The Harsh Truth of Being A YouTuber
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- Опубліковано 20 тра 2024
- Today we talk about the harsh truth of being a UA-camr.
This is 2/3 2M specials. The next one is my biggest collab in the history of this channel.
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0:00 Hitting 2M
2:38 Film start
4:45 Chapter 1: My mental state
8:54 Chapter 2: Living alone
12:14 Chapter 3: The Pressure
15:32 Chapter 4: My relationship with my sister
17:36 Chapter 5: My relationship with my father
20:33 Chapter 6: What's next?
22:58 The Tuv Interview
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yeah guys this one is a lot for me. I don't think I'll ever make a video like this again. I hope you guys enjoy ❤
Keep your head up tuv
Your amazing!!!!!! :D
I wish I could reach through the screen of my phone and give you a big hug.
Proud of how far you’ve reached on UA-cam, tuv! 🎉 Keep it up! 🤩
you’re a great youtuber, congrats for getting 2M, we’re all so proud of u!
you've come a long way bro glad to have u here ❤
W pegasus
YO PEGASUS?! I used to binge watch yo stuff in like 2021 bro 🙏
Yo pegasus that's crazy
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@@beavergoat22ONG ME TOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, you came a long way
beautiful video tbh, takes a lot of courage to talk like this keep it up ❤
you are minecraft
Yea he minecraft@@obamda
i never felt a youtuber was sincere about this stuff until now
i love tuv so much only person ill ever subscibe to
💯 so true & congratulations on 2M tuv! ♥️
I 2nd this 🙌
BROOOOOOOOOO
same i love him so much
i’m ngl, i cried watching this. I don’t usually leave comments on things but this really hit a special spot in my heart. For the people saying “we don’t care about you, just the content” they just want to hurt you because hurt is all THEY feel but i guarantee behind the camera, they relate to you in some way or another…you’re a human after all. i know all that sounded really cliche but truly, thank you for not JUST giving your all in great content but getting personal and showing yourself. i know it wasn’t an easy thing to make this. sorry for the long comment but congratulations on everything, you deserve it❤️
Yip yap
@@thedopeposerong bro
@@thedopeposerno one cares that youre miserably alone so maybe stop trying to make everyone feel how u feel
@@D4RKVO1DZZhes not ur bro unless ure also apathetic and miserable
@@sorrythatimsorrybit of a over reaction
I'm a latina mom of 2 teens, so just know you reach people of all ages, and I really felt in my heart everything you said about your life and your family ❤
You're a very level headed and intelligent young man, doing an amazing job. Thank you for sharing who you are, and for your hard work. You're already paving the way and inspiring so many latinos!
Can't wait to see the great things you'll continue to accomplish in the future!! Sending a big hug.
Me too, but my son is 21. You are right, Tuv is awesome, makes really good, interesting content and is an inspiration
Can I get yo numb😏
this hit very close to home, you've been one of my favorite content creators since i found you in 2021 and i look up to you so much. i'm so proud of how far you've come and watching it all happen has made me so happy for you. i love watching you for you, not just your content 🫶
didn't think I would ever relate to u so much... especially the part where u talked about living alone, it healed something in me. I've been living alone since august bc I had no other choice & the first few months were really tough. it's slowly getting better, but it's still not always easy. however by talking bout ur own experiences u gave me hope, so thank you for opening up to us on such a personal level. I'm so proud and happy to have been one of ur subscribers for over 2.5 years now, to the point where u even referred to me as an OG! u and ur channel have given me so much during this time, and my heart warms every time I see my earl tattoo. congratulations on 2M, tysm for everything & ily, bertie! 🖤
ROWAN!! Nice to see this comment and glad the vid helped! Also hope you’re doing great 🖤
@@tuv congratulations bertie I've been watching your channel since 2017
@@tuv cool
I love your content I remember when you hit 50k@@tuv
Same@@scity3301
“What are they gonna say now? ‘You got lucky twice’? No bro, y’all know I be grinding so hard on this channel”.
I felt so incredibly happy for Tuv when he said this.
fr. it got me too
Legendary quote
This video has really moved me dude. Your transparency about such personal and dark topics. Your unique personality shines through what you do, and your content is just the bonus. I'm going to be so honest for a second, I had a huge Tuv kick early last year, I fell in love with your channel. I bought some merch even, but I can't even remember why, I think I I just stopped enjoying the content for a minute, I sold my merch and unsubscribed for a few months. I was also going through a breakup from hell (3 year relationship just gone with the snap of a finger yolo) and was pushing away things I had been associated with. And just recently, maybe a month or two ago, after a ton of time healing, I fell in love with this channel again. I hope my earl plush is in good hands, and I hope your mental health and life continue to go back up, because I certainly feel you. And I respect your transparency and vulnerability to open up like that. Much love dude.
I don't know why but watching this made me so happy. Hearing how you've developed as a person, some of the struggles you've faced and how far you've come now, seeing you just express your emotions; it just feels so refreshing and genuine. Especially that last interview section. It feels like that happy, nostalgic movie credits scene where the storm has finally passed and the characters are running across a beach or something, happy together and carefree.
Also, I have to agree with you with the fear of loneliness. Having no one, having no friends or a confidant, that's also one of my greatest fears. Hope that one day I start overcoming it like you are, too.
Tuv, we can see from your videos that you are humble, authentic, mature, and feel emotions deeply. These are all amazing qualities and they're what make you such a compelling UA-camr. Those qualities also mean that the hurts hurt deeper, and so it makes sense that you've been grappling with a lot of pain behind the scenes.
I'm literally twice your age and so we're different generations, but everything you described in the "my mental health" section was still so familiar and had me thinking back to when I was your age, when I called a hotline as well, for very similar reasons. Some days are all about finding one single thing to cling onto to survive until the next day, and on very tough days, that single thing might be a hotline. Thank you for talking about it openly. I am positive you have viewers who will now consider dialing one the next time they're desperate for a reason to hang on one more day.
You deserve so much more from your dad, and it's so lovely to hear you talk about how you're going to break the cycle with your own kids. The thing that has surprised me most about parenthood is how much it heals my own soul to do right by my daughter, like I'm taking care of my child self at the same time as I'm taking care of her, in a way. You're going to do so well as a dad one day, and I bet it will be healing for you, too.
Thanks for the work you do. Congratulations on 2 million and all your successes, you've worked so hard for this and deserve every bit of it and more. Keep chasing your dreams, and on those tough days, just take one step at a time. You've got this and we've got your back.
YOU HAVE MY EYES BAWLING BRO HAPPY 2 MIL YOURE DOING FUCKING AMAZING !! you've come so so far and you're gonna to even farther than that. you're gonna do amazing things. You've brought hope to your whole audience, and you make me and everyone else smile when you post, and i hope we brought hope to you as well. the pressure is overwhelming but it's important to remember to take one step at a time, and yes, remember that you're human too. honestly, life doesn't seem so bad anymore when you upload, and i can't express to you how happy i am for you that youre still here now. lots, if not, all the fucking love I have to give, youre awesome.
its so crazy that i happened to stumble on you because i had true crime stuff playing in the background while i did my nails and suddenly one of your videos started playing. by the end of the very first video i ever heard, i subscribed. when i went to your channel to play your videos in the background you only had TWO VIDEOS uploaded. i was so shocked that you had literally JUST started your channel yet you had the energy of a seasoned youtuber. from 12k to 2 MILLION! its been so crazy watching you grow. My favorite part of your videos IS YOU. its hearing your comments, your self-promos, and just getting to know your personality better. you always had a sense of community to you. although i am SHOCKED to hear that we are the same age, it also makes me so proud to see people my age who grinded hard and who's hard work is paying off! i can't wait for the day where i can be successful enough to retire my mom early, spoil my sibling, friends, and myself while still being as open hearted and honest as you are! keep up the great work TUV!
Congrats for 2mil!!! 🗣🔥🔥🔥 que dios te siga bendiciendo man and that you continue to work hard and know that there are many of us supporting you. 🇬🇹!!
Thank you for doing this and for reaching out to the hotline. My Brother unalived himself July 2020. My heart hurts always. We've adjusted to a new normal since it will never be the same. I joined on the hotline and am now involved in many different places to help. I'm so happy you didn't go through with it and even more happy you are doing better.💙💜
As someone who’s struggled with those thoughts and nearly acted on them, thank you for everything you do. I hope your hard work will come back to bless you tenfold one day ❤
i’m so sorry for your loss❤️
I am so sorry for your family’s loss ❤
I'm so sorry for your loss, nobody deserves to deal with something like this and I know your brother is proud of your job and is smiling from above, please take care and stay healthy 💖
Im so sorry for your loss, nobody deserves to deal with something as tragic as that, I just know your brother is proud of the job you chose to do, and is smiling from above, stay healthy and take care 💖
This is exactly why you deserve all the amazing growth and fortunes you have. I was hooked in by the videos and stuck around because of your energy. This video made me cry too, we love you so much, Tuv. More than you’d ever know.
Hey Tuv,
Thanks so much for this video, and being open, emotional, and so relatable. Especially on loneliness and living alone; hearing the door thud and feeling your heart drop after the family and everyone leaves is soo fucking relatable. I’m in the process of finding myself and learning who I am by myself as well - its hard, confusing and scary but I’m glad (if that’s the right word) to know that others can relate and we can help each other through. I appreciate and love your personality, outlook on life, and you’re desire to be human. Thanks so much man, take care of yourself and much love 🤘🏻🔥
I cant believe youre already at 2 million! I found you when you were at 500k, and its been so crazy watching you grow. Finding your channel has been an incredible journey, and your definetely my favorite youtuber. Youre awesome, Tuv. Keep this shit up, seriously! ❤❤❤
Congratulations on hitting 2 million! 🎉 I found your honesty throughout this video very admirable, it was refreshing to hear as a fellow content creator wanting to follow my dreams. I honestly hope that things go well for you this year.
congratulations man, seeing you cry of happiness was real. it's nice to hear some raw truth about what happens behind the scenes of UA-camrs, us viewers know it can be taxing but we never know the full extent of the pressure and mental toll. also sorry to hear about how your "father" treated you - no one deserves that. hope you're taking care of yourself
We love ya tuv ❤❤❤ congratulations on 2.2 million subscribers! You definitely deserve it 😊 I’ve been through some tough moments like that myself and I’m so glad you’re feeling better and you’re doing better. Keep up your spirits man🙏😢
My heart at the intro alone. Happy belated birthday and congratulations! Keep it up. Much love forever and ever Tuv.
teared up immediately when i saw you crying.
yr one of the realest ppl ever & im glad i found you.
so proud of you
@@UTTPSUPPORT don’t you have anything better to do?
@@UTTPSUPPORT my guy really doesn't get logical fallacies huh
@@smoothblikwhat did bro say
@@HabibiWalterheartwellwhite they said something about their channel being way better than tuv’s and they were straight up spamming it almost everywhere
@@smoothblik oh
Congratulations on every single one of your achievements tuv, the amount of effort you put into literally your entire channel is admireable.
@@UTTPSUPPORTnobody cares bro
WOAH MORE NO NAME???????????
@@WhimsicalLittledawg as long at it's a positive comment.. Except if it's a copy and paste.
@@FouadIsBored NO I MEANT THEY HAVE NO NAME OR USERNAME
Never expected to see you here tbh
Im so happy for you Tuv hittin 2Mil but make sure you take short breaks for family,friends, especially mental health. And happy late birthday much love n support 🎂 ❤
Tuv, I've been a fan of you since your first viral video (the EDP video lmaooo) and I have watch you grow over the years, and the way you make videos is so unique, and as someone who is also hispanic (mexican) you have gave me and many other hispanics/latin people inspiration to create. I am proud of your success, and I hope to see you grow even more.
2 million is an absurd amount bro. genuinely proud seeing you grow, not just as a youtuber but as an individual I can call my friend. Never doubted you for a minute but that doesn't mean I'm not shocked every time I watch your videos and seeing that sub count get higher and higher. As embarrassing as it is I remember bragging to my mom that I was famous or some shit because I was in a video when we were both probably like 14 or something lmao.
Reminiscing aside, its awesome to see more of this side of you, as wrong as that sounds. I've always wanted to hear that more personal side of your life and don't be afraid to reach out if you ever need to talk, regardless of what it's about I care and so do your friends. I want you to know you're an amazing man and feel comfortable taking pride in what you've done for your family, its genuinely admirable.
Much love, Nikolai.
I just recently found your channel and I been hooked on your videos i try to watch all the videos and shorts you upload. I am proud of you even though I don't know you personally but I too am Mexican/Guatemalteco so it cool to see someone of similar background blow up like you are so keep it up bro and CONGRATS on 2M subs.
bro honestly you doing so much better than most and it's cool to know the top ain't always easy too. it gives us "at the bottom" motivation and realization we're not alone and are more than capable to do what you did and i mean rise up outta the darkness and even shine light to it. you're dope dude and i wish peace and prosperity to all those who read this. thanks tuv, you're a real one fs.
Proud of you man, such an inspiration to see how far you're pushing this channel and how genuine you continue to be despite these insane numbers. 3 MILL ON THE HORIZON!!!!!
This honestly made me cry, with happiness and joy. The mental health chapter really hit me because believe me, bro, I've been there. I'm so happy you have come out on top of this.
To see you back when you made your first iceberg video, I knew you were gonna make it big. I loved your content, but most importantly (and as parasocial as it sounds), I loved you for how you presented yourself, your jokes, everything about you, you captivated me. I learnt something new every video, I enjoyed the Danny DeVito cutout lurking in the background, then watching Earl grow into an icon he is today.
It's something to see your favourite content creator achieve these goals, but to ride it through with you, it feels absolutely fucking amazing.
We (your audience) will stick by your side. You sure as hell paved a road for Latino folk. You are an icon, Tuv.
Thank you for making our days when you upload (whether it be videos, music, streams).
Keep going, Tuv. We've got your back. 💕💕💕
You're a beautiful person for this. Thank you
Thank you TUV for being u and I love that you have showed your vulnerable side...more youtubers need to open up about depression...ive been following you for a long time and its not just for your content but because of that great person you are...keep your head up during low times and treasure the good times.
This video really made me love ya more tuv, knowing on some stuff we can relate on and you are the most realest dude ever! I'm glad you are still here man and keep being you brother
You can be damn proud on yourself CONGRATS TO 2MIL!!❤
Man, cried while watching it. I'm also chasing my dreams and yeah... People usually hide the bad stuff... Knowing there's people just like me getting the dream life really is reassuring. Anyway, much love tuv, love your videos and I hope you stay well! (Also really like your perspective of things and how you dealt with stuff!)
congrats on 2 mil!! and thank you a lot for this video! I just turned 19, I'm in college and this year has been horrible. I'm still undecided, all my friends know what they want to do, I've gained weight and I don't think I deserve love if I don't know what do with my life. I don't like being a burden to people. I go on youtube to make me feel better but at times I wonder if they all have gone through the stump as us "regular" ppl. seeing your video made me realize that we all go through struggles. the only thing is that like me, some just hide it.
19:25 I am so sorry 😞 💔 my mother did similar to me two years ago. Again I feel your pain brother - I love you for being so open and dedicated and honest ❤and ps I watch this channel because of YOU and your definitely relatable and I appreciate YOU ❤
congrats on 2mil, hope everything is alright tuv ❤
FIRST WARNING FOR ENGAGING IN LOGICAL FALLACY. MY CONTENT IS FAR BETTER
@@UTTPSUPPORT I checked out your videos and you have less than a 1 in a trillion chance of being slightly close to having content as good as tuvs so quit spamming
i struggle with BPD myself, from childhood issues and then relationship trauma early on, i come to youtube almost everyday as an escape, and i am so grateful i found your channel. you and charlie have helped me so much to see what good people really look like, but you, give me so much hope, and youre so raw with your emotions, and your content is so interesting, and im happy to say you have helped me alot through dark times and its been amazing to see you grow. thank you.
real.
20:34 I feel like I initially came here cuz of the really cool content but stayed cuz of you, the way u make ur videos is just prefect for me, like it tickles my brain in a good way
I started watching your channel for your content but your personallity was so big and just stuck to me so since the iceberg video ive been watching YOU for YOU tuv, its all gonna be okay, ive gone through similar things and were the same age, thank you for this video it makes me feel not alone❤
3:07 no shame in crying at all ❤️ i admire when creators show vulnerability to cry and express their feelings on screen it makes me feel more connected to them feel for them congratulations on your 2M you truly do deserve all the love,fans,and support may God bless you and your family what you do for your sis, mom, and fur babies is amazing very well deserved tuv💜💜💜❤️❤️❤️
congratulations on the 2m man, you deserve every single one. Wish i could give you a hug rn. Hope your dad gets the karma he deserves.
I'm just one guy, but i'll let you know I do watch your channel for both you and the content. I wouldn't watch you if you were someone else. You have great ideas and a great way of presenting them.
tbh, I started folllowing you for the icebergs from 3 years ago.
and truthfully, i rarely noticed the effort you put into the videos, yet I always end up watching each time you upload.
your demeanor is something few cc's do and mantain yet i always felt you were humble, and the fact that your someone like me, hispanic, makes me want to make something of value, your inspiring and even though personally time might be tough you always stand back up, and its admirable
en si solo puedo decir que inspiras mucho y que se que eres un ejemplo a dar a las personas y que ojala nunca te rindas, hay personas que te quieren y que se preocupan por ti, y que siempre te podras levantar, yo tambien quiero ser como tu, alguien que haga algo en su vida. y lo hare, gracias y felicidades
Tuv, you have gotten so far from where you started. You inspire so many people! I am so happy for you to be in a better mental state and I am so glad you have reached 2 million subs :) Keep up the hard work. I will forever love watching your vids fr, I used to watch your videos at the lowest point of my life they helped me get thru it tbh as dumb as that may sound, But what I really wanna say is that your doing great and keep going yk. Thanks for being a good UA-camr man ♥️
listening to this just brings up so many points of the real world that aren’t brought up by most youtubers. not even being a youtuber i myself can feel these things from the bottom of my heart. that part abt sister and mom leaving just hits me bc i know that family is what makes my soul feel so much better. tuv you rlly know how to appreciate the world and speak on what needs to be heard by others trying to become upcoming youtubers too. thank you for sharing these things with us and i know that a lot of these things are hard to talk about. thank you tuv
You’re so strong just for being able to share this Tuv, there’s a lot of people who feel similar to you that don’t ever speak out about it because they fear being judged. Thank you for sharing this so we can feel more normal.
I’ve been here since early 2022, (around maybe 60,000?) and I’m so happy for you tuv, if you see this keep it up man.
Congratulations on 2 Million Tuv!
Nothing but respect for making a video like this.
Exited to see you grow even more as the future approaches!
You absolutely deserve this. I remember watching your content even when you were starting with lower numbers and the amount of love you put into the content. You still put that and more today. Congrats on your current and future success :)
There are people who genuinely love you and want to see you happy. Congratulations on 2 million, tuv.
First, and foremost, congrats on hitting 2 mil subs! (and also, happy belated birthday as well)
This was such a great video, and I thought it was well put together, but after watching your short film, I have to say, this might quite possibly be one of, if not the darkest video i’ve ever seen from a youtuber’s perspective, because usually when it comes to being a content creator, or just being on the internet in general, a lot of people tend to be more private about their personal lives (and at times, there are moments where you should keep things to yourselves), but you managed to completely break the chains with no hesitation. Look man, I am really sorry to hear about what you were going through in the past, and i’m only hoping that everything will turn out better for you towards the future as your life progress.
In addition, your video also did give me a sense of major motivation. Growing up, I had no idea what i wanted to be, what i wanted to do, though the one thing i loved doing the most was sharing what i could do, but also trying new things in the process. That’s when the concept of being a content creator came in mind. I want that to be my dream job. I want to become someone who’s well-known, but also somebody people can look up to one day as a good influence. Obviously, this won’t be an easy task from the very beginning. You have to be consistent, creative, confident, motivated, & entertaining. Right now, i don’t have any of that energy because life hits you sometimes to the point where, you can barely get going. But i always tell myself to never feel disappointed, one of these days you gotta keep working hard, build your confidence, grow your audience, stay motivated, be more consistent & one day, you’ll become successful! All you have to do to stay on the right path. Watching you grind your ass off to see where you are today absolutely warms my heart.. ❤️
No matter what happens in this world, we will always be here for you, Tuv. We all love you so much, we love watching your content, and we hope you’ll continue being an inspiration for all of us!
Congratulations Tuv on your subs, I hope your doing well
I feel same way when I had Mental Health Issues, when I was in during my previous Computer Course they made me so pressure to the point where I have to quit to permanently due my mental health.
I hope you are doing great ❤️
you’re literally my idol bru. i know it’s dumb asl, but dude literally helped me mature as a person and opened up a new world of music for me too. i really do relate to you too man, being latina and everything. being pretty weird and liking things nobody else really knew about. love you man, for real. love your content, music, and humor. starting to sound like the mf from colossus rn, but in the end, you really did help me in an era i didn’t know who i was and shit. thanks tuv bro🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I found this channel in late 2021, and watching you blow up, getting the views that u deserve really warms my heart. I show your videos to my friends a lot, i even talk about it with my mom, and to be honest, you have been a great inspiration for me. I'm latino too, and watching other latinos making content really means a lot, gracias tuv, te queremos mucho, saludos desde Chile 💗🇨🇱
hey dude you're doing great and I'm glad your here. I hope things are better (congrats on 2Mil) :D
Congratulations tuv. watching you grow has made me happy aswell, i love all your vids and i can’t wait to see what the future holds❤️
awesome video bro, I been watching in the shadows since ur beginning (came from the meme page), youre doing great, a big motivation for me, my main goal with all this is to help my mom out who raised me by herself and seeing how you were able to do all that and help her is super motivating, much love man, you'll get that 10 mil in no time
the fact that people are watching this means we watch for you, not the content. love u tuv❤
couldn’t have said it any better
beautiful video tuv, so genuine and heartfelt. thank you for sharing your experiences with us. this video really resonated with me. and congratulations on hitting 2 mil!! 🎉❤
Huge congrats on 2m subs! On the topic of if I watch you for you or your content then it's honestly all you bro. You've got a great personality and I feel like you can make any subject interesting, so keep on being yourself homie.
im so happy to see you grow to this level man it’s so inspiring to see you get here and i know me and many others on ut channel are gonna be watching for a long long long time! love you tuv keep up the hard work
so excited to see how ur channel grows in the future!!! i usually never leave comments but it’s really admirable u shared all of this and i relate sm to the part abt living alone. the rush of potent emptiness u feel when ur family leaves after visiting can be so crushing, but it’s comforting to know we’re not alone.
u try so hard and we can all feel it! rooting for this yr to be ur yr. u can do it u have our support
I found your chanel through charlies reactions to your video's and im so happy for you you deserve it! Let me also add I use to smoke and had to stop because it would just make me feel like I was having anxiety attacks. Just know we all have rough times. I'm going through a pretty tough patch this year already, but I have my daughter who keeps me going every day. I'm so glad your doing better and opening up. Please don't ever be afraid to reach out to someone you trust, when times are tough. Everyone needs someone they can rely on
Get better well Tuv we all love you and support your efforts and pushing to the end and never giving up! It’s very inspiring for many people who have gone through this and I’m proud of everything you’ve done❤
Congrats on 2M love you❤
We watch for both content and for you. There’s other channels that cover the same type of topics, but they ain’t tuv w the big 2Mill😂
Just stumbled across your channel a few minutes ago. You're a good, genuine dude, I like your energy and sense of humor. I appreciate how real you are brother.
Tuv, I relate so hard to your family struggles. My situation is totally different, but same in growing up with a parent (mom in my case) saying wild and incredibly hurtful stuff, and no real support or love from my older sister back then (nor from my dad in my case). It’s hard to “just move on from”. It takes time to give that its place when you’re becoming an independent person yourself, you question yourself all the time. I’m 27f, and I’m now finally coming to terms with a lot of it. You’re doing an incredible job Tuv, you’re an amazing person, and possibly kind of a role model for so many of us, broken people, to keep our chin up and just keep being a good person. ❤
This was emotional to hear
It's sad to hear about all the things that had occur in your life throughout your UA-cam journey but I'm glad you pulled through and you're still here (and even made it to 2mil subs)
You deserve this and I can't want the future of your channel
Stay safe, live your content man, and appreciate your representation
Keep on growing ❤
Congrats on 2M Tuv!! I love watching your content you deserve it🎉🎊🥳
I love your content, the main reason I’m subscribed to you is your personality. I love the videos you make, but I personally enjoy watching you tell the stories. ❤
Congrats on 2 Million subscribers Tuv, been here since 2021 and there’s not many youtubers I watch consistently for this long. I can honestly even say you’re my favorite UA-camr, and you really do inspire me a lot. Thanks for showing us the real you because I know it takes a lot to talk about such sensitive topics. Don’t stop the grind bro much love ❤️.
This is the realest shit I’ve seen in a minute. Talking about sitting by yourself for long enough to start finding yourself struck a chord with me fr. I’ve had all my own shit and the way you describe this is the most accurate description I’ve ever heard of how I had felt. Also the whole relationship thing hit different as well. That has to be my biggest worry. I’m not gonna reveal much but as someone in a relationship in high school but not some stupid one, a longer lasting one, I fear how college is gonna affect us. I really really fear it. It’s good to see you be open about all this. Congrats on 2 mil and thanks for making me feel less alone in the world fr. Keep going strong.
A minute in and im crying with him, congrats tuv you deserve every single subscriber out of 2 million, and i don't know about everyone else but i definitely watch you for you and your amazing personality. R.I.P larry 🕊
I don’t think I can put it to words how much your channel and you as a person ( at least the amount you put out there) is so awesome, I just feel so at home watching you videos man, there amazing and being able to relate on the Hispanic part of it helps too, and you’re right there isn’t much UA-camrs or platform
People ( idk 😭) on the internet but I’d say your worth plenty and I can’t wait to show a someone in my school abt you he’d appreciate your work since he just came to the states a few months ago, idk I’m rambling atp but your awesome and I jsut wanna say thanks to the sheer amount of ig realism you give to us it’s honestly great and keep looking out for the future bc that’s all we got from now on ⭐️ ( golden star sticker for the boy who made it :) ⭐️
Awe tuv I'm happy to have come on this journey with you your doing so well your by far my favorite UA-cam you are a very wholesome person and I can see you going far you've helped me through all my struggles you helped me
Huge congrats Tuv!! ❤❤❤ I love your morbid content and your personality is so funny
Congrats for 2mil subs. This shit is making me cry I really wish I could give you hug It’s amazing how you spoke out about all your situations and that’s hard for most people love you man ❤❤
Been a subscriber since 10k and watching you blow up always make me proud of you. You will always beeen my favorite UA-camr and couldn't relate to you more than ever. 2 million is amazing. I wish you the best in life. ❤
I started watching you at the same time that things in my life started to go downhill and although I’m still trying to overcome what’s happened in the last few years, hearing you talk about you own troubles honestly helps so so much. Your videos have always meant a lot to me and you’ve gotten me into so many niche topics that I now love. Thank you so much and I know that things are only going to get better for you now ❤️
i aint seen the vid yet but i did see the teasers on insta and that screenshot between you and your dad hit me on a personal level so i already know this vids gonna be good
Such a sweetheart, we all love you bro.. thank you for your dedication, you deserve every single sub and more.. you’re such a positive influence on so many people.. it takes courage to share these vulnerabilities and life experiences, especially to such a large platform, I appreciate it.. your story will impact many.. I wish you the best on your journey and truly want to thank you for your positivity and good intentions
Youre genuinely one of my favorite youtubers ever, i feel like youre one of the most authentic and amazing content creators there are. And i love you for that, you seem like an amazing person and ill always support your content
Congratulations on the 2mil milestone tuv, you deserve it. It’s an honor to be a fan of the channel as you’re both very funny and entertaining. I love turning in for the streams. Much love man ❤
Please don’t discount the work you put into your channel. It’s not just us!! You’ve done the work!!❤❤❤
I’ve been here since 2021 and i used to hate scary stuff but your videos brought that fear out of me and your content is the only content on youtube i could watch no matter what phase i am in my life. Im really proud of you, when watched the tiktok iceburg (yes thats where i started with your channel) i watched all your videos and youve been doing this for so long as soon as u hit 1 million i was amazed and happy you got a safe environment with people who want to hear your voice and what you have to say. I watch your videos bc i love your personality and the way u put everything together but mostly beacuse youre an amazing human and help me get closer to being me so thank you. congratulations on 2 mill tuv!!!! were only gunna get u bigger numbers and were gunna help you blow up no matter whatt!! always be you please, i love reccomending you to people, i believe you helped bring youtube back to what it is, spreading good content that is informative and or just being you, thank you so so so much for everything, ill always be proud and wish u the best, we all love you tuv and we love you for you, always remember to just be you please!🙌🏼🙌🏼💗thank you💞
congrats on two mill 🩷
your videos always make my day and i js love how u made this one too
i teared up as soon as i saw u crying 😭
i js know it was so hard to make this video, and i'm so proud of you for being so real to post this
ilyy and i'm so proud for u
you deserve this so muchh and more! I’m so happy to see u progress since before the 1 mil seeing u hit 2 mil is freaking amazing. Tysm for this small film and for staying true to yourself! you’ll always grow with the inspiration u express through creativity
i've been watching your videos for 2 years now and i keep coming back because you just feel like a little brother to me and i'm proud of you :) ngl i cried with you while watching this
the way I also started crying when you did😭 i’m glad i got to watch you grow and i don’t even doubt that you’ll be hitting 3mil very soon and so on.
This is one of the most wholesome things I’ve seen in a while. 2 mil is much deserved. You worked hard, and not for fame or greed but to take care of your family. You are a beautiful soul. Congrats! 🎉
Also I don’t think your sister didn’t have love for you. I think she likely resented your mother. It’s possible with your mom working a lot she had to watch you frequently. Maybe she felt like she couldn’t be a normal teenager and had to be a mother to you. You were the one around therefore took the brunt of the misplaced anger. Just my take on it.
When you said your half guatemalteco I was so stunned,, I’m also half Mexican and Guatemalan and always was able to connect with you more than other UA-camrs but never really knew why. Thank you being the representation that many people like us lacked growing up.
couldnt have said it better love tuv so much ❤
I think GuatemalTeco should be your new UA-cam name. Just saying. 😂🤷♂️ Incredibly better than your current one. Represent your culture. 🤟
Yes 🙌 I’m half guatemalteco too 🥰 🎉 🇬🇹
congrats tuv it's crazy to see you grow this much man keep grinding bro
I'm glad you're still here tuv. thank you for being vulnerable and open with us. I'm so excited to see what's next! congratulations on TWO million tuv, you deserve it 🫶
I relate to you so much that it made me cry. being 22, the youngest, and having a strained relationship with my father because of his addictions. my heart broke reading that last text he sent you. my dad said something very similar to me (on my fuckin birthday btw) and I could literally feel our relationship come to an end. no father should ever say that to their child, no matter how grown they are. you didn't deserve that, and I'm sorry you had to go through that. you're so strong tuv, don't forget that 🕺
Loved this video. I just discovered you last year, and I'm hella glad I did. Thanks for this video. I loved the ending and you talking about being happy. I felt that. 🤙
MUCH LOVE TUV!!!! 😎🤟
Congratulations for hitting 2 million, tuv! You deserve it! Thank you for sharing and talking about your life and struggles. I hope everything is alright now and stay safe(also happy late birthday and I'm so proud of youu)🌬🌬❤❤!!
Congrats on 2M!!! You deserve it so much, you’re awesome.
Keeping it 100% There's many topics you talk about that I've already watched multiple videos on, especially your earlier videos, but your videos are my favorite to watch on the majority of these topics, I'm here for the person talking abt all this stuff fs