When my kitty baby passed on couple of months ago, i kept her comb with the last of her fur. If I know that will be her last brushing sesh, I will have kept more fur. My heart breaks for Lydia, I completely understand her pain right now 😟
Yes! My washing machine is a top loader and it has a little ventilation gap, but the front loading ones, you need to leave a bit open so they can dry out inside.
@@maximusfattybum I wish I did this with the dogs I lost. I guess I wasn't really myself then and wasn't thinking clearly. I was so distraught that I was crying almost everyday for almost a month.
Since the passing of my father in October of last year I find myself more emotional than ever. I think no matter what, losing someone you loved with all of your heart, it opens a tiny hole that let's in more sadness and empathy. It may not be the greatest all the time, but it makes you a more connected, loved, and stronger than ever before.
Can we have a "Baking With Lydia and Carrie" video in your kitchen? Christmas baking? oh and I really hope you do vlogmas this year too :) omg I get so excited when you upload a video!
I feel so bad for you, oh my dear Lydia, crying is good, it releases pressure. Loosing you precious baby is truly heartbreaking, and that’s perfectly normal. Keep speaking of your baby to us, we or me just loving hearing about it. You and your husband have a good heart. I'm so sorry my dear.
Lydia, dont apologize for your grieve or your tears. You are showing your real life and you are being honest and brave enough to show the viewers the sorrow you are going through. I have more respect and love for you because you put no "filter" covering your emotions and you are trying to cope with them instead of just ignoring them. I still believe you will find Lynx. Much love from Sweden
Awe...I’m crying right with you! One of the things I LOVE about you and your channel is how real and honest you are. Don’t ever hide you being your authentic self. Anyone who has lost a pet knows it hurts! And I’m not sure you ever get over it, you just keep moving forward. Sending lots of love to you and Ali!
I appreciate you being raw and vulnerable in front of the camera! I think we as people have tendency to try and always hold it together, and carry on like we're ok, but honestly sometimes you just need to let it go. In that moment I felt what you felt! Thinking of you and your family during this difficult time.
Loved the new stack, The pirouetting bed side table assembler, Chastising the fabric steamer, nd the sheer glee for new appliances. But what tops them all was Lumi admiring you while in your lap. Such precious one on one moments are just the best. XO ~ Please know my prayers, shoring you up in strength to endure will not cease.
Just to let you know, there’s this stuff you can put in your wash like an antibacterial... laundry sanitiser, type thing and it’s absolutely awesome. If you start using it with your new washing machine and always leave the door open for an hour or so after, you’ll be sweeeet. xx
I really really love just how much fun you are having at that concert, it's so nice to see you happy. When you started crying, it broke my heart because you are hurting and because we love you we don't want you to be sad and you honestly don't have to apologise. Because we come here ourselves to see your videos, we are going to love your content regardless and if you wanna cry, cry because we are crying with you, let us be your comfort in this difficult time. Keep the faith Lydia xxx
I literally started crying too. I lost my cat Princess to lung cancer a couple years ago and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about her. It will get easier with time. You're a very strong woman. We love you
Recently started watching your videos and just wanted to say what a breath of fresh air you are. I love open and honest people and what you choose to share and the way you share it is enjoyable and inspiring. I'm working whilst watching and I keep talking to myself saying 'isnt she lovely' 'isnt she kind'. So thanks from me for sharing x
Hi Lydia please don’t apologise for letting your emotions out over lynx I have a bag of my Labrador’s hair (who we lost in a totally different way)in a bag I call it particles of Ella! she shed hair all the time we said she literally has her particles wherever we’ve traveled, hopefully he’ll return but eventually you’ll be able to remember lynx with happy memories give yourself more time, don’t be so hard on yourself please xx😊
When you cried I bursts into tears too, I understand how you feel losing your baby, I have lost my parrot of 9 years to a liver failure, it wracked my life, it triggered a depression that I thought I will never have again but for 2 years losing my baby pet has affected me so deeply. Some people don't understand the connection, they are our babies no matter what they are.. you are a very sensitive and emotional person, let it out, don't hold it back, if this helps then let it be! I pray that you and Ali and Lumi unit soon with Lynx, he will return, just think positive! I always keep checking your stories on Instagram for any updates, I hope to hear a good news soon dear just stay strong!
I’m so sorry Lydia. My heart is breaking seeing you cry ❤️ I am a mom of a 5 month old baby boy and I was a cat mom way before then. I’ve always loved animals and I can truly feel your pain. I hope you heal everyday and I hope you continue to remember him and cherish the memories you had with him 💕
Just watched your video and I’m literally crying, my heart goes out to you and Ali. You never have to apologize for missing and loving your fur baby. I’m so, so, sorry that you have to experience this. Wishing you all the best. Love watching your videos all the way from USA! #Tennessee
Ok Im dying over the earrings! Im going over to astrid & miyu and buying some! Look for me wearing these cause I think they will be my new favorite! Thankyou so much for letting us in on your life. I have been loving your videos even more lately because it's a whole new side of you.
Don’t be sorry, we feel your pain, I did the same thing with my cat Valentine, she was 19yrs old, and the pain was just so deep. I saved her fur from her blanket, and I do have her ashes, and they bring so much comfort since it has been several years. Don’t apologize, we understand and love you and your furry children ❤️
Just watched your igtv teared up watching that, now I’m tearing up again. Don’t apologise for crying Lydia, you should never have to apologise for being you. ❤️
Hard to hear your sobs for Lynx. I saw this quote today and instantly thought of you. `Grief is the shadow of love, it is the presence of absence everyday`......
Loved this video from 00:01 until 50:47! Just fantastic and please do whatever your heart tells you to do if you you want to talk or cry about Lynx, then please do and if you don’t...that’s alright as well. We have Miele for almost all of our appliances and they are the absolute best!!! This vlog just made me smile so much, thank you for that!Xx
So excited for bathroom update vlogs. I agree the bathroom is beautiful as is but the updates will be worth it. So happy for a Lydia video, they’re so calming for me. Thank you! 💕
I should be sleeping but now I’m full of tears with a lump in my throat. Praying for your baby every day Lydia! You are such a bright and positive soul and to see you break down makes me sad. Keep your head up, you are so strong!
Lydia you are making me cry I’m still mourning my cat jasper he passed away in August and it was so sudden. It’s not a good feeling at all so I understand how you’re feeling. I love that you are incorporating him into the essence of the room if that makes sense. Lot of love from New Jersey
Darling, it is okay to cry, you are mourning over your beautiful little fur baby 🐈 You love him so so much and miss him dearly. Never apologise for showing love, whether it’s happy love or sad love. Love is love 💗
Well, I sort of started crying when you said the room to you is Lynx's bedroom, so it didn't surprise me at all that you couldn't keep it together after that.
Oh my goodness... I really felt your tears. That beautiful little heart shaped box was absolutely adorable. I felt myself going with you. 😭😭😭 I felt you try so hard to not get upset, but judging by all these comments, no-body minds. Grief catches us when we least expect it. I hope that you find some comfort in these comments xx
I absolutely love that you showed us that you cried. Most people would edit that out but you didn’t and it shows how human you are and brings your viewers into your life. Thank you for being so strong and letting us see you. Just cried with you too (:
Hi Lydia! Love watching your videos and don’t ever apologize for your emotions. Allow your body and soul to express itself in the way it needs to. If that means to tear up a little then that is what it is. In addition, after a load in the washer machine do not close the door right after you’ve finished. Allow it to dry a little so that you don’t keep the humidity inside which can sometimes lead to a “stink” and unwanted moisture. Hope that’s helpful.
Whoa, what a rollercoaster of emotions in this video, Lydia! 😅 A new washer/dryer is no small thing, lol - glad it brought so much joy to you! Much love
Takes a while Lydia It’s normal to cry Give it time it will soon heal I also went through the same thing when I lost a 𓃠 I have a new 𓃠 now He is a bundle of joy
It makes my heart hurt so much seeing someone else going through this, the exact thing happened to my Bengal. 3 years ago on the 16th October. I hope you get the happy ending I never got xxx
Ah darling Lyds, your pain, as well as Ali’s is honestly palpable in your vids. Wishing your family all the very best with massive love and success to come xxx
I am so sorry about your precious Lynx. I just wanted to climb through the screen and give you a big hug! I always cry when I see you crying because my heart is breaking for you and Ali. It makes me glad to see you are beginning to heal a little and allow yourself to feel happy again.
I love how excited you get about laundering. So much of this vlog was dedicated to your new washer/dryer (that hasn’t even arrived yet!). As a fellow laundering fanatic, I’m supes excited for how much time will take for your arrival show & tell 🤣
I remember losing a something very sentimental and I couldn’t stop looking for it so I can’t even imagine how emotional and how much it’s driving your insane trying to work out what happened to Lynx that night. I really really hope you find out what happened and get him back safely. Love the new A&M collection xxxx
I have to say that I cried my eyes out seeing the box of Lynx's fur....That sentiment was just something like what I would do and honestly DONT EVER feel like YOU have to be sorry for being emotional for ANYTHING! This is your channel love, and honestly I honestly felt a bit closer to you for you showing that....You are so brave and I truly pray (I have said this in another post) that Lynx is with a little older couple getting spoiled bloody rotten and they are just looking after him for now....its just a matter of time before "their grandchild" or friend recognizes him and calls YOU! I pray for that and I pray that he comes back chubby and happy to see you both!!! Sending you so much love and positive vibes! xoxo
Oh Lydia!!! 💝 Its better to be vulnerable, that is where true connection occurs. I'm crying with you. When I see cats outside alone I always think of the both of you. Cry away girl, let it out!!
Oh how I cried when you got emotional! Please don't apologize for it, you love him so much, I truly hope you find some sort of peace. It's so difficult when you don't know what happened. I can't say I know how you feel, but we lost two cats two years apart one at 13 with cancer and the other was 2 1/2 with FIP, it broke our hearts and I cried for a long time, but I was able to make peace eventually because I knew what happened to them. I truly pray you find your peace soon.
Oh Lydia, I am crying along with you. I cannot imagine what you and Ali are going through. I love my little girl kitty so much. I am beyond devastated for you xxx
Seeing you sad breaks my heart. But thank you for being real with us. You´re doing an amazing job with the videos Lydia. Keeping fighting but remember it´s okay to be sad as well
I believe also that a lack of closure makes it more difficult to accept Lynx has gone. It was so for me when my beloved Chester disappeared in a second. X.
Oh you poor thing, I cried along with you. The fur in the little heart box got me. You lost a member of your close family. Not crying would be weird. Loved the variety mix of this vlog! U always deliver despite it all. Linda from dublin
I thought I was the only one who gets excited about appliances! One tip I would give about front loading washers is when you are done, leave the door open a bit to dry out, that could be why the machine smelled. I had the same issue with mine and you can never get the smell out. Also, try to dry the rubber seal where the door closes so no water gets trapped in the seal, that can cause the smell and mould to grow in there. It's amazing to see you excited about a washing machine. :) BTW love your laundry room.
You’re allowed to be emotional, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. You are really brave showing a vulnerable side on here, so well done and if you want to cry - have a cry! You’ll feel better afterwards! 😘
Oh Lydia darling I feel your pain...our fur babies are like our children. We lost our guy 5 years ago and it still hurts but it does get easier...it's ok to get emotional, you loved him and still do and that's the right way to feel, don't apologize! Much love from New Zealand
Hi Lyds, just a quick advice. When you talked that your old washing machine stinks, i suggest you to do once in a month 60 or 90 degrees washing cycle, whether with towels or bedsheets ( of course if they are not delicate) . It will remove the layer from washing on a low heat cycle. Or let the machine run empty on 90 degrees. It will help to keep your machine clean, remove bacteria and it will no longer stink. Hope this helps. (Sorry for my bad English I’m from Germany 🇩🇪 😊).
after you do your wash, always leave the door to the washer open so it can dry naturally, this will prevent the smelling of your washer. As well as regularly wash the washer with special washer pods.
I work with marketing at Les Mills and my heart literally stoped when you mentioned our app! I’m so happy you like our classes ❤️❤️ you say it like you said at first. Les Mills, Les was an Olympic athlete starting the company 1968 and run by his family ever since.
I have collected so many Astrid & Miyu items these past two years. I probably will end up getting a lot of these smaller hoops earrings soon! And my heart goes out to you and Lynx.
I got new washing machine & separate tumble drier last week after ‘struggling’ with a totally rubbish combination machine - so I can totally relate to your excitement ! Anything that’s not nailed down gets washed it’s a whole new level of joy ! X
Listen my lovely , when you are talking to us , as you do , never ever apologise for getting upset , we understand you are still pushing through everything 😘....but you did make me giggle at how excited you got about your washer and dryer ! 😘♥️♥️♥️♥️
I’m so sad for you guys Lydia my heart hurts when you cry and we all understand never feel bad about your feelings.I remember the day Ali surprise you with lynx😻
Don’t ever be sorry for your emotions! I can’t imagine what it must feel like what you going through right now and being vulnerable and emotional is not a bad thing but is beautiful and healthy!
don't ever apologise for crying, you have lost a piece of you and it hurts. praying he comes home safe x
jo rosser Thank you for saying exactly what I was going to 😢
Lydia: "I'm not gonna get upset..."
*starts crying*
Me: *Also starts crying*
So sweet that you kept his fur!
Gosh, I cried with her and couldn't control myself
When my kitty baby passed on couple of months ago, i kept her comb with the last of her fur. If I know that will be her last brushing sesh, I will have kept more fur.
My heart breaks for Lydia, I completely understand her pain right now 😟
omg same.. so sad about lynx :(
heartbreaking.
You need to leave the washing machine door slightly open when it’s not in use, closing it is what makes the inside smell.
Yes! My washing machine is a top loader and it has a little ventilation gap, but the front loading ones, you need to leave a bit open so they can dry out inside.
Bloody hell my heart just fell out of my ass when you started crying
This is an expression 😂🙌🏻 thanks for making me laugh x
You never need to apologize for missing your fur baby!
Absolutly xx
Glad I'm not the only crazy person who has got a bag of hair from each of my dogs that is no longer alive😢
@@maximusfattybum I wish I did this with the dogs I lost. I guess I wasn't really myself then and wasn't thinking clearly. I was so distraught that I was crying almost everyday for almost a month.
I love that you go on camera when rolled out of bed and looking “puffy”. I think you’re beautiful either way but I love how real you are.
Katrina Doerr so true!!!
Honey! Don’t apologize, i started crying when I saw his fur 🥺
me too!!
😪
Me too :(
My heart breaks for them both
Ines Maya what happened? X
sarah lewis she had a little heart shape box with Lynx’s fur in it, but still have not had any news 😑
Since the passing of my father in October of last year I find myself more emotional than ever. I think no matter what, losing someone you loved with all of your heart, it opens a tiny hole that let's in more sadness and empathy. It may not be the greatest all the time, but it makes you a more connected, loved, and stronger than ever before.
This is so profound. I'm so sorry for your loss. 💗💗💗
I fully agree with this. I am sorry for your loss
Samantha Chace How beautiful. Thank you for saying what a lot of us feel 😢
Can we have a "Baking With Lydia and Carrie" video in your kitchen? Christmas baking? oh and I really hope you do vlogmas this year too :) omg I get so excited when you upload a video!
nainaritube oh yes please that would be great.
I feel so bad for you, oh my dear Lydia, crying is good, it releases pressure. Loosing you precious baby is truly heartbreaking, and that’s perfectly normal. Keep speaking of your baby to us, we or me just loving hearing about it. You and your husband have a good heart. I'm so sorry my dear.
Favorite Lydia's blog moments:
- Lydia being excited for new appliances (adulthood)
- talking to the cats
- Lydia and Carrie flirting
🥰🥰
Big cuddle Lydia! Do not apologise - I cried with you! I am a fur mama and my baby means the world to me
I cried with you. Don't ever apologize for crying for those you love.
Giving you the biggest hug I could, Lydia. Stay strong, we are all praying for Lynx’s return one day.
A reason your old waching machine stank might be that you’re closing the door. You’re supposed to leave it open so the moisture can escape, 😊
Lydia, dont apologize for your grieve or your tears. You are showing your real life and you are being honest and brave enough to show the viewers the sorrow you are going through. I have more respect and love for you because you put no "filter" covering your emotions and you are trying to cope with them instead of just ignoring them. I still believe you will find Lynx. Much love from Sweden
Awe...I’m crying right with you! One of the things I LOVE about you and your channel is how real and honest you are. Don’t ever hide you being your authentic self. Anyone who has lost a pet knows it hurts! And I’m not sure you ever get over it, you just keep moving forward. Sending lots of love to you and Ali!
I'm so happy you're feeling better. I know how terrible loosing a pet/ family member can feel.
I appreciate you being raw and vulnerable in front of the camera! I think we as people have tendency to try and always hold it together, and carry on like we're ok, but honestly sometimes you just need to let it go. In that moment I felt what you felt! Thinking of you and your family during this difficult time.
Loved the new stack, The pirouetting bed side table assembler, Chastising the fabric steamer, nd the sheer glee for new appliances. But what tops them all was Lumi admiring you while in your lap. Such precious one on one moments are just the best. XO ~ Please know my prayers, shoring you up in strength to endure will not cease.
I don’t think I’ll ever get over how quickly your hair grows! It’s like magic! X
Just to let you know, there’s this stuff you can put in your wash like an antibacterial... laundry sanitiser, type thing and it’s absolutely awesome. If you start using it with your new washing machine and always leave the door open for an hour or so after, you’ll be sweeeet. xx
Oh my god i lost it when you started crying! 😭 Cant imagine loosing one of my cats 🥺 Just let it out Lydia, lots of love 💕
I really really love just how much fun you are having at that concert, it's so nice to see you happy. When you started crying, it broke my heart because you are hurting and because we love you we don't want you to be sad and you honestly don't have to apologise. Because we come here ourselves to see your videos, we are going to love your content regardless and if you wanna cry, cry because we are crying with you, let us be your comfort in this difficult time. Keep the faith Lydia xxx
I literally started crying too. I lost my cat Princess to lung cancer a couple years ago and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about her. It will get easier with time. You're a very strong woman. We love you
Your excitement about the new machines made my day ! It sums up my life as a 32 year old!
Recently started watching your videos and just wanted to say what a breath of fresh air you are. I love open and honest people and what you choose to share and the way you share it is enjoyable and inspiring. I'm working whilst watching and I keep talking to myself saying 'isnt she lovely' 'isnt she kind'. So thanks from me for sharing x
Hi Lydia please don’t apologise for letting your emotions out over lynx I have a bag of my Labrador’s hair (who we lost in a totally different way)in a bag I call it particles of Ella! she shed hair all the time we said she literally has her particles wherever we’ve traveled, hopefully he’ll return but eventually you’ll be able to remember lynx with happy memories give yourself more time, don’t be so hard on yourself please xx😊
Kim Hall my Labrador is called Ella too 🖤 sorry she isn’t with you anymore xx
hannahchalmersx thank you for your lovely response 😊
When you cried I bursts into tears too, I understand how you feel losing your baby, I have lost my parrot of 9 years to a liver failure, it wracked my life, it triggered a depression that I thought I will never have again but for 2 years losing my baby pet has affected me so deeply. Some people don't understand the connection, they are our babies no matter what they are.. you are a very sensitive and emotional person, let it out, don't hold it back, if this helps then let it be! I pray that you and Ali and Lumi unit soon with Lynx, he will return, just think positive! I always keep checking your stories on Instagram for any updates, I hope to hear a good news soon dear just stay strong!
Our pets show us a unique kind of love that you won't find anywhere, that is why it is so hard grieving their loss. Feel your pain x
Want a “low bun” tutorial!! Who else agrees? 😘🤩 xx
She did it in one of last weeks vlog I think x
@@emmafroud2233 thx!!
I can’t find it. :(
I’m so sorry Lydia. My heart is breaking seeing you cry ❤️ I am a mom of a 5 month old baby boy and I was a cat mom way before then. I’ve always loved animals and I can truly feel your pain. I hope you heal everyday and I hope you continue to remember him and cherish the memories you had with him 💕
Just watched your video and I’m literally crying, my heart goes out to you and Ali. You never have to apologize for missing and loving your fur baby. I’m so, so, sorry that you have to experience this. Wishing you all the best. Love watching your videos all the way from USA! #Tennessee
Ok Im dying over the earrings! Im going over to astrid & miyu and buying some! Look for me wearing these cause I think they will be my new favorite! Thankyou so much for letting us in on your life. I have been loving your videos even more lately because it's a whole new side of you.
Don’t be sorry, we feel your pain, I did the same thing with my cat Valentine, she was 19yrs old, and the pain was just so deep. I saved her fur from her blanket, and I do have her ashes, and they bring so much comfort since it has been several years. Don’t apologize, we understand and love you and your furry children ❤️
Just watched your igtv teared up watching that, now I’m tearing up again. Don’t apologise for crying Lydia, you should never have to apologise for being you. ❤️
Lydia, my heart breaks for you and Ali!! OMG, my heart broke watching you cry. never, ever apologize. I feel your pain.
Hard to hear your sobs for Lynx. I saw this quote today and instantly thought of you. `Grief is the shadow of love, it is the presence of absence everyday`......
Can I just say, I LOVE HOW LONG YOUR VIDEOS ARE ❤️🥰
Loved this video from 00:01 until 50:47!
Just fantastic and please do whatever your heart tells you to do if you you want to talk or cry about Lynx, then please do and if you don’t...that’s alright as well.
We have Miele for almost all of our appliances and they are the absolute best!!!
This vlog just made me smile so much, thank you for that!Xx
So excited for bathroom update vlogs. I agree the bathroom is beautiful as is but the updates will be worth it. So happy for a Lydia video, they’re so calming for me. Thank you! 💕
Also if you’re going to splurge on Miele appliances, show those babies off; They have great vacuums as well.
I should be sleeping but now I’m full of tears with a lump in my throat. Praying for your baby every day Lydia! You are such a bright and positive soul and to see you break down makes me sad. Keep your head up, you are so strong!
Lydia you are making me cry I’m still mourning my cat jasper he passed away in August and it was so sudden. It’s not a good feeling at all so I understand how you’re feeling. I love that you are incorporating him into the essence of the room if that makes sense. Lot of love from New Jersey
Darling, it is okay to cry, you are mourning over your beautiful little fur baby 🐈 You love him so so much and miss him dearly. Never apologise for showing love, whether it’s happy love or sad love. Love is love 💗
Its good to show emotion, i was blubbering when you showed us lynx's fur. Bless you. Sending you a huge welsh cwtch. Xx
Well, I sort of started crying when you said the room to you is Lynx's bedroom, so it didn't surprise me at all that you couldn't keep it together after that.
Oh my goodness... I really felt your tears. That beautiful little heart shaped box was absolutely adorable. I felt myself going with you. 😭😭😭 I felt you try so hard to not get upset, but judging by all these comments, no-body minds. Grief catches us when we least expect it. I hope that you find some comfort in these comments xx
I absolutely love that you showed us that you cried. Most people would edit that out but you didn’t and it shows how human you are and brings your viewers into your life. Thank you for being so strong and letting us see you. Just cried with you too (:
You’re being real and yourself ! You’re upset because you loved him that much , just shows how kind you are tbh xx
Cried with you! ❤️ you don’t have to worry about being emotional during the videos, I love the updates and the raw emotions them.
Hi Lydia! Love watching your videos and don’t ever apologize for your emotions. Allow your body and soul to express itself in the way it needs to. If that means to tear up a little then that is what it is. In addition, after a load in the washer machine do not close the door right after you’ve finished. Allow it to dry a little so that you don’t keep the humidity inside which can sometimes lead to a “stink” and unwanted moisture. Hope that’s helpful.
My heart broke when you got upset about lynx 😢 sending you big hugs x
Whoa, what a rollercoaster of emotions in this video, Lydia! 😅
A new washer/dryer is no small thing, lol - glad it brought so much joy to you!
Much love
Hey Lydia, I'm a fur-mummy myself and can relate with your pain. Keep strong, girly. All of us fur-mummies are sending love your way, for sure!
Takes a while Lydia
It’s normal to cry
Give it time it will soon heal
I also went through the same thing when I lost a 𓃠
I have a new 𓃠 now
He is a bundle of joy
It makes my heart hurt so much seeing someone else going through this, the exact thing happened to my Bengal. 3 years ago on the 16th October. I hope you get the happy ending I never got xxx
Ah darling Lyds, your pain, as well as Ali’s is honestly palpable in your vids. Wishing your family all the very best with massive love and success to come xxx
Breaks my heart... I love that you kept his fluff. xoxo
I am so sorry about your precious Lynx. I just wanted to climb through the screen and give you a big hug! I always cry when I see you crying because my heart is breaking for you and Ali. It makes me glad to see you are beginning to heal a little and allow yourself to feel happy again.
AWWWWW Lydia!!! It's ok to cry!!!! I can't even imagine how you feel!!
I love how excited you get about laundering. So much of this vlog was dedicated to your new washer/dryer (that hasn’t even arrived yet!). As a fellow laundering fanatic, I’m supes excited for how much time will take for your arrival show & tell 🤣
You are so sweet. I understand you so much. I lost my boxer dog in 2015 and everytime I talk about her I cry my eyes out.
I remember losing a something very sentimental and I couldn’t stop looking for it so I can’t even imagine how emotional and how much it’s driving your insane trying to work out what happened to Lynx that night. I really really hope you find out what happened and get him back safely. Love the new A&M collection xxxx
The emotion comes from the grief. It’s ok so don’t beat yourself up! Grieving for him is for real. 😢
Stay strong girl!! Still praying for you to find him🙏🏾
You crying broke my heart and it made me cry. If it makes you feel better, then cry and vlog. The ones that love you will understand ❤️
I have to say that I cried my eyes out seeing the box of Lynx's fur....That sentiment was just something like what I would do and honestly DONT EVER feel like YOU have to be sorry for being emotional for ANYTHING! This is your channel love, and honestly I honestly felt a bit closer to you for you showing that....You are so brave and I truly pray (I have said this in another post) that Lynx is with a little older couple getting spoiled bloody rotten and they are just looking after him for now....its just a matter of time before "their grandchild" or friend recognizes him and calls YOU! I pray for that and I pray that he comes back chubby and happy to see you both!!! Sending you so much love and positive vibes! xoxo
Oh Lydia!!! 💝 Its better to be vulnerable, that is where true connection occurs. I'm crying with you. When I see cats outside alone I always think of the both of you.
Cry away girl, let it out!!
Oh how I cried when you got emotional! Please don't apologize for it, you love him so much, I truly hope you find some sort of peace. It's so difficult when you don't know what happened. I can't say I know how you feel, but we lost two cats two years apart one at 13 with cancer and the other was 2 1/2 with FIP, it broke our hearts and I cried for a long time, but I was able to make peace eventually because I knew what happened to them. I truly pray you find your peace soon.
Wish we could all hug you, Lydia! Thinking of Lynx every day 💕
Oh Lydia, I am crying along with you. I cannot imagine what you and Ali are going through. I love my little girl kitty so much. I am beyond devastated for you xxx
Seeing you sad breaks my heart. But thank you for being real with us. You´re doing an amazing job with the videos Lydia. Keeping fighting but remember it´s okay to be sad as well
I believe also that a lack of closure makes it more difficult to accept Lynx has gone. It was so for me when my beloved Chester disappeared in a second. X.
He's your baby. It's emotional. I'll keep you in my prayers 🙏.
Never ever apologies for crying lydia... pain is there in life... its perfectly okay... we love u...
Get better. Our dog died when we were younger, we all cried including my father. I can't imagine what you are going through. It's going to be okay.
Oh you poor thing, I cried along with you. The fur in the little heart box got me. You lost a member of your close family. Not crying would be weird. Loved the variety mix of this vlog! U always deliver despite it all. Linda from dublin
I thought I was the only one who gets excited about appliances! One tip I would give about front loading washers is when you are done, leave the door open a bit to dry out, that could be why the machine smelled. I had the same issue with mine and you can never get the smell out. Also, try to dry the rubber seal where the door closes so no water gets trapped in the seal, that can cause the smell and mould to grow in there. It's amazing to see you excited about a washing machine. :) BTW love your laundry room.
OMG Don't ever be sorry for crying!! I can't imagine what you're going through. I'm sorry!!!😪❣
You’re allowed to be emotional, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. You are really brave showing a vulnerable side on here, so well done and if you want to cry - have a cry! You’ll feel better afterwards! 😘
Lydia it's ok just cry it's ok we're all humans it's pretty normal. 💕💋
Oh Lydia darling I feel your pain...our fur babies are like our children. We lost our guy 5 years ago and it still hurts but it does get easier...it's ok to get emotional, you loved him and still do and that's the right way to feel, don't apologize! Much love from New Zealand
Hi Lyds, just a quick advice. When you talked that your old washing machine stinks, i suggest you to do once in a month 60 or 90 degrees washing cycle, whether with towels or bedsheets ( of course if they are not delicate) . It will remove the layer from washing on a low heat cycle. Or let the machine run empty on 90 degrees. It will help to keep your machine clean, remove bacteria and it will no longer stink. Hope this helps. (Sorry for my bad English I’m from Germany 🇩🇪 😊).
My heart broke for you Lydia. It does get easier but they are always in your mind. Sending hugs xxx
after you do your wash, always leave the door to the washer open so it can dry naturally, this will prevent the smelling of your washer. As well as regularly wash the washer with special washer pods.
I work with marketing at Les Mills and my heart literally stoped when you mentioned our app! I’m so happy you like our classes ❤️❤️ you say it like you said at first. Les Mills, Les was an Olympic athlete starting the company 1968 and run by his family ever since.
I have collected so many Astrid & Miyu items these past two years. I probably will end up getting a lot of these smaller hoops earrings soon! And my heart goes out to you and Lynx.
My yorkie past away 7 weeks and 5 days ago and i could cry at the drop of a hat so i feel your pain Lydia xx
Carol Langman so sorry for your loss, they are family, our children it’s a terrible wrench. Sending love 💕
I got new washing machine & separate tumble drier last week after ‘struggling’ with a totally rubbish combination machine - so I can totally relate to your excitement ! Anything that’s not nailed down gets washed it’s a whole new level of joy ! X
Love how giddy happy you get over the simplest things. Love your new washer and dryer. Love watching your videos 😊
Lydia you really inspire me! Always be happy and do not let anything or anyone upset you 💖
Listen my lovely , when you are talking to us , as you do , never ever apologise for getting upset , we understand you are still pushing through everything 😘....but you did make me giggle at how excited you got about your washer and dryer ! 😘♥️♥️♥️♥️
While part of this video was sad, it makes me so happy to see you sooooo excited about your washing appliances! 😂 love it!
You brought tears to my eyes. It’s ok to cry and be emotional. Just know we love you!! Sending you lots of love! 💕💕💕💕
I’m so sad for you guys Lydia my heart hurts when you cry and we all understand never feel bad about your feelings.I remember the day Ali surprise you with lynx😻
Your phone call and you getting so excited over the new washing machine and tumble dryer made me so happy 😄
Don’t ever be sorry for your emotions! I can’t imagine what it must feel like what you going through right now and being vulnerable and emotional is not a bad thing but is beautiful and healthy!
Oh,my Lydia! 🤗 Don't apologize when those feelings comes! It just shows how much you miss and love him! ❤️
Oh my God I hope Carrie is ok! I know she had a scare a while back. Love to her, sending support from Canada!
Such a wonderful human being you are Lydia, so honest and charismatic, simple stunning..
And that you love cats is just extra bonus 🙂
Bless you 😭 I always cry the second you mention him x. Cry as much as you want and let it out! Hopefully there will be some news about him soon!!!!