Hi Ascendor. I’ve always been a seeker. I know my whole journey and the teachers I’ve been admiring all along, Rupert among them, contributed to where I am at this moment. But it was actually one of your videos (precisely the first time I bumped into you on UA-cam) that shook me to my core. Huge shift, like a blindfold being removed from my eyes. I will forever be grateful to you for that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart and beyond, far beyond. God bless you 🙏🏼
And also, Ascendor, please don’t go anywhere, we love your wisdom, calm, beautiful and insightful explanations of how to be in the now peacefully and happily, not worrying or stressing and all of your many magnificent insights into being and unconditionally accepting without resisting and trusting this moment always ❤❤❤
I have an ADHD diagnosis but I think I also consume too much! Always looking for more information and to learn new things. Ignorance is bliss....to an extent.
I don’t knock down adhd as non-existent (and hope that wasn’t what you mean), but I do find it much more present in individuals who consume media just like you described. All the data that is left unprocessed, unfiltered through stillness and periods of calm contemplation and more … the brain is an excellent tool but a terrible master when we don’t understand it’s ins and outs and like you said in a way allow it to breathe (or smth like that when you compare it to a computer quite accurately). As well as the food we eat that helps or not points of inflammation around the body etc. we’re putting our brains and bodies in undue stress it’s no wonder we suffer from all kinds of disorders, illnesses and more. Now that I am much more attuned to my body and mind on a better level than before, I can manage my unique traits better, most days. Mental clarity is the essence i seek to refine, and why meditation for me is so important 💎🙏🏽
Hello ascendor Your video helped me a lot, but I still have 2 unresolved problems. First, I allowed thoughts and emotions and finally realized that everything was one and that I was not a person, but a part of the huge power of the present moment. The seeker finally died. But then I allowed everything, and the meaning of life disappeared. I just sat there and felt the present without exercising or watching UA-cam like I used to. But the meaninglessness that comes from that makes me depressed. I thought, "If everything is one and I don't exist in the first place, why do I have to suffer, and this body isn't me, so why do I exercise?" Of course, I allowed these thoughts, but they still leave me wondering, what's the point of all this when it doesn't mean anything. Is it going to change if I keep allowing everything? But meditation is more confusing now because it's not for purpose, it's just an automatic state. Second, meditating makes me so sleepy. I feel like my mind is trying to stop me from facing something that is repressed deep inside me I would really appreciate it if you could let me know your thoughts on these two problems. Thank you. + I think the reason why my motivation or the meaning of life disappeared is because they came from my ego who wanted to be recognized and loved. As I allowed that broken ego, I think all the goals I set to fill the deficiency have disappeared. And that makes me depressed because there is no destination in my life. I don't have a motive to set a new goal or meaning. Please help me. Also i think im in a state of dark night of the soul. How can i get through it??
Hi there Ascendor! I AM full of obssessive thougths, I try to be with them not follow them, and the be with the desire to follow and to analyse every thoght ,but I just resist, and then I see that resistance and there's a slight relief, but then it comes again stronger, I can't stop it and at the same time I am tired and exausted.What can I do?
I think the idea that something can be done about our human condition is a fallacy or misunderstanding. I spent many years bumping into this and listening to so called spiritual teachers. They all seem to be confusing people that something is to be done or something is wrong/needs to be fixed. Just learn how to relax, meditate, see the misunderstanding of reality etc etc. Nothing ever changed here. In fact times were more stressful and confusing when chasing my tail around and around. I suppose i was not doing it right though.?
Brother, what a wonderful video, keep recording, you are a light in this world
You really are a gift ascendor. Blessings
Appreciate the time you take to make these videos for all of us ❤️ Infinite love in Abundance!
You are so tuned IN. Thank you for YOU!!💥
Thank you for this wisdom
Thank you for this reminder :)
Thank you ❤
Hi Ascendor. I’ve always been a seeker. I know my whole journey and the teachers I’ve been admiring all along, Rupert among them, contributed to where I am at this moment. But it was actually one of your videos (precisely the first time I bumped into you on UA-cam) that shook me to my core. Huge shift, like a blindfold being removed from my eyes. I will forever be grateful to you for that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart and beyond, far beyond. God bless you 🙏🏼
Can you post which one? 👏
Hey man, i'm truly happy to hear that! Bless your heart brother
@ Of course. This one
ua-cam.com/video/hZYeg6JTPL0/v-deo.htmlsi=3GXniBcDUJEijS5K 🙏🏼❤️
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@@javiervanborenI watched the video again which you were talking about. It was the first one I had seen of Ascendor and it opened…opened…opened…
You are making the whole thing so simple, that is amazing 🎉
Danke!
Thank you for the suppprt🫶
I love being a part of the universal energy 💗 it fills me with joy 💗 isn’t it all so completely awe inspiring and mind blowing 💗
And also, Ascendor, please don’t go anywhere, we love your wisdom, calm, beautiful and insightful explanations of how to be in the now peacefully and happily, not worrying or stressing and all of your many magnificent insights into being and unconditionally accepting without resisting and trusting this moment always ❤❤❤
Thank you, I feel dark but now a bit better to let it do its thing
Yes!
🙏💞💛🥰
I have an ADHD diagnosis but I think I also consume too much! Always looking for more information and to learn new things. Ignorance is bliss....to an extent.
I love your videos
I don’t knock down adhd as non-existent (and hope that wasn’t what you mean), but I do find it much more present in individuals who consume media just like you described. All the data that is left unprocessed, unfiltered through stillness and periods of calm contemplation and more … the brain is an excellent tool but a terrible master when we don’t understand it’s ins and outs and like you said in a way allow it to breathe (or smth like that when you compare it to a computer quite accurately). As well as the food we eat that helps or not points of inflammation around the body etc.
we’re putting our brains and bodies in undue stress it’s no wonder we suffer from all kinds of disorders, illnesses and more.
Now that I am much more attuned to my body and mind on a better level than before, I can manage my unique traits better, most days. Mental clarity is the essence i seek to refine, and why meditation for me is so important 💎🙏🏽
Hello ascendor Your video helped me a lot, but I still have 2 unresolved problems.
First, I allowed thoughts and emotions and finally realized that everything was one and that I was not a person, but a part of the huge power of the present moment. The seeker finally died. But then I allowed everything, and the meaning of life disappeared. I just sat there and felt the present without exercising or watching UA-cam like I used to. But the meaninglessness that comes from that makes me depressed. I thought, "If everything is one and I don't exist in the first place, why do I have to suffer, and this body isn't me, so why do I exercise?" Of course, I allowed these thoughts, but they still leave me wondering, what's the point of all this when it doesn't mean anything. Is it going to change if I keep allowing everything? But meditation is more confusing now because it's not for purpose, it's just an automatic state.
Second, meditating makes me so sleepy. I feel like my mind is trying to stop me from facing something that is repressed deep inside me
I would really appreciate it if you could let me know your thoughts on these two problems. Thank you.
+ I think the reason why my motivation or the meaning of life disappeared is because they came from my ego who wanted to be recognized and loved. As I allowed that broken ego, I think all the goals I set to fill the deficiency have disappeared. And that makes me depressed because there is no destination in my life. I don't have a motive to set a new goal or meaning. Please help me. Also i think im in a state of dark night of the soul. How can i get through it??
A video is coming for you
@ascendor.ascendor Thank you!
@@ascendor.ascendor 😊❤️🙏 wonderful, thank you so much.
Thank you 🙏 ❤
If the childhood was filled with fear, loss and pain, trusting life is almost impossible.
@ and why you are now finally able to trust life??
Gratitude 🙏
very insightful as usual .
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Oh it’s definitely a cruel world lol. It’s baked in.
I also really struggle to relax, so it’s probably my messed up perspective
Hi there Ascendor! I AM full of obssessive thougths, I try to be with them not follow them, and the be with the desire to follow and to analyse every thoght ,but I just resist, and then I see that resistance and there's a slight relief, but then it comes again stronger, I can't stop it and at the same time I am tired and exausted.What can I do?
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Some people, like me, have defective computer. If if its calm, it wont be clear.
How so?
I think the idea that something can be done about our human condition is a fallacy or misunderstanding. I spent many years bumping into this and listening to so called spiritual teachers. They all seem to be confusing people that something is to be done or something is wrong/needs to be fixed. Just learn how to relax, meditate, see the misunderstanding of reality etc etc. Nothing ever changed here. In fact times were more stressful and confusing when chasing my tail around and around. I suppose i was not doing it right though.?
Your laugh makes me know this is all meaningless bs
Thank you ❤
Thank you 🙏🏻 ❤️
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Thank you ❤❤❤