında bi amaçları olmayan hasta insanların oyuncagi olmuştum Rabbime havale ediyorum ve biliyorum ki bu günahlarınız in bedelini fazlasıyla odeyeceksiniz
I can’t stop replaying this. My whole life I’ve felt so alone, and dealt with this and more I never want to to about. This made me feel like I wasn’t alone so thanks whoever wrote this. Keep putting stuff like this out there for people like us.
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I'm 55- yrs & I relate to this song & your comment too. What sucks is most of the time the people that feel this way end up suffering more than most. The up side is this does give opportunity to grow and connect deeper to the things you love + the people you allow in can be life long friends. Its hard & at times it can feel like urs all too much. Just be careful not to isolate away from life. Best of luck. Never stop looking up❤ !
I relate to you
You're not alone! There's a light at the end of the tunnel *
I’m slowly learning to let my past go. I’m learning to live again❤
For the moment I can’t say too much, but if this ain’t real life, I don’t know what is.
MUSIC DOES HELP US AND SOMETIMES IT SAVES US SO THANK YOU SO MUCH
From the bottom of my heart thank you that’s all just thank you
This song is home for me on the daily! I know the pain in every word of this song. It’s a pain that you never get over….
God is with us, let him bring healing to your mind body and soul. I dont know you... but i love you
We ALL Hude the HURTS and TRAGEDIES that make us feel SHAME for, makes us Hate ourselves or hide ourselves from the World, but this song touches my Soul, and makes me feel Hope, that one day the HEALING will come.........🙏🙏🙏
I was raped by my brother when I was 7. It happened every time my parents left the house and went on for about a year -year and a half. I never told anyone about it for 7 more years, I was trying to be a good little brother, I still looked up to him. He never saw me the same, it was always about his girlfriend and her little brothers. He left home the night of my 14th birthday and that's when I finally realized he was never going to view me as a brother or a person, I didn't need to defend him anymore. I never took him to court even though there is no statute of limitations in my state, but I wish I did. He lives behind an elementary school, daughter, and I'm sure a few other small children in his wife's family. We told her about him and she doesn't believe us. I just hope he's not hurting anyone else. On the pluse side to my abuse, I can help others who have gone through it; I still have hard days but I can help others with my own experience, like my little sister who is also a survivor. It's a long and lonely road but if you need help it's out there.
I sympathize with your pain, dear stranger.
I couldnt imagine how hard that situation wouldve been holding that in then when you do come out and let it known no one believes you. I was molested at 6 y.o. but it was by my parents drug dealer and i told my parents that same day and i only remember them yelling about what to do then that night i got a bunch of new toys from the store and nothing was ever said about it and no cops of social workers etc so i held that in until about 5years ago and it made my family tear up because they never knew and im 35y.o. now and my moms still addicted and my entire family dont have anything to do with her i also have 2 younger sisters and i think they went threw similar but ive never tried talking to them about it. I wish i could help kids who have gone threw this because i relate and feel i could make a difference
Omg stay strong
To you and anyone that had their innocence stolen as a child. Had your trust broken, your vulnerability taken as a child, just known it wasn't your fault. You aren't damaged. You aren't all the awful things you may feel at times. I pray your heart and soul is healed. That all guilt, shame, unclean, insecurities, trauma, heartbrokeness and anything else negative from that person and experience leaves you in Jesus name.
Thank you
It really is hard not to feel like that, it took me a long time to heal, I’m still healing but the pain isn’t as bad, it’s hard to talk about still.
😢 sad too see
Thank you much love ❤️
Wow. This song took the words out of my mouth. Everything my heart is feeling right now, sitting in my car, tears rolling from a lifetime of pain and feeling non-existent, not good enough, and i am here with no purpose. Wow. Someone actually gets me.
I get you I feel the same way. I just exist in this cruel evil world
You are here for a purpose bc so am I...
@@jeananncunningham8493You are here for a purpose bc so am I...
Wow.... the words in this song are so so relevant to my childhood story. Luckily I
was able to transmute my traumas & incest rape by a brother growing up. I now am no longer ashamed or guilted by the people who abused me when I was vulnerable. I now make videos about how I transformed my life in hopes to help the one's who need to hear a relatable story & trust that it will be okay. ❤🙏❤
Oy
Thank you for sharing & I'm With you! Sending so much Love to you & ALL who have experienced this excruciating trauma. Amén 🙏🏻❤️🦋
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The courage and strength this took is indescribable! Thank you so f*ckin much for singing it LOUD! Every day is another day to regain your strength and be exactly the AMAZING human you’re made to be!
Can’t get enough of this masterpiece!
It explains each & everyone of us! We’re trying to survive, we’ll find our paths soon and live the life to the fullest!
I love you guys please be good to yourself!..
Sana ve brona son sözüm baş yapıtlar asla ölmez ler ve unutulmaz hafızaya kazinacak eserleri sanatçıların dünyasında hep vardır sizler bunu acı Hatıralar ve pismanliklarla izleyeceğiniz için mümkün olası şekilde unutmayacaksiniz zaten hoscakalin 🙋
The 1st few words gave me GOOSEBUMPS, and from that second on I knew this song was going to be killer.
💙💙💙💙💙 Such tragedy's made into a beautiful song. I've suffered and still am with my mental health for years and recently it's just been though. the only time I find peace is when I'm sleeping. Daily life Is just a struggle and I'm so thankful for music like this, cuz once my 🎧 are in I turn it up full and block out everything. Some people will never understand how soothing it is to hear a song play in your ears and tell you it's going to be ok. 💙💙💙💙💙
Of all songs I could click on when I turn on UA-cam. It was this song.. it's a beautiful song for anyone dealing wiith trauma.
AMEN
Describes my life to the T!!! Thank u for making this song!! Let's us know we aren't alone!
Me too! It's gets better
Ddaonte❤
Damn this song is my life story. Ur not alone guys, there is so much better things waiting for us in future. Lets all stay strong
Man how many stubborn people we got out here jamming to this song 🎵 ?! We ain't alone !!!!
So Beautiful and resonating within my life today. God is so awesome. You are so talented and blessed. Thank you and those involved in helping others through your gifts luv. You are appreciated 100%💚🦋
Beautiful testimony beautiful song I'll be praying for you or those that struggle like this I can relate to this meaning occasions in my life love you post Malone honey Rose
I can relate to the song more than anybody will ever know therefore I think it's a beautiful song thank you for whoever sent it to me. God bless you all!
Amen
Obrigado perfeita pra mim escutar sozinho no carro no alto da cidade na virada do natal e do ano 🙏😞✅
I haven't cried in a very long time. Damn this song hits to close to home
Verse 1:
I'm writing you now to let you know
That everything will be alright
I can't erase the pain you've felt
But I'll be here to hold you tight
Chorus:
How are you tonight, my love?
Tonight is your night to shine
I'll be your rock, your guiding light
Together, we'll make it through this time
Verse 2:
I want to make you stronger
To help you heal and move on
Your love is like a beacon
Guiding us through the storm
Chorus:
How are you tonight, my love?
Tonight is your night to shine
I'll be your rock, your guiding light
Together, we'll make it through this time
Bridge:
I'll wipe away your tears
And chase away your fears
With you by my side
We'll conquer any tide
Chorus:
How are you tonight, my love?
Tonight is your night to shine
I'll be your rock, your guiding light
Together, we'll make it through this time
Outro:
So hold on tight, my dear
I'll always be right here
How are you tonight, my love?
Everything will be alright.
Again...one of the BEST songs I've ever heard and unfortunately do not get to give the props to the amazing person that created this work of art...This has inspired me and so many other people...❤️
Mental health is not a bad thing, ❤️ sometimes you need to reach out. There is good people to help out 🙂
Listen I've done it to. Yr NEVER alone ☺️
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Enkay47 is the real artist and I don't understand why this hasn't been fixed to give proper credit
@@heatherblair1626THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I have honestly waited for someone to let me know...I just now subscribed to enkay47...he is an ABSOLUTELY AMAZING artist! God bless him for bringing this stigma out of the closet!
Hit saana biggie mahn 🔥🇿🇲🇿🇲
This song kicked ass the very first time in heard it but being a musician I was just listening to the music at first and it put me in an era of that sound of music instantly and the crazy thing about it is I didn't even listen to the lyrics at first and what's even crazier than that the first time I heard this song was 5 years ago and it's still have that effect on me that listeners had when it first came out kick ass job we need more
Probably not the song you're think of then. This song came out this year and the artist is enkay47. This is NOT g-eazy and post malone.
Thank you for being so strong and letting others know they aren't the only ones who hurt. Thank you so much ❤️
Thank you for making a song that shares so much of me. The vulnerabilities that people in my life either say it didn't happen or just don't speak about it, leave it buried. They'll never understand how it's killing me inside, has been for over 50 years 💔 still have not a soul too lean on, not even the face in the mirror...she's fading away.
Don't ever give up on ur self letting them win isn't worth what we have gone through
great song... and the words are amazing.
It’s okay not to be okay. That’s what God, Our Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit Are for … Seek God with our whole heart, and over time healing comes through God. To those struggling with having been raped and molested, Christ understands is an ADVOCATE TO THE FATHER for Grace, Mercy, and Healing …
Wow 😮😮😮, I love it hahaha 😍😂💯🤣🤣🤪😍😘✌️ amazing 💯🙏😘✌️😍🤪🥰
Is this enkay47?
Great artist. 👍❤️This song is relatable to many people.
Verse 1:
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Can't seem to find a way out
Feeling lost and alone
I'm trapped in this endless doubt
Pre-Chorus:
I try to put on a smile
But inside I'm falling apart
I'm screaming for help
But no one can hear my heart
Chorus:
I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape
I'm suffocating in this pain
I'm reaching out for a lifeline
But it feels like I'm going insane
Verse 2:
I'm tired of pretending
That everything's alright
I'm tired of hiding
Behind this facade of light
Pre-Chorus:
I try to hold it together
But the cracks are starting to show
I'm breaking down slowly
And I don't know where to go
Chorus:
I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape
I'm suffocating in this pain
I'm reaching out for a lifeline
But it feels like I'm going insane
Bridge:
I'm screaming out for help
But no one seems to hear
I'm drowning in my sorrows
And I'm consumed by fear
Chorus:
I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape
I'm suffocating in this pain
I'm reaching out for a lifeline
But it feels like I'm going insane
Outro:
I'm not okay, I feel there's no escape
But I'll keep fighting through the pain
I'll find my way out of this darkness
And I'll learn to love again.
WOW that hit hard thank u for being brave enough putting it out there so proud of you. Love your music keep it up your awesome
Why’s this not on Apple Music 😢
This song strikes the core, this song spits everything i wish i could to myself. So pure
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Guys! There is always an escaping door,which is In God. True peace and assurance 😊
Can we please go home? Im not sure how much longer i can hold on to this cliffs edge im dangling over. We need each other. I forgive you please i need help, my babies need help. Please we are not doing good we need a miracle, a hero. Im scared.
This music is very inspiring, I always listen to it in the car when I go to work 👌
I'm not okay...my whole life..has never been okay! Thank you for the song..ive died twice..run in front of a car..suicided 38 times..exceptance..love my mother threw me away at 13..ive been pushed around my whole life!!
The love of my life..left me came back 9 months ltr..he has had his own demons to deal with..his back..i asked God please send me the one and God sent him back to me..THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER...
There’s no escape I deal with this everyday that’s why I’m alone in my car in the dark too… that’s the message and thank you for it. Not everyone is willing to expose themselves and not everyone judges. That’s why my family and I aren’t always related by blood because two friends will always have my back and understand me it’s just about finding the perfect person like the needle in the haystack.
You and I, like others.
We are so much alike it’s scary. I’ve never met you but your music helps me. And I’m incredibly grateful and proud of you 👍 ❤ We can all be okay together with just t he fact that we have others like us
Thank you so much Posty! It’ll be okay we need to love one another and not judge. Your music is beautiful and you are very talented . Im here as a fellow non judgmental person and listener sending all my love to you friend ❤❤❤❤
Ok but i like it❤❤❤❤❤
I felt this. Remember riding the bus home blood stained my pants my virginity stolen and my soul broken at 15 ashamed of myself feeling lost and stuck wanting to die I convinced myself I was a women now too accept the damage it’s not okay. Song hits hard for those who keep there silence it only kills you slowly over time.
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This is not g-easy it's enkay 47....he's an amazing artist an needs his props. 🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Masterpiece!!
It will be but will we be ok in time. Im 46 and it happened to me when i was 7. And to my misfortune it happened to my son as well. Its a generational curse that im trying to do away with before one of my grand babies to be have to go thru such an ordeal. Im not okay but i look forward to when i will be. Got to keep our heads up and know what they took doesn't make us. Its how we surpass the thing that are meant to break us. Even if you fall you can always get back up. God bless you all. My prayers go to you all. Lots of love from me to you.❤
Who is actually singing this? This is actually real good.
Enkay47 - I'm Not Okay
"It's ok to not be ok"....."we struggle together so your never alone"
Even if you feel alone, the Lord is always with you!
This song hits hard means a lot keep strong all we’re all in this together thru it all I own a mental health page on Facebook and have messenger and WhatsApp groups for people who need help and are struggiling stay strong kings and queens 🙏
My soal crys
I feel this.....love it.
THIS IS NOT WHO THE TITLE SAYS IT IS!!!! I am sick and tired of creators click baiting and not giving credit where credit is due. THIS IS NOT POST MALONE AND G EAZY.........IT'S ENKAY47
I hope whatever anyone is dealing with I hope this song find you peace comfort an none judgmental love 💕 as someone who was sexual assaulted an my best friend being raped my brother in law was also molested at a very young age and if you would see this man he is 6 foot tall and about 200 solid pounds the biggest gentle giant sweetheart you have ever met in your entire life literally will give you the shirt off his back and walk in the rain to see that man hold so many secrets in and break down in his 50s about what happened to him in a childhood this song just gives light to so many young men that have been sexually assaulted that have been raped or have been molested it’s not your fault it’s not OK and it shouldn’t happen to you but suffering in silence will kill you the stress alone will give you a heart attack if not send you into a spiral of depression please seek help There are therapy apps online there are groups that you can join there are so many people that you can talk to to get the resources to help you heal this song is absolutely beautiful and literally has me crying this morning thank you for writing this thank you for being brave enough to speak out about this and thank you for writing such a beautiful song
I left home (rather ran the 100 yard dash to get out of my dad's abusive household). It's insane because after I left and went into the Army; I ran into a young lady that I use to babysit. She said "We made phone calls on your behalf; but the small town we lived in that shit was swept under the rug". The First Assembly of God Church just laid back and no one helped. The stuff I endured made me stronger, but I still get night terrors, flashbacks, etc ...and then you add deployments and my head/heart are still healing, thanks to my saviour. Whomever I am speaking to RUN TO GOD! He has a purpose and he will use you for his glory just hang on...God bless
Thank u so much❤
The lyrics hit harder when you relate to them…💔
Every day is struggling but I've keep my faith. I just want to black the memories away and believe God's removing them. It's been hard without but knowing your okay makes me smile. The past is called the past for a reason I forgive everyone that has hurt or even harmed me God is working on that pain every moment of the day.
This is know lie 👌 wow
I keep trying .....someday all will be 👍 good
It has help Brother......
Keep it Flowing ..
Your right on it...
Cherish to moments ✨️...
They make a story......
poooope
Thank you for this masterpiece!
ENKAY 47 is the real artist here!?!?!
OMG... Thank you!!! I recently posted a little of my past being molested and more for years by a family member to help others. I just came across your song and you touched my heart!! Thank you!!!
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This track has hit the very deepest part of my heart and soul thankyou thankyou thankyou feel like in the only one but not anymore post Geazy ty
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It's really hard waking up and have to pretend like everything is okay. 💔
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I don’t feel so alone anymore ❤that’s a huge thank you 🙏
Couldnt agree less with you
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From Nepal...
I literally cried so bad this made me feel I'm not longer 🥺 along thank you so much this song hit home and to my heart ❤️
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The best video, the best music, the best singers 👌🏼💜
I’m going thru shit and this song helps every time I need an awesome song
Hit me hard 😓 feelz on every level. Much love. We've got this 💔❤
I so love this song ❤️ I can relate to it that's why
Shout out for those in 2023 sitting alone in their car
This shit actually hit me hard. I know the feeling of it all and never feeling like your good enough for anyone. This actually made me 😭😭😭. To the song writer… you did a great job. Your brave and 👏.
I'm really not...
It sucks when you can relate to something so terrible... Growing up was terrible for me cause of ppl I trusted ppl my mom trusted. Everything came out recently I'm in my late 20's n finally feel like it's off my shoulders n out my heart ... It's true what they say. Forgive them, not for them but for YOU! You will find peace n learn to move forward, dnt let it weigh you dwn!🙌🏻
Enkay47 needs more recognition
This song it's a hit 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 can't wait to play it
Damn this song hit every nerve from beginning to end 😭 why does life have to suck so much
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