When they do change the behaviour gets worse at first because they have to learn to stop fighting the symptoms - and of course decreasing substance intake causes disruptive behaviour.
The Characteristics and Patterns do fit the story perfectly and seem to fit the same theme countless times of conflict, rebellion, and punishment.. I’m going through tough times right now and I seem to get empty support, lip service and being alone Saying holds true, that when you ain’t in their clique, you’re not really their family
Concur. Sharing Note. There is a noun construct especially in objectivists and action figure most alcoholics dry even recovering-- incl wanna be spec personas--that seemingly interposes and reinforces itself if not suspected. That noun construct might be as innocent as I am the doer the thinker the mediator as one sinks into the meditating (verbing). Once suspected it can't be unseen that the purposes of many tasks can be co-opted even as a pursuit of fixing the claiming claimant Johnny come lately. Seeing it and loosing interest carrys forward to lose of attention and energy released to finding more natural paths.
I struggle with being treated like a toilet 🚽 by everyone else at family and at the prison in Texas as a correctional officer… I lost the love, respect and honor of my coworkers and inmates.. My 2004 Buick needs a new engine, and transmission replacement..
It’s apparent that my half brothers chose to be whom they wanted to be and built worlds that excluded me, built on being narcissistic gaslighting pioneers.. There’s possibly truths they know or were told about me and they decided not to seek a balanced, caring relationship bond with me personally.. Attitudes, feelings and relationships are built on what they choose to know and based on Josh’s insightful psychological analysis evaluation, has consistently confirmed my troubling past with my own personal experiences with my family.. I was having doubts about the relationship between myself and my family per se.. Now that I believe that both my mom and dad’s side of the family are not intellectually connected or interested in improving themselves and learning from their pasts have consistently been repeating their mistakes in different ways and forms.. I shared some thoughts on topics that mattered to them yet resulted in less desirable reply.. Which led me to believe that I personally am not truly ready for my own personal family… Without positive, encouraging and even supportive thoughts and relationships with others has proven to be disastrous for everyone involved and concerned.. Maybe after my soul and spirit leave the confines of this unfortunate and painful reality experience, I might have something to look forward to in the next life experience.. My personal life’s situation since August 19, 1972 from a West Texas City of El Paso, TX has been a dismal failure of abuse from parents and a lifetime of isolation from a family that has since disowned me as a person.. Yet I’m still a West Texas drifter or “gun slinger” unable to find a place to build a family of my own and might find an oasis with Torah and G-d.. May G-d help me find Solace and Love in Torah Education and I be able to achieve success, maturing beyond the constraints of my past traumatic stress disorder of an abusive legacy from a family that wish to remain stuck in their own prison they built for themselves.. Thanks Josh and his insight wife for helping me a lonely West Texas wanderer find love in The G-d of Israel 🇮🇱. Shabbat Shalom y’all.
@@psychinsights they want to see you destroyed, other people destroy just because of your weakness. And there is sadistic palpable destructive anger, that goes beyond your skin. Beyond murdereous angee
I’ve personally felt this way in religious circles and in family and coworkers who build “relationships” by deception conquests and use alienation as a method of controlling others. I’m being nitpicked by supervisors and coworkers that are wanting me to either end my life with suicidal attitudes or other manipulative behaviors that say “you’re worthless by our standards and you aren’t getting your retirement plan” because we hate you quietly.
@@sourcefountain789 That’s typically how it works in my situation and they get away with it… I’ll never succeed in this corrupt “good old boy” system and going through the struggles then someone else more keen wise and capable will expose them and the truth.. Why I trust G-d and Karma
When they do change the behaviour gets worse at first because they have to learn to stop fighting the symptoms - and of course decreasing substance intake causes disruptive behaviour.
The Characteristics and Patterns do fit the story perfectly and seem to fit the same theme countless times of conflict, rebellion, and punishment..
I’m going through tough times right now and I seem to get empty support, lip service and being alone
Saying holds true, that when you ain’t in their clique, you’re not really their family
Thank you! 😎👍
Concur.
Sharing Note. There is a noun construct especially in objectivists and action figure most alcoholics dry even recovering-- incl wanna be spec personas--that seemingly interposes and reinforces itself if not suspected. That noun construct might be as innocent as I am the doer the thinker the mediator as one sinks into the meditating (verbing).
Once suspected it can't be unseen that the purposes of many tasks can be co-opted even as a pursuit of fixing the claiming claimant Johnny come lately.
Seeing it and loosing interest carrys forward to lose of attention and energy released to finding more natural paths.
I struggle with being treated like a toilet 🚽 by everyone else at family and at the prison in Texas as a correctional officer… I lost the love, respect and honor of my coworkers and inmates.. My 2004 Buick needs a new engine, and transmission replacement..
It’s apparent that my half brothers chose to be whom they wanted to be and built worlds that excluded me, built on being narcissistic gaslighting pioneers..
There’s possibly truths they know or were told about me and they decided not to seek a balanced, caring relationship bond with me personally..
Attitudes, feelings and relationships are built on what they choose to know and based on Josh’s insightful psychological analysis evaluation, has consistently confirmed my troubling past with my own personal experiences with my family..
I was having doubts about the relationship between myself and my family per se.. Now that I believe that both my mom and dad’s side of the family are not intellectually connected or interested in improving themselves and learning from their pasts have consistently been repeating their mistakes in different ways and forms.. I shared some thoughts on topics that mattered to them yet resulted in less desirable reply.. Which led me to believe that I personally am not truly ready for my own personal family… Without positive, encouraging and even supportive thoughts and relationships with others has proven to be disastrous for everyone involved and concerned.. Maybe after my soul and spirit leave the confines of this unfortunate and painful reality experience, I might have something to look forward to in the next life experience.. My personal life’s situation since August 19, 1972 from a West Texas City of El Paso, TX has been a dismal failure of abuse from parents and a lifetime of isolation from a family that has since disowned me as a person.. Yet I’m still a West Texas drifter or “gun slinger” unable to find a place to build a family of my own and might find an oasis with Torah and G-d.. May G-d help me find Solace and Love in Torah Education and I be able to achieve success, maturing beyond the constraints of my past traumatic stress disorder of an abusive legacy from a family that wish to remain stuck in their own prison they built for themselves.. Thanks Josh and his insight wife for helping me a lonely West Texas wanderer find love in The G-d of Israel 🇮🇱. Shabbat Shalom y’all.
Is there anything as giving SADİSTİC supply
It's failed system. Seeing The truth of that carrysforward fresh new implicits that lead to likewise explicit zig zag in out as below so above etc
Haven't heard much on sadistic supply... the narcissist is looking for things that makes them feel omnipotent and grandiose.
@@psychinsights they want to see you destroyed, other people destroy just because of your weakness. And there is sadistic palpable destructive anger, that goes beyond your skin. Beyond murdereous angee
I’ve personally felt this way in religious circles and in family and coworkers who build “relationships” by deception conquests and use alienation as a method of controlling others. I’m being nitpicked by supervisors and coworkers that are wanting me to either end my life with suicidal attitudes or other manipulative behaviors that say “you’re worthless by our standards and you aren’t getting your retirement plan” because we hate you quietly.
@@sourcefountain789 That’s typically how it works in my situation and they get away with it… I’ll never succeed in this corrupt “good old boy” system and going through the struggles then someone else more keen wise and capable will expose them and the truth.. Why I trust G-d and Karma