I can so relate with you Didi. During childhood when I used to watch Mahadev serials (older one) I was so fascinated by Maa Sati, I felt so sad when She self-immolated Her. I cried for almost a month and praying everyday for Her to come back to life. I was very young (may be 6-7 years) and didn't like Maa Parvati. Because I didn't want Her to marry Shiv bhagwan. For me it was only Maa Sati. Till date She has my all heart. And with my grandmother around Maa Sati became Maa Kali for me. When, I was in teens I started having a conversation with Maa Kali. I have cried so many times and I tell Her everything especially when I behave very mean or misbehave with anyone. And ask Her forgiveness when I can't fulfill my promise to Her. And then I ask person's forgivness and apologise. I have no idea which path I will choose however, She has become like my breath and as of now it's absolute bhakti that I can offer to Her. Too many rituals overwhelm me sometimes however, one day I hope to change my mindset.
Tanya, what a heartfelt journey you've shared! It’s beautiful how deeply connected you’ve felt to Maa Sati from such a young age. That kind of devotion and emotional bond is truly rare and precious. It’s completely natural for you to have had those feelings as a child, wanting Shiv Bhagwan to remain with Maa Sati. The way Maa Sati evolved into Maa Kali for you, and how you began having conversations with Her, shows how personal and nurturing the divine connection can be. Your honesty with Her-sharing your emotions, asking for forgiveness, and seeking to mend your ways-is a testament to the depth of your bhakti. It’s okay if rituals feel overwhelming at times. Bhakti itself is the highest offering, and Maa Kali understands our intentions more than anything else. The path will unfold naturally when the time is right-guided by Her grace and your devotion. For now, the love and sincerity you have for Her are more than enough. 🙏
@@journeyswithmaa so true didi. Your Shakti journey episodes have helped me a lot to understand my journey since childhood. Thanks for sharing this didi and you get so emotional while talking about Baba. It feels so beautiful. And your trust towards Shiv Bhagwan speaks volume. And how interestingly Bhagwan Krishna is connected in your life. He decided to come to you after your devotion. It's so surreal. I got goosebumps while listening this episode. Thanks again for this episodes. It's beautiful journey.
Didi, whenever you come to visit Shri Baglamukhi or Shri Chamunda or Baba Baijnath temple at Himachal Pradesh. Please notify me. If possible I just want your darshan. Please 🙏
In my childhood ,every time I returned from Purnagiri Shaktipeeth ( Uttarakhand) I felt sad for many days ;felt like a child unwillingly being forced back to boarding after vacation,away from HER....then 2014 was a book -7 secrets of Shiv ( Devdutt patnaik) 2022- Aghora1&2 ( Robert Sivoboda) Though what started bringing faith to forefront (2019)were KalBhairav Astakam & Neel Saraswati stotra! Thank you ,for sharing Mam! 😊 Had a spiritual flashback .
What a meaningful journey you’ve shared! That feeling of longing for HER, like a child torn away from home, truly reflects the deep bond we feel with the divine. It’s wonderful to hear how Kal Bhairav Ashtakam and Neel Saraswati Stotra have been significant milestones for you. Thank you for sharing your spiritual flashback-it’s truly inspiring! 🙏
Diii can you share your daily puja timings and how you adjust your timings with house work, children work, your own work like excercise, body/hair care, video editing, or caring for old members, cooking etc etc, when you get up and go to sleep. Because I don't have children but due to my skin care timing , excercise, checking maid's work these works consume my morning times and my puja starts at 10:00, 10:30 or some days at 11:00 am. In winter i also get up at 6 am or how early I get up I just can't do puja early.
Bilkul sahi kaha aapne! Maa ki shakti ke saath connection kab aur kaise ban jata hai, yeh ek alag hi anubhav hota hai. Jab mann shuddh ho aur bhakti sachi, toh Maa khud hi apna marg pradarshit karti hain. 🙏
Mera journey mee jb 15 ki thi mtlb mee bilkul nhi mnti thi mtlb everyone know na teenage Mee thora mora s krishna ji ko mnti thi Phir sardiya navratr k din phele din shubh 5 bje k bt he mereko dream aya tha ki mera family ko gunda log Mr diya he mere house m ghus k ab mereko mrne j rha he to mere house m ak nav durga photo he to m unhe keh rhi thi rote huye dream me ki maata bachiye pls khub jor jor to dhekhe maa nav durga k photo se ak bright urja pind nikla Or gunda ko bhasam kr diya phir mera dream tuta mee hlka s hos m ayi mereko pata chla me roo rhi hu vo sb dream tha me jese hi turn hui to ak golden type k urja jte huye dhikha mee uthi dhekhi ki vo j rha he or phir akdm se gyb ho gya jese vahi pr villin ho gya ho Bhut s experience hua he mereko abhi or abhi uss bt ko 3 , 4 saal hone vle he I know my age is less but maa k kripa umr se nhi hoti he umr to is sarir ki he atma ki nhi or mujhe ajj k time he mata ji k bre m itnaa jda malum pda he jne kese kaha se uske bd bs mujhe vo apne bre m mujhe jnvti gyi I am so lucky abhi to koi guru nhi he mera abhi utni umr bhi nhi he or mere ma papa allow bhi nhi krte utna phir bhi m maa k sadhna krti hu naam jaap or chota s normal normal s strotram etc I hope at right time maa mujhe mere guru se milvyengi
I’m sorry, I couldn’t quite understand-do you prefer Hindi or English? Either way, I’m planning to start a channel for content in English as well, so I hope that will help. 😃
Meri journey vahan se chalu hui thi jab mein Pratima Ko dekhkar yah sochta tha ki ek char hath wali kaun hai tab maine inke bare mein Janna aur Fir jaanta hi chala Gaya Fir pata nahi mere ander ek vahab jagah fir inki Puja karna start karen aur yahan se main bahut aage badh chuka hun.
Santoshi Maa ka scriptures me koi reference nahee hai. At least mujhe nahee pata hai inke baare me. There was a time in 90s jab Santoshi Maa ke baare me bahut kuch kaha gaya tha aur unpar ek film bhi bani thi. Jyadatar devi swaroopo ke baare me Devi Bhagwat Puraan me mil jayega par mujhe abhi tak nahee mila hai - kabhi milega to jaroor share karungi. Now, according to some people (refering wikipedia) Santoshi Maa gram ya kul devi rahi hai kuch gharano ki aur ab unke mandir bhi kai jagah hai par iske peeche kitni sachaai hai ki Santoshi Maa Ganesh Ji ki putri thi - I can't say as I would need to see some reference in at least one of the purans. However, I personally believe that if people have been, or still are, praying to HER as a form of Maa Bhagwati, they are essentially offering their devotion to Maa Bhagwati herself. After all, not everything revolves around rituals-bhakti transcends and surpasses rituals in its significance.
Hello, I’m sorry, but due to a very busy schedule, it’s simply not possible for me to interact on a personal level. I’d be happy to answer any questions you have in the comment section, as it might help others with similar queries. 🙏
Spiritual world me akele hi rahna cahiye - Maa Bhagwati jab swayam kundalini roop me aapke bheetar baithi hai to aap akele kaha hai? Bhagwati ki shaktiya (energies) hamesha sabke saath hai. Another thing - shakti sadhak ko akelepan se ghabarana nahe cahiye - I am sharing so many videos, if you will follow carefully you will definitely get help.
Har cheez jo aap padh rahe hai aapko uska matlab pata hona cahiye, ye mera manana hai aur mera apne liye rule hai. sundarta to arth me hi chipi hai, vahi to saare bhav hai.
Dii mujhe bhi esi f feel hoti hai ki mein to khana khaa rahi hu lekin wo Kya khaenge? Lekin mein haraash ho jaati hun mein jo khati hun wo unko Dene ka layak nahi hai, pyaz lahsun uchista keessee dee sakti hun unnko
Aap unko roz subah kuch khila dijiye - main baat hai man me bhav aur ek connectivity hona ki hum khud se upar apni Maa ke baare me pahale soch rahe hai. Jyada chinta naa kare :)
MAM how did you shift from Maa Durga to Maa Kaali how did you realize that and did it scared you cause thinking to shift from our Deity we love so much for years just scares me i always pray to keep in love with MAA Durga and at last I kept on thinking that every form is MAA itself so it reliefs me. But still want to know how did you tackled it.
Where did I say I "shifted" from Maa Durga to Maa Kali? We don’t shift from one deity to another; we embrace, we welcome, we expand our hearts to include more forms of the Divine. When we discover new manifestations, they join the sacred circle of those already present in our lives. Do we abandon our firstborn when the second arrives? Or turn away from the first and second when blessed with a third? No-our love grows, boundless and unconditional, embracing all equally. Why should it be any different with the deities? Perhaps you missed the part in my video where I spoke of my early spiritual journey. Back then, I didn’t understand duality or non-duality; I saw the deities as separate. But they are not. There is no division, no separateness. All forms are but one-emanating from the same eternal Parmatma. And with this understanding, it becomes even easier to open our hearts to every form, knowing they are all expressions of the One Divine.
@journeyswithmaa actually didn't had better words to express 'shift'. Exactly means to say accepting other manifestation of Maa i used to find it difficult at start but as time passed it was clear that it is all one nothing is different. But sometimes i feel like i just want to be with her, i don't want nothing else. I can't tell i just yearns for her sometimes very much that i just keeps on imagining that she might look like this and keeps on talking with her most of the time. Thank you for sharing your experience it just feels like a compass sometimes which keeps on telling direction. May Maa Durga bless with her love to everyone Thank you
Thats what “Kalau Chandi Vinayakau” says - In Kali Yuga, it is said that Vinayaka and Chandi are the two manifestations of ParaBrahman that will give immediate relief for human suffering
Hello, thank you. I’m sorry, but due to a very busy schedule, it’s simply not possible for me to interact on a personal level. I’d be happy to answer any questions you have in the comment section, as it might help others with similar queries.
I can so relate with you Didi. During childhood when I used to watch Mahadev serials (older one) I was so fascinated by Maa Sati, I felt so sad when She self-immolated Her. I cried for almost a month and praying everyday for Her to come back to life. I was very young (may be 6-7 years) and didn't like Maa Parvati. Because I didn't want Her to marry Shiv bhagwan. For me it was only Maa Sati. Till date She has my all heart. And with my grandmother around Maa Sati became Maa Kali for me. When, I was in teens I started having a conversation with Maa Kali. I have cried so many times and I tell Her everything especially when I behave very mean or misbehave with anyone. And ask Her forgiveness when I can't fulfill my promise to Her. And then I ask person's forgivness and apologise. I have no idea which path I will choose however, She has become like my breath and as of now it's absolute bhakti that I can offer to Her. Too many rituals overwhelm me sometimes however, one day I hope to change my mindset.
Tanya, what a heartfelt journey you've shared! It’s beautiful how deeply connected you’ve felt to Maa Sati from such a young age. That kind of devotion and emotional bond is truly rare and precious. It’s completely natural for you to have had those feelings as a child, wanting Shiv Bhagwan to remain with Maa Sati.
The way Maa Sati evolved into Maa Kali for you, and how you began having conversations with Her, shows how personal and nurturing the divine connection can be. Your honesty with Her-sharing your emotions, asking for forgiveness, and seeking to mend your ways-is a testament to the depth of your bhakti.
It’s okay if rituals feel overwhelming at times. Bhakti itself is the highest offering, and Maa Kali understands our intentions more than anything else. The path will unfold naturally when the time is right-guided by Her grace and your devotion. For now, the love and sincerity you have for Her are more than enough. 🙏
@@journeyswithmaa so true didi. Your Shakti journey episodes have helped me a lot to understand my journey since childhood. Thanks for sharing this didi and you get so emotional while talking about Baba. It feels so beautiful. And your trust towards Shiv Bhagwan speaks volume.
And how interestingly Bhagwan Krishna is connected in your life. He decided to come to you after your devotion. It's so surreal. I got goosebumps while listening this episode. Thanks again for this episodes. It's beautiful journey.
Your voice is magical
Always grateful for you 🙏🙏
Thank you so much 🙂🙏❤ - means a lot!
Relating❤
Jai Maa Bhagwati 🙏
थैंक यू दीदी आपका हर विडिओ भक्ति भाव पूर्ण होता है और हम सबका शुद्धिकरण हो जाता है 🙏🙏🙏
Thank you 🙏
Namaskar didi glad to hear your voice 💗💗
Thank you 🙏
Beautiful 🙏
Thank you 🙏
Dhanyavad didi, bahat sare questions ka answer mil gaya... Or kuch baki hain
You can always ask questions here in the comment section - I am glad you got some of the answers.
Thank you Didi, waiting for next part.
Thank you 🙏 - will be posting it tonight PST.
Didi, whenever you come to visit Shri Baglamukhi or Shri Chamunda or Baba Baijnath temple at Himachal Pradesh. Please notify me. If possible I just want your darshan. Please 🙏
I would definitely do that , if possible 🙏
Jai maa Durga 🙏
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जय मां ललितांबिका
🙏
BE BLESSED JAI MAA❤
Thank you 🙏
Ur channel ur voice as a sadhak i admire you mamy things u say are true in every sense 🙏🙏
Thank you so much 🙏
@@journeyswithmaa ur welcome
You are chosen by divinity to enter this mystical field
We all are 🙏 - Thank you
In my childhood ,every time I returned from Purnagiri Shaktipeeth ( Uttarakhand) I felt sad for many days ;felt like a child unwillingly being forced back to boarding after vacation,away from HER....then
2014 was a book -7 secrets of Shiv ( Devdutt patnaik)
2022- Aghora1&2 ( Robert Sivoboda) Though what started bringing faith to forefront (2019)were
KalBhairav Astakam & Neel Saraswati stotra!
Thank you ,for sharing Mam! 😊 Had a spiritual flashback .
What a meaningful journey you’ve shared! That feeling of longing for HER, like a child torn away from home, truly reflects the deep bond we feel with the divine. It’s wonderful to hear how Kal Bhairav Ashtakam and Neel Saraswati Stotra have been significant milestones for you. Thank you for sharing your spiritual flashback-it’s truly inspiring! 🙏
जय माँ तारा माताश्री
🙏
मैम ...हर हर महादेव
🙏
🙏🙏
🙏
I am too inspired by you 😊
I like the way you explain from your experiences.
I hope I can talk to you sometime.
Jai Maa 🙏
Thank you 🙏
।।जय माता दी।।
🙏
Mam please make a video on sidh kunjika strotram how to recite it like please explain
Sure - will be talking about Sidha Kunjika soon.
Diii can you share your daily puja timings and how you adjust your timings with house work, children work, your own work like excercise, body/hair care, video editing, or caring for old members, cooking etc etc, when you get up and go to sleep. Because I don't have children but due to my skin care timing , excercise, checking maid's work these works consume my morning times and my puja starts at 10:00, 10:30 or some days at 11:00 am. In winter i also get up at 6 am or how early I get up I just can't do puja early.
I can totally share it-I'll take it up in a video.
Don't worry too much! You are already doing a lot :)
Yeh jo aapne btaya h na @7:00 pe woh ek dam sach h. Aapko pta hi nhi chalega kab aap maa ki sakti ke sath connect ho jaoge.
Bilkul sahi kaha aapne! Maa ki shakti ke saath connection kab aur kaise ban jata hai, yeh ek alag hi anubhav hota hai. Jab mann shuddh ho aur bhakti sachi, toh Maa khud hi apna marg pradarshit karti hain. 🙏
Mera journey mee jb 15 ki thi mtlb mee bilkul nhi mnti thi mtlb everyone know na teenage
Mee thora mora s krishna ji ko mnti thi
Phir sardiya navratr k din phele din shubh 5 bje k bt he mereko dream aya tha ki mera family ko gunda log Mr diya he mere house m ghus k ab mereko mrne j rha he to mere house m ak nav durga photo he to m unhe keh rhi thi rote huye dream me ki maata bachiye pls khub jor jor to dhekhe maa nav durga k photo se ak bright urja pind nikla Or gunda ko bhasam kr diya phir mera dream tuta mee hlka s hos m ayi mereko pata chla me roo rhi hu vo sb dream tha me jese hi turn hui to ak golden type k urja jte huye dhikha mee uthi dhekhi ki vo j rha he or phir akdm se gyb ho gya jese vahi pr villin ho gya ho
Bhut s experience hua he mereko abhi or abhi uss bt ko 3 , 4 saal hone vle he
I know my age is less but maa k kripa umr se nhi hoti he umr to is sarir ki he atma ki nhi or mujhe ajj k time he mata ji k bre m itnaa jda malum pda he jne kese kaha se uske bd bs mujhe vo apne bre m mujhe jnvti gyi
I am so lucky abhi to koi guru nhi he mera abhi utni umr bhi nhi he or mere ma papa allow bhi nhi krte utna phir bhi m maa k sadhna krti hu naam jaap or chota s normal normal s strotram etc
I hope at right time maa mujhe mere guru se milvyengi
Thanks for sharing your experience 🙏
Maam hindi sa samcha karo
I am from kerala sa ha is liye ❤❤❤❤❤❤so please ❤❤❤
I’m sorry, I couldn’t quite understand-do you prefer Hindi or English? Either way, I’m planning to start a channel for content in English as well, so I hope that will help. 😃
Meri journey vahan se chalu hui thi jab mein Pratima Ko dekhkar yah sochta tha ki ek char hath wali kaun hai tab maine inke bare mein Janna aur Fir jaanta hi chala Gaya Fir pata nahi mere ander ek vahab jagah fir inki Puja karna start karen aur yahan se main bahut aage badh chuka hun.
Great - thanks for sharing your journey 🙏
"Santhoshi maa" didi kripya aap muje es avatar ka reference batao🙏🙏
Santoshi Maa ka scriptures me koi reference nahee hai. At least mujhe nahee pata hai inke baare me. There was a time in 90s jab Santoshi Maa ke baare me bahut kuch kaha gaya tha aur unpar ek film bhi bani thi. Jyadatar devi swaroopo ke baare me Devi Bhagwat Puraan me mil jayega par mujhe abhi tak nahee mila hai - kabhi milega to jaroor share karungi.
Now, according to some people (refering wikipedia) Santoshi Maa gram ya kul devi rahi hai kuch gharano ki aur ab unke mandir bhi kai jagah hai par iske peeche kitni sachaai hai ki Santoshi Maa Ganesh Ji ki putri thi - I can't say as I would need to see some reference in at least one of the purans.
However, I personally believe that if people have been, or still are, praying to HER as a form of Maa Bhagwati, they are essentially offering their devotion to Maa Bhagwati herself. After all, not everything revolves around rituals-bhakti transcends and surpasses rituals in its significance.
How can I contact you , I’m from Uttarakhand but based in England
Just want to learn more about mata sadna
I have recently started my Durga bakti❤️
Hello, I’m sorry, but due to a very busy schedule, it’s simply not possible for me to interact on a personal level. I’d be happy to answer any questions you have in the comment section, as it might help others with similar queries. 🙏
@ it’s fine , thank you , jai ma Durga🙏🙏❤️❤️
Me 26 year old completely spiritual and materialistic world me khud ko akela feel kr rha hu kuch smz me nhi aa rha. Kya aap mere help kr skte ho 🙏
Spiritual world me akele hi rahna cahiye - Maa Bhagwati jab swayam kundalini roop me aapke bheetar baithi hai to aap akele kaha hai? Bhagwati ki shaktiya (energies) hamesha sabke saath hai. Another thing - shakti sadhak ko akelepan se ghabarana nahe cahiye - I am sharing so many videos, if you will follow carefully you will definitely get help.
Didi ek question thaa ramcharitmanas ka jab hum path krte hai roz to kya meaning pdna sth me zruri hotaa ya akela gayan karna yee btaieeeeee❤
Har cheez jo aap padh rahe hai aapko uska matlab pata hona cahiye, ye mera manana hai aur mera apne liye rule hai. sundarta to arth me hi chipi hai, vahi to saare bhav hai.
Dii mujhe bhi esi f feel hoti hai ki mein to khana khaa rahi hu lekin wo Kya khaenge? Lekin mein haraash ho jaati hun mein jo khati hun wo unko Dene ka layak nahi hai, pyaz lahsun uchista keessee dee sakti hun unnko
Aap unko roz subah kuch khila dijiye - main baat hai man me bhav aur ek connectivity hona ki hum khud se upar apni Maa ke baare me pahale soch rahe hai. Jyada chinta naa kare :)
MAM how did you shift from Maa Durga to Maa Kaali how did you realize that and did it scared you cause thinking to shift from our Deity we love so much for years just scares me i always pray to keep in love with MAA Durga and at last I kept on thinking that every form is MAA itself so it reliefs me. But still want to know how did you tackled it.
Where did I say I "shifted" from Maa Durga to Maa Kali?
We don’t shift from one deity to another; we embrace, we welcome, we expand our hearts to include more forms of the Divine. When we discover new manifestations, they join the sacred circle of those already present in our lives.
Do we abandon our firstborn when the second arrives? Or turn away from the first and second when blessed with a third? No-our love grows, boundless and unconditional, embracing all equally. Why should it be any different with the deities?
Perhaps you missed the part in my video where I spoke of my early spiritual journey. Back then, I didn’t understand duality or non-duality; I saw the deities as separate. But they are not. There is no division, no separateness.
All forms are but one-emanating from the same eternal Parmatma. And with this understanding, it becomes even easier to open our hearts to every form, knowing they are all expressions of the One Divine.
@journeyswithmaa actually didn't had better words to express 'shift'. Exactly means to say accepting other manifestation of Maa i used to find it difficult at start but as time passed it was clear that it is all one nothing is different. But sometimes i feel like i just want to be with her, i don't want nothing else. I can't tell i just yearns for her sometimes very much that i just keeps on imagining that she might look like this and keeps on talking with her most of the time.
Thank you for sharing your experience it just feels like a compass sometimes which keeps on telling direction.
May Maa Durga bless with her love to everyone Thank you
2 saal me Maa ka rise hoga bhut jyada...
Bhairava is becoming evident...
Now it's turn for shakti
Thats what “Kalau Chandi Vinayakau” says - In Kali Yuga, it is said that Vinayaka and Chandi are the two manifestations of ParaBrahman that will give immediate relief for human suffering
I am so amazed by the knowledge you share. I want to know more from you, can you share your email
Hello, thank you.
I’m sorry, but due to a very busy schedule, it’s simply not possible for me to interact on a personal level. I’d be happy to answer any questions you have in the comment section, as it might help others with similar queries.