When I was a little girl, I never thought I'd ever live like this....depressed. I never thought I'd be the "1in a hundred" or whatever the stats are. I always pictured a great teenage life for myself, yeah I knew I'd go through challenges but not with self harm, ed, sui or depression. I hv an idea of how everyone here is feeling, and please guys let's not lose hope. Let's hang in there. Sounds cliche but believe or not, it's possible to recover from all this. Happiness is possible...U just hve to keep fighting for it
Dance Academy, Run (short film), neon demon, sharing the secret, skins, Bates motel, gossip girl, Red Band Society, my mad fat diary, to the bone, feed ... those are the only ones I can recall from the video (a lot of them are from short films though)
I watch ED videos when I have the most urge to restrict because for me it's a reminder how hard it is, how lonely it was, how *cold* I always felt, and those are things I do not miss but even still I miss parts of the way things were before my ED became so apparent, and all of the beliefs I'd grown to trust would protect me, like(TW warning): If I get full on the first half portion of my meal (being protein and vegetable) then I really don't need the rest otherwise I wouldn't feel so full. It made sense to me. Problem is, some days - it still does.
Yeah I'm trying to recover from anorexia again because I have to its a life or death matter and sometimes I feel like there's no point and its just pointless and i don't have any strength
i have gotten used to the hunger, it’s starting to get really hard to eat anything without feeling like i ate too much even if i have had a cup if tea or just gum. this is a fucking hellhole.
you know i never thought i was gonna be the 13 year old with cuts on her wrist and a failed suicide attempt, i never thought i would constantly think about working out and how to cover the sounds of my puking. i thought i was gonna be happy after getting away from my abusive father with my twin sister and mother, but instead i wasn’t, i used to be so confident what happened? middle school? was it my best friends leaving me? who am i fighting? wait maybe it’s myself....
Amazing video really well made, I was wondering who my girl is and where from at 0:11 as I see her a lot in these type of videos and can never find out where she’s from
I always feel alone in this, especially right now and you posted this just in time. Seeing comments on this- I know I’m not the only one going through this. Another great video. Hope you’re okay💗
we see “overweight” people and laugh at them saying they got themselves in that situation. we see an anorexic person and hope they get better. but at the end of the day they are both down to the brain. and we just don’t get that
Meagan Cook not sure about 0:34? but 0:38 is Cassie from Skins and it’s the last season and the episode is called Pure. also Skins is my absolute favourite show ever. only the Uk version tho.. it’s on netflix if u have that. take care and please be safe!! xx
Kim . . Hello that’s Kat from Dance Academy that show had two people with eating disorders Abigail who had anorexia and Kat who’s in that clip who had bulimia I hope that helps I do believe you can find the show on UA-cam full episodes as well if I remember correctly
well hey hunny ur now putting music these things amd u beem fpcusing pn the eatong didorders not the cutting so at least ur leaving one of my dispordets alone i liked this thanks
My intension is never to glamorous it, I know it’s a terrible disease, I’ve been through it myself, I just wish ppl would watch this with the write mind and I know not everyone do so I apologizes for that. Srly the last thing I want is to trigger anyone believe me!
When I was a little girl, I never thought I'd ever live like this....depressed. I never thought I'd be the "1in a hundred" or whatever the stats are. I always pictured a great teenage life for myself, yeah I knew I'd go through challenges but not with self harm, ed, sui or depression. I hv an idea of how everyone here is feeling, and please guys let's not lose hope. Let's hang in there. Sounds cliche but believe or not, it's possible to recover from all this. Happiness is possible...U just hve to keep fighting for it
Ah me too. I was a fat happy kid now I'm a starving depressed kid, we'll get through this xx
another emotional masterpiece
My two favorite youtubers
Dance Academy, Run (short film), neon demon, sharing the secret, skins, Bates motel, gossip girl, Red Band Society, my mad fat diary, to the bone, feed ... those are the only ones I can recall from the video (a lot of them are from short films though)
skam!!
which was the one with the guy? It's so rare to see male eating disorders portrayed!!
grey thank you sm!!
Hollyoaks did a short run with male eating disorder. Wasn't brilliant but not the worst it could have been. Jason was the character's name.
Liz G oh interesting, I wouldn't have expected that, thanks!
Faith Jones you should watch to the bone on Netflix it is really good and it’s not all girl actors and it’s more than one eating disorder
I watch ED videos when I have the most urge to restrict because for me it's a reminder how hard it is, how lonely it was, how *cold* I always felt, and those are things I do not miss but even still I miss parts of the way things were before my ED became so apparent, and all of the beliefs I'd grown to trust would protect me, like(TW warning): If I get full on the first half portion of my meal (being protein and vegetable) then I really don't need the rest otherwise I wouldn't feel so full. It made sense to me. Problem is, some days - it still does.
i love this video. the song somehow describes the feeling of my ed tbh
so so good
This song... the vid... I've never related to something that much
i love this + i love you for sharing something that means so much to you. i feel like I've just entered your world. beautiful work
Binged and I really wanna die rn
I have anorexia, and I feel so invalid, it's like, "only when I pass out after many days without eating" I'm gonna feel valid
Same
@@rxttingcxrpse2434 That hasn't happened yet, now I'm struggling with depression and anxiety and fucking BED ughh, hope you're ok
You're so talented! Really well done
I was looking for this for so long #ITSBACK
this is just so beautiful, it's a masterpiece
is it bad that i watch these for motivation..
Same here :(
@Veronica Ironica here is 5
I try
Me too to motivate me to not eat or to skip the next meal
Same
This is so good omg and relatable :(
Yeah I'm trying to recover from anorexia again because I have to its a life or death matter and sometimes I feel like there's no point and its just pointless and i don't have any strength
Kimbeley Hutton hi! It’s been a while how are ya doing 💗
Hey, same here you're not alone, how r u?
Neon demon really is one of your favorites right xp? Beautiful edit!
i have gotten used to the hunger, it’s starting to get really hard to eat anything without feeling like i ate too much even if i have had a cup if tea or just gum. this is a fucking hellhole.
i told myself i wouldn’t be here. but here i am
I told myself "only today", "I'll stop" "I have control", now instead of bulimia, I also have anorexia :(((,, how ya doing tho??
nothing stops this pain. Nearly three years of the shit. When will it end?
When it ends me...? ~ J.
This is so good! Please do more on eating disorders!!!
you know i never thought i was gonna be the 13 year old with cuts on her wrist and a failed suicide attempt, i never thought i would constantly think about working out and how to cover the sounds of my puking. i thought i was gonna be happy after getting away from my abusive father with my twin sister and mother, but instead i wasn’t, i used to be so confident what happened? middle school? was it my best friends leaving me? who am i fighting? wait maybe it’s myself....
This is so good!
speechless
I relate too much 🥺😥😭
Amazing video really well made,
I was wondering who my girl is and where from at 0:11 as I see her a lot in these type of videos and can never find out where she’s from
The neon demon, it's a movie
melissa tovar Oh thank you
Oh my god.
0:13???
I always feel alone in this, especially right now and you posted this just in time. Seeing comments on this- I know I’m not the only one going through this. Another great video. Hope you’re okay💗
jeweledits Are you doing alright? You’re never alone, okay? We love you ❤️
Baron de Mosquito I’m doing alright! Thank you. I’m in treatment again but it’s all worth the life ahead, remember that 💞
we see “overweight” people and laugh at them saying they got themselves in that situation. we see an anorexic person and hope they get better. but at the end of the day they are both down to the brain. and we just don’t get that
Alguien me podía decir la película o serie del minuto 0:07 la de la niña porfavor se lo agradecería 💜
Abril Bon la película es "my skinny sister"
@@inkedsoul6489 oh muchísimas gracias tenía muchas ganas de verlas así que corro a verla.
What is 1:08-1:09 from?
What shows are all?
I know some films ab eating disorders
0:14 what show or movie is that? And is 0:14 and 0:29 the same person? I badly need to watch it like fr please tell me ASAP
It's a short film called Run
Lexi G. Thank you
Lexi G. Thanks very much fr
This ❤️💔
What song is this? Its not in the description...
heyitsyogirlb void - the neighbourhood
0:13 first time I see a man on those ind of videos! Where does it come from?
Svéa S from what i’ve read it’s a short film on youtube called Run
take care and be safe please!!
xx
What's the movie where the girl points the gun at herself
lemme freak its a tv show called bates motel
Which film at 1:46?
what movie/serie is? 0:13
El chico invisible XY
It's Run (short film)
ua-cam.com/video/wa6YYjUsrNo/v-deo.html
Soukaina Tangeroise ohh thank u 💛
1:25 ..what show or movie is this plis tell me ?
Sharing the secret
Which movie with the skinny Boy?
Fill the void with food
0:13 which movie please ?
ethan ob short film on UA-cam. Search for eating disorder short film, maybe it’s called run, actually I think it it :))
0:34 what show? or movie?
and 0:38?
Meagan Cook not sure about 0:34?
but 0:38 is Cassie from Skins and it’s the last season and the episode is called Pure.
also Skins is my absolute favourite show ever. only the Uk version tho..
it’s on netflix if u have that.
take care and please be safe!!
xx
@@sleepy.dreamer Thanks you
Meagan Cook ughhh yesss,, so good😩😍😂💕💕
the girl in red were is from?
does anybody know what 1:06 is from
skins
00:13 from what movie?
It's a short film called Run
Lexi G. Thanks
The boy opening the fridge. Can someone please tell me from where?
Run, I think
0:13 which movie?????
thanks (:
I like this song. What's it called?
Aqeelah Ally Void by The Neighborhood
0:05 ?
Kim . . Hello that’s Kat from Dance Academy that show had two people with eating disorders Abigail who had anorexia and Kat who’s in that clip who had bulimia I hope that helps I do believe you can find the show on UA-cam full episodes as well if I remember correctly
Dance Academy
Dance Academy, episode 3 (I think 1 and 2)
💞💞❤️💕
the name of them plz❤
Bulimia is not fun when I Putin Florida I used to come makeup on my knuckles because when other so yeah.
Same
You're beautiful just the way you are
What is 1:00 from?she's gorgeous
Sorcha skins
@@l.mia243 thank you much
well hey hunny ur now putting music these things amd u beem fpcusing pn the eatong didorders not the cutting so at least ur leaving one of my dispordets alone i liked this thanks
who's the girl in front of the mirror witht the red top?
🤩
What’s the show or movie where the girl passed out in her school hallway?? She has long brown hair????
Sierra Johnston sharing the secret
My frend eat vodi-_-
#pro Ana ♥️
Thanks for showing a boy
I tried.. but here i am again FUCK
I hate the scale
Stop glamourizing eating disorders. It’s not beautiful and it never will be
My intension is never to glamorous it, I know it’s a terrible disease, I’ve been through it myself, I just wish ppl would watch this with the write mind and I know not everyone do so I apologizes for that. Srly the last thing I want is to trigger anyone believe me!
00:04?
Kat from Dance Academy
please be safe and take care!!
xx
@@sleepy.dreamer thank you 💞