It's very rare that I find an artist show the depth of their struggles with any of their pieces, to see that raw emotion when they self doubt themselves and their work and work so hard to make it work for themselves. I could see and feel how nervewracking it was to try to make the painting the best you could for someone very special to you and feel judged before they even got a chance to lay their eyes upon it. You did an emaculate job, he seemed very pleased with the finished piece and had already picked a spot to showcase it. At the end of the day, you're an amazing artist and don't you dare forget that, continue to let that fact drive you to keep succeeding and to think about whenever you may feel let down by yourself or your abilities. We will be here to turn to for that extra support, we love you dearly and want nothing but the best for you, Beanie. Much love 💘
just wanted to tell u that Jesus Christ loves u so much 💟 and u should google these verses if u have not before! john 3:16-21 romans 5:6-8 romans 10:9-13 God bless u! :)
Yes, we’re the literal best. Especially the provincials ^_^ I’m only half, and half white, but my momma is pure from the literal grit north north north Philippines and indulged in culture. Also she’s short af, and loud af. As Filipinos should be lol
Commissions are so hard, there’s so much pressure, even when the customer doesn’t expect that much of us we can’t help but want to give them perfection, but you did amazing as always and I’m sorry Artist Brain made you suffer needlessly.
That rollercoaster of loving and hating what you're working on is so relatable and it really puts into perspective how big of critics artists are to themselves. I didn't hate any of the phases this piece went through but that final was SO lovely. Lighten up on yourself, bean! You gonna get there!
I didn't lick your ear my guy, that must've been my tears 😭 so glad you are back and that you were happy with the commission in the end. It turned out wonderful
As a nervous and self-questioning watercolor painter, it's so refreshing to see you not afraid to start again! I love your style and your use of color is FABULOUS!
That chaotic energy in the intro is why I love you. I appreciate your art, and there are a lot of artists that I follow (like on IG) but I WATCH you because of your personality.
Omg I almost cried when I saw him opening on instagram!! I showed my mum who's also loving you paintings and she was so exited as well 💕👏 congratulationssss you're incredible so this isn't a surprise at all
watching you made me remember why i like the painting style, and why i dont have to beat myself up so much in refining my art and trusting the process. or at the very least, that im not the only one who struggles. i loved this and im so glad he loved it!!
It shows of how much of an amazing artist that you care for your paintings, packaging your painting with care and delicacy. The struggle and raw emotion hit me, because the whole time I was screaming ITS SO GOOD PLEASE MY KING AHGGGGH You’ve literally inspired me to paint my mom, I’m going to Michaels today!! Your art is so gorgeous and delicate and GAHHHH ITS SO BEAUTIFUL I love you, thank you for helping my mental health, I mean it from the bottom of my heart 💛💛💛✨
this is literally me everytime i do commission, im actually happy to see im not the only one who struggle with commission work. thank you for posting this:)
Congrats on being noticed by your idol! Your hardwork is paying off and it's so humbling to see you post your entire process, regrets/mistakes included!!! Keep up the work ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for showing the struggle, people normally think, that we artists have the talent, we begin to paint and automatically everything turns a masterpiece. What they do not know that there is so much hard work in every progress and even experienced artists have their struggles. I'm enjoying very much your wonderful artwork and your funny videos, thank you.
I understand you perfectly! you put pressure on yourself so that your work turns out perfect! because it's for a special person and that you admire, and you feel frustrated because of that! I know, because I'm going through that process right now. I am painting my dear friend, my best friend, she passed away, and I want to give this gift to her family... and emotions are running high! and you have to keep working, fixing, adding and removing all you want, or you don't want! This is a very genuine video, I admire you for that, for being so brave and showing what you are, and showing what an Artist goes through. Many thanks dear!!! And Happy New Year 🎉🎊🥳
WOW the painting turned out AMAZING!! I love how you showed the whole process of creating it and that it's okay to mess up and start over. I often try to fix things in my drawings over and over and it's really frustrating so it's really cool to see that someone who's at your level of skill goes through the same thing!
I feel so honored to be a follower of yours because you are such an amazing artist, not to mention very cute, hysterically funny and completely down to earth to the point I feel like we have been friends for years. I know that sounds corny but I really admire your talent and you have helped keep a smile on my face since the very first video of yours that I watched. Also, I AM SO PROUD and super excited that you actually were commissioned by your Idol and came through all the ups and downs while you created that amazing piece of work. I see huge things in your future.
First of all, I love how bubbly you are! I watched this while I sketched on my canvas. Watching your process was nice, because I can completely relate to the anxiety of not wanting to let a commissionary down. You did an absolutely beautiful job on this, the added goodies was so cute, and your extra effort to pick the right packaging was so sweet.
omg this was so inspiring. YOU'RE SO INSPIRING! the part where you try and try again until you get to the final piece is sooooo inspiring. I do that all the time and unfortunately sometimes I get easily discouraged and give up lol. but seeing your ENTIRE process from start to "failing" to trying again, adds so much perspective and I appreciate you for that. you're awesome! thank you!
That's awesome & crazy because I remember when Bretman was unboxing the painting on his IG stories! I'm so in love with your work & you've inspired me to be interested in trying oil pastels!
Hey Bean. I love the painting. You are good. I can't paint anything when asked. But I can paint anything when I don't have the pressure of perfectionism. Keep doing good work. I will keep watching.
So happy you are getting the recognition you deserve, Blackbean!! You are one of my biggest inspirations and a literal highlight to my week when i see a new upload in my feed. I truly think if you ever needed a break from art videos, i would 100% be down for more podcast-esque content, storytimes, mukbangs, reviews (on anything!) Just your vibe brings a lot of comfort and i love to hear you talk. Keep being you!!! ❤❤
the way you feel about bretman is the way i feel about you... you inspire me so greatly and i wouldnt be the artist i am today without you, so thank you!
I loooove this video. The struggle is so real and man I love the way you capture the progress and showed us how to hang in there when we deal with struggle
I fucking adore you to pieces. One of my greatest inspirations to continue creating and livin and lovin. Thank you babes for all that you do and put out in the universe💚🧚🏼♀️
Congratulations!!! Sorry you’ve been feeling out of it lately but just know you are such a sweet artist and have so many inspiring qualities and the world is so lucky to have you! I’m so glad I found your content 💕💕💕 thank youuuu
Great painting you clever Bean, I have really missed you here. Your videos are so juicy and you DO inspire me to be creative. I love that you are human too, you don't hide the frustrations that come with creating - but how you get your mojo back is a joy. Love ya xx
oh man I totally relate to feeling the pressure of wanting to make a commission exceed the expectations of what your client asks for. I know many people like me love the piece but I get as the person making it, you know what you wanted and didnt want. I remember someone told me "artists make more 'bad' art than 'good art'" to which it is true. we practice and practice, create and rework,until we finally make a piece we are proud of showing. Seriously though your work is amazing and i look forward to watching your next body of works.
I really appreciated your including your struggles with this painting, it is really inspiring to see the struggles not just the fabulous end results. And the end results were FABULOUS!
Bean your doing great! It seems most great artist go through several versions before landing on their final piece, so it seems to me your already a full fledge artist ready for commissions! 😉❤❤
Omfg THANK YOU for sharing the struggles!! tRuSt tHe PrOcEsS.. but sometimes you just gotta start over. Beautiful. I love how it turned out. Even the versions you didn't like we're beautiful 😍
It's very rare that I find an artist show the depth of their struggles with any of their pieces, to see that raw emotion when they self doubt themselves and their work and work so hard to make it work for themselves. I could see and feel how nervewracking it was to try to make the painting the best you could for someone very special to you and feel judged before they even got a chance to lay their eyes upon it. You did an emaculate job, he seemed very pleased with the finished piece and had already picked a spot to showcase it. At the end of the day, you're an amazing artist and don't you dare forget that, continue to let that fact drive you to keep succeeding and to think about whenever you may feel let down by yourself or your abilities. We will be here to turn to for that extra support, we love you dearly and want nothing but the best for you, Beanie. Much love 💘
I love this comment!
Sabrina
Yeeeesssss! 100% Yes!
Him I almost didn’t recognize you.
Me with my new hair style: Omg finally someone noticed/cared.
Hahahaha! Of course I noticed! 🥺
@@BlackBeanCMS omg everyone has been like ok. But thank you for noticing
No literally
Sorry for the ear licking.. didn’t had a social interaction in a while.. I got confused and just panicked 😂
Same 😳
bean: i am second-guessing myself :/"
bean, the narrator: "Believe it or not, i was pretty confident at this point"
xD
Haha! Honestly I am so all over the place!!! 😂😂
just wanted to tell u that Jesus Christ loves u so much 💟 and u should google these verses if u have not before!
john 3:16-21
romans 5:6-8
romans 10:9-13
God bless u! :)
@@bluescreen3355 oh i love that! my favorite part is when jesus said: you should gargle these balls if you haven't before!
Welcome to the life of an artist lol 🥰😂
he should be everyone’s idol
✨ *A QUEEN* ✨
Truly!! 👑
@@BlackBeanCMS omg you replied I love you *SO* much bean😂🥺
SHOUT OUT TO THE FILIPINOS OUT THERE!!!! 🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭
Yas!!!!! ☺️👏
Ay heloi beh
Yes, we’re the literal best. Especially the provincials ^_^ I’m only half, and half white, but my momma is pure from the literal grit north north north Philippines and indulged in culture. Also she’s short af, and loud af. As Filipinos should be lol
Commissions are so hard, there’s so much pressure, even when the customer doesn’t expect that much of us we can’t help but want to give them perfection, but you did amazing as always and I’m sorry Artist Brain made you suffer needlessly.
That rollercoaster of loving and hating what you're working on is so relatable and it really puts into perspective how big of critics artists are to themselves. I didn't hate any of the phases this piece went through but that final was SO lovely. Lighten up on yourself, bean! You gonna get there!
me: oh he must be using his phone to see the painting in greyscale to check his valu-
bean: i was just filming a TikTok video...
Hahaha! Gotta get it on the Tok! But that's a good idea tho!!!
Omg he put your art in the center of his living room! A very worthy place for your piece indeed
I didn't lick your ear my guy, that must've been my tears 😭 so glad you are back and that you were happy with the commission in the end. It turned out wonderful
As a nervous and self-questioning watercolor painter, it's so refreshing to see you not afraid to start again! I love your style and your use of color is FABULOUS!
I legit felt so special getting a hug from him
the colors. *THE! COLORS!* aaaaa they're so pretty.
your whole art journey through this piece is so painfully relatable but I'm glad what I go through is what others feel too
Your intros are literally so amazing
Also
DiD YaLl JuSt lIcK mY eAr????????
That killed me😆😆😆😆
A hug is a hug but y'all really just had lick my ear? No mam! That door! Haha! 😂
That chaotic energy in the intro is why I love you. I appreciate your art, and there are a lot of artists that I follow (like on IG) but I WATCH you because of your personality.
His chaotic energy makes ME feel stable, and that’s saying something. I love his peronality
I started oil pastel art because of you! :) Now its my most favorite art material to use! :)
It's so nice to see the behind the scene, the nervousness, the anxiety, the raw emotions that i dont usually see on artist. 💖
i can feel emotion you went through this piece
Omg I almost cried when I saw him opening on instagram!! I showed my mum who's also loving you paintings and she was so exited as well 💕👏 congratulationssss you're incredible so this isn't a surprise at all
me: "omg the first one looks so good-"
bean: i HATE IT
Me: 👁👄👁!?
Ikrrrrr
Same😂
watching you made me remember why i like the painting style, and why i dont have to beat myself up so much in refining my art and trusting the process. or at the very least, that im not the only one who struggles. i loved this and im so glad he loved it!!
I'm soooooooo proud of you, child of God!!! You're awesome and so is your art! Welcome back!!!
the earring... the vibes... the whole being.... immaculate
You , young man, are a huge talent! Love how this turned out!
Just got the notification! Congrats on the commission!!!
Thank you so much!!
HONEY !! This is gorgeous! The trial and error of it all and the final piece , you are amazing
… and that’s so raven. Speaking it in to existence! I had to go back and binge your channel. Your style & personality 🤌🏽🤌🏽💋
As an artist in the making, this makes me so happyyyyy. Happy for you. 😭
I was over here squealing and giggling like it happened to me. Gorgeous! The painting, too🥰
It shows of how much of an amazing artist that you care for your paintings, packaging your painting with care and delicacy. The struggle and raw emotion hit me, because the whole time I was screaming ITS SO GOOD PLEASE MY KING AHGGGGH
You’ve literally inspired me to paint my mom, I’m going to Michaels today!! Your art is so gorgeous and delicate and GAHHHH ITS SO BEAUTIFUL I love you, thank you for helping my mental health, I mean it from the bottom of my heart 💛💛💛✨
YES BRETMANNNNNN AND YOU ✨ *BOTH* ✨ ARE SO HOT!! 🙄✨🧚🏻♀️
He is!
Low key same
Oh stop it! This old bean 🥔
Congratulations. You deserve such good fortune
this is literally me everytime i do commission, im actually happy to see im not the only one who struggle with commission work.
thank you for posting this:)
Congrats on being noticed by your idol! Your hardwork is paying off and it's so humbling to see you post your entire process, regrets/mistakes included!!! Keep up the work ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for showing the struggle, people normally think, that we artists have the talent, we begin to paint and automatically everything turns a masterpiece. What they do not know that there is so much hard work in every progress and even experienced artists have their struggles. I'm enjoying very much your wonderful artwork and your funny videos, thank you.
I understand you perfectly! you put pressure on yourself so that your work turns out perfect! because it's for a special person and that you admire, and you feel frustrated because of that! I know, because I'm going through that process right now. I am painting my dear friend, my best friend, she passed away, and I want to give this gift to her family... and emotions are running high! and you have to keep working, fixing, adding and removing all you want, or you don't want! This is a very genuine video, I admire you for that, for being so brave and showing what you are, and showing what an Artist goes through. Many thanks dear!!! And Happy New Year 🎉🎊🥳
UR NATURE IS A TRUE FORM OF BLESSED SOULS ( and ur painting too)
Eeeek! Saw your painting on Brent man Rock's wall on his home tour on Architecture Digest!!! 🤩
I saw that too! I came back to the channel to see if he commissioned him or made a video about it
Congratulations!!! You are incredible! I felt so excited for you watching this!
WOW the painting turned out AMAZING!! I love how you showed the whole process of creating it and that it's okay to mess up and start over. I often try to fix things in my drawings over and over and it's really frustrating so it's really cool to see that someone who's at your level of skill goes through the same thing!
I feel so honored to be a follower of yours because you are such an amazing artist, not to mention very cute, hysterically funny and completely down to earth to the point I feel like we have been friends for years. I know that sounds corny but I really admire your talent and you have helped keep a smile on my face since the very first video of yours that I watched. Also, I AM SO PROUD and super excited that you actually were commissioned by your Idol and came through all the ups and downs while you created that amazing piece of work. I see huge things in your future.
Your videos are my happy pill 💖 thank you for making us smile with your personality and your colorful and juicy art 😍
5:30 I FELT THAT whenever i art bruh🤧🤚
First of all, I love how bubbly you are! I watched this while I sketched on my canvas. Watching your process was nice, because I can completely relate to the anxiety of not wanting to let a commissionary down. You did an absolutely beautiful job on this, the added goodies was so cute, and your extra effort to pick the right packaging was so sweet.
omg this was so inspiring. YOU'RE SO INSPIRING! the part where you try and try again until you get to the final piece is sooooo inspiring. I do that all the time and unfortunately sometimes I get easily discouraged and give up lol. but seeing your ENTIRE process from start to "failing" to trying again, adds so much perspective and I appreciate you for that. you're awesome! thank you!
yesss this is awesome i saw bretmans ig story and when i saw the painting i was like 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Glad to see the growing pains. I struggle so much with seeing my work as it develops. I'm still learning but this motivated me.
That's awesome & crazy because I remember when Bretman was unboxing the painting on his IG stories!
I'm so in love with your work & you've inspired me to be interested in trying oil pastels!
don't you just go *"I LOVE IT SO MUCH WAIT WHY IS HE ADDING MORE COLO- OH WOW I LOVE THIS BETTER WAIT WHY IS HE CHANGING IT AGAIN- OH, I LOVE IT."*
Yah
Hey Bean. I love the painting. You are good. I can't paint anything when asked. But I can paint anything when I don't have the pressure of perfectionism. Keep doing good work. I will keep watching.
i feel you, commissions are always so nerve wracking
Ur personality is so precious aw
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! It turned out so incredible, just WOWOOW
So happy you are getting the recognition you deserve, Blackbean!! You are one of my biggest inspirations and a literal highlight to my week when i see a new upload in my feed. I truly think if you ever needed a break from art videos, i would 100% be down for more podcast-esque content, storytimes, mukbangs, reviews (on anything!) Just your vibe brings a lot of comfort and i love to hear you talk. Keep being you!!! ❤❤
U make me happy, u n ur works 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
IT LOOKS AMAZING. YOUR DOUBTING YOURSELF BECAUSE BRETMAN LOOKS SO good
Your energy here was unmatched!
Ha! Love you!!! Thanks for keeping the process reallll!!! Great job!!👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
What a process! Thank you so much for sharing! Keep on taking care of yourself and slaying the game. Look forward to seeing more of your videos.
the way you feel about bretman is the way i feel about you... you inspire me so greatly and i wouldnt be the artist i am today without you, so thank you!
I love your artwork sm!! You got me through 2020!! Stay safe, love from SC 💙💙
Exactly!
Thank you so much!! But remember you got yourself through 2020, you are strong! Stay creative 🥺❤️
Never give up on your dreams and aspirations and remember to be kind and uplifting to each other and open minded and genuine.
I love your honesty, vulnerability and humor. You rock! Also you looked amazing throughout this video. Very scrumptious :)
6:03 okay vocals 🤪💅🏻💕💞
Was waiting for somebody to comment! Like yess okayyy
I love it when artists make pieces that are interesting and show technical skill at the same time
Omg! The final result? Chef's Kiss!!!
Glad you're back! This painting is fabulous! Just like you!💕
I loooove this video. The struggle is so real and man I love the way you capture the progress and showed us how to hang in there when we deal with struggle
Holy shit congrats!!! This is amazing, I'm so happy for you and it looks incredible 😍💖
OMG Bretman Rocks....and YOU rock! Amazing job!
Thanks for showing your vulnerability here. So soooo relatable! Really inspires me to go back creating art again. Stay juicy you icon! 🌞✨
You are absolutely awesome. I look up to you!
I fucking adore you to pieces. One of my greatest inspirations to continue creating and livin and lovin. Thank you babes for all that you do and put out in the universe💚🧚🏼♀️
Congratulations!!! Sorry you’ve been feeling out of it lately but just know you are such a sweet artist and have so many inspiring qualities and the world is so lucky to have you! I’m so glad I found your content 💕💕💕 thank youuuu
Great painting you clever Bean, I have really missed you here. Your videos are so juicy and you DO inspire me to be creative. I love that you are human too, you don't hide the frustrations that come with creating - but how you get your mojo back is a joy. Love ya xx
oh man I totally relate to feeling the pressure of wanting to make a commission exceed the expectations of what your client asks for. I know many people like me love the piece but I get as the person making it, you know what you wanted and didnt want. I remember someone told me "artists make more 'bad' art than 'good art'" to which it is true. we practice and practice, create and rework,until we finally make a piece we are proud of showing. Seriously though your work is amazing and i look forward to watching your next body of works.
That was straight fire...
Keep doing what makes you always awesome.
Sooo good! Thanks for showing the process!
This is beautiful 💯, you did such a great job capturing him and his features 💯💚💚💚💚
Great to see you back. Love your videos. So proud of you. Keep the videos coming.
Congrats on your commissioned painting! How exciting!💙💙
I really appreciated your including your struggles with this painting, it is really inspiring to see the struggles not just the fabulous end results. And the end results were FABULOUS!
Thank you for showing all of your process. The good and the bad. I get extremely stressed with commissions or with gifts so i'm glad I'm not alone 😅
Look at how excited Bretmann was to have your art! What a treat!
Hey, love your videos, keep up the good work and have a successful year.💚💜💙👍🏽 *virtual hugs* 🤗
Thank you!!!
Congratulations! You absolutely deserve it!
Bean your doing great! It seems most great artist go through several versions before landing on their final piece, so it seems to me your already a full fledge artist ready for commissions! 😉❤❤
I’m sorry you had some troubles but this painting is awesome ! You’ve come back full blast Brah..!!
You are just ESPECTACULAR!!!!
How adorable Bretman is!
It is legit awesome!!! ❤️
Edit: Pride of place on his mantle piece! Congratulations!
a HUUUUUUUUGE congratulations to YOU!!!!!!!
i've been binge-watching your yt videos but i still am going to say that i missed u so much!!!! hugs!!!!
I'm inspired through your pain! I'm sorry and I'm very thankful! Amazing!
GURL I'M PROUD TO BE SUBSCRIBED BEFORE A 100K
I screamed when I got your post notification I miss you!!!!!!
You are my inspiration you CURED my art block!!!!!
Omg!! Thank you so much for coming back to watch!! ☺️❤️
Omfg THANK YOU for sharing the struggles!! tRuSt tHe PrOcEsS.. but sometimes you just gotta start over. Beautiful. I love how it turned out. Even the versions you didn't like we're beautiful 😍
You are so talented! The skin is amazing!
You are amazing, hilarious, gorgeous and deserve everything🖤