I cannot imagine how hard that must have been to perform and not break down sobbing. Amazing song, terrific performance from a very special young woman.
Your brother was lucky to have you all to love him and let him know how much he's loved from you. So many struggle with the same thoughts without people to love them. Bless you!! Beautiful talent
That is the best original song I have heard on a performance show! And it will touch so many families. My heart breaks for anyone who doesn't think they are worthy-they are!!
Oh my goodness this song had me in tears my little brother took his own life just over a year ago so this touched me you have an amazing talent sweetie!
Peace unto you and the brother murdered. I was in tears, too, because I had fought the fight and never tried to end it. I'm 60 years old. Life is hard, but my motto has always been get up or give up.
I think it takes great courage to expose your pain like she did. It touched a lot of people in the audience (at home too). In a competition that is often superficial, formulaic, and manufactured, it was a game changer. I hope that she does get a record deal out of this. She damned well deserves a shot.
This song brought tears to my eyes. My son is 23 and suffers from depression. His mom and I split up permanently 10 years ago. He acted and talked like he understood it and handled it well. Now, looking back, I'm thinking he just felt as if he didn't have a choice , but to accept it. It wasn't right...he never should have had to endure the pain a child feels when the two people they love most in this world part ways and their life is forever changed. Not long after his mom and I split up, she moved 2500 miles away down to Texas. He lives with me and visits his mom for about a month at a time, once or twice a year. I love him to death, but am wracked with sadness, guilt and regret for my role and I wonder what it will take for him to find the joy he deserves in this life. It just breaks my heart and this song speaks to me. He has no idea how much I love him and need him in my life.
Too many youth are exposed to societal pressures that push them into corners where they sense no escape. Blessings to all who have had a loss from such
I knew and said many times that this year AI has the best year ever for talent . Haven just changed my pick for winning. When I heard this on the show I was blown away. This girl is the real deal .
She brought tears to me my sons father just died my son told me the wrong parent died that broke my heart I was having stupid thoughts but she just opened my eyes. Thank u sweetheart your a beautiful singer and song writer and u saved another life
If the lyrics don't affect you and make you cry, then you have no compassion or kindness or love in your heart. She made the audience and me feel the lyrics to the song. This young lady will be a songwriter singer connect future
The best performance I've ever seen on American Idol. My son went to Rossview High in Clarksville, TN. We basically raised him and my younger son there. This song hit home for him.
She definitely has a lot of talent. I'm glad she has found her own music to help her through some very dark days, which is exactly what music can do. Great job! She has made her family proud, too. Everyone gets to heal together!
Had me crying hard! Lost my only brother, my only sibiling in 2004 from an accidental overdose of Elavil...he couldn't urinate so the medicine built up in his system and killed him! I still need him to this day and luckily I still feel his presence around me when I need him the most!
I lived through her biggest fear, I can still hear my moms screams when the police called about my brother committing suicide. Mom is gone, but I can still hear her screams in my head. Before you commit suicide just imagine how the people who love you will feel. reach get help.
It really tore my apart too It brought back I’ve but life can be painful but it can be better I understand now but Jesus Christ is with you every day and night no matter what because that is how i feel about what i am hearing this song I still need you is the most beautiful song 🎵
Such a talented song writer. Just sucks she had to write about something so important in her life. Hope her brother gets it all together for his families sake and his own.
Beautiful the most perfect song ever created my mother committed suicide I wish someone could have convinced her to stay❤ Good for you sweetie your an angel!
Dont use the words such as Holy or crap because God is very clean and holy. No such words should express God in that way. Crap the worst word. Choose words such as astonishing, awesome, wonderful, great. You abuse God. God is blameless and wholesome and unique and pure.😊
I lost of my brother aged 39 almost 4 years ago and my other brother 9 months later aged 33 then 4 months later my stepdad passed then 6 months later my aunty passed away then 3 months later i lost my uncle these these 4 years have been so hard for me and my family ...CHEERISH EVERY MOMENT YOU CAN HAVE WITH FAMILY AND FREINDS❤️🩹 ❤❤❤
I cannot imagine how hard that must have been to perform and not break down sobbing. Amazing song, terrific performance from a very special young woman.
That tore me up….brought back pain I’ve carried for 64 yrs…..life’s painful and only LOVE HEALS YOU ! Love you Jesus !
Praise The Lord Jesus Christ!
You are brave and God loves you no matter what 🙏💜
Your brother was lucky to have you all to love him and let him know how much he's loved from you. So many struggle with the same thoughts without people to love them. Bless you!! Beautiful talent
That is the best original song I have heard on a performance show! And it will touch so many families. My heart breaks for anyone who doesn't think they are worthy-they are!!
Oh my goodness this song had me in tears my little brother took his own life just over a year ago so this touched me you have an amazing talent sweetie!
I'm sorry for your loss. It touched me as well. My brother was murdered.
I'm sorry for your loss as well 😔
@@hayleymariemillsI am So Very Sorry. How HORRIBLE!! I HOPE THEY GOT THE PERSON THAT DID IT, and LOCKED Him/Her Up Forever.
Peace unto you and the brother murdered. I was in tears, too, because I had fought the fight and never tried to end it. I'm 60 years old. Life is hard, but my motto has always been get up or give up.
I think it takes great courage to expose your pain like she did. It touched a lot of people in the audience (at home too). In a competition that is often superficial, formulaic, and manufactured, it was a game changer. I hope that she does get a record deal out of this. She damned well deserves a shot.
So glad her brother's doing better.❤🙏🏽❤️
Wow!...what an Awesome sister, to write & sing a beautiful song for her brother! Amazing!
This song brought tears to my eyes. My son is 23 and suffers from depression. His mom and I split up permanently 10 years ago. He acted and talked like he understood it and handled it well. Now, looking back, I'm thinking he just felt as if he didn't have a choice , but to accept it. It wasn't right...he never should have had to endure the pain a child feels when the two people they love most in this world part ways and their life is forever changed. Not long after his mom and I split up, she moved 2500 miles away down to Texas. He lives with me and visits his mom for about a month at a time, once or twice a year. I love him to death, but am wracked with sadness, guilt and regret for my role and I wonder what it will take for him to find the joy he deserves in this life. It just breaks my heart and this song speaks to me. He has no idea how much I love him and need him in my life.
Tell him that... ALL of it!!! And tell him OFTEN! 🙏 ❤
Your love is beautiful.
Talk to him. People, kids of divorce, are resilient. He will always remember how you love him. Tell him and spend time doing things he enjoys.
Too many youth are exposed to societal pressures that push them into corners where they sense no escape. Blessings to all who have had a loss from such
WOOOOW THAT WENT STRAIT TO THE HEART AND EYES JESUS THAT WAS EMOTIONEL LOVE FROM DENMARK
this girl is INCREDIBLE! the talent in her songwriting and her voice WOW! she is going places for sure ✨
Musically-gifted young-girl, whose love for brother, moved-her to lyrical-score. 🎶
I knew and said many times that this year AI has the best year ever for talent . Haven just changed my pick for winning. When I heard this on the show I was blown away. This girl is the real deal .
That had me in tears. Beautiful song
She brought tears to me my sons father just died my son told me the wrong parent died that broke my heart I was having stupid thoughts but she just opened my eyes. Thank u sweetheart your a beautiful singer and song writer and u saved another life
That broke me.
Amazing performance!
WOW what an amazing writer Singer God's BLESSED
Oh my goodness what an amazing songwriter and singer.
Out of all the performances that season from Tongi and everyone else. This one I never forget
she moved me to tears
The real winner of last years idol
💗❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Lucky brother, lucky family! Love is Brighting around! Her voice is powerful her love is inspiring her music is just so beautiful!
This was just beautiful. Goosebumps 🥹
She is amazing ! Glad her brother is on the mend
If the lyrics don't affect you and make you cry, then you have no compassion or kindness or love in your heart. She made the audience and me feel the lyrics to the song. This young lady will be a songwriter singer connect future
The best performance I've ever seen on American Idol. My son went to Rossview High in Clarksville, TN. We basically raised him and my younger son there. This song hit home for him.
That's some glorious writing. Extraordinary.
Very nice performance and songwriting. For sure.
As a songwriter myself… respect.
This song validated my feelings so much and helped me heal.
She definitely has a lot of talent. I'm glad she has found her own music to help her through some very dark days, which is exactly what music can do. Great job! She has made her family proud, too. Everyone gets to heal together!
Had me crying hard! Lost my only brother, my only sibiling in 2004 from an accidental overdose of Elavil...he couldn't urinate so the medicine built up in his system and killed him! I still need him to this day and luckily I still feel his presence around me when I need him the most!
All my love to you and your family ❤❤❤
Loved her singing
So touching and beautiful!!
Wow. Just wow.
Wow. Speechless. Bravo.
Incredible.
Great song!😊
❤❤❤You are your brothers guiding light and amazing gift thank you love so real❤❤❤
Man this song ❤😢beautiful
in the 60's and 70's the greats like joan biaz, crosby stills nash, people who wrote their own songs and sang them. I hope that era is coming back.
Well done young lady
I lived through her biggest fear, I can still hear my moms screams when the police called about my brother committing suicide. Mom is gone, but I can still hear her screams in my head. Before you commit suicide just imagine how the people who love you will feel. reach get help.
And as a mother that fought that feeling her whole life-, and struggled to keep her war hero alive without booze or pills, I am totally 💔 hearbroken
Amazing voice wow that is Good
Like this song
It really tore my apart too
It brought back I’ve but life can be painful but it can be better
I understand now but Jesus Christ is with you every day and night no matter what because that is how i feel about what i am hearing this song I still need you is the most beautiful song 🎵
❤❤❤. So good
Haven is amazing and should of been top 5 or better
Masterpiece ❤
0:46 Cool Dallas shirt
So cute
Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful 💜💜💜💜🥲😇😇
I thank God every day that I don't suffer from depression.
Oh my God
BEST SO FAST.THIS IT WAS SO TURE ...😢🎉
Such a beautiful song. I lost a friend to su*cide two days ago. 😢
❤❤❤
Theme Song for Suicide Prevention
Such a talented song writer. Just sucks she had to write about something so important in her life. Hope her brother gets it all together for his families sake and his own.
She can be the next Taylor Swift if she continues to write and sing like this
🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️❤️💯💯💯💯
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
👌🎶🎶🎶💖
Wonderful! Whatever happened to this young star?
Is there a complete version on line? with the judges votes ? I searched but did not find it
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Beautiful the most perfect song ever created my mother committed suicide I wish someone could have convinced her to stay❤ Good for you sweetie your an angel!
should have won!
Geen enkel muziek mij aan huilen gekregen deze wel
the next taylor swift, I hope.
Does her brother still at life?
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Better than any of the trash on the radio
Mon Rogaine ne fonctionne pas et il a un drôle de goût
Dont use the words such as Holy or crap because God is very clean and holy. No such words should express God in that way. Crap the worst word. Choose words such as astonishing, awesome, wonderful, great. You abuse God. God is blameless and wholesome and unique and pure.😊
Good songwriter but not that good of a vocalist
Gay
sad, GOD has been removed and I see what WE GOT IN TRADE... LOST KIDS FOR SURE
I lost of my brother aged 39 almost 4 years ago and my other brother 9 months later aged 33 then 4 months later my stepdad passed then 6 months later my aunty passed away then 3 months later i lost my uncle these these 4 years have been so hard for me and my family ...CHEERISH EVERY MOMENT YOU CAN HAVE WITH FAMILY AND FREINDS❤️🩹 ❤❤❤