Flora Cash - You're Somebody Else - Lyrics

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  • I saw the part of you
    That only when you're older you will see too
    You will see too
    I held the better cards
    But every stroke of luck has got a bleed through
    It's got a bleed through
    You held the balance of the time
    That only blindly I could read you
    But I could read you
    It's like you told me
    Go forward slowly
    It's not a race to the end
    Well you look like yourself
    But you're somebody else
    Only it ain't on the surface
    Well you talk like yourself
    No, I hear someone else though
    Now you're making me nervous
    You were the better part
    Of every bit of beating heart that I had
    Whatever I had
    I finally sat alone
    Pitch black flesh and bone
    Couldn't believe that you were gone
    Well you look like yourself
    But you're somebody else
    Only it ain't on the surface
    Well you talk like yourself
    No, I hear someone else though
    Now you're making me nervous
    Well you look like yourself
    But you're somebody else
    Only it ain't on the surface
    Well you talk like yourself
    No, I hear someone else though
    Now you're making me nervous
    Where are we?
    Where are we?
    Well you look like yourself
    But you're somebody else
    Only it ain't on the surface
    Well you talk like yourself
    No, I hear someone else though
    Now you're making me nervous
    Well you look like yourself
    But you're somebody else
    Only it ain't on the surface
    Well you talk like yourself
    No, I hear someone else though
    Now you're making me nervous
    I saw the part of you that only when you're older
    You will see too, you will see too

КОМЕНТАРІ • 8 тис.

  • @robbiejohns4731
    @robbiejohns4731 4 роки тому +15204

    This song goes out to every child that was once happy but went through too much as they grew up and it broke them. I am one of those

    • @egg1383
      @egg1383 4 роки тому +61

      Me too

    • @robbiejohns4731
      @robbiejohns4731 4 роки тому +106

      Dusy and madi, if i may offer some advice? Get an animal. I have a cat and he is good at sensing when i am overly dark. When i don't have him, i claw my wrists. I didn't have him for a while and the last time i self-harmed, the marks lasted over a week

    • @robbiejohns4731
      @robbiejohns4731 4 роки тому +113

      I was beaten as a child, had my heart shattered multiple times, was bullied for being gay, and every time my father got angry and abusive he always lied and said he wouldn't do it again

    • @robbiejohns4731
      @robbiejohns4731 4 роки тому +27

      Dusty i definitely will

    • @sam._.5536
      @sam._.5536 4 роки тому +15

      Me too x)

  • @mughleah7953
    @mughleah7953 4 роки тому +5763

    i'd do anything to hear this song again for the first time.

  • @sophg7128
    @sophg7128 5 років тому +8309

    This is dedicated to that one best friend we’ve all had. The one that changed and never will be the same.

    • @lilmonkiebreadbreadbreadbr8997
      @lilmonkiebreadbreadbreadbr8997 5 років тому +60

      i’ve never had a best friends how do you find them ?? cos i could really use on ngl

    • @RahulGupta-wr6sv
      @RahulGupta-wr6sv 5 років тому +221

      Nobody change, they just become more of what they actually are.

    • @fjornagora1906
      @fjornagora1906 5 років тому +17

      totally agree ...

    • @stitchedbybrendiagivens
      @stitchedbybrendiagivens 5 років тому +36

      I need hugs

    • @Alliecatlives
      @Alliecatlives 5 років тому +12

      No it fits the one who got you pregnant, and he talked you into keeping it. Now it's just a bottomless pit of why are we doing this?

  • @celeste2414
    @celeste2414 2 роки тому +112

    I have some mild trauma from mental health issues, and I used to cry to this song every night imagining the same thing; That one day I would find someone who understands what I’m going through. Someone who has delt with the things I went through. Back then it seemed like a fantasy, but I’m never gonna give up trying to find them. If you read this, thank you so much. It felt so good to type this out. I wish you the best.

    • @R0m7004
      @R0m7004 2 роки тому +3

      Man i absolutely relate to the first thing you said in your comment, i used to cry to this song bc of my mental health, I’ve gotten better now Wbu?

    • @freezinginhere
      @freezinginhere Рік тому +4

      I wish nothing but clear skies and sunshine, stability and contentment for you my friend. Godspeed on your journey.

    • @maloriarredondo8342
      @maloriarredondo8342 Місяць тому +1

      I’m just gonna leave this here; I used to do this sort of thing too, I think it’s pretty common to want to be loved so deeply & passionately. However I have found that the best thing I can do for myself is love myself that deeply & passionately, than my partner (even if it doesn’t work out, with 100% confidence can say I gave it my all) & in return that love will come back to me, and it has. Although my husband sometimes struggles to show how deep his feelings are, I know without doubt he does love me that deep too.
      Good luck on your journey.
      True happiness & success comes from loving yourself fully. Than spreading that love to others until they can love themselves. 💜

  • @millygeoffrey7288
    @millygeoffrey7288 4 роки тому +3708

    It's one of those songs that doesn't just make you feel sad, but deeper
    EDIT: woah tysm for the likes! if anyone is going through a rough patch at the moment just hang in there, you got this and i love + support you

    • @Kris-vb7it
      @Kris-vb7it 4 роки тому +14

      Milly Geoffrey exactlyyy

    • @miajunesubiela
      @miajunesubiela 4 роки тому +55

      It’s a song that you start off vibing to because of the beat then by the end of it your crying into your pillow questioning yourself deeply

    • @beansntoast2627
      @beansntoast2627 4 роки тому +5

      The Revengers exactly 😭

    • @braechaisson4451
      @braechaisson4451 4 роки тому +9

      Exactly my thoughts.

    • @nicoleolivas2856
      @nicoleolivas2856 4 роки тому +15

      I’m too numb to feel anything anymore

  • @lizethfloress
    @lizethfloress 4 роки тому +3764

    This song hits so deep on a personal level. Imagine waking up one day and looking in the mirror and you look the same to everyone but you can feel yourself slowly changing. You can feel yourself losing pieces of yourself and you suffer in silence never asking for help. Eventually one day you completely lose your identity and have no idea who you are. It hurts so much. It hurts even more when you try to interact with friends and family but you don't know how to act anymore so you just stand there like a ghost. You're there but you aren't there.

    • @WinWin0316
      @WinWin0316 4 роки тому +44

      I feel this way.. Except I did ask for help. But I got denied the help I need by my family. So I just let myself sink. So now I'm just here.

    • @justbrian9630
      @justbrian9630 4 роки тому +7

      Just gonna say I feel u

    • @thecustomguy9934
      @thecustomguy9934 4 роки тому +25

      It happens with me all the time. I wanted to express myself but couldn't do it somehow or do it in wrong way and it got me frustrated all the time. It feels like i am no longer in control of myself or i never was, i just never knew.

    • @lachezara6639
      @lachezara6639 4 роки тому +6

      @@WinWin0316 that's why I'm scared to ask for it

    • @robbiejohns4731
      @robbiejohns4731 4 роки тому +1

      I know how you feel

  • @lesegolr5217
    @lesegolr5217 4 роки тому +4843

    I wish that people can understand that a depressed person doesn't want to die . They just want a different life and a happy one

    • @mercedesxxx1589
      @mercedesxxx1589 4 роки тому +163

      They just want the pain to be gone

    • @aftereffects8443
      @aftereffects8443 4 роки тому +138

      Exactly, we dont wanna die but we dont wanna live like this.

    • @karlasteyn635
      @karlasteyn635 4 роки тому +13

      Hey do u have advice for me

    • @lesegolr5217
      @lesegolr5217 4 роки тому +37

      Don't kill yourself because of depression cause depression doesn't go away you are just passing it on to someone else like your parents

    • @aftereffects8443
      @aftereffects8443 3 роки тому +12

      @@lesegolr5217 But when you have no one because they're dead.

  • @The_Annoying_Fly
    @The_Annoying_Fly 2 роки тому +61

    *"Never regret a day in your life. Good days give happiness, bad days give experience, worst days give lessons, and best days give memories." -Unknown*
    Even it seems like every day is a horrible day, I promise it gets better. Stay strong, and you've got this.

    • @liam1212kk
      @liam1212kk Рік тому +2

      Thanks for the encouragement

    • @TDawnGregory
      @TDawnGregory 5 місяців тому

      Beautiful and so true,but you n only you can decide how you will make and take your day u can see bad or u can see a life lesson hopefully learned

  • @fay-qp7cn
    @fay-qp7cn 4 роки тому +4527

    it's sadder when you realise you're the one who changed...
    EDIT:
    You'll never be this young again.
    if life's shit, smile &learn to see the good side. it passes. you can be happy if you really want to be.
    its not a bad thing to change. you grow, you lose friends, you find new ones, you do better. LIVE :)

    • @abpandas7587
      @abpandas7587 4 роки тому +12

      Facts ):

    • @xxdragnxx4945
      @xxdragnxx4945 4 роки тому +12

      It's ture

    • @jaylinvong
      @jaylinvong 4 роки тому +26

      This just made me realize I’ve changed I feel like I don’t even try anymore

    • @lewis7909
      @lewis7909 4 роки тому +5

      *youre

    • @martyna9657
      @martyna9657 4 роки тому +29

      @@lewis7909 no need to correct someone's spelling,people on this comment section are already struggling.... dont add to it.
      For people who are already struggling getting their spellings corrected could be the last straw.......

  • @GamewthGaim
    @GamewthGaim 4 роки тому +685

    This is a song for people who found themselves, but lost everyone else in the process. I'm sorry it hurts, you're better for the strength you've gained.

    • @ray4670
      @ray4670 4 роки тому +9

      This is my favourite comment in this section

    • @ehmidean3563
      @ehmidean3563 4 роки тому +4

      Literally this songs brings my spirit up when I’m crying it makes me think so positive and what I can do with myself in life and how great things I can achieve the problem is idk where to start cause every one in my family is toxic and don’t have any where to go that’s positive but ok I’ll be okay 💕

    • @GamewthGaim
      @GamewthGaim 4 роки тому +2

      @@ehmidean3563 you got this. I believe in you.

    • @osvnisaneek8254
      @osvnisaneek8254 4 роки тому +3

      A good mature comment

    • @user-zx8yd
      @user-zx8yd 4 роки тому +1

      And people who gone through a lot and they're looking at their past self when they were kids

  • @rileighsowards7833
    @rileighsowards7833 4 роки тому +3707

    i’m not the same person i once was. i’ve completely lost myself

    • @irinazam508
      @irinazam508 4 роки тому +20

      Rileigh Sowards i think i feel you too much

    • @rileighsowards7833
      @rileighsowards7833 4 роки тому +31

      irina zam i look in the mirror and it’s someone completely different. i get chills just looking at who i think i am.

    • @bruhthischannel4647
      @bruhthischannel4647 4 роки тому +2

      Same

    • @jonnyadkins4577
      @jonnyadkins4577 4 роки тому +13

      i’ll never talk to you ever again so why is life so fucked? everything is trash and these thoughts in my head push me so far and i can’t take it it just sucks so bad

    • @emmareneau4751
      @emmareneau4751 4 роки тому

      same

  • @aslynnclark7122
    @aslynnclark7122 3 роки тому +53

    I replayed this too many times and it never gets old. I love this song.

    • @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ
      @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ 2 роки тому

      Me to I can't survive a day with out listening to this song it is like I can't live without it it has become a part of my routine

    • @daffagavinabyasa3922
      @daffagavinabyasa3922 2 роки тому

      @@ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ woke up in 1 am and play this song

    • @thohru5637
      @thohru5637 Рік тому

      ...and I came back here listening to the same song and saw your comment. It's still the same and very relevant.

  • @lostsoul3755
    @lostsoul3755 4 роки тому +6005

    The worst part, is when you lose yourself. You don’t even notice.

    • @sarahszachnitowski768
      @sarahszachnitowski768 4 роки тому +39

      Its sad isnt it

    • @michaelmills4642
      @michaelmills4642 4 роки тому +43

      Those trials are the worst. Youre never the same person after they're done.

    • @sharnaday9356
      @sharnaday9356 4 роки тому +16

      Lost Soul ive been thru this but ive found myself again because the amazing ppl ive met ❤️😊i hope you’re okay

    • @lamusicothequecosmique5289
      @lamusicothequecosmique5289 4 роки тому +29

      Sometimes, it's the best way to really find yourself.

    • @eloicasals1826
      @eloicasals1826 4 роки тому +16

      Just go out there and see what reactions you overcome when doing new things or meeting new people (all kind, avoid pre-judgements). Try that activity you always thought you would be good at. Don´t stuck in home and, please, be careful with drugs and other vices.
      Targets: Destroy your ego, love what you do and the people you´r with. If there´s somebody out there who your heart asks you to take action, please do it.
      Perhaps you would benefit reading the book "The power of intention - Wayne Dyer", or his first book which is a bestseller.
      Tight hug!

  • @jennahaifa470
    @jennahaifa470 4 роки тому +7005

    does anyone just not know who they are anymore.

  • @katiehoos
    @katiehoos 4 роки тому +732

    that one best friend that you trusted and loved but never realized how toxic and bad they were for you, and when you realize you’ve already lost your whole self and you don’t know when you’ll be whole again, they messed you up and don’t even feel bad....and you still want them back..

    • @snippy9469
      @snippy9469 4 роки тому +19

      Katie Hoos who tf told you about me

    • @katiehoos
      @katiehoos 4 роки тому +6

      Snippy idk bro, same life experience

    • @maneeratruenroeng731
      @maneeratruenroeng731 4 роки тому +4

    • @waynebloxham8055
      @waynebloxham8055 4 роки тому +5

      I feel like you must know me

    • @britegirl
      @britegirl 4 роки тому +2

      exactly same story as me but she was so toxic and now I’m cryinf

  • @animationcreation1848
    @animationcreation1848 2 роки тому +7

    This song made me cry... after all these years i can feel something. I stopped feeling numb after years. I thank you sir.

  • @kaylabottex
    @kaylabottex 4 роки тому +319

    I was sitting in the car with my grandparents. As we’re driving, it was raining and I was playing this song with my headphones in. Honestly, my heart felt like it was breaking. Tears were building up but they just weren’t falling down. That made me realize that I miss the younger me. I enjoyed watching Disney channel and playing with my dolls. I enjoyed wearing whatever I wanted and no one could say anything about it. I miss when I used to be happier.

    • @Nicothepapa
      @Nicothepapa 3 роки тому +6

      And that’s the true, you’re not alone btw❤️

    • @jeneveeve.
      @jeneveeve. 3 роки тому +1

      I do that a lot too, I miss being younger when me and my friends could play silly games about pretending we were magic fairy’s, I wish I was younger again to not be afraid to show my face on zoom meetings or google classroom meetings because I think I’m ugly. I miss being happy.

    • @seagullbaker
      @seagullbaker 3 роки тому +2

      I also feel that way too. When my earphones are on and I hear a song like this that hits me, I picture memories from when I was still young and carefree, not minding what time it is, not worrying about the could haves and would haves.

    • @itz_stellaboo4701
      @itz_stellaboo4701 3 роки тому +1

      Be urself ♥️♥️♥️♥️

    • @mr.tikus911
      @mr.tikus911 3 роки тому

      Same here...i miss my old friend

  • @gigigayle1055
    @gigigayle1055 4 роки тому +2725

    “when you look at yourself but you’re somebody else” that hits hard when you are so happy with your friends or at school then as soon as your home you cry and all you want to do is disappear.
    EDIT: omg ty for all the likes! i wasn’t expecting people to see this. thank you everyone that’s trying to help

    • @Kris-vb7it
      @Kris-vb7it 4 роки тому +7

      Gigi Gayle do you wanna talk about it?❤️

    • @miajunesubiela
      @miajunesubiela 4 роки тому +27

      That hits different when you went from the always happy energetic popular genuinely happy kid that you were when you were like 10 to the depressed, lazy, lost, friendless self you are now when your 14 only four years and I’m a completely different person

    • @Kris-vb7it
      @Kris-vb7it 4 роки тому +5

      miaphy x everything will get better i promise you, don’t give up on finding happiness. You are an amazing person and if you want a friend i can be your friend.❤️

    • @gigigayle1055
      @gigigayle1055 4 роки тому +2

      miaphy x yup. i mean im not 14 but i totally understand.

    • @veerle27
      @veerle27 4 роки тому +4

      Exactly.

  • @kashysergio7392
    @kashysergio7392 4 роки тому +3505

    Quote: "Killing yourself doesn't end the depression it passes it to someone else."

    • @elinorcook6386
      @elinorcook6386 4 роки тому +95

      I don’t know what to do I’m so scared about my future sometimes I feel like that’s the only way :(

    • @kashysergio7392
      @kashysergio7392 4 роки тому +45

      @@elinorcook6386 there is other ways I know you're lost but you only want to be found. Wait for that moment something will come someday.

    • @elinorcook6386
      @elinorcook6386 4 роки тому +31

      @@kashysergio7392 thank you this is the first time someone has actually given me advice it means a lot xx

    • @kashysergio7392
      @kashysergio7392 4 роки тому +16

      @@elinorcook6386 np. Always here to help someone 😁

    • @TM4CHII
      @TM4CHII 4 роки тому +25

      I've been seriously considering it lately. This is making me think twice.

  • @EmiLaNe52990
    @EmiLaNe52990 2 роки тому +42

    This feels like the moments of clarity during depression

  • @shelbymaloney1691
    @shelbymaloney1691 4 роки тому +1426

    I hate thinking about younger me. Because i know younger me would be so disapointed in how I've changed... And how i treat myself.

    • @milkxtea4111
      @milkxtea4111 4 роки тому +27

      I need to stop reading all these comments I’m crying sm right now, anyway I wish you the best in life ❤️

    • @shelbymaloney1691
      @shelbymaloney1691 4 роки тому +12

      @@milkxtea4111 awwww baby im sorry and i wish u the best well. I love you and know that you are good enough and dont let anyone tell u different. Look for the light in things when you feel like you have nothing left. You're beautiful in every way. *hugs*💕💕

    • @itachiuchiha3898
      @itachiuchiha3898 4 роки тому +2

      me to

    • @shelbymaloney1691
      @shelbymaloney1691 4 роки тому +1

      @@itachiuchiha3898 ❤❤

    • @shelbymaloney1691
      @shelbymaloney1691 4 роки тому +1

      @Sebastian Llamas 😣😔💓thank you so much love.

  • @gniyaaaleec4296
    @gniyaaaleec4296 4 роки тому +1459

    reading the comments while listening to the song just makes it deeper

  • @lona5751
    @lona5751 4 роки тому +420

    It’s sucks to be sad all the time and then you realize that you don’t live forever and you waste you life being sad. And it sucks.. 😔

    • @nattyyy22
      @nattyyy22 4 роки тому

      I only hope that PLS SOMEONE MAKE ME A HAPPY GIRL LIKE I WAS, NOT A GIRL FAKING IN FRONT OF PPL...

    • @kaouriaboubakre5417
      @kaouriaboubakre5417 4 роки тому

      @@nattyyy22 I got rid of this sadness without anyone I feel lucky cuz I did myself I'm sure you also can if not look for someone that make you happy

  • @eloise1610
    @eloise1610 2 роки тому +9

    It is disgusting how many children's spirits get destroyed because of unfortunate things that happen that the children have no control over. I'm so sorry for myself and the millions of other children that have had similar experiences.

  • @3vi471
    @3vi471 4 роки тому +832

    This song makes me wanna cry . But i have no tears .

  • @kosu_pl4535
    @kosu_pl4535 5 років тому +2714

    This song hurts much more when u realized that the only one person that changed and that person never gonna be the same is actually you ;)

    • @xsmaleficent7507
      @xsmaleficent7507 5 років тому +7

      Kosu_PL Well said and that is so true.

    • @sangitadahal4898
      @sangitadahal4898 5 років тому +9

      That’s exactly what I thought!🙂

    • @starrsauvola8688
      @starrsauvola8688 5 років тому +8

      I I feel like you put the smile at the end cause it seemed to sad lol

    • @starrsauvola8688
      @starrsauvola8688 5 років тому +9

      Fuck I literally just did the same thing cause it seemed to serious

    • @kosu_pl4535
      @kosu_pl4535 5 років тому +2

      It’s just kinda fake smile

  • @kashyboi4523
    @kashyboi4523 4 роки тому +241

    This song has a powerful message. You just forget who you are and even if friends and family try and help you it just makes you more broken. I speak from experience.

  • @PsychedelicRug
    @PsychedelicRug Місяць тому +1

    I could play this on repeat for hours.. such a powerful song 🔥

  • @maxaron1
    @maxaron1 3 роки тому +3000

    Its odd how most people irl bring you down but there are so many nice people in this comment section 🖤

    • @starvx.2010
      @starvx.2010 3 роки тому +49

      Then you see that these people are changing lives everyday and helping them reach themselves but they don't do the same to them ❤️

    • @yoosufsayyid5733
      @yoosufsayyid5733 3 роки тому +33

      you just don't know anyone in the comments enough.

    • @agentraidr8470
      @agentraidr8470 3 роки тому +25

      The nicest people are the loneliest so we tend not to try and make friends but friends tend to make us even better

    • @ellabrigham3860
      @ellabrigham3860 3 роки тому +6

      🥺💕

    • @utubewatcher1238
      @utubewatcher1238 3 роки тому +13

      Not just the comment section. But me with online games. I maid better friends and met better people thru online games then what i have irl

  • @kaeknows7218
    @kaeknows7218 5 років тому +4948

    this comment section needs a hug

    • @birb7866
      @birb7866 5 років тому +30

      I can haz hug pls?

    • @Embracelife1222
      @Embracelife1222 5 років тому +24

      @@birb7866 internet hugs you :,)

    • @trashxy1735
      @trashxy1735 5 років тому +16

      I really need a hug so bad 😕

    • @Embracelife1222
      @Embracelife1222 5 років тому +10

      @@trashxy1735 I wish I could give you a hug irl- itll get better :))

    • @trashxy1735
      @trashxy1735 5 років тому +6

      Thanks kiddo :) you made my day

  • @gianna_d7977
    @gianna_d7977 4 роки тому +187

    It sucks when you realise how much you've changed and how broken you've become.
    Id kill to go back and have my old self back. The one who smiled at butterflies and smiled all the time

  • @irikshema907
    @irikshema907 3 роки тому +14

    This is such a beautiful song.

  • @bethrodgers1545
    @bethrodgers1545 4 роки тому +427

    This song hits different when you’re singing it about yourself

    • @kaylovestay
      @kaylovestay 4 роки тому +4

      how did you know-

    • @islavibexzz4750
      @islavibexzz4750 4 роки тому +2

      Yep 🥺❤️

    • @em9325
      @em9325 4 роки тому +3

      or when your body doesnt match who you feel you are so you cant even do that

    • @jddhdjdjsjdu2722
      @jddhdjdjsjdu2722 4 роки тому +1

      Yep

    • @aftereffects8443
      @aftereffects8443 4 роки тому

      I don't wanna die... But I don't wanna live like this.

  • @ollie2478
    @ollie2478 4 роки тому +697

    The worst bit is realising that your the one that isn’t yourself anymore.

  • @wadhaalmutairi3032
    @wadhaalmutairi3032 4 роки тому +5629

    mom : stop faking being sad
    “Friends” : your boring
    school : I don’t care
    Music : I understand you

    • @kashysergio7392
      @kashysergio7392 4 роки тому +173

      Sad truth: everybody thinks ur just being dramatic, that's the reason why tons of people take their lives

    • @wadhaalmutairi3032
      @wadhaalmutairi3032 4 роки тому +40

      Kashy Sergio yes that’s the worst part but this is life you know some people are gonna hate and some people are gonna understand you visically

    • @onenx9885
      @onenx9885 4 роки тому +22

      Kashy Sergio you just explained my whole life

    • @Detourist
      @Detourist 4 роки тому +13

      Absolutely.

    • @onoomosu6752
      @onoomosu6752 4 роки тому +11

      facts....

  • @azaleabrown9970
    @azaleabrown9970 3 роки тому +42

    Parents: you're fine you're not depressed
    School: stop being lazy
    Friends: wtf is wrong with you
    Music: fuck the world we will get through this

  • @Hiyajess
    @Hiyajess 6 років тому +1878

    “You were the better part of every bit of beating heart that I had , whatever I had.”
    That line always gets me 🥀💜

  • @oikawashoe9760
    @oikawashoe9760 4 роки тому +188

    i never imagined that i would change from the happy girl that always smiles to the depressed girl that pretends to be happy with no friends.. i feel empty everyone left and i don‘t wanna live anymore

    • @Katie-Scarlett
      @Katie-Scarlett 4 роки тому +6

      you will be okay one day 💕

    • @longestname817
      @longestname817 4 роки тому +6

      Please keep living! I belive in you! I have anorexia and self harm and have suicidal thoughts but We can get through this togeather. We are fighters. We are strong. We can do this. Even if nobody else notices your fighting, keep trying. I am proud of you. You can do this

    • @dimpydangi816
      @dimpydangi816 4 роки тому +3

      i lost my mom of suicide (she burnt herself alive) , i decided to take divorce when i realised that the one whom i thought will hold me through my every thick and thin, was a narcissist, who neither even wiped off my tears nor he gave me a hug on my mom's death , n after losing my mom, my dad drinks daily heavily just to fall asleep cuz he feels so lonely, u see dear.... i m still standing strong...although i know deep down that the society n others are always going to judge us....but we have got to stay strong....this is life...and its too unpredictable....whenever u have these kind of thoughts, just think about those with bigger pains n bigger battles, then u will certainly b able to stay strong and hold on....sending my prayers and best wishes for all those having tough time fighting their battles within themselves....take care dear...god bless u..

    • @anastassiaboquet9061
      @anastassiaboquet9061 4 роки тому

      Same 👻

    • @DeniseMinou
      @DeniseMinou 4 роки тому

      @@dimpydangi816 im so sorry...

  • @yomomma2194
    @yomomma2194 4 роки тому +96

    i literally left my whole life behind. became “homeschooled” when my brother died in 7th grade. & when i came back in 11th grade no one even noticed how broken i was or that i’ve changed. i used to be so talkative and confident in 7th grade and became this quiet mouse who rarely showed emotion in 11th.

  • @hampter4187
    @hampter4187 Рік тому +2

    We have so many invisible scars from how many times we were hurt of people could see the scars of people like you and me they would think we got into a fight with a bear we are broken and torn but keep going those scars will be a symbol of how strong you are

  • @Sophie-kk7ql
    @Sophie-kk7ql 4 роки тому +2357

    I feel like I'm losing everyone, but the only one I'm losing is myself

  • @snippy9469
    @snippy9469 4 роки тому +282

    This is the type of nostalgia that doesn't need to remind you of anything specific - it just makes you feel weird

    • @snippy9469
      @snippy9469 4 роки тому +2

      Angelina Ochoa Really good songs for getting into that melancholic feeling are ones by Bright eyes and flatsound

    • @haedynwatts6449
      @haedynwatts6449 4 роки тому +1

      @Angelina Ochoa me too

    • @grace3853
      @grace3853 4 роки тому

      I know right, i started crying and i don’t know why

  • @kirishimasimp7588
    @kirishimasimp7588 4 роки тому +315

    The worst part of being sad all the time is you eventually start to lose yourself and when you lose yourself you dont even notice utill one day you rember which you used to be and the things you did and you realize it's to late to get back that person and then people drift cause they dont know who you are anymore then your all alone and it just gets worse till your gone completely until your just an empty shell of nothing and you feel like your drifting in outer space and all you see it's people being happy around you and all you hear is people being happy around you but sometimes the music drowns it out and all you feel is emptiness like your drifting or drowning and you start to drift so far from people you dont care about them like they didnt care about you and there really isnt anything left there is just nothingness it's just you in space all alone with nothing left with no one left no feeling and because you've lost everything all hope you have nothing to hold on to anymore and your just gone forever in space alone cause you lost everything when you forgot who you used to be

    • @hannahmay2299
      @hannahmay2299 4 роки тому +1

      Lizzie A hey, how has your day been or even your week? How are you getting along? you’ve got this lovely.

    • @kirishimasimp7588
      @kirishimasimp7588 4 роки тому +1

      @@hannahmay2299 my day was actually pretty ok thank you so much for asking and being so kind and encouraging it means so much to me

    • @chanelbailey7241
      @chanelbailey7241 4 роки тому +1

      i felt this on another level. but i hope you're okay

    • @kycam8.q.554
      @kycam8.q.554 4 роки тому +1

      it’s crazy you explained my feelings so well...

    • @paigevarga5883
      @paigevarga5883 4 роки тому

      catras wife pls send me this on Instagram lol paige_varga

  • @mitchmcknight9767
    @mitchmcknight9767 3 роки тому +2

    When words can’t express how one feels, music paints a perfect picture. This song hits home on a unexplainable level. I’m not sure who needs to here this but, YOU are worth it. One day at a time. Just keep taking those baby steps.

  • @callistajt4889
    @callistajt4889 4 роки тому +159

    to the people reading this
    hi! i hope you’re having a good day- oh you’re having a rough day? I’m sorry luv🥺 I hope you know that you matter, you’re loved, and you’re precious. please don’t give up🥺 you’re so strong and I’m proud of you! keep going! I’m praying that God will work though your heart, through your life, so that you can achieve that happiness you deserve🥺 I love you, Jesus loves you! God bless you all💓

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 роки тому +5

      i love you more.

    • @taekook_miss8940
      @taekook_miss8940 4 роки тому +1

      Thanks... but why say stuff like this? People like me, some, read this but still feel the same... and i hate it... but either way thanks 😢

    • @valconzzz4326
      @valconzzz4326 4 роки тому +1

      You are the type of people we need on this earth 😭😞

  • @Mommykitten420
    @Mommykitten420 4 роки тому +3087

    I wish my parents would understand depression isn’t a trend....I’m laying in bed not wanting to live and my parents are yelling at me for not cleaning the house.....
    Edit: ☺️thank you for all the likes and for everyone checking in on me I’m doing so much better now and I’m focused more on my health my parents understand my depression now and I have a kind and loving boyfriend who helps me through my dark days, I also have a service cat he helps when he hears me having panic attacks ❤️
    Edit #2 lmao he left me soooo I’m back here again

    • @gallegos156
      @gallegos156 4 роки тому +111

      Felt this, or I'm not doing enough. All I do is sleep

    • @axollivierre6500
      @axollivierre6500 4 роки тому +57

      Depression isn't a trend, its a mood. A feeling pretty much. Some people have it harder, but when you are depressed, it's not forever, it might just come and go, and repeat

    • @Mommykitten420
      @Mommykitten420 4 роки тому +26

      Ax999 yet parents don’t seem to understand that

    • @axollivierre6500
      @axollivierre6500 4 роки тому +11

      @@Mommykitten420 yep

    • @athena_the_avocado
      @athena_the_avocado 4 роки тому +12

      I'm really sorry you have to deal with this.

  • @sassysase9818
    @sassysase9818 4 роки тому +485

    My favorite line, “go toward slowly it’s not a race to the end”😔

    • @liviasales7702
      @liviasales7702 3 роки тому +26

      Mine is “u talk like ur self no I hear someone else” cuz I miss my old self

    • @kaidensam1168
      @kaidensam1168 3 роки тому +6

      Same

    • @sukhmundersidhu5346
      @sukhmundersidhu5346 2 роки тому +5

      Mine is the "I saw the part of u that only when ur older u will see too u will see too" and the oh u look like ur self but ur somebody else" and the "oh u talk like ur self no I hear someone else and ur making me nervous"

    • @meganallcock4955
      @meganallcock4955 2 роки тому +1

      that’s my favourite line too

    • @shianemi7595
      @shianemi7595 2 роки тому +2

      “i held the better cards but every stroke of luck has gotta bleed through, its gotta bleed through.”

  • @ynot123
    @ynot123 3 роки тому +2

    All the lyrics in this song are just amazing, especially “i saw the part of you which only when your older you’ll see too” now that’s just fucking brilliant cause it can relate to just about everyone listening right now

  • @Sarah-rx2bw
    @Sarah-rx2bw 4 роки тому +331

    I lost myself a long time ago. That’s because I lost happiness and faith, I lost everything about myself. I just “live”. I’m just an human on this earth. Just alone in this big world. I walk alone, while my mind is somewhere else, I look around and see people smiling and laughing. And I’m just in my own world, in my mind, where everything seems dark. Where I use my fantasy to make my life a little better. But it’s fake. It’ll never happen in real life.

    • @sophiekoch5413
      @sophiekoch5413 4 роки тому +4

      Same only Same

    • @kiaraleiton5931
      @kiaraleiton5931 4 роки тому +4

      I don’t now you, but I now how it’s feels believe me. But I steal love you, God steal love you and your Family too. If you wanna talk sometime I’m head for you

    • @griefisgood11
      @griefisgood11 4 роки тому +4

      You're surviving not thriving 😐😔🥺 same

    • @orleansaep5240
      @orleansaep5240 4 роки тому +2

      Same💔 I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. Please stay strong. I believe in you. I know you and me can do this❤️God is by your side the whole way

    • @jefanychen
      @jefanychen 4 роки тому +4

      Omg I didn’t know I could relate so much. I am so so sorry you have to go through this. I don’t know if you want my pity but I just want others to be happy. I want others to have a reason to live. To smile, to laugh, to love. You’re so strong. We may be strangers but I love you so much. Stay strong for me okay?

  • @someone2174
    @someone2174 4 роки тому +948

    i am so so fucking tired. every single thing in my life has absolutely fallen apart and i hit rock bottom AGAIN. i get up every day and look into the mirror and i hate what i see i’ve become everything that i’ve ever hated and it’s heart breaking to know that the little kid i used to be would be so disappointed if she knew who’d she become so much bad shit has happened and at this point i’m just driven by rage sadness depression anxiety and paranoia. i hate getting close to people because i don’t want them to see how damaged i am and i’m so sorry if anyone feels the same because no one deserves this

    • @Kris-vb7it
      @Kris-vb7it 4 роки тому +20

      someone i know that even if i say that you are an amazing and beautiful person (which by the way you are) it won’t help... There are people who will love you just the way you really and even if they find how damaged you are they will help you to overcome your past self. You are an amazing person i love you i love you i love you i love you. Every day you see yourself on the mirror even if you don’t believe it in the beginning say that you are beautiful, you are an amazing person, and with the time the three words will come out...the “ i love you “ ❤️

    • @someone2174
      @someone2174 4 роки тому +8

      iEditingSkills you are truly such an amazing person this brought hopeful tears to my eyes it did help and i’m so thankful that you even took the time to help me and i couldn’t thank you enough

    • @Kris-vb7it
      @Kris-vb7it 4 роки тому

      someone No need to thank me!! I’m really happy that i made you smile and if you want to talk to someone my ig is kristiana.kn send me a message though so i know who you are.❤️

    • @XRat0sX
      @XRat0sX 4 роки тому +10

      I’m in the same situation as you. Your not alone my friend.. but I offer you to look at all the positive things in your life and focus on them. From there start to develop into what you want your life to be or go towards. But it all starts with positivity. I too hate what my life has become but the only person that can change that is me.. god has given us an incredibly difficult path unique to us simply to strengthen us and make us better. In order to reach that potential we must learn from our losses we must swim not sink. Trust in gods plan and do your best. Be strong, hang in there.

    • @someone2174
      @someone2174 4 роки тому +4

      XRat0rX youre so right and thankyou so much for taking the time to reach out and help me this made my day and i couldn’t appreciate you more you’re in my prayers

  • @criari2287
    @criari2287 4 роки тому +604

    Funny how my parents get mad at me for not looking them at their eyes anymore. No, I just can't look at my reflection through the eyes of those who completely broke me.🙂

    • @shiradmagnusson6888
      @shiradmagnusson6888 4 роки тому +6

      Same feeling different person

    • @criari2287
      @criari2287 4 роки тому +4

      @@haleyslifestyle2440 im sorry luv🥺 your mom doesn't deserve a sweet angel like you, always remember that someone loves you, i luv u🥰

    • @taekook_miss8940
      @taekook_miss8940 4 роки тому +1

      Exactly

    • @user-ds7rb8si1t
      @user-ds7rb8si1t 4 роки тому +2

      Few words, with a little hope for in them
      You'll be alright

    • @poppybannansharpe6097
      @poppybannansharpe6097 4 роки тому +6

      Yep my parents broke me I have depression self harm from them telling me how much of a failure and ugly I am they made me believe it

  • @marienone2877
    @marienone2877 2 роки тому +13

    I found this song in 2016. My 8 year relationship was ending a month before our wedding. I would listen to this on repeat and sob. After I'd try to listen to it only to be in tears.
    Today I listened to this without crying, for the first time.

  • @jamiemaria8581
    @jamiemaria8581 4 роки тому +303

    Do u ever just have feelings build up inside of u and u just start crying them all out

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 роки тому

      yeah i do 💚

    • @benchakon4380
      @benchakon4380 4 роки тому +1

      That's what these comments be doin to me

    • @taekook_miss8940
      @taekook_miss8940 4 роки тому

      Yes...😢

    • @poppybannansharpe6097
      @poppybannansharpe6097 4 роки тому +1

      @@benchakon4380 same I just cried cuz I realised how much help I need with me self harming and wanting to die and I haven’t done a real smile in a year and it’s hard to think about

    • @samaltass1519
      @samaltass1519 4 роки тому

      i can’t cry anymore i emptied myself

  • @TheLunarEff3ct
    @TheLunarEff3ct 4 роки тому +125

    Saddest thing you’ll ever figure out is when you yourself are the one that changed and not for the better and no matter how hard you try to go back to the person you were you can’t and the person you once were is gone never to be seen again

  • @anmo_669
    @anmo_669 4 роки тому +663

    “Well you look like yourself, but you’re somebody else.”
    Oh hey look, it’s my best friend.

    • @selomitrangel777
      @selomitrangel777 3 роки тому +8

      Not that u care but I'm ypur 100 like :) Hope life gets better for you!!✨ Enjoy it while u can.

    • @miajunesubiela
      @miajunesubiela 3 роки тому +3

      For me its well me ive lost myself and i cant find me again

    • @Jordinmeyers
      @Jordinmeyers 3 роки тому +3

      same rn idk who she is i just want to remeet her idk who u r but i feel u

    • @jenmill3980
      @jenmill3980 3 роки тому +2

      I felt that

    • @GlennEditz4
      @GlennEditz4 2 роки тому

      For me it’s my nephew. After my biological brothers died(I’m adopted) I was treated like some monster meanwhile my nephew who I used to think of as a little brother they thought of him as some perfect angel they notice his tears but never notice his mistakes meanwhile for me all they see is my mistakes and not my tears why is family so complicated!

  • @malijamendoza8829
    @malijamendoza8829 3 роки тому +17

    Whoever is reading this just know that if you believe in yourself, if you love yourself, you can do anything because you are loved by me, God, and so many other people. I am praying for everyone going through depression, heartbreak, injuries, family problems and even people who are happy, I pray for the ones who are gone and the ones that are here because happiness is something we need to give ourselves. - Malija

    • @grassblock7668
      @grassblock7668 3 роки тому +1

      Finally a positive comment!Well said girl:D
      May God bless you.

    • @malijamendoza8829
      @malijamendoza8829 3 роки тому +1

      @@grassblock7668 🙏 :)

  • @Shmoneyyyy
    @Shmoneyyyy 4 роки тому +153

    I keep seeing the comments “this is to the friend” or “this is for the child” but like, this hits hard when you’re trying to figure out which one of your friends this is, and you realize it isn’t one of your friends. It’s you. You’re the one that changed and they all haven’t noticed cause deep down they don’t care. No one does. They only think of themselves. No one ever checks in on me, sees how I’m doing. It’s every man for himself in my life, but everyone else has a team. Life isn’t fair

    • @shy_lizard1344
      @shy_lizard1344 4 роки тому +2

      Sorry about that I want you to know life dose get better and you just have to find the people who care keep fighting and don’t give up

    • @danielanaya221
      @danielanaya221 4 роки тому

      Look man the same shit is happening to me but what you have to do is be there for them if you ever need to talk ever just need to vent or anything my Snapchat is lil_54 (and that goes for anyone I’m here for you I’d love to talk and get to know as many people as possible

    • @sharkie9380
      @sharkie9380 4 роки тому

      My friends and family choose when they want to be supportive and I just have to hold out til then, but I care 💖

    • @danibaird4995
      @danibaird4995 4 роки тому

      THATS SOME REAL SHIT RIGHT THERE OMF

    • @noahbleumansell9036
      @noahbleumansell9036 4 роки тому

      I cant say something like''i care about you'' because i dont know you who you are or why your sad but i can say that there has always been someone who cares. You care about yourself and in the end you know that your stronger than the rest and your all your really need. Live your life

  • @squidgebug
    @squidgebug 4 роки тому +45

    The part that goes “Go forward slowly, it’s not a race to the end” hits so different for some reason. It reminds me of 2014-2016 when times were good.

    • @kaijahaaa
      @kaijahaaa 4 роки тому +1

      I always say isn't it...

  • @alexjames9948
    @alexjames9948 4 роки тому +30

    That fact that we, you, all who have gone through something are still here shows that we have strength, we can keep fighting, because eventually it will stop hurting, it will be gone, we will recover, we will survive. And you will be glad that you survived because you will be there in the future knowing your a survivor, your strong and what every happened didn't destroy you it just made you stronger. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Hold on just a little longer you can't give up that's simply not an option. I love you, we love you and we care. Please stay safe and hold on the bad can't and won't last forever. Treasure the good but treasure that bad it's what got you to the good. Love you all.

  • @ayaz9304
    @ayaz9304 2 роки тому +1

    I rarely cry like RARELY
    but this song hit me hard and made me cry. Hats off to the awesome singer who knows how to deliver feelings through his music, such an incredible talent ♡

    • @dianewhite1293
      @dianewhite1293 Рік тому

      U have a pretty name ikno someone else who has ur name

    • @ayaz9304
      @ayaz9304 Рік тому

      @@dianewhite1293 that's the sweetest thing I heard today! Thank you

  • @Artscapepointofview
    @Artscapepointofview 4 роки тому +474

    When your younger self sees their future self and the difference is scary

    • @starvx.2010
      @starvx.2010 3 роки тому +4

      My sis actually saw me and said I was going to be beautiful when I am 10

    • @sebastiansantillan4988
      @sebastiansantillan4988 3 роки тому +5

      @@starvx.2010 they mean how they’re gonna end up looking like in the inside not the outside

    • @toshinoriyagi6263
      @toshinoriyagi6263 3 роки тому +7

      I just found all my photo books and went through them and each year I could see the happiness draining out of me

    • @toshinoriyagi6263
      @toshinoriyagi6263 3 роки тому +3

      I just found all my photo books and went through them and each year I could see the happiness draining out of me

    • @malinnicole6677
      @malinnicole6677 3 роки тому +3

      Truthfully. I thought I'd be happy and I see my life now and it's super scary, I am nothing like what I thought I'd be. Compared to that version I'm a monster.

  • @RantTherapist
    @RantTherapist 5 років тому +631

    Heard this on the radio once and instantly fell in love. True artists have been through pain and through that pain we grow, we learn, and we get wiser.

    • @cqrebearr
      @cqrebearr 5 років тому +2

      Well I'm glad u found it

    • @griseldalizarraga2419
      @griseldalizarraga2419 4 роки тому

      Rant Therapist i

    • @olgareiss5060
      @olgareiss5060 4 роки тому +1

      Nice! I concur with you. I'm looking at your Ukrainian emblem and looking at your name....Rant Therapist! It reminds me how funny it is to watch Europeans have their rant therapy sessions in the car while sitting at stop lights...their arms just about need massage therapy after they get done with their rant therapy. Car therapy is even better....if you can access an old junky car, a bat, and release your pent up anger, I've heard it does numbers!

  • @VVeroqq
    @VVeroqq 5 років тому +1471

    Me: hey what’s the WiFi password?
    Friend: it’s in the back of the router.
    Back of the router: 2:24

    • @TOKANITZ
      @TOKANITZ 4 роки тому +57

      Haaaa! I was looking to see if anyone had played it bkwds or had any insight. This made my day. Cheers.

    • @soci4llyin3pt72
      @soci4llyin3pt72 4 роки тому +48

      This comment made my day

    • @desmondk7962
      @desmondk7962 4 роки тому +26

      😂😂😂oh my god man great joke

    • @loudand_clear4883
      @loudand_clear4883 4 роки тому +63

      This comment section needed this

    • @amberkayes669
      @amberkayes669 4 роки тому +26

      Thought the time jump was gonna be "only it ain't on the surface" but that's better.

  • @dimitryjackson3862
    @dimitryjackson3862 2 роки тому +1

    My wife and I are having this song at our wedding first dance. She struggled with depression for years until we found correct medication, therapy and meditation together every morning and nights what a blessing to have someone you love back.

  • @emilymiller6339
    @emilymiller6339 4 роки тому +149

    Anyone who is thinking of giving up, please don't! Keep going! God loves you so much, and he is always with you!

    • @arandomvillager488
      @arandomvillager488 3 роки тому +1

      If God really gave a shit about me he wouldn't let me live

    • @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ
      @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ 2 роки тому

      Thank you 😊

    • @im.feral.rn.
      @im.feral.rn. 2 роки тому +3

      @@kateriwasch8971 Bro you just made there problems seem irrelevant. Church doesn't fix you. You can have your own beliefs but Do. Not. Tell someone to go to church to "save them" and make them "happy". It might have made you a better person but it doesn't fix everyone's problems. Congrats. You got lucky

    • @tineverhelle5607
      @tineverhelle5607 2 роки тому

      Where was he when I got raped by the person I loved most, when I got hit over and over by the one person I looked up to the most, when I got left behind by the ones that I trusted the most..

    • @landoflory3001
      @landoflory3001 2 роки тому

      @@renderingqueue one day you will see why he puts us in this pain everything has a reason that you will see later

  • @danicawales9518
    @danicawales9518 4 роки тому +46

    This song hit on a different level.when you were younger everything was happy, but then growing up everything went downhill. This is exactly my story. I live this song but it goes really deep.

    • @walldahlia1575
      @walldahlia1575 4 роки тому +3

      My troubles started when I was six, that's when the first bad thing happened to me, but I didn't start being sad until I was 12, now I'm 13..

    • @noahbleumansell9036
      @noahbleumansell9036 4 роки тому

      I never knew my dad but i had a good childhood up until 4 then my mother got an abusive boyfriend we stayed with him for for five years during that time the got hooked on drugs. We carried on to become homeless for four years until i was 13 they had two other kids during that time who had it bad as well im 15 now have cripiling social anxiety, horrible depression and im a major insomniac. Life fucking sucks. Its 2:17 am and i havent slept for two days. Good night

  • @xxbittersweettragedyxx2175
    @xxbittersweettragedyxx2175 4 роки тому +17

    This song is for all of the people that were the happiest little kids you'd ever meet, but unfortunately went through some kind of tough time or trauma that ended up breaking them & switched their personality, thoughts, & actions. I am one of those kids. Your not alone.

  • @jgrace5865
    @jgrace5865 2 роки тому +12

    As for the reflection of loving an addict and in my own recovery, this song resonates deeply. 🙏 ❤

  • @samgoldstein6312
    @samgoldstein6312 5 років тому +558

    What I like about this song is that you can hear the lyrics CLEARLY

  • @TheLoribear79
    @TheLoribear79 5 років тому +2229

    I understand this song. I walk around like this shell of me. No one notices the pain within. People see me every day and have no idea that I'm someone else inside.

    • @annepercivalle7324
      @annepercivalle7324 5 років тому +7

      Same though

    • @Kdm109
      @Kdm109 5 років тому +37

      That’s all of us. You aren’t special.

    • @annepercivalle7324
      @annepercivalle7324 5 років тому +24

      Rude much?

    • @Kdm109
      @Kdm109 5 років тому +10

      Anne Percivalle if that’s how you perceive it.

    • @GrayShadowOfNight
      @GrayShadowOfNight 5 років тому +14

      That hit me.
      People who knew me years ago, are like "ah, you haven't changed at all lol" ...... Meanwhile tho

  • @uvivia7115
    @uvivia7115 4 роки тому +178

    some people saying this goes to their best friend,
    *this one goes out to me.*

  • @briellemule8410
    @briellemule8410 2 роки тому +5

    Faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains!!! 💜

  • @miajunesubiela
    @miajunesubiela 4 роки тому +113

    ‘Well you look like yourself
    But your somebody else
    Only it ain’t on the surface’
    That hits different when you went from the always happy energetic popular genuinely happy kid that you were when you were like 10 to the depressed, lazy, lost, friendless self you are now when your 14 only four years and I’m a completely different person

    • @lorenagj2641
      @lorenagj2641 4 роки тому

      funny how we can change in only 4 years and in such a young age suffering from depression

    • @ASM-eb9gz
      @ASM-eb9gz 4 роки тому +2

      Im fucking 11 im too young to have depression one of my grandmoms died 😢

    • @imoqtz3332
      @imoqtz3332 4 роки тому +1

      Alexa Miranda trust me I know how you feel my mom dad and grandpa died in a car accident then my grandma died a year later from cancer I hope it got better for you and I want you to know she’s in a better place and she’ll always be watching you from the heavens

    • @kaijahaaa
      @kaijahaaa 4 роки тому

      ...

    • @jess-of8tz
      @jess-of8tz 4 роки тому

      I’m 12..and I have been knowing this song for too long 🙃

  • @gabrielmccone3235
    @gabrielmccone3235 4 роки тому +38

    The saddest part of life is when the person that gives you the most memories become a memory...

  • @goremiyo8332
    @goremiyo8332 4 роки тому +388

    School:Better luck nextime.
    Family:You're Useless.
    "Friends.": Lmao Ur boring
    Music:Its gonna be alright :)

  • @brendataylor1467
    @brendataylor1467 2 роки тому +2

    Reminds me of my grandfather trying to help me put me on a good path in life . But when ur young u think you know ever thing . I see myself now wish I would have listened .

  • @motherartemis4001
    @motherartemis4001 3 роки тому +725

    “Why is it so easy to kill happiness, but so hard to kill sadness?”

    • @specklescrafts8003
      @specklescrafts8003 3 роки тому +23

      Because sadness is like tree seed once it plants it’s harder to get rid of and happiness is like the wind the wind isn’t always there but the tree ⏃ tree and re seed the land once cut down or burnt but the wind can sometimes blow the seeds away before they plant and sometimes they bring the seeds back but not for too long soon the tree will be gone again maybe it replanted maybe it didn’t

    • @anthonyhicks1354
      @anthonyhicks1354 2 роки тому +12

      There's a certain type of sadness you can get addicted to.

    • @theresnoweifyourenotv7872
      @theresnoweifyourenotv7872 2 роки тому +7

      @@specklescrafts8003 If you wrote a book I would love to read it.

    • @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ
      @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ 2 роки тому +3

      Idk but I think because it is a stronger feeling

    • @ethanferrell9901
      @ethanferrell9901 2 роки тому +1

      I have been there i truley have seen the light sadness may be a tree but dedication is a fucking chainsaw

  • @emmalol3925
    @emmalol3925 4 роки тому +119

    i’m dedicating this to you, deisha. you’ll never see this but last summer you changed. you wanted to fit in with the “popular kids” you slowly lost your personality and yourself. you were my best friend and you didn’t know how much you changed me, and you were the only thing i had to hang onto. when you left me for people who were better, i cried endlessly on the bathroom floor for months. even though you’ve clearly moved on, i still don’t stop thinking about you. i don’t stop thinking about every memory we’ve shared. like the waterpark, and laughing at boys that liked us on the elementary school playground. those memories i had once laughed at before make me wanna break down and cry. even though you’re off at a different school probably making twice as many friends as i am, know that even though you’ve pushed me down to the point that i could never open up to anyone as easily again, i still love you and i’ll always be here waiting for you to come back some day.

    • @Kris-vb7it
      @Kris-vb7it 4 роки тому +15

      Emma Rose That..was so beautiful. Please show her this. She was your best friend for so many years I’m sure this paragraph will make her realise who she really is. I love you and i hope she realises who she really is and for you to finally get back together with your best friend❤️🌻

    • @sewerratlifestyle5711
      @sewerratlifestyle5711 4 роки тому +6

      I was in her spot once, she probably hates the new her too, and if she doesn’t yet she will soon.

    • @darijatrajkova4804
      @darijatrajkova4804 4 роки тому +1

      She isn't worth your pain and tears, i promise you you will find better people, just be patient, there's a whole world out there waiting for you, we know you can get through it! Everything will be okay, just don't ever lose hope. Nothing lasts forever. Keep your head held high

    • @pennylane3356
      @pennylane3356 4 роки тому

      sometimes people change and grow:) they lose many friends because of that:) respect her change

    • @UIAL570
      @UIAL570 4 роки тому

      I felt this so deep in my heart. I went through something similar and have the same sentiments

  • @jupiter-ym7cv
    @jupiter-ym7cv 4 роки тому +2292

    Little Girl: What’s on your arm?
    Me: They’re battle scars.
    Little Girl: You fought in a war?
    Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
    Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one?
    Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I’ll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them, okay? Can you promise me?
    Little Girl: Yes. I promise.
    A few days later we went on a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
    Teen: Why are you hugging me?
    Little Girl: Because... (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
    The teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her.
    With tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me...
    Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting.
    She bends down at eye level with the little girl
    Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero

    • @matildastokes8821
      @matildastokes8821 4 роки тому +175

      Why is the saddest and happiest thing I have ever read

    • @Kai-vb9tv
      @Kai-vb9tv 4 роки тому +57

      This made me so happy but so sad at one time...:((

    • @emiicrossing7576
      @emiicrossing7576 4 роки тому +31

      I saw this comment before on another vid it makes me cry a bit heh..

    • @clauderizk7687
      @clauderizk7687 4 роки тому +11

      Aww thsts noice

    • @shhd8090
      @shhd8090 4 роки тому +14

      im crying omg 😭😭😭😭

  • @Hyun_chaK1B0
    @Hyun_chaK1B0 3 роки тому +1

    I cant help but crying every time I listen for this song, including me. For all the people that are hurting right now, keep fighting. I know you can make it.

  • @ezra3633
    @ezra3633 4 роки тому +67

    One of the most painful things is not knowing who you are anymore but what hurts even more is that no one has even noticed that you’ve changed

  • @uhh.lolaaa6070
    @uhh.lolaaa6070 3 роки тому +264

    The quiet is so loud
    The numb is so painful
    It feels like I’m drifting away
    I don’t know who I am
    Nothing feels real anymore
    It feels like life has no meaning
    Nobody cares
    Nobody listens
    I feel as if I’m a burden to myself
    I don’t want to be here anymore
    I can’t sleep at night
    I don’t eat anymore
    I’m broken
    edit: please ignore this message i was in a emo phase im fine now 💀

    • @borris952
      @borris952 3 роки тому +7

      Please eat nothing can go bad anymore things will only get better and you will push through it bc u are so strong a brave and even though you don’t know it somebody put there loves you and I do too ❤️

    • @JVidz4
      @JVidz4 2 роки тому +3

      same

    • @olasimimckay4698
      @olasimimckay4698 2 роки тому +4

      Hello want to say hi I'm here I hear you

    • @dreamseater3069
      @dreamseater3069 2 роки тому +2

      i cried🥺

    • @daffagavinabyasa3922
      @daffagavinabyasa3922 2 роки тому +2

      I think you need someone to talk about this

  • @silentstarz16
    @silentstarz16 4 роки тому +84

    I heard this song on an episode of Locke & Key and as the scene played out, I couldn't help but think of my own lifelong struggles with anxiety and depression and how often I try to appear "fine" in front of other people. I've been doing this for so long I don't even know who I am anymore. To my surprise, I learned the song writing process and lyric content was meant to talk about exactly that.

    • @nightsoul4548
      @nightsoul4548 3 роки тому +3

      same for me

    • @coreylyon5897
      @coreylyon5897 3 роки тому +2

      Me too. That episode was so sad but I was watching with my mom at 1:30 am so I didn’t wanna cry and be seen as weak. This is so relatable and a lot of people like me and you go through this everyday and wanna be strong but can’t hold up any longer so when you’re in you’re bedroom you cry quietly to music, making sure no one can hear. I get it 💖💖

    • @altfor-me2928
      @altfor-me2928 3 роки тому +1

      I have known this song way before that but it was the perfect song for Locke and key

    • @Bry782
      @Bry782 2 роки тому +1

      Omg i heard it on locke and key too and i immediately searches for it and its the best song and so reletable

    • @chlanggg10
      @chlanggg10 2 роки тому +1

      Same for me!!!

  • @sabrinab7249
    @sabrinab7249 3 роки тому +4

    Reading these comments makes me think that someone is out there that wants to hear me. I may not know any one here but just listen to me. You may not think your worth it and you make think that no one loves you but there is. Your going to go through rough patches in life and its gonna make you want to give up, but just keep pushing through. You will make it. I wanted to give up and i still do but I always think to myself why cause more pain to someone closest to me and people that just know who i am. A fact that you may never know is if someone likes or even loves you because they are scared to get rejected and made fun of. Like what is wrong with our generation. Why does everyone have to push people away for who they are. We cant help with how we were born. So just a peice of advice be kind / caring and kindness and good things will come to you in the furture. Just in case no one told you we are all proud of you and you deserve to be here so dont leave. We love you.

  • @deelanaS
    @deelanaS 4 роки тому +145

    These comments make me tear up so bad😔
    I hope all of you do well!!

    • @smokescreen095
      @smokescreen095 4 роки тому +4

      Plz believe in urself. I’m a random guy on the internet but be proud of urself and u came soooo far 🙏 pls I know how u feel I have an depression to and nobody say anything to me 😔😔😔 and I placed 3 comments the get one like... from myself but believe in urself. Walk to an mirror and say: ‘I can do this I matter and I have to live cause there’s somewhere anyone that can love me.’ pls remember this.❤️

    • @borris952
      @borris952 3 роки тому

      @@smokescreen095 I can’t look in the mirror without being insecure and bursting into tears

    • @Souna-malak
      @Souna-malak 2 роки тому

      Moi aussi

  • @ayami_nagino1
    @ayami_nagino1 3 роки тому +63

    I listen to this song because everyone at my old school shunned me, shut me out and bullied me...This music understand what has happened and now has filled me with new hope..Thank you for making this...

  • @ajordaan6995
    @ajordaan6995 4 роки тому +76

    i remember, i used to be happy. i used to laugh and smile. now i just have to smile to keep the tears back. it sucks. it really does. and i remember me and my best friend were so close,, but then i started to get toxic because i was sad all the time and i didn't even know who i was anymore. ive always been sad, but that day, when i lost her, was truly the day i lost myself. i just want to smile again. without faking it.

  • @dreamworksgoal
    @dreamworksgoal 2 роки тому +2

    if ever there's a thing called "go to song to cry" is this one. i would know i have healed completely the day i listen to this and don't tear up.

  • @cecilia2563
    @cecilia2563 4 роки тому +658

    i will be honest here... i wish my friends knew that i’m getting worse, i mean... i smile, i laugh, i make jokes.. “i’m fine” but i’m really not. in fact, when i get home i just whisper to myself “when will i stop pretending?”... i just wish they knew... just this.

    • @moaku0
      @moaku0 4 роки тому +24

      I empathize with you friend. I do that exact same thing; telling everyone I'm fine with a dead smile on my face no one seems to see through and that's what breaks my heart the most, that the ones who've known me so long don't see past it.

    • @cecilia2563
      @cecilia2563 4 роки тому +7

      moaku0 i’m here for u.

    • @moaku0
      @moaku0 4 роки тому +8

      @@cecilia2563 and I for you friend. If ever in my ability I can help you let me know. I have lost a number of people who have deserved better lives I don't want to see it happening anymore.

    • @cecilia2563
      @cecilia2563 4 роки тому +6

      moaku0 i’m so sorry

    • @paradox_wick777
      @paradox_wick777 4 роки тому +2

      Same man. Just push through. You will make it. It’s hard, trust me, I know. But just tell someone. It helps.

  • @miajunesubiela
    @miajunesubiela 4 роки тому +196

    POV: all of your closest friends disappear one by one leaving you broken day by day more and more, it’s like your in a ditch buried alive and you can’t crawl out no matter how much you try and cry out for help nobody knows or understands you anymore

  • @d3athw4rning
    @d3athw4rning 3 роки тому +195

    This song goes to all them depressed teens that had a great life once... push forward kings and queens

    • @toshinoriyagi6263
      @toshinoriyagi6263 3 роки тому +4

      Hey hey hey don't push me! I can't fly! Your going to push me off the building I'll get down in a few minutes.
      Ugh hold on my friend Aizawa is here let me catch him he is falling

    • @somehuman7535
      @somehuman7535 3 роки тому +2

      @@toshinoriyagi6263 so All might is ben a long time

    • @kingstupid1715
      @kingstupid1715 3 роки тому +4

      my life was always shit and i’m only 11

    • @SumTymago
      @SumTymago 2 роки тому +1

      I don’t think this song is just about being depressed ... it can be something more

    • @daffagavinabyasa3922
      @daffagavinabyasa3922 2 роки тому

      @@kingstupid1715 good luck

  • @queen_in_yellow
    @queen_in_yellow 3 роки тому +17

    My husband is an alcoholic. Has put me through hell and back. I have stood by him, because I vowed to, and love him. I know the mean drunk isn't really him. But, it's getting harder. This song describes my feelings for him perfectly. Gods help us. ❤️

    • @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ
      @ΓιάννηςΠαπαδόπουλος-ε4υ 2 роки тому

      Actually it describes me

    • @alissaharris8035
      @alissaharris8035 2 роки тому

      I went through it for years. Four DUIs, didn't keep a job, couldn't be trusted to take care of the kids, couldn't go to any family or social events because he was always drunk. He was a mean drunk no matter how much, what kind of alcohol, or where he was. He had PTSD from an abusive stepfather. He had severe depression. I myself have the above mentioned illnesses, too. I am treated and he refuses. He's gone to rehab a dozen times, threatened to commit suicide several times, leading to the police being involved and having to be involuntary committed half of those rehab stays. Domestic violence was always waiting to rear its head. He was arrested several times, I bailed him out, we stayed together every time but the last. There was a no contact order once while he was waiting to be sentenced for the second time in our relationship, fifth total. We were still living together and going about our sick, twisted life like it was normal because I loved him and I had to save him. I had to be there for him because he needed someone to love him. One day he started drinking at 11am, which wasn't uncommon, but he was furious and didn't know why. He called on my lunch break and made threats and accusations and then threw his phone out the window. The friend he was with called me and said he has no idea why he's mad and he hadn't said a word about me until that phone call. He came home and we were hosting a sleepover. I wouldn't let him come in. He was yelling incoherently and then said he had a gun. I called my dad because he was close and carries a gun. My dad called the police. By the time they got there he had broken our bedroom window and I took the kids to our neighbors upstairs. He was charged with a plethora of crimes. My family and friends wanted me to get restraining orders on him several times, but I "knew" he wouldn't hurt us. The next morning I went to the courthouse and filed a restraining order and that was it. I still believe he's the love of my life. We had so many things in common-history, politics, geography, music, friends. I always feel I could have done more, I shouldn't have done this or that. That was 8 years ago. He has kids with another woman who also has a restraining order on him. She also believed she had to save him. He gave me trauma few people understand. I have dreams of picking up beer bottles and bottles of Crown Royal. I dream of him kicking our bedroom door in half because I locked it out of fear-he did this once- I dream of him dying by suicide. I dream of me dying by suicide. I am extremely jumpy at sounds, doors opening, ringing phones, certain places we'd had incidents or happy times. The ending isn't a good one. Choose yourself and create your own ending. I'm sending you all of my love and I wish you a safe life full of fun and peace 💜

  • @ch3rry._.3d1ts4
    @ch3rry._.3d1ts4 4 роки тому +785

    I don't usually write comments, i read through everyone's else with tears in my eyes. I can relate to the pain, I have no one who listens so im going to vent here, where nobody knows me. Well, my dad thinks im an abominations, im the mistake of the family. i wasn't supposed to be born. I try so hard to show him im worthy of his love, is affection. No matter how hard i try it never works. Why can't you just love me dad? Then many times you hit me, or fat shamed me. Causing me to attempt to kill myself or starve. I just wanted to be what you wanted me to be. And you, the neighborhood boy that ive loved since i met you, 5 years ago. No matter how many people I dated you never left my head. You've wronged me, but I still love you. Ive told you I liked you and you ignored me for months. I won't try it again. I promise. But i won't leave your side I refuse to be one of the girls that leaves you in pain. I like to believe you feel something for me still, when I catch you staring and instead of looking away you give me that goofy smile. When you come outside and just randomly come over to me. Or come up to me on your go kart and rev you engine for my attention. When I look back I see you smiling with your helmet on. "Hey, I can't reverse mind pushing me back?" Your so sweet and even if im the only one who realizes it. Its so cliché, the girl he only sees as his "sisters friend" or the "neighbor girl". Even if you never choose me, I love you..and dad I just want you to love me. Why do i pick the people who's heart doesn't beat for me?..

    • @laysiaa
      @laysiaa 4 роки тому +30

      Girl stay strong through everything, you got this💕

    • @arrowknee0363
      @arrowknee0363 4 роки тому +21

      You'll be okay just pull through and stay strong

    • @taekook_miss8940
      @taekook_miss8940 4 роки тому +2

      Same...

    • @taekook_miss8940
      @taekook_miss8940 4 роки тому +34

      I wasn’t supposed to be born, my mother didn’t want me, she fell in love with me when I was born... but years pasted by and all she does is criticize me, say I’m a mistake, stupid, and more horrible things... I’m able to be myself tho my mom hates it... I ignore her opinions but it’s hard to... I wish I was deaf... but stay strong, I’m staying strong 😢🙃

    • @manonrives5300
      @manonrives5300 4 роки тому +7

      Stay strong, you are appreciated and loved ❤️

  • @shandawarila3770
    @shandawarila3770 4 роки тому +22

    this song really hits when you realize you’ve changed and became the person u didn’t wanna be...

  • @tanayapatel1735
    @tanayapatel1735 4 роки тому +534

    damn i miss myself....i miss who i was and i hate who i am

    • @rumenastoqnova788
      @rumenastoqnova788 4 роки тому +4

      Me too...miss the old me

    • @smokescreen095
      @smokescreen095 4 роки тому +3

      Please be proud of urself

    • @starvx.2010
      @starvx.2010 3 роки тому +4

      When i was young I didn't want to be a nerd cause nobody wanted to talk to me but there was this person that was with me and thats all that I needed yet I still hated myself I grew up and realised that being a nerd I cool and i am in love with THAT person

    • @mezekut12
      @mezekut12 3 роки тому +4

      I miss my old self too.. that ' me ' made my ex girlfriend fall in love with me and she admired that version of me... as the time passed i turned to somebody else and now i have lost my girlfriend and my whole life... that old ' me ' is watching me and shaking his head because what i have became..

    • @mezekut12
      @mezekut12 3 роки тому +2

      And now the fact is that i have no idea who she was dating after that summer.. because it certainly wasn't the same person who she fell in love with.

  • @short_gurl_UwU
    @short_gurl_UwU 2 роки тому +1

    Life keeps moving forward even as I feel myself wanting to go back to the better days but yet.... I am here still moving forward with life waisting time in the past instead of just living in the moment. I always get mad that I'm alone and cry about it but instead I'm gonna start trying to better thing and make it so I don't have to be alone when theres really no need to be in this world full of endless possibilities.....you just gotta make the first move my guy, trust me. It's your life your actions. You can be anything do anything and accomplish anything as long as you put your mind to. It the end it all pays off. Just do it

  • @idk_._.3074
    @idk_._.3074 4 роки тому +1009

    I remember when I told myself "i can't wait to grow up" now I regret every minute of me being alive.

    • @leokindalost
      @leokindalost 3 роки тому +7

      fact

    • @jazminevu425
      @jazminevu425 3 роки тому +8

      @@leokindalost every minute tho ?

    • @siicoviiciouse1629
      @siicoviiciouse1629 3 роки тому +16

      If only there was a way to know we were in the good days before we wasn’t

    • @Soliagemski
      @Soliagemski 3 роки тому +6

      Im sorry

    • @gabrielgaribaldi2936
      @gabrielgaribaldi2936 3 роки тому +12

      Keep your head up... we love you man or woman... we never met and idk you, but since we feel that same ik you better than most... kelp your head up I love you 🖤

  • @becca2644
    @becca2644 4 роки тому +358

    Sadly, this is my story. I hid from my family, I hid the pain, the cuts, the razors, and my feelings. I will forever remember the last minute texts and the last minutes notes I made. My mother found me, covered in my own blood with a bloody razor lying next to me. The paramedics, the doctors, and the nurses saved me. I was in a psychiatric facility for a couple months and now I'm better. I still have hard days, but I can get past it. My medication helps me, I haven't had a thought about killing myself for a while. I feel genuinely happy now. The moral of this story is, no matter how bad the situation gets, you are loved. You are heard. You are needed. I don't even know you and I can say, I love you, you matter to me, and I hope I can make your day brighter. It's not embarrassing to get help, or to take medication. It's all up to you if you want to get better, but trust me, *the world is brighter with you in it!* ❤️

    • @dizzy_puff
      @dizzy_puff 4 роки тому +10

      Im so proud of you for getting help, I understand your pain. Stay Strong ❤️

    • @becca2644
      @becca2644 4 роки тому +2

      @@dizzy_puff thank you! 💞

    • @dizzy_puff
      @dizzy_puff 4 роки тому +2

      @@becca2644 of course 💞

    • @julianamerkley4761
      @julianamerkley4761 4 роки тому +3

      This made me cry . Thank you

    • @kaitlynpaiton806
      @kaitlynpaiton806 4 роки тому +2

      i'm so proud of you and thank you for this post

  • @brooke4703
    @brooke4703 4 роки тому +269

    when i cry
    my mum: youre just being dramatic
    my sisters: idc
    friends: its probably just that time of the month
    my partner: eh idrc
    music: hey whats wrong?
    now this is the truth.. for some anyway

    • @briandepalma7252
      @briandepalma7252 3 роки тому +6

      Hello dear how are you doing ? Please accept my heartfelt hug. 😊🤗

    • @keirra7158
      @keirra7158 3 роки тому

      Same :(

    • @toshinoriyagi6263
      @toshinoriyagi6263 3 роки тому +3

      most people don't really care mostly because I slap on a smile
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain
      Smile through the pain

    • @rain.742
      @rain.742 3 роки тому +1

      I think there's some online therapy things you could try? Thinking of you ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

    • @madeleinesummer.2692
      @madeleinesummer.2692 2 роки тому +1

      Why is that so accurate tho :(

  • @nickpinto6470
    @nickpinto6470 3 роки тому

    people here are very kind these comments may be sad but everyone is kind it’s nice to see that type of support somewhere in the cruel world anyone that’s going through shit or that’s gone through it and it still having a tough time I fight there with y’all, stay strong fight hard and get out of life what you want