it does, I promise you, it does. for me it feels that way too, but we both need to hold on and know that it will eventually get better. it might not be now, or even soon, but know that everything is always changing, and there's hope in that.
That’s how I felt bro, took me some quite a lot of years to be finally whole again. But it does get better. Only time will heal the broken heart. But you will pull through.
There was nothing more beautiful that starry night, than her eyes. She gave me wings, but even when I was near the sun they didn't melt away. We went to the fairs, and people thought, there they are "the two lunatics", maybe we were lunatics and insane, but she felt normal to me. I hope she's my destiny again, even though she never really believed in it. I hope fate puts her next to me again, even though she hated the sisters of fate. I hope coincidence loves her like I do. I miss her, love her, and only these words are true.
I stare at your pictures for hours on end Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you Feeling my hands on your bare skin Just being with you But I know it'll never happen But I can't stop myself from fantasizing I think about you for hours until I realize how much time I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen You're so beautiful and funny And anytime I see your picture or hear your name My stomach flips and I get butterflies Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body I've tried for so long not to look at you To not look at pictures of you To cut off all contact with you But I can't stop I can't stop how I feel I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way At least not for a long time I see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach And although that should put me off you, it doesn't It only makes me want you more If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit I wouldn't be so lonely You'd understand how much you mean to me You mean so much to me I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you I wish I could be with you I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine To see your smile I want to play with your hair See it shine under the sun as it hits you just right I want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you Talk, laugh, make out Anything I just want anything from you
i dont like being happy, because i was sad for so long i found comfort in sadness, thats why i always end up sad somehow, this comforts me so much, reminds me of night time walks while thinking of my life
I used to be sad nearly everyday tbh. Was always lonely. Even was hard to get over my ex years ago back in 2018. Now I don’t really feel that way anymore. Still single yet here I sometimes sit at night in my room laying back and just thinking. Wondering if it’s worth it to try again although half of me is all for it to be open again and try again but the other half of me is wondering, is it really worth it though? Should I go through the pain I once went through knowing I finally don’t feel pain anymore?.. I just sit here in my bed staring at the ceiling while I listen to music like this. P.S anyone that is struggling with loneliness and sadness, you’ll pull through brother. You got this.
I listen to this and think about my mother, my mother abandoned me about two years ago now, and its very upsetting to say the least that iv'e been struggling with my mental health and ended up in the hospital, but she didn't care.. she didn't call, or even ask about me, I haven't seen or heard my moms voice in so long, it makes me cry, I've cried every holiday, night, day, birthday, whatever, I've cried knowing the one person I depended on the most, gave up on me... so what did I do? I fucking gave up, I stopped eating, taking care of myself... I'm still at that point, I've lost so much weight that I am concerning my doctors, friends and family. I really don't care to be here anymore, mom didn't care for me so why should I care to be alive anymore..?
Those aren’t friends bro, friends are supposed to be your bros, your homies that are there for you. Ones that have your back and stick up for you. You should find other people and make friends with them. Those people you are with aren’t friends.
loser monologue sign crushes motorist Eu fico olhando suas fotos por horas a fio Sonhando, fantasiando em te abraçar Sentindo minhas mãos em sua pele nua Apenas estando com você Mas eu sei que isso nunca vai acontecer Mas eu não consigo parar de fantasiar Eu penso em você por horas até eu perceber quanto tempo Eu passei pensando em um cenário que nunca vai acontecer Você é tão linda e engraçada E sempre que vejo sua foto ou ouço seu nome Meu estômago revira e eu fico com frio na barriga Cada palavra que você diz envia arrepios por todo o meu corpo Eu tentei por tanto tempo não olhar para você Não olhar para fotos suas Cortar todo contato com você Mas eu não consigo Eu não consigo parar como me sinto Não sei se algum dia vou parar de me sentir assim Pelo menos não por muito tempo Eu vejo você com ele, isso me deixa mal do estômago E embora isso deveria me afastar de você, não me afasta Isso só me faz te querer mais Se você soubesse como eu me sinto, eu nem estaria escrevendo essa merda Eu não estaria tão solitário Você entenderia o quanto você significa para mim Você significa muito para mim Eu gostaria que você olhasse para mim do jeito que eu olho para você Eu gostaria de estar com você Eu só quero sentir o calor do seu corpo junto ao meu Ver o seu sorriso Eu quero brincar com seu cabelo Vê-lo brilhar sob o sol enquanto ele o atinge Eu quero ver o Sol afundar atrás dos céus com você Conversar, rir, namorar Qualquer coisa Eu só quero qualquer coisa de você
honestly i’m doing a lot better! it’s been such an awful day but i just watched the new inside out film and it was a good end to the day :)). some things are hard but i’m mostly doing very well! thank you so much for asking! how about yourself? what’s going on man
@@4lex_r4yne Im doing totally fine especially after hearing that you are! I just listen to this music because it clears my mind from a few little things, thanks for asking bro!
Imagine listening to this on repeat as you sleep, gonna wakeup sad asl
Always sad asf
Real.
(i will listen to this on repeat till ill sleep)
I'm literally doing that rn 😭🙏💀⁉️⁉️
always gonna be sad im made for suffering and il die with pain
me right now !!
It never gets better
I was right
Are you ok ?@@wasssted
it does, I promise you, it does. for me it feels that way too, but we both need to hold on and know that it will eventually get better. it might not be now, or even soon, but know that everything is always changing, and there's hope in that.
That’s how I felt bro, took me some quite a lot of years to be finally whole again. But it does get better. Only time will heal the broken heart. But you will pull through.
Maan..shawty hurt me so bad i start taking videos of skys in night
ayyy... its gon be alright
There was nothing more beautiful that starry night, than her eyes. She gave me wings, but even when I was near the sun they didn't melt away. We went to the fairs, and people thought, there they are "the two lunatics", maybe we were lunatics and insane, but she felt normal to me. I hope she's my destiny again, even though she never really believed in it. I hope fate puts her next to me again, even though she hated the sisters of fate. I hope coincidence loves her like I do. I miss her, love her, and only these words are true.
I stare at your pictures for hours on end
Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you
Feeling my hands on your bare skin
Just being with you
But I know it'll never happen
But I can't stop myself from fantasizing
I think about you for hours until I realize how much time
I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen
You're so beautiful and funny
And anytime I see your picture or hear your name
My stomach flips and I get butterflies
Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body
I've tried for so long not to look at you
To not look at pictures of you
To cut off all contact with you
But I can't stop
I can't stop how I feel
I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way
At least not for a long time
I see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach
And although that should put me off you, it doesn't
It only makes me want you more
If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit
I wouldn't be so lonely
You'd understand how much you mean to me
You mean so much to me
I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you
I wish I could be with you
I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine
To see your smile
I want to play with your hair
See it shine under the sun as it hits you just right
I want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you
Talk, laugh, make out
Anything
I just want anything from you
I've never been this lost in my life.
"imagine what can a man do for love" ahh song... literally talks about unrequited love
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i dont like being happy, because i was sad for so long i found comfort in sadness, thats why i always end up sad somehow, this comforts me so much, reminds me of night time walks while thinking of my life
this is the song that would play in my head while i stared at the wall of the mental hospital
real
this song makes my stomach hurt its so sad
1:04 so real
I used to be sad nearly everyday tbh. Was always lonely. Even was hard to get over my ex years ago back in 2018. Now I don’t really feel that way anymore. Still single yet here I sometimes sit at night in my room laying back and just thinking. Wondering if it’s worth it to try again although half of me is all for it to be open again and try again but the other half of me is wondering, is it really worth it though? Should I go through the pain I once went through knowing I finally don’t feel pain anymore?.. I just sit here in my bed staring at the ceiling while I listen to music like this.
P.S anyone that is struggling with loneliness and sadness, you’ll pull through brother. You got this.
I miss him.
im not angry, or sad or alone, im just here.
she hurt me so bad i'm out here crying over my own poetry
I’m not crying I’m just sitting and thinking
i miss the old days
I work really hard on myself and all I promise, but sometimes late at night I just miss the way she touched my body and my soul
I listen to this and think about my mother, my mother abandoned me about two years ago now, and its very upsetting to say the least that iv'e been struggling with my mental health and ended up in the hospital, but she didn't care.. she didn't call, or even ask about me, I haven't seen or heard my moms voice in so long, it makes me cry, I've cried every holiday, night, day, birthday, whatever, I've cried knowing the one person I depended on the most, gave up on me... so what did I do? I fucking gave up, I stopped eating, taking care of myself... I'm still at that point, I've lost so much weight that I am concerning my doctors, friends and family. I really don't care to be here anymore, mom didn't care for me so why should I care to be alive anymore..?
Am i sad? Yes. Does somebody care? No.
She never told me she was getting married
i dont feel sad or angry i feel empty
i listen because my friends gang on me for no reason i do nothing to them i am being kind yet they just throw me under the bus
Fr
They're not your friends bro !!!!
Those aren’t friends bro, friends are supposed to be your bros, your homies that are there for you. Ones that have your back and stick up for you. You should find other people and make friends with them. Those people you are with aren’t friends.
just came back from mental hospital
i luv this song
Might be my last year.
U good bro
Pov:you got cancer and you will reset on the heaven Allah pls save me
i need hug...
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I love u guys
real music
I don’t even know where to begin
almost june
Somethings wrong with my friend but I know I can't help them even if I try I always mess it up.
I'm giving up.
Is There a way to only get the instrumental
real
loser monologue
sign crushes motorist
Eu fico olhando suas fotos por horas a fio
Sonhando, fantasiando em te abraçar
Sentindo minhas mãos em sua pele nua
Apenas estando com você
Mas eu sei que isso nunca vai acontecer
Mas eu não consigo parar de fantasiar
Eu penso em você por horas até eu perceber quanto tempo
Eu passei pensando em um cenário que nunca vai acontecer
Você é tão linda e engraçada
E sempre que vejo sua foto ou ouço seu nome
Meu estômago revira e eu fico com frio na barriga
Cada palavra que você diz envia arrepios por todo o meu corpo
Eu tentei por tanto tempo não olhar para você
Não olhar para fotos suas
Cortar todo contato com você
Mas eu não consigo
Eu não consigo parar como me sinto
Não sei se algum dia vou parar de me sentir assim
Pelo menos não por muito tempo
Eu vejo você com ele, isso me deixa mal do estômago
E embora isso deveria me afastar de você, não me afasta
Isso só me faz te querer mais
Se você soubesse como eu me sinto, eu nem estaria escrevendo essa merda
Eu não estaria tão solitário
Você entenderia o quanto você significa para mim
Você significa muito para mim
Eu gostaria que você olhasse para mim do jeito que eu olho para você
Eu gostaria de estar com você
Eu só quero sentir o calor do seu corpo junto ao meu
Ver o seu sorriso
Eu quero brincar com seu cabelo
Vê-lo brilhar sob o sol enquanto ele o atinge
Eu quero ver o Sol afundar atrás dos céus com você
Conversar, rir, namorar
Qualquer coisa
Eu só quero qualquer coisa de você
it’s got so bad
You good bro?
honestly i’m doing a lot better! it’s been such an awful day but i just watched the new inside out film and it was a good end to the day :)). some things are hard but i’m mostly doing very well! thank you so much for asking! how about yourself? what’s going on man
@@4lex_r4yne Im doing totally fine especially after hearing that you are! I just listen to this music because it clears my mind from a few little things, thanks for asking bro!
i’m so glad to hear that :) fair enough man, we all have our things, and of course! keep
your head up brother
@@4lex_r4yne You to brother! Have a great future! 💙
real