i hope you’re doing okay and your mental health is good i enjoyed yours pct vlogs so much and i also hope your dad is doing okay im praying for both of y’all💕🙏🏽
Thank you Donaniquia! Im doing soooo much better. Getting that off my chest, taking a break off social media, just focusing on me helped so so much. You are so sweet and kind thank you (:
Hey aqasha I hope you are doing well mentally , emotionally, & physically i have been rewatching your videos back to back it’s literally like we are on a FaceTime call you are so sweet it’s like i know you personally i hope 2022 treats you and your family well💕💕
You’re very strong and brave for opening up to everyone.. I don’t physically know you but I can just tell you’re a good kind hearted person, I can tell once you set your mind to something you achieve it… Keep up the hard work, I believe in you! Oh and personally I love the new hair, you look very beautiful! Hope you’re doing better, and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you… I get it’s hard to trust people, I don’t trust many people but I love listening and love giving advice! Keep your head up and keep grinding 🙏 God bless
thanks Andy (: I wasn't sure how people would react to this video but, I knew I had to let all of this out. Thank you! I am doing so much better and thank you for offering a listening ear haha I hope you're okay too!! Trusting people may be hard but, there are people out there worth trusting.
Hang in there you have many good things going on the right direction, good family support, almost have the education done, work experience etc many others well near my age can’t say that. You made great points where decompression is necessary, motivated me to try something new and I’m past the mid life crisis level lol. Keep making vids inspire others and spoil the cat! Many good things are due for you. Take care
Thank you so much Tom, this means so much to me. I'll continue to try my best. Your comment reminded me of a quote I read once "The temptation to quit will be the greatest just before you're about to succeed." Since you were saying I'm almost there with school and work. I'm so happy to know that I can still inspire others to try new things! Thank you again Tom x
@@AqashaAhmed I needed to read this thread bc I was thinking about dropping out of my BS & just going forward to try to get a job w my AS but I’ve been wanting my bachelor’s for years now & here I am, finally obtaining it. Thank you for being so honest about your journey. I’m literally right there, almost at the finish line.
Bless you! I wish I could hug you. I’ve had those thoughts as well. Like I’m coming to terms w the idea that my consciousness will probably cease when it’s over & there is nothing I can do about it. These thoughts have definitely been on my mind bc I just lost one of my very best friends to CO.VID. I know she did her best to live a full & amazing life, regardless of pulling 2 jobs for the past 5 years. I know she would want me to live a full life as well. So I’m going to get my degree & hopefully a decent job, so I can afford all of the fun things on my bucket list bc like you said, it could happen any day. Any moment. One thing I’ve realized lately is that despite being condemned for being so emotional or told I’m being dramatic for expressing myself, I feel most alive when I’m feeling things. When I’m laughing loud, when I have cries that seem to come from the deepest pits of pain, when I’m over joyed bc of some good news, when I’m having fun or even when I get a math problem correct on the first try! Lol so I no longer condemn myself for feeling bc I legit believe our emotions are what make us human. The human experience is ghetto lol but it doesn’t have to be.
You are so sweet, insightful, and kind!! I loved reading your response and I wish I could hug you too. I’m sorry for your loss and Im sure your friend would want you to live such a full life! I saw your other response about wanting to quit with the BS degree even though you wanted it so bad, it’s true that quote The temptation to quit will be the greatest just before you’re about to succeed. If its what you want and you’re almost there I’d say keep on pushing! I hate not being able to get a better paying job because it requires a degree most of the time. I agree that you don’t always need a degree but it depends what you wanna do and sometimes not having it you have to work SO much harder to get where you want. The human experience is the only experience we get haha we have to make the most of it. And its all true it could be gone any day, any moment. Thank you so much for commenting I read your comment the other night and waited to respond so I could fully say what I wanted! (: 🤍
I watch all your videos but have not been able to comment lets say i was also going through a quarter life crisis. This vidoe was something i had to comment on! i truly felt like i could relate to this. Your rambaling seemed like my heart was talking, i got very emotional while watching this and appreiciate that you shared this very unflitered,real moment in your life lets hope both of us get better very soon and look back at this moment as a lesson i was very young when i first meet you im older now and ever since i could always relate to you!! thank you for this video and you are always in my prayers fatima
Fatima, I hope you are doing well! I am doing much much better than when I filmed this lol. It's absolutely normal to have these sorts of thoughts though as you grow, I wish you the best.
I can literally hear the pain in your voice and Ik exactly how it feels. Watching this was actually like a self reflection moment for me and I almost ended up crying lol Just hope you find the answers you’re looking for :))
Aw Zara! This means so much to me to read and Im sorry that you relate! But at the same time I think going through tough times and moments of being unsure helps us understand even better what we want and makes us more us haha adds a little spice to the personality. Its definitely nice to reflect at times instead of getting so caught up in life. I felt like I was having major moments of reflection when I had to confront that I wasnt in a good place and that if life as I knew it ended tomorrow I wouldve wanted more for myself.
I wish I didnt need a job. I like servicing others like I wanna work at the hospital and like help people and all of that, I enjoy it and I learn new things all the time. But when its back to back and the pay isn't that great it kinda sucks (this goes for any job) soooo many jobs are underpaid and overworked. I would work if I were rich even but, Id def have to cap it and limit myself because my body cannot be used like a machine. Thank you Jeremiah for watching! Hope your new job is well!
I just came across this video so randomly but I'm 21 and I honestly don't know what the hell I'm doing I don't know if I'm depressed but I'm never happy I really tried to be Theo I hate it so much
Hi Jimmy Im so sorry to hear about all of that but, its okay to be confused right now and just work on figuring out what you want. Everyone is so set on happy being our default when thats not what we feel the majority of the time. Just focus on you, your growth, and if you ever need to talk I will be here because I completely understand. x (:
Before i say anything, please allow me to tell you that (coming from a person who's pro long hair) YOU. LOOK. AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL!!! OMG! You're whole new look makes you look so so much young and mature at the same time! Again, you are beautiful and now you are just even more ;-) I totally felt you through the entire video and I'm here to tell you that it's awesome to hear you feel in a better place with a lot of parts of your life, but i also wanto to ask you to please never stop believing in yourself and everything you would like to accomplish in life. I'm older than you and i know that at that age there are so many questions and worries that can come to mind sometimes, but if you follow your soul, what you want and you put all your effort, the results are going to be really worth it. And yes i'm back xD Sorry, I was catching up with 25+ of your videos i was behind because works got very stressful and i literally did not have time to watch UA-cam vids ;-) But very glad to watch your content again
Hi Manuel! Thank you so much. I wrote a response and accidentally x'd out of the tab so I'm typing this up again. I really appreciate you're support and always recognize you and other people who regularly comment! And thank you I feel like the hair cut did take a few years off me. Thank you so much, believe in yourself too the same way you ask me to! (:
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hehe hi, glad to be back for now (:
i hope you’re doing okay and your mental health is good i enjoyed yours pct vlogs so much and i also hope your dad is doing okay im praying for both of y’all💕🙏🏽
Thank you Donaniquia! Im doing soooo much better. Getting that off my chest, taking a break off social media, just focusing on me helped so so much. You are so sweet and kind thank you (:
I hope you're okay now and taking care!
thank you I am trying my best
Hey aqasha I hope you are doing well mentally , emotionally, & physically i have been rewatching your videos back to back it’s literally like we are on a FaceTime call you are so sweet it’s like i know you personally i hope 2022 treats you and your family well💕💕
Thank you so much Donaniquia! I will update you guys soon (:
yay bestie glad ur back
thank you Yonna
You’re very strong and brave for opening up to everyone.. I don’t physically know you but I can just tell you’re a good kind hearted person, I can tell once you set your mind to something you achieve it… Keep up the hard work, I believe in you! Oh and personally I love the new hair, you look very beautiful! Hope you’re doing better, and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you… I get it’s hard to trust people, I don’t trust many people but I love listening and love giving advice! Keep your head up and keep grinding 🙏 God bless
thanks Andy (: I wasn't sure how people would react to this video but, I knew I had to let all of this out. Thank you! I am doing so much better and thank you for offering a listening ear haha I hope you're okay too!!
Trusting people may be hard but, there are people out there worth trusting.
@@AqashaAhmed I’m glad to hear you’re doing better! And you’re welcome anytime! May God bless you! 🙏😊
@@AqashaAhmed Just subbed btw! Hope to see more videos soon!
@@andypasadenamemorial thank you! Ill post soon (: just trying to decide what direction I want my videos to go
@@AqashaAhmed You’re welcome! I’d love to see more DoorDash videos!
Hang in there you have many good things going on the right direction, good family support, almost have the education done, work experience etc many others well near my age can’t say that. You made great points where decompression is necessary, motivated me to try something new and I’m past the mid life crisis level lol. Keep making vids inspire others and spoil the cat! Many good things are due for you. Take care
Thank you so much Tom, this means so much to me. I'll continue to try my best. Your comment reminded me of a quote I read once "The temptation to quit will be the greatest just before you're about to succeed." Since you were saying I'm almost there with school and work. I'm so happy to know that I can still inspire others to try new things! Thank you again Tom x
@@AqashaAhmed I needed to read this thread bc I was thinking about dropping out of my BS & just going forward to try to get a job w my AS but I’ve been wanting my bachelor’s for years now & here I am, finally obtaining it. Thank you for being so honest about your journey. I’m literally right there, almost at the finish line.
Bless you! I wish I could hug you. I’ve had those thoughts as well. Like I’m coming to terms w the idea that my consciousness will probably cease when it’s over & there is nothing I can do about it. These thoughts have definitely been on my mind bc I just lost one of my very best friends to CO.VID. I know she did her best to live a full & amazing life, regardless of pulling 2 jobs for the past 5 years. I know she would want me to live a full life as well. So I’m going to get my degree & hopefully a decent job, so I can afford all of the fun things on my bucket list bc like you said, it could happen any day. Any moment.
One thing I’ve realized lately is that despite being condemned for being so emotional or told I’m being dramatic for expressing myself, I feel most alive when I’m feeling things. When I’m laughing loud, when I have cries that seem to come from the deepest pits of pain, when I’m over joyed bc of some good news, when I’m having fun or even when I get a math problem correct on the first try! Lol so I no longer condemn myself for feeling bc I legit believe our emotions are what make us human. The human experience is ghetto lol but it doesn’t have to be.
You are so sweet, insightful, and kind!! I loved reading your response and I wish I could hug you too. I’m sorry for your loss and Im sure your friend would want you to live such a full life! I saw your other response about wanting to quit with the BS degree even though you wanted it so bad, it’s true that quote The temptation to quit will be the greatest just before you’re about to succeed. If its what you want and you’re almost there I’d say keep on pushing! I hate not being able to get a better paying job because it requires a degree most of the time. I agree that you don’t always need a degree but it depends what you wanna do and sometimes not having it you have to work SO much harder to get where you want. The human experience is the only experience we get haha we have to make the most of it. And its all true it could be gone any day, any moment.
Thank you so much for commenting I read your comment the other night and waited to respond so I could fully say what I wanted! (: 🤍
I watch all your videos but have not been able to comment lets say i was also going through a quarter life crisis. This vidoe was something i had to comment on! i truly felt like i could relate to this. Your rambaling seemed like my heart was talking, i got very emotional while watching this and appreiciate that you shared this very unflitered,real moment in your life lets hope both of us get better very soon and look back at this moment as a lesson i was very young when i first meet you im older now and ever since i could always relate to you!! thank you for this video and you are always in my prayers
fatima
Fatima, I hope you are doing well! I am doing much much better than when I filmed this lol.
It's absolutely normal to have these sorts of thoughts though as you grow, I wish you the best.
I can literally hear the pain in your voice and Ik exactly how it feels. Watching this was actually like a self reflection moment for me and I almost ended up crying lol Just hope you find the answers you’re looking for :))
Aw Zara! This means so much to me to read and Im sorry that you relate! But at the same time I think going through tough times and moments of being unsure helps us understand even better what we want and makes us more us haha adds a little spice to the personality. Its definitely nice to reflect at times instead of getting so caught up in life. I felt like I was having major moments of reflection when I had to confront that I wasnt in a good place and that if life as I knew it ended tomorrow I wouldve wanted more for myself.
we love a queen that promotes self care 💖
Lol aw thank you Ily Kristie 🤍🤍🥺
Girl take care of yourself
Im trying! This was a few months ago im doing better haha
@@AqashaAhmed Alhumdulillah good to know that you're better now
Hope youre good too
Your vedio is also aesthetic 🖤
thanks
Liked this vid twice 🤞🏽also I feel ya. I just got a new job tho and it pays way better so something is lining up.
I wish I didnt need a job. I like servicing others like I wanna work at the hospital and like help people and all of that, I enjoy it and I learn new things all the time. But when its back to back and the pay isn't that great it kinda sucks (this goes for any job) soooo many jobs are underpaid and overworked. I would work if I were rich even but, Id def have to cap it and limit myself because my body cannot be used like a machine. Thank you Jeremiah for watching! Hope your new job is well!
@@AqashaAhmed im not subbed on this acc for some reason lol boutta fix that
No problem!!
I just came across this video so randomly but I'm 21 and I honestly don't know what the hell I'm doing I don't know if I'm depressed but I'm never happy I really tried to be Theo I hate it so much
Hi Jimmy
Im so sorry to hear about all of that but,
its okay to be confused right now and just work on figuring out what you want.
Everyone is so set on happy being our default when thats not what we feel the majority of the time.
Just focus on you, your growth, and if you ever need to talk I will be here because I completely understand.
x (:
Before i say anything, please allow me to tell you that (coming from a person who's pro long hair) YOU. LOOK. AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL!!! OMG! You're whole new look makes you look so so much young and mature at the same time! Again, you are beautiful and now you are just even more ;-)
I totally felt you through the entire video and I'm here to tell you that it's awesome to hear you feel in a better place with a lot of parts of your life, but i also wanto to ask you to please never stop believing in yourself and everything you would like to accomplish in life. I'm older than you and i know that at that age there are so many questions and worries that can come to mind sometimes, but if you follow your soul, what you want and you put all your effort, the results are going to be really worth it.
And yes i'm back xD Sorry, I was catching up with 25+ of your videos i was behind because works got very stressful and i literally did not have time to watch UA-cam vids ;-)
But very glad to watch your content again
Hi Manuel! Thank you so much. I wrote a response and accidentally x'd out of the tab so I'm typing this up again. I really appreciate you're support and always recognize you and other people who regularly comment! And thank you I feel like the hair cut did take a few years off me. Thank you so much, believe in yourself too the same way you ask me to! (:
@@AqashaAhmed OMG, I’m sorry you had to reply twice. It means a lot that you take the time to do so and thank you so much for all the kind words 💙!
Noo! Thank you for being so supportive of my content 🥺