Kanye West - Violent Crimes (Sped Up) [Intro Loop] | TikTok
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- Опубліковано 23 вер 2024
- Kanye West - Violent Crimes [Intro Loop]
Sauce: Chainsaw Man Ep1
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Lyrics:
"Fallin'
Dreamin'
Talkin' in your sleep
I know you want to cry all night (all night)
Plottin'
Schemin'
Findin' reason
To defend all of your violent nights (promise me you will see)"
Don’t you grow up in a hurry your mom will be worried thank you for all glory you will be remembered aw thank you for all of the hero’s of the night (night night )we got to repeat the color the codeIs dripping off
This song makes me pratice my emotions when im tryna go to sleep
My grandma passed a week ago. I contemplate life now and feel somewhat depressed because of how boring my winter break is which has given me way too much time to think about life and my meaning for existing.
This tiktok audio really does hit hard when you are in bed at 1am, looking up at the white ceiling and thinking about the banality of life, how even though you can achieve so much in that life, it will be all gone when you die.
It is depressing knowing that everyone who ever took care of you and nurtured you as a baby will pass away, their memories fading and life experiences disappearing in only a few quick minutes as oxygen stops reaching the brain, killing off invaluable brain cells that can never be grown back unlike any other cell.
That is why I get so frightened whenever I hit my head, no matter how gently. Whenever I hit my head I kill a brain cell, and more of them the more harder I get hit.
My very own existence, my consciousness solely exists in my brain cells in my brain. The rest of the body, my arms, legs, hearts and other organs and extremities are just suit of flesh, meat, and bones that are controlled by my brain, who is me.
All my memories, personality, habits, they are all in the brain, and that brain is comprised of braincells, a physical matter that can be destroyed. A matter that can be destroyed so easily with a bad hit to the cranium. I am glad I did not take football, as learning about CTE truly terrifies me. Star athletes become the shell of their former self, having difficulty remembering or their personality devolving to the point where they go on random emotional rampages. All because parts of them kept dying and dying after every hit to the head.
Enough of that lecture, I essentially want to say that life is so fragile, that it is only a billion dozen brain cells that is who you are. That is who I am. I am an amalgamation of multiple cells who just so happened to have the luck of being able to stay alive.
It makes me think of how weird that I also exist because I was procreated at an exact time, that had it been a different day, a different hour, even a different second, I may not have been the right sperm to have touched the egg. Now that sounds completely gross and weird. But it’s so strange knowing that if it was just another sperm, perhaps the one that had been swimming next to me, the person being produced would probably have a different face, a different brain, overall a different mixture of my parents’ genes. I wonder what the person who would’ve taken my place would end up looking like. Would he look more like my brother, who despite having the same genes as I, looks so different from me just because he has a different combination of mom and dads’ dna.
Would this person have the same mentality as me, thinking the same thoughts as me, make the same decisions or better ones as I had done? Would he/she have made this paragraph because at that particular moment at 1:33am on 1/14/2023 they had thoughts about existentialism? Who knows, certainly not me.
I wonder if my replacement would think the same as me, and go through the same trains of thought. Would their brain and neural pathways have been arranged different which would lead to different thoughts and conclusions? Would they have thought with more logic or more emotionally?
Enough about procreation and genes, I’m going back to how everyone id love would eventually fade away into nothingness.
Looking back at childhood photos on Microsoft Onedrive, I remembered how young my dad and mom looked; in thier 30s. My dad was so athletic, he could sprint and play soccer against college kids. Now in his mid-50s, he can barely keep up with them, and I find it depressing knowing that his athleticism will only go down from now on. He worked so hard for it and still contniues to work hard for it. My mother who I remembered being so young now has wrinkles and grey hair, who along with my dad, sacrificed so much to raise two boys. Looking at the photos, I realize that in a short time, in 30 years or less, they will be gone despite looking so young 20 years ago.
It pains me to know that my youthful and athletic brother will eventually become a withering old man, unable to run and stuggle to even walk.
It makes me consider what the meaning of life is. And it is to not die. Life is but a coincidence, a remarkable set of events and chemical reactions in which space dust reacted with space dust just right, to the point where a living being was able to not just exist, but maintian that living existance for years. The default of the universe if that there is no life, that there are only space dust floating around. Essentially: The default is no life, thus the default is to die. Therefore life is to not die, that is the meaning of it.
Initially I wrote the answer to the meaning of life as, "it is to die." But upon writing the rest of the paragraph, I realize that my momentary depression does not stem from living, it is rather knowing that I will not be living evneutally (along with loved ones). That is why I believe the meaning of my life to have as much fun as possible and distract myself from thinking about these sad and existential thoughts. And the whole reason why I am thinking these thoughts, and listeniing to a hard-hitting tiktok audio to enhance the mood, is becuase I am bored on a winter break, having nothing better to do exceot think about existential thoughts. I should have planned it ahead of time, and find a cool place that I could travel to and make new fun memories, distracting me from the thought of becoming nothing.
Damn I miss my Grandma.
Damn this vacation is boring
Sorry about your grandma. I know we will all die someday but that’s exactly what gives meaning to life. It’s temporary. I know we will all experience people we care about dying and that’s okay. One of my favorite quote from an anime says “A person dies when they are forgotten”. Don’t be sad because it’s over, be happy because it happened. No one can take the memories you have with your grandma.
Shit bro, tl;dr though
Made me shed tears
Damn bro I feel u sorry for ur loss
@@janm.4496 xd
thanks bro, hasbula army
HEIL HASBULLA🙋♂️
Didn’t he punch a cat
😂😂😂
👎
end it
this makes me cry for some reason
Same
goat effect, modern hermes trimesgestus effect, modern mozart effect, kanye rip
I ❤ 070 shake
ITS EDOT BABYYY🕊❤🩹
Friday Night With The Grinch Goin Geek Mode
i was looking exactly this, feel you bro
Don't you grow up in a hurry, your mom'll be worried, aw
It was all part of the story, even the scary nights
Thank you for all of the glory, you will be remembered, aw
Thank you to all of the heroes of the night (night, night)
They gotta repeat the colors, the lie is wearin' off
Reality is upon us, colors drippin' off
Colors drippin' off
only up
Thank youuu 💕✨
I'm blessed with this
I don't know why, but i think this audio so funny Bro Lololo
beautiful.
kanye is beautiful
Who came here from Kai and rays ending if yk yk
I feel sadness is the most true emotion, for me atleast, when im alone iss what tends to be, happiness and joy is for others to feel it seems, like im wearing a familiar face for them, just thinkin out loud in the world 🤷🏽♂️
Fallin'
Screamin'
Burning deep within'
I know you crave the taste of fright
Plottin'
Deceivin'
Feeding demons'
In pursuit of your devilish delights promise me you'll surrender'
🥶
IT WENT DOWN ON A FRIDAY NIGHT
I went to sleep to this shit
Aalllll niiight
Hasbullah gang ♥️
Damn.
So this is what it's like to hang out with someone as Beautiful as her, to bad this is just a dream...
Who came here from edot baby vid
I came from Kanye
Edot rip gangy
everybody gangsta until this song starts playin
Hasbulla hits cats
My girlfriend broke up with me so I'm crying 😢
Dirty ground bagel