Pile 1: i was always shushed. Always. I do it to everyone around me pretty much. I heard it so often as a child that I went deaf. I'm 42 now and I JUST got hearing aids for the first time last month. They hurt my ear cannals... Anyway, always hushed, shushed. 🤫 Be quiet, don't make any noise. And now I i can't stand noise. So much so that I have panic attacks with too much noise and I isolate because its quieter. Now, i suffer because i crave people and joy and life, but i get so overwhelmed with the agonizing thought of "too much". I freeze. Its safer (?) it doesn't feel good whatever it is..
Thank you so much for watching and commenting. It's horrible that you were shut down like that as a child. I think you've summed up many of the struggles those of us with difficult childhoods face in life so well with "the agonizing thought of 'too much'". Wishing you all the healing and joy and peace you've always deserved 💖
I'm not sure what possessed me to click on the twitter link to bring me here, but the pile I chose is 100% accurate to whats going on in my life. Right down to the bit about 'art'. I know it's meant to be a 'general reading' but... Goddamn this hits so hard right now. Thank you.
🥰 Guess it really was a message you needed right now! Thanks so much for giving it a chance, I'm glad you enjoyed the reading. Good luck with your art endeavors!!
I'm like that comic on tumblr where someone says a furry artist correctly diagnosed them with Crohn's Disease after 10 years of no answers from doctors. Only while slinging tarot instead of drawings of Rouge the Bat wider than she is tall (tho it is within my power to make such a thing as well if I ever wanted to).
Thanks for watching!
★TIME STAMPS★
0:00 Intro
01:45 Pile 1 / Selenite
35:40 Pile 2 / Larvikite
1:25:53 Pile 3 / Rhodonite
Love and light
Pile 1: i was always shushed. Always. I do it to everyone around me pretty much. I heard it so often as a child that I went deaf. I'm 42 now and I JUST got hearing aids for the first time last month. They hurt my ear cannals... Anyway, always hushed, shushed. 🤫 Be quiet, don't make any noise. And now I i can't stand noise. So much so that I have panic attacks with too much noise and I isolate because its quieter. Now, i suffer because i crave people and joy and life, but i get so overwhelmed with the agonizing thought of "too much". I freeze. Its safer (?) it doesn't feel good whatever it is..
Thank you so much for watching and commenting. It's horrible that you were shut down like that as a child. I think you've summed up many of the struggles those of us with difficult childhoods face in life so well with "the agonizing thought of 'too much'". Wishing you all the healing and joy and peace you've always deserved 💖
I'm not sure what possessed me to click on the twitter link to bring me here, but the pile I chose is 100% accurate to whats going on in my life. Right down to the bit about 'art'. I know it's meant to be a 'general reading' but... Goddamn this hits so hard right now. Thank you.
🥰 Guess it really was a message you needed right now! Thanks so much for giving it a chance, I'm glad you enjoyed the reading. Good luck with your art endeavors!!
Thank you for diagnosing the reason for my tension headaches.
I'm like that comic on tumblr where someone says a furry artist correctly diagnosed them with Crohn's Disease after 10 years of no answers from doctors. Only while slinging tarot instead of drawings of Rouge the Bat wider than she is tall (tho it is within my power to make such a thing as well if I ever wanted to).
@@WitchVampTarot Your powers are apparently limitless.
Against nearly all things except insomnia, that may be true. But maybe I just need to diagnose my own insomnia issues to finally be free..
@@WitchVampTarotas always, I believe in you
I appreciated the cicadas’ input on pile 3.
They've had a lot to say at night lately, haha