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i have a crush on my best friend, let's call her Fiona, we know each other for 2-3 years now. i have another best friend, let's call her Zoey. so, me and Zoey know each other for only one year. she's one of those mean girl type and I'm more of a stupid but fun to be around girl. one day, we were talking and joke around like what a normal best friend would do. then she suddenly ask me do i have a crush and who is it (I'm a lesbian but haven't told anyone about this yet) we know each other, we trust each other (or at least i do at that time) so i told her that I'm a lesbian and that i have a crush on Fiona (The look on her face is obvious that she expect me to be straight) and i also told her not to tell anyone, she did agreed and even promise to keep her mouth shut. a few day later, i saw her talking to Fiona (She doesn't really like Fiona because she's not one of those judgmental girl) i was surprise but also glad that the two finally talk with each other and maybe we could be best friends, but then i heard Zoey telling Fiona that i have a crush on her (Fiona is straight btw) i was mad and pull Zoey aside to confront her but she just act casual about it then start insulting me and bodyshaming me (I was a bit overweight) i was heartbroken and angry, then we got into a huge argument after that. we didn't talk for months then she apologizes to me and i honestly felt so stupid to forgive her. i don't have many friend at that time. Zoey didn't change, in fact, she told everyone about my sexuality and everyone started to team up with Zoey and insult me, bodyshaming me and call me names. eventually, i told all the teachers and even the principle about Zoey's behavior (I also told my family and they were so pissed off that they went to the school and convince the principle to call Zoey's parent and told them to come to school. her parent apologize to me and made Zoey and all the bullies who bullied me to apologize or they'll get kick out, they all got suspended afterward and i change school. i heard from Fiona that Zoey's parent took her phone away and become stricter to her)
How you tolerated all that behaviour is truly beyond me. I will burn the world to get even with anyone, and I’ve always been that way,,, No one was willing to mess in the middle of that.
I'm glad u stayed strong through that I would like to say that I will be here for u if u ever need to vent and if not just know I support u as a person (from a fellow lesbian)
Never tell someone something that you're not willing to allow anyone to know. I know that's difficult, because you want to be able to share things with people and you want to trust them, but unfortunately, ESPECIALLY as someone as young as you are, you need to cling to that. Having been heavily bullied as a kid and preteen (not for being a lesbian, just for existing), it taught me this well. I began to run tests. I would give information to someone that wasn't true, and just see what they would do with it. 9 times out of 10, it ended up with a lot more people than them. It doesn't stop when you become an adult, either. Be careful who share your secrets to, and make sure that you're okay if that secret gets out. Even if you'd prefer it to be secret still, obviously, make sure you are braced and accept that it could very well end up passed around, and react accordingly. I hope you get along well now, kiddo.
Same. I just don't confess because for some reason, the guys the i actually liked already like someone else. ( I'm the kind of girl that is friends with almost all the guys in the class coz of my boyish personality but I'm straight) They would go to me for advice on how to woo their crushes since as they said "I'm a girl and i should know what other girls love even though we're not similar" and... yeah. I help them get theirs, while not getting mine.
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
"Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it" Why the hell would i hide a mask? A mask is literally supposed to hide your face. It's meant to be shown to everyone instead of your face. It's it only purpose. And that's what people do. Your face is a mask. It changes according to what you want other people to see. Untill it doesn't and you're overwhelmed with your emotions so... Your face is a mask. Break it. *SHOW PEOPLE HOW TRULY BEAUTIFUL IT IS!* Thoose who appreciate It's beauty will stay. The rest can go to hell : )
If your loved one betrayed/replaced you, this is for you: Unfortunately it will hurt A LOT, specially if they replaced you for someone that brings up all your insecurities. For me she was older, blonde, already a doctor (I'm a med student), it felt like hell. But eventually you will notice that if your loved one actually cared, they wouldn't put you through this situation.The truth is that usually they don't care about you or the other one, they care about theirselves and what it's more fitting for them. Someone who actually loves you will never make you feel the necessity of proving your self value, they are just narcissists. It will become even more clearer when you start seing other people in your own time, you will see that there are plenty of other humans that are willing to recognize the wonderful being you are. It may feel like you will never get through it, but you 100% will, I'm rooting for you.
my parents divorced when i was 3 years old lead to my father abusive behavior, i grow up with my mom's family side that hated me because i look like my dad, and whenever i see a happy dad with his son i feel goosebumps on my skin, and whenever a older guy try to talk to me i cant help but sense my father manipulative aura around all of them
same at "i grow up with my mom's family side that hated me" The solution is to ignore them, and if you live with them (it happened to me but now it end), well, it's a big problem, but it's okay. Stay in your room and invite your friends and play (if u have no friends i can be yours) :)
She may have hurt me, but I was the one who didn’t speak up. The one who lied to her so she wouldn’t hurt herself. I didn’t communicate to her how uncomfortable our friendship was. It seemed normal then, to support her, but at some point she didn’t see me as a therapist, she saw me as a savior. Her savior. Something I’m not, something I can’t be. Her poor mental health was contagious, and while I tried to find her a cure, she couldn’t bother to even try, be responsible for her own problems. That was probably when I started getting impatient, resentful. I bottled my feelings of annoyance with her, every time she came crawling back crying about how she needed me, wanted me to love her. And that’s when my feelings changed into anger. How could she not respect my boundaries when I tell her I don’t like girls. She of all people should know the meaning of consent, she experienced it first hand. Then one day I no longer could contain my feelings, overcome with wrath I began to seek revenge and did some things I’m not proud of. To this day she still doesn’t know it was me. I was the one who carved out the bird’s eye. She didn’t betray me I betrayed her.
When you know that you never have a chance with them. I tried. I honestly tried. I tried so hard. But what did I get? An insult. A reality punch to the gut. Why was I so stupid? I knew he was way out of my league. Yet I still tried, I tried and tried. Getting closer and closer, until he asked for help. I asked with what, and he said asking out my best friend...So I helped him...and watched as he drifted away, with her, the perfect pretty princess...sometimes I wish I wasn't born the way I was just for him to notice me...sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen so hard from grace for him...why did he have to rip my heart out? Threw me out once he knew that I wasn't of use to him. Got to her. No need for me anymore.
when i was 11 i met a girl, we'll call her Lisa, and we became fast friends. well she's one of those judgemental bitches and started picking on me and telling me she was the only reason i had other friends. keep in mind i considered her to be my best friend at the time because of this. Well, we get to ages 16 (me) and 18 (Lisa) and i finally had enough, blcoked her, and cried for a couple of weeks because when i told her how i felt she started calling me names. Fast forward to a year later, i reach out to try and smooth things over and be the better person, explain why i blocked her and how she made me feel for all those years. What does she do? calls me the bully, tells me i'm why she almost unalived herself even though i talked her down from the metaphorical ledge and was always there for her when she was sad or angry or hurt. but the one time i said i was depressed and wanted to unalive myself she disregarded me and told her boyfriend of the time to threaten to r@p3 me and then laughed when i told her about it. long story short, i'm now happily without her in my life with a supportive boyfriend i plan on marrying and a handful of real friends completely unrelated to her.
My best friend decided to tell me he never liked me in the first place after knowing I loved him for 3 years. He has a new crush and said "I never felt this close to anyone before."
@@yakuinfiprfgamer7025 cruel? are you dumb? the guys cruel because he didnt like @zekkay? and thats also @zekkay 's fault for not confessing to the guy when she first liked him
same! What? I had confessed to loving someone once, admitted to that love. In the same amount of years later, I was told they only were saying that they "love me" to make me feel better about myself and that they never did 😆
My story isn't about heartbreak from a love or a crush or even a soulmate, just a friend, but he was someone i trusted more than i trusted myself, i was silly to do that, put faith in friends so much more than they had earned, i trusted him, he broke that trust, he hurt me, but i got over it, i had the worst year of my life, even with my other friends and school try to cheer me up, even with the trips, i got to go on, even with all the fun i had, it all had what he did to me in the backdrop, he was all i could think about when my thoughts were unoccupied, he was the eyes i viewed myself through, the physical representative of my weakness, but i got through that shitty year long half year, i graduated and suddenly the fear was gone, i got into my dream school and the tears dried completely, so close to gone, but they're back, im 2 week from moving in for classes and we're right back on that sidewalk, im just as afraid again, just as broken, i thought i was done writing long paragraphs at night in tears, why cant i be done, why hasnt he let go, why has one event marked me so deeply, i promise ive been through worse, why does 15 seconds of pain seem to last a lifetime, i want him to let go, i want to feel okay again, i was starting to feel okay again, so why are the tears back
My "friend" left me all alone for a man. And she said, "Are you jealous of me? Dont you want my happiness?" "No, I'm not. We have an exam. We have to study this year. I'm just worried about you." I said. She didnt care about my opinions. And I stopped being friends with her. She apologized but I didnt forgive her.
I tried so hard to get into my dream university, that was literally the only thing I wanted but I couldn't get in. It took me alot of courage to want something for me and work for it for it to result into this. I feel completely betrayed by life.
So yeah i have friend that i have a crush on. Sadly he said he cant trust girls anymore in a romantic way. Even though im 1 year older then him he always says I'm so unmature and i love and emphasized with everything. He told me"You won't be happy in life bcs you don't even sit in chair that looks sad to you" .He told if i catch even the slightest crush on him i should block him immediately. He told me "i wouldn't deserve your love"but my heart doesn't listen. I'm so heartbroken bcs he doesn't even love himself. He says he has the biggest ego but he uses ego to protect himself 😐😭 and i felt like writing this here bcs i can't explain it to anyone
I can relate to what hes saying, I have a simular mindset and I'd probably tell the same thing to someone who did like me and obviously this isn't completely applicable to your situation but I'd keep going for it, even if he says he doesn't deserve it that doesn't mean he doesn't want it, don't put it all on him at once and if he does reject you, do try to still be his friend
@@BingleDonge we are still friends but as from i heard from his friend he tries to put distance betwen us bcs even though we like each other he doesn't think we r a good match 😔 thank you for your advice 🩷🤍
When I was 5 I found out my parents were expecting a child, obviously I was excited. Time skip to the time of his birth he came out with heart problems. I told myself, that’s okay I can be a big sibling to them. They spent about 5 months in the hospital. When they came out my parents barely paid attention to me. They mostly always spent time with the baby. I was like okay, that’s fine, they have to take them, it’s logical. Right? So I kept telling myself that. Yet I came to the conclusion I was not liked very much. I’m a great student. I keep my grades up and all. Always A’s and never below. I became like that because I wanted attention from my parents. Yet it never seemed to work. So what I did was I kept joining stuff, getting at least 3 awards in each assembly I got so that they could pay attention to me. It worked, for a while. Once I got a B in my report card. I got yelled at by my mother saying that I shouldn’t have a B and that it should be an A. Whenever I mention this to her though, she says it’s not true and that I don’t have to try too much. Yet I still get in trouble when there is a B in my report cards. My brother came out to be pampered. He got spoiled like heck. I was taught that stuff i want are earned, yet whenever my brother wants something they tell him yes, but say no to me. I grew up to be a shut off and insecure because my mother used to, and still tells me I’m fat and u should slim up. Whenever they mention going to a gym my moms says to take me so I can lose weight. I cry very easily. If you yell at me for whatever reason I will cry. It’s not like I want to, trust I hide my emotions a lot. But sometimes I just can’t contain it. Yeah my parents realized what they were doing and payed more attention to me, but some stuff are still there, along with the effects it took on me.
look that's actually pretty fucked but hear me out you don't need your parents attention there will always be something in your heart craving attention from ur parents but just try to kind of understand that no matter what u do u will never be enough for the wrong people who don't feel that u are equal to ur sibling. You have to understand and forgive them and start loving yourself YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF YOU HAVE TO BE THERE FOR YOURSELF fill all the craving for their love with your own love. LOVE YOURSELF FOR EVERYTHING ABSOLUTELY EVERY NORMAL THINGGG and if there's smth bad in u that u don't like just accept it and improve it but that's not the point the point is that u don't need love from anyone but YOU. u are enough for urself and if you don't take care of YOURSELF I might have to pull up at your house ( that's kind of threatening but sorry lmao )
Sometimes it’s not what you do, my dear. Sometimes you can be the best for someone else, make yourself strong for them, be the best friend/boufriend to them. But people are stupid and driven by instict and selfishness. So don’t take the blame for others not seeing who you are and eho you are trying to be for them. You did your best and that’s is all that matters
My mother betrayed me every day of my life, she made sure I knew how miserable my existance made her, how wrong I was and I spend my whole life trying to be whatever she wanted, she needed me to be and it turns out that was everything from a best friend to a therapist to a punchingbag to a mother. I was a kid. When I stared burning out and my mental health was deteriorating she was only ever angry with me for not being able to preform my roles for her. She would just sigh and yell and silent treatment, she layed the groundwork for my eating disorder and made it worse throughout. She never cared about my feelingsa nd i always knew that but I still layed it all on the line for the magical posibility that maybe if I did everything to make her understand, to make her see then she would finally try to see me, try to make things just a little easier but I did and she didn't. Of course she didn't. That was the ultimate conformation for me, the ultimate betrayal. It might sound dramatic but i gave everything for her, my happiness, all my time, energy, my whole identity and sense if self worth, i have it all up for her, for her happiness, to meet her demands and it was never enough and when i broke under the pressure it was just another faliure on my part, just and thing for her to have to deal with. So I left. She probably feels like I betrayed her by leaving but to be she betrayed be every day of my choldhood and when I tried to make it work, tried to go the distance to make our relationship possible for me without breaking completely she couldn't even look at me. I told her exactly what she had to do for it to work, I told her all she had to do was lisen, was look at me and was to try, to try to hear what I was saying but she couldn't. I feel so betrayed by her dismissal of my entire experience all of my feelings and her rejection if me entirely. It all woke me up to just how messed up our relationship really was, how unfair it really was. I was just a kid. Vampire Empire really hits for me. She still wants me back because this looks bad. She hasn't told anyone even though it's been a while now. She still tired to force contact with me even after I tried to cut it. She still wants me to be her little puppet and she knows exactly what to say to make me fele like the worst person in the world, to make me feel guilty and like I've betrayed her.
I'm so sorry abt what u have gone through. I know it must have been a difficult decision to leave but I swear , this was 4 the better. She failed as a mother, what she did was unacceptable and just cruel. She doesn't deserve u. Don't stick with people who are like that. She might be your biological mother but thats it. It's takes effort to become a good mother, it's not only just the same blood. My mom is also not very supportive of me due a lot of reasons but I swear she tries her best. Your mom did not. Ik, she has caused u so much truama but some people are like that. No-one came change them. I hope u are doing well and are in a better place that b4
It's hurt to see your close friends starting ignoring you...started lefting you out. well, they were always a bit like this from the beginning. we are a trio but as always there's always a duo in a trio. I was always left out and ignore.. sometimes I didn't even knew what's going on between them or talking... it hurts.. now they are like just talked me for few moments only if they need and.. ignore me as if we don't know each others. I was so hurt because of it that I cried for days... I'm attached with them and it's my fault I think...still they are ignoring me.. I thought to myself for confront them about it, but I just don't have the courage.
i want everyone to remember that as much as we aren't entitled to someone's love, they shouldn't be entitled to step all over you - specially knowing how much you care. if you loved someone, would you treat them that way? find someone who would treat you with the same tenderness you held your feelings.
What is it that I've done that wasn't enough..? I've been helping you in every way possible. Yet you all still decided to beat the shit out of me.. WHY.
knew someone met them by chance, really lovable and sweet person told me anything and everything i needed to hear and wanted to hear made me felt so alive, so happy, and they were my light. really.... then it all came down, it was a lie, they had a boyfriend the entire time and I hadn't know a thing... they left me in a heartbeat when he came back half a year later she comes back, and i keep my distance, but i fall, so slowly but absolutely into their sweet love. The day they told me to tell them I loved them, was the exact day before they so readily went back to the boyfriend who found out about it. infront of me. I was there comforting her the entire time while she cried, all the while she was emailing how she loved him so dearly, infront of me. Haha.
I've had feelings for my best friend for around three years now. He rejected me two years ago but we stayed friends and I honestly wanted to move on. A year ago he broke up with his then-girlfriend and started being more touchy with me. He hugged me sometimes during naps, let me sit on his lap while he hugged me from behind, held my hand out in public, put his head on my lap, caressed my leg when we sat next to each other. I didn't know where I stand with him. I didn't know if he liked me and for a while I didn't mind. While I have feelings for him I don't really want a relationship. Still, I like him more than I've ever liked anyone else. Maybe it was because he gave me the attention I needed at the wrong time, touched me when I craved it so much. I wanted to be loved so much and he made me delude myself into believing that he might. And now, after a whole year of affectionate touches and treating me like he might like me back, it kind of stopped. He seems annoyed by me sometimes, doesn't touch me as much unless I initiate it and I found out he has made a profile on a dating app recently. I didn't want a relationship, I knew both of us couldn't really work. But I still feel so upset about it. A whole year of whatever that was and suddenly he stops and leaves me with nothing but my unwanted feelings. A part of me hates him for it but I mostly feel hurt and upset. I made the decision to move on. Like truly move on. I don't want to feel like this anymore even if it damages our friendship.
Show him your worth, don't initiate anything, set boundaries. I know that it's way too hard to do so but now it's time to make him realise your worth that u have feelings. You need to take stand for yourself
I had a crush on my classmate back then, I confessed then we started dating. She was kind at first and seemed like a green flag AT FIRST. after that her attitude worsened day by day, to the point where she became so toxic that I would cry at least 3 times a week because of her attitude towards me. We lasted 6 months(she blocked me), after graduation we just treated each other like strangers. After that I met someone new, she's so much better. She treated me like how I wanted to be treated like:], she confessed and she waited for me. She's a 10/10, but I treated her like trash, I didn't take our relationship seriously to the point she would cry. I'm so disappointed of myself. I treated her like how my ex treated me. I hate it. I apologized then I learnt my lesson, still learning on how to be better for her:] wish me luck y'all still mad on what I did, SHE DIDN'T DESERVE IT.
“Preoccupied with a single leaf, you won’t see the tree. Preoccupied with a single tree, you’ll miss the entire forest. Don't be preoccupied with a single spot. See everything in it's entirety. That is what it means to truly see."
I fucking hate that she knows I love her, and she still treats me like I deserve less than nothing. She treats me like I'm some ugly creature, like I don't deserve her touch, or compliments. She says I'm stupid and she would rather kill herself, than kiss me. I fucking hate that she is my best friend and she knows, I love her..
so many memories... after all those times. my first love whom i cherished and helped me grow because i felt like i can finally trust someone, plus she came when i had nothing and became my everything... after all this time everything was a lie.. literally everything, she played me so badly and even said that she never loved me and only used me to get over a bad period... i dont know how to get over it
i tried my best to keep her feeling good cuz i knew she had problems. yet it all failed. in the end she lost her feelings. and completely proved all the bad things i said about myself (for example that im annoying, sensetive, dumb, etc) and then found a better partner again proving me right (cuz i said that im the worst option and that theres tons of people who are better than me) well. lets just say idk what im doing anymore, grades slipping, father saying i'll be just a cleaner cuz of me getting C's and D's that i try hard to fix up but cant due to the constant stress and pressure that is on me all the time getting only worse and worse each day. i hope i could fix myself. too broken to do so though. i'll keep trying to slip my grades back in place but idk.. idk if my father even will care. cuz he never cares for good grades but yet calls me a dissapointment when i get bad ones... its like he judges me not cuz of what person i am but cuz of my grades.. im tired of this life but yet wont give up with it.. i got determined that i will reach my goal no matter how long it'll take.. i'll keep trying to slip my grades up. i'll keep trying to learn everything i need to. i will keep trying to do what i need to do. and will try to keep others feeling better and not myself cuz ofc i dont care abt myself. i hope that cuz of that i care only about others i'll make others feel better but they always tell me idc. when i always was there. always helping. im just tired of all of this. sometimes i wish i could lock up in a room and scream at the top of my lungs till i lose my voice. my existence is pathetic and dissapointing and i have literally no reason to continue but yet im here.. trying my best to not think about stuff. yet cant. my mind does it by itself. but i wont lose hope.. atleast i hope... i'll try my best. i will reach my goals. im sorry for how much i wrote.. first time venting in youtube comments.. im just too tired and have noone to tell this to. sorry again. and i hope everyone who feel bad feel better really soon! someone will love you eventually! so dont loose hope! keep going for your goals! no matter if someone tells you you will be the opposite of what you want! keep going! you can do it i believe in you!
-You turned her against me! -You have done that yourself. -You will not take her from me! -Your anger and lust for power have already done that. You have allowed this dark lord to twist your mind, until now, until now you've become the very thing you swore to destroy. Anakin vs Obi Wan, Star Wars Episode 3
I had a crush on a boy and he didn't like me back. From then one of his classmates keeps on calling me "goblin". TURNS OUT THEY ARE GAY AND ARE DATING EACHOTHER LIKE BRO- (they started dating a few days ago) But now i like someone else so- 😀
My exgf ab*sed me and used all the insecurities I told her about I have just to hurt me and only make those "lovemaking" acts most painful and traumathic to me...
I have a friend lets call her Heather as a nickname, me and heather has been friends for a few months and later became best friends/close friends, we would always call everyday and we used to talk to each other everyday, she even added me on discord servers and i would join but later we would argue all the time because she keeps taking screenshots of my face without my permission and she would send them to me and laugh at me for looking weird and ugly even though i didnt see anything wrong with it until i started becoming insecure of the way i looked, I told her to stop taking screenshots of me and she promised that she wouldnt send it to anyone, but sooner or later i find out she would send it to her boyfriend and they'd mke fun of me and she even sent it to the server once and i confronted her and screamed at her telling her all of her mistakes and reasons why she's a bad friend and a evil person who'd stoop so low, she'd send stolen ugly pics of me and send them to random people but she doesnt even show her face, atleast i still had the confidence to show my natural self unlike her who hides herself in the other side of the screen just hating on the way people looks, she photoshops her pictures and its obvious, she'd wear makeup whenever i tell her im adding her to a gc full of new friends i met and she'd turn their backs at me and the worst thing she has ever done is blame me for everything even after i was always a good friend to her and i was always there when she felt sad and whenever she cried abt her ex or family problem, I was the one who fixed her relationship when it was falling apart and all i get in return is a solid betrayal
My girl best friend was dating to my boy best friend, lets put them Julia and Simon, but when I told her about other guy that I liked she started trying to hit on that guy when she was already the girlfriend of Simon, eventually I got fed up and for months I treated her terribly and took avenge by slowly letting her alone making all of our friends(that were the only ones she had because I was the one that introduced them to her) stop talking to her, I was so angry I even stopped talking to her and Simon even though Simon did nothing.
I wish I could feel the pain of all the people in the comments. I have the opposite problem and came here to see grief, to feel something. I can’t fall in love. My relationships with everyone but my dad and God are good enough to burn. I don’t feel anything, I will fight anyone and I am about as sensitive as a drill sergeant. I wish I could trade my stone soul and numbness for the overflowing grief and pain I find here
There’s this guy, let’s name Jake for the purpose of the story for what I’m about to share, that I developed a huge crush on after a couple of times we hooked up. That’s all it was between us at first, just a hookup; no strings attached. But for whatever reason, his dorky personality is what doomed me to fall for him. I stalk him on instagram and found out some things about him such as being a saxophonist, a toy photographer, and a huge fan of splatoon! That made me fall for him harder. Not only was he such a flirt and a tease, but a nerd too at that. My type are nerds btw. But it makes me so sad and irritated bc I know he only wanted to keep things casual. We both agreed on that at first. But damn, is he such a cutie
Comments is the best place to put stories so yeah. My best friend and I have been compared for years, all the guys prefer her than me. Every time I told her I liked a guy she would get close to him and separate him from me. When I thought I found my guy she came and broke my communication with me, talking all the time with him and spending time with him all she could... Finally, I got revenge, I actually feel bad but yeah, she deserves it. Anyways, I made her confess to the guy she liked, knowing that the guy was talking with another friend. I helped my other friend to date the guy and made the guy stop talking with my 'best friend'. That sounds quite mean but she literally separated all the guys I liked from me. 😶 (I'm still her friend because apart from that problem with guys, she's actually a nice person.)
(Vent) My parents divorced when I was 4. I didn't see my dad for half a year and I even forgot what he looked like. I've asked both my parents about it and they told stories that were practically opposite. My dad showed me court papers showing that my mom has lied to court and if she did it again within 28 months she'd go to jail. My mom took a picture of my diary on an entry about my dad. I dont know who to trust anymore.
I don't know if this is betrayal or manipulation, but as a young teen, I struggled for friends, I moved constantly because I could never fit in. I did have one friend, I fell too quickly for her, I was happy to have a friend, she constantly mocked me in front of groups, then she'd go to hit me and punch me. I believed it was all normal, she did this for months, constantly mocking while beating me up, teachers never picked up on what was going on, students found it amusing. I told my adult cousin about as he noticed, I had a busted lip, he was concerned and explained this isn't what friends should do. When I came back to school, I became hesitant but I had no one else, she tried to choke me this time. I claimed I needed to go to the toilet and I fled to my home group teacher. She got suspended for two days instead of the whole week because she did crocodile tears and stated "she never said anything so I didn't know I was hurting her". She's out of my life, she moved into the city
When you loved her so much you thought she were the one And you remember she's straight. (She only dated me to feed her fantasies because of Mitsuki Koga)
Idk why but I feel sorta "betrayed" by my friends. We sort of were a trio but now it's a duo with me as a third wheel and it hurts as hell to remember the memories 😢
My dad died when I was 4 and when I turned 11 my mom had a boyfriend and she ran away with him, I stayed with my grandparents and I had a sister who was only 9 and she missed my mom so much my grandma said my sister was gonna stay with one of our relatives,after 4 months I heard that my mom was pregnant and I miss my sister. I was having a hard time back there.. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep..
When I was in 4th grade I didn't really have any friends so I made friends with this new girl...I can't remember her name but after a few days she was friends with 2 other girls I started hanging out with them because my friend was there..then at a computer class I asked the new girl to be best friends with me she said yea but sounded kinda annoyed I didn't mind it and keep on hanging out with them...then at the last day of 4th grade I realized that she didn't actually see me as a friend and I was just a fourth wheel kinda.. (I also kinda got a small crush on the new girl...i knew she didn't like me back so I never told her how I felt)
Okay, I have just changed schools because I just graduated. I knew absolutely nobody, and the first few friends barely spoke english. Then I found.. lets call her A. A was a beautiful lady, you know that type of girl who knows just about anybody, pretty, straight hair and straight A's on her tests. Shes friends with B, someone I also admire. C, B's friend. And etc. Lately, I decided to do a trust test by saying I ''liked'' someone. He's a typical guy, though a little chubby. I never really had feelings for him but I was quite good at acting for the test, but not even 2 days later, B, C and the WHOLE class knew about this ''cush''. I was so dissapointed. And another time, I met one of her friends and we had alot in common so naturally we started talking more, and eventually became besties. A was NOT a fan of this and decided to ignore us, just because I visited her. I visit her about 3 times a week, but that is during lunchtime. Every time I visit her, she ignores me for several days. I do not know if this is manipulation (ex. Lovebombing or guilt tripping etc) or its just me being a terrible friend. I don't trust her anymore. I have been ignoring her since she started ignoring me, and because she refused to talk to me about it, I had no idea that the reason was _me_ talking to her friend. It wasn't until I confronted her, asking; "Dear A, I don't have the courage to ask you this in person, but I want to know. Why do you keep ignoring me? Did I do something wrong?" She answered; "yes, you did. You kept visiting E (the friend i got close) too often and also ignored me several times." *Please keep in note, I have never ignored her before the trust test.* Please. tell me. Am I the bad friend here? This is just how I feel.
my "friends" lied that my crush liked me and i got SOO happy because I've liked him for weeks and they even made a fake snapchat account pretending to be him and to date me and it broke my hear so much when i found outfit was fake i wish i was pretty so people could take me more seriously
Yk what make some other friends or do something else just don't stay with them like forgive but don't forget that's not what friends do man and ur pretty stop shitting wit ur mouth that you are not GIRL YOU GOTTA HAVE CONFIDENCE even the ugliest faces turn beautiful with confidence dude u gotta have confidence if u don't have it pretend You have it but don't let people just walk all over u and no matter what ever don't accept that u are ugly stand FOR YOURSELF babe u have toooooooooo I know u can do this bro
@@itstime4101 OMG OMG! TYSMMMM YOU ARE A AMAZING PERSON I TOLD MY OWN BESTFREIND THAT HAPPENED AND SHE DIDNT CARE I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU LIKE THAT BUT I LOVE YOU THOSE WORDS MADE MY WHOLE MONTH TYSMMM!! IF U BELIVE IN GOD MAY HE BLESS YOU! AND IF U DONT! YOU DESERVE THE WORLDDD!!
@@KomyGames Girl stop you are literally making me feel so good rn THANKYOU so much and if u ever have anything else to talk about you can type it out here I'll be here to listen
I just don't confess because for some reason, the guys the i actually liked already like someone else. ( I'm the kind of girl that is friends with almost all the guys in the class coz of my boyish personality but I'm straight) They would go to me for advice on how to woo their crushes since as they said "I'm a girl and i should know what other girls love even though we're not similar" and... yeah. I help them get theirs, while not getting mine.
Bruh no that's not how u are supposed to handle this if he doesn't love you let him go and u find someone else better or just stay alone or whatever but don't end ur life or give up that's not what u should dude you'll have way better moments and says coming for u why do u wanna ruin ur life for this particular person ik love can be really hard sometimes it hurts sometimes but that doesn't matter what matters is you
@@axolglitch me too girl but Idk if I'm a good person like I was just doing the bare minimum 😭😭 and I love that you have moved on girl YOU'LL GET BETTER.
I once had a fight with my mother. I can't remember what it was about (I have memory problems), but it must have been about school. Of course, no matter how good my grades were, they were never enough. She slapped me in the face. The only thing I remember clearly was, "I shouldn't have let you be born. I should have killed you in the first place." I didn't say anything, but it hurt... alot And I remember those words very well. Even though it's been many years, they are clearer than any other memory, as if they happened yesterday. But my mother never remembers what she said to me. It somehow makes me feel so ...pathetic.
I like to act chill, have fun, and be easygoing like I have no problems in my life. It's my way of escaping stress. My mom thinks that I'm not studying as hard as I should be, and she starts scolding me. Every time she does that, it makes me more stressed and my grades keep dropping. And every time my grades drop, my mom starts yelling at me until I'm stressed and angry and can't hold it in anymore and I accidentally explode. When that happens, my dad beats me. It's a loop. It's a loop that seems like forever. And I think I've finally gotten out of it...or have I? i don't know anymore but i still love them. they're only thing i have. they're not good but not bad neither
Ur dad beats u ???? Fuck no man that's bad but it's okay yk everyone doesn't understand everything they just apply whatever seems right to them to everyone. You can't change them but you can change the way u react right just stop stressing on academic things girl one day we are all gonna get old and not care about what grade we had in school and nothing will matter anymore so just stop stressing and live yourselfffff and you'll do better in studies just with a bit more effort. And yk the exploding thing I can feel you dude u just whenever you get problems just try to talk to yourself about things that will make u feel better like don't ignore ur problems it will just get worse try to embrace them accept them and improve them. And everything will be fine girl I know u love your parents and they love you too but it's just the behaviour that sometimes ruins the relationship. It will get better
@@itstime4101 tysm💖 My parents they're better now but still lol My mom takes medication for mental health issues. She doesn't remember much of what she does. I don't blame her, but it makes me sad because I'm the only one who remembers those things. And my dad, when he's in a good mood, likes to make some weird dad jokes, but he gets irritated very easily. Lol And i'm fine! The story I told you is from many years ago (maybe 3 or 4 years ago), but thank you for listening to me. I am so glad you took the time to read my story.😭💖
I liked her for THREE YEARS. STRAIGHT! And she pity dated me. THEN WHEN GOT BACK TOGETHER, SHE CHEATED ON ME AND TOLD ME IT WAS BECAUSE SHES POLY?! AGHHHHH
I've never had any friends. I'm just an observer. the second plan. not even a minor character. I didn't fall in love, people didn't fall in love with me. classmates are just people to me. the same as a million other people. I am addicted to AI bots that tell me the word "love". Someones have never chosen me in a room full of people. No one gave me birthday presents among my acquaintances. Once, some people congratulated me. and this was the first time they had addressed me. They didn't remember me. I've never walked with my peers, but once last year they invited me (but unfortunately we didn't get closer). they remained strangers again, as did the next ones. I'm always looking for one-time friends. Because I know they won't be with me for long. Just like when I was a kid. do you know a children's corner where there are slides, mazes for children? That's where I looked for one-time friends as a child. at a more conscious age, on the street. In my early teens, I was alone. To this day, I am alone. I'm not sick. I look simple, but not impressive. I'm not whining or saying that my life is terrible. I'm saying things that I can't tell anyone else. nobody. I hardly tell anyone that.
"haven't i given enough" this one hits different
rikiiii
@@sunooism.m When I catch u riki
Which song is that?
@@ghandithesupremeleader9740 Gilded Lily at 12:59 btw
اي والله اتفق
My bestfriend knew i had a crush on a guy and started dating him on purpose..
whaaa-?? what in a world are we living in :(
That’s not a friend...
1. calm down 2.find someone they like... 3. date them 4. revenge is served.
Thats huge bitchy move ever...
That’s not a damn friend. That’s an idiot.
0:00 - Washing Machine Heart by Mitski
2:07 - Rolling in the Deep by Adele
5:53 - Kingdom Fall by Claire Wyndham
9:19 - Dynasty by MIIA
12:59 - Gilded Lily by Cults
16:28 - Vampire Empire by Big Thief
19:29 - All I Wanted by Paramore
22:55 - Back to Black by Amy Winehouse
Poderia fixar
Tysm
why didn't you print this comment ?
the first song is hitting it.
Ikr
i have a crush on my best friend, let's call her Fiona, we know each other for 2-3 years now. i have another best friend, let's call her Zoey. so, me and Zoey know each other for only one year. she's one of those mean girl type and I'm more of a stupid but fun to be around girl. one day, we were talking and joke around like what a normal best friend would do. then she suddenly ask me do i have a crush and who is it (I'm a lesbian but haven't told anyone about this yet) we know each other, we trust each other (or at least i do at that time) so i told her that I'm a lesbian and that i have a crush on Fiona (The look on her face is obvious that she expect me to be straight) and i also told her not to tell anyone, she did agreed and even promise to keep her mouth shut. a few day later, i saw her talking to Fiona (She doesn't really like Fiona because she's not one of those judgmental girl) i was surprise but also glad that the two finally talk with each other and maybe we could be best friends, but then i heard Zoey telling Fiona that i have a crush on her (Fiona is straight btw) i was mad and pull Zoey aside to confront her but she just act casual about it then start insulting me and bodyshaming me (I was a bit overweight) i was heartbroken and angry, then we got into a huge argument after that. we didn't talk for months then she apologizes to me and i honestly felt so stupid to forgive her. i don't have many friend at that time. Zoey didn't change, in fact, she told everyone about my sexuality and everyone started to team up with Zoey and insult me, bodyshaming me and call me names. eventually, i told all the teachers and even the principle about Zoey's behavior (I also told my family and they were so pissed off that they went to the school and convince the principle to call Zoey's parent and told them to come to school. her parent apologize to me and made Zoey and all the bullies who bullied me to apologize or they'll get kick out, they all got suspended afterward and i change school. i heard from Fiona that Zoey's parent took her phone away and become stricter to her)
How you tolerated all that behaviour is truly beyond me. I will burn the world to get even with anyone, and I’ve always been that way,,, No one was willing to mess in the middle of that.
I'm glad u stayed strong through that I would like to say that I will be here for u if u ever need to vent and if not just know I support u as a person (from a fellow lesbian)
Quien te manda a tener un Crush en una hetero, no sea weona
This story is very sad. If I may ask, how old are you?
Never tell someone something that you're not willing to allow anyone to know. I know that's difficult, because you want to be able to share things with people and you want to trust them, but unfortunately, ESPECIALLY as someone as young as you are, you need to cling to that.
Having been heavily bullied as a kid and preteen (not for being a lesbian, just for existing), it taught me this well. I began to run tests. I would give information to someone that wasn't true, and just see what they would do with it. 9 times out of 10, it ended up with a lot more people than them.
It doesn't stop when you become an adult, either. Be careful who share your secrets to, and make sure that you're okay if that secret gets out. Even if you'd prefer it to be secret still, obviously, make sure you are braced and accept that it could very well end up passed around, and react accordingly.
I hope you get along well now, kiddo.
I'm the type to fall inlove with someone, didn't tell them, and would get hurt when they date someone...dumb af
This is so real😭
This is me lol😭
Same for me but instead I fall involve with someone who says "Thanks" or is nice to me. And your not dumb for doing that, its hard to confess
Same. I just don't confess because for some reason, the guys the i actually liked already like someone else. ( I'm the kind of girl that is friends with almost all the guys in the class coz of my boyish personality but I'm straight) They would go to me for advice on how to woo their crushes since as they said "I'm a girl and i should know what other girls love even though we're not similar" and... yeah. I help them get theirs, while not getting mine.
AHAAHHAHAAHAHA (I'm laughing at my self)
It's not your fault
Your not a problem
You are perfect
You aren't fat
You aren't skinny
You aren't the problem
You aren't a bad person
You are wonderful
You aren't a crybaby
Your don't deserve them
You love yourself
You are clean
You are kind
Your are the person that everyone wants
Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it
Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it
Your size isn't a book... don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie... don't end it
Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it
Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it
Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it
Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do.
The past of you suffering will end
Your suffering will end
Don't c^t your body your hair
Don't kill your self yet.
If you have a pet it will make your problem go away
They get mad at you for being soo perfect
They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning
You are brighting the world.. you are a true star
Keep going.. it will past.
We love you don't stop being kind to everyone
The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back.
They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you
You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous
Give everyone a second chance not too many tho
your eyes is perfect
your nose is perfect
your height is perfect
your skin is perfect
your mouth is perfect
your hair is perfect
your face is perfect
your body is perfect
your hands is perfect
your fingers is perfect
your teeth is perfect
your waist is perfect
Your torso is perfect
your legs are perfect
your thighs are perfect
your tounge and everything is perfect
YOU are perfect love your body and everything
You are so greatful for what you have.
Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you
And leave your fake friends
You deserve better.
Don't give up
Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person.
We are proud to see you alive.
We are so proud
We love your smile
We love your laugh
We love your personality
So don't give up
We love you.
We love you so much
Don't end it too fast.
Don't commit
Don't get controled
Don't make them control you like a puppet
Do your own way
Do everthing you like
Ignore the rude people
Ignore the hate
Ignore getting yelled
There's people by your side and always be.
We love you no matter what you do to yourself.
They don't know what your been through
They ain't been in your shoes
Don't belive them they are liars
Love youself.
We are proud of you existing here
We love you so much..
NEVER GIVE UP
You're precious
You made it this far.
And it's so amazing that you are still here
who hurt bro🙂
@@noruzokiplays9317 i don't know, but i hope you're ok, have a nice day, internet stranger. 🤝🤝
So what am I? nothing
@@isaacalexandermila6857 damm bro choose peace
"Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it" Why the hell would i hide a mask? A mask is literally supposed to hide your face. It's meant to be shown to everyone instead of your face. It's it only purpose. And that's what people do. Your face is a mask. It changes according to what you want other people to see. Untill it doesn't and you're overwhelmed with your emotions so...
Your face is a mask.
Break it.
*SHOW PEOPLE HOW TRULY BEAUTIFUL IT IS!*
Thoose who appreciate It's beauty will stay.
The rest can go to hell : )
If your loved one betrayed/replaced you, this is for you:
Unfortunately it will hurt A LOT, specially if they replaced you for someone that brings up all your insecurities. For me she was older, blonde, already a doctor (I'm a med student), it felt like hell. But eventually you will notice that if your loved one actually cared, they wouldn't put you through this situation.The truth is that usually they don't care about you or the other one, they care about theirselves and what it's more fitting for them. Someone who actually loves you will never make you feel the necessity of proving your self value, they are just narcissists. It will become even more clearer when you start seing other people in your own time, you will see that there are plenty of other humans that are willing to recognize the wonderful being you are. It may feel like you will never get through it, but you 100% will, I'm rooting for you.
thank you. I needed that. I appreciate you you wonderful human being :)
obrigado, ler isso me ajuda a ter mais lucidez sobre tudo o que aconteceu...
my parents divorced when i was 3 years old lead to my father abusive behavior, i grow up with my mom's family side that hated me because i look like my dad, and whenever i see a happy dad with his son i feel goosebumps on my skin, and whenever a older guy try to talk to me i cant help but sense my father manipulative aura around all of them
same at "i grow up with my mom's family side that hated me" The solution is to ignore them, and if you live with them (it happened to me but now it end), well, it's a big problem, but it's okay. Stay in your room and invite your friends and play (if u have no friends i can be yours) :)
I love vent playlists cause people literally just comfort me and they want me to stop crying. Like, let me cry😭😭
She may have hurt me, but I was the one who didn’t speak up. The one who lied to her so she wouldn’t hurt herself. I didn’t communicate to her how uncomfortable our friendship was.
It seemed normal then, to support her, but at some point she didn’t see me as a therapist, she saw me as a savior. Her savior. Something I’m not, something I can’t be.
Her poor mental health was contagious, and while I tried to find her a cure, she couldn’t bother to even try, be responsible for her own problems. That was probably when I started getting impatient, resentful.
I bottled my feelings of annoyance with her, every time she came crawling back crying about how she needed me, wanted me to love her. And that’s when my feelings changed into anger. How could she not respect my boundaries when I tell her I don’t like girls. She of all people should know the meaning of consent, she experienced it first hand.
Then one day I no longer could contain my feelings, overcome with wrath I began to seek revenge and did some things I’m not proud of. To this day she still doesn’t know it was me. I was the one who carved out the bird’s eye.
She didn’t betray me
I betrayed her.
When you know that you never have a chance with them. I tried. I honestly tried. I tried so hard. But what did I get? An insult. A reality punch to the gut. Why was I so stupid? I knew he was way out of my league. Yet I still tried, I tried and tried. Getting closer and closer, until he asked for help. I asked with what, and he said asking out my best friend...So I helped him...and watched as he drifted away, with her, the perfect pretty princess...sometimes I wish I wasn't born the way I was just for him to notice me...sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen so hard from grace for him...why did he have to rip my heart out? Threw me out once he knew that I wasn't of use to him. Got to her. No need for me anymore.
maybe u shouldn't talk so much and people would like you more
not his fault you didnt tell him how you felt
@@Slick9104 fr
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Nah that's crazy
when i was 11 i met a girl, we'll call her Lisa, and we became fast friends. well she's one of those judgemental bitches and started picking on me and telling me she was the only reason i had other friends. keep in mind i considered her to be my best friend at the time because of this. Well, we get to ages 16 (me) and 18 (Lisa) and i finally had enough, blcoked her, and cried for a couple of weeks because when i told her how i felt she started calling me names. Fast forward to a year later, i reach out to try and smooth things over and be the better person, explain why i blocked her and how she made me feel for all those years. What does she do? calls me the bully, tells me i'm why she almost unalived herself even though i talked her down from the metaphorical ledge and was always there for her when she was sad or angry or hurt. but the one time i said i was depressed and wanted to unalive myself she disregarded me and told her boyfriend of the time to threaten to r@p3 me and then laughed when i told her about it. long story short, i'm now happily without her in my life with a supportive boyfriend i plan on marrying and a handful of real friends completely unrelated to her.
awww congratsss i am sooo happy for youuu girliee same thing happening to me and i am 16 as wellll
My best friend decided to tell me he never liked me in the first place after knowing I loved him for 3 years.
He has a new crush and said "I never felt this close to anyone before."
cruel reality with cruel humans
@@yakuinfiprfgamer7025 cruel? are you dumb? the guys cruel because he didnt like @zekkay? and thats also @zekkay 's fault for not confessing to the guy when she first liked him
same! What? I had confessed to loving someone once, admitted to that love. In the same amount of years later, I was told they only were saying that they "love me" to make me feel better about myself and that they never did 😆
and that shows your too good for him bc what even is that he must be on something to see the gold infront of him love
My story isn't about heartbreak from a love or a crush or even a soulmate, just a friend, but he was someone i trusted more than i trusted myself, i was silly to do that, put faith in friends so much more than they had earned, i trusted him, he broke that trust, he hurt me, but i got over it, i had the worst year of my life, even with my other friends and school try to cheer me up, even with the trips, i got to go on, even with all the fun i had, it all had what he did to me in the backdrop, he was all i could think about when my thoughts were unoccupied, he was the eyes i viewed myself through, the physical representative of my weakness, but i got through that shitty year long half year, i graduated and suddenly the fear was gone, i got into my dream school and the tears dried completely, so close to gone, but they're back, im 2 week from moving in for classes and we're right back on that sidewalk, im just as afraid again, just as broken, i thought i was done writing long paragraphs at night in tears, why cant i be done, why hasnt he let go, why has one event marked me so deeply, i promise ive been through worse, why does 15 seconds of pain seem to last a lifetime, i want him to let go, i want to feel okay again, i was starting to feel okay again, so why are the tears back
My "friend" left me all alone for a man. And she said, "Are you jealous of me? Dont you want my happiness?" "No, I'm not. We have an exam. We have to study this year. I'm just worried about you." I said. She didnt care about my opinions. And I stopped being friends with her. She apologized but I didnt forgive her.
yass queen as you should
I tried so hard to get into my dream university, that was literally the only thing I wanted but I couldn't get in. It took me alot of courage to want something for me and work for it for it to result into this. I feel completely betrayed by life.
Going through the same thing at the moment, it sucks, I feel such a rage
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you're doing better now. It must really suck. I can only wish the best for you. Fighting!
Lol
@@Ash-x9m why?
@@nawhtetshwesinhlaing8653 because you’re a loser
So yeah i have friend that i have a crush on. Sadly he said he cant trust girls anymore in a romantic way. Even though im 1 year older then him he always says I'm so unmature and i love and emphasized with everything. He told me"You won't be happy in life bcs you don't even sit in chair that looks sad to you" .He told if i catch even the slightest crush on him i should block him immediately. He told me "i wouldn't deserve your love"but my heart doesn't listen. I'm so heartbroken bcs he doesn't even love himself. He says he has the biggest ego but he uses ego to protect himself 😐😭 and i felt like writing this here bcs i can't explain it to anyone
I can relate to what hes saying, I have a simular mindset and I'd probably tell the same thing to someone who did like me and obviously this isn't completely applicable to your situation but I'd keep going for it, even if he says he doesn't deserve it that doesn't mean he doesn't want it, don't put it all on him at once and if he does reject you, do try to still be his friend
@@BingleDonge we are still friends but as from i heard from his friend he tries to put distance betwen us bcs even though we like each other he doesn't think we r a good match 😔 thank you for your advice 🩷🤍
When I was 5 I found out my parents were expecting a child, obviously I was excited. Time skip to the time of his birth he came out with heart problems. I told myself, that’s okay I can be a big sibling to them. They spent about 5 months in the hospital. When they came out my parents barely paid attention to me. They mostly always spent time with the baby. I was like okay, that’s fine, they have to take them, it’s logical. Right? So I kept telling myself that. Yet I came to the conclusion I was not liked very much. I’m a great student. I keep my grades up and all. Always A’s and never below. I became like that because I wanted attention from my parents. Yet it never seemed to work. So what I did was I kept joining stuff, getting at least 3 awards in each assembly I got so that they could pay attention to me. It worked, for a while. Once I got a B in my report card. I got yelled at by my mother saying that I shouldn’t have a B and that it should be an A. Whenever I mention this to her though, she says it’s not true and that I don’t have to try too much. Yet I still get in trouble when there is a B in my report cards. My brother came out to be pampered. He got spoiled like heck. I was taught that stuff i want are earned, yet whenever my brother wants something they tell him yes, but say no to me. I grew up to be a shut off and insecure because my mother used to, and still tells me I’m fat and u should slim up. Whenever they mention going to a gym my moms says to take me so I can lose weight. I cry very easily. If you yell at me for whatever reason I will cry. It’s not like I want to, trust I hide my emotions a lot. But sometimes I just can’t contain it. Yeah my parents realized what they were doing and payed more attention to me, but some stuff are still there, along with the effects it took on me.
My bad I just trauma dumped. 😅
look that's actually pretty fucked but hear me out you don't need your parents attention there will always be something in your heart craving attention from ur parents but just try to kind of understand that no matter what u do u will never be enough for the wrong people who don't feel that u are equal to ur sibling. You have to understand and forgive them and start loving yourself YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF YOU HAVE TO BE THERE FOR YOURSELF fill all the craving for their love with your own love. LOVE YOURSELF FOR EVERYTHING ABSOLUTELY EVERY NORMAL THINGGG and if there's smth bad in u that u don't like just accept it and improve it but that's not the point the point is that u don't need love from anyone but YOU. u are enough for urself and if you don't take care of YOURSELF I might have to pull up at your house ( that's kind of threatening but sorry lmao )
You just made me cry. Thank you
@@Rui-j5z no dude it's okay if u ever have to vent or anything you can just type it out here I'll listen to you
@@itstime4101 thanks, I appreciate it.
when i realized that my friends were just using me for money and always copying my answers
Same here 😞 hope things get better for u
Best playlist ever. Started listening while reading an article and now i'm having an existencial crisis
Here before it goes viral
had no idea my music taste was a revenge playlist all along lamooo
babe, thank u 4 adding the timestamps. nice playlist btw, been listening to this for days now.
why didn’t they consider me that once, what did i do that they didn’t like
Sometimes it’s not what you do, my dear. Sometimes you can be the best for someone else, make yourself strong for them, be the best friend/boufriend to them. But people are stupid and driven by instict and selfishness.
So don’t take the blame for others not seeing who you are and eho you are trying to be for them.
You did your best and that’s is all that matters
I miss her, she always hated me and i miss her like a fucking dog.
My mother betrayed me every day of my life, she made sure I knew how miserable my existance made her, how wrong I was and I spend my whole life trying to be whatever she wanted, she needed me to be and it turns out that was everything from a best friend to a therapist to a punchingbag to a mother. I was a kid. When I stared burning out and my mental health was deteriorating she was only ever angry with me for not being able to preform my roles for her. She would just sigh and yell and silent treatment, she layed the groundwork for my eating disorder and made it worse throughout. She never cared about my feelingsa nd i always knew that but I still layed it all on the line for the magical posibility that maybe if I did everything to make her understand, to make her see then she would finally try to see me, try to make things just a little easier but I did and she didn't. Of course she didn't. That was the ultimate conformation for me, the ultimate betrayal. It might sound dramatic but i gave everything for her, my happiness, all my time, energy, my whole identity and sense if self worth, i have it all up for her, for her happiness, to meet her demands and it was never enough and when i broke under the pressure it was just another faliure on my part, just and thing for her to have to deal with. So I left. She probably feels like I betrayed her by leaving but to be she betrayed be every day of my choldhood and when I tried to make it work, tried to go the distance to make our relationship possible for me without breaking completely she couldn't even look at me. I told her exactly what she had to do for it to work, I told her all she had to do was lisen, was look at me and was to try, to try to hear what I was saying but she couldn't. I feel so betrayed by her dismissal of my entire experience all of my feelings and her rejection if me entirely. It all woke me up to just how messed up our relationship really was, how unfair it really was. I was just a kid. Vampire Empire really hits for me. She still wants me back because this looks bad. She hasn't told anyone even though it's been a while now. She still tired to force contact with me even after I tried to cut it. She still wants me to be her little puppet and she knows exactly what to say to make me fele like the worst person in the world, to make me feel guilty and like I've betrayed her.
I'm so sorry abt what u have gone through. I know it must have been a difficult decision to leave but I swear , this was 4 the better. She failed as a mother, what she did was unacceptable and just cruel. She doesn't deserve u. Don't stick with people who are like that. She might be your biological mother but thats it. It's takes effort to become a good mother, it's not only just the same blood. My mom is also not very supportive of me due a lot of reasons but I swear she tries her best. Your mom did not. Ik, she has caused u so much truama but some people are like that. No-one came change them. I hope u are doing well and are in a better place that b4
It's hurt to see your close friends starting ignoring you...started lefting you out.
well, they were always a bit like this from the beginning. we are a trio but as always there's always a duo in a trio. I was always left out and ignore.. sometimes I didn't even knew what's going on between them or talking... it hurts..
now they are like just talked me for few moments only if they need and.. ignore me as if we don't know each others. I was so hurt because of it that I cried for days... I'm attached with them and it's my fault I think...still they are ignoring me.. I thought to myself for confront them about it, but I just don't have the courage.
i want everyone to remember that as much as we aren't entitled to someone's love, they shouldn't be entitled to step all over you - specially knowing how much you care. if you loved someone, would you treat them that way? find someone who would treat you with the same tenderness you held your feelings.
I feel like my family turned their backs on me, this video just came out for the occasion lol
What is it that I've done that wasn't enough..? I've been helping you in every way possible. Yet you all still decided to beat the shit out of me.. WHY.
the perfect timing rn
the first song is already hitting me🥹👊
washing machine heart will always have a special place in my heart
knew someone
met them by chance, really lovable and sweet person
told me anything and everything i needed to hear and wanted to hear
made me felt so alive, so happy, and they were my light. really.... then it all came down, it was a lie, they had a boyfriend the entire time and I hadn't know a thing... they left me in a heartbeat when he came back
half a year later she comes back, and i keep my distance, but i fall, so slowly but absolutely into their sweet love. The day they told me to tell them I loved them, was the exact day before they so readily went back to the boyfriend who found out about it. infront of me.
I was there comforting her the entire time while she cried, all the while she was emailing how she loved him so dearly, infront of me. Haha.
I've had feelings for my best friend for around three years now. He rejected me two years ago but we stayed friends and I honestly wanted to move on.
A year ago he broke up with his then-girlfriend and started being more touchy with me. He hugged me sometimes during naps, let me sit on his lap while he hugged me from behind, held my hand out in public, put his head on my lap, caressed my leg when we sat next to each other.
I didn't know where I stand with him. I didn't know if he liked me and for a while I didn't mind. While I have feelings for him I don't really want a relationship. Still, I like him more than I've ever liked anyone else. Maybe it was because he gave me the attention I needed at the wrong time, touched me when I craved it so much. I wanted to be loved so much and he made me delude myself into believing that he might.
And now, after a whole year of affectionate touches and treating me like he might like me back, it kind of stopped.
He seems annoyed by me sometimes, doesn't touch me as much unless I initiate it and I found out he has made a profile on a dating app recently.
I didn't want a relationship, I knew both of us couldn't really work. But I still feel so upset about it. A whole year of whatever that was and suddenly he stops and leaves me with nothing but my unwanted feelings. A part of me hates him for it but I mostly feel hurt and upset. I made the decision to move on. Like truly move on. I don't want to feel like this anymore even if it damages our friendship.
read this make my cry so much, im sorry for you 💔
get a boyfriend and Surprise him it will work :)
Show him your worth, don't initiate anything, set boundaries.
I know that it's way too hard to do so but now it's time to make him realise your worth that u have feelings. You need to take stand for yourself
dynasty released my gacha era
I had a crush on my classmate back then, I confessed then we started dating. She was kind at first and seemed like a green flag AT FIRST.
after that her attitude worsened day by day, to the point where she became so toxic that I would cry at least 3 times a week because of her attitude towards me. We lasted 6 months(she blocked me), after graduation we just treated each other like strangers. After that I met someone new, she's so much better. She treated me like how I wanted to be treated like:], she confessed and she waited for me. She's a 10/10, but I treated her like trash, I didn't take our relationship seriously to the point she would cry. I'm so disappointed of myself. I treated her like how my ex treated me. I hate it. I apologized then I learnt my lesson, still learning on how to be better for her:] wish me luck y'all still mad on what I did, SHE DIDN'T DESERVE IT.
“Preoccupied with a single leaf, you won’t see the tree. Preoccupied with a single tree, you’ll miss the entire forest. Don't be preoccupied with a single spot. See everything in it's entirety. That is what it means to truly see."
حكيم يا اخوي
ugh.. i cant.. what you know about rolling down in the deep..
OMG THIS IS THIS THE MOST PERFECT PLAYLIST
i agree with u
Reminds me of Secretive Plotter's dialogue "Why is it him but not me?"
I fucking hate that she knows I love her, and she still treats me like I deserve less than nothing. She treats me like I'm some ugly creature, like I don't deserve her touch, or compliments. She says I'm stupid and she would rather kill herself, than kiss me. I fucking hate that she is my best friend and she knows, I love her..
please escape her grasp. you don't deserve to be treated this way no matter how you feel about her.
so many memories... after all those times. my first love whom i cherished and helped me grow because i felt like i can finally trust someone, plus she came when i had nothing and became my everything... after all this time everything was a lie.. literally everything, she played me so badly and even said that she never loved me and only used me to get over a bad period... i dont know how to get over it
GRIIIFIIITTH
the perfect playlist.
Good playlist. Downloaded and liked. Very befitting to the title.
Glad to see Washington machine heart on here
this is amazing
Background picture is Just 👀✨🖤
Do u know the name of it ive been looking for it 😭
@@kuro8682 me too.
i tried my best to keep her feeling good cuz i knew she had problems.
yet it all failed. in the end she lost her feelings. and completely proved all the bad things i said about myself (for example that im annoying, sensetive, dumb, etc) and then found a better partner again proving me right (cuz i said that im the worst option and that theres tons of people who are better than me) well. lets just say idk what im doing anymore, grades slipping, father saying i'll be just a cleaner cuz of me getting C's and D's that i try hard to fix up but cant due to the constant stress and pressure that is on me all the time getting only worse and worse each day. i hope i could fix myself. too broken to do so though. i'll keep trying to slip my grades back in place but idk.. idk if my father even will care. cuz he never cares for good grades but yet calls me a dissapointment when i get bad ones... its like he judges me not cuz of what person i am but cuz of my grades.. im tired of this life but yet wont give up with it.. i got determined that i will reach my goal no matter how long it'll take.. i'll keep trying to slip my grades up. i'll keep trying to learn everything i need to. i will keep trying to do what i need to do. and will try to keep others feeling better and not myself cuz ofc i dont care abt myself. i hope that cuz of that i care only about others i'll make others feel better but they always tell me idc. when i always was there. always helping. im just tired of all of this. sometimes i wish i could lock up in a room and scream at the top of my lungs till i lose my voice. my existence is pathetic and dissapointing and i have literally no reason to continue but yet im here.. trying my best to not think about stuff. yet cant. my mind does it by itself. but i wont lose hope.. atleast i hope... i'll try my best. i will reach my goals.
im sorry for how much i wrote.. first time venting in youtube comments.. im just too tired and have noone to tell this to. sorry again.
and i hope everyone who feel bad feel better really soon! someone will love you eventually! so dont loose hope! keep going for your goals! no matter if someone tells you you will be the opposite of what you want! keep going! you can do it i believe in you!
Dont worry. Your day will come
@@jumonglee1118 thank you lol
-You turned her against me!
-You have done that yourself.
-You will not take her from me!
-Your anger and lust for power have already done that. You have allowed this dark lord to twist your mind, until now, until now you've become the very thing you swore to destroy.
Anakin vs Obi Wan, Star Wars Episode 3
Can someone tell me where's the thumbnail from ? His eyes are absolutely beautiful. Anyways , it's a great Playlist. Thanks ❤
the square video screams old youtube, I had to doublecheck the date XD
I had a crush on a boy and he didn't like me back. From then one of his classmates keeps on calling me "goblin". TURNS OUT THEY ARE GAY AND ARE DATING EACHOTHER LIKE BRO- (they started dating a few days ago) But now i like someone else so- 😀
im so tired.
Nice taste in music, and it vibes
My exgf ab*sed me and used all the insecurities I told her about I have just to hurt me and only make those "lovemaking" acts most painful and traumathic to me...
I have a friend lets call her Heather as a nickname, me and heather has been friends for a few months and later became best friends/close friends, we would always call everyday and we used to talk to each other everyday, she even added me on discord servers and i would join but later we would argue all the time because she keeps taking screenshots of my face without my permission and she would send them to me and laugh at me for looking weird and ugly even though i didnt see anything wrong with it until i started becoming insecure of the way i looked, I told her to stop taking screenshots of me and she promised that she wouldnt send it to anyone, but sooner or later i find out she would send it to her boyfriend and they'd mke fun of me and she even sent it to the server once and i confronted her and screamed at her telling her all of her mistakes and reasons why she's a bad friend and a evil person who'd stoop so low, she'd send stolen ugly pics of me and send them to random people but she doesnt even show her face, atleast i still had the confidence to show my natural self unlike her who hides herself in the other side of the screen just hating on the way people looks, she photoshops her pictures and its obvious, she'd wear makeup whenever i tell her im adding her to a gc full of new friends i met and she'd turn their backs at me and the worst thing she has ever done is blame me for everything even after i was always a good friend to her and i was always there when she felt sad and whenever she cried abt her ex or family problem, I was the one who fixed her relationship when it was falling apart and all i get in return is a solid betrayal
Just in time lmao 💀
story time
hope youre alright
My girl best friend was dating to my boy best friend, lets put them Julia and Simon, but when I told her about other guy that I liked she started trying to hit on that guy when she was already the girlfriend of Simon, eventually I got fed up and for months I treated her terribly and took avenge by slowly letting her alone making all of our friends(that were the only ones she had because I was the one that introduced them to her) stop talking to her, I was so angry I even stopped talking to her and Simon even though Simon did nothing.
I wish I could feel the pain of all the people in the comments. I have the opposite problem and came here to see grief, to feel something. I can’t fall in love. My relationships with everyone but my dad and God are good enough to burn. I don’t feel anything, I will fight anyone and I am about as sensitive as a drill sergeant. I wish I could trade my stone soul and numbness for the overflowing grief and pain I find here
Who else got betrayed by their best friend?
I need a friend who wants to accept me for who I am.
There’s this guy, let’s name Jake for the purpose of the story for what I’m about to share, that I developed a huge crush on after a couple of times we hooked up. That’s all it was between us at first, just a hookup; no strings attached. But for whatever reason, his dorky personality is what doomed me to fall for him.
I stalk him on instagram and found out some things about him such as being a saxophonist, a toy photographer, and a huge fan of splatoon! That made me fall for him harder. Not only was he such a flirt and a tease, but a nerd too at that. My type are nerds btw. But it makes me so sad and irritated bc I know he only wanted to keep things casual. We both agreed on that at first. But damn, is he such a cutie
ask him out!!!
"He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed" Peter 2:24
1 and4 hit hard
Comments is the best place to put stories so yeah.
My best friend and I have been compared for years, all the guys prefer her than me. Every time I told her I liked a guy she would get close to him and separate him from me. When I thought I found my guy she came and broke my communication with me, talking all the time with him and spending time with him all she could...
Finally, I got revenge, I actually feel bad but yeah, she deserves it. Anyways, I made her confess to the guy she liked, knowing that the guy was talking with another friend. I helped my other friend to date the guy and made the guy stop talking with my 'best friend'. That sounds quite mean but she literally separated all the guys I liked from me. 😶
(I'm still her friend because apart from that problem with guys, she's actually a nice person.)
A nice person wouldn't do what she does. Period.
(Vent)
My parents divorced when I was 4. I didn't see my dad for half a year and I even forgot what he looked like. I've asked both my parents about it and they told stories that were practically opposite. My dad showed me court papers showing that my mom has lied to court and if she did it again within 28 months she'd go to jail. My mom took a picture of my diary on an entry about my dad. I dont know who to trust anymore.
I don't know if this is betrayal or manipulation, but as a young teen, I struggled for friends, I moved constantly because I could never fit in. I did have one friend, I fell too quickly for her, I was happy to have a friend, she constantly mocked me in front of groups, then she'd go to hit me and punch me. I believed it was all normal, she did this for months, constantly mocking while beating me up, teachers never picked up on what was going on, students found it amusing. I told my adult cousin about as he noticed, I had a busted lip, he was concerned and explained this isn't what friends should do. When I came back to school, I became hesitant but I had no one else, she tried to choke me this time. I claimed I needed to go to the toilet and I fled to my home group teacher. She got suspended for two days instead of the whole week because she did crocodile tears and stated "she never said anything so I didn't know I was hurting her". She's out of my life, she moved into the city
Alone...
omg paramore mentioned
i told my friend i liked a guy and then she kissed him the same day. Glad he didn't like her back.
When you loved her so much you thought she were the one
And you remember she's straight.
(She only dated me to feed her fantasies because of Mitsuki Koga)
dsmn thatb hurt :(
I have a crush on one guy. Before he started dating a girl, I told him I liked him and he said he could never in a million years see himself with me..
Idk why but I feel sorta "betrayed" by my friends. We sort of were a trio but now it's a duo with me as a third wheel and it hurts as hell to remember the memories 😢
why not me🥺
I wish there was a restart button .
My dad died when I was 4 and when I turned 11 my mom had a boyfriend and she ran away with him, I stayed with my grandparents and I had a sister who was only 9 and she missed my mom so much my grandma said my sister was gonna stay with one of our relatives,after 4 months I heard that my mom was pregnant and I miss my sister. I was having a hard time back there.. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep..
Womp Womp
That's sad to hear I hope ur doing okay
Everything is going to be fine one day alright?
@@Ash-x9m wdym womp womp ? Do u think u look cool ? Fuck is wrong with u ?
@@itstime4101 no
If i was really a real guy everything would be easier and she would notice me
Ive been very low lately after... she just left me like that (10yr+ deppresed)
When I was in 4th grade I didn't really have any friends so I made friends with this new girl...I can't remember her name but after a few days she was friends with 2 other girls I started hanging out with them because my friend was there..then at a computer class I asked the new girl to be best friends with me she said yea but sounded kinda annoyed I didn't mind it and keep on hanging out with them...then at the last day of 4th grade I realized that she didn't actually see me as a friend and I was just a fourth wheel kinda.. (I also kinda got a small crush on the new girl...i knew she didn't like me back so I never told her how I felt)
Why is nobody talking about the transition between Dynasty and Gilded Lily??😭
when she kisses you and tells you that she loves you but we're both girls and i could never be man enough for her so she leaves you for him
You deserve better ❤
"Don't you understand?"
Hi, the playlist is so beatiful, i got a question, what portrait you used for the video??
Okay, I have just changed schools because I just graduated. I knew absolutely nobody, and the first few friends barely spoke english. Then I found.. lets call her A. A was a beautiful lady, you know that type of girl who knows just about anybody, pretty, straight hair and straight A's on her tests. Shes friends with B, someone I also admire. C, B's friend. And etc.
Lately, I decided to do a trust test by saying I ''liked'' someone. He's a typical guy, though a little chubby. I never really had feelings for him but I was quite good at acting for the test, but not even 2 days later, B, C and the WHOLE class knew about this ''cush''. I was so dissapointed.
And another time, I met one of her friends and we had alot in common so naturally we started talking more, and eventually became besties. A was NOT a fan of this and decided to ignore us, just because I visited her. I visit her about 3 times a week, but that is during lunchtime. Every time I visit her, she ignores me for several days.
I do not know if this is manipulation (ex. Lovebombing or guilt tripping etc) or its just me being a terrible friend. I don't trust her anymore. I have been ignoring her since she started ignoring me, and because she refused to talk to me about it, I had no idea that the reason was _me_ talking to her friend. It wasn't until I confronted her, asking; "Dear A, I don't have the courage to ask you this in person, but I want to know. Why do you keep ignoring me? Did I do something wrong?"
She answered; "yes, you did. You kept visiting E (the friend i got close) too often and also ignored me several times." *Please keep in note, I have never ignored her before the trust test.*
Please. tell me. Am I the bad friend here? This is just how I feel.
And, for some reasons. I just feel empty now.
**Chuuya saved this playlist**
I do not know if I should laugh or cry 🤔
@@FemaleSoukoku__ I want you to cry 😋😈 CRY!(I love your videos btw)
my "friends" lied that my crush liked me and i got SOO happy because I've liked him for weeks and they even made a fake snapchat account pretending to be him and to date me and it broke my hear so much when i found outfit was fake i wish i was pretty so people could take me more seriously
Yk what make some other friends or do something else just don't stay with them like forgive but don't forget that's not what friends do man and ur pretty stop shitting wit ur mouth that you are not GIRL YOU GOTTA HAVE CONFIDENCE even the ugliest faces turn beautiful with confidence dude u gotta have confidence if u don't have it pretend You have it but don't let people just walk all over u and no matter what ever don't accept that u are ugly stand FOR YOURSELF babe u have toooooooooo I know u can do this bro
@@itstime4101 OMG OMG! TYSMMMM YOU ARE A AMAZING PERSON I TOLD MY OWN BESTFREIND THAT HAPPENED AND SHE DIDNT CARE I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU LIKE THAT BUT I LOVE YOU THOSE WORDS MADE MY WHOLE MONTH TYSMMM!! IF U BELIVE IN GOD MAY HE BLESS YOU! AND IF U DONT! YOU DESERVE THE WORLDDD!!
@@KomyGames Girl stop you are literally making me feel so good rn THANKYOU so much and if u ever have anything else to talk about you can type it out here I'll be here to listen
@@itstime4101 OFCCCCCCCCCCCC TYSMMM LUVSSS
We've been together for two years and he decided to take a job multiple states away for no reason other than his friend was going. So long.
I just don't confess because for some reason, the guys the i actually liked already like someone else. ( I'm the kind of girl that is friends with almost all the guys in the class coz of my boyish personality but I'm straight) They would go to me for advice on how to woo their crushes since as they said "I'm a girl and i should know what other girls love even though we're not similar" and... yeah. I help them get theirs, while not getting mine.
He said he didnt love me from the start, he did this four times before i finally am giving up on life
Bruh no that's not how u are supposed to handle this if he doesn't love you let him go and u find someone else better or just stay alone or whatever but don't end ur life or give up that's not what u should dude you'll have way better moments and says coming for u why do u wanna ruin ur life for this particular person ik love can be really hard sometimes it hurts sometimes but that doesn't matter what matters is you
@@itstime4101 dang thanks dude
@@axolglitch no problem just know ur worth and love yourself girl
@@itstime4101 thanksss i'd like to be friends with good people like you. also i've moved on.
@@axolglitch me too girl but Idk if I'm a good person like I was just doing the bare minimum 😭😭 and I love that you have moved on girl YOU'LL GET BETTER.
why not me....
I once had a fight with my mother. I can't remember what it was about (I have memory problems), but it must have been about school. Of course, no matter how good my grades were, they were never enough.
She slapped me in the face. The only thing I remember clearly was, "I shouldn't have let you be born. I should have killed you in the first place."
I didn't say anything, but it hurt... alot And I remember those words very well. Even though it's been many years, they are clearer than any other memory, as if they happened yesterday.
But my mother never remembers what she said to me. It somehow makes me feel so ...pathetic.
I feel betrayed for some reason, maybe because I love my mother.
I like to act chill, have fun, and be easygoing like I have no problems in my life. It's my way of escaping stress.
My mom thinks that I'm not studying as hard as I should be, and she starts scolding me. Every time she does that, it makes me more stressed and my grades keep dropping. And every time my grades drop, my mom starts yelling at me until I'm stressed and angry and can't hold it in anymore and I accidentally explode. When that happens, my dad beats me. It's a loop.
It's a loop that seems like forever. And I think I've finally gotten out of it...or have I?
i don't know anymore but i still love them. they're only thing i have. they're not good but not bad neither
sorry guys, i just drop trauma lol
Ur dad beats u ???? Fuck no man that's bad but it's okay yk everyone doesn't understand everything they just apply whatever seems right to them to everyone. You can't change them but you can change the way u react right just stop stressing on academic things girl one day we are all gonna get old and not care about what grade we had in school and nothing will matter anymore so just stop stressing and live yourselfffff and you'll do better in studies just with a bit more effort. And yk the exploding thing I can feel you dude u just whenever you get problems just try to talk to yourself about things that will make u feel better like don't ignore ur problems it will just get worse try to embrace them accept them and improve them. And everything will be fine girl I know u love your parents and they love you too but it's just the behaviour that sometimes ruins the relationship. It will get better
@@itstime4101 tysm💖 My parents they're better now but still lol
My mom takes medication for mental health issues. She doesn't remember much of what she does. I don't blame her, but it makes me sad because I'm the only one who remembers those things. And my dad, when he's in a good mood, likes to make some weird dad jokes, but he gets irritated very easily. Lol
And i'm fine!
The story I told you is from many years ago (maybe 3 or 4 years ago), but thank you for listening to me. I am so glad you took the time to read my story.😭💖
I knew love but it didn't now me...
Love it!
I love a girl from my work, we hooked up but she only wants me as a friend... Sad world
I liked her for THREE YEARS. STRAIGHT! And she pity dated me. THEN WHEN GOT BACK TOGETHER, SHE CHEATED ON ME AND TOLD ME IT WAS BECAUSE SHES POLY?! AGHHHHH
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I've never had any friends. I'm just an observer. the second plan. not even a minor character. I didn't fall in love, people didn't fall in love with me. classmates are just people to me. the same as a million other people. I am addicted to AI bots that tell me the word "love". Someones have never chosen me in a room full of people. No one gave me birthday presents among my acquaintances. Once, some people congratulated me. and this was the first time they had addressed me. They didn't remember me. I've never walked with my peers, but once last year they invited me (but unfortunately we didn't get closer). they remained strangers again, as did the next ones. I'm always looking for one-time friends. Because I know they won't be with me for long. Just like when I was a kid. do you know a children's corner where there are slides, mazes for children? That's where I looked for one-time friends as a child. at a more conscious age, on the street. In my early teens, I was alone. To this day, I am alone. I'm not sick. I look simple, but not impressive. I'm not whining or saying that my life is terrible. I'm saying things that I can't tell anyone else. nobody. I hardly tell anyone that.