River water .... wow me too...!!! Lmao so true .... I am Sun Capricorn with Aries Lilith and right now... 4/9/20 our Lilith in Aries is in alignment with our Natal Lilith in Aries... wow... I understand now..!!
You nailed it! Anger with the world and ideologies are definitely negative aspects of my character. I feel passionately and fiercy about injustice especially when it comes to women's issues.
I couldn’t agree more! Sometimes I am afraid of my own anger particular towards men who abuse women. I can see how this energy ties in with my newfound interest and study of feminism
ME i found out my lilith is in aries (moon in scorpio) when i get angry, i have VERY strong urges to punch a wall, or to destroy something. i want the universe to feel my revenge for what it did! and 10 times/10 i can not go around breaking shit. ive had to learn how to cope with my anger in a slow and soft way, even though its a quick and fast energy.
@@starry7864 Count 1-10 and breath deep in through nose and out through mouth with pushed lips. 10 seconds is about how much time Aries ♈️ moves on from a spark ⚡️ of anger HAHA just like a toddler 😂
Loved the video, Hannah! I have this placement and the key for me is to get in touch with my anger and to express it. Now by that I don't mean yelling at people or getting into fights or something like that - I just have to really embody that aggression (in a healthy way) in order to process and let go of it, which helps Lilith to get into a state of equilibrium. Spent years trying to breathe, meditate, think it away (which is pretty much spiritual bypassing) and it didn't work for me. I believe that the majority of people walking our planet have a problem with suppressed anger since it is generally being perceived as a "bad" emotion that we're usually not allowed to express from an early age on. Emotions however are neither "good" or "bad" inherently - they're just emotions and they want to be felt and expressed. So everyone will obviously have a different way of dealing with that but since Aries is such a powerful fiery sign, I would highly recommend everyone with this placement to find a physical outlet for their anger/aggression - whether that is through sports, punching a pillow, doing body work (Somatic Experiencing is great!), etc. Whatever works best for you specifically (and which doesn't hurt you or other people of course). The minute you start owning your feelings and emotions (especially the ones deemed as "bad"), you start integrating them, which is essentially what healing is all about.
I have an Aries firend who is the embodiment of Lilith (she even has two Lilith tattoos) She is so much fun! I like hanging out with her because I can chill back and let my Venus energy fly.
Hahaha it is sooo true everything you said! And I can't help but laughing at myself listening to you exposing my deepest traits and feeling like finally someone understands needs such strong rooted in me. And I actually feel proud having this placement 💪 P. S. Hope no masculine man (I mean alpha male type) ever come near me, because all I feel about them is just desire to put them down and show them they could NEVER submit me! LOL but it's true
Aries Sun and Lilith. Totally resonates with me. I kinda always knew my gifts are my curse. Add scorpio rising to the mix 😂😂😂. Yeah, trust is a huge huge thing for me. Now I know why. Thank you! This is very helpful! ❤️✨🙏
Nowww i see why i'm always the dominate one in a relationship sexually and mentally ,i try my best to be submissive but they usually let me be dominate . I try to avoid violence because i become really dangerous when upset like i'll really hurt someone so i learned to control myself because when someone angers me i know exactly what i'm capable of to the point of killing someone . I'M NOT SAYING I WOULD but that exactly how i feel when i'm angry . I once got into a fight with a girl in 9th grade ,i blacked out coming to find out she had knots all over her head and lucily the teacher was there because i would have really hurt her badly ,i can become very dangerous . One time when i was younger me and my brother were fighting over a piece of paper,mind you i was doing my own thing . We so happen to be near the steps and i let go of the paper on purpose and he fell all the way down the stairs,hit his head and had to get stitches 🤦🏿♀️
My moon and Lilith are in Aries and my ex boyfriend and I broke up a month ago and I impulsively bought a bunch of clothes and used up like half the money in my bank account and then bleached my hair.
GIRL literally all my life I knew I had MAJOR aries energy but my entire western chart literally said no. but I was determined I figured out my Vedic soon and found Gemini sun Leo moon and Aries rising while in western I was a cancer sun and virgo moon Taurus rising which obviously looks opposite but Lilith in Aries just explains my need to be assertive and competitive so much wow this is why I like to pour my energy into fighting or like any sport
HA i love this! I have Lilith libra IN MY FIRST HOUSE, so weird combo! i LOVE being the boss!!! SUBMISSIVE IS G R O S S !!! but I want it to be BALANCED ! lol "spit them back out" love it.
Virgo ♍ sun sign Aquarius ♒ moon sign Gemini ♊ rising sign My lilith sign is Aries ♈. I get rejected a lot i do not like when someone take my freedom away from me and I do not have a time to wight for someone to text me back so i would call them
I think my black moon lilith and one of my other liliths are both in aries in 29 and 27 degrees and I think both conjunct each other either in 12th or 11th house. I am pretty active online usually and I think I like causing chaos I guess more online maybe though I don't like negativity too yet I like it at the same time. or negative attention online and I also have aries moon and venus conjunct in 11th house apparently though they're both in low degrees and pisces sun and mars and saturn
I wish there was an accurate breakdown of Lilith in Aries in the 8th house... I would give my soul for that. I still feel like something hasn't been covered and it's really dark. Like everything, when it's covered, and I hear the words... I feel it. It resonates. I feel cared for in some strange way. But I still feel something sitting backwards inside me, waiting, like it's not facing anyone until they say it. Maybe I'm just waiting for someone to say that the way I feel is true. I really am a monster... I wish I had the answer. But, on winning, because I can't cope with loss without hurting myself... I've left scars on myself for losing. I hit myself, bruise and make myself break down, and cry some times just because I can't accept it. I wouldn't let myself move on for four years, for a game, hold on - for a **game** - that pissed me off and made me feel small. I felt weak... Everyone there made me out to be a target. I'm no one's God damn victim. I'm the only one allowed to hurt me. I tore my finger the other morning... I got angry and started hitting something with a rock relentlessly until I saw blood, then I stopped, the sting slowly following after. I bled a lot... I left a trail to my doorstep. I'm not good at letting things go... I'm fucking terrible at it. I'm terrible at forgiving... I mean... I can forgive you, but I do things without realizing what the hell I'm doing, I grabbed a brick as I was imagining hitting this fucker who wouldn't leave my parents the hell alone and I guess I looked like I was going to do something because my dad stopped me. He would have understood, but I think he saw, I wasn't really there. I didn't even know I was holding the brick. I was just talking and I felt like I was falling asleep. What the fuck is wrong with me... help? Please? Can I not be this? And not be so angry constantly... I'm tired. I just want to relax. And be... not miserable. I literally warn people to just stay away from me because I worry about what could happen if we get close. I have for years, but now it's like it's for good reason, and I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing makes me feel anymore at peace. I feel like maybe it isn't even possible for me. Maybe the best thing I could do really is just using this to take on some big task. But what about after everything is done... and there's nothing left to fight for. Because I already did what I had to. Could we be friends...? Or am I really the freak that I feel I am. Because I really didn't want anything to be like this. I feel empty. I know I care, I know I'm compassionate, I still have a savior complex... I still feel like everyone is like a little baby wild rabbit waiting to be saved from a dog that wants to eat them. And I'm still me. Still human... I can still help. I can still lift anyone up... and take care of them so they can have a fair chance at life. I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. Am I supposed to be doing something? I feel like I belong in a war somewhere. But there's no one to fight... and maybe I shouldn't kill... maybe I can fight without hurting anyone that badly... I never really wanted to hurt anyone. I just started realizing that there really are horrible excuses for people out there. There is no one more dangerous than someone claiming that they know the truth when all they think they know are lies. I've only ever had people try to manipulate me into positions I couldn't get out of, and for years, I can't be altruistic forever... they keep trying to use me to a point of my own detriment. No one deserves anything... you earn it. You take the time to learn, you share it to help others along the way, and at the most - you hope they look back on you kindly. I never asked for anything. I just tried to get by on my own until I couldn't. My family has been generous in return because they've seen me for me. But... no one should be trying to force anyone into anything. I give because I care, I want everyone to win at whatever they aim for, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else or end up destroying the world... then I'm with you. I'm in. You have me. But why are so many trying to twist each other into these unspeakable positions of life, if you can even call it life anymore, if supposedly no one is purely bad. There has to be a point, a fair point that anyone can intervene to help, in anyway that allows them to actually have a positive influence. I'm a monster... and everyone's skin crawls around me. But you're killing each other. And I can't do the one thing I want nothing more than to do because you see me as the marks on me. Ugly. Wrong. Maybe I'm not good... but I know now that what I see in myself and what everyone else sees doesn't really matter when all my intentions are to help or save everyone... everything. I don't expect anyone to help me. I want to do everything on my own... I feel like I've grown in some way when I do. And the little flame in me becomes brighter as it dances around. I feel a little better in a funny way. But that's... it isn't enough when I know all the awful things that still happen. The world needs help. All of you. Why can't I... you act like you care, but you run as fast as you say you do, so how can you say you care. You never stay. I used to feel like I brought out the worst in everyone, but it makes sense to me now that isn't it, I'm just a reflection of what they give. If you're kind, I'm more kind to show I appreciate you, because it meant the world to me that anyone would give me a chance. And maybe I'll break a bone or two if you threaten my family. Okay. Maybe a little too much. But I let everyone know everything about me so they understand upon meeting. I crave that... but there's no connection. I've been told I always leave... but I'm always just around a corner so I can make sure I'm at least within earshot of you in case anyone tried to hurt you. You can't call me bad... I'm clearly, at worst, neutral. I'm just a mathematical point in an equation that no one cares to solve. So no one will ever know me. But I'm here. ...I wanted to help, I cared, maybe too much. Maybe I'm scary... okay. But you didn't give me a chance to prove that I'm good. How could you have ever known... you turned away to avoid me every chance you had. I had... it's been twenty-six years... one. Out of... trillions? How many people are there? ...were there... only one asked me if I wanted to be friends. And I froze. Panicked a little... and then I tried to be a good friend. And I guess I was. And I miss him... I hope he's doing better than I am. I hope everyone is, honestly, I feel like bleeding myself out in a bath tub right now. I sure fucking hope everyone is doing better than this. That would be pretty fucked up if they weren't. But... he was the only person that asked me if I wanted to be friends and do something together. We didn't get to do much... we played video games. Skated. Talked for hours. About life and things that we care about. It meant the fucking world to me and they were such simple things that feel so basic to do... what happened. Why the hell is everyone so afraid. Why are you afraid if you don't know something. Just try it. Try, damn it. Anyone can win if they try. ...just don't stop trying if you really want to win. I believe in everyone. You can do better than me. A lot better. I have hope... I have faith that things will get better before you even realize it. You just have to pause for a moment to see it. I honestly can't see myself doing any better any time soon, but that's alright, I'm just going to continue trying to grow so maybe I can be someone's friend again some day. Maybe I'll be seen for me and not as something I apparently come across as. ...I don't know, but either way, I'm leaving that there. ...if for some reason, I can't imagine why anyone would, but if you see this - here's a song I would have anyone listen to. Squarepusher - Goodnight Jade ...good night.
I soo wanna hug u right now I can be Ur friend !! I've been told that I'm pretty annoying but u'll get used to it btw u'll make a great writer if u like it
I also have the same placement Lilith in aries n in the 8th house but I wouldn't say I have that much anger maybe it's because of my other placement I'm an Aquarius moon so I'm quite detached when it concerns my emotions
@@thatbee1106 I don't know... I usually feel kind of obsessed (not in a "if I can't have you then no one can!" and then I kill you so no one can get you - not in that way - just in the sense that I always want to watch you and spend time with you because you're fascinating to me) with Aquarius moon people. Like 'Deftones' Chino Moreno. Who isn't obsessed with him, right? They're just fucking cool. I feel slightly jealous of them, or rather, I'm jealous of the people they like because I never feel like they want to be with me. Like, my little sister Abi, she has an Aquarius moon, and Mercury, and Venus... but anyway. She is like... super fun to be with. But if I say or do anything too crazy, then it's like this sassy little "Nathan...". And then I feel like I'm getting judged so hard so I just leave... leave for a few years, you know, come back when she finally gets past the grieving phase because everyone always thinks I'm constantly in danger... then I surprise her with a nice rose or something. And I'm like, surprise, motherfucker! And then that's when I tackle her... so anyway, long story short, I haven't seen my little sister since Christmas eve morning in 2013... hahaha... ;-;
@@n.3840 I don't know exactly what happened between u too but no argument is worth not seeing Ur loved ones for that long just try to contact her if u do miss her , u her gave plenty of time to forgive u for whatever u did that's if u even did something
Aries true Lilith and Picses Mean Lilith it's quite the mind fuck but I've been able to suppress thay hulk rage from finding passion in sports as a child then found martial arts and now MMA it helps so damn much but I guess my Picses mean Lilith helps me balance out myself to some degree bit I'm more confused I guess with the picses illusions,deep fantasy and day dreaming mixing with that Aries unconsious rage its a trip honestly lol and I'm a Cancer, Capricorn moon and scorpio rising
Hannah, I have been thinking about your urge to always do things fast. So you mentioned that your mum programmed this behaviour into you, right? I have a similar problem: My mom would always tell me to do things quicker as otherwise people will think I am unable to do anything and that I am of no use because of my spasms. This created tremendous stress and anxiety for me. I also wasn't allowed to make mistakes as my mum would then fly into a rage. So do things fast and make no mistake otherwise people will think of you as handicapped and incompetent and will get mad at you. Thats nice, right? So what I am currently experiencing is a change in perception which to me is uranus playing out in my 3rd house. I question wether my mom did this in my favour or because this is the truth of how the world works, or wether she treated me this way out of selfish motives. I tell myself my mom is a hardcore full-blown narcissist so make no mistake: She sees me as an extension of herself to reflect positively on her. My mom is also highly judgemental and what narcissists do they expect everyone in the world to be as judgemental and egotistical as themselves which does make her to be very paranoid. So by me not doing things fast enough accoring to her standards she feels threatened in her self-concept (which is extremely fragile) as she fears that me being not quick enough causes people to judge me as handicapped and incompetent and they will then negatively judge my mom for having created an incompetent and handicapped son....You notice how incredibily selfish and paranoid she is being here and that this isn't at all done in my favour to prepare me for the harsh world. It's all about her feeling treatened by me in her self-concept and nothing else. It's not done in my favour and it doesn't express the truth about how the world works. This programming has been very detrimental as when I do something and I have somebody whatching over me I become paralysed out of fear of critisism and then I really don't get anything done so it becomes a self-fullfilling prophecy. So I tell myself to not take what that cunt told me as a measuring stick as it wasn't done in my favour and does not express a truth about the world. It rather stems from highly selfish motives from a severly personality-disordered woman who is extremly paranoid and who sees herself treatened by me in her self-concept. The thing is whe automatically trust our parents and believe there must be some truth in what they are saying or how they act must be about us. But what if you can't blindly trust your parents to know whats up? Maybe what they are doing isn't done for you or because it expresses a truth about the world but it is done out of selfish-motives and because they feel treatened by you in their ego. So having said that lets look at your mom: I'd say she completely acts out of selfishness when she wants to have everything "NOW!" "your dinner is ready, NOW !". You could translate this to "I sacrificed my time cooking dinner for you so don't you DARE have me wait on you and be so ungrateful!"... Thats the vibe I get here. So you guys letting her wait on you is percieved as an insult to her ego. This is not done for you and it doesn't express a truth about how the world works (as if you had someone behind your back treatening to shoot you if you didn't do things NOW!). That is not your moms intention. She acts like this for egotistical reasons as she percieves you letting her wait as being ungrateful and as an insult to her ego. Nothing more and nothing less. As a rule of thumb: Whenever someone acts aggressively he or she always feels angered and treatened. He or she never has positive motives to help you or to teach you something about the world when acting agressively. If he/she acted out of positive, loving intention, why would he/she do it aggressively? So maybe everything doesn't have to be "NOW!" and maybe you shouldn't take your mums pushyness as a measuring-stick as she doesn't act like that out of positive intention but rather because she is egotistical in that moment ("Your dinner is ready, NOW!"...Just think about how aggressive her attitude is, here). I hope this makes sense to you^^
ugh this is so me i just get so angry at the world sometimes and how they just dont see the right way i mean i know my way isnt the best for everyone but still it just makes me hate everyone so much
i aint having it. i have so many piercings. my ex bf hated them so i dumped him and got a bunch of piercings. lilith in aries. i don't get it tho coz it's been 4 years now and he still wants me back
Lord I knew there was " something" else as a child in me. Lilith ran my brain and soul triple scorpio lilith aries the angry spontaneity and ahead. How u say 1 step ahead .. Cave man style lol Flintstone cartoon I'm "Bam'Bam. F.y.i. ..jesus Lilith and I have been push pull all my life within myself like feeling insane 👶🤷🤶🤕🤤
when you said i might not like the typical alpha male types my jaw dropped, anyone who knows me knows there's nothing i hate more than an arrogant man trying to order me around LMAO
I'm a Capricorn w/ Aries Lilith and I never felt so understood in my life.
river water ME TOO DUDE
Me too
River water .... wow me too...!!! Lmao so true .... I am Sun Capricorn with Aries Lilith and right now... 4/9/20 our Lilith in Aries is in alignment with our Natal Lilith in Aries... wow... I understand now..!!
ME TOOOOOOO!!! This is crazy!!
same!
You nailed it! Anger with the world and ideologies are definitely negative aspects of my character. I feel passionately and fiercy about injustice especially when it comes to women's issues.
Same same!!!
Fkn oath!!!!!
I couldn’t agree more! Sometimes I am afraid of my own anger particular towards men who abuse women. I can see how this energy ties in with my newfound interest and study of feminism
It gets better, people, once you focus on YOU and not them. Always remember that life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we REACT to it
ME
i found out my lilith is in aries (moon in scorpio)
when i get angry, i have VERY strong urges to punch a wall, or to destroy something. i want the universe to feel my revenge for what it did! and 10 times/10 i can not go around breaking shit. ive had to learn how to cope with my anger in a slow and soft way, even though its a quick and fast energy.
I have the same placement ...TELL ME HOW YOU CONTROL ANGER??
Exact same, I have a cancer moon and it amplifies all the emotions I feel so when I’m mad good lord. Breaking everything and a raging psycho.
omg same!! Lilith in Aries and Scorpio moon ik how u feel exactlyyy
Omg same placement and all 🥴
@@starry7864 Count 1-10 and breath deep in through nose and out through mouth with pushed lips. 10 seconds is about how much time Aries ♈️ moves on from a spark ⚡️ of anger HAHA just like a toddler 😂
Sun in Scorpio and Lilith in Aries anyone els
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lilith in aries over here and i now understand my impulsiveness....
Loved the video, Hannah! I have this placement and the key for me is to get in touch with my anger and to express it. Now by that I don't mean yelling at people or getting into fights or something like that - I just have to really embody that aggression (in a healthy way) in order to process and let go of it, which helps Lilith to get into a state of equilibrium. Spent years trying to breathe, meditate, think it away (which is pretty much spiritual bypassing) and it didn't work for me.
I believe that the majority of people walking our planet have a problem with suppressed anger since it is generally being perceived as a "bad" emotion that we're usually not allowed to express from an early age on. Emotions however are neither "good" or "bad" inherently - they're just emotions and they want to be felt and expressed. So everyone will obviously have a different way of dealing with that but since Aries is such a powerful fiery sign, I would highly recommend everyone with this placement to find a physical outlet for their anger/aggression - whether that is through sports, punching a pillow, doing body work (Somatic Experiencing is great!), etc. Whatever works best for you specifically (and which doesn't hurt you or other people of course).
The minute you start owning your feelings and emotions (especially the ones deemed as "bad"), you start integrating them, which is essentially what healing is all about.
I have an Aries firend who is the embodiment of Lilith (she even has two Lilith tattoos) She is so much fun! I like hanging out with her because I can chill back and let my Venus energy fly.
"You must learn to form some sort of control" Hell nah! Who are you to tell me what to do?
I am Scorpio. Pisces ascendant, Lilith in first house in the Aries sign, moon in Aquarius and sun in Scorpio
Hahaha it is sooo true everything you said! And I can't help but laughing at myself listening to you exposing my deepest traits and feeling like finally someone understands needs such strong rooted in me. And I actually feel proud having this placement 💪
P. S. Hope no masculine man (I mean alpha male type) ever come near me, because all I feel about them is just desire to put them down and show them they could NEVER submit me! LOL but it's true
Sun in Leo ♌️, Ascendant in Aries ♈️, Lilith in Aries
This describes me so much
Aries Sun and Lilith. Totally resonates with me. I kinda always knew my gifts are my curse. Add scorpio rising to the mix 😂😂😂. Yeah, trust is a huge huge thing for me. Now I know why. Thank you! This is very helpful! ❤️✨🙏
im a Sagittarius Sun with a Venus in Scorpio and a Lilith in Aries
Libra Sun, Scorpio Rising and Aries Lillith - SOOOO accurate, especially when I get that mood lmao.
Leila N same placements
Same placement!!
Nowww i see why i'm always the dominate one in a relationship sexually and mentally ,i try my best to be submissive but they usually let me be dominate . I try to avoid violence because i become really dangerous when upset like i'll really hurt someone so i learned to control myself because when someone angers me i know exactly what i'm capable of to the point of killing someone . I'M NOT SAYING I WOULD but that exactly how i feel when i'm angry . I once got into a fight with a girl in 9th grade ,i blacked out coming to find out she had knots all over her head and lucily the teacher was there because i would have really hurt her badly ,i can become very dangerous . One time when i was younger me and my brother were fighting over a piece of paper,mind you i was doing my own thing . We so happen to be near the steps and i let go of the paper on purpose and he fell all the way down the stairs,hit his head and had to get stitches 🤦🏿♀️
My moon and Lilith are in Aries and my ex boyfriend and I broke up a month ago and I impulsively bought a bunch of clothes and used up like half the money in my bank account and then bleached my hair.
I feel you...
I’m a Capricorn ♑️ and Leo moon with Aries ♈️ lilith
Thank you for helping me understand a HUGE part of my life. I have my Aries lilith in my 12H. It's my only 12H placement, but I feel it HEAVILY.
Scorpio Sun, Lilith Aries
I have lilith in 7th house in aries but I am not that aggressive and I have moon in scorpio and leo sun with libra rising. ..
Lilith in ♈️ in my 10th 🏡.
Same 💕
Same! 💥
I have this placement and so does the man I love. So that’s fun.
GIRL literally all my life I knew I had MAJOR aries energy but my entire western chart literally said no. but I was determined I figured out my Vedic soon and found Gemini sun Leo moon and Aries rising while in western I was a cancer sun and virgo moon Taurus rising which obviously looks opposite but Lilith in Aries just explains my need to be assertive and competitive so much wow this is why I like to pour my energy into fighting or like any sport
My moon in Aries is conjunct with Lilith gawd so much mess
I subscribed immediately when your “now” sounded like “nine” 🤣❤️
I’m a cap rising Aries moon Aries black moon Lilith oh and Venus in Scorpio and mars in virgo
It could be also after your breakup you feel rejected and wanted to change yourself to feel better about yourself.
Lilith in Aries here. Have been experience few years ago such a rage that it could burn down the world because one person really pissed me off.
HA i love this! I have Lilith libra IN MY FIRST HOUSE, so weird combo! i LOVE being the boss!!! SUBMISSIVE IS G R O S S !!! but I want it to be BALANCED ! lol "spit them back out" love it.
and awww doing something with the pain . yes.
Virgo sun with Aries lilith. Hmm.
Kyle Cooke same
I’m understanding that there are 3 Liliths in astrology. I have a Lilith in Aries and a Black Moon Lilith in Virgo
Hi Hannah..!! It's my birthday today... Yeyyy to Aries..!! ♈ I like watching your videos... ☺❤
Love from India..!!🙏🇮🇳
Virgo ♍ sun sign
Aquarius ♒ moon sign
Gemini ♊ rising sign
My lilith sign is Aries ♈. I get rejected a lot i do not like when someone take my freedom away from me and I do not have a time to wight for someone to text me back so i would call them
Bml in Aries in 5th - great video 😎
I think my black moon lilith and one of my other liliths are both in aries in 29 and 27 degrees and I think both conjunct each other either in 12th or 11th house. I am pretty active online usually and I think I like causing chaos I guess more online maybe though I don't like negativity too yet I like it at the same time. or negative attention online and I also have aries moon and venus conjunct in 11th house apparently though they're both in low degrees and pisces sun and mars and saturn
Gemini sun aries moon scorpio rising lilith in aries what you think ?
Lilith in ARIES in the 7th house what a contradiction 🤗
Same but can u explain 😅?
Same!!!!
Sameeee!
Yes
Same 😭
Can’t wait for Lilith in Gemini
Thanks, Hannah! My birthday is coming up. April 5th
Aries Sun, Venus, & Lilith!
Iam Capricorn and aquarius rising and lilith in aries
Hi hannah i have the same placement ..thanks for this video
Lol I’m a Leo sun, Scorpio moon and Aries Lilith, no wonder I’m so angry
I’m a Leo sun, Aries moon and Aries Lilith 😭🤣 I feel you
I wish there was an accurate breakdown of Lilith in Aries in the 8th house... I would give my soul for that. I still feel like something hasn't been covered and it's really dark. Like everything, when it's covered, and I hear the words... I feel it. It resonates. I feel cared for in some strange way.
But I still feel something sitting backwards inside me, waiting, like it's not facing anyone until they say it. Maybe I'm just waiting for someone to say that the way I feel is true. I really am a monster... I wish I had the answer. But, on winning, because I can't cope with loss without hurting myself...
I've left scars on myself for losing. I hit myself, bruise and make myself break down, and cry some times just because I can't accept it. I wouldn't let myself move on for four years, for a game, hold on - for a **game** - that pissed me off and made me feel small. I felt weak...
Everyone there made me out to be a target. I'm no one's God damn victim. I'm the only one allowed to hurt me. I tore my finger the other morning... I got angry and started hitting something with a rock relentlessly until I saw blood, then I stopped, the sting slowly following after.
I bled a lot... I left a trail to my doorstep. I'm not good at letting things go... I'm fucking terrible at it. I'm terrible at forgiving... I mean... I can forgive you, but I do things without realizing what the hell I'm doing, I grabbed a brick as I was imagining hitting this fucker who wouldn't leave my parents the hell alone and I guess I looked like I was going to do something because my dad stopped me.
He would have understood, but I think he saw, I wasn't really there. I didn't even know I was holding the brick. I was just talking and I felt like I was falling asleep. What the fuck is wrong with me... help? Please? Can I not be this? And not be so angry constantly... I'm tired. I just want to relax. And be... not miserable.
I literally warn people to just stay away from me because I worry about what could happen if we get close. I have for years, but now it's like it's for good reason, and I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing makes me feel anymore at peace. I feel like maybe it isn't even possible for me.
Maybe the best thing I could do really is just using this to take on some big task. But what about after everything is done... and there's nothing left to fight for. Because I already did what I had to. Could we be friends...? Or am I really the freak that I feel I am. Because I really didn't want anything to be like this.
I feel empty. I know I care, I know I'm compassionate, I still have a savior complex... I still feel like everyone is like a little baby wild rabbit waiting to be saved from a dog that wants to eat them. And I'm still me. Still human... I can still help. I can still lift anyone up... and take care of them so they can have a fair chance at life.
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. Am I supposed to be doing something? I feel like I belong in a war somewhere. But there's no one to fight... and maybe I shouldn't kill... maybe I can fight without hurting anyone that badly... I never really wanted to hurt anyone. I just started realizing that there really are horrible excuses for people out there.
There is no one more dangerous than someone claiming that they know the truth when all they think they know are lies. I've only ever had people try to manipulate me into positions I couldn't get out of, and for years, I can't be altruistic forever... they keep trying to use me to a point of my own detriment.
No one deserves anything... you earn it. You take the time to learn, you share it to help others along the way, and at the most - you hope they look back on you kindly. I never asked for anything. I just tried to get by on my own until I couldn't. My family has been generous in return because they've seen me for me.
But... no one should be trying to force anyone into anything. I give because I care, I want everyone to win at whatever they aim for, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else or end up destroying the world... then I'm with you. I'm in. You have me. But why are so many trying to twist each other into these unspeakable positions of life, if you can even call it life anymore, if supposedly no one is purely bad.
There has to be a point, a fair point that anyone can intervene to help, in anyway that allows them to actually have a positive influence. I'm a monster... and everyone's skin crawls around me. But you're killing each other. And I can't do the one thing I want nothing more than to do because you see me as the marks on me.
Ugly. Wrong. Maybe I'm not good... but I know now that what I see in myself and what everyone else sees doesn't really matter when all my intentions are to help or save everyone... everything. I don't expect anyone to help me. I want to do everything on my own... I feel like I've grown in some way when I do.
And the little flame in me becomes brighter as it dances around. I feel a little better in a funny way. But that's... it isn't enough when I know all the awful things that still happen. The world needs help. All of you. Why can't I... you act like you care, but you run as fast as you say you do, so how can you say you care.
You never stay. I used to feel like I brought out the worst in everyone, but it makes sense to me now that isn't it, I'm just a reflection of what they give. If you're kind, I'm more kind to show I appreciate you, because it meant the world to me that anyone would give me a chance.
And maybe I'll break a bone or two if you threaten my family. Okay. Maybe a little too much. But I let everyone know everything about me so they understand upon meeting. I crave that... but there's no connection. I've been told I always leave... but I'm always just around a corner so I can make sure I'm at least within earshot of you in case anyone tried to hurt you.
You can't call me bad... I'm clearly, at worst, neutral. I'm just a mathematical point in an equation that no one cares to solve. So no one will ever know me. But I'm here. ...I wanted to help, I cared, maybe too much. Maybe I'm scary... okay. But you didn't give me a chance to prove that I'm good.
How could you have ever known... you turned away to avoid me every chance you had. I had... it's been twenty-six years... one. Out of... trillions? How many people are there? ...were there... only one asked me if I wanted to be friends. And I froze. Panicked a little... and then I tried to be a good friend.
And I guess I was. And I miss him... I hope he's doing better than I am. I hope everyone is, honestly, I feel like bleeding myself out in a bath tub right now. I sure fucking hope everyone is doing better than this. That would be pretty fucked up if they weren't. But... he was the only person that asked me if I wanted to be friends and do something together.
We didn't get to do much... we played video games. Skated. Talked for hours. About life and things that we care about. It meant the fucking world to me and they were such simple things that feel so basic to do... what happened. Why the hell is everyone so afraid. Why are you afraid if you don't know something.
Just try it. Try, damn it. Anyone can win if they try. ...just don't stop trying if you really want to win. I believe in everyone. You can do better than me. A lot better. I have hope... I have faith that things will get better before you even realize it. You just have to pause for a moment to see it.
I honestly can't see myself doing any better any time soon, but that's alright, I'm just going to continue trying to grow so maybe I can be someone's friend again some day. Maybe I'll be seen for me and not as something I apparently come across as. ...I don't know, but either way, I'm leaving that there.
...if for some reason, I can't imagine why anyone would, but if you see this - here's a song I would have anyone listen to.
Squarepusher - Goodnight Jade
...good night.
I soo wanna hug u right now I can be Ur friend !! I've been told that I'm pretty annoying but u'll get used to it btw u'll make a great writer if u like it
I also have the same placement Lilith in aries n in the 8th house but I wouldn't say I have that much anger maybe it's because of my other placement I'm an Aquarius moon so I'm quite detached when it concerns my emotions
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I don't know... I usually feel kind of obsessed (not in a "if I can't have you then no one can!" and then I kill you so no one can get you - not in that way - just in the sense that I always want to watch you and spend time with you because you're fascinating to me) with Aquarius moon people. Like 'Deftones' Chino Moreno. Who isn't obsessed with him, right? They're just fucking cool. I feel slightly jealous of them, or rather, I'm jealous of the people they like because I never feel like they want to be with me. Like, my little sister Abi, she has an Aquarius moon, and Mercury, and Venus... but anyway. She is like... super fun to be with. But if I say or do anything too crazy, then it's like this sassy little "Nathan...". And then I feel like I'm getting judged so hard so I just leave... leave for a few years, you know, come back when she finally gets past the grieving phase because everyone always thinks I'm constantly in danger... then I surprise her with a nice rose or something. And I'm like, surprise, motherfucker! And then that's when I tackle her... so anyway, long story short, I haven't seen my little sister since Christmas eve morning in 2013... hahaha... ;-;
@@n.3840 I don't know exactly what happened between u too but no argument is worth not seeing Ur loved ones for that long just try to contact her if u do miss her , u her gave plenty of time to forgive u for whatever u did that's if u even did something
@@n.3840 also u seem pretty intense what moon are you ?!
Your video is great🤗
I have a stellium Aries with Lilith Aries
ARIES SUN
ARIES MERCURY
ARIES VENUS
ARIES LILITH....... ME.
🤔😒😔😂😂😂😂😂
Wow same here!
Whoa Wowza
Jeez
Same 4/18
I have the exact same placements as well
thank you gorgeous Hanna !!!
im a aries with sun aries, moon aries, and lilith aries
Sun sagittarius, aries moon, aquarius rising. Virgo lilith i got a friend with aries lilith... interesting
i have this in my 12th house and my 8th house Mars is retrograde. I'm scared.
Aries true Lilith and Picses Mean Lilith it's quite the mind fuck but I've been able to suppress thay hulk rage from finding passion in sports as a child then found martial arts and now MMA it helps so damn much but I guess my Picses mean Lilith helps me balance out myself to some degree bit I'm more confused I guess with the picses illusions,deep fantasy and day dreaming mixing with that Aries unconsious rage its a trip honestly lol and I'm a Cancer, Capricorn moon and scorpio rising
Thank you Hannah (April 01)
Hannah, I have been thinking about your urge to always do things fast. So you mentioned that your mum programmed this behaviour into you, right? I have a similar problem: My mom would always tell me to do things quicker as otherwise people will think I am unable to do anything and that I am of no use because of my spasms. This created tremendous stress and anxiety for me. I also wasn't allowed to make mistakes as my mum would then fly into a rage. So do things fast and make no mistake otherwise people will think of you as handicapped and incompetent and will get mad at you. Thats nice, right? So what I am currently experiencing is a change in perception which to me is uranus playing out in my 3rd house. I question wether my mom did this in my favour or because this is the truth of how the world works, or wether she treated me this way out of selfish motives.
I tell myself my mom is a hardcore full-blown narcissist so make no mistake: She sees me as an extension of herself to reflect positively on her. My mom is also highly judgemental and what narcissists do they expect everyone in the world to be as judgemental and egotistical as themselves which does make her to be very paranoid. So by me not doing things fast enough accoring to her standards she feels threatened in her self-concept (which is extremely fragile) as she fears that me being not quick enough causes people to judge me as handicapped and incompetent and they will then negatively judge my mom for having created an incompetent and handicapped son....You notice how incredibily selfish and paranoid she is being here and that this isn't at all done in my favour to prepare me for the harsh world. It's all about her feeling treatened by me in her self-concept and nothing else. It's not done in my favour and it doesn't express the truth about how the world works.
This programming has been very detrimental as when I do something and I have somebody whatching over me I become paralysed out of fear of critisism and then I really don't get anything done so it becomes a self-fullfilling prophecy. So I tell myself to not take what that cunt told me as a measuring stick as it wasn't done in my favour and does not express a truth about the world. It rather stems from highly selfish motives from a severly personality-disordered woman who is extremly paranoid and who sees herself treatened by me in her self-concept.
The thing is whe automatically trust our parents and believe there must be some truth in what they are saying or how they act must be about us. But what if you can't blindly trust your parents to know whats up? Maybe what they are doing isn't done for you or because it expresses a truth about the world but it is done out of selfish-motives and because they feel treatened by you in their ego.
So having said that lets look at your mom: I'd say she completely acts out of selfishness when she wants to have everything "NOW!"
"your dinner is ready, NOW !". You could translate this to "I sacrificed my time cooking dinner for you so don't you DARE have me wait on you and be so ungrateful!"... Thats the vibe I get here. So you guys letting her wait on you is percieved as an insult to her ego. This is not done for you and it doesn't express a truth about how the world works (as if you had someone behind your back treatening to shoot you if you didn't do things NOW!). That is not your moms intention. She acts like this for egotistical reasons as she percieves you letting her wait as being ungrateful and as an insult to her ego. Nothing more and nothing less.
As a rule of thumb: Whenever someone acts aggressively he or she always feels angered and treatened. He or she never has positive motives to help you or to teach you something about the world when acting agressively. If he/she acted out of positive, loving intention, why would he/she do it aggressively? So maybe everything doesn't have to be "NOW!" and maybe you shouldn't take your mums pushyness as a measuring-stick as she doesn't act like that out of positive intention but rather because she is egotistical in that moment ("Your dinner is ready, NOW!"...Just think about how aggressive her attitude is, here).
I hope this makes sense to you^^
Aries Lilith AND Aries Moon here 👹🔥🤣
ugh this is so me i just get so angry at the world sometimes and how they just dont see the right way i mean i know my way isnt the best for everyone but still it just makes me hate everyone so much
Mars in Leo Lilith in arise😌
same
same
Same
Also is it usual that my Lilith is in Aries and my mother’s sun sun is Aries? We fight a lot.
My draconic chart Lilith in Aries but my natal chart Lilith in Libra
So my lilith being part of a huge steklium in Aries conjunct to my sun venus chiron and mercury...10th house.. man... I can be combative af
Spot on WOWWWW!!!
Leo sun Aries Lilith its chaos I can say
aquarius with aries lilith ... i could not STAND being in the scouts lol
How do you embrace your lilith?
I love how animated you are lol. Whats your sun or asc? Any aqua?
reiwell del haha thank you! My sun is in Aquarius and my rising is Virgo 💕😊
I have venus in Aqua thats why lol
i aint having it. i have so many piercings. my ex bf hated them so i dumped him and got a bunch of piercings. lilith in aries. i don't get it tho coz it's been 4 years now and he still wants me back
How attractive is Lilith in Aries to other people?!
I find myself pretty attractive so 100/10 I guess 😂
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I'm an Aries moon, rising and Lilith
Thank you.
So true So True
I'm a gay man that have lilith in aries, what does it represents in my life ?
Aries Lilith conjunct my sun and Chiron
Soy muy agresiva
My 1181 Lilith is in Aries will that reasonate ?
sun and lilith in aries!
Gemini/Cancer cusps Scorpio rising Pisces moon. Lilith in Aries. Chinese zodiac dragon = Aries go figure lol
I'm an Aries moon and have Lilith in Aries rip.
No wander why other people think i’m a btch 😂 I have lilith in Aries.
Jeez. Thank you
I'ma Aries Sun and Venus with a Aries Lilith!!! LOL
Lilith Aries gangg
KING HALF here!
I have likith in aries in my first house, the first half of this video is inaccurate for me
Time staaanpppssss???
Sexual repression leading to frigidity sounds very familiar to me!
Gemini with black moon in aries 😐
And my rising sign is also aries 😑
Damn... This was quite therapeutic...
I really don’t want to be dominant
I am April at me
U are so intriguing and cute
Leo with a Lilith in Aries and honestly I don’t relate whatsoever lol
Lord I knew there was " something" else as a child in me. Lilith ran my brain and soul triple scorpio lilith aries the angry spontaneity and ahead. How u say 1 step ahead .. Cave man style lol Flintstone cartoon I'm "Bam'Bam. F.y.i. ..jesus Lilith and I have been push pull all my life within myself like feeling insane 👶🤷🤶🤕🤤
Wow.
Lilting AND Moon in Aries here😭🤬😂🙋🏻♀️
Ugh I obviously meant lilith freakin autocorrect 😕😕😕😕
Same! I’m not alone 😭
Moon, venus, saturn & now lillith...😱
when you said i might not like the typical alpha male types my jaw dropped, anyone who knows me knows there's nothing i hate more than an arrogant man trying to order me around LMAO
Aries moon & Venus in aries ..now lillith..in Aries..😂
Patience is for people who like to wait!!!🤬
My husband is libra and has Lilith in Aries and you are so right CHEATED, LIED , """":. 😡😡😡😡
I get mad 😠 easly
Is this for women only? or men too cause you keep saying "she" haha
Lilith was a woman
Unfortunately she doesn't speak clearly