Literally I want to die but when someone tells me they want to die I always tell the no you deserve to live. How come nobody ever told me that I deserve to live 😭😔
IM NOT SUICIDAL I DON’T WANNA FUCKING DIE BUT EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE DYING EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE DYING that hits home to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Im not suicidal i dont wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but everyday I feel like dying but everyday I feel like dying hits to home 😢😭😔
Hey strangers :) Life gets hard sometimes. I know that. Everybody has to desl with problems in their life. Some more, some less. And it's absolutely okay to be down and sad or just cry. But please talk about it. Not to just everyone because I think many people just can't understand what depression or borderline or whatever feels like. That doesn't mean it's a mean person. It's just a person who doesn't know better. So: talk about what's going on in your head. It's so important to not try to solve all problems by yourself. get help. and accept help. don't push others away because you are scared to annoy them or to lose them or sth. If you trust that person talk about all that shit's gping on in your life and in your head. Maybe also a psychologist can help. And it's absolutely okay to go to a psychologist or sth. We all go to a doctor when our knee hurts. So why don't go when we have pain in the inside / in our heads? And yeah please don't do drugs or numb the pain in alcohol. It's never ever a good idea. It doesn't make the oain go away. It just displace it and when it comes back its harder than before. Feelings are important - even if they are terrible and painful. Please don't give up on yourself or on life. Keep on fighting. Because life can be great. Not everything, but a lot. Maybe you can't believe me and maybe you have finsihed reading this long vomment a while ago. But if you're still reading this then I have to ask you a favour: PLEASE DONT GIVE UP. You are surely an absolutely lovely person. Not a perfect, nobody's perfect. But you are loved even if you don't know. Maybe you just dont see that. Or maybe it's not yet but there will be a person who loves you. Just keep your eyes wide open, dont hide, be yourself. Try to think positive. And you will see there's always something good. :) I know I dont know you and you dont know me. But I hope you will someday love yourself and your life. I hope it so much for you. Good luck, much love for you
Teary eyed now.. I don't know you but I am so moved by your msg. Thank you so much... Its so nice to know that someone knows how you feel.. And who cares for people who are in pain... Its already 1:14 am.. I couldn't sleep, feeling miserable, unloved, guilty and ashamed of myself.. I felt like I've got no reason to live.. And was thinking about suicide.. Ended up here.. And felt better after reading this.. Thank you so much..
@@lizasam1915 Naww thats cute it makes me really happy that my comment made you feel better.:) I really hope you will fight for your happyness. Much love for you again and never forget that you are wonderful :D
@@alessiaaltorfer9740 yeah.. Thank you for your inspiring words... Its so nice to know there are still kind and lovely people in this world.. May God bless you..
used to listen to this song on repeat during sleepless nights. while ill never forget how I felt back then, im still here and things genuinely do get better. hurt is temporary, and life is so finite, so take it one day at a time
same specially the bit abt family I’m literally here for my little cousins, one has autism like me and she would literally break and the other is only Really little and they both love me and they’d literally break and the girl is already dealing with enough in life
Low key honestly how I feel like everyday I feel like dying but I don’t wanna die just wanna close my eyes and feel alright like over this pain that I’m unsure of anymore
@@Davidjimenez-jr7wu when people say stuff like 'talk to people' it annoys me because this song relates to me as I do self harm but noone ever understands that most people like me REALLY hate talking to people especially counselors and therapists because alot of us are really antisocial
@@kaitlynwinslow3940 If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"..
@@Jeff-fp8qx If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it Your life is important jeff your parents love you keep going for them and for yourself life may look boring but it can get better
I am so glad to see the thing I've been feeling for years put into words. Ever since I was a kid I've been struggling, I didn't want to die and I never spoke about my struggle because I didn't think I deserved sympathy. I didn't think I was ill enough to deserve it and that fucked me up for years. I am sure I had severe depression at one point just because I didn't think I was mentally ill enough
"I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright" Same 😔😔 I know I'm not alright. But hey, what everyone don't know wont make them worry about me right? 🤷♀
This was so relatable 5 months ago that I tried to commit suicide by overdosing. Now after therapy. I'M happier than ever..SPEAK UP. FIND HELP. ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME. YOU WILL BE OKAY.... SOON
Gurl last time I did that I got yelled at when I said I'm handling too much but she said "I'm dealing with the same things" but I a kid I don't think they realize that
To all the people who are suffering from pain, and are empty inside dont lose hope, because you will find the light, i know because i have seen and felt it, and now i can share my experience with you. So keep living and live life to your fullest because one day you will find what you're looking for, i know you will -some one else who's suffered like you
Bruh, I was sad when I found this and when I first heard it, I bursted into tears because it was way too relatable 😳 This happen to anyone else or just me??
this song reminds me of the time when i used to be bullied in school and when im having hard times with my family bc we are low on money sometimes.and i always thought it was bc of me asking for money clothes alot of things, but then i realized how i was behaving and that i should work hard for my family.sometimes life isnt always great and it makes me think i want to commit suicide but at the same time i dont want to die yet.its not that im scared of dying i just dont want to feel the pain when i do. i wish this world was just nice for once. this message is for everyone, i hope you undestand..
Hey, if you're reading this and you are having these thoughts, please talk to someone, I know it's scary but the worst thing you can do is keep quiet about it. I just wish my best friend had talked to someone.
I am on pills but they never work and has gotten worse so I’m gonna be alone for a long time until I can actually get pills that really make me feel “happy”
I didnt talk about it to anyone, 1 year later i dont feel that way anymore. I dont like ppl thinking im weak or sth so i did it on my own and it worked (it did hurt though)
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying Why do I even try? Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life When I'm battling pain and my demons at night? Trying to find a new outlet The devil pouncin', I hear him howlin', my vision cloudin' Man, I tried to escape but there ain't no way Try to be strong when I deal with the pain, yeah But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options Gotta work 'til I'm dead so that they get the best Don't wanna set up a bad example 'Cause the kids looking up can't leave in shambles Can't make them think clocking out's okay So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time Tryna find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time Tryna find the light, no no I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying One too many bad thoughts inside me Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always Barely standing, crawling down the hallways Sink into my bed, with death inside my head Yeah, that note you found? I didn't mean it Just wish I had a better sense of meaning Never meant to let you down, I've been down and out Racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck Never giving in I swear to God No matter how many times I prayed to a God I don't believe in Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time Tryna find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time Tryna find the light, no no I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die) (I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright) (But every day I feel like dying) (Every day I feel like dying)
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
If you're reading this, I love you. Life's too short to give it all up. You're beautiful! Don't commit suicide even if you think no one cares. People care. Live life to the fullest
@@captaindystopia I do love you. I know it may seem like your life is coming to an end, but trust me. Keep going. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I know it’s hard, but just keep going. You are so close to the finishing line. And I’m cheering for you ❤️
I just accepted the feeling but when you do It’s more freedom because YOU know that’s it’s real to YOU and this song brings it out I feel. EVeryday I feel like dying but imma keep living out of spite towards those thoughts in my mind 🖤
@@zzen9101 If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
I dont feel like dying, I just dont want live. Not even permanently, just for like, a week, a month at tops. Just get away from everything for a little while and then ease back into life so that I can hang on long enough.
this song is literally how i feel all the time for a long time
HH Gamers suicidal but dont want to because the ones who love you? If so same. Stuck living a shitty life r re ady to give up but no one will let me.
HH Gamers same as i feel
Same here man
Same!😧
Me too
Finally someone who actually understand
Love the pfp
Dm me @life0_o___
Omggggg love ur pfp
Facts
Kasidy Sanders I know
Im so amazed that someone put my life in to a dope song.
Barry Bee honestly it's sad how that's same way I feel
Yup...
It’s life I guess...
Yay... depression corner...
Hello guess im in
Pam h. Welcome... we have milks cookies and blankets to keep your heart warm from the everlasting winter of depression outside.
145 parents who think their kids are faking depression.
Tucker Bistin my Mom thinks that:,(but I’m not
Oh no that's karen wym?
How can you fake depression I'm 12 and dont tell my parents I feel the way I do cause I'm the youngest and their old fashioned
Yup
@Fenixopel my ma " it's because you're always on that dang phone"
Literally I want to die but when someone tells me they want to die I always tell the no you deserve to live. How come nobody ever told me that I deserve to live 😭😔
Lulwah Alshatti you do deserve to live! Stay strong x
AllThingsKim thanks I wish I have people who say that to me everyday ❤️
Lulwah Alshatti facts man but you deserve to live theres so much more in life
Doggie Days thanks dude but I’m gettin better🙏🏼
You deserve to live❤️
thank you. I've been waiting for someone to do this forever.
Hebi Playz. SAMEE
Jo Sidky Its a blessing lol
im feeling an xxxtentacion and tøp vibe lol love it
Lol
omg same!!!
yess my two favs
Like the beginning brings x vibes then top vibes come
Yahhhh
I hate how hard the lyrics hit to Home 😭 stay strong everyone ❤️
IM NOT SUICIDAL I DON’T WANNA FUCKING DIE BUT EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE DYING EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE DYING that hits home to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Just wanna close my eyes and feel alright 😭
I know it's so relatable to people that are depressed I kind of relate😔
Im not suicidal i dont wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but everyday I feel like dying but everyday I feel like dying hits to home 😢😭😔
*587
I don’t want to live but I’m too scared to die.
Why do you delete my message
adada oof
It'll make the pain go away, tn ima try
@@sagesipasakpe4740 cool,enoj death
Same
Roses are dead
Violets are dying
On the outside I'm smiling
On the Inside I'm crying
This song is so relateable
.....agreed
Same
yea i love it for that reason
r/iam14andthisisdeep
@@Yatsu00x bruh whats the coincidence that im fr scrolling through that sub reddit right now-
the 6 people who disliked are triggered moms who saw that there kids watched this.
Sihaya Kestner no I disliked cuz this guy stole content
dozrboy hater
dozrboy from who?
yeahhh lmao
Lmaoooo😂😂
Hey strangers :)
Life gets hard sometimes. I know that. Everybody has to desl with problems in their life. Some more, some less. And it's absolutely okay to be down and sad or just cry. But please talk about it. Not to just everyone because I think many people just can't understand what depression or borderline or whatever feels like. That doesn't mean it's a mean person. It's just a person who doesn't know better.
So: talk about what's going on in your head. It's so important to not try to solve all problems by yourself. get help. and accept help. don't push others away because you are scared to annoy them or to lose them or sth. If you trust that person talk about all that shit's gping on in your life and in your head.
Maybe also a psychologist can help. And it's absolutely okay to go to a psychologist or sth. We all go to a doctor when our knee hurts. So why don't go when we have pain in the inside / in our heads?
And yeah please don't do drugs or numb the pain in alcohol. It's never ever a good idea. It doesn't make the oain go away. It just displace it and when it comes back its harder than before.
Feelings are important - even if they are terrible and painful.
Please don't give up on yourself or on life. Keep on fighting. Because life can be great. Not everything, but a lot. Maybe you can't believe me and maybe you have finsihed reading this long vomment a while ago. But if you're still reading this then I have to ask you a favour: PLEASE DONT GIVE UP. You are surely an absolutely lovely person. Not a perfect, nobody's perfect. But you are loved even if you don't know. Maybe you just dont see that. Or maybe it's not yet but there will be a person who loves you. Just keep your eyes wide open, dont hide, be yourself. Try to think positive. And you will see there's always something good. :)
I know I dont know you and you dont know me. But I hope you will someday love yourself and your life. I hope it so much for you.
Good luck, much love for you
Teary eyed now.. I don't know you but I am so moved by your msg. Thank you so much... Its so nice to know that someone knows how you feel.. And who cares for people who are in pain... Its already 1:14 am.. I couldn't sleep, feeling miserable, unloved, guilty and ashamed of myself.. I felt like I've got no reason to live.. And was thinking about suicide.. Ended up here.. And felt better after reading this.. Thank you so much..
@@lizasam1915 Naww thats cute it makes me really happy that my comment made you feel better.:) I really hope you will fight for your happyness. Much love for you again and never forget that you are wonderful :D
@@alessiaaltorfer9740 yeah.. Thank you for your inspiring words... Its so nice to know there are still kind and lovely people in this world.. May God bless you..
you're the best 🙃💖
Thank you
Honestly..... this is how I feel, no one ever understands.
DrivenBiscuit75 exactly
xxxtentacion schleich agreed
There is one who will understand. Be strong. :')
DrivenBiscuit I understand
DrivenBiscuit same I understand
"Every day I feel like dying"
used to listen to this song on repeat during sleepless nights. while ill never forget how I felt back then, im still here and things genuinely do get better. hurt is temporary, and life is so finite, so take it one day at a time
This song accurately describes how I've been feeling for a really long time
That is depressing
same specially the bit abt family I’m literally here for my little cousins, one has autism like me and she would literally break and the other is only
Really little and they both love me and they’d literally break and the girl is already dealing with enough in life
Low key honestly how I feel like everyday I feel like dying but I don’t wanna die just wanna close my eyes and feel alright like over this pain that I’m unsure of anymore
you'll be okay my friend
Me too I just wanna close my eyes and for one second not to deal with these demons that are racing over my head
JaCKo Foe facts
Same
@@Davidjimenez-jr7wu when people say stuff like 'talk to people' it annoys me because this song relates to me as I do self harm but noone ever understands that most people like me REALLY hate talking to people especially counselors and therapists because alot of us are really antisocial
anyone else who thinks this songs relates to them ?
only me ? okay .....
Feel u, like me too..
Feel u
I feel ya
I feel you
Nope
I have “friends” and “family.”
Doesn’t mean I’m okay.
Mee too
Me three
@@kaitlynwinslow3940 If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"..
Same. . .the worst part
They care about me, all nice but why do they this it's a good idea to spend their energy on me?
@@Jeff-fp8qx If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it Your life is important jeff your parents love you keep going for them and for yourself life may look boring but it can get better
66 therapists disliked this.
Actually 200
@@madorart I know who the f#% would dislike this it helps you know how other people feel
@@icykakashi__7277 r/whoooooshhhh
Actually therapists are happy people are sad, how else would they get money? (:
221
really makes you stop and think about things
True
Please please keep making songs like this and don't die...
Yea xD
mhm.
Imagine the collab x and these guys could have had rip x
And peep
enis kolar rip prince x
Omg yes😭 rest in peace Prince X💔
LLJ 🕊
Bro that would have been lit
Depression is never a joke ✨🙏
You depresi cause u live in india.
This comments 2 years old? Jesus
Unlimited Chidori nobody fucking cares
@@jimmyneutron6119 stfu did anyone ask for your opinion
Zecro End [god of death and betrayal]
Hmmm
**sniffs**
I can’t smell where someone asked for your opinion
@@jimmyneutron6119 damn you really done did that nigga like that foo
@@jimmyneutron6119 you literally have a name a child roleplaying would name their character.
I LEARNED IT
dankharvest.exe? xd
HELL YEAH i searched this song just cause i watched proxy :D but about 3-4 months ago :D
HELL YEAH
69th like 😏
*[Everyone liked that]*
I am so glad to see the thing I've been feeling for years put into words. Ever since I was a kid I've been struggling, I didn't want to die and I never spoke about my struggle because I didn't think I deserved sympathy. I didn't think I was ill enough to deserve it and that fucked me up for years. I am sure I had severe depression at one point just because I didn't think I was mentally ill enough
This is how I feel every day I'm glad someone could make a song about my life
If u killed the replay button
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Thank me later
Ingera MF No
Yes I fucking killed it 😂
I’ll be honest I’ve listened to this at least 10 times in a row
Yeah, i murdered it
With Clancy in Dema - Yes.
thank you to that instagram video with this song
Angel Baker TRUEEEEEE
Angel Baker same
Same💓
"I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright"
Same 😔😔 I know I'm not alright. But hey, what everyone don't know wont make them worry about me right? 🤷♀
This was so relatable 5 months ago that I tried to commit suicide by overdosing.
Now after therapy. I'M happier than ever..SPEAK UP. FIND HELP. ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME. YOU WILL BE OKAY.... SOON
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Gurl last time I did that I got yelled at when I said I'm handling too much but she said "I'm dealing with the same things" but I a kid I don't think they realize that
Ayy OD survivor homies 🙌🙌
Shit definitely turned around after.
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5 replay buttons.. ur welcome 😪
@PsyMasterMindTV where is the loop button
Jessica Blanchard thank you for this gift....
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lonlieness depression and sucide has entered the chat
hope has left the chat now
Suicidal people are just angels that want to go home🖤💔
Exactly
They call us weak..... And pussies for being suicidal
Thank you damn finally someone gets it
sis came to throw hands SO true. Someone FINALLY said it.
Fuck off
To all the people who are suffering from pain, and are empty inside dont lose hope, because you will find the light, i know because i have seen and felt it, and now i can share my experience with you.
So keep living and live life to your fullest because one day you will find what you're looking for, i know you will
-some one else who's suffered like you
I just thought about that "i dont wanna die, i just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright" part... And then found this, what a coincidence
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
i used to be able too but she fucked up my head and ruined my happiness
What's this? A lyric video for Jake hill and Josh a? It's about time
Im not suicidal I dont want to fucking die I just want to be able close my eyes and feel alright...
Best words I have ever heard
What a lovely song to hear every early morning and night .
I have been an suicidal . Still have suicidal thoughts
Shekira Ruiz Same...
Stay strong I love you god is here pray to him
Same
I love this song❤
but..
I hate myself.. 🔪
Same
Same
When i first heard this song i finally felt an emotion. love.
Hey buddy I’m sorry please respond I want to know if your ok god is with you
愚かな少女 愚かな少女 well I love you
i feel this song thank you 4 making this
computer docter iamjakehill made this, so he couldn't see the Thanks you're wanting to give him.
Bruh, I was sad when I found this and when I first heard it, I bursted into tears because it was way too relatable 😳
This happen to anyone else or just me??
Happened to me too, granted I was having a panic attack at the time too.
Both of you guys are you fine now if yes please tell me what to do I tried to overdose myself ⚰️
The more I listen to this, the more I love it.
is the scream the scream of a loved one witnessing the lifeless body of someone who killed themself? 🤔
....mind blown....
That's actually a really cool way to think of it
The screams of some that killed them selfs in hell
Wow I never thought of that
angelfruitz you think too much bro
I NEEDED THIS THANK YO U
Every day I feel like dying 💔
____ same
Same
true I always feel like I'm dying beacause I am dying
Same
Same 😶🍞
This song is the literal description of my mind. We just bottle up all the bad feeling, and this song is the definition of what happens.
If ur in the comment section just know I love you so much n im so proud of the person you r becoming n keep ya head up pls
Why doesn't this song go on forever?
IXLAZYMANXI I know I will ask ppl to play this song I my funeral
I always thought josh said “But Im ditching the coffin, so my family has options”.
Big Weeb tbh thats probably what it really is.
SpriNG yea i think so because “put a bitch in a coffin” doesnt really makes sense. To me at least.
フランク I agree.
フランク maybe he meant that he killed a bitch(put her in a coffin) like for money U know so his family has options
That's what it sounds like.
Thank you
this song reminds me of the time when i used to be bullied in school and when im having hard times with my family bc we are low on money sometimes.and i always thought it was bc of me asking for money clothes alot of things, but then i realized how i was behaving and that i should work hard for my family.sometimes life isnt always great and it makes me think i want to commit suicide but at the same time i dont want to die yet.its not that im scared of dying i just dont want to feel the pain when i do. i wish this world was just nice for once. this message is for everyone, i hope you undestand..
Hey, if you're reading this and you are having these thoughts, please talk to someone, I know it's scary but the worst thing you can do is keep quiet about it. I just wish my best friend had talked to someone.
I told my family and they put me in a mental asylum. It’s not a easy thing to talk about.
I wanna talk about but I'm not aloud to I'm just told I'm faking it for attention
I am on pills but they never work and has gotten worse so I’m gonna be alone for a long time until I can actually get pills that really make me feel “happy”
@@kayleebastian344 i wanna talk about it but... They'll just think im asking for attention..
I didnt talk about it to anyone, 1 year later i dont feel that way anymore. I dont like ppl thinking im weak or sth so i did it on my own and it worked (it did hurt though)
R.I.P xxx
basel youssef fuck x
Blitz Main fuck u nigga ugly ass not Biggs
Blitz Main 1. Sorry I'ma jerk but like don't come at x 2. No one's gonna care when you die or when I die 👌 3 don't talk bad about x
Jocelyn martinez oml I love the last part of your comment 😂😂
Blitz Main you’re missing an apostrophe and it’s “your reply” not “you reply” also that’s a run on sentence.
I’m crying rn and this song isn’t making it better :)
I love this so much but the screams scared me alot
This is legit my mood 💯
Such Relatable Lyrics Bro :)
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
Why do I even try?
Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life
When I'm battling pain and my demons at night?
Trying to find a new outlet
The devil pouncin', I hear him howlin', my vision cloudin'
Man, I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain, yeah
But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
Gotta work 'til I'm dead so that they get the best
Don't wanna set up a bad example
'Cause the kids looking up can't leave in shambles
Can't make them think clocking out's okay
So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light, no no
I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
Yeah, that note you found? I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down, I've been down and out
Racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck
Never giving in I swear to God
No matter how many times I prayed to a God I don't believe in
Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light, no no
I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
(I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die)
(I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright)
(But every day I feel like dying)
(Every day I feel like dying)
this is so good....
Twenty one pilots vibe? No just me, Ight.
Yeah!!
YEs
Kind of but XXX hits me when I listen
Yessss
Yea me and xxxtentacion vibe R.I.P
This songs says everything ppl r feeling nowadays!!😔😔 this song is telling how ppl feel😥😔
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
Josh A's songs are literally what i feel but cant explain or tell others
I felt every word 🗣
If you're reading this,
I love you. Life's too short to give it all up. You're beautiful! Don't commit suicide even if you think no one cares. People care. Live life to the fullest
no
@@captaindystopia I do love you. I know it may seem like your life is coming to an end, but trust me. Keep going. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I know it’s hard, but just keep going. You are so close to the finishing line. And I’m cheering for you ❤️
@@nayelifuentes5186 .... we'll see
My favorite song to listen too whenever I feel a certain mood :)
Hang on! You're strong! Stay here for me
Are ya guys fine now?
@@jaegeristsama7935 I'm actually doing better! I'm going to highschool in like a couple months as well
I relate to this song. The audio for this song is absolutely awesome!
2020 and I still love this
100,000 views, Thankyou!
THANKS FOR THAT AMAZING THING
Im catholic... is it bad I like this cause Iove god
@@Hannah-vw6wb Same.. :
2.7 million 🔥
i think k broke the replay button - -
00:00
Trin De local fuck uo same
This song gives me goosebumps
New favorite song because this song is the truest thing ever
I just accepted the feeling but when you do
It’s more freedom because YOU know that’s it’s real to YOU and this song brings it out I feel. EVeryday I feel like dying but imma keep living out of spite towards those thoughts in my mind 🖤
Thank you
Don't like this comment
I don't even like myself
I'm a rebel though bro. I don't like myself too.
same
Same I don't even like myself or trust me
Too bad I'm going to like it and I'm going to like you too
I like u
Lyrics?..there up there^😳❤ can relate a lot to this song
"Sink into my bed, with death inside my head"💔😔
Finally somebody who understands...
I really don’t believe that someone can ever fake depression....like who wanna be sad all the time ?
2019? Just me 👌
This song hits hard 😞
Yeah same
Sorry I'm late but this is a very good song and I listen to it everyday all day. It just makes me happy and sad at this same time its a very good song
This is seriusly The best song i ever heard
For some reason I’ve had this song stuck in my head all day
The more i listen to this the more numb i feel. It feels nice..
THIS IS HOW I'M FEELING RN, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE BUT IDK WHAT I CAN DO BY STAYING
Me too im wondering bout that to
@@zzen9101 If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
Wow 64K views! Good vid also. I sub turn notifications on and liked up.
Finally, someone made a song of how I am feeling.
Bro, I hope that you'll feel better
I am falling with these hot screams!
I mean it just gives me some amazing vibes...
This is how I feel ☹️ I’m too scared to die
I am too scared of life
This might just be me, but I'm actually scared of death and I don't wanna die....but the thought of living any longer is making me go insane
Everyday i fell like i m dying 😢
Saurav Sharma same 💔
Finally music with every lyric I go through everyday. Wishing for some shut eye and feeling alright but never getting it.
this song reminds me of when i say i want to die and everyone is laughing like yea sure haha
this song just hits different
I hear this to cry me to sleep every night
You have an amazing talent and flow bro!!!! Keep it up!!! Be safe out there bro! I hope you keep this music up.
I dont feel like dying, I just dont want live. Not even permanently, just for like, a week, a month at tops. Just get away from everything for a little while and then ease back into life so that I can hang on long enough.
You call it depression,
i call it hell... :'(
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