I was just ranting at God and Holy spirit for better living condition. My ego is crazy loud telling me i am a crappy spiritual student cuz I cannot even provide basic shelter for myself. My ego is an embodiment of the anti-christ...thankfully it shuts up when I don't react, giving itself away.
I don’t practice to gain powers. I don’t want to die to God while I am alive. I allow God inside but I am here too. Because I have this human body it is a gift from God and means I am supposed to be here in this light with this God light inside me. To bring it to my family. To bring it to the people. When it’s my time then I will go to God. But I am here now. It’s not the dark arts. My ego is not egotistical it is a structure that allows me to be here. Being egotistical and having an ego are two different things.
The point is to die into God while you are alive, so God can shine through the human portal into this world. If you hold on to the ego, a certain depth cannot be realized. To die into God means to remove all obstruction, which are coming from the believe to be a person, so God can reach through the human form to uplift this reality. When you believe that you need to keep personhood for this, then a certain depth cannot be reached. The closer we get to the light the more subtle selfishness becomes in order to survive. It will hide behind the idea of virtues which are really rationalizations. "Selfhishness" is the believe in separation. And in order to realize God, separateness needs to die. Separateness is the fear of death which is ultimately the fear of God.
Very powerful message. Thank you for reminding us and for explaining so clearly. It cannot be misunderstood.
Present well recieved.
I was just ranting at God and Holy spirit for better living condition. My ego is crazy loud telling me i am a crappy spiritual student cuz I cannot even provide basic shelter for myself. My ego is an embodiment of the anti-christ...thankfully it shuts up when I don't react, giving itself away.
❤🐈⬛ good day julian
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I don’t practice to gain powers. I don’t want to die to God while I am alive. I allow God inside but I am here too. Because I have this human body it is a gift from God and means I am supposed to be here in this light with this God light inside me. To bring it to my family. To bring it to the people. When it’s my time then I will go to God. But I am here now. It’s not the dark arts. My ego is not egotistical it is a structure that allows me to be here. Being egotistical and having an ego are two different things.
The point is to die into God while you are alive, so God can shine through the human portal into this world. If you hold on to the ego, a certain depth cannot be realized. To die into God means to remove all obstruction, which are coming from the believe to be a person, so God can reach through the human form to uplift this reality. When you believe that you need to keep personhood for this, then a certain depth cannot be reached. The closer we get to the light the more subtle selfishness becomes in order to survive. It will hide behind the idea of virtues which are really rationalizations. "Selfhishness" is the believe in separation. And in order to realize God, separateness needs to die. Separateness is the fear of death which is ultimately the fear of God.