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  • @syafiqammar8004
    @syafiqammar8004 Рік тому +3617

    My first true love was the best ever. I still remembered the day she walked into high school class, I immediately felt something unreal towards her. Her energy was so satisfyingly unique that caught my all attention. We were friends before we confessed each other at the age of 15. Those late-night calls, endless texting, sneaking around, I swear was the best moments in my life. School was not the same without her around, she was my motivation to excel in academic and life. As time passed by, we went to college and working life. Can't deny during that time certainly like turbulence, problems and issue we tried to solve, emotional heartbreak, uncertainty in future and much more. Now 12 years later, she is my wife, and we have one cute baby that have both of us characteristics. All the love poured, commitments and efforts invested I will keep it close to my heart.

    • @Jil_does_youtube_too
      @Jil_does_youtube_too Рік тому +87

      wow that's cute.

    • @staytube4572
      @staytube4572 Рік тому +53

      That's so sweet ❤

    • @iSchleep
      @iSchleep Рік тому +60

      god i wish i was you

    • @baroriya2856
      @baroriya2856 Рік тому +41

      It's good to hear that u have ur first love and I wish that u both live happily and together unit the end of life in my case I lost my first love and it's ok I now move on but sometimes I remember her where we run into street on rainy days and stay near market side and wait too stop rain , that time we look eachother face and laugh that smile i still remember how pretty was 😥if I can go back into past I swearly go to past where we was together...,... Now I'm in class 12 my last paper will on 29 March 2023 after that I go to the college so it's been like 2 years our breakup.....

    • @khushisharma4668
      @khushisharma4668 Рік тому +49

      I literally jumped in happiness when I read that she is your wife now. I wish three of a happy life and just have more kids yk😅
      So sweet I really wished to have something like this but as my school years passed me being ugly I didn't had anyone who would just like my appearance and my crush broke my heart so bad that now I'm afraid of confessing but still I will just go with flow and have my own story. As I'm not the same and my appearance changed alot I now have some guys who envy me but it make me feel like they are just mocking me anyways
      I m sooòooo happy that you got your first love ❤️

  • @dressiestsphinxsebastian125
    @dressiestsphinxsebastian125 Рік тому +1214

    My first love was back in fourth grade when he announced to his class that he liked me when they were teasing him about liking another girl. I found out from his class and sure enough, I too was attracted to him. The Valentine’s Day dance came around and he excused himself to go to the bathroom to change and he came back in a tuxedo (he was a country boy and all of our classmates were stunned at seeing him wear something so formal). He asked me to go with him but since I was just a kid and with overly protective parents (my dad ending up being a pos a few months later), I had to tell him I couldn’t go.
    That Friday night dad took me and my siblings to the movies and then to go eat dinner. On Monday, his classmates came up and told me that he waited all night for me to come. By fifth grade, he no longer attended and a part of me regrets not having the courage to stand up to my parents for once, no matter if I was too young to fall in love.
    So to you, my first love, I wish we had more time.
    Edit: To be honest, I thought this comment would get lost the more new comments with stories that pulled at my heartstrings were getting posted but thank you all for listening to something bittersweet I think fondly back on from time to time. ❤

  • @likunabakuradze670
    @likunabakuradze670 Рік тому +664

    My first love was one sided.... it was sad and hard...but now looking at that time it was really something beautiful and i'm glad that i had a chance to experience it^-^

    • @SakshiSingh-vz6sk
      @SakshiSingh-vz6sk Рік тому +2

      same here lol 🌼

    • @sarthakgawari1381
      @sarthakgawari1381 Рік тому +9

      SAME HERE , IT'S BEEN 10 YEARS AND I STILL LOVE HER ,
      I DON'T WANNA NEVER TELL HER,
      THE THOUGHT OF FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER IS ENOUGH FOR ME

    • @tactical6203
      @tactical6203 Рік тому +1

      @@sarthakgawari1381 I pray that everything will be balance one day

    • @sarthakgawari1381
      @sarthakgawari1381 Рік тому +1

      @@tactical6203 IT'S BALANCED BROTHER ,
      SOMETIMES NOT EVERYTHING IS MEANT TO GO AS YOU WANT ,
      SO I JUST LET GO OF HER THOUGHT BEING HAPPY WITH ME , TO JUST HER BEING HAPPY WITH SOMEONE ELSE , UNTILL SHE IS HAPPY

    • @tactical6203
      @tactical6203 Рік тому +1

      @@sarthakgawari1381 I also love a girl will always love her I hope one day I could met her maybe it will be late even she will be come old but I will always love her

  • @ash-fp3bt
    @ash-fp3bt Рік тому +88

    My memories of my first love is still vivid, and fresh as the morning dew. I still remember his brown eyes that turns golden when reflected by the sun. How his smile is filled with innocence. His childlike exterior and his contagious smile. I had admired, cared, and observed him for 5 years. Did some things for him in secret, prayed for him, and sometimes i still do. He never liked me back, he had always liked someone else than me. Whether it was my bestfriend or a girl younger than me, perhaps someone much prettier too. As i reminisce such bittersweet feelings and memories, i realize how it doesnt hurt like it did before. The countless poems, and essays i secretly wrote were always inspired by him. In my memories, in my youth he will always remain special, he will always remain as my first love. My golden boy, with golden eyes, and his beautiful smile.

    • @whydoweneedahandlehun
      @whydoweneedahandlehun Рік тому +1

      Literally sameee except he liked no one. He would never talk to any other girl if not necessary.

    • @sangeetakumari6429
      @sangeetakumari6429 Рік тому

      Have you ever confessed your love to him,I think you should try atleast one time, never loose hope,may be it can workm

  • @whitesugarsweetchristine1023
    @whitesugarsweetchristine1023 Рік тому +9

    My first love. My sister was jealous of our relationship. She told him a lie about me. Instead of asking me about it, he believed her outright, then told me I didn't deserve his love and dumped me on Valentine's Day.
    I was devastated for years. He finally found out the rumour was a lie but it was too late. I saw his potential of how he could treat me without thinking of my feelings and the love died.
    I won't forget him.
    However after seeing his potential maybe I was lucky to end it sooner than later.

  • @roue5530
    @roue5530 Рік тому +108

    I still recall my first love's beauty, her adorable smile, when she laughs she squints her eyes. I loved her because she was a girl version of me, we had the same interests, same typings, same gestures. My heart has its reasons to love her but what really got me the most was her cheerful ways of saying something or lightening up a dry conversation, her enthusiastic messages that I missed. Her name is just as beautiful as a classic poem and with her, I didn't have to use another personality, I was, me. I'll forever be grateful for my first love, as she made grow into a better person. The realization I dwelled upon this is that, you can never forget your first love, who left a profound impact beyond the mere rhythm of your heart.

  • @zonalic
    @zonalic Рік тому +8

    My first love was the best thing that happened to me. I don’t think I have ever laughed so hard in my entire life. I remember everything about him. Sadly my ego got to me and I thought I can rise above my emotions. It’s been 5 years and 50 unsent letters that sit on my desk collecting dusk. I just want to tell him. It’s him. It’s always him. I can’t wait for this life to be over so there comes a time where I don’t remember him anymore.

    • @amanyt2395
      @amanyt2395 7 місяців тому

      Well maybe u still have a chance,, I say that make sure u will have no regrets in the future

  • @CvXii29
    @CvXii29 Рік тому +14

    My first love? There's so much to say but yet at the same time nothing is left to say anymore, a really pleasant yet heartaching memory, i guess the amount of happiness i had and the pain it brought is leveled equally, it didn't work out but damn i wish it did...i still love you Tae maybe i will try again when i am settled for now i wish you success and happiness.

    • @amanyt2395
      @amanyt2395 7 місяців тому

      Well make sure u will have no regret 🎉

  • @tooglem1468
    @tooglem1468 Рік тому +17

    What I felt with my first love is just unexplainable. I was in the first year of my college when I first saw her. She was just amazing. Innocence, simplicity, cuteness, and her pretty face. Prior to this I had never really thought of being in love with a person, I was just a normal kid.
    My "friend" pushed me to talk to her and interact with her[this is the worst thing my friend did to me, continue reading :)]. It was December 31st, 2021 when I sent her a request on Instagram & talked to her face to face. During covid lockdown, we used to chat on a daily basis which would last hours and hours. After our holidays all went sideways when I came to know that the friend who pushed me to talk to this girl was being flirty and close to her. I simply felt betrayed by both my friend and her as she also didn't tell me and was okay with it. The way both treated me was the worst thing that ever happened to me in my life... My first "love" was full of betrayal and deceit...

  • @mjnjc2h149
    @mjnjc2h149 Рік тому +13

    he was the summer without burning
    and i embraced him, kissed him, loved him
    sometimes i think of the old times and cry
    maybe because i miss him
    or maybe i miss myself
    who was young, free and madly in love

  • @thattrickytrickster612
    @thattrickytrickster612 Рік тому +380

    My girlfriend just broke up with me two days ago, and I found this Playlist while having an iced coffee on my balcony overlooking an empty street.
    I'm heartbroken, but somehow I feel at peace.

    • @yatishyadav26111
      @yatishyadav26111 Рік тому +3

      pretty much the same story with the same timeline too

    • @st.genevieve
      @st.genevieve Рік тому +5

      hope you don't give up on love!

    • @yatishyadav26111
      @yatishyadav26111 Рік тому +3

      @@st.genevieve you need to find some one to give up on

    • @AnaBela1990
      @AnaBela1990 Рік тому +3

      hold on, it will get better

    • @st.genevieve
      @st.genevieve Рік тому +2

      @@yatishyadav26111 what do you mean ?

  • @viviennek5163
    @viviennek5163 Рік тому +12

    To my first love,
    Back then ,I didn't have the guts to tell you
    And I still regret it to this day
    Somewhere along the lines
    I wish I could see you again
    And if fate allows,
    This time I'd love you right
    But if that's not meant to be
    I still want you to know
    That you will always be the rainbow of my life 💛 🌈

    • @lx8_here
      @lx8_here Рік тому

      If you could go back in time would you confess to her?

    • @viviennek5163
      @viviennek5163 Рік тому

      🙂 yes

    • @lx8_here
      @lx8_here Рік тому +1

      @@viviennek5163 you know wt happened ryt now
      My crush asked if I love her 🙂 and i said yes, then I asked the same she also said yes 🙂.
      I am sharing this with you 🙂

    • @viviennek5163
      @viviennek5163 Рік тому +1

      So happy for you 💓

  • @Aaaaaa-fn5tf
    @Aaaaaa-fn5tf Рік тому +34

    My first love
    One of the core memories I'll hold on to as much as I can. She was not just a first love, she was also the first ever bestest friend I could have. She knew every of my secrets and I knew hers. I remember the sensation of feeling so much comfort being near her and while talking to her. She was closer to me than any of my family. Kinda sad it all had to end due to personal issues that we had. I remember the weeks before we separated, I see her trying her best to still make it work between us and I hope she saw my efforts too. Even though it's quite sad that it all has to end. I don't think we would be happy together in the long run. It was best to keep as that fun and loving memory rather than prolong it as it inevitably gets miserable. Some may say it's not true love if we couldn't make it work. I agree, but she's a first love I will forever cherish. I'm glad we can still talk as friends, I'm just glad I didn't lose the best friend I had in her.

  • @keliaia
    @keliaia 2 місяці тому +1

    we were just kids, we were frenemies. fifth graders suddenly finding themselves liking each other. i was his first gf and he was my first bf, two kids that don't know what they are doing. it was a puppy love but it was one of the best feeling i ever felt my whole life. he will always have a special place in my heart, i would go back to him in a heartbeat if he ask me to. to this day we're remaining as friends, i still get those butterflies whenever we interact with each other. i am so proud of him and will always be.

  • @haveagoodday8742
    @haveagoodday8742 Рік тому +110

    Since everyone is sharing theirs, here's mine. My first ever, actual crush was a guy from 2nd grad. From the moment I met him, I felt so attracted to him, his aura, his natural talents, his humor, everything about him just made me curious. I didn't want to admit it as a crush though so instead I rivaled him, academically, athletically, in almost every aspect I can compete with him in, because I wanted him to look at me the way I look at him too, in adoration. On our grade school/middle school graduation, we graduated as valedictorian and salutatorian, and the following year everyone found out I liked him, but he seemed uninterested so I just waited. Now, we're here, I still like him and I'm still waiting haha

    • @yeopasenpai5885
      @yeopasenpai5885 Рік тому +6

      damnn same i have been loving her since my 4th grade its been 6 years now,am still waiting, i hope one day our crush looks at us like we do to them

    • @rmbe1604
      @rmbe1604 Рік тому +6

      u seriously are amazing. ur wording was amazing. u sound like your in a movie. i hope everyhing goes well in the future and... haha u truly are loyal. cute

    • @deepurawat2000
      @deepurawat2000 Рік тому +2

      just move on bro . GOD has different plan for you

  • @merry9990
    @merry9990 Рік тому +24

    My first love is the most beautiful love I've ever had. Actually, there are two types of first love for me, one is the one who I truly loved with all my heart for years but only that's one sided, another one is my first boyfriend who truly cares for me and was the right person for me but wrong timing. But now, I want to talk about the first one who I had one sided. It all started in 3rd Grade in a new school. We have been friends since the first day. We were inseparable, our parents knew each other and we attended together till 8th Grade but I've had a crush on him since 5th Grade slowly by slowly, no rush. But he changed to another town in 9th Grade leaving me all alone. We still have contact after he moved but it wasn't the same after that. He slowly started to get busy with his new school work and we lost contact. But after 1 year of having no contact, he contacted me with a "hey" at 9:58 p.m on a cold snowy day, 21st of December, after a LONG day of school work. My mind is filled with excitement, sparkles and memories. I replied with “heyy”, but the next thing he asked was “How is Isabella (my girl best friend which has turned out to be his crush)? I replied with “yes, she is doing fine”. He said “ohh right, you know I’ve had a crush on her since 5th Grade”. “really :))” - last words said by broken 15 year old me to my first love. Of course, he goes on with the words of his crush but all I did was react to his messages with emojis. He stopped chatting with me after he said “ I am writing a letter to her now, tomorrow I am going to meet her at the park and confess, I heard she is in my town right now so bye! good talk”. But that was 9 years ago and I am still friends with the girl Isabella. Even though I don’t have contact with him anymore, I remember the way we pranked other friends, the way we got scolded by our parents together, the way we played in my backyard with our puppy Yuki and the way I am still missing those memories. Yes, time has passed really quick, we all moved on, we all grew up, but I am still in my memories with him and remembering them, all too well.

  • @nyctophillicsoul885
    @nyctophillicsoul885 Рік тому +7

    My first love was one sided but still its really special for me.
    I remember when i saw him first time it was like warm sunshine in ice cold weather. He was kind and smart guy. But unfortunately we never talked, he don't know that i like him. Its been 10 yr now.

  • @dindini_x
    @dindini_x Рік тому +29

    I’ve never commented on a yt vid but lemme share this one
    My first love was a guy I met in elementary school we were like 13 and we were classmates and we sat together through the whole term because our teachers arrange our seats..And we were always complaining each other and had a really strong bond..our teachers even shipped us..saying you guys are just like married couples…and I hadn’t realised it but he shifted to another town due to his parents job and i haven’t seen him in like 5 years now I’m 17 and I met him again in another school and I realised all these time I have been missin him but I didn’t know..but now that I see him again I realised how much I missed being with him but unfortunately we won’t ever see each other again if we graduate..but it’s still like a fairy tale that we met again after all these years
    If you’re reading this..thank you

  • @jeffingkurian5051
    @jeffingkurian5051 Рік тому +25

    My first love ( the only love I had) was one sided which lasted around 6 years... Last year she got married to another guy... But when I look back, that was the most beautiful time ever in my life... The power of unrequited love... My best wishes and prayers are always with you...

    • @amanyt2395
      @amanyt2395 7 місяців тому

      God goodness.. well I wish u all the best my friend

  • @nikoniko_ni4859
    @nikoniko_ni4859 Рік тому +32

    Unfinished Love: Letters Eternal { I wrote this story listing to this beautiful playlist. i hope you also enjoy reading this short story while listing this playlist.}
    Amidst the strokes of paintbrushes and the soft hum of creativity, two souls found each other in an art class. It was in this realm of imagination that Emily and Alex's journey began. Fate had brought them together, but it was their shared love for the sky that cemented their bond.
    One fateful afternoon, their art teacher caught them both gazing at the window, captivated by the azure expanse above. Instead of focusing on the model in front of them, they had chosen to draw the boundless heavens. Their act of rebellion earned them a place outside the classroom, side by side, and it was there that their friendship blossomed. The sky that once held their attention now bore witness to the birth of a remarkable connection.
    Days turned into weeks, and their friendship grew stronger. They explored life's nuances together, laughing, and sharing secrets. The world around them seemed to fade when they were together, lost in their own world of colors and dreams. They spent afternoons hanging out by the ocean, their toes in the sand, as they savored ice cream and whispered about their aspirations.
    They sang songs together under the moonlit sky, their voices intertwining like threads of destiny. Each moment felt like an eternity, and yet, time slipped through their fingers like grains of sand. It was during these moments that their love began to sprout, silently taking root within their hearts.
    As they reached the cusp of adulthood, Emily's dream took her abroad to become a pilot. Despite the distance, their bond remained unbreakable. Letters flew across oceans, carrying their thoughts, dreams, and love. Alex's letters were always filled with encouragement, motivating Emily to chase the sky with as much fervor as he had always admired.
    Then, one day, the letters stopped. Days turned into weeks, and the silence grew deafening. Emily's heart raced with worry and a gnawing sense of dread. Unbeknownst to her, Alex had made the ultimate sacrifice, saving his younger brother from a tragic car accident. The sky he had loved so much had taken him away, but his love for his brother had triumphed.
    In the midst of her confusion and longing, Emily received one last letter from Alex. The words poured from his heart, confessing his love in the most poignant way. As she read his final words, tears blurred the ink, and the pain of an incomplete love pierced her soul. The letter became a treasure, a link to a love that was left unfinished, a tale forever suspended in the realm of what-ifs.
    Life moved on, but Emily never forgot Alex. The sky that once united them now stood as a testament to their unfulfilled love. And somewhere in the heavens, they were together, painting the sky with colors only they could see, singing songs that only they knew, and savoring ice cream by the ocean, forever frozen in a beautiful, eternal moment.
    hope you enjoyed. soon i will publish stories officially and will be a great novelist ;D
    have a great day/night .
    Regenerate

    • @dishitasingh6483
      @dishitasingh6483 9 місяців тому

      This story is quite similar to 'seasons of blossom'

  • @sparklelilmun
    @sparklelilmun Рік тому +36

    im just vibing the playlists while reading about other people's first loves :') i don' t think i have fallen in love exactly yet..

    • @amanyt2395
      @amanyt2395 7 місяців тому

      Mate same here

    • @shuxsh
      @shuxsh 5 місяців тому

      yeah

  • @dorksii4066
    @dorksii4066 Рік тому +8

    My first love, I met them through wattpad but lived an hour away from them. We were young middle schoolers at that time and we were stupidly in love. Although we shared nice times, laughing, teasing one another, and planning our future together when we meet (which we never accomplished) we were very toxic to one another. I was obsessed with him, and he continuously cheated. Still, the experience of being each other's first was so innocent and full of experience, which really helped me get through other situations. Yet when the time came to actually cut each other off, he was the first to do it, and honestly, I'm proud of him for doing that because I couldn't do it myself, even if it did lead me through a deep depression, as it happened during my first moving and quarantine was just being announced. This Playlist reminds me of our sweet times together, it never fails to make me remember the good times and times I learned something. If I had the chance to talk to him again, I would say thank you for joining me on this journey together as growing teens, and to wish them a great and fulfilling life. ❤

  • @7Ksora
    @7Ksora Рік тому +77

    My first love was me. And I didn’t even know. Thank god I found her again

  • @under_rated160
    @under_rated160 Рік тому +5

    My first love is so memorable. I have a crush when i was just in 8th grade. I am the class president while he's the prince (the one we will send if there's any contests) and he's also a basketball player and so popular with girls. i kept my secret for 2 whole years until i spilled my secret to one of my classmates. He finally knew that i had feelings for him on the 10th grade. At first, we're so awkward because we have completely different worlds. I live my whole life solely focusing on studying while he's playing a lot of sports and having a part time job. And finally, months before we graduate in high school we confessed to each other and we got together when i was 16 and he was 17. Due to some circumstances and issue, i chose my family over him and finally let him go juat after 7 months we got together. Now, i'm still happy seeing him from afar with his girlfriend of 4 years now. But how i wish i can turn back the time and will not choose either because i know i can keep both, but i guess its too late now

  • @fireowe585
    @fireowe585 Рік тому +17

    i discovered the first song just after my first break up from my very first love, many people might say first loves are great , but personally i think otherwise , it served as a lesson to not rush head first into things , even if we are still young and have much time on our hands, we should only listen to our own hearts . when it comes to love , there is no rushing things , if your not ready then don't go , ill be here waiting for anyone who's still not ready to love again. here's to a restful and invigorating healing journey!

  • @johnvincentjimar4157
    @johnvincentjimar4157 Рік тому +11

    My very first love taught me several things, in fact it shaped to who I am now. Well even though that was already 5 years ago (I was 16 that time), everything is still fresh in my mind, the feels, the weird feeling, the confusion, the shyness, and lots of feelings! And the greatest thing is, everything I felt that time was so genuine. It's like I am in a magical place, that time is so precious to me, I could still remember her walking, sitting beside me, and even taking a picture of me. It may be sad that we weren't meant for each other. But I am still happy I met her, because I learned how to handle a girl properly, I learned how to be a proper man, I finally experience sweetness, the blushing for the first time! and lastly I truly learned what love is! It's truly magical! Lots of tears and heartbreaks are experienced during in our time. It's like being in a movie.
    Now, when we see each other, we're back to being strangers... I sure do miss her, but I'm done already. This message is for her, I want her to know that even though things are awkward between us, I'm still very happy I get to know her, It's not gonna change the fact that she is my first love and all of those experiences were magical to me.

  • @heinthetzaw144
    @heinthetzaw144 Рік тому +49

    My first love seemed to be the best chapter of my life. I always adored her for excelling academically and having tons of friends, and I wanted her attention so I rivalled her to become top 1 in our class. As time went on, we had developed feelings for each other and although we spent more time talking about grades, I can tell the way she looked at me was kinda unique. I remembered when she was feeling unwell, I brought her a snack from canteen just to make her day better. My time in school without her lacked of active aura , and I always dwelt over this moment. OF course, now I am in another country to pursue my study and she is in another country as well. I hope I still can get her affection when we met again

  • @KD_ig
    @KD_ig Рік тому +336

    Haven't had my first love yet but still listing to this and reading all the beautiful comments about others first love 💗 (it feels so good

  • @hanaaoh
    @hanaaoh Рік тому +36

    when people ask who's your first love, it might be when you were a child, when you were 11 or when you were 98.
    my first love happened just 2 years ago- when i was 16. I've fallen in love quite some times before, but it was just a fleeting feeling. never date someone, so this feeking towards my first love - was a new, genuine feeling that i would like to cherish.
    16 years old and just moved to a brand new boarding school outside of the town- it was scary especially since it was pandemic and it was so far away from home. guilts have been bottom up to my body because i really REGRET for moving here. i missed my old school and it was miserable. to make it worst, i caught the covid 19 on my first day school.. so i literally quarantine inside my dormitory for the first work there. everyone at that time taught that i was a new student - because i didn't join them on the orientation day and so on. it was super miserable for me until one week after that-
    i met *him*. it was a starry night. befall the stars and wind shaken, he sat besides the window sill looking as calm as ever. since it was the first time im at that classroom, i literally greet every girl classmates there (because im literally a coward Infront of the guys).
    months passed by and to make it short, we have some little interactions along those time. i don't know what make me so enchanted and betrothed by him, maybe because of his smile and his honest eyes. i just love to look deep inside his eyes and succumb myself slowly into the feelings. there were no guide line on how you would detect your feelings - but i just know then, this was it.
    among those months, i would always write some poems and short stories to capture our moment together on this piece of b5 book. sometimes it was silly but most of the times, it was just some thoughts of my feelings. i am a coward. too coward to confess. so i decided to give him the book on our graduation day.
    but one day when i was 17, i went home early because i got a doctor's appointment. as if fate can't be any crueler, when i came at my dormitory, one of my friend literally ask me "did you know?". he moved. my first love moved to another school when i felt that we've became closer. it was sad really.. i just cried there and then, sobbing as if i am the only one hurting.
    [ some might say we can keep in contact online, of course we still are. but what's the joy in having a crush online where you can't hear his voices or see his smile again? as if him on screen is not the same him i knew, how i felt now ]
    anyhow
    till this day, the book is still in my grasp. always tucked in beneath my bag. still waiting for its owner to read it one day. still waiting for a second chance for a less coward me to give it to him. maybe on some random day, on a busy street or again, in a classroom - where both us were strangers again.
    to my prince,
    april 9th 2023

    • @hanaaoh
      @hanaaoh Рік тому +1

      yo sorry for the broken ass grammar hchdhdhehnx

    • @Anshita-js7lz
      @Anshita-js7lz Рік тому +2

      It's nothing less than reading a frictional novel😶‍🌫. I hope you will meet again soon, with him

  • @takeuchi5760
    @takeuchi5760 Рік тому +54

    OMG that background is so perfect, just perfect. The following lines may seem like reaching or cheesy but that is how I feel looking at this.
    The warm color tones, that gives it a dreamy nostalgic feel, the low quality of the image adds to that "old" aesthetic, then the joyful face of the girl and how she's holding onto him, and the rural location, and their clothes looking like a school dress, how the trees are a blur, the feel of how it passed it an instant. Images can speak a thousand words and make you feel more things than just words. Great background choice.
    PS: If anyone knows where it is from please share with us!

    • @stevet6975
      @stevet6975 Рік тому +3

      i'm also waiting for the sauce of that movie in the background. seems like a japanese movie

    • @Sid37612
      @Sid37612 Рік тому +2

      I understand. It's difficult to put it in words but we all can understand the 'vibes' coming from this picture

    • @takeuchi5760
      @takeuchi5760 Рік тому

      @@user-zq5ir8vw6o thanks a lot

  • @Rasshhhiiiiiiiii
    @Rasshhhiiiiiiiii Рік тому +8

    Never had courage to do this. But here you go Mr. Rishi S. I've loved you like there was no ending to my heart as it got filled with your love. It is amazing. To still feel the same after knowing all too well you aint coming to me ever or reading this at all. But the times when you got me like none could, the times when I could make you laugh with my silly jokes, the times we were talking till 4 hidden under the blankets, the times when we used to share the stories about our days, lives, friends, fears, and so many memories. Somewhere on those lines, 2 things developed. My love for you and your liking for me. Only if I'd have been strong enough to say to you when you asked me out to HANGOUT, it still makes me rethink my life choices. I still do regret that. But now when I see you smiling for her through those photos, I knew that it was just a like, never love. But I'm so sorry that my liking turned into love. I myself never realised it. I won't be able to tell you and I know if I'd meet you in person someday, I'd be crying rivers. So lets just keep it this way Mr.Sadhu, let's never meet in person. Lets see each other through photos and let me keep writing unsent love letters and poems to you and please, let me keep loving you. Cause you're my first love. You held the power to rip my heart apart and it was painfully a beautiful experience. But i'm still in agony when i realise that I'd never experience your love in this life, ever. I have a request for you, can we meet in the next life as 2 souls bold enough to find their way to each other and confess their liking for each other? And in that next life, promise me please, you'd fall in love with me, please. In that life, we'll cry, kiss, love, walk around, smile, laugh, joke around, get married and have babies and get old together. Lets promise this please. I'll still love that dimply smile of yours Rishi. I'll still love you with my whole heart but in that life, I'll cry with the pleasure that I've got you and you love me. I'll not be agonizing with my regrets in that life. Till then, I'm waiting my love.
    Yours,
    Richa.

  • @LeSaulePleurer
    @LeSaulePleurer Рік тому +12

    I hate how my first love was full of heartbreaks. Never had it been happy, but I’m glad some of you had it better. No one deserves such pain for their first love.

  • @hamraazmohamedra5019
    @hamraazmohamedra5019 Рік тому +73

    I haven't had my first love yet even though I’m 20. I have this strong belief that when I do find my first love, she'll also be my last. That's just the kind of person I am. However, even though I haven't had my first love, I've had a serious crush on a girl.
    it happened when I was in 11th grade, and the girl who captured my heart was in 9th grade. I remember seeing her for the first time in the exam hall during our school examinations. It was a small school, so I knew almost every student there, but I hadn't seen her before. I found out later that she was a new student and also the sister of one of my friends.
    From the moment I saw her, I couldn't help but feel drawn to her. I wanted to talk to her and get to know her, but I was a very introverted and nervous guy, so I never had the courage to approach her. To make matters worse, she was my friend's sister, and I didn't want to do anything to jeopardize our friendship.
    After I finished school, I decided to confess my feelings to her through social media. I poured my heart out to her, but she didn't respond the way I had hoped. She thought I lacked confidence and was being silly.
    Looking back, I realize that maybe I wasn't ready for love yet. I still had a lot of growing up to do and a lot of insecurities to work through. But I'll always remember that first crush and how it made me feel. And who knows? Maybe one day, I'll find that special someone who will be my first and last love.

    • @Yunamagic
      @Yunamagic Рік тому +2

      Wish you can find your real love soon. You seem pretty romantic as me.

    • @hamraazmohamedra5019
      @hamraazmohamedra5019 Рік тому +2

      @@Yunamagic 🙂💌

    • @angelart6513
      @angelart6513 Рік тому +4

      u will defenitely find the best one coz u urself are the best :)

    • @steve__vi
      @steve__vi Рік тому +5

      I've same insecurities as you, but I've not fallen for anyone yet. I don't want to be heart broken.

    • @brithanysabandar
      @brithanysabandar Рік тому +2

      U’re too cute 😩

  • @ghiemendez5205
    @ghiemendez5205 Рік тому +72

    "There are all kinds of love in this world, but never the same love twice."
    - F. Scott Fitzgerald
    #❤📻

    • @AnindoChatterjee14
      @AnindoChatterjee14 Рік тому +1

      two souls are sometimes created together and in love before they’re born

  • @igotaglockinmyrarri
    @igotaglockinmyrarri Рік тому +6

    Can't tell whether it was puppy-love or true love or a bit of both, but she was something special. It's been 5 years now since she's moved houses, but every once in a while the smell of her cologne lingers in the air as if she never left.

  • @aleli9204
    @aleli9204 Рік тому +7

    my first love is also my greatest what if. we were college classmates, both failed the same subject (i know, so tragic), but that unfortunate event drew us closer together. i confessed to him on our graduation day four years ago. i wrote him a letter, telling him that i like him since that florante at laura exhibit when we were freshmen in college. he congratulated me after. i've never heard from him since then. four years after and I still think of him from time to time. I kinda wish that he's married, or having a kid with someone so i can move on with my life. :) still, thankful for him and the memories.

  • @imtheuserstfu_3
    @imtheuserstfu_3 Рік тому +30

    Not my first love but my best friend...We were living in the same apartment , and we promissed to not leave each other. We dreamed about living together when we grow up. We went to picnics , danced in the rain like crazies... But one day she had to leave me , our apartment and also our city...I'm missing her so much and we can just see each other at the holidays (twice a year). We cry everytime we see each other. She will always be my best friend...

    • @priyankaaa2817
      @priyankaaa2817 Рік тому +1

      Omg I hope you are doing okay

    • @imtheuserstfu_3
      @imtheuserstfu_3 Рік тому +3

      @@priyankaaa2817 You know... Nobody asked me this question for a long time. You made me cry , friend :)) Thank you

    • @shing2799
      @shing2799 Рік тому

      @@imtheuserstfu_3Stay strong but sometimes you don’t have to

    • @rajadang4701
      @rajadang4701 Рік тому +1

      Don't you guys talk on phone !?
      Hope y'all doing well❤️

  • @mieumdiaries
    @mieumdiaries Рік тому +11

    I just turned 20 and something about me never falling in love or having crush during my school life makes me feel like i have not lived part of my life. It's such a hollow feeling that I will never experience what a teen feels when they are in love for the first time.

  • @baiqiralestari5034
    @baiqiralestari5034 Рік тому +23

    I remember when I was 4/5 years old me and my father sleeping beside me while hugging me warmly, my father told me stories until I fell asleep, now I'm 20 years old, And now I understand why a father is his daughter's first love, now I understand that mean hehe

  • @ciggsaffex
    @ciggsaffex Рік тому +2

    Oh about first love, i never actually confessed till date we used to be sitting partners in 1st grade he was my only friend back then! Then our sections got separated then finally we were in the same section in 8th grade also we used to go to the same tutor but we never talked he was always surrounded with his friends and other girls so i never got the courage even to say hi to him. Even though it was just a silly crush he became the reason for my regular attendance i remember I'd try my best to do in academics so that i gain his attention even for a while i remember once he took my notebook to read something written about Avengers at the back of it i wish he talked to me about what he was so curious about then in 9th grade i came to know about is relationship it hurted so much even though I knew he wasn't mine but that love was so pure i would die to go back to the morning assembly and watch him standing at distance everyday.

  • @onetwothree8874
    @onetwothree8874 Рік тому +9

    my first love was my very first guy friend. he was the first guy who came and talked to me and made friends with me when I was a confused new student. I liked him for years till high school ended. it was a sad one sided first love. but thinking back at it, it was fun. Every little moment with him was exciting.
    I haven't met him for abt 3 years now and he already got a gf. I've been missing him these days. actually, I am missing the feeling of first love. ngl I want to meet him again not because I wanted to be his special smo or smth, I am just happy to see that he is just there, being himself.

  • @vishnurasaya5230
    @vishnurasaya5230 Рік тому +119

    My first love was just magic, really. The first time our eyes met, gosh I just remember it like it was just yesterday despite being exactly a decade ago. The butterflies in my tummy, the way your eyes glowed every time I came around, the way my heart beat so fast that I became frozen completely are things that I still cherish to this date. I was 12, and I never knew it was what love was. All I knew was that I wanted to be closer to you all the time and thoughts about you kept running on an endless loop in my head from the moment I woke up in the morning until the very last second I closed my eyes to fall asleep at night. Right now, its all over but still I love the way you made me feel and the way I made you feel. I never knew I was capable of loving someone as much as I loved you until I met a beautiful soul like yours. I know you will never read this, but you will always hold a special place in my heart because nothing comes as close to the first ever love in a person's life.

  • @azzylum5950
    @azzylum5950 Рік тому +8

    Ah first love ~
    The first time I met my first love was when I first started High school. I eventually had a crush on him and by some time, he came to like me too. Things were great. I was in love for the first time of my life. Unfortunately, when we got into eight grade, we found out that we're actually relatives. Sadly, we had to break that romantic connection and just settle as friends.
    Until now we still call each other "agaw", a word of our language which means, "cousin". We're friends and we often ask each other how we've been doing now that we're in college. Sometimes when I look at him, I still couldn't stop myself from asking what we might have been if we weren't blood related.
    Welp, first love is fun, hopeful, and messy. Young love, with its excitement and thrill is indeed a memory of the past that I'd wish to look back over and over again. 🤍
    Thanks for the playlist! It's really taking me back to my high school memories of being in love~

  • @abcde2757
    @abcde2757 Рік тому +179

    to my first love, you were such a beautiful chapter in my life. circumstances, time, and distance grew us apart and it's as if fate isn't on our side. but the short time i spent with you was filled with genuine love. i still look back to the night when you first held my hand, the same night i fell for you. i never get to say it to you, but i loved you. i hope he treats you right. i'm letting go now
    p.s. i am a she loving her

    • @kat.ph7
      @kat.ph7 Рік тому

      Aw I hope you're doing well

    • @verzoncristinejoy4141
      @verzoncristinejoy4141 Рік тому

      same. 🤍 I hope she treats you well.. you deserve to be happy 🤍🤍🤍

  • @sophiasanchez6495
    @sophiasanchez6495 Рік тому +28

    Stumble to this after being overstimulated at work, at life. Emotions overflowing. Music really hugs you when u need it.

  • @mihym037
    @mihym037 Рік тому +32

    my first ever love was back in year 2? so i think around 6. I was in my school choir because in my primary school everyone thought it was the coolest thing ever and all my friends wanted me to join (i ended up being in that choir for the remaining years of primary lol).
    we would practice in the schools hall and there were these steps that led up to the stage. when we got called up for practice everyone would sit anywhere on the stairs while the teacher stood with a boombox and lyric sheets to hand out to us.
    one day though... i sat at the back, like the last stair to the stage. no one else was on the same stairs as i was. but then this boy sat right next to me. he was a year older so he was in year 3 (7 years old). I had never talked to him at all and i barely knew his name.
    he was like the stereotypical smart kid that also played piano (which he did every year for our schools talent show). Anyways, while the teacher was talking about our next song, i put my arms out to like sorta lay/put my body onto my arms. while i did that, the boy put his hand next to mine.
    at first i didn't notice but eventually i did because when we started singing/practicing, he put HIS hand ontop of MY hand. He put all of his fingers right on top of mine and started using my hand like it was a piano. he would play chords that matched the song (im assuming he had perfect pitch lol).
    It was the most romantic-ish gesture i have ever gotten even to now. He would do that every practice and even though i didn't know it when i was 6- i liked him 😭
    but after a year or two (i forgot), he ended up moving to a different school because of a scholarship or something like that. he was really really smart.
    anyways i still think of him every once in a while and it doesn't fail to make me blush and flustered 😭😭

  • @Onewordlove
    @Onewordlove Рік тому +106

    We both fell for each other in 5th grade. I just knew it was love when I felt it the first time, when the butterflies moved in my stomach, how my cheeks became hotter every time he smiled at me, how he answered the correct answer to the question he was asked, how he was so lovely to me, how he talked to me so sweetly, he was just perfect.
    My friends asked me, 'How did you know that it was love?'
    I knew I knew right at that moment that he was someone I liked, but that liked slowly turned into love.
    But he soon moved school, not more quickly but just after that year. I loved him but I couldn't confess. I later got to know that he liked me back then too, but we weren't in contact with each other. We talked after a while a year or so maybe two. And we knew we liked each other, but maybe, we weren't just meant to be.
    maybe I wasn't ready, maybe you weren't ready, so we never confessed but rather acknowledged each other's feelings, let ourselves fall deeper, and sooner or later the childish feeling would just disappear. It was nice while it lasted because I met you, the one who made my heart flutter, my palm sweaty, my cheeks red, my head dizzy, everything that I felt when I liked you, no loved you.
    I let it go, but every time someone has the same name as you or even says your name even if it's not you. I miss you, I wonder around my thoughts and ask myself, what would've happened if we said it out loud if we were both ready, we were both able to come to a conclusion.
    But it's been 7 years since then, I heard you found yourself a girlfriend, heard her name starts the same letter as mine, I don't mind it. I hope you're happy with her.
    I've moved on too, but you were my "first love" You can't be forgotten that easily.
    -A, live a long happy life.

    • @serendipitys-child
      @serendipitys-child Рік тому +4

      I know how that feels... I think we can just be cherish the fact that we ever met and wish them happiness. I hope you find your happiness too 🤍

    • @Ywhw91038
      @Ywhw91038 Рік тому +2

      One day this hurtful days will turn into beautiful memories and you will smile while thinking about the moments with him.🎀

  • @raft3577
    @raft3577 Рік тому +1

    my first love when I was 13 years old. from not getting along to becoming friends and then becoming bestfriends .. from the first time we met from there I fell for her .. but I was afraid to express this feeling .. afraid of being rejected and losing friends forever .. when she had a boyfrnd i couldn't control this feeling and left her , until now i still love her ..if i can turn back time 12years ago i wish to tell her tht she was my everything but i still have no guts to tell her up until now ... i hope she was happy❤

  • @vv_nxth
    @vv_nxth Рік тому +6

    It feels good to feel those memories with someone, so good while it lasted.

  • @scvlogs6556
    @scvlogs6556 Рік тому +1

    My first love I met at 11, and he saved me life, I was depressed and he was the only one there for me, if he wasn’t there I don’t know if I would be here today, he left and ghosted me on my 13th birthday, it hurt for 2 years before I had the guts to call his new number I got from our old mutual friend, I wish nothing but the best for him, it hurt so much but I won’t change our story for anything in the world. I still remember his blue eyes and the way he always made me laugh, and was such a good listener even though he was going through some stuff at the same time. The only thing I regret is calling almost every day for the first 4 months.

  • @Sunflower-uv8rg
    @Sunflower-uv8rg Рік тому +7

    To my first love, that’s how it always starts but instead I’ll say sorry. Sorry for breaking your feelings because of my feelings, sorry for breaking million pieces of your heart when you were at your lowest, sorry for making you turn into a person you don’t like, I’m sorry for lying and hurting you when you needed someone to trust and someone who was going to listen to your feelings, I’m sorry for my own insecurities that broke your heart. But know that I stilled loved every single moment I was with you, I loved your smiles, when your nose would scrunch up while laughing, when you gave me paper letters with funny drawings, when you sat next to me during Math and tried to hold my hand, when you spoke softly about my dreams, when you cried and told me about your family, and when you cried when I broke your heart. I’m sorry my first love. I’m sorry.

  • @brandondeobaldestomo9516
    @brandondeobaldestomo9516 Рік тому +1

    My first love was blind.
    There's no light,it was cold.
    She didn't saw me.
    As August rain pours, there is an unusual sadness that keeps me from loving her.
    A sudden fear structed my eyes as she walk towards me in the waiting shed.
    She asked something.
    I'm glad I answered.
    "You'll be a great Mom,God bless"

  • @legolego6292
    @legolego6292 Рік тому +9

    My first love and I were childhood friends. She and I were inseparable as children. We did almost everything together. There was so much memories we had together.
    Though as soon as we reached highschool we started to grow apart. We were total opposites so it was inevitable. She was a very bright person and I very much prefered to stay away from the lime light. She had many friends. It wasnt that hard to like her. I couldnt keep up being close to her in school but she was kind enough to hang out with me sometimes.
    I remember after school we would just be sitting beside each other under the old tree behind our cafeteria admiring the sky listening to our favorite song while sharing the same earphones.
    That summer after our graduation was the happiest and saddest time in my life.
    Soon after I told her how I felt. I couldn't hide it any better. I asked her to come to school to our usual spot. Thats when we found out we've been secretly sharing the same feelings with each other. I still remember vividly how my hands trembled when we first held hands as lovers.
    She was my other half. The better half of me. She was my light. My soulmate. How painfully I wished our time together lasted a little bit longer. I would die to hold her again one more time. How badly I wished I held her a little bit longer everyday.
    It has been 13 years now since she passed and everyday I would still wake up looking for her presence.
    It hurts so much to this day. A part of me was taken away and it never fully healed.

    • @merry9990
      @merry9990 Рік тому +1

      Hope you are fine now.. I know that feeling, we met when we were just little kids, we fell in love in 8th grade (when we were 15) and shared beautiful times i would want more, for over 5 years but he passed at the age of 21 by car accident, I am turning 41 this year but a part of me still holding on to the times 20 years ago with him. I hope you are fine now and also my lover ❤.
      Rest in peace Drew, I will love you always and forever.

    • @legolego6292
      @legolego6292 Рік тому +1

      ​@@merry9990 A little bit better but I'm still struggling. I hope y'all are doing fine

    • @merry9990
      @merry9990 Рік тому

      @@legolego6292 thanks and hope you are doing fine too. I think I am healing slowly now..

  • @wiseboy4551
    @wiseboy4551 Рік тому +1

    She fell first, but after she is gone he fell deeper, harder, and forever.
    She's thin but the wind cant even moved her presence away from my heart.
    She's not a bright child, but her light shine through my darkest part, illuminates the vacant place i never knew i had.
    She has a pale skin, just like my long dead goals and dreams, laying down, stiff, stranded until the end of time ended it's waiting.

  • @sureshkeesari
    @sureshkeesari Рік тому +38

    im 25 my first love never happened this comment section made me realise I need love In my life

    • @RohiTAmvs
      @RohiTAmvs Рік тому +1

      im 21 we are same bruh

    • @mampidas6252
      @mampidas6252 Рік тому +1

      I'm about to turn 25 and this comment section is making me kinda sad that I never got to experience love. I can relate to you .

    • @amanyt2395
      @amanyt2395 7 місяців тому

      well am just 15 but damn I am totally missing on teenage love everyone around me is in a relationship but I feel like it may not be genuine

  • @mizumuse2749
    @mizumuse2749 10 місяців тому +2

    My first love was the man that made me want to live. He came into my life as a surprise at the worst moment in my life, and I instantly fell in love with him just by his way of writing.
    I never thought I would love someone as much as I did in that moment, and, above all, that someone would come to love me, accept me, and protect me the way he did. He was my first love, but he was also the person who shaped my tastes, interests, and even my ideal type. It's been 7 years since we broke up, but I still love him and dream about him daily.
    Keith, I would have liked to spend a life with you, but I am happy knowing that I was able to call you mine even for a moment. I'm sure he doesn't remember my name, but I remember everything about him... and that's okay, because you live in my heart even though you are long gone.
    I wish you were back, but i'll settle with hoping you are okay. Love ya.

  • @beezusluvscheriies
    @beezusluvscheriies Рік тому +870

    I fell for her but she didn't.

    • @hajimacat
      @hajimacat Рік тому +37

      What if she did but didn't tell you and moved on 🦅

    • @beezusluvscheriies
      @beezusluvscheriies Рік тому +9

      @@hajimacat what if she did

    • @hajimacat
      @hajimacat Рік тому +9

      @@beezusluvscheriies Moving on is good. But you can still win her heart 💜

    • @scarlett9750
      @scarlett9750 Рік тому +14

      @@beezusluvscheriies its ok. Not everything is gonna be the same forever. Time changed, people changed, things changed too!

    • @nonojj555
      @nonojj555 Рік тому +16

      And i fell for him but he didn't.

  • @kire1948
    @kire1948 Рік тому +1

    I only ever had crushes growing up,
    I’m never exactly in love, rather in love with the idea of love.
    I don’t want anything too complicated, just a simple kind of love,
    He likes me , I like him back
    He understands me , I understand him back,
    He helps me improve as a human being,
    I help him improve aswell,
    Sure fights are unavoidable, but let’s fight because of stupid stuff, meaningless goofy arguments,
    We pray , we cook , we try new things together, that’s pretty romantic..
    He dosent have to be perfect, he just needs to be perfect for me.

  • @notfound77
    @notfound77 10 місяців тому +4

    My first love was this boy from 5th grade, I was new to the school and I was kind of alone most of the time so he made me join him and his other friends. They were kind of weirded out by a girl joining them but he told them all that I was sweet and kind, he told them right in front of me. I think I fell in love right there, right then. from then on I started to bring him chocolates and snacks. I made him cards for birthdays and we became really good friends. but later I found out that he had another crush. he never knew I had a crush on him. so I never told him either. I moved on couple of years went by and we kind of never talked again until year 9. We happened to be in the same class. we started talking again. by January of that year we became really close again ( this time no feelings ) but that was until when he proposed me. It was a joke. we were joking around until I said yes and asked him if he wanted it to be serious and we agreed to try it out but my friends didn't like him, they told me he changed a lot and that he was going to break my heart ( note : by that time he already had 3 exes and I was never in a relationship) I started overthinking a lot and I turned him down. I kind of started catching feelings again but still I was scared of getting heartbroken. but he was totally cool about it but I was still bothered. but then we started growing close to each other again. we texted a lot. we called for hours. we were literally happy with each other. but when 10th year started he was after another girl. I felt like a clown when I heard the news but ofc I was the one who turned him down. I didn't had the right to feel anything. but then everything changed
    I was moving out. to another country. I didn't knew how to process it all. he was after someone else but he was still mine in my heart. so I took the courage and confessed to him. but then I happened to know that he felt the same too. he was trying to move on just like how I was. and within that short span of time we weren't sure what to do. we thought that long distance relationships was going to be hard but when I hugged him for that one last time I was sure I was going to give it all up for him. and that's how my 5th standard sweetheart became my first love and my first ever boyfriend

  • @sarabibin9473
    @sarabibin9473 5 місяців тому +2

    She was my first love. My first love was my first love because she loved me when no one else loved me. But I hated myself for pushing her away because I hurt her. If you ever come across this comment bird brain, please know that my love for you is genuine. You hold a special place in my heart. ❤

  • @tatatanvin
    @tatatanvin Рік тому +18

    This playlist indeed made me emotional and remember those stupid but heartwarming times when i tried putting efforts on my first (i can't call it love) somehow love. I won't say it all went in vein, but yeah. I did lost him. Both as i wanted him to be as well as a friend. That sucked. And i thought it would be over soon but damn. It still makes me tear up after all these years. We stopped talking to each other. It took us almost 8 years just to talk, not even interact normally but only while working at sort of school projects. Yeah, i indeed dreamt about him a lot and this paragraph is still short to describe my first love(no one asked me to write,but imma spill it out here). So yeah. I think i gave up on him long ago but i still miss my one-sided self who loved(?)him unconditionally.

    • @merry9990
      @merry9990 Рік тому

      Most of yours are similar to mine except he moved away 5 years ago and we lost contact since, i can't call it love but somehow it is. Even though, we both moved on, a part of me still misses him when i hear these beautiful playlists.. yeah he probably won't see it but
      To you, R From your childhood friend

  • @nanashisan5599
    @nanashisan5599 Рік тому +1

    Its been years ever since i confessed to me crush.
    We both confessed during our final year on junior high. It feels so wonderful to think that the person you liked also had the same feeling as yours. But things don't always end up in a good ending.
    We never managed to overcome the loneliness over the distance we had. I wish I chose to stay close to her. Holding hands, cuddling and kisses. Only now i could wish on things that would never come back.
    Still, Im thankful for giving me a reason to continue living and find reason to continue my journey.
    I still loved you. Goodbye.

  • @ashantirivera1711
    @ashantirivera1711 Рік тому +8

    the best first love I ever could’ve imagined. hope everything is okay on his side

  • @andrewsooter3745
    @andrewsooter3745 Рік тому +19

    I loved this girl from my dream when I was like 11, I saw her in my dream and I still remember that dream.

    • @nooodlee1258
      @nooodlee1258 Рік тому +5

      Haha, I hope you get to see her in your dream again!!

    • @andrewsooter3745
      @andrewsooter3745 Рік тому +3

      @@nooodlee1258 It's been over 5 years but still hope so 😁😁

    • @redspiderlily4646
      @redspiderlily4646 Рік тому +1

      Same I saw a guy and really loved him ever since hoping to see him again

    • @andrewsooter3745
      @andrewsooter3745 Рік тому

      @@redspiderlily4646 I hope you can meet him again sometime, if he exists.. like in the real world.

    • @shingekinokyojinthefinalse4459
      @shingekinokyojinthefinalse4459 Рік тому

      idk why but it made me laugh😂 . Sorry! 😅😅

  • @reyx3345
    @reyx3345 Рік тому +6

    I don't feel like fallen in love ever. But yeah , there was a girl when I was in 8th standard, she used to stare at me as I used to stare at her. Our eyes used to connect in such a way that it was feeling like a complete movie scene. It literally gives me goosebumps and I was wondering , is this love they talk about. But I never had enough courage to ask her whether she loves me or not. And so time flies , she disappeared. I don't know where she is now, but I have her sweet memories and whenever I remember her it gives a faint smile on my face and makes me realize how dumb I was back then. I really miss her if she could meet me again :(

  • @Acy__
    @Acy__ Рік тому +6

    I met someone who makes me feel like he is my first love, my guardian angel and my forever love. I barely remember anyone I ever dated now ❤ I collected all pieces of me that I had left with my exes including my first love and gave them to my new love. He put me back together so beautifully I got zero regrets.

  • @hushnowmyangel9670
    @hushnowmyangel9670 Рік тому +51

    young love/first love is something I hope everyone can experience. It's unique in that you can only be that age once so it's impossible to replace or replicate. My first love was a guy I met during a gap semester in Chicago. I never meant to stay as long as I did until I met him. He was exactly the type of person I wanted to be, charismatic, open-minded, and fearless of vulnerability. He owned a company at a young age and knew all the right people. I transferred to a school in Chicago because I fell in love with the city and I fell in love with him. Maybe I only stayed because of my desire for independence or to prove I can be sustainable to the people back home. All I know is that I was the happiest I ever was during those years. The energy of the city became a reflection of our relationship and more than anything it pushed me to mature faster than anything because I wanted to catch up to him and become someone worthy of him. This exactly was our downfall, despite how easy things felt with him he couldn't make the same sacrifices I could. This time in life wasn't photographed, it's only a memory neither of us could touch but knew existed. All I can really do is move on and be grateful it happened and that I met him and that I loved him.

  • @Michael-sy5xq
    @Michael-sy5xq Місяць тому +2

    Came here because my first love, back then when i was at the 6th grade came to my dream,and i really miss her bcus of it (eventho we're never been a thing,but something abt it is painful 😔)

  • @sezza.
    @sezza. Рік тому +3

    My first love.
    That time when I was 14 years old, we were classmates, she was a very beautiful and quiet. One of my friends said that many boys approached her, but she rejected all of them.
    I'm lucky enough to be close to her, we're texting every night.
    She was the first person to hear all my stories, and she really motivated me in studying.
    As we got really close, I confessed my feelings. Not just once or twice but thrice and all of them she refused.
    At that time I was quite confused, she just apologized without explaining anything.
    I'm trying to move on, but it's hard. After that I know the reason she rejected me because her parents do not allow her to have a boyfriend, and she said that actually she also likes me. But I already had a girlfriend at that time.
    And after that we got farther apart, and now we are living our separate lives, she went to a different country.
    If I can go back to that time, I will wait for her no matter how long it'll be. But yeah it was the greatest memory I have, now I just keep moving.
    I just wish her all the best for her life, all I just want is to see her happy.

  • @snowman1404ly
    @snowman1404ly Рік тому +1

    first love is the most painful yet beautiful things in the world especially to those who are one sided.....i feel in love with a tomboy(though i myself im a girl too),i had never saw her as a girl not even once....we were in the same institution n she was my senior n i usually saw her everyday.....i admire her alot n whenever i saw her i always got butterflies all over my tummy though i saw her everyday...now that she graduated i never saw her again n ig she is now studying in another state n there r no more chances for me to see her again...wherever she is i hope she'll find great love and happiness n sucess n a very long life too🤎.....she was someone i fell in love at first sight n keep on falling everytime i saw her...she got a very special place in my heart n that will stay inside me forever.....though we never had a chance for us to worked out together,i still hope so you'll find great love from your partner too...n if anything like reincarnation exist lets meet like humans again n be in love with each other(i wanna experienced a human love with you which will last till our last breath)..i hope that time it will work.. i love you for whoever you are,hope ill see you again

  • @Sariakideris
    @Sariakideris Рік тому +6

    Reading the comments while listening to this playlist ❤

  • @meryemakka1310
    @meryemakka1310 Рік тому

    My first love is the prettiest, cutest, smarter, funniest, carriest, gentleman i've ever seen before. He literally showed me his love, care through diffrent actions, but he never spoke with me about it unfortunately. HE PLAYS WITH MY FEELINGS. i was and still and will always into him. No matter where he is, or who he's with, or what he's doing, i will always honestly, truly, completely love him. envo

  • @ar20020
    @ar20020 10 місяців тому +5

    I always come back to this playlist! It’s my fav ever!

  • @ggboss13
    @ggboss13 Рік тому

    One sided hurts, but i can't stop myself from loving her. Still loves her and will always love her. 😢

  • @kimjoohans
    @kimjoohans Рік тому +3

    My first love already passed away long time ago ❤ i hope someday we meet together

  • @pallavikrishnan109
    @pallavikrishnan109 Рік тому +1

    after reading so many stories of strange ppl out there i wish to congrats those who have their first love as life partner and wanna hug the ones left alone nd broken with their one sided love. i've never been in true love so don't know how it actually feels to be in love (obviously had some few attractions but that was never love ik) but i hope evry1 out there would find someone perfect for them .

  • @lostsoul2975
    @lostsoul2975 Рік тому +8

    It was a one sided first love. Ever since I got far away from my first love, I always felt heavy. I wanted to see him. He was the source of my happiness. But looking back, I'm glad he became a part of my life story. Maybe I was just a passing character in his story but he was a very important person in the golden chapter of my life story. I'm glad I was able to spend quite a few years of my life with him. He made my life colorful and those colors are gonna stay with me for life .
    To my first love,
    Thank you for those beautiful times. I'll never forget that I used to be in love with you at one point of my life. I hope you are always happy and healthy. I love you.

  • @hana_d8533
    @hana_d8533 Рік тому +1

    my first love is and will alway be my last. ily sm bae, thank you for walking into my life and taking over the darkness with your bright smile. your words are engraved in my heard, yr voice can still be heard in my mind and the tears u gave me never dries up. it didnt last and had the bad days where we fought and ended up getting hurt but thank you for all the love you showered me with while it lasted. you came and left we with a lesson, regardless of all the pain you gave me, i love you and will always do

  • @n.niharikasingha_
    @n.niharikasingha_ Рік тому +5

    I wish you all fall in love with someone who never stop choosing you and I hope you feel at home when you look at them. 💌

  • @thanhuyen436
    @thanhuyen436 9 місяців тому +1

    always come back to hear this again again againnn

  • @Jaehyun646
    @Jaehyun646 Рік тому +39

    I'm really tired these days, but I'm listening to this playlist recommended by the algorithm as I open a book to have some time for myself after a long time. It tickles me and I feel like I'm going to cry for some reason, and it's so good.. It's the best!

  • @meraaah6805
    @meraaah6805 Рік тому

    maybe we werent meant to be but honestly i loved you with all of my heart, being in love with you gave me lots of happiness. i remember how often i thought of you, but now you barely cross my mind. I remember your hugs and the way I held your hand. i remember how your smile made my heart leap, now those feelings are memories. in my heart i wished for us to be waking up next to each other in the future, i never regretted loving you. sometimes i think "what if i never told you how i felt?" I gave you all of my love and adoration, when i saw you i would have this smile that would go ear to ear. i hope you know that i truly loved you. thank you for the love james

  • @thango4876
    @thango4876 Рік тому +4

    Yep. I had my first love with him who was such a crazy boy. I have to admit that sometimes I dislike him and don't really know how could I use to be in love with him?? Everything was so amazing. However, I found an unique thing that could distinguish between him and other guys. Although his jokes sometimes made me annoyed and angry, they were such effective remedies for me when I felt so depressed and frustrated with something. And nobody could do that thing for me, they just tried to ask me about what u encountered or why u looked so sad.... Honestly, I didn't really want those, I just wanted something could make me happier to unwind stress. And he, only he did.
    Well, now he has his own sweety love and Im also happy for him. I wish he would had great and wonderful things.

  • @limitlesslizzie
    @limitlesslizzie Рік тому +1

    my first love never returned the feelings. in fact, they were manipulative and toyed with me despite knowing my attraction. although i know now how horrible it was, i've still never completely gotten over them

  • @xennnyu8664
    @xennnyu8664 Рік тому +5

    My first love was only thought of as a friend before covid. But when covid did hit, they were the only person i talked to. They were extremely depressed and went to therapy yet they still asked me if my day was fun. I remember i went to their house and i ended up falling asleep on their bed, my heart was racing the whole time i was next to them.
    We ended up splitting up because i ghosted them. I couldnt handle all the stress from home and them venting to me about their depression and relationships everyday, I dont regret leaving them in the past but i do wish i could explain to them why i broke off our close bond.
    I got my karma that i deserved and i wish them the best of life. They truly were my first love and i can never experience that feeling again.

    • @nebulablitz1518
      @nebulablitz1518 Рік тому

      same thing for me but after covid. Lot of manipulation towards me but i was really into her. Its been over 6 months but even some smells or sounds just replay a memory of her laughing or in my arms. Wild times

  • @bllove6213
    @bllove6213 Рік тому +1

    My love was so one sided but I admire him from far , he was smart sweet,while smiling he slowly closed his eyes and gave a sweet smile but now I am a happy girl with a wonderful boyfriend who is perfect in My eyes and also has a beautiful smile ☺️ i love him ❤

  • @lilac_sky1311
    @lilac_sky1311 Рік тому +5

    I met my only love, when I was 23 years old. She was so pretty, she smiled at me and I felt that she was sinking into her eyes. Over time, we met and I realized that there would be no one else but her. I appreciate every minute we spend together and especially that she chooses to be with me through thick and thin.Thank you Ccysc for coming into my life and filling it with rainbows 💕❤️

  • @bighitintern1628
    @bighitintern1628 Рік тому +1

    HELP Im 18 yrs old without any first love experience idk what Im doing here but I hope y'all could meet your first love must have been amazing.

  • @chuucake
    @chuucake Рік тому +12

    even though my heart couldnt take any more pain, it still remembers how you made it feel so alive.

  • @amirjabar1290
    @amirjabar1290 Рік тому +2

    I've known this pretty girl since i was 6 as we both catch a same van to kindergarten (we went to separate kindergarten) i always sit at the back of the van and she would sit at the front. i don't think she ever know me for as long as our kindergarten phase. then we went to the same primary school and I'm the first one to notice she went to the same school as me. we lock eyes multiple times eventho she has no clue who am i and i have no business to talk to her so we remain as stranger for for quite sometime. fast forwards couple of years, her friend told me that she's having a crush on me but i just act cool and never seem to invest in it. in actuality, deep down I know i had feelings for her since we first lock eye in the kindergarten van. years went on without me really telling her what i really felt and she seems to have given up on me. we then part ways to our own secondary school and i heard she has a bf there in her new school. part of me regretted that i never take the chance to tell her everything. even now that feeling sometimes cross my mind whenever her pic popped out of my timeline (she's kinda famous on tiktok) and how i just wish we could talk to each other for one last time before completely gone in each other life. my ego was sure the one to be blame. anyhow i still think of her fondly every now and then.

  • @stephanieshadap3527
    @stephanieshadap3527 Рік тому +3

    It's both beautiful and hard when u fall in love first with ur best friend🌼

  • @WinThiri15
    @WinThiri15 2 місяці тому +1

    I still remember my first love face even tho I haven’t met him in years . We got no contact anymore but I can still hear his voice in my head . It was mostly one sided but I got a chance to date him . I will never stop talking bout u to anyone I know. He was the most cutest human being I’ve met in my life . Even tho things were rough between us . And they will never be able to solve I wish him the best. The feelings of loving someone is so good and addictive I will always love u ..

  • @IYDKMIGTHTKYYYY
    @IYDKMIGTHTKYYYY Рік тому +15

    мне 17 и я никогда ни к кому ничего не чувствовала. очень хочется полюбить кого-то однажды, но я не уверена, что способна на это. так что я просто сижу и грущу под эти песни, думая о том, когда же я встречу свою первую любовь

    • @letsplayroblox6062
      @letsplayroblox6062 Рік тому

      Интересно. Я тоже так думала, но сильно пожалела. Мое сердце разбили, думаю лучше бы не любила)

    • @gukua1se
      @gukua1se Рік тому

      Любовь не нужна стремя искать, со временем любовь сама придет к тебе

    • @gukua1se
      @gukua1se Рік тому

      Не нужно*

    • @GAnims
      @GAnims Рік тому

      Господы, ты просто описала меня. Полностью. Моё текущее состояние, продолжительностью уже третью неделю. Семья говорит что у меня всё получится и всё будет хорошо, но всё равно какая-то грусть по этому всему. Теперь и я слушаю больше грустных песен и думаю о той самой... 😖 А прошло всего два месяца после моего 16-го дня рождения. До этого признаков такого состояния вообще не было и вдруг, резко появились. Так странно... Как будто психическое расстойство какоита~ 😔

  • @randj1616
    @randj1616 3 місяці тому

    My first love was one sided.
    He is so gentle and kind to everyone, also very popular . And I don't even have any courage to confess to him.
    I still remember that i cry like everyday when he got girlfriend. He and his girlfriend dated since highschool and still dating now. I'm so proud that my first love is very loyal to her and I'm also glad that his girlfriend really loves to him. I'm very sad but I still think they are meant to be together.
    To my first love, I want to thanks you You makes my youth so colourful. It was very hurt experience but still the best memory for me. Falling in love with you was the things that i never regret.

  • @Jay_for_life
    @Jay_for_life Рік тому +4

    When I was a kid, I fell in love with him and didn't even know what love was. But as time passed and I was away from him, I realized that it was love. Now I feel that I miss him. I know Time has passed and we are still teenagers.
    But I know he doesn't even remember my name

  • @kewchiburnz
    @kewchiburnz Рік тому +2

    Met my first love online junior year of HS through mutuals. Yes it's cliche and weird but I dont regret that message I sent her. We kicked it off that first night, and I couldn't put my phone down. She lives in Vegas and I live 2000 miles away in Hawaii, and just as you think , we did LDR. But honestly, I didn't count it until I met her in real life. So for two years, we talked, shared feelings, gossiped, argued, everything you can imagine. Hardest thing ever, but after those grueling years, I made the choice to go to UNLV and we spent our first semester and year together in college, and it was worth the wait. Physical touch is what I love the most and I had to tell her that and we started getting used to seeing each other IRL. Once we got super comfortable together, there was never a dull moment, and we got through everything together. Now we're entering our 2nd year of college and having fun!

  • @seul_gyu
    @seul_gyu Рік тому +4

    To my first and only love. It's been years since we met, fell in love and fell apart. But everything is so clear and hazy at the same time. Funny how our minds works.
    Thank you for loving me, letting me love you, forgiving me even though I broke your heart & all the sweet memories.
    You'll be the most beautiful and kind human I've ever met who still wished the best for someone undeserving like me. I hope you can find all the happiness and move on with a good partner in this lifetime and I can only hope maybe in our next lifetime we can be together. Love you, B🤍

  • @hafizhaminullah6172
    @hafizhaminullah6172 Рік тому

    First love huh? It was in high school. She was not the prettiest by society's standards, but her smile and laugh were the sweetest. At the time, she was in a toxic relationship with her then-boyfriend, while I myself thought I was not ready to love anyone, yet. I felt sad for her, but my fear got the better of me to do anything for her. Now, I genuinely feel happy to see her happily married to my good friend and have two kids.

  • @sarahlynn123
    @sarahlynn123 Рік тому +3

    My first love was when i was 7, i was in love with the world

  • @AndikaSaputra-tp6ld
    @AndikaSaputra-tp6ld Рік тому

    I hope that beautiful flower still blooms, and I want it like before you started everything, I salute your story😊