@@oliecat6126i’ve read the lyrics over and over again and i just want to say before i start yapping you are technically right!! this song is about a child living with emotionally and physically neglecting parents. parents who couldn’t give less of a shit about the child’s like and would rather treat them as nothing more than a toy. the child sees this pain from the abuse and even the world and start to lose their mind. they become angry and resentful. the child finds a gun their parents have and start to have urges to take revenge and make their parents feel the pain and fear they did. hope this helps :3
check out his band The Ohayogozaimas. that's where he continues to make metalcore, live performance feeling songs while his vocaloid music shifted it's style.
esta es una de las primeras canciones de utsu-p que escuche y aunque no me gustaba mucho en ese tiempo (hace ocho o nueve años) no me arrepiento haberla dejado en mi lista de reproducción debido a que es una de las canciones que mas escucho de este artista hoy en día. por cierto pasaron al menos dos o tres años desde la primera vez que la escuche para saber que decía en español debido a que no me importaba saber mucho lo que trataba la canción, pero cuando la busque por pura curiosidad me gusto la canción mucho mas de lo que lo hacia antes.
Wow. Takes me way back. Prefer this version if im being honest, over the PxTxSxD one. The guitar tone is a lot better. Just wish the sound quality was also better Although I'm probably biased cuz of the nostalgic value.
aisareta keiseki wa nokosaretenaku todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu nisemono no aegi koe akagoyou omocha noyouni gyuujirareta kokoro no kizu sari yuku senaka sugata ni taemanaku furisosogu ame iki wo hakuyouni uso haki shouki saeubau kuroku nishinda zouo wo tokihanatsu toki hora abunai omocha ni te wo kakete minikui kanada wo uchinuiteyare koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuiteyare boku wo kirisaita wa tayori omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru koto no ha de sukima kara mietano wa otona dakeno sekai Ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no houko Oshiirereni kizuiteta bokudake no sekai Utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni yukamareta nousaibou hirakareta kokoro no sumi ukabi agaru kizuguchi to yonin kaeru kioku no tabi tatta hitokoto "inakunare" taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri kibou wo mushibamu kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari eien no yami zaiakukan zero tanoshii omocha otona no omocha ikiteru omocha tsukaeru omocha tanoshii omocha otona no omocha Ikiteru omocha kanashiinaa hora abunai omocha ni te wo kakete minikui kioku wo uchinuiteyare hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta daremo wakaccha kurenaiyo meni mienu hodo chippokedemo omoku fukaku tsukisasaru koto no ha de
この曲で鬱Pさんのこと知ったなぁ……懐かしい……
The first UtsuP song I ever heard XD such a bang
its a roight banga mate
fahking choon
Same for me 👌
Is that a gun in your pants or are you just happy to see m-
NO ITS A GUN, ITS A GUN
OH GOD OH FUCK
I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED THE VID AND YOU ALREADY GOT ME CRACKIN
AMERICAN RIN
A blast from the past.
Took me over 10 years to find out what this song really means.
What does it mean 😭
@@I_luvsyuu the song is talking about someone being held captive and being used by someone for a long time until they find a gun and shot them
@@oliecat6126i thought it talked about sa
@@oliecat6126i’ve read the lyrics over and over again and i just want to say before i start yapping you are technically right!!
this song is about a child living with emotionally and physically neglecting parents. parents who couldn’t give less of a shit about the child’s like and would rather treat them as nothing more than a toy. the child sees this pain from the abuse and even the world and start to lose their mind. they become angry and resentful. the child finds a gun their parents have and start to have urges to take revenge and make their parents feel the pain and fear they did.
hope this helps :3
I like all the three recent songs are having the same ammount of views and likes at the same time. Thanks for the gift Utsu-p
Nice pfp
Nostalgia hitting hard
Same for me
Utsu-p one of the best things I discovered this year.
welcome to the club X)
鬱Pだったことに最近気付いた……これすき
Me : well I'm a weeb but I love Rock and Metal music
Utsu P, Yuyoyuppe : Say no more, fam
Also Jiwata Neho, Okame-P, and Eve.
And Muryouku-p, Caz and Shiromeishi(?
And Sheba if you like Utau(?
What about Xenon-p? If you haven’t heard them yet, check out Spike and Immortal Soul. I love those two
This is bringing me back to my middle school years
Remember playing this on Osu back in the day, it was the song that introduced me to Utsu-P. Good times!
when you realize you watched the videos that were released from newest to oldest but you dont mind cus nostalgic kicks in
10代の時聞いてからずっと歌える、久々に聞いてもやっぱり好きだ
Song: *Talks about taking revenge on a rapist.*
Me: *Headbanging intensifies*
当時10代で惚れてから今でもこの曲が大好きです。当時のボカマスも真っ先に並んでお声掛けさせて頂きました。素晴らしい楽曲をありがとうございます。
大サービスやな。家で聴きまくりますわ
自粛に潤いを届けてくれてありがとう
うわー懐かしい、、、PVのリンちゃんかっこ可愛くて最高
I always thought this was the best version. Still one of my favorite songs ever
懐かしい！！
大好きです
懐かしすぎい…
daaaamn the breakdown brings me back!
I miss when utsu-p made songs like this☹️
check out his band The Ohayogozaimas. that's where he continues to make metalcore, live performance feeling songs while his vocaloid music shifted it's style.
懐かしい 😎
Excellent song
な、なつかしい、
This is now another utsu-P favourite of mine!!.
I love this song, it brings me a lot of memories.
本家嬉しい！
Amazing! I love it ❤️
A classic. :)
I wonder, will you upload コロナ? Or is that too inappropriate?
That would be so awesome.
Benobot99 what’s the English translation for that song
@@AxiamBB Corona
Is literally Corona :o... such coincidence.
The madlad did it apparently
Such memories
love ur music ❤️
Absolute banger
Ke san b /or kemu made the mv brings back so much memories 😭😭😭 good times good times
What a jam
interesting lyrics, utsu-p
Classic.
Realy cool
OMG YES
esta es una de las primeras canciones de utsu-p que escuche y aunque no me gustaba mucho en ese tiempo (hace ocho o nueve años) no me arrepiento haberla dejado en mi lista de reproducción debido a que es una de las canciones que mas escucho de este artista hoy en día.
por cierto pasaron al menos dos o tres años desde la primera vez que la escuche para saber que decía en español debido a que no me importaba saber mucho lo que trataba la canción, pero cuando la busque por pura curiosidad me gusto la canción mucho mas de lo que lo hacia antes.
この歌何も知らずに家族とカラオケ行った時熱唱してた、絶対雰囲気気まずかったやん
Discovered this gem years ago
Me encanto ;)
I love your song utstu p
Reuploading some of your old songs I see. This one is one of my favorite Rin songs
utsu-p you make me happy ¡¡¡¡ i love you!!!!
good old osu! days... oh the memories u.u
懐かしい
うん、リピ確だ…！(鬱P楽曲周回中)
What a bop
Bro this song is so relatable 😼🖐🏽
The breakdown before the chorus doe
Uuff clásico 😁😍
this song was made in my birthday (2010 18 june)!!!
No me canso de escuchar las las canciones de Utsu p. Son maravillosas..!!!!
Utsu-P es una leyenda, nadie como el
Utsu-P tremendo vocalo-p.
en efecto, siempre es genial escuchar sus canciones xd
Ah yes, the original. I’ve only heard the Post Traumatic Stress Disorder version. It’s such a banger, I love metal (or rock, idk) Vocaloid songs
歌詞置いときます。
愛された形跡は残されてなく
滞りなく通わせた幸福もなく
残された玩具箱引っくり返して
また僕は耐え抜いて作り笑顔出す
贋物の 喘ぎ声
赤子用玩具のように牛耳られた心の傷
去り行く背中姿に絶え間なく降り注ぐ雨
息を吐くように嘘吐き
正気さえ奪う
黒く滲んだ憎悪を
解き放つ時
ほら アブナイ玩具に手を掛けて
醜い身体を打ち抜いてやれ
声にならぬ感情に身を振るわせ
腐り果てた患部ブチ抜いてやれ
僕を切り裂いた刃より
重く深く突き刺さる 言の葉で
隙間から見えたのは大人だけの世界
汚くて暑苦しいトラウマの宝庫
押入れに築いてた僕だけの世界
美しく清々しい夢と希望の国
歪まれた 脳細胞
開かれた心の隅
浮かび上がる傷口と
甦る記憶の鍵
たった一言
「いなくなれ」
太陽を気まぐれに遮り
希望を蝕む
影坊主が友達になり
永遠の闇
罪悪感ゼロ
たのしいおもちゃ
おとなのおもちゃ
いきてるおもちゃ
つかえるおもちゃ
たのしいおもちゃ
おとなのおもちゃ
いきてるおもちゃ
かなしいな―
ほら アブナイ玩具に手を掛けて
醜い記憶を打ち抜いてやれ
憎しみ尽くしてこびり付いてた
穢い垢を落とす時が来た
誰もわかっちゃくれないよ
僕にしか分からぬミリの罠
目に見えぬほどちっぽけでも
重く深く突き刺さる
言の葉で
Utsu P makes Rin do terrible, terrible things.
Nah not rlly
メタルボカロの代表鬱P
the girl shoot with are heart
Wow. Takes me way back.
Prefer this version if im being honest, over the PxTxSxD one. The guitar tone is a lot better. Just wish the sound quality was also better
Although I'm probably biased cuz of the nostalgic value.
I also prefer the Traumatic version of this song over the PTSD version and I didn’t really grew up with his stuff lol. This shit is a real banger
I like both versions ❤❤
@@Len_Kagamine02I do too! I can still have a preference of one over the other. Doesn't mean I dislike the PTSD version. I love them both as well.
1st listener!
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Am I the only one who thought the name came off dirty at first glance.
That's kinda what the song is about...
NO YOU ARE NOT
もしかしたらほんとは大人のおもちゃじゃなくて子供のおもちゃかもな…
Wtf abertura do Globo Repórter
Добро
Причем отличное
2010 year... what?
ok n to entendendo
@NikoTheNeko Kawaii vantagem pra nós
seems like Slipknot but cute//// )
slipknot who
aisareta keiseki wa nokosaretenaku
todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku
nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite
mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu
nisemono no aegi koe
akagoyou omocha noyouni
gyuujirareta kokoro no kizu
sari yuku senaka sugata ni
taemanaku furisosogu ame
iki wo hakuyouni uso haki
shouki saeubau
kuroku nishinda zouo wo
tokihanatsu toki
hora abunai omocha ni te wo kakete
minikui kanada wo uchinuiteyare
koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase
kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuiteyare
boku wo kirisaita wa tayori
omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru
koto no ha de
sukima kara mietano wa otona dakeno sekai
Ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no
houko
Oshiirereni kizuiteta bokudake no sekai
Utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni
yukamareta nousaibou
hirakareta kokoro no sumi
ukabi agaru kizuguchi to
yonin kaeru kioku no tabi
tatta hitokoto
"inakunare"
taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri
kibou wo mushibamu
kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari
eien no yami
zaiakukan zero
tanoshii omocha
otona no omocha
ikiteru omocha
tsukaeru omocha
tanoshii omocha
otona no omocha
Ikiteru omocha
kanashiinaa
hora abunai omocha ni te wo kakete
minikui kioku wo uchinuiteyare
hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita
boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana
nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta
daremo wakaccha kurenaiyo
meni mienu hodo chippokedemo
omoku fukaku tsukisasaru
koto no ha de