In my restless dreams

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  • Опубліковано 18 лис 2024

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  • @HexHaywire
    @HexHaywire  Рік тому +1838

    🖤❗

  • @lexi_6669
    @lexi_6669 Рік тому +856

    Hex if you’re here, best of luck to you. Your voice is wonderful.

    • @HexHaywire
      @HexHaywire  Рік тому +126

      Thank you, Lexi!

    • @lexi_6669
      @lexi_6669 Рік тому +43

      PFBWKXISVSB THAT JUST MADE MY DAY

  • @matchatea5346
    @matchatea5346 Рік тому +478

    I ABSOLUTELY ADORE HIS LORE 💙💙💙💙

    • @HexHaywire
      @HexHaywire  Рік тому +82

      thank u, we worked so hard on it 😭

  • @MoonRoo31
    @MoonRoo31 Рік тому +150

    In my restless dreams, I see that town…
    Silent hill…
    I’m so happy we finally got someone who enjoys the masterpiece that is Silent Hill. I hope we get to see him play it!!

  • @gubernator426
    @gubernator426 Рік тому +137

    It's bloody brilliant that Hex's lore has decent amounts of references and concepts about silent hill, the way he fixes people is by touching their internal pain shows this man is basically a walking silent hill town.
    Really can't wait for your silent hill 2 remake stream to come out.

  • @Just_Some_Guy_with_a_Mustache
    @Just_Some_Guy_with_a_Mustache Рік тому +207

    I like the message of this lore. The tone is melancholy, but not relentlessly sad. I want to see the world as you do, too.

  • @SableTasogare
    @SableTasogare Рік тому +11

    "We can't separate ourselves from our traumas, we can only grow to live with them." I've been with you since the beginning and yet this still gets to me.

  • @thetruefeatherqueen
    @thetruefeatherqueen Рік тому +113

    God this lore video hits so hard. I've had to play the therapist friend my whole life after being heavily isolated due to an abusive home. (I will not detail it for the sake of others, and to like. Not traumatize the streamer further here!) But.... A lot of the note resonated deeply within me. Being able to only connect with people through fixing them because it was all I thought I was good for. Then I too found my version of the student council. I found people to listen, to help me out of the pain. With support I could refind who I was, to find the light in my eyes again. It was a battle, but I've taken my own grief I think, you won't ever have to bare it. Instead bare with me a kindred moment- Two souls meant to take care of everyone else at the expense of themselves. And let us find our hope togheter moving forward. I can't wait to meet more of you in your streams and see u be sily mode www~

  • @redisntmyname8325
    @redisntmyname8325 Рік тому +106

    I freaking adore your lore video and your voice makes me smile

  • @GabyJocson
    @GabyJocson Рік тому +167

    this lore made my eyes sweat

    • @ilovemycat292
      @ilovemycat292 6 місяців тому

      No shot u cried to this u freak

  • @livinIavidaluca
    @livinIavidaluca Рік тому +131

    this lore video is an absolute masterpiece-from the wonderful art to the incredible voice acting. looking forward to seeing more of you, hex!

  • @RenTheWolfSpirit
    @RenTheWolfSpirit Рік тому +72

    I missed this video when it was uploaded and kicking myself I just found it. I have never felt anything so close to home then this... so many things I can relate to and I'm in tears right now cause it hurts so much. This was beautiful and so good. Hex, I don't know if you will ever see this comment or any others but, I say it all the time, you really do deserve the world. You're lore is full of pain but also light....

    • @HexHaywire
      @HexHaywire  Рік тому +33

      < 3 Thank you Ren, I'm so glad you liked it and my story is relatable to you. Big shoutouts to everyone involved in the creation of the story as well, could not have done it without them. I

    • @RenTheWolfSpirit
      @RenTheWolfSpirit Рік тому +6

      @@HexHaywire
      I... I'm dreaming right...? No way you responded... I'm uh... yeah no I'm speechless right now... Everyone who worked on this story did an amazing job! No doubt about it, this is an amazing talent! I can't tell if you wanted to say something else cause it cuts off with an 'I'.... but um if this isn't a dream right now, can I ask you one question please....

  • @chaldeantimothy8827
    @chaldeantimothy8827 Рік тому +8

    Being Resilient in those past trauma and loneliest you feels with so many day really make you feel empty but at the same time you feel hope with other people who feel the same way too and their story can be very much be aspiration. so yeah this lore is super relatable in different perspective.

  • @hexstherapist
    @hexstherapist Рік тому +49

  • @Itsroriis
    @Itsroriis Рік тому +3

    0:15 fcu k Thunder scared me and caused me pain in my body

  • @dashtakeji9749
    @dashtakeji9749 Рік тому +7

    It was like reading a novel. Very poetic.

  • @jettgem
    @jettgem Рік тому +5

    This is just so tragic. I love it but, at the same time I feel so distraught because I empathise with it too. What a beautiful story, I wish I could wrap Hex up in a warm blanket and let him rest for a while 😢

  • @kiers04
    @kiers04 Рік тому +3

    still one of my favorite lore videos. stunning and breathtaking.

  • @JacksonXhaen
    @JacksonXhaen Рік тому +41

    HOOOLYYYYYYYY MOTHER OF GOD HOW IMMACULATE PIECE OF ART IS THIS 🙏🏻

  • @MayaSaleh-fb9ug
    @MayaSaleh-fb9ug Рік тому +34

    Hex, just wanted to say that I love your voice, model, humor, personality, and basically everything. I hope you know how much we love you, even though it’s only been two streams!!
    Thank you for showing so much love to us, aswell. I love the way you acknowledge chat so often and really show your gratitude.
    We’re so grateful you joined Niji. Love you! 🖤❗️

  • @OtaniHisashi
    @OtaniHisashi Рік тому +17

    I can watch this so many times without being bored. The lore, the voice, the story, 😨😨. I just love it all so much wth🖤❗️

  • @sirthisisawendysandimclaux5562

    Bro really thought he'd drop some amazing ass lore and badass voice like that and we wouldn't notice and make him our new comfort VTuber fr

  • @glitteries3196
    @glitteries3196 Рік тому +10

    hex, this lore is so brilliant, amazing and so breathtaking. i adore it so much.
    also, your voice is so wonderful. you’re here to fix everyone, but i hope we sicklings can fix you too. i hope we can make you happy because you’re already in so much pain, too much that we can’t even imagine.

  • @Harpi3st
    @Harpi3st Рік тому +6

    Oh gosh- Hex do you need a hug? 😭

  • @HalovianDove
    @HalovianDove 2 місяці тому +4

    I miss you already

  • @reiraレイラ
    @reiraレイラ Рік тому +1

    "And I see that there is still more to do." Thank you, Hex.

  • @n30n__ra1n
    @n30n__ra1n Рік тому +9

    Woah is that THE Hex Haywire from the hit wave XSOLEIL?

  • @mimira24
    @mimira24 Рік тому +7

    I absolutly adore him, his lore and his voice

  • @gwinp1758
    @gwinp1758 Рік тому +5

    omg I really love the reference in the title and the thumbnail 😭
    Your love for your favourite franchise expressed through the story beautifully

  • @Bodul_Bodre
    @Bodul_Bodre Рік тому +3

    Helping others from deep pain, but you are holding their trauma and suffering in pain... Even though it's his ability but... it's too painful for the cost of saving people😭 Hope you feel comfy and happy with your family Hex😌

  • @hexccx
    @hexccx Рік тому +7

    This lore is so PERFECT. Every time when I watch this I felt this is full of pain and loneliness but I saw there’s hope.
    I'm so sad that I couldn't be with you since your debut, but I'm happy to be with you from now on.
    Thanks for wonderful sadge lore! I really love your lore and voice 🖤❗️

  • @music0630miyuki
    @music0630miyuki Рік тому +2

    私は英語が全然できないんですが、最高に好みな声、好みな話し方で性癖にぶっ刺さったので、英語勉強してきます

  • @ChocoMilkTeaYT
    @ChocoMilkTeaYT 3 місяці тому +2

    The lore video is beautiful: the art, your voice and poetic monologue, the original BGM... Tskr
    I occasionally come back here to watch your lore video again, it's really cool
    When I saw it for the first time on your debut, I somehow felt seen and heard. At the time, I was going through one of my favorite oshi's graduating; back when you were streaming in morning JST, I felt comforted watching your streams before I go to bed
    Now that you're the one graduating, I hope you never forget how much you've helped those going through a lot in their lives by watching you and listening to your voice
    I hope you will stay strong from all the pain you took from your sicklings

  • @metalscene
    @metalscene Рік тому +1

    In my restless dreams I see that town. Silent hill.

  • @honajung9756
    @honajung9756 Рік тому +1

    5.14 minutes of my night, being vibrated in both ears by a single voice. Dang

  • @gh0style239
    @gh0style239 Рік тому +5

    The storytelling in this is absolutely top tier and your voice makes it even better, amazing work!

  • @gachaheather.
    @gachaheather. Рік тому +2

    This lore video is so cool i love u hexyy

  • @sabrysazai
    @sabrysazai Рік тому +20

    This video is so good, the animation, the art, the whole concept and of course... Your narration and voice, being so unique and comforting. Again, a great welcome to the community. I am sure you are going to become an incredible comfort streamer to lots of us.
    -An already melted sicko🖤

  • @003D1
    @003D1 Рік тому +6

    I don't know if you'll see this, but the writing here and your performance was so poetic and beautiful. It legit made me get emotional and know lots of people can relate to it, including me. Thank you so much.

  • @waniirenzo
    @waniirenzo Рік тому +5

    not me actually crying when i saw this lore for the first time during your debut stream :( your voice hex, gives me comfort and i’m looking forward to get to know you more! best of luck on your journey in nijisanji hex! ❤️

  • @穆余贤
    @穆余贤 Рік тому +6

    When I saw the Chinese translation, I unconsciously confirmed again and again whether it was a official account, which made me very moved because my English was not very good

  • @menacereconnaissance7406
    @menacereconnaissance7406 Рік тому +9

    LORE 🙏

  • @sky-flakeu7343
    @sky-flakeu7343 Рік тому +2

    The voice, the art, the lore --- perfection!

  • @elanhenderson7358
    @elanhenderson7358 Рік тому

    Ok why is your lore so deep hex it literally opened old wounds back and helped me realize that those scars are still there but only you can endure and control that pain

  • @Cr0wnie_S4n
    @Cr0wnie_S4n Рік тому +14

    I love the art, the lore, Everything are amazing and a masterpiece lastly your voice is very wonderful and comforting! We love you Hex! 🤗🖤

  • @asraplsmarryme5246
    @asraplsmarryme5246 Рік тому +7

    I absolutely love your lore. The art is great and your voice adds up to the atmosphere of the story! All in all, you and everyone who took part in this vid did an excellent job! 🖤❗

  • @TheEchanVTuber
    @TheEchanVTuber Рік тому +1

    I’m so slow I just noticed the James mirror Silent Hill 2 reference in 4:05 LOL not to mention his whole bgm in general is just SH inspired. Man of culture, I love this.
    Please read some horror stories for us Hex.

  • @handajong
    @handajong Рік тому +5

    I really love his lore so much

  • @ni__na8683
    @ni__na8683 Рік тому +5

    中文大感謝

  • @chivchav
    @chivchav Рік тому +1

    Man...
    Prob the best lore i ever saw. Very pretty.

  • @Avva.ItsAnna
    @Avva.ItsAnna Рік тому +10

    Watching your lore still never fails to make me at awe and sad at the same time. You have an such amazing voice! Thank you for this and for working hard on your debut. Let's see each other in your future streams. I wish you luck and happiness Hexy! 🖤❗

  • @yancyccc5058
    @yancyccc5058 Рік тому +14

    Hex,I do got amazed when it appeared,cos I use CN.your lore is really exquisite,seems my fond style, and the music fascinates me. Besides, your story is really painful but healing,You have the magic to keep me quiet and feel relaxed.I hope our meeting can fix each other❤️

  • @yaninsanchez6136
    @yaninsanchez6136 Рік тому +2

    In my restless dreams I see that reference...
    Silent hill
    🥰🥰

  • @lemlem6521
    @lemlem6521 Рік тому +7

    I was waiting for this video since the debut 🙏🖤 I love it so muchh

  • @silverdeer4876
    @silverdeer4876 Рік тому +4

    Thank you (and to the team who worked on this) for the wonderfully crafted lore video! I can tell so much hard work and creativity went into this in all aspects. Looking forward to your future activities in XSOLEIL!

  • @HyggeLunor
    @HyggeLunor Рік тому +3

    wha-Ha!? Your voice is so low that it startled me!

  • @leniverse_0ver
    @leniverse_0ver Рік тому +2

    Your lore was visually stunning and you show that you are so much more than just your voice
    I’ll continue to support you and good luck Hex!

  • @xSOLEILhexHW
    @xSOLEILhexHW Рік тому

    Printing every SECOND of this masterpiece and sticking it to my wall.

  • @killercart
    @killercart Рік тому +1

    Really liked this lore. Thanks for releasing the lore video, Hex.

  • @Shu_luv
    @Shu_luv Рік тому +1

    The art and vocal and its so Relatable ☺️☺️.

  • @ayu-il1dq
    @ayu-il1dq Місяць тому +1

    とても辛いと思う苦しいと思う。私はこれを見て泣きました。あなたにハグしたい🫂私はここにいるよ大丈夫だよといいたい。
    私はずっとあなたが大好きです。応援しています。🥀

  • @Yeeeetmerp
    @Yeeeetmerp Рік тому

    I was half asleep and heard the thunder it scared the hell out of me

  • @nayoppi
    @nayoppi Рік тому +1

    what a lore. what a voice. WHAT A VIDEO!!

  • @misssugurly
    @misssugurly Рік тому +1

    I can't stop hearing this 🤧

  • @NinaMarieNPianoKeys
    @NinaMarieNPianoKeys Рік тому +1

    I really love the art style of Hex's lore video. 🖤❗️

  • @nasiolahan
    @nasiolahan Рік тому +1

    everything in this video is a whole comfort, especially your voice

  • @albanknvx
    @albanknvx Рік тому

    the amount of times i have come back to rewatch this is crazy to me❤ its such an amazing video

  • @user-neki
    @user-neki Рік тому

    想像以上に過去辛すぎて申し訳ない気持ちになった。幸せになってくれ…

  • @silent_artycosmicsky9771
    @silent_artycosmicsky9771 Рік тому +1

    Words can't be express by such beauty of this lore.. It is truly filled with sorrows, but it has a meaning to it.. I can relate to this a little.. but it is similar. I never asked for help as I chose to be on my own.. because I always thought it was a bother to do so. I even shut myself away from people..
    But now, watching and learning from this, it still gives me bit of courage to warm up to people and try to open up fpr them...
    Thank you Hex.. You are another NIJI vtuber that I will always look up to. This lore brought me into tears and it feels so inspiring.. I look forward into watching your streams when I have the time.

  • @linty_fresh
    @linty_fresh 8 місяців тому

    coming back to this again.. this never fails to transport me 🖤
    it's so raw and earnest. terrible and beautiful. despairing yet not hopeless. and in hindsight, so very you.
    thank you again for the gorgeous story, and for your vulnerability.
    i love and enjoy your projects and art so much. i hope you never give up on doing what you want to do and making what you want to make, whatever it may be, in your own time 🖤
    love you, you ridiculous man❗️❗️🥀
    take care, wherever you are 🖤

    • @linty_fresh
      @linty_fresh 8 місяців тому

      **a** ???????????????????
      I'm glad my message reached you 🥺
      love you a lot 🖤🖤🖤
      (p.s. eat something yummy and take some deep breaths whenever you read this, k?)

  • @tears0691
    @tears0691 Рік тому +2

    The music, the art, the plot, everything is so amazing. Keep going 🖤‼️

  • @__ren_._
    @__ren_._ Рік тому +1

    Me be all like : no I am fine I like the fire
    Hex : I can fix you

  • @shun1590
    @shun1590 Рік тому +1

    This is actually a masterpiece that transcends a simple lore video
    Reminds me a lot of the omelas story if anyone knows it
    One persons suffering in exchange for a seemingly utopian world
    🖤❗

  • @cinna1351
    @cinna1351 Рік тому

    His love for silent hill permeates throughout his lore video and his video title

  • @Alex-rg5yb
    @Alex-rg5yb Рік тому +2

    This lore video was amazing, plus your voice is incredible

  • @Kairos_Akuma
    @Kairos_Akuma Рік тому +6

    Holy shi..... this is...
    Just wonderful...And sad..
    Hex my Guy... you should read a book on stream one day...
    This video proves once more you have the voice for it..

  • @Ehinopx
    @Ehinopx Рік тому

    I want to hug him. He’s just a little guy :(

  • @jtmarin04
    @jtmarin04 Рік тому

    Everyone rightfully talking about the voiceover and art, but the sound design and bgm are also amazing!

  • @eijnstu
    @eijnstu 2 місяці тому +2

    cries

  • @fayemelina2967
    @fayemelina2967 Рік тому +2

    I love this lore it's just perfect

  • @revelryinthedark
    @revelryinthedark Рік тому

    Your lore makes me want to hug you and just never let go

  • @hasegawasan
    @hasegawasan Рік тому

    ありがとう、この動画のおかげで彼と出会えた

  • @draconicstar1895
    @draconicstar1895 Рік тому +5

    This has got to be the most emotional I’ve felt from a lore video. It’s absolutely heartwarming the growth at the end. It will be a pleasure to watch your streams Hex! 🖤❗️

  • @asaesuu
    @asaesuu Рік тому

    His lore video gives me Mega Movie vibes? Like the story telling and voice acting was really great and it gave me immense immersion LMAO I enjoyed the lore a lot even if it was sad I saw the message quite clearly and I loved it am ❗️🖤

  • @PepegaMentalAttitude
    @PepegaMentalAttitude Рік тому

    this writing is truly perfection, magnum opus

  • @plissu4696
    @plissu4696 Рік тому +1

    man i love his lore so much 🥹

  • @nola-
    @nola- Рік тому +1

    one of the most beautiful lore streams i've ever seen 🖤

  • @1985_cant_speak
    @1985_cant_speak Рік тому

    The imagery for this is very very good 👍

  • @mermaidssong
    @mermaidssong Рік тому

    I was missing this man, so here I am from the future.

  • @artprils
    @artprils Рік тому +1

    this lore video is absolutely beautiful, congratulations to everyone who worked on it! 🖤❗

  • @tnystrwbuni
    @tnystrwbuni Рік тому

    Coming back to this after 5 months omg?

  • @Kitsune_Kits
    @Kitsune_Kits Рік тому +1

    This is so painfully beautiful..you did great! Good luck on your journey 🙏🏻🌸✨️

  • @bryannamanfredini9362
    @bryannamanfredini9362 Рік тому

    Hex, that was the most comforting video I've ever seen❤

  • @Marsiekuma
    @Marsiekuma 3 місяці тому +1

    Vid boostie.. Wandering back here to give you healing hugs, brain soothing pats & living forehead kisses. I know you say you'll fix us, but I wanna be there to help you heal, cheer you on as you grow.
    Today has been tough, but you've survived tougher & you aren't alone anymore Give yourself grace & time. Be tender in your thoughts towards yourself.. You're talking to my most favourite person in the world, please be kind and take care of him. You're irreplaceable
    Goo night.. Eep tight.. love you to the moon & beyond.. yours forevermore Sickling Marmoo

  • @MegaApostel
    @MegaApostel Рік тому

    Really loved this lore vide - super well made but nothing prepared me for this voice. Because of timezone I barely can catch you live but will see all vods

  • @kiers04
    @kiers04 Рік тому

    ur lore is always just as breathtaking every time i watch it

  • @hyeinn5030
    @hyeinn5030 Рік тому

    u cant just make me cry and leave like that bro 😭😭 wishing the best luck for you, hoping to see u reach your goals!! 🖤❗️

  • @GamingDreamer
    @GamingDreamer Рік тому

    This is like SCP-590 but older guy and not forced to do it

  • @law-w9r
    @law-w9r Рік тому +1

    OMG i love ur subtitles !!!

  • @fai_0929
    @fai_0929 Рік тому +2

    Thanks for the translation! Love the story so much. The art, the music, and your voice are perfect